i can’t handle change - r.o.a.r. / slowed

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  • čas přidán 16. 12. 2018
  • i do not own the picture nor the song in this video, nor do i claim to own anything in the video shown .
    !* support the artist and check out the original song ! : • I Can't Handle Change

Komentáře • 3K

  • @teddie6894
    @teddie6894 Před 5 lety +11866

    I listen to this everyday I love it sm

  • @foxythefennicfox1561
    @foxythefennicfox1561 Před 5 lety +9184

    I don’t think I’ve ever felt so happy but sad at the same time...

    • @janicerubio
      @janicerubio  Před 5 lety +194

      Foxythefennic Fox
      ok mood

    • @alicepaige7724
      @alicepaige7724 Před 4 lety +31

      Same..

    • @roberth6111
      @roberth6111 Před 4 lety +30

      Listen to take me to church

    • @spacenomad9418
      @spacenomad9418 Před 4 lety +8

      Oh my god, the same! And all lyrics in this song is about me!!

    • @SDKThe8God
      @SDKThe8God Před 4 lety +18

      Is the word you’re looking for either nostalgic or melancholic?

  • @missjei9928
    @missjei9928 Před 4 lety +5514

    *gets sad for no absolute reason*

    • @skillmaster9116
      @skillmaster9116 Před 4 lety +81

      Fortnite Girl for no reason at all;)

    • @risingsun3545
      @risingsun3545 Před 4 lety +37

      You'll be used to that when you grow up

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa Před 4 lety +2

      @@risingsun3545 yup

    • @liannejacinto1906
      @liannejacinto1906 Před 4 lety +25

      I can give you mine
      1. my crush left and moved schools without telling me.
      2. Childhood shi like my dads stepdad kicked us out of our own house lmfao
      3. i dont wanna be perfect and alive anymore.
      4. Fake, using,toxic friends.
      5. everything in my life basically.
      6. this covid stuff..
      7. i lost connection with my online friend named juno on discord.
      8. my dog died 🥰
      9. my parents expect me to be perfect and smart.
      10. im insecure of my fat body ✨
      11. my dads og dad died before i even met him.
      12. I miss my old life where noone was toxic, mean and jealous
      13. A girl named mae used me for stuff and wanted my style or whatever and fought me lol, but now she changed schools so im happy.

    • @pancake6160
      @pancake6160 Před 4 lety +6

      Miss Jei For no reason at all~

  • @mayumi-chan
    @mayumi-chan Před 3 lety +4035

    I really really want to cry right now, but my eyes are dry at this point

    • @harusu8610
      @harusu8610 Před 3 lety +39

      Are you alright?

    • @suzukei_9379
      @suzukei_9379 Před 3 lety +117

      I'm 14 and this is deep

    • @chlo644
      @chlo644 Před 3 lety +39

      @@suzukei_9379 grfhjdsxnz jail

    • @pyperneddo
      @pyperneddo Před 3 lety +17

      Me to baby...me too

    • @conehead07
      @conehead07 Před 3 lety +27

      I havent been able to cry for 3 months

  • @imnotok2347
    @imnotok2347 Před 3 lety +858

    Imagine dying slowly with this background music...

    • @isacarignano3783
      @isacarignano3783 Před 3 lety +34

      falling of a building in slowmo with the sunset 👁👄👁

    • @umoyawriter4249
      @umoyawriter4249 Před 3 lety +12

      @@isacarignano3783 and just every good thing to happen in your life flashes in front of you while you “fly”

    • @roseyvng3681
      @roseyvng3681 Před 3 lety +7

      Man I wish I was spider man so I can do that like type shi miles morales did :/

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o Před 3 lety +2

      Beautiful

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o Před 3 lety +2

      @@isacarignano3783 I would rather fall of a building at night

  • @taylorhill195
    @taylorhill195 Před 5 lety +3795

    I have no idea why this song makes me so emotional... but I like it😭

    • @tialilymaria7990
      @tialilymaria7990 Před 5 lety +11

      can´t agree more

    • @loganlepard6151
      @loganlepard6151 Před 4 lety +7

      It’s such a wonder Music is so weird it can make people feel different emotions

    • @mono.isgtds
      @mono.isgtds Před 4 lety +12

      I think it’s because of how chaotic but also strangely relaxing it is.

    • @Lonelybutpretty
      @Lonelybutpretty Před 4 lety +5

      omfg same 😭♥️♥️

    • @sirenskai
      @sirenskai Před 4 lety +3

      Right ?

  • @doukyuuseilol6928
    @doukyuuseilol6928 Před 4 lety +1417

    u listening to this, crying, wishing it was all over? bc same.

    • @turkeytoes2509
      @turkeytoes2509 Před 4 lety +6

      Same

    • @scrimblo3028
      @scrimblo3028 Před 3 lety +16

      Hold on. Things will get better. I promise.

