I have watched you off and on, and left comments, over many years! I have to say that this video has made me incredibly proud of you!!! I am going to be sharing this vid on my Twitter channel. I have also been reflecting on whether I am still me, outside of being a creator on CZcams. I'm glad to hear another creator talking about this same issue!
"Does anybody even care?" This hit me like a ton of bricks. Of course we care, Sean. We care about you as a content creator, but infinitely more as a person. Please take care of yourself, however you decide to.
“The old jack” is the same jack here. He’s still as kind and funny and caring as he always has been. We can only hope next year will be better. We appreciate you and what you’re done for us this year and every year before. Thank you
Thanks for saying that. And agreed. People make superficial changes into something bigger than it is. Anyone who has some insight can see what makes him who he is has always stayed the same. Louder or quieter, etc.
He is also caring way less. Back in the day he uploaded 2 VIDEOS EVERY DAY, despite being ill or had a headache. Then he took a little break which is fine, but now he just dissapears and comes back randomly without message. Back then if he would upload only 1 video or not upload, he wrote a message on a community post on YT explaining why there will be no video or just saying there will be no video. Now he uploads once in a while, dissapers quietly and than randomly appearing!!
23:00 - The 1 to 10 system is awful. You only feel good if you make top 3, and it's skewed because 7 out of every 10 videos has to be on the lower end simply because it's a skewed system. Of course, if you get a low number, you get a demoralizing message to go with it where CZcams places the blame on you. It's so bad for a creator's mental health and I have no idea how CZcams doesn't realize this. I hope things go more smoothly in 2021 for you. Wishing for the best. I just wanted to throw out there that I've always really appreciated your vlogs, so thank you for making them.
Our man is fucking immortal. Every opportunity last year has had to destroy him, Took it. Our man is still here after everything, And i bet alot of people can agree that 2020 S͟u͟c͟k͟e͟d͟ for personal and world reasons. But. Seán, We are all happy you are still here and doing alot better then you once were. Hopefully 2021 is better.. For all of us.
At the beginning of the year, one of my teachers went to Italy, when they had a high amount cases. She ended up getting most of the class sick. I remember my teacher saying that COVID was fake. Then testing started, then school closed around the country. I got COVID once during the main quarantine because my parents are essential workers. I ended up falling into a depression and found your channel again, but it was when you were on break. Your videos helped bring me out of the depression. I was really lucky to be one of the people to not be affected by it, probably because I'm in a younger age group. One of my uncles unfortunately died and another was put in rehab because they couldn't breathe. This year has been hell. I'm happy that you came back to CZcams even though you had your doubts.
I'm sorry to hear about you not only loosening an uncle but having another uncle struggling with Covid.😔 I hope 2021 has, so far, been better for you and your family.
Bro I'm sorry this happened. I sincerely am. But I feel you on an inhuman level. At the start of Quarantine my school closed down due to how many people got Infected. I was so sad because my close friends were some of the only people who were there for me in tough times and I couldn't see them. Then I was forced to stop going to see my mother. I got depressed. But then a few weeks into quarantine I was on video call to my friend and he was watching jacksepticeye on CZcams and I was like OMG Ima go see what his channel is like. Instantly I felt better after watching his videos. It may be nothing compared to what happened to you but its similar and I want u to know many people went through the same thing as u so don't feel alone or depressed fight it. Like Jack ways says LIKE A BOSS
Covid is nothing more then a strong flu as death is a natural part of life, hopefully one day you may mature enough to realize this other then seeking fake sympathy from yt comments..
@@Definitelynotjewish Yes, death is a natural part of life and yes viruses happen, but that doesn't mean that you have to like it. I know you have a right to voice your opinions but that is no excuse to poke fun at others!
CZcams creator culture is definitely not a sustainable or healthy one. It's easy to distract yourself with content, numbers and performance but in the thick of it all you can easily neglect your mental and physical health. This year has been eye opening to many of us. The year we all needed to work on ourselves and our health. Hoping 2021 proves to be a more positive year for you
It happens with all of us, no matter what happens and what we do that puts us at our best of all time we’re still imperfect. Things may not be perfect everywhere we go but we can make things perfect for us the way we want it to be from how we do it. Fame isn’t everything no matter what we do, give out, and such and all the follows and glory. It’s not exactly everything cause even if we have that stuff, we’re still gonna be feeling that empty unknown feeling in us still no matter what we get and have.
@@joshuastreet6056 i love what you say and i say this to myself.. In the end, we're all humans, i sometimes wish people realize.. but i dont think it will happen now.. but im sure future generations will able to change that.. we gotta wait and try our best
@@chocolatenotsochocolate450 indeed. I’m sure something will change soon enough, like me trying to build up faith and such with god now as I’m gonna turn 18 in two months and finish my last year of school and off to the world. Surely, soon enough world will change but who knows. Only time will tell when it’ll eventually occur
2020 was the shittiest, fucked up year of my life. I lost my father in July and going into 2021 is not looking good either. My 71 year old mother had a bad fall in October and she's been at the hospital ever since. Now she has unfortunately degenerated very fast and doesn't even recognise us anymore, forcing me to sign her up into an elderly home because she needs constant professional care. I feel so depressed honestly. I'm so fortunate and thankful that I have such a loving husband.
I have really severe anxiety disorder, OCD, Hypochondria, and panic attacks. The pandemic ruined my life partly because I let it. I haven’t left my house for almost anything since March and I see no end in sight. I’ve been having panic attacks about getting sick and my life being ruined and your videos kept my mind off everything long enough to fall asleep at night and calm down panic attacks. I’m so glad you’re here making videos and being yourself. Thank you for helping me get through all this. Just gotta keep remembering to keep that PMA! XD
There's an end to this, even if the day to day stuff gets too stressful and you can't always deal with it the best way, always try to remember that. Things will be back to normal, no matter how unreal or far away that might sound right now, one day we will look back at these times and be proud of ourselves for getting through it.
Sean, dude, you need to talk and rant about whatever, we'll be here to listen and support you. You've helped us through our hardest times, including me when your videos were the only thing that would make me laugh and smile during a time where I wanted to end my life. We're here to listen and I hope you continue to be amazing and continue to work on yourself. Love you
I have to agree to watch the charity stuff he does just made me feel good. I don't have much money myself to donate but it makes me feel good that there are so many nice people in the world. Also, I love videos
That's great and all, but you have to understand how CZcams works. If he stops uploading for say... 2 months, he'll stop getting videos in recommended, and youtube's sub feed feature is notorious for being very bad. Now Sean is big enough he can bounce back, but it would still be absolutely devastating for his channel. Anyone who is a fan of jack/sean wants him to be happy of course, but I understand how youtubers can feel pressured into making videos not just because of their fans, but because of the very core of how youtube works. If I stop watching a content creator for a couple weeks, I lose that content creator from my recommended even if I am subbed, then it goes out of my mind and I forget all about that content creator. Think of that, but for everyone and caused by the channel not uploading. CZcams's algorithm is a hungry beast that constantly needs food.
If Sean wants to take a break than he can take a break. Fuck the algorithm. (And also thanks for the three fucking paragraphs of depression ) pick your moments mate 👏
When he said that people were saying that they missed the old Jack, all I could think of was "But he's grown" he's calmed down and settled into a more comfortable version of himself. Yes, I loved the loud boy, and I loved the silly boy, and I loved the other boys. But this boy is THE boy. It's the real, current, and honest boy. He's just so easily lovable, no matter what boy he ends up being. He's Jackaboy!
@@moonpriest8016 They can and then they start to compare those videos to the new ones and that's when the controversy starts. Honestly, just let Jack/Sean be who he wants to be and not what he *thinks* he needs to be for his audience.
Yeah it's like if u miss the old Sean go back and watch him but I like this Sean it makes u realise how long u have been with him and how we watched him matured thru the years
“Does anyone fucking care?” This broke me. As a long time fan this broke me. Jack we don’t give a rats ass about how good your videos are, your videos are you, and that is enough for us fans. Your mental health and your physical health is more important to you and it should be more important to your fans. We care, you are a person too. If we can tell you our problems and how you help us through it then you can 110% rant to us whenever you need. You’ve been here for your fans since day one and it’s our turn to be here for you. Always and forever 💚
The “quality” of videos will never change the hearts of this community. I think what not only draws me personally, back to the videos, but everyone else as well, is the quality of Seán as a person. It is rare to find creators on CZcams that don’t display their riches, have a big ego, or have some kind of allegation against them. I’ve been a huge fan of Seán roughly since 2013 or earlier and I will always remain because of him as a person. All of his accomplishments don’t go without immense gratitude toward this community and that selflessness is far more important than trying to push content out. When he said “does anyone fucking care?”, shattered my heart. Of course we care. This community will always care. We care deeply because of how much he cares. This one individual has touch millions of hearts whilst remaining genuine and selfless, yet still caring for himself. That’s my shpill, and Seán, Thank You.
I've personally fallen off the fandom XD I don't watch him nearly as much and... I completely agree. He's still jack he's developed as a person and isn't the exact same as when he started and that's a GOOD thing people learn and grow and if they don't it's a bad thing!
