1:27:40 The way you describe the new kind of leadership reminds me strongly of what is presented as ideas in this "Tale of the Mystery of Reality" called The Children of the Day: born to make history. It's a book that is "transporting us from the Past to the Future, through dreams to material reality, with the SUPER SYNERGY of Eastern and Western culture applied in the Present" and there is a chapter in it about the leaders of the new time that brings joy to the world 🥰🥰🥰 P.S. And by the way your YT channel, together with some others, is recommended at the end of the digital version, can you imagine!
Pile 3. You read my mail. I've been stabbed in the back too many times to like hugs. Severe ptsd from my childhood. I'm now in my 60s and finally healing. I have been alone my entire life. But I finally feel like someone is coming who is very different. THAT I look forward to.
Seeker9474...Oh honey you are NOT alone. I am 59 and I had to fight the moment I was born. I have been walking my path alone since. Oh I have a family, a loving one, but I have felt alone my whole life. I am the most spiritual one of my family and I have also been the leader even though I am the youngest of three. I have fought addiction to many things and WON. Now at my age I am ready to have a spiritual family. People who understand me. Not just teacher (me) student ( them), but as equals. I know I have a huge mission in this life but cannot do it alone, I need my tribe. I am concentrating on healing myself and have faith that sooner (hopefully) or later I will meet them.. The one thing I am excited about is that my tribe will be of mixed Nationalities... 😊
Pile 3, I wrote a poem a few years ago and after hearing this reading I just feel called to read it again share it. It truly feels fated, destined as if I wrote it for this specific reading; Title: lone wolf (we can be alone together) I feel that you've been hurt in the past My inner child reaches out to you But nobody seems to hold it's hand Hold it's hand, especially you I wonder if you feel it too Everything that we've been through Maybe not together, still together Yet you push me away altogether You say you are a lone wolf I say I am that too, say Lone wolves aren't meant to be Together, but hey, we can, can't we? Just hold my hand and I'll pull you out We'll make this work together Lone wolves at heart we are but We can be alone together.
Pile 3, I also wrote a poem a few years ago. Here's it - The Wolf “Am I a wolf?”, I asked myself As I sat under the moon Feeling nostalgic and lost “Was I ever a wolf?”, I reiterate I remember the days and nights And dusks and dawns And shallows and heights When I used to swim as a shark and fly as a kite I remember the beasts I’ve slayed I remember the feasts I’ve prepared I remember it all, but I’m not a wolf now “What am I?”, I repeated Tearing my hairs out Waiting for the dark clouds to pass While I search for a ray of light During my quest for a sight of moon I forgot to look at the stars Which illuminated dimensions And begat infinite angels and gods and such As the clouds disappeared, my love appeared And my eyes cried, and cried, and cried For having to known a love, so deep I wiped away my tears and smiled
@@indiatimesful Wow, thank you both for sharing. It actually inspired me to just write something but I don't have a name for it, lol. It's wolf adjacent, maybe: As I search the sky for answers, it remains silent and yet, its brilliance would suggest it was anything but Where is the part of me that wants to howl my joy, my triumph, my passion, my sorrow, my pain, and every other affirmation of life to the swollen, silver moon? Where is the part of me that shrinks away from the inner wilds revealed in such exaltations? Isn’t it true that they were never separate, like you were never for even a moment separate from me? The moon remains indifferent and yet, its brilliance would suggest it was anything but Its radiance carries your love to me Distance is nothing
No 2 here. It's so strange your words are almost identicals to what I've been thinking of. I have lived my life for years feeling that I was in the mercy of others, letting them decide for me, almost not having a voice. I was afraid, my voice was always almost inaudible and frail. Then I was pushed to my limits. I cracked. I said enough is enough. I can't take another step back without losing the last pieces of myself that hold me together. If I take another step back I am breaking to pieces that will never be put back again! I was overwhelmed by anger after this realisation. Every little push was an agonizing response of anger from my part. But among all these, I started having small victories for standing my ground and learning to say no. I started collecting pieces of myself, that's exactly how I felt, like pieces of my flesh were missing in different areas leaving my body vulnerable, emitting its light out. I often felt that I attracted leaches on these light's wounds that depleted my energy. And indeed I had, because so many people were hanging on me to be dragged on and taken care of without giving back, eating from me for free. Only because I was too weak to ask for more, afraid that I would be abandoned and left alone, confusing their selfish needs with love, leaving myself last and starved. And then a major tower moment came and I dropped almost everyone off of me. They clearly learned to take care of themselves and survived, I finally renewed my energy. And started healing these wounds of light on my body, by putting back my missing pieces. I suddenly managed to calm myself down and almost eliminate my anger. I believe I healed myself and learned to protect myself, so that I was never to be pushed around again, so my anger had no place in my feelings. I became calm and patient and compationate again. And I finally felt my body emitting light without loosing its energy. So your reading is a huge confirmation and validation of my journey. Thank you so much!!