    • @madisonstark543
      @madisonstark543 Před 3 lety +9

      I use to but it got better and I’m sure it’ll get better for you to love, just gotta hang in there because your soulmate is cheering you on and can’t wait to met you! Your soulmate, your future family, they are all waiting for you and cheering you on, and you gotta hang on for them. That’s what keeps me going anyway❤️

    • @randomperson1817
      @randomperson1817 Před 3 lety +7

      I hate feelings I really do

    • @mollieblaylock
      @mollieblaylock Před 3 lety +4

      hey, how you doing?

  • @tami4501
    @tami4501 Před 3 lety +2162

    **sigh** **imagines falling off a building because of a tiktok about anime characters falling and making it look peaceful**

  • @erikabenitez656
    @erikabenitez656 Před 3 lety +563

    “who hurt you” me lol

  • @user-ns8is3fu5i
    @user-ns8is3fu5i Před 4 lety +1352

    This comment section comforts me. It’s weird.

    • @Shane-impact
      @Shane-impact Před 3 lety +12

      Sometimes it's comforting to know your not the only broken one.

    • @gwessfr
      @gwessfr Před 3 lety +2

      Same

    • @teat1598
      @teat1598 Před 3 lety +1

      @@Shane-impact why is that so true-

    • @ciocia72
      @ciocia72 Před 3 lety

      ikr?

    • @rj-ps6sj
      @rj-ps6sj Před 3 lety

      @@Shane-impact yea lol

  • @haileyjaquin7689
    @haileyjaquin7689 Před 4 lety +5592

    this song makes me nostalgic
    sad
    anxious
    depressed
    confused
    scared
    but also
    happy
    hopeful
    chilling
    warm
    and most of all
    hyped😂😂

  • @aurorakeemder7421
    @aurorakeemder7421 Před 3 lety +375

    2:23 here's the part where it gives u incredible feeling

  • @tarobobaenjoyer
    @tarobobaenjoyer Před 3 lety +310

    THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF THE FACT WE ARE ALL GROWING AND THE FACT THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON TWICE. IT REMINDS ME OF THE FACT THAT TIME FLIES BY SO FAST, AND WE HAVE TO APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE RN. IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF 2019

  • @arielgarcia7022
    @arielgarcia7022 Před 3 lety +1754

    Let’s all be honest, the beat gives us an indescribable feeling
    edit: NO WAY THANKS FOR 1K LIKES

    • @wokery
      @wokery Před 3 lety +12

      its like possocdisxncjkfdasnzikdsxz deep feeling

    • @kelseyhcxo2827
      @kelseyhcxo2827 Před 3 lety +15

      i want to go sky diving to this, just falling at the chorus

    • @elm000l
      @elm000l Před 3 lety +17

      I feel sad but happy almost like a nostalgic feeling as though I've already listened to this song before.
      I feel home sick and I wish I could go back and experience the good times again. All these feelings are happening that it sorta makes me feel numb afterwards. Emotions are confusing

    • @nickiminaj3045
      @nickiminaj3045 Před 3 lety +5

      @@kelseyhcxo2827 like closing your eyes while falling at night time in tokyo

    • @kuromingusan
      @kuromingusan Před 3 lety

      frrr

  • @heiditomkinson2135
    @heiditomkinson2135 Před 4 lety +1139

    This reminds me of memories that never even happened

  • @00.weheartem93
    @00.weheartem93 Před 3 lety +780

    This makes me want to play it through my headphones while I’m falling off a really high building..

    • @alyssab4212
      @alyssab4212 Před 3 lety +15

      Off topic but um I love ur pfp

    • @Spoteem
      @Spoteem Před 3 lety +3

      Huh

    • @loganmacg-ps6vw
      @loganmacg-ps6vw Před 3 lety +5

      Try it

    • @Em-qd8yx
      @Em-qd8yx Před 3 lety +13

      Omg- and not die of course

    • @00.weheartem93
      @00.weheartem93 Před 3 lety +27

      @@Em-qd8yx YES, that would be so embarrassing, just splattering infront of everybody 💀

  • @gitikasaravanan4517
    @gitikasaravanan4517 Před 3 lety +189

    listening to this and realizing you have no friends, no crush, no motivation and have wasted most of your teenage years hits diff 🙂

  • @ripaurora444
    @ripaurora444 Před 4 lety +4622

    I accidentally killed my Minecraft parrot so here I am

  • @jaywhyp4748
    @jaywhyp4748 Před 3 lety +126

    "its going to be better"
    no it won't, I already tried my hardest and i realise that this is not sum disney shit, not all of us get a happy ending .

    • @hanacej5414
      @hanacej5414 Před 3 lety +14

      If its not the a happy ending then its not the end .