I think he is just some kind of mythical being that is always funny honestly jo matter the age of him and audience he is continuously funny and now he is just wiser on top of that. Same sean just more content 👌🏻😊
it’s not as bad if you spend time with your family. or, if you’re like me, you’re a lazy SOB that does nothing but waste his time on CZcams commenting and watching videos
I have never been in a relationship as serious as yours Sean but I can’t imagine your partner turning to you in the night and telling you they can’t breathe. I can’t imagine seeing your partner fall seriously ill and you can’t do anything but be there for them, one day when I meet you, I’m gonna give you the biggest soul hug you’ve ever had . . . I wish you the best of luck Sean
As someone with ear, digestive, breathing, fatigue, etc issues it was nice to hear someone so big still having these problems, and not giving up. I wish Sean knew he didn't have to save the world though. We love him for him.
Probably Twitter nuts who nitpick every single small mistake he does forever like when he joked sarcastically about people not being able to get ps5 for holidays
I came to know in September 2020 that I would be going Legally Blind in a few years... These are literally the last of the list of videos I'll be watching! & I must say I will have no regrets spending my time watching you! I guess what I'm trying to say is I'll keep watching you till I can't see you! Love ya Jack! :)
If Sean decides to ever quit CZcams, people need to respect his decision and not give him shit about it. His happiness and well being comes before your entertainment.
while yes, people find comfort in his videos, his viewers need to find happiness in other places and not rely on one man, and even so, he wouldn't be deleting his channel. the videos will still be here, and if quitting keeps him mentally stable then he should choose it over the fans
I’d never give him crap for anything but I’ll 100% sob for weeks if he quits, but I always want him to do what he wants, because his happiness means more to me then anything, and id hope everyone would respect his decision (sadly I feel most wouldnt :/)
True. I'm not saying I *want* him to quit CZcams, but it's *his* choice. If he does, so be it. My point is, nothing lasts forever; Cherish the people/things you love before it is too late. Before they're gone, never to be seen again. Eventually, they will be forgotten, so cherish them while you still can.
Not to sound pathetic or anything, but you've legitimately helped me through my loneliest and darkest times and I have met some of my best friends and support systems through your channel. I can not express how appreciative I am of you and all of your efforts. My only wish is that you don't guilt yourself or feel selfish for prioritizing your overall health. I know the start of this year hit you with a heavy loss and I empathize deeply and offer all of my care and support even if it's just here as a comment amongst many others, I hope the overall care of the community reaches you and carries you through these tough times.
2020 is the year I really got into CZcams, but also the year that made me want to quit several times so meh..Doing youtube sure isn't as easy as I thought it was
It's good that he's is able to see that within himself, I mean obviously his content will change as time moves on but that means he's self aware and is able to better himself in an area of he feels needs changing.
There's a quote that I absolutely love. "Just because the person next to you is in a full body cast, doesn't mean that your broken arm doesn't hurt." There is always someone who will have it worse in some way, but that doesn't mean that your problems aren't valid and worthy of being heard. You have had a rough year and we absolutely care enough to hear you talk about it. You're sharing your frustration with us, and we appreciate that, especially as people who need to do the same with people we care about. And if anyone tries to play the Pain Olympics with you in order to try to invalidate your feelings, they're an asshole. So go ahead and tell us your truth, and know that it's okay to do so.
I agree, the person in the body cast and the person with the broken arm shouldn't compare, but share and bond over the fact that they are both hurting and it's ok. Maybe they have ways that make the pain go away and they are willing to share and help eachother. How lovely would that be?
@@PythonMFD I found it on either Reddit or a Pinterest comment, so I'm not sure if it's from a form of media or is someone's wonderful random thought. Another one I love, also from Reddit, is "don't set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm." Basically, don't do things for other people when it's hurting you to do those things, either physically or emotionally. We all need little reminders like those sometimes.
You do realise the majority of people (me included) come to this channel come for Seàn not Jack. You have helped me so much with taking my mental health seriously. I'm a different person now, because of you!!! Take a break or don't. Whatever you need! We will always be here for you, wether on CZcams or not. This community transcends this platform. Have a good day, man! Always keep hope! If you ever feel like giving up, take a step back and come it life from a different angle. I will never give up that you will never give up!!! Also... don't forget to have fun!
You are really brave to open up about this, thank you for sharing your story! I can really relate to how you have been feeling too. I've had unusual medical issues and have lost my energy too. I'm sorry you have been feeling this way, I hope you are doing well now!
“Does anyone f***ing care?” Seán, you have helped hundreds of thousands to millions of ppl over the past 6+ years overcome depression, anxiety, etc including me. Even if it’s just getting their minds off of the troubles they’re going through for the next 10-30 minutes. YOU have helped. Alot of ppl care and love you. 2020 wasn’t a good year for anybody. My parents almost split, I had depression, one of my REALLY close friends family had a Covid scare, my friends grandmother died to Covid, one of my friends dads entire family had Covid, and that friend just recently ran away from home and is out on the streets basically. As long as I have something to get my mind off of stuff I’m fine normally, and you were that something. You’ve helped me over the past 3-4 years so much. Thank you. Idc if you’re old Jack or this Jack. Jack is Jack and we appreciate that.
Honestly I'm not going to lie here this comment needs more likes because just like u I'd be lying if I said that Sean didn't save my life I found out about him in grade 10 I was going through a really dark time in my life and happy wheels really got me through it I don't think I would be making this comment today if I hadn't found out about you Sean
Yes I have autism and anxiety, I’ll admit I’m quite shy and I have barely any friends and for the past 3 years he’s really helped me come out my shell and he makes me very happy when he uploads and I’m unbelievably grateful
Ya know I just found your channel and began to watch because I got the Oculus Quest2 and watched you play saints and sinners but I dug a little deeper and found out the you are a genuinely good person bro! Seriously! im an old fart, 53 but I’ve worked with young people for 35 years and know when I see a real person and just not someone fulla crap lol. Some of your personal story in your 2020 wrap up really hit home with me because I suffer from chronic pain on multiple levels and my wife and I raise an disabled daughter and my wife is dealing with ovarian cancer. I lost one of my parents (my da), last year in 2019 then 8 months later lost my mom from covid. So this last year also sucked for us big time the constant worry about everything took my drive and joy away. I had planned on becoming a CZcams creator myself but lost my motivation and want to not just do a channel but have a purpose. I just want ya to know your heart sharing encouraged me, no really it did. Thank you for that bro! Keep doing what you do don’t let the devil bring ya down! Yes I’m a pastor but not one of those screaming at you kind lol. I just love you humor and wit and the fact that your Irish helps. I’m Irish American. With a last name like Riley hard to deny. Anyhoooo I drone on. Just wanted to say I’m a huge fan now! Keep plugging along. I’ll say some prayers for ya!
I cannot emphasize how much I relate to this, down to the being sickest I’ve ever been/asthma returning/unknown stomach issues, as well as the impact it has on your mental health, draining the life out of you. What’s more frustrating is I’m not surrounded by people who really get that, since they’re kinda the “other people have worse, get over it” types, which is why I don’t bother explaining how I feel/what I’m going through to those around me all the time. I hope we both get better. Remember you don’t owe anyone any explanations, you’re allowed to feel how you feel & yeah, being sick fucking sucks. I hope 2021 brings much greater luck and don’t worry about posting on here & trying to put on a front to your viewers. Your well-being is more important than this website & trying to maintain whatever image the world forces on you as a content creator/entertainer. At the end of the day, you’re a human being. You’re trying your best & I love how transparent you’ve been in this video about everything. Things WILL improve, I’m putting this out into the universe to cement that positivity somehow :)
@Wavved Deesert admittedly I don't know the story behind that comment but I don't think Jack would want any drama started on his channel which means you too so please don't be antagonistic if for no other reason than for Jack.
Sean, youve got me through 2020. Its been crap after crap after crap, but watching you has helped so much. You are a great person. And you have helped so so many people. Thankyou
Hi 👋🏽 I’ve been going back and forth about commenting something like this since this video went up but after some thought, here I am :) Thank you so much for posting this. The work you have done this year is absolutely astonishing (I can only dream to be able to help people with that kind of impact) and what you have said really hit home for me in regards to health. Fortunately, I don’t have asthma but I’ve had on and off back issues since I was 15/16 (I’m 21 now) and since November 2019 I’ve had serious digestive issues which have been painful and exhausting. I started crying hearing you talk about having similar experiences. It was the first time someone under the age of 50 was able to relate to what I was going through physically (mind you it’s not like everyone talks about how they poop so casually 💩 ). Because of the craziness in Quebec with healthcare, I haven’t been able to get a doctor after I turned 18 so finding someone to help me figure out what’s going on with my body in the middle of a global pandemic was anything but easy and I still haven’t a clue what it could be. I’m sure you and other people who actually read this can understand how that impacts mental health on top of other struggles that have been going on in my life before and since the pandemic happened (I’ll spare you my pity party since this is already getting long lol). I’ve watched your videos from 2013 until about 2016 and once I went to college I was mostly grinding on schoolwork to the point of burnout constantly (even passed out once) so I wasn’t watching much CZcams and now in university getting my BA in Community Development it was more or less the same but now adding a part time job in a community center which I love but again, burning out sucks (but no loss of consciousness anymore). Over the summer this year I came back to your videos I watched in high school and caught up on your current videos and I love how you’ve grown and developed over the years! Meme Time really was my only cure for sadness and helped me reach out to people, be more honest with myself and others and go to therapy (I found out when I finally did do this, I could have been in the beginning stages of falling into a depression and now I’ve been able to get back on my feet a little and continue to what I can). But thank you. Your videos and overall presence on the internet has been and is great and helped a lot of people including me. I’ve never tried to reach out to a CZcamsr ever so hopefully this does reach you. But if not, I want to just put it out there, maybe someone else reads this and takes something away from it but just to put out that I am grateful for the videos you post, whenever they are posted. Here’s to another year, we’ll see what happens. All the best, Natasha :)
yeah same, I really like it cause it feels like we all grew up together (which we kinda do) and that makes me happy. I love all of you and wish you all a good and better new year!