Pile 3, is so spot on for me, it really, really resonated. I am so EXHAUSTED, on a soul and physical level, I actually just lost consciousness this morning, thank God my husband caught me. I've been on the spiritual path a long time now, I get so many messages and guidance to be some kind of shaman or spiritual leader, but I am so FED UP of spirituality, I've become so disillusioned with so many spiritual teachers, I'm starting to feel like I want nothing to do anymore with spirituality and spiritual practices...I just want to enjoy life, I just want to be authentic and do what the hell I want...I'm so tired of always worrying about taking care of others, of always having to be the strong, independent one, I'm tired of worrying how to make the world better when it just feels I'm always navigating through so much dark. I had a vision a while ago of living close to nature and having a kind of druid community where we just learn from each other and nature, enough with this guru crap. Living surrounded by nature is the only thing I want right now, to only talk to people when I feel like it...I want to talk to the trees...and I have no idea how to achieve this, it feels so far from how my life is right now. Thank you, Angel, for sharing this reading, it really resonated and it's so nice to feel understood.
I only connect with nature because close ones always want ..want& want.. living isolated in the woods& only doing people when I want..I do need a tribe though..good vibes your way 🩷
@@laurabattaglia5846 I feel the same, I long just to be alone in nature, but at the same time I need community, especially because I have kids, I've been longing for so long to find my tribe...hopefully soon...that's what I wish for everyone here..to find that place where they feel completely at home, with people who understand and support them...
Pile 3 here. These past two years i have been through really harsh awakenings, that made me really strong. Meanwhile, i disconnected from society, family, went through it alone. And i am really family-kind of woman, but now i just got used to being alone and i really appreciate my time alone. Now i know myself. And this weekend i will meet a pack of friends, on a mothers day, to do pottery and drink wine. Į feel like a mother allready to those people, like a family or a role model in some way, and they ignite my heart space, to do wonderfull things. ❤
I chose 3 because I love wolves & resonate with them. This is definitely my reading. I grew up in abuse & no love & cold people. Family & friends see kindness as weakness & I give a lot without anything in return. So I have been a lone wolf for a while on a ‘selfish’ spiritual journey that my family don’t understand. I don’t care it’s my life. I deserve people who are kind & nice & give back. I have drawn a line in the sand. It’s been a huge transformation. Thank you for all the confirmations ❤ I would let you hug me I do love hugs but not that I get many!!!
I once saw an amazing quote that changed my life, specially because I used to be super 100% giver from second one. It was something like “don’t give everything to someone you just met. You are teaching them to love the hand and and not the heart.” It made sense, like there is self responsibility and not the victim vibe where “everybody uses me and takes my big heart for granted” . This was more like knowing human nature and acting accordingly…
Pile 2 gave me chills. "Nothing pushes us forward like pain and suffering"--this statement encapsulates my life. There has not been an actual contradiction between my spirituality and practicality for many years. Indeed, I don't see the sacred and the profane as separate things--they're one (I like to use the term 'holy shit'). Although I haven't imposed a separation, the observable reality has been that I have had a massive ability to make leaps and bounds mentally, spiritually, and even in my body, but my external circumstances won't ever seem to budge forward to correspond with the credentials I've obtained or the skills I've developed. In fact, to a large degree the pattern that's emerged has been that the more awakened I become, the more light I embody, and the more I enhance and expand my energy field, the harder the human world seems to be waging a personal war against me--except that the coordination necessary to ensure things go as extremely badly as they have is well beyond human means. People who know me sometimes badger me or are just generally shitty, because to them I'm wasting a much higher potential than they ever had, but that's because they assume things work as easily in my life as they would for them. Nobody can actually appreciate it, but it's like like life is a video game, and I have the difficulty set to level 100 while everyone around me is still on level 1. They're all wondering what's wrong with me that I be as capable as I am in many areas and still not be able to have a career, a car, a home, a relationship, a family--all the things that they take for granted. At the same time, I try to offer these same people pearls of wisdom and insight, but they completely don't understand and decide that I must be crazy. By the way, I am a mathematician by training and am fittingly far more rational than any of these folks, but that never gets factored in--people just refuse to countenance that their beliefs and paradigms could be flawed, even when they're faced with the very paradox that demonstrates this fact. So anyway, I have taken one hell of a beating climbing up the mountain you're talking about, but I haven't given up--I have used my will to pull the pieces of myself back together every time something has come in to destroy me (which sounds like a metaphor but isn't)--and it feels like I am nearing the top, but that can be deceptive. This message plays really well with another one you gave recently, and that helps give me hope that I'm at the end of the really hard part, because it has just gone on and on and on. Thank you for this. It helps me shift my perspective a bit on the hardships that I've been through. In lak'ech.