    • @jaywhyp4748
      @jaywhyp4748 Před 3 lety +10

      @@hanacej5414 for some of us, it is

    • @autumnelizabeth3806
      @autumnelizabeth3806 Před 3 lety +4

      @@hanacej5414 that made me think a bit💗

    • @texas_arda
      @texas_arda Před 3 lety +8

      Some people aren't meant to be happy.

    • @jswitchdat9071
      @jswitchdat9071 Před 3 lety +1

      @@texas_ardaeveryday that goes by I start to realize that more

  • @eliza9907
    @eliza9907 Před 3 lety +109

    when ur actually shaking for no reason at all rn

    • @Fern-gk3so
      @Fern-gk3so Před 2 lety +3

      I actually do and when I realise I breakdown

  • @torreyquinque673
    @torreyquinque673 Před 3 lety +720

    "nothing i do is ever good"
    *same*

  • @adrianpiedra9069
    @adrianpiedra9069 Před 4 lety +1017

    this song plays while remembering good times with ur friends that are growing distant from you

    • @adrianlopez5945
      @adrianlopez5945 Před 4 lety +4

      adrian piedra totally

    • @nobodybutKJ
      @nobodybutKJ Před 4 lety +10

      adrian piedra damn you brought it out even more-

    • @tozume
      @tozume Před 4 lety +7

      nooo stop 😭

    • @Loonaurtheworld
      @Loonaurtheworld Před 4 lety +14

      Hits harder when in quarantine

    • @goldenbangtan1303
      @goldenbangtan1303 Před 4 lety +8

      And you realize your a lonley loser ::) they just felt bad i can't keep up with anything im really weak

  • @scarlett6262
    @scarlett6262 Před 3 lety +43

    Sometimes I like being sad, sure it can be a real pain but sometimes it’s good :)

  • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
    @user-xy7qw8nn1o Před 3 lety +12

    I can’t take it anymore. All this sadness ,anger, and stress. I can’t control it anymore

  • @sleeviegrey4196
    @sleeviegrey4196 Před 5 lety +1901

    This song gives me the feeling of smoking with my friend at night outside its cool and as i blow the smoke everything slows down as all my past floods my mind like an open dam after a hurricane.

    • @grof6634
      @grof6634 Před 4 lety +30

      Thaaaaaasss deeeeeeppp braaah..

    • @angelli2289
      @angelli2289 Před 4 lety +11

      Fuck up

    • @sleeviegrey4196
      @sleeviegrey4196 Před 4 lety +7

      @@poppyh4303 too late for that man ive smoked since I was like 8th

    • @chiefgaming5693
      @chiefgaming5693 Před 4 lety +10

      Only shit that deep

    • @sisvssis2906
      @sisvssis2906 Před 4 lety +17

      This makes me feel like I'm at the top of a high building and I'm going to jump but then my life comes rushing back..
      Just consider that happen omg to you

  • @reesemeyers4702
    @reesemeyers4702 Před 5 lety +894

    any version of this song hits me in the heart

  • @daniyah24
    @daniyah24 Před 3 lety +47

    People keep hurting me but I keep trusting more of them. Imagine if it was just raining and u were just sitting by a window watching the rain while listening to this. Idek lmao 3:16 :)

    • @avlgbq2177
      @avlgbq2177 Před 3 lety +3

      Ik you might not believe in God (please don’t come at me) but I recommend going to him. He’ll give you happiness and love. And he’ll take away the toxic in your life and you’ll feel complete

  • @joydivision.
    @joydivision. Před 3 lety +179

    LYRICS
    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    I can't help but repeat myself
    I know it's not your fault
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all

  • @millieallwood683
    @millieallwood683 Před 4 lety +715

    This is one of those songs where you have your headphones on and your in your room, it’s 2am and your parents are arguing downstairs but when the beat drops you stand in the middle of your room, close your eyes and just sway with a smile and wet eyes

  • @user-zg5ki6jl3l
    @user-zg5ki6jl3l Před 5 lety +649

    3:14 is my heart and soul

    • @simransandhu2755
      @simransandhu2755 Před 4 lety +6

      yasssss omg 😍😍

    • @olivia.randle
      @olivia.randle Před 4 lety +1

      Yaaasssss

    • @erronmorgan993
      @erronmorgan993 Před 4 lety +4

      I want to like this comment, but your time stamp is 3:14 & you have 314 likes

    • @jvhts6723
      @jvhts6723 Před 4 lety +2

      I wish it lasted longer i could listen to that part forever

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 Před 3 lety +1

      That part is where it hits the most for me..

  • @avjcb
    @avjcb Před 3 lety +37

    last year, this was my favourite song, my stepdad passed away during this time last year and i couldnt listen to this song anymore, he was my everything. here today listening to it again brings back all my past emotions. holding it all in for the past year. i never said goodbye to him. its hard. but this song once again is getting me through it.