I watched this during the last 3 hours of 2020. This is a level of memory and nostalgia this video holds that I've never felt before. I cannot believe it's been 1 whole year since this has all happened. I feel like memory.
I have watched this video twice already. I am very glad and thankful that you kept pushing thrpugh youtube this year because your vids and twitch have helped motivate me. Jack, I hope you start feeling better soon and get the medical help that you need. This year I lost my job and still haven't found a replacement. One day while watching a stream of yours, I realized one thing I wanted to do forever was start streaming. I did! Just got 53 followers! Putting my time into that and giving my house a diy makeover has helped me focus this year. May 2021 go better!
22:45 Holy shit, thank you. I thought I was too sensitive to that ranking garbage cause it does make you feel like shit when a video doesn't do as well. I wish it wasn't there, especially so prominent, right in your face. A lot of analytics are nice and useful, that isn't one of them.
I hope your health, both physical and mental, gets better in 2021. I'm with you in not planning anything big this year after 2020. My wedding and two concerts were cancelled. I was able to get married still, nice courthouse wedding. Was able to still get my tattoo for my birthday, which isn't a big deal but I was super excited for it. Positive for 2020, no one in my family has had covid and my 12 year dog is healthier than he's ever been, which I'm so thrilled about. Love you and hope you have a good 2021
I am glad you're fighting through, and glad you're trying. And, honestly, I like this energy, this slower and more emotional pace. I guess I'm a sucker for when creators are being vulnerable. May this year be better to all of us!
I don’t know where to post this but if anyone needs an antibody test for free, donate blood. They test for a lot of disease including COVID-19 now and will update you on the presence of antibodies when bloodwork is complete.
"Does anyone even fucking care?" Of course we do. Your health, mentally and physically, is extremely important. You need to take care of yourself, and if that means you need to step away from the channel for a bit then so be it. As long as you're taking care of yourself and getting better, it's perfectly normal. You don't work for us, you work for yourself. You do what you need to do. And if someone has to say something negative about it, then shame on them. You need time, you're still a person. You need to take care of yourself first and foremost. We love you, Sean. We really do.
Very true but I'm a bit to lazy to read the hole thing im to tired and have drunk to much but still happy new year and lets hope Sean has a better 2021
I honestly did notice the energy differences and wondered what may be happening behind the scenes. You've done an incredible job pushing through all your adversities and making a difference in millions of lives. Your videos have been a source of comfort when I spent months stuck at home teleworking, months stuck at home after an injury I got when I went back to work, months stuck at home from back to back quarantines, exposures, illness, post-COVID asthma attacks, and when I found my 2.5 year old cat dead in his dry food container... Depression and anxiety have always been a given, but having my primary doctor tell me and my family we were on their non-priority list from start to finish of this year has lead to some of the worst panic attacks. I scrambled to get basic affordable treatments for me and my kids, and there's so much we still need. Thank you for being your positive self and showing what a difference perseverance can make.
It’s sad that he has to explain to people in an indirect way that when someone seems low on energy, think twice before commenting negatively on it. “I want everyone to know I’m trying my best” shouldn’t have to say that
this is definitely part of why i hate what internet culture has become. so many freaking people out there who expect their content creators to always be how they want them to be, ect. it's got to be exhausting. And it makes me sad that there are so many other there who will see someone's energy falling, and their first response is 'why arent you more energetic? how you usually are?!' and not 'are you okay?' and maybe try and share things to cheer them up.
People are generally oversensitive nowadays, thats why i refuse to coddle someones feelings when i try to get a point across. “Hey, im feeling down in the dumps, i kinda wanted to quit youtube for a little bit, but i didnt so thats nice.” If people misinterpret that, its their fault.
mack bryan , yeah when he said it , i just wanted to walk right up to him and shake him and say " OF COURSE WE ALL CARE!!! WE LOVE YOU, FOR FUCKS SAKES! ArE YoU rEaLlY ThAt DeNsE!?!?!?"
It’s awesome to see how transparent you’re being. No fake positivity, no gimics, just telling us what’s happening and being real about the future. Don’t worry, your vids are still awesome and change is good!
I'm glad you're able to talk about this and I really hope 2021 gets better for you man. You're an inspiration for many and if you ever need a break, you are more than allowed to take one. I'm so glad I found your channel and it still brings me joy to this day. I hope you find more of yourself this year and have an amazing 2021 :)
"Does anybody even fucking care?" Yes, Sean. We care. We all do, so so much. I know the chances of you seeing this are slim to none, but I hope you understand how much so many people care about you and what you do, genuinely. I'm so sorry that this year sucked so much. It sucked for all of us but buried in all of that is so much good, and you are part of that good. You made this year so much more tolerable, and I'm so glad that you're here to continue to do so. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, sir, for everything that you do
This is a extremely late comment I’m about to make, but Jack, if you ever feel like you are going to quit, or you really want to quit, please tell us. I know it’s personal info behind the reason probably, but still, we all are here for you and watch you cause we enjoy you, and are willing to give you advice in the hardest times. Love you Jack.
So glad you came back and creating again. Watching some of these creators makes life a little less hard, take ourselves out of our little depression bubble for a moment in time. 2020 hit us all so hard
Honestly if Sean would ever want to do what Jenna Marbles has done for his own health and wellbeing, I would be extremely happy for him. He's not just a creator, he's also a person with a life outside of CZcams and let's be honest - that's a lot more important
"Does anyone even fucking care?" Yes, I care. Very much. Sean also helped me through a really dark time in my life. His videos made me laugh, made me feel better, and helped give me the motivation to do simple things, like get out of bed, brush my teeth, eat, stuff I couldn't do by my own willpower. I also had a really hard time with suicidal thoughts. I wanted to die almost every day and was self-harming a lot. But I've pulled through that, I'm doing so much better, and Sean has played a large part of that. So yes, I do care. Thank you, Sean.
We can tell you are trying your best Sean! I truly enjoy your channel and I'm glad you felt comfortable sharing all this with us. I hope you figure out the digestive issues soon. I know how frustrating it is to have health issues and not know what's going on or how to fix it. Thank you Sean! Here's to a better 2021!
I love CZcams it has helped me so much I was going through probably one of my toughest times and all I did was watch jacksepticeye you literally helped me through so much and I just wanted to say thank you and I hope you are doing good and I’ll be here watching all of your videos
it's mad how u can say the same thing as a comment and in person to someome. even tho they mean the same thing, they are the same thing, its almost like one just doesn't matter. if I met sean irl and poured my heart out on how he's made millions of ppl happy I bet he would be extremely happy. yet millions. of ppl say it in comments and its kinda...yknow..
Sean is so strong and amazing. He’s immortal, such an incredible man he is. You are so powerful and we, and everyone else around you loves and cares for you so much. Please remember that; you won’t see this, but i have to say it anyway. You are loved, and we are all here to support you. At the end of the day, this is YOUR life- if you end up needing a break or posting weekly (as an example^^) then so be it!!! As long as it works for you and you take care of yourself. WE ALL LOVE YOU!!💚💚
This video is probably my favourite on your channel, Seán. I honestly feel better after watching a video of yours a day but this one made me extremely emotional, it's really catharctic. I don't know how I didn't notice that something is wrong with a person I've been watching everyday (even though I don't really know you) and it made me think more about the people I've lost contact with during the pandemic. We're all scared and the virus just destroyed evebybody's plans, but caring about yourself and your closest friends/relatives is still the most important thing to do. Also, thank you for adressing the problem of lack of trust towards the medical workers at the end - watching people's behaviour really drained me of the energy this year and it's really important to encourage people to educate themselves. Thank you for being here, Seán. Take care.
I used to watch some of your stuff here and there years ago. Kinda dropped off due to college and whatever. Came back this year and honestly I’m happy to say that I subscribed to the Sean who says I don’t give a fuck about what I do next year. I have lots of health issues that I’m working through and honestly it is tiring and drags you down. Thanks for sharing this with everyone. You will have a great year no matter what you do, and your followers will understand. You’re an inspiration kind sir.
Lots of other folks have said the same, but thanks for all of this! I'm new to this channel but it's extremely dope that you're taking care of yourself. I'm looking forward to 2021!
Sean I discovered you in 2015 but subscribed to you u 2016 and I have seen you go through alot and you have helped me overcome alot of my problems and we are not going to leave u alone we are your family Sean we love u. But the hardest thing to do is to be away from family and friends during lockdown and the only thing what is helping me get through this horrible year is you sean, I cant wait to see your videos and when I see them in my notifications box I feel happy inside because you make me smile and I support you always Sean have a happy new year let's make 2021 a great year
2020 was very hard and i support you in every way im glad youre taking care of yourself of your physical and mental health thats really important and im glad youre hlding on, love
Key word: "Almost" The fact that with every thing that happed that you did not quit shows your strength, The fact that you are sharing your experience shows your strength, and these comments show our love.