Pile 2 here… Wow! This explains so much. I have felt the power of a mission but have run up against obstacle after obstacle. It’s been so frustrating, feeling like I’m failing but knowing I’m not in some way. I’m right on the cusp of finally doing it all on my own and rising to my fullness. Looking forward to it all!!✨Thank you!💛
Pile 2 🙏 Thank you❣ now I understand why I've always been doing things on my own!! I can take care of my self! Sometimes it's a lonley path, but now I understand why 🙏 keep going ❣❣
Hi, Angel! Pile #3...Oh, yes,😢 it all resonates! I do understand--even the messy bits at the end. That dichotomy is very strongly inside of me : to lead and be seen or shun responsibility and live a normal life. I've never just lived. Much abuse in my childhood that made me retreat behind a blank mask. My soul has a deep, deep hole. A very real side of me still wants to run away and live in a cottage in the country with a picket fence and a garden. Another side of me mourns never having a true sense of achievement. Life is messy!!! LOL! Much love, my friend!😺🐾❤️🙏🙌🐺
My Soul also would like to run away to a country cottage and I too mourn the sense of achievement. You’ve said it all so well and I deeply relate. So many prayers, love and goodness sending your way!! 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤🌈🌈🌈
@@joycestiles5969 The best to you Joyce, my thoughts and prayers. It means so much to feel the validation of being seen and heard. I witness your pain, too. We both have a cottage waiting for us somewhere over that rainbow! May we find it sooner than later, friend! Til then, may you find the joy and peace of a very well weekend. 🌅🌈🙂❤️❤️❤️
P 3. This really touched me to tears and I realise that Im scared of stepping in to be a leader because I know that there is always a price; I’m going to be alone again! But I also know that I can choose another kind of leadership thats Moore about ”do it together”, just as you mentioned. So the leadership in this life is maby to step in to a selfleadership and open my heart and let the ”pack” in, without fear. I really longing to meet my tribe who I understand and who loves me for who I I’m. Thank you, Angel, so, so much for this messade!❤
Pile 3: I like what you said about teaching / leadership. I don't really resonate with having a hierarchical structure. To share openly experiences with others that understand that ultimately they themselves are the best authority on what they should or shouldn't do. Also, I bet you give great hugs. Yeah, my heart is a little beat up, but I still try to keep it open. Thanks! 💜
Pile one. Thank you beautiful soul 🙏 here is a thing, for people who are going through a lot of inside changes and not resonating anymore with the outside world. Please be prepared for the feeling of loneliness even from the closest people, this includes family too and specially family. Your soul is gonna lead you to many decisions that won’t resonate with your surroundings, but please keep going. Your soul knows. Never give up, even if the world seems to crumble under your feet. Keep going. You are deconstructing your holographic reality and constructing the real one the true you! Keep going 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Pile 3 reasonated with me totally, I had relatives that were taken to Russia in the war, they have gone back to their country so that part reasonated with me as well. Have spent my whole life being alone and feeling unloved in my home. I want so much to meet my tribe it feels very important to me. Thank you for the reading.
This reading has just been amazing! Pile 3 is the one I have chosen and several key things absolutely resonated with me. I have listened 3 times now. I had a metaphysical shop for 11 years and was in that leadership role, but I am complete with that. I don’t want to be on that pedestal! I want to enjoy life and create with joy. I’m pretty sure that writing is how I will be leading going forward. Also I believe that I have been a powerful male in many lifetimes and felt weak in female lives. This life I have learned to be a strong woman and past romantic relationships don’t like that. I love being alone and yet would value to be with a man who isn’t threatened by my strength. Recently I’ve been feeling like I may have found my tribe, and possibly a love at age 62. Also, I know that I have been a shaman and thought for years it was Mongolian!!