    • @lloydjones3504
      @lloydjones3504 Před 2 lety +2

      I hope you're okay dumb as that sounds and you are amazing I really hope you feel better

  • @user-fl6gk8xf9c
    @user-fl6gk8xf9c Před 3 lety +15

    I feel very proud of everyone who found this song

  • @supersourtrey2
    @supersourtrey2 Před 3 lety +422

    to the boy i met on the beach:
    i miss you.
    i wish we didn’t live so far away,
    618 miles to be exact.
    i thought i knew what i was getting into
    but i wasn’t prepared for the heartbreak.
    i think about you every day.
    your fluffy brown hair,
    the sparkle you had in your eyes,
    your laugh.
    i hope you think ab me as much as i think ab you.
    its been a whole month.
    i miss you brandon frank :,(

  • @sammy-nt8ed
    @sammy-nt8ed Před 4 lety +659

    *Ive never felt so psychopathic in my life*

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 Před 4 lety +3

      Spookex_Gaming damn memories 😿 i’d listen to it on the bus every morning on the way to school

    • @anonymousx957
      @anonymousx957 Před 4 lety +18

      Okay edgelord

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 Před 4 lety +11

      Anonymous X right 💀

    • @VillainIzuku
      @VillainIzuku Před 3 lety +1

      Yesss

    • @Scenicetheythem
      @Scenicetheythem Před 3 lety +1

      👁️👄👁️

  • @junkoscootchperiodt8509
    @junkoscootchperiodt8509 Před 3 lety +39

    This song makes me feel like I've been betrayed by everyone I've had fun with.

  • @saaya3806
    @saaya3806 Před 3 lety +72

    Hits different when your lying in bed with 5 missing assignments on your mind trying to fall asleep.

  • @laurenhudson5360
    @laurenhudson5360 Před 4 lety +3093

    The ten dislikes are from the people crying and couldn’t see the like button

    • @beigebleach5582
      @beigebleach5582 Před 4 lety +92

      YOUR NOT WRONG I WAS JUST BALLING MY EYES OUT AND ACCIDENTALLY DISLIKED😭

    • @DANNNYY
      @DANNNYY Před 4 lety +20

      you mean 85 dislikes? sir i think you were the one crying?

    • @Jasja208
      @Jasja208 Před 4 lety +10

      People must really need someone to talk to, theres 111 now ):

    • @abbyh06
      @abbyh06 Před 4 lety +5

      115 now, ppl really do be crying tho cant blame em'

    • @zannaxz
      @zannaxz Před 4 lety +5

      Truee

  • @moodybluez
    @moodybluez Před 4 lety +2368

    I’m sorry but all I hear is “Welcome to TopMojo’s most stupidest people” 😭

  • @marianaguazzelli1019
    @marianaguazzelli1019 Před 2 lety +15

    I never realized how much I relate to this song till everything changed, I really can’t handle change :(

  • @kayleerhodeos4283
    @kayleerhodeos4283 Před 3 lety +19

    i’m so tired of being the “therapist friend”.

  • @ethangoku8227
    @ethangoku8227 Před 5 lety +1517

    3:14

  • @cassidyhorn2059
    @cassidyhorn2059 Před 4 lety +294

    Houston, we have a problem. This user is experiencing too many emotions at once.
    This includes:
    -Sadness
    -Anxiety
    -Depression
    -Hype
    -Anger
    -Rejection
    -Hope
    -Happiness
    -Joy
    -Acceptance
    User has now passed out, call the ambulance.

  • @paran0id947
    @paran0id947 Před 3 lety +36

    Thank you.
    Mother: “Why can’t you do more?!”
    Father: “You’re so lazy.”
    Brother: “You’re like a zombie!”
    What seems to be everyone: “You don’t fit in, you’re too ugly and unpopular.”
    The music that I listen to: “...I feel you.”

    • @sizolt4020
      @sizolt4020 Před 2 lety +1

      I thought i was the only one being called a zombie

    • @demonluci1957
      @demonluci1957 Před 2 lety +1

      I guess I'm not the only one going through this

  • @MoodySands
    @MoodySands Před 3 lety +14

    I feel like you would listen to this like right before the world ends or on New Year’s Eve🤧✋🏽✨

  • @eijiokumura5172
    @eijiokumura5172 Před 3 lety +945

    These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say..
    I’m proud of you for waking up.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for breathing.
    I’m proud of you for making your bed.
    I’m proud of you for eating.
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
    I’m proud of you for drinking water.
    I’m proud of you for being here.
    I’m proud of you for being you.
    I’m proud of you for smiling.
    I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for sitting down.
    I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
    I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
    I’m proud of you for simply trying.
    IM PROUD OF YOU.
    Have a good day❤️

    • @vodkacat6252
      @vodkacat6252 Před 3 lety +11

      Thanks. I am going to say the same thing to you. I am proud of you too. Have a good day/night.