Being chronically ill with some of the issues you talk about, I relate to this video. It's hard to push yourself when your body is not giving you the energy that you want to put out. You just have to work at your own energy level.
“Does anyone fucking care?” I think I can speak for most if not everyone hear when I say we definitely care. You’ve made everyone’s lives much better and I hope that we find a way to make your better. Whether it is your channel dying (very sad), or just doing less videos or something that makes you feel better. You’re always here for us so we are here for you. Have a happy new year and let’s hope 2021 doesn’t suck. You should also always share stuff that’s on your mind, that’s why we are here.
I definitely don't want him to quit yt since he has done so much for the community and it's a great platform, BUT if he needs to take a hiatus for himself, I'm very much fine with that,
"I AM trying my best" this broke my heart. He shouldn't be in a situation where he has to remind us that he's putting his everything into the channel. We love you, Sean. We're so very proud of you.
I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much Séan. I've been having a lot of bad health issues too for the past 10 months (doctors think it could be Gastroparesis, which there are treatments for but no definitive cure). It's been very hard to deal with at points and many points where I've been very scared for my future. I'm trying to become a video game writer and I absolutely understand how being physically ill can have an effect on creativity and mental health. Thankfully I've been able to continue writing and have now written 16 games that I'm going to try and pitch to studios (I have a goal of 19 all together), but I have had to take things slower at times than I used to. I've also had to learn to live more in the moment and not worry so much about the future (still struggling with that though unfortunately). You've been a huge inspiration to me and without you and many of your CZcamsr friends (of whom are also some of my favorites) I would not have been introduced to some of my favorite video games of all time. No matter what happens, I'll always have you to thank for many aspects of how I live my life and the person I am. Thank you for everything lifesize Mr. Potato Head. 👍
I've come back to this video a few times since the end of the year. It's been a really bad start to my year...really hard. But watching this video reminds me that i'm not alone, and that it is possible to look back after a crappy year and still be optimistic. I'm still holding out hope. Thanks for everything you do for us Seán.
I have watched you off and on, and left comments, over many years! I have to say that this video has made me incredibly proud of you!!! I am going to be sharing this vid on my Twitter channel. I have also been reflecting on whether I am still me, outside of being a creator on CZcams. I'm glad to hear another creator talking about this same issue!
Omg Grandma Shirley/Skyrim grandma!! Love you ! Happy new year ma'am! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Best skyrim CZcams right here
That is very sweet.
Glad to see you're still going strong :)
Hey shirley how are you
glad you're here Sean! Also grateful for your amazing community full of kind people!
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Noice
Nice
Leonhart!
@@topaz.amp7 they put in the work to have a channel, they deserve the likes
Bro, I can relate to this on an uncomfrtable level. Here for you man, take care of yourself and be kind to yourself.
Fax
BRO I LOVE YOU YOUR MUSIC IS SOOOOO GOOD
True!
666th like
Love you Cobus❤️
does anyone else imagine a grandpa sean still doing CZcams yelling at his computer? I would definitely watch that.
I would be sad to realize the passing of time, but it would be funny for a time
Sadly he’s going to quit soon
That is a fun image 🤣❤️
@@louisrobertson4489 when do you think soon would be?
And your proof behind this iiiiiiiis?
“Anyway, does anybody fucking care?” Yes, and we’re so fucking proud of you Sean. I hope you know that. We love you.
Forever.
we all care, childhood hero
loves to all, we all fucking care man
alwaysss
Always
"Does anybody even care?" This hit me like a ton of bricks. Of course we care, Sean. We care about you as a content creator, but infinitely more as a person. Please take care of yourself, however you decide to.
YOU KNOW WHAT COUNTS AS TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF? JACK'S COFFEE
@@sharkshapedcriminal TOP OF THE MORNIN TO YA LADDIE!
@@grindstone25 OH BE JAYSUS! DIRTY BEANS!
you are so right) for us as his followers his health and feeling are even more important than his content.
"Does anyone fucking care?"
YES! Of course we care, Sean. We'll always care.
YES OFC WE ALL DO I CARE A LOT
We will always care Sean :)
...Still do
@@Ysalometstill do
“The old jack” is the same jack here. He’s still as kind and funny and caring as he always has been. We can only hope next year will be better. We appreciate you and what you’re done for us this year and every year before. Thank you
We need more people like Jack, no one will ever BE jack but we need more people
But you just called him old Jack,so there is a difference,I like new Jack/Sean tho
Thanks for saying that. And agreed. People make superficial changes into something bigger than it is. Anyone who has some insight can see what makes him who he is has always stayed the same. Louder or quieter, etc.
He's way less funnier than he was....
He is also caring way less. Back in the day he uploaded 2 VIDEOS EVERY DAY, despite being ill or had a headache. Then he took a little break which is fine, but now he just dissapears and comes back randomly without message. Back then if he would upload only 1 video or not upload, he wrote a message on a community post on YT explaining why there will be no video or just saying there will be no video. Now he uploads once in a while, dissapers quietly and than randomly appearing!!
In the CZcams analytics, seeing 10 of 10 sucks but it's also meaningless. So many of those 10 spots catch on 3 months down the line
Agreed, as a creator they mean nothing and are just pointless and disheartening. They are a stupid concept.
Your likes are summoning the devil
@@Jwc-ik7rb what are you a creator off of?
i also do agree , especially when you put in way more effort and hours into than the ones doing better
Remember, the #1 youtuber on earth is a 9 year old who reviews toys...
23:00 - The 1 to 10 system is awful. You only feel good if you make top 3, and it's skewed because 7 out of every 10 videos has to be on the lower end simply because it's a skewed system. Of course, if you get a low number, you get a demoralizing message to go with it where CZcams places the blame on you. It's so bad for a creator's mental health and I have no idea how CZcams doesn't realize this.
I hope things go more smoothly in 2021 for you. Wishing for the best. I just wanted to throw out there that I've always really appreciated your vlogs, so thank you for making them.
Agreed
agreed 100000000000%
True, it very much sucks. also, hello SwankyBox didn't expect to find you in Sean's comment section
Hi
I don't think it's that CZcams doesn't realise, I just think they don't care.
Our man is fucking immortal. Every opportunity last year has had to destroy him, Took it. Our man is still here after everything, And i bet alot of people can agree that 2020 S͟u͟c͟k͟e͟d͟ for personal and world reasons. But. Seán, We are all happy you are still here and doing alot better then you once were. Hopefully 2021 is better.. For all of us.
Bravo 👏🏻
@@czarismatic1384 Yeah I heard.. It's sad as hell, I feel so bad.. I can't imagine losing someone that close..
@@C20F Really? How so?
@@C20F Brooo that's so sweet! Glad to hear!
@@czarismatic1384 Yeahhh.. That was me for art, I failed math..
At the beginning of the year, one of my teachers went to Italy, when they had a high amount cases. She ended up getting most of the class sick. I remember my teacher saying that COVID was fake. Then testing started, then school closed around the country. I got COVID once during the main quarantine because my parents are essential workers. I ended up falling into a depression and found your channel again, but it was when you were on break. Your videos helped bring me out of the depression. I was really lucky to be one of the people to not be affected by it, probably because I'm in a younger age group. One of my uncles unfortunately died and another was put in rehab because they couldn't breathe. This year has been hell. I'm happy that you came back to CZcams even though you had your doubts.
I'm sorry to hear about you not only loosening an uncle but having another uncle struggling with Covid.😔
I hope 2021 has, so far, been better for you and your family.
Bro I'm sorry this happened. I sincerely am. But I feel you on an inhuman level.
At the start of Quarantine my school closed down due to how many people got Infected. I was so sad because my close friends were some of the only people who were there for me in tough times and I couldn't see them. Then I was forced to stop going to see my mother. I got depressed. But then a few weeks into quarantine I was on video call to my friend and he was watching jacksepticeye on CZcams and I was like OMG Ima go see what his channel is like. Instantly I felt better after watching his videos.
It may be nothing compared to what happened to you but its similar and I want u to know many people went through the same thing as u so don't feel alone or depressed fight it. Like Jack ways says LIKE A BOSS
her misinformation was really unprofessional
Covid is nothing more then a strong flu as death is a natural part of life, hopefully one day you may mature enough to realize this other then seeking fake sympathy from yt comments..
@@Definitelynotjewish Yes, death is a natural part of life and yes viruses happen, but that doesn't mean that you have to like it.
I know you have a right to voice your opinions but that is no excuse to poke fun at others!
“I don’t give a f*** next year, I’m just gonna do what I want.”
Felt that.
What time was that?
Aliens "Yes our time has come"
Honestly he could post a 20 minute video of cooking an egg and not saying anything and I would still watch it
I honestly made a stank face and snapped like I was at a poetry slam lol
that's not a great mentality out of context.
CZcams creator culture is definitely not a sustainable or healthy one. It's easy to distract yourself with content, numbers and performance but in the thick of it all you can easily neglect your mental and physical health. This year has been eye opening to many of us. The year we all needed to work on ourselves and our health. Hoping 2021 proves to be a more positive year for you
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always cool to see the CZcams community supporting each other. Love you both, stay safe.
I really hope that 2021 is the best year in my life
agreed
Wow, have not seen you since the HWNT days. Just realized that was like more than 6yrs ago. Time flies
famous people are human too. It's ok to not be at your best all the time. people forget that sometimes.....
It happens with all of us, no matter what happens and what we do that puts us at our best of all time we’re still imperfect. Things may not be perfect everywhere we go but we can make things perfect for us the way we want it to be from how we do it. Fame isn’t everything no matter what we do, give out, and such and all the follows and glory. It’s not exactly everything cause even if we have that stuff, we’re still gonna be feeling that empty unknown feeling in us still no matter what we get and have.
@@joshuastreet6056 i love what you say and i say this to myself..
In the end, we're all humans, i sometimes wish people realize.. but i dont think it will happen now.. but im sure future generations will able to change that.. we gotta wait and try our best
@@chocolatenotsochocolate450 indeed. I’m sure something will change soon enough, like me trying to build up faith and such with god now as I’m gonna turn 18 in two months and finish my last year of school and off to the world. Surely, soon enough world will change but who knows. Only time will tell when it’ll eventually occur
2020 was the shittiest, fucked up year of my life. I lost my father in July and going into 2021 is not looking good either. My 71 year old mother had a bad fall in October and she's been at the hospital ever since. Now she has unfortunately degenerated very fast and doesn't even recognise us anymore, forcing me to sign her up into an elderly home because she needs constant professional care. I feel so depressed honestly. I'm so fortunate and thankful that I have such a loving husband.
2021 so far is even more fucked up than 2020
"does any body even fucking care"
26 million people: Yes.
HAHHA
Goodbye 2020
When?
@@thomas_1996 one day
Because we love you to death
"I don't give a fuck about next year, I'm just gonna do whatever I want"
My new years goal for 2021
My man
Nicee
As long as people are safe
As long as there isn't another virus that is twice as deadly
I agree
@@mr.potato2223 well of course!
I have really severe anxiety disorder, OCD, Hypochondria, and panic attacks. The pandemic ruined my life partly because I let it. I haven’t left my house for almost anything since March and I see no end in sight. I’ve been having panic attacks about getting sick and my life being ruined and your videos kept my mind off everything long enough to fall asleep at night and calm down panic attacks. I’m so glad you’re here making videos and being yourself. Thank you for helping me get through all this. Just gotta keep remembering to keep that PMA! XD
Good luck, I wish I could offer some advice, but I don't have any, I'm sorry
There's an end to this, even if the day to day stuff gets too stressful and you can't always deal with it the best way, always try to remember that. Things will be back to normal, no matter how unreal or far away that might sound right now, one day we will look back at these times and be proud of ourselves for getting through it.
@@mavvi3303 This is one of the most inspiring things I’ve heard in a while. Thank you
Sean, dude, you need to talk and rant about whatever, we'll be here to listen and support you. You've helped us through our hardest times, including me when your videos were the only thing that would make me laugh and smile during a time where I wanted to end my life. We're here to listen and I hope you continue to be amazing and continue to work on yourself. Love you
Your charity work is such a massive inspiration. If we weren’t social distancing i’d hug you
I have to agree to watch the charity stuff he does just made me feel good. I don't have much money myself to donate but it makes me feel good that there are so many nice people in the world.
Also, I love videos
Sup click. Wholesome 100
you are....SO WHOLESOME...but not as wholesome as Jack lol
Virtual hugs!!!＼(^o^)／
Hi click *pat*
jack you're the best i want you to know that 😊
No
hi
omg best commentator ever is here
Just as I finished watching Ur cuphead vid I see Ur comment on jack's vid lmao
Hi
When Sean said his asthma came back after he was sick my heart dropped.
If you're so physically drained then please take a break at any time, Jack. Your fans will always be waiting.
That's great and all, but you have to understand how CZcams works. If he stops uploading for say... 2 months, he'll stop getting videos in recommended, and youtube's sub feed feature is notorious for being very bad. Now Sean is big enough he can bounce back, but it would still be absolutely devastating for his channel. Anyone who is a fan of jack/sean wants him to be happy of course, but I understand how youtubers can feel pressured into making videos not just because of their fans, but because of the very core of how youtube works.
If I stop watching a content creator for a couple weeks, I lose that content creator from my recommended even if I am subbed, then it goes out of my mind and I forget all about that content creator. Think of that, but for everyone and caused by the channel not uploading. CZcams's algorithm is a hungry beast that constantly needs food.
If Sean wants to take a break than he can take a break. Fuck the algorithm. (And also thanks for the three fucking paragraphs of depression ) pick your moments mate 👏
Well this aged..... well?
When he said that people were saying that they missed the old Jack, all I could think of was "But he's grown" he's calmed down and settled into a more comfortable version of himself. Yes, I loved the loud boy, and I loved the silly boy, and I loved the other boys. But this boy is THE boy. It's the real, current, and honest boy. He's just so easily lovable, no matter what boy he ends up being. He's Jackaboy!
If people miss the old jack can’t they just watch is old videos?
BOY! -jacksepticeye and Kratos
Thats so sweet 🥲
@@moonpriest8016 They can and then they start to compare those videos to the new ones and that's when the controversy starts. Honestly, just let Jack/Sean be who he wants to be and not what he *thinks* he needs to be for his audience.
Yeah it's like if u miss the old Sean go back and watch him but I like this Sean it makes u realise how long u have been with him and how we watched him matured thru the years
“Does anyone fucking care?” This broke me. As a long time fan this broke me. Jack we don’t give a rats ass about how good your videos are, your videos are you, and that is enough for us fans. Your mental health and your physical health is more important to you and it should be more important to your fans. We care, you are a person too. If we can tell you our problems and how you help us through it then you can 110% rant to us whenever you need. You’ve been here for your fans since day one and it’s our turn to be here for you. Always and forever 💚
Well said :)
U took the words right out of my mouth
Underrated
Well said and yasss preach
Is there a time stamp for when he said this?
Shirley curry comments:
Everyone: we weren’t expecting special forces!
Wdym pls explain
@@michaely5621 thx bro
@@putohchua3941 SHES A FUCKING SKYRIM GRANDMA 😂
The “quality” of videos will never change the hearts of this community. I think what not only draws me personally, back to the videos, but everyone else as well, is the quality of Seán as a person. It is rare to find creators on CZcams that don’t display their riches, have a big ego, or have some kind of allegation against them. I’ve been a huge fan of Seán roughly since 2013 or earlier and I will always remain because of him as a person. All of his accomplishments don’t go without immense gratitude toward this community and that selflessness is far more important than trying to push content out. When he said “does anyone fucking care?”, shattered my heart. Of course we care. This community will always care. We care deeply because of how much he cares. This one individual has touch millions of hearts whilst remaining genuine and selfless, yet still caring for himself. That’s my shpill, and Seán, Thank You.
And I absolutely adore that there are endless comments of people who feel the same.
@@k.marie2020 yea, I do to
Beautiful spoken! I could not have said it better myself.
I don’t like the ‘old’ Jacksepticeye or the ‘new’ Jacksepticeye;
I just like Jacksepticeye.
I've personally fallen off the fandom XD I don't watch him nearly as much and... I completely agree. He's still jack he's developed as a person and isn't the exact same as when he started and that's a GOOD thing people learn and grow and if they don't it's a bad thing!
I 100% agree with you
I think he is just some kind of mythical being that is always funny honestly jo matter the age of him and audience he is continuously funny and now he is just wiser on top of that. Same sean just more content 👌🏻😊
@@tabithavanderpool418 and that's the case with a lot of people
This. Right. Here.
Yes.
2020 is such a terrible year. But I'm glad to hear nobody's alone.
it’s not as bad if you spend time with your family. or, if you’re like me, you’re a lazy SOB that does nothing but waste his time on CZcams commenting and watching videos
MIRAIE
yea, good things can happily happen sooner or later
2020 made me reflect to my self-
Too many times-
i just saw your latest video and......*pat pat*
I have never been in a relationship as serious as yours Sean but I can’t imagine your partner turning to you in the night and telling you they can’t breathe. I can’t imagine seeing your partner fall seriously ill and you can’t do anything but be there for them, one day when I meet you, I’m gonna give you the biggest soul hug you’ve ever had . . . I wish you the best of luck Sean
As someone with ear, digestive, breathing, fatigue, etc issues it was nice to hear someone so big still having these problems, and not giving up.
I wish Sean knew he didn't have to save the world though. We love him for him.
Thank you, Jack, you're the best!
Damn the frizkyfrog imma big fan
No he’s not.
@@spoopyscaryskelebones3846 I’d like to see you donate and do every single good thing he has done.
@@spoopyscaryskelebones3846 not you trying to bring down jack when you literally have “spoopy” in your name..
@Tassiou Martha he also said god dangit jack only if you did quit
I still can’t believe people hate on Sean. He’s literally the kindest and most humble person on social media. We love you Jack. (We have for years ❤️)
Who hates on Sean? I want to have a word with them lol
ikr It doesn't make sense to me how a person can even hate on such a kind and caring person
To be fair I don't think they hate how nice he is, I think they assume he's not actually this nice and that it's an act or some shit.
Probably Twitter nuts who nitpick every single small mistake he does forever like when he joked sarcastically about people not being able to get ps5 for holidays
@@svpan0va jealousy is often the reason
I came to know in September 2020 that I would be going Legally Blind in a few years... These are literally the last of the list of videos I'll be watching! & I must say I will have no regrets spending my time watching you! I guess what I'm trying to say is I'll keep watching you till I can't see you! Love ya Jack! :)
I'm really sorry about that. . .