    • @drakensrattail1382
      @drakensrattail1382 Před 3 lety +12

      thank you so much eiji i really needed that

    • @PlagueCrow1
      @PlagueCrow1 Před 3 lety +8

      I needed that but now I'm crying so much that I can feel my heartbeat in my head

    • @eijiokumura5172
      @eijiokumura5172 Před 3 lety +5

      @@PlagueCrow1 I’m giving hugs right now. Just know that it may not seem like it but, things always play in your favor in the end. We’ve got this, one day at a time.

    • @fiction10
      @fiction10 Před 3 lety +7

      Omg this made
      Me tear up in joy a little bit-
      Thanks ❤️

  • @greggers538
    @greggers538 Před 3 lety +661

    this sounds like something you'd hear at the end of a Netflix series after the main character's family dies as the credits fade in and you see them lying on the roof regretting everything they did and how they could've changed the outcome

    • @prettylilpsycho603
      @prettylilpsycho603 Před 3 lety +40

      YOU LITERALLY JUST GAVE ME INSPIRATION FOR A BOOK THANK YOU MY GOOD SIR I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING AND THIS JUST-
      I LOVE YOU

    • @nikkinmansurful
      @nikkinmansurful Před 3 lety +1

      @@prettylilpsycho603 UAhseiebeibeHIqnsosJAOSNXOSNZOSBD

    • @emojimovieofficial4953
      @emojimovieofficial4953 Před 3 lety +10

      What kinda shows u watching homie

    • @redxgamer1
      @redxgamer1 Před 3 lety

      True

    • @IrkenZim123
      @IrkenZim123 Před 3 lety +7

      @@prettylilpsycho603 I just now found your comment and I wish to read whatever you have! I love dark stories very much and could provide feedback if you like! :) I too enjoy writing and coming up with ideas. Best of luck and I hope I hear back from you someday!

  • @pah4362
    @pah4362 Před 3 lety +13

    this song is perfect, this band should have more recognition.

  • @sylviafrench7013
    @sylviafrench7013 Před 3 lety +8

    You ever sit in your room, by yourself, in the dark or with your leds on, and listen to this song while wishing you were theirs?
    Me too

  • @mandyneedscoffee942
    @mandyneedscoffee942 Před 5 lety +792

    something about the beginning makes me feel so warm and at home

    • @iheartnoctis
      @iheartnoctis Před 4 lety +8

      your profile picture-

    • @moriwitch1821
      @moriwitch1821 Před 4 lety +1

      Wish I could say the same

    • @possum6545
      @possum6545 Před 4 lety +1

      same omg, the beninning of this song is so nostalgic and good, i love it

  • @bethchay6153
    @bethchay6153 Před 4 lety +294

    *"Still lately I begin to shake for no reason at all"*
    OK but that part just make me feel sooo 😭😢😔😌💖

  • @user-mh2xr1pi1t
    @user-mh2xr1pi1t Před 3 lety +709

    *sad twerking*

    • @imscared4555
      @imscared4555 Před 3 lety +41

      Sad slow twerk

    • @dongleyliam8927
      @dongleyliam8927 Před 3 lety +29

      😔==🍑

    • @deyarhilali2300
      @deyarhilali2300 Před 3 lety +12

      Literally

    • @barbjenial7648
      @barbjenial7648 Před 3 lety +4

      just shut up and keep your smeely breath in your dirty mouth

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 Před 3 lety +18

      @@barbjenial7648 homeboy can't even spell smelly. Go Get a sense of humor and take some English classes while you are at it ;_;

  • @nalleboi564_7
    @nalleboi564_7 Před 3 lety +28

    I'm just crying at the floor and eating potatoes and chocolate :)

  • @madisrobloxadventures6635
    @madisrobloxadventures6635 Před 4 lety +968

    this took me a whole fbi investigation to find.

  • @anikal6557
    @anikal6557 Před 5 lety +830

    this gives me the chills and makes me feel like i'm home, i love it

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley Před 3 lety +111

    When you lose your childhood best friend lmao. fun times.
    Edit: Hey angelina if you see this, hope you know I'm glad i dropped you out of my life

    • @mozzarella47
      @mozzarella47 Před 3 lety +1

      Right

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley Před 3 lety +13

      @@mozzarella47 Update, we made up but I cut her off, she lied about being r@p3d and leaked my address :D

    • @kyadeneya1514
      @kyadeneya1514 Před 3 lety +3

      @@adoreemiley thats- oh

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley Před 3 lety +3

      @@kyadeneya1514 I'm planning revenge on her so don't worry-

    • @BRUH-rj1mh
      @BRUH-rj1mh Před 3 lety +2

      @@adoreemiley update us🤠

  • @zephyr1364
    @zephyr1364 Před 3 lety +9

    People ask me why I want to go into an anime universe. Its better there. Its so peaceful. I don't want to be stuck here I don't want to feel the way I do. I just want to leave. No more pain, I'd finally be free. I've never fully vented my feelings because I need to keep everyone else stable. In my friend group I'm the "therapist" meaning I give my all to help them and I never talk about my feelings back. I'm falling back into that dark headspace I fought so hard to get out of. I don't want to go back there

  • @slava5642
    @slava5642 Před 4 lety +364

    last year i created a spam acc. i made lots of online friends that helped me in the worst moment of my life. One girl said that when she listens to this song she sees me. I met her and the others after lots of months. After that, I used to text them cuz I missed them, and they started not replying, or just reading it. They never tried to contact me, so I thought that it was better to delete the acc and move on. I cried every day waiting for something from them. Nobody else talked to me or cared about me. They don't talk to me anymore. and I really miss them. they were my best friends, and the reason why I was still here. I hope it wasn't anything that I said or did. Those girls meant the world to me and I'm very thankful.
    And I know that people that r reading this won't understand...
    If ur seeing this, thank you for everything. I also think about you when I listen to this song.

    • @kiznver
      @kiznver Před 3 lety +9

      Same but im still in contact with mine i never wanna loose them :(

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 Před 3 lety +11

      Awe I'm sorry abt that :( but I hope u find new friends who will stay and care abt you..

    • @beemystery503
      @beemystery503 Před 3 lety +7

      im sorry girl , i feel you . after 2 years ago , she’s change into someone that i dont know . her new personality and attitude .

    • @lilimposta2911
      @lilimposta2911 Před 3 lety +4

      omg its you

    • @safiacarr8289
      @safiacarr8289 Před 3 lety +4

      i mean i dont mind being friends:)

  • @SyntheticMan_Lover
    @SyntheticMan_Lover Před 4 lety +213

    This slowed down version of it hurts more than any of the others, reminds me of a person I lost

  • @SleepyToby
    @SleepyToby Před 3 lety +12

    This song is like that one feeling when your best friend just left and suddenly your room has never felt this empty

  • @ttheweeklytea
    @ttheweeklytea Před 3 lety +11

    0:00-0:35 really hits different especially if you’re alone in the dark

  • @beth5297
    @beth5297 Před 4 lety +1134

    i’ve been hurt so much i don’t feel pain anymore

  • @ren1720
    @ren1720 Před 4 lety +201

    This song makes me feel like it’s 2004 and I’m in my rebel teens. Like I’m sitting with my pothead friends smoking weed and dropping acid in their parent’s basement on their 1970s style couch.

  • @hayleem1298
    @hayleem1298 Před 3 lety +33

    POV: you just got broken up with the love of your life, its 2am, your parents are arguing downstairs, you listen to this song over and over again and you just slowly start to feel yourself fall apart bc damn I felt that):)

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 Před 3 lety +2

      Can someone tell me why this is happening to me right now-- I'm not even kidding 😀--

  • @renntenn
    @renntenn Před 3 lety +9

    this makes me feel 47 undiscovered emotions at once

  • @ccaseyy
    @ccaseyy Před 5 lety +290

    this song makes me feel every emotion in the world no matter how many times I've heard it

  • @fkacoolgrl
    @fkacoolgrl Před 4 lety +110

    this shit makes me feel high even if i didn’t smoke lmaooo

  • @on_satvrn
    @on_satvrn Před 3 lety +7

    Damn, this hits different when your sitting in the rain in the dark (what I'm currently doing) ✌️✨

  • @killuazoldyck2087
    @killuazoldyck2087 Před 3 lety +6

    3:18 ~ I feel like falling from verryyy tall building... like endless

  • @sweet.cyanna8515
    @sweet.cyanna8515 Před 4 lety +468

    This song makes me:
    Depressed
    Sad
    Lonely
    Cursed
    Alone forever
    Wanna die
    But also......chill.....