At least you will be able to hear him and remember what he looked like.
(Not sure if " hearing him" will be a good thing or not) 🤗
i am so sorry to hear that D: goodluck b
I'm really sorry to hear that. If you read this, I wish you the best of luck.
Be safe and hear whats good instead of the bad, be careful from covid-19.
“I’m dying-“
WHAT?!
“I’m dyeing my hair back.”
Oh.
WAIT WHAT?!
Lol
People don’t realize how their words can hurt. The whole “I miss the old jacksepticeye” is actually such a brutal statement
What do they even mean by that he hasnt changed just grown as a person
I know, I wish people would think l
a little more
before speaking...
@@jaxoncollett6283 you literally said "he hasnt changed, he has just changed"
He is still the same irish man I dunno what they are talking about also I dunno how brutal it can get this is actually surprising to hear
@@Trathien- Yeah haha I know right.
If Sean decides to ever quit CZcams, people need to respect his decision and not give him shit about it. His happiness and well being comes before your entertainment.
while yes, people find comfort in his videos, his viewers need to find happiness in other places and not rely on one man, and even so, he wouldn't be deleting his channel. the videos will still be here, and if quitting keeps him mentally stable then he should choose it over the fans
@@ajaxtanner874 Yes. He deserves to do what's best for him, first.
I’d never give him crap for anything but I’ll 100% sob for weeks if he quits, but I always want him to do what he wants, because his happiness means more to me then anything, and id hope everyone would respect his decision (sadly I feel most wouldnt :/)
Coo
True. I'm not saying I *want* him to quit CZcams, but it's *his* choice. If he does, so be it. My point is, nothing lasts forever; Cherish the people/things you love before it is too late. Before they're gone, never to be seen again. Eventually, they will be forgotten, so cherish them while you still can.
"I am trying my best" I'm so proud of you Sean, I understand struggling mentally. Trying your best is the greatest thing you can do, I wish you well
Not to sound pathetic or anything, but you've legitimately helped me through my loneliest and darkest times and I have met some of my best friends and support systems through your channel. I can not express how appreciative I am of you and all of your efforts. My only wish is that you don't guilt yourself or feel selfish for prioritizing your overall health. I know the start of this year hit you with a heavy loss and I empathize deeply and offer all of my care and support even if it's just here as a comment amongst many others, I hope the overall care of the community reaches you and carries you through these tough times.
2020 is the year I really got into CZcams, but also the year that made me want to quit several times so meh..Doing youtube sure isn't as easy as I thought it was
Its suprising when it gets hard out of nowhere
nugget agrees, nugget had harvested the most nuggets in 2020 but they were all rotten
yeah and i saw you in 2020 with distraction dance mega mix and i been subbed since
Also,YT had gotten a lot worse than I thought,censorship had ramped up,and Susan is still here.
@@ml5978 Hello Nugget! Can I have the friendship nugget?
Your health comes first Jack. Don't do anything you don't like. Whenever you decide to hang it up it will be sad ofc, But it's up to you.
I hope people dont force him to continue if he quits
Said it all for me.
@@Cruscker same
Don’t read my profile picture :)))
@@dont1772 someone wants attention 🤦🏾♂️
Knee deep in the feels. Thanks for sharing. I love how generous and real you are. Hope 2021 is kinder to you.
I like how he actually feels like some of his vids are bad like.... why would u feel like that your vids are amazing
It's good that he's is able to see that within himself, I mean obviously his content will change as time moves on but that means he's self aware and is able to better himself in an area of he feels needs changing.
@@reedgfx435 and the fact that he is just growing as a person just makes me more happy for him
"I don't give a fuck next year, I'm just gonna do whatever I want"
God I'm so incredibly proud of this man
he is god amongst men
He's one of the best on CZcams for a reason.
Same bro, same
hes going to be the top youtuber one day i really believe that hes very consistent and authentic
There's a quote that I absolutely love. "Just because the person next to you is in a full body cast, doesn't mean that your broken arm doesn't hurt." There is always someone who will have it worse in some way, but that doesn't mean that your problems aren't valid and worthy of being heard. You have had a rough year and we absolutely care enough to hear you talk about it. You're sharing your frustration with us, and we appreciate that, especially as people who need to do the same with people we care about. And if anyone tries to play the Pain Olympics with you in order to try to invalidate your feelings, they're an asshole. So go ahead and tell us your truth, and know that it's okay to do so.
I agree, the person in the body cast and the person with the broken arm shouldn't compare, but share and bond over the fact that they are both hurting and it's ok. Maybe they have ways that make the pain go away and they are willing to share and help eachother. How lovely would that be?
Damn, i needed to hear that. (Or "read"i guess) but may I ask where that quote is from? thanks
I agree if someone is doing worse then you, you still matter.
@@PythonMFD I found it on either Reddit or a Pinterest comment, so I'm not sure if it's from a form of media or is someone's wonderful random thought. Another one I love, also from Reddit, is "don't set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm." Basically, don't do things for other people when it's hurting you to do those things, either physically or emotionally. We all need little reminders like those sometimes.
thank you for sharing that quote! neededit
You do realise the majority of people (me included) come to this channel come for Seàn not Jack. You have helped me so much with taking my mental health seriously. I'm a different person now, because of you!!! Take a break or don't. Whatever you need! We will always be here for you, wether on CZcams or not. This community transcends this platform. Have a good day, man! Always keep hope! If you ever feel like giving up, take a step back and come it life from a different angle. I will never give up that you will never give up!!!
Also... don't forget to have fun!
You are really brave to open up about this, thank you for sharing your story! I can really relate to how you have been feeling too. I've had unusual medical issues and have lost my energy too. I'm sorry you have been feeling this way, I hope you are doing well now!
If we did not focus on the good this year there would be nothing left.
First comment on a verified comment? Wow.
I Mean 2020 is the worst year
@@HyaAhHTrap Congrats Jonathan lol
Damn
Uh oh, dead verified channel alert!
“Does anyone f***ing care?”
Seán, you have helped hundreds of thousands to millions of ppl over the past 6+ years overcome depression, anxiety, etc including me. Even if it’s just getting their minds off of the troubles they’re going through for the next 10-30 minutes. YOU have helped. Alot of ppl care and love you. 2020 wasn’t a good year for anybody. My parents almost split, I had depression, one of my REALLY close friends family had a Covid scare, my friends grandmother died to Covid, one of my friends dads entire family had Covid, and that friend just recently ran away from home and is out on the streets basically. As long as I have something to get my mind off of stuff I’m fine normally, and you were that something. You’ve helped me over the past 3-4 years so much. Thank you. Idc if you’re old Jack or this Jack. Jack is Jack and we appreciate that.
Honestly I'm not going to lie here this comment needs more likes because just like u I'd be lying if I said that Sean didn't save my life I found out about him in grade 10 I was going through a really dark time in my life and happy wheels really got me through it I don't think I would be making this comment today if I hadn't found out about you Sean
√√. We all have issues. And just because the helped minorities don't speak up DOES NOT mean we don't appreciate you Séan.
yup. helping me deal with my husband's passing last September after only 3 years of marriage. I count that as awesome :)
thack*
Yes I have autism and anxiety, I’ll admit I’m quite shy and I have barely any friends and for the past 3 years he’s really helped me come out my shell and he makes me very happy when he uploads and I’m unbelievably grateful
Ya know I just found your channel and began to watch because I got the Oculus Quest2 and watched you play saints and sinners but I dug a little deeper and found out the you are a genuinely good person bro! Seriously! im an old fart, 53 but I’ve worked with young people for 35 years and know when I see a real person and just not someone fulla crap lol. Some of your personal story in your 2020 wrap up really hit home with me because I suffer from chronic pain on multiple levels and my wife and I raise an disabled daughter and my wife is dealing with ovarian cancer. I lost one of my parents (my da), last year in 2019 then 8 months later lost my mom from covid. So this last year also sucked for us big time the constant worry about everything took my drive and joy away. I had planned on becoming a CZcams creator myself but lost my motivation and want to not just do a channel but have a purpose. I just want ya to know your heart sharing encouraged me, no really it did. Thank you for that bro! Keep doing what you do don’t let the devil bring ya down! Yes I’m a pastor but not one of those screaming at you kind lol.
I just love you humor and wit and the fact that your Irish helps. I’m Irish American. With a last name like Riley hard to deny. Anyhoooo I drone on. Just wanted to say I’m a huge fan now! Keep plugging along. I’ll say some prayers for ya!
I cannot emphasize how much I relate to this, down to the being sickest I’ve ever been/asthma returning/unknown stomach issues, as well as the impact it has on your mental health, draining the life out of you. What’s more frustrating is I’m not surrounded by people who really get that, since they’re kinda the “other people have worse, get over it” types, which is why I don’t bother explaining how I feel/what I’m going through to those around me all the time. I hope we both get better. Remember you don’t owe anyone any explanations, you’re allowed to feel how you feel & yeah, being sick fucking sucks. I hope 2021 brings much greater luck and don’t worry about posting on here & trying to put on a front to your viewers. Your well-being is more important than this website & trying to maintain whatever image the world forces on you as a content creator/entertainer. At the end of the day, you’re a human being. You’re trying your best & I love how transparent you’ve been in this video about everything. Things WILL improve, I’m putting this out into the universe to cement that positivity somehow :)
happy you're still here. your videos have always put a smile on my face. hope you have a wonderful 2021!