  • @vampspeed
    @vampspeed Před 4 lety +139

    this is MY mental break down AND I get to choose what songs we play

  • @ruru-uz7lj
    @ruru-uz7lj Před 3 lety +7

    READ WITH MUSIC:
    Hey.
    I remember you.
    Yes.....you
    I remember you were the person who would wake up everyday, always sighing.
    You were the person who always looked in the mirror and could never find anything worth praising.
    You were the person who’d get yelled at by their family for bad grades, bad decisions, bad habits, bad taste.
    You were the person who would smile at everyone you came across to make them smile even though you were never happy yourself.
    You were the person who was the loudest and made everyone laugh in your friend group even though deep inside you were a quiet, lonely soul.
    You were the person who, no matter how hard you tried in anything you did, constantly failed but tried not to let it get to your head.
    You were the person who helped others but couldn’t help yourself.
    You were the person who put other people first so you wouldn’t have to think about your problems.
    You’re the person who looked for the beauty in everything just to hide the ugliness.
    You’re the person who stood in a crowd of people everyday and yet you still felt lonely.
    You’re the person who has a lot of hidden feelings buried but you don’t know how or who to explain it to cause you feel like no one would understand you.
    You’re the person who’s thoughts always weigh heavy on their mind cause you’re insecure and overthink everything.
    You’re the person that constantly apologised to everyone and everything for every little thing cause you feel like a burden.
    You’re the person who crosses my mind everyday and I constantly think about you.
    You’re the person I just want to say thank you too....Thank you.
    Thank you for always waking up and even though you don’t like it you still force yourself out of your bed to continue the day.
    Thank you for helping other people and for making them feel and find their worth when you still struggled finding yours.
    Thank you for all the happy moments you brought into countless lives even though you may not have know it.
    Thank you for always lifting your head up towards the sky even though you always hoped for rain.
    Thank you for just existing-and for coming so far.
    Not many people make it to your age and not many have survived to this very moment.
    Not many can say they’ve come this far in life even though it’s been hard.
    It’s been hard, I know.
    I know I may never meet you or cross paths with you in my life.
    But thank you for everything and for choosing to stay.
    Thank you for just existing.
    You don’t know me and I may remain anonymous to you for the rest of your life but I just wanna let you know that I’m always here for you and that you can always talk to me.
    I love you 💗
    Sincerely,
    -Anonymous.

  • @briannebaker6673
    @briannebaker6673 Před 3 lety +7

    I just wanna feel the same as I did before, and no matter how hard I try to force my self of that feeling. I just watch myself get more and more unhappy. I pretend like everything’s the same and sometimes I get caught up in my own lies. Until I realize whats real. I stay up for hours doing nothing trying to force myself to sleep, but the constant unwanted thoughts keep my mind awake. And at the end of the day I find myself unhappy, sick, and tired. I faked my reality so much to the point, I don’t even know what’s real anymore. I can’t even trust myself.

  • @zayisweird78
    @zayisweird78 Před 4 lety +545

    This song makes me wanna run in the rain to my crushes house and kiss her
    Edit:Not actually, I’m too cowardly, thanks for the nice comments tho

    • @jessicaroses6776
      @jessicaroses6776 Před 3 lety +7

      yes Jason do it get the girl

    • @TwilightTwinxie
      @TwilightTwinxie Před 3 lety +5

      DO ITTT

    • @noh2822
      @noh2822 Před 3 lety +5

      do it jason

    • @eclipse8579
      @eclipse8579 Před 3 lety +8

      go, ik you probably heard this but you only live once... ONCE... And boom over so I'd do it

    • @paige2199
      @paige2199 Před 3 lety +9

      same... but theyre hundreds of miles away

  • @kizziixx
    @kizziixx Před 5 lety +204

    Every time I listen to this it makes me cry

  • @xsunflowergamesx7129
    @xsunflowergamesx7129 Před 2 lety +6

    I love listening to this everyday ❤️❤️❤️

  • @femmilious
    @femmilious Před 3 lety +12

    POV- ur in a zoom class and u play this to muffle the teachers :)

  • @maggieh696
    @maggieh696 Před 5 lety +179

    This song brings so many different emotions and I love it

  • @Sunny-xg5cz
    @Sunny-xg5cz Před 3 lety +121

    "I wanna go home now"
    makes me tear up every damn time istg

    • @Ellie-nu3ic
      @Ellie-nu3ic Před 3 lety +5

      And the funny thing is you could be at home it just doesn’t feel like home

  • @rolyx23
    @rolyx23 Před 3 lety +3

    This song brings back memories from 2019.
    The fact that I miss those times and I'm graduating from high school this year, makes me get nostalgic, we truly can't handle the change huh?

  • @campbell1583
    @campbell1583 Před 3 lety +4

    this song really helps me. some people just don’t understand my feelings and are just like “whatever, get over it. it’s not that hard.” but for me it is. i’m sorry, i’m really trying.

  • @trash9443
    @trash9443 Před 5 lety +397

    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Leave me alone
    I wanna go home now
    I can't help but repeat myself
    "I know it's not your fault"
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all

    • @gooop
      @gooop Před 4 lety +4

      Thanks ibuki 😔👊👋

    • @trash9443
      @trash9443 Před 4 lety +2

      TeChNiXaL wAvE np kokichi 😳👊🏼

    • @neoagent3
      @neoagent3 Před 4 lety +1

      @@gooop can you stop following me pls

    • @joanwebber4161
      @joanwebber4161 Před 4 lety +1

      Kokichi and ibuki danganronpa is my life

    • @Clementineohclem
      @Clementineohclem Před 4 lety +1

      Thank you..this is um my life in a few sentences...😕

  • @jadirinsandoval623
    @jadirinsandoval623 Před 5 lety +74

    This song hits the soul on so many levels

  • @oqhixlismroblox7466
    @oqhixlismroblox7466 Před 3 lety +3

    As all good things come to an end, you realize, ‘what could I have done better.’ The thought races through your mind as all comes to one big moral. It all meant nothing.