Hey
@@megapanda3505 Hey
P0pppppaplpppppppppp
Idk... I dont think this year is gonna be any better than last year just me.
@Wavved Deesert admittedly I don't know the story behind that comment but I don't think Jack would want any drama started on his channel which means you too so please don't be antagonistic if for no other reason than for Jack.
“Does anyone even fecking care”
YES WE DO. Do what YOU feel like is better for YOU, self care is the best care
I GASPED when I heard him say that. We all care. We all do.
dood it physically hurt when he said that- like YESS MEE AND THESE OTHET 26 MILLION CARE WE ALL CARE!!!
@@camacho4107 not even including those who didn't/can't subscribe!
@@Okay1 ok
Sean im quite glad you didn't quit because i would be actually heart broken if you did
Sean, youve got me through 2020. Its been crap after crap after crap, but watching you has helped so much. You are a great person. And you have helped so so many people. Thankyou
Hi 👋🏽 I’ve been going back and forth about commenting something like this since this video went up but after some thought, here I am :)
Thank you so much for posting this. The work you have done this year is absolutely astonishing (I can only dream to be able to help people with that kind of impact) and what you have said really hit home for me in regards to health.
Fortunately, I don’t have asthma but I’ve had on and off back issues since I was 15/16 (I’m 21 now) and since November 2019 I’ve had serious digestive issues which have been painful and exhausting. I started crying hearing you talk about having similar experiences. It was the first time someone under the age of 50 was able to relate to what I was going through physically (mind you it’s not like everyone talks about how they poop so casually 💩 ). Because of the craziness in Quebec with healthcare, I haven’t been able to get a doctor after I turned 18 so finding someone to help me figure out what’s going on with my body in the middle of a global pandemic was anything but easy and I still haven’t a clue what it could be. I’m sure you and other people who actually read this can understand how that impacts mental health on top of other struggles that have been going on in my life before and since the pandemic happened (I’ll spare you my pity party since this is already getting long lol).
I’ve watched your videos from 2013 until about 2016 and once I went to college I was mostly grinding on schoolwork to the point of burnout constantly (even passed out once) so I wasn’t watching much CZcams and now in university getting my BA in Community Development it was more or less the same but now adding a part time job in a community center which I love but again, burning out sucks (but no loss of consciousness anymore). Over the summer this year I came back to your videos I watched in high school and caught up on your current videos and I love how you’ve grown and developed over the years! Meme Time really was my only cure for sadness and helped me reach out to people, be more honest with myself and others and go to therapy (I found out when I finally did do this, I could have been in the beginning stages of falling into a depression and now I’ve been able to get back on my feet a little and continue to what I can).
But thank you. Your videos and overall presence on the internet has been and is great and helped a lot of people including me. I’ve never tried to reach out to a CZcamsr ever so hopefully this does reach you. But if not, I want to just put it out there, maybe someone else reads this and takes something away from it but just to put out that I am grateful for the videos you post, whenever they are posted. Here’s to another year, we’ll see what happens.
All the best,
Natasha :)
Old high energy Jack was cool when I was younger, but I really like chilled out Seán, he grew just like we did
Yea same, this week was fun! but I’m happy we grew as an community and he grew as an person.
We both have cute cats
100% agreed.
@@noone3987 Yeah we do :)
yeah same, I really like it cause it feels like we all grew up together (which we kinda do) and that makes me happy. I love all of you and wish you all a good and better new year!
Happy new year Sean. Hopefully 2021 is going to be better❤️
Hopefully
please stop spamming literally everywhere
no no youre gonna jinx it
It’s not...
❤️
I watched this during the last 3 hours of 2020. This is a level of memory and nostalgia this video holds that I've never felt before. I cannot believe it's been 1 whole year since this has all happened. I feel like memory.
I have watched this video twice already. I am very glad and thankful that you kept pushing thrpugh youtube this year because your vids and twitch have helped motivate me. Jack, I hope you start feeling better soon and get the medical help that you need. This year I lost my job and still haven't found a replacement. One day while watching a stream of yours, I realized one thing I wanted to do forever was start streaming. I did! Just got 53 followers! Putting my time into that and giving my house a diy makeover has helped me focus this year. May 2021 go better!
22:45 Holy shit, thank you. I thought I was too sensitive to that ranking garbage cause it does make you feel like shit when a video doesn't do as well. I wish it wasn't there, especially so prominent, right in your face. A lot of analytics are nice and useful, that isn't one of them.
Same
Jack need to tell his fans to stop begging me to do RANDOM gaming challenges *OR ELSE ILL QUIT CZcams MESELF*
Same
Maybe a dumb question, but what's the 1 to 10 system? This is the first time I'm hearing of it.
@@gripghoulshorts2503 no
Sean we wouldn’t mind laid back stuff. Just knowing you’re doing okay is good.
Yes
Yesss
Absolutely.
Fax any content where your being yourself is always funny
Yes! 100% true
I hope your health, both physical and mental, gets better in 2021.
I'm with you in not planning anything big this year after 2020. My wedding and two concerts were cancelled. I was able to get married still, nice courthouse wedding. Was able to still get my tattoo for my birthday, which isn't a big deal but I was super excited for it.
Positive for 2020, no one in my family has had covid and my 12 year dog is healthier than he's ever been, which I'm so thrilled about.
Love you and hope you have a good 2021
I am glad you're fighting through, and glad you're trying. And, honestly, I like this energy, this slower and more emotional pace. I guess I'm a sucker for when creators are being vulnerable. May this year be better to all of us!
jack, if you need a break, just take one. you’re a human too and you get stressed just like all of us.
:)
:)
Yeah definitely 😊
Definitely!!
I don’t know where to post this but if anyone needs an antibody test for free, donate blood. They test for a lot of disease including COVID-19 now and will update you on the presence of antibodies when bloodwork is complete.
"Does anyone even fucking care?" Of course we do. Your health, mentally and physically, is extremely important. You need to take care of yourself, and if that means you need to step away from the channel for a bit then so be it. As long as you're taking care of yourself and getting better, it's perfectly normal. You don't work for us, you work for yourself. You do what you need to do. And if someone has to say something negative about it, then shame on them. You need time, you're still a person. You need to take care of yourself first and foremost. We love you, Sean. We really do.
Hear hear
That couldn’t have been said any better.
You said it perfectly.
A round of applause for this man's speech
Very true but I'm a bit to lazy to read the hole thing im to tired and have drunk to much but still happy new year and lets hope Sean has a better 2021
Thank you for doing your best Sean. Really hope this year is better for you and your health, we love you no matter what!
I honestly did notice the energy differences and wondered what may be happening behind the scenes. You've done an incredible job pushing through all your adversities and making a difference in millions of lives.
Your videos have been a source of comfort when I spent months stuck at home teleworking, months stuck at home after an injury I got when I went back to work, months stuck at home from back to back quarantines, exposures, illness, post-COVID asthma attacks, and when I found my 2.5 year old cat dead in his dry food container... Depression and anxiety have always been a given, but having my primary doctor tell me and my family we were on their non-priority list from start to finish of this year has lead to some of the worst panic attacks. I scrambled to get basic affordable treatments for me and my kids, and there's so much we still need. Thank you for being your positive self and showing what a difference perseverance can make.
It’s sad that he has to explain to people in an indirect way that when someone seems low on energy, think twice before commenting negatively on it. “I want everyone to know I’m trying my best” shouldn’t have to say that
this is definitely part of why i hate what internet culture has become. so many freaking people out there who expect their content creators to always be how they want them to be, ect. it's got to be exhausting. And it makes me sad that there are so many other there who will see someone's energy falling, and their first response is 'why arent you more energetic? how you usually are?!' and not 'are you okay?' and maybe try and share things to cheer them up.
People are generally oversensitive nowadays, thats why i refuse to coddle someones feelings when i try to get a point across. “Hey, im feeling down in the dumps, i kinda wanted to quit youtube for a little bit, but i didnt so thats nice.” If people misinterpret that, its their fault.
when Seán said “Does anyone fucking care?” my heart droped...yes all of us do, thats what we are here for
mack bryan , yeah when he said it , i just wanted to walk right up to him and shake him and say " OF COURSE WE ALL CARE!!! WE LOVE YOU, FOR FUCKS SAKES! ArE YoU rEaLlY ThAt DeNsE!?!?!?"
I hate to be a kill joy but... Seán is spelled: Seàn, and droped is spelled: dropped.
@@big-mac-curry6371 i honestly couldn't care less
"Its S-E-A-fada-N!!! Get my name right!" Lmao
Bad time for a joke, but i had to say it
It’s awesome to see how transparent you’re being. No fake positivity, no gimics, just telling us what’s happening and being real about the future. Don’t worry, your vids are still awesome and change is good!
I'm glad you're able to talk about this and I really hope 2021 gets better for you man. You're an inspiration for many and if you ever need a break, you are more than allowed to take one. I'm so glad I found your channel and it still brings me joy to this day. I hope you find more of yourself this year and have an amazing 2021 :)
i'm glad you stuck with us Jack
69th like 🥵🥵🥵😳😳😫😫😫
@@Puglife-ww3bs woah there buddy dont be sus with those emojis
I'm sure he feels the same way
But his green hair dident😕
@@sm1781 it’s his choice
"Does anybody even fucking care?"