  • @Ashlyramirez516
    @Ashlyramirez516 Před 3 lety +2

    “Nothing I do is ever good enough” felt that deeply. I have a bad habit of thinking that nothing is ever enough for anybody not even for myself.

  • @jojoaaafgsgsgsggshs6011
    @jojoaaafgsgsgsggshs6011 Před 5 lety +44

    2:38 til the end is my fav part

  • @aileen2916
    @aileen2916 Před 3 lety +57

    I imagine this song in the background while a high school senior in their graduation then it starts raining they stand there looking up at the sky laughing because they have finally made it through school, cured their depression and finally finds meaning in life.... finally accepting themselves

  • @etheralphroggy2095
    @etheralphroggy2095 Před 3 lety +4

    3:13 ur welcome

  • @maevedarcy
    @maevedarcy Před 2 lety +4

    oh my can we appreciate that they still like all the comments? It’s been 2 yrs to a true one

  • @moousei
    @moousei Před 4 lety +64

    reminds me of a bad place.. everyone’s talking about the place they loved and sure i had a lot of freedom here but it’s also the place i learned i can’t trust the man who i once called my dad. sure i get more at my moms, he calls me a spoiled brat then to my face tells me he loves me. i’ve lost all hope in him. i’m safe now. not being lied to or abused.

    • @brianna3396
      @brianna3396 Před 4 lety +2

      rylee I feel the exact same about my dad, I honestly miss the person I thought he once was

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 Před 4 lety

      I’m sorry. (even though this is a bit late) I hope you’ve persisted to manage & your situation may result in a better direction further on.

    • @moousei
      @moousei Před 4 lety

      J. thank you for caring, my mother has officially gained full custody over me and my sister, im in a much better place now.

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 Před 4 lety +1

      rylee oh, you’re welcome & that’s good to hear. 🖤

  • @nonamiiie
    @nonamiiie Před 4 lety +191

    Don’t mind me just... just uh...
    *making a stamp for myself*
    2:40
    Edit: Wow! It’s been 3 months already! Well I’m back because I really like this, but I hope everyone is okay and safe. Love you guys, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
    Edit #2, Nov. 19th, 2020: Dear god this year was a mess. So much happened. Anyways, I hope you’re all still okay and safe. Especially through these super hard times. This year was absolute shit and I hope you’re all okay. Please wear your mask, and be safe. Please.

    • @flameiguess
      @flameiguess Před 4 lety +10

      nobody:
      this song: OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

    • @lvcrl
      @lvcrl Před 3 lety +1

      i love you

    • @nonamiiie
      @nonamiiie Před 3 lety +2

      XOXO Livy Hey I love you too, darling. You’re amazing.

    • @lvcrl
      @lvcrl Před 3 lety +1

      devil dee ❤️❤️

    • @lvcrl
      @lvcrl Před 3 lety +1

      devil dee i like ur pfp

  • @tay_8184
    @tay_8184 Před 3 lety +2

    This song replays in my mind constantly.

  • @saraevelyn4050
    @saraevelyn4050 Před 3 lety +10

    Essa música traz uma vibe, que nossa !

  • @defiant_rice7030
    @defiant_rice7030 Před 4 lety +33

    I have autism when I heard this song it completely changed my life...It cures my pain and makes me extremely happy 🥺 person who made this...God bless your soul you made several people extremely happy and you deserve a medal 💕

  • @caitlin5755
    @caitlin5755 Před 4 lety +54

    this song makes me so emotional like my heart aches and i have no idea why :,)

  • @pee4752
    @pee4752 Před 3 lety +6

    Crying because I ended my friends relationship because I always feel out of place, and when I left them they said I was insensitive and that I didnt care about them at all, when I litteraly did my best to make then happy, I comforted them when they where having problems, but when I rant to them they just leave me on read, Im honestly so tired because I have no other people to talk to. life sucks

  • @vel5094
    @vel5094 Před 3 lety +2

    You aint a loser, Because in this life there are no winners.

  • @nic-qn1pq
    @nic-qn1pq Před 3 lety +114

    Man we just here listening to this song crying that you'll never find a relationship bc nobody wants you basically I am just a hopeless romantic

  • @shaygocrazyy892
    @shaygocrazyy892 Před 5 lety +76

    My music was soo one sided just rap pointless rap I came across this song and it’s completely changed my taste in music simply bc of how it made me feel. I could play this when I’m sad or happy anything I thank you so much for this

  • @valeskafernandes445
    @valeskafernandes445 Před 3 lety +1

    This song gives me goosebumps honestly.

  • @eviperah7501
    @eviperah7501 Před 3 lety +8

    Pov: its 3am and you have the best hug of your dog crying