Yes, Sean. We care. We all do, so so much. I know the chances of you seeing this are slim to none, but I hope you understand how much so many people care about you and what you do, genuinely.
I'm so sorry that this year sucked so much. It sucked for all of us but buried in all of that is so much good, and you are part of that good. You made this year so much more tolerable, and I'm so glad that you're here to continue to do so.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you, sir, for everything that you do
creepy
@@ILikeBleachItsTrue How is it creepy? I don't intend to cross any boundaries so if I am I'd like to know how so
@@ILikeBleachItsTrue creepy?! What the heck do you mean!
@@break_the_galaxy they're commenting creepy on every comment of this nature just ignore 'em
Wholesome comment
This is a extremely late comment I’m about to make, but Jack, if you ever feel like you are going to quit, or you really want to quit, please tell us. I know it’s personal info behind the reason probably, but still, we all are here for you and watch you cause we enjoy you, and are willing to give you advice in the hardest times. Love you Jack.
So glad you came back and creating again. Watching some of these creators makes life a little less hard, take ourselves out of our little depression bubble for a moment in time. 2020 hit us all so hard
Honestly if Sean would ever want to do what Jenna Marbles has done for his own health and wellbeing, I would be extremely happy for him. He's not just a creator, he's also a person with a life outside of CZcams and let's be honest - that's a lot more important
ye it is
yeah exactly like i would be sad but i would completely understand if he did that
What happened to Jenna leading up to her leaving CZcams was just terrible. Im glad that she stopped and is happy again
is life really all that important?
i guess i can agree it's still more important than CZcams. but i dunno. it's all relative.
@@repairman-man well if life isnt important what is?
"Does anyone even fucking care?"
Yes, I care. Very much.
Sean also helped me through a really dark time in my life. His videos made me laugh, made me feel better, and helped give me the motivation to do simple things, like get out of bed, brush my teeth, eat, stuff I couldn't do by my own willpower. I also had a really hard time with suicidal thoughts. I wanted to die almost every day and was self-harming a lot. But I've pulled through that, I'm doing so much better, and Sean has played a large part of that.
So yes, I do care. Thank you, Sean.
Good for you. Keep going on living your life and stay healthy.
Tbh I find it stupid that someone young like you feels "suicidal"
It just doesn't go through my head I'm sorry xD
@@reedrazor7546 I find it stupid that you can say such an insensitive thing to a young person going through a lot.
blade people go through different things idiot maybe you just have a good life
Lie
We can tell you are trying your best Sean! I truly enjoy your channel and I'm glad you felt comfortable sharing all this with us. I hope you figure out the digestive issues soon. I know how frustrating it is to have health issues and not know what's going on or how to fix it. Thank you Sean! Here's to a better 2021!
I love CZcams it has helped me so much I was going through probably one of my toughest times and all I did was watch jacksepticeye you literally helped me through so much and I just wanted to say thank you and I hope you are doing good and I’ll be here watching all of your videos
Sean every year: 'Does anyone fucking care?'
Millions of people who watch him because he makes their day better: 'We do, Sean'
Same he's a nice person
So true
Yeah…
Are you winning Sean?
it's mad how u can say the same thing as a comment and in person to someome. even tho they mean the same thing, they are the same thing, its almost like one just doesn't matter. if I met sean irl and poured my heart out on how he's made millions of ppl happy I bet he would be extremely happy. yet millions. of ppl say it in comments and its kinda...yknow..
Jacksepticeye: Almost took 30 mins to explain how 2020 went for him
Markiplier's video about 2020: "𝓕𝓾𝓬𝓴"
Well he's basically right, 2020 is FUCK'ed
Change topic, He forgot Turbo Dismount on nostalgia week
Don't feel hopeless
@@itszitchy he said that he didn’t want to play any games that he did in the last nostalgia week and he played turbo dismount last year ☺️☺️☺️☺️
@@littletwinstarfav he did Happy Wheels last year too though.
Sean is so strong and amazing. He’s immortal, such an incredible man he is. You are so powerful and we, and everyone else around you loves and cares for you so much. Please remember that; you won’t see this, but i have to say it anyway. You are loved, and we are all here to support you. At the end of the day, this is YOUR life- if you end up needing a break or posting weekly (as an example^^) then so be it!!! As long as it works for you and you take care of yourself. WE ALL LOVE YOU!!💚💚
This video is probably my favourite on your channel, Seán. I honestly feel better after watching a video of yours a day but this one made me extremely emotional, it's really catharctic. I don't know how I didn't notice that something is wrong with a person I've been watching everyday (even though I don't really know you) and it made me think more about the people I've lost contact with during the pandemic. We're all scared and the virus just destroyed evebybody's plans, but caring about yourself and your closest friends/relatives is still the most important thing to do. Also, thank you for adressing the problem of lack of trust towards the medical workers at the end - watching people's behaviour really drained me of the energy this year and it's really important to encourage people to educate themselves. Thank you for being here, Seán. Take care.
Gosh my 2020 would have been even more horrible without Sean. His positivity really made me push through.
Same
Lmao
Same
It would of made me sad to
Agreed
We're here for you mate, we don't even consider you as just a youtuber anymore. We consider you like a family member.
Agreed seán is a family member
True
I used to watch some of your stuff here and there years ago. Kinda dropped off due to college and whatever. Came back this year and honestly I’m happy to say that I subscribed to the Sean who says I don’t give a fuck about what I do next year. I have lots of health issues that I’m working through and honestly it is tiring and drags you down. Thanks for sharing this with everyone. You will have a great year no matter what you do, and your followers will understand. You’re an inspiration kind sir.
Lots of other folks have said the same, but thanks for all of this! I'm new to this channel but it's extremely dope that you're taking care of yourself. I'm looking forward to 2021!
When jack said that Sean McLaughlin is still a person that exists.
I felt that
Me to 💚
Me three
Me 4... pretty sure u spelled his name wrong 😂
Me five 😪
It's people like you Seán, that made this year more enjoyable.
Facts
I thought it was Shawn
@@LIAISCOOL It is pronounced like that! Sean is pronounced Shawn in Ireland but sometimes in America/Canada too depending on your nationailty
So true so so true
Honestly, I really hope he see’s these comments
Sean I discovered you in 2015 but subscribed to you u 2016 and I have seen you go through alot and you have helped me overcome alot of my problems and we are not going to leave u alone we are your family Sean we love u. But the hardest thing to do is to be away from family and friends during lockdown and the only thing what is helping me get through this horrible year is you sean, I cant wait to see your videos and when I see them in my notifications box I feel happy inside because you make me smile and I support you always Sean have a happy new year let's make 2021 a great year
2020 was very hard and i support you in every way im glad youre taking care of yourself of your physical and mental health thats really important and im glad youre hlding on, love
“Does anybody even care”
My entire 2020 mental status in 4 words
2012= 2021
Me 100%
Heck yeah
YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES PEOPLE CARE? JACK'S COFFEE
True that
Key word: "Almost"
The fact that with every thing that happed that you did not quit shows your strength, The fact that you are sharing your experience shows your strength, and these comments show our love.
Yes!
We love you shawn please keep making your videos but also please take care of yourself first my prayers are with you happy 2021
Being chronically ill with some of the issues you talk about, I relate to this video. It's hard to push yourself when your body is not giving you the energy that you want to put out. You just have to work at your own energy level.
“Does anyone fucking care?”
I think I can speak for most if not everyone hear when I say we definitely care. You’ve made everyone’s lives much better and I hope that we find a way to make your better. Whether it is your channel dying (very sad), or just doing less videos or something that makes you feel better. You’re always here for us so we are here for you. Have a happy new year and let’s hope 2021 doesn’t suck. You should also always share stuff that’s on your mind, that’s why we are here.
Wow great way to put it
Yes this year SUCKED
👏👏
Well said
I definitely don't want him to quit yt since he has done so much for the community and it's a great platform, BUT if he needs to take a hiatus for himself, I'm very much fine with that,
"I AM trying my best" this broke my heart. He shouldn't be in a situation where he has to remind us that he's putting his everything into the channel.
We love you, Sean.
We're so very proud of you.
Nice
Absolutely.
True
I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much Séan. I've been having a lot of bad health issues too for the past 10 months (doctors think it could be Gastroparesis, which there are treatments for but no definitive cure). It's been very hard to deal with at points and many points where I've been very scared for my future. I'm trying to become a video game writer and I absolutely understand how being physically ill can have an effect on creativity and mental health. Thankfully I've been able to continue writing and have now written 16 games that I'm going to try and pitch to studios (I have a goal of 19 all together), but I have had to take things slower at times than I used to. I've also had to learn to live more in the moment and not worry so much about the future (still struggling with that though unfortunately). You've been a huge inspiration to me and without you and many of your CZcamsr friends (of whom are also some of my favorites) I would not have been introduced to some of my favorite video games of all time. No matter what happens, I'll always have you to thank for many aspects of how I live my life and the person I am. Thank you for everything lifesize Mr. Potato Head. 👍
I've come back to this video a few times since the end of the year. It's been a really bad start to my year...really hard. But watching this video reminds me that i'm not alone, and that it is possible to look back after a crappy year and still be optimistic. I'm still holding out hope. Thanks for everything you do for us Seán.