Annemarie9925..You have brought me hope Annemarie..I am 59 and ready to find my tribe. I sometimes get worried that I am way too old to find my Divine Counterpart. I have been taking care of everyone my entire life, I am READY to live my life for me..I am So happy you found love and your tribe!!!!! Thank you for sharing that, it gives me hope...
The journey on this plain has been painfully lonely. I found my home when I began tuning into your site. I found them in one of your videos and subsequently by viewing other messages it has been confirmed. I forever have gratitude for your Devine interpretation of the universal word
I chose Pile 3. Thank you so much. This reading truly warms my heart. Since I was born, I always feel alienated from people around me as if I don't belong here. I hope what you said in the reading can come true and that one day I can find my soul family and people who resonate with me at a deep level.
I picked pile 3❤. Thank you. You are very accurate. I have been extremely independent since childhood from being emotionally and physically hurt. My life path is an 11. Its been a long lonely painful road. I feel things are turning around for me.❤
Thank you, Angel, for delivering the message.🙏🏻 Pile 2: Hello from Siberia (btw, it's not that colder place than Sweden). 🌲☀I was shocked that you mentioned my land in your reading, and this is not the only detail touched me. The whole reading is about me: cold hands and feet, nervous system needs reboot, and I am in a need of finding myself again, including own purpose, own pack and own Home. I am a bit lost now due to some curves on my spiritual way and I wish I'll be able to rise. The reading gives me a huge hope.
#2: In past lives, I’ve been minorities and royalty as well as a monk and a prostitute. From what I understand, my previous two lives were cut very short, so this one will be very long. Thank you for sharing your wonderful gift of divination!
I resonate strongly with Pile 3! Wow! I’ve resisted leadership positions throughout this lifetime even though they keep popping up. I did eventually start my own business doing massage therapy, energy adjustments, and offering yoga classes. As you can tell I still resist saying that I taught yoga. I now, live a life on the sea with my companions, 🙍🏽♂️&😺! I very much enjoy being alone. This lifestyle is helping me work on balancing that out. I have started a channel here on CZcams to see if sharing in this way works well for the collective. We will see how connecting to my tribe in a virtual way works. I appreciate the advice to open up and connect with people more. Sometimes, I get so tired being around other people (or even the thought of it). I would prefer to be a wallflower on the one hand, but another side of me wants to greet everyone and hug them all! 🤪 It is an interesting lifetime, this one. It’s helpful to hear you say, I have a choice if I want to do something that holds a broader purpose or simply enjoy the fruits of my many lifetimes of labor. Maybe it’s somewhere in between... Thank You 🙏
Pile number 3 here.. You have pinned me down exactly!!! In fact so much so that all my protectors showed up in the reading..Owl, Panther, Bear, Dragon, Wolf...I am also a Starseed and funny that dragon is a disguise for a Mantis being..lol..Thank you!!! You also mentioned a circle of family. I see myself in a circle of people, male and female, all of us Teachers and all of us Students, all of us from different Nationalities. I have walked my path alone my entire life. I have a family but always felt on the outside ( black sheep). So once again thank you...❤❤❤❤❤ Oh and by the way I was a shaman in the himalayans..😊
pile 3 resonates. I keep my distance from people but want to find a bridge to cross to them... Because I dont want to spend my life in hermit mode. I think there is big trauma from past lives behind it. I hope to find my way to the people and find my place... my HOME❤
Pile 3, resonated fully. For me it's a matter of low self esteem that makes me avoiding relationships. Recognize the ambivalens you're describing about leading people
I chose pile 4 and it completely resonates so strongly with me! I'm tearing up a little bit. I fully claim the blessings in this reading as mine. I'm so grateful!👏🥲
Pile 3 touch deeply like to the bottomest core 😀. Resonated deeply feeling really tired at SOUL level like don't want to take on anything anymore and just want to be FREE, have fun and enjoy life... Never found this kind of reading before. I wish you make the continuation guidance of this reading 🙏 Thank you
Pile 3 I really need a soulfamily who stays because yes ive met many of them but almost all of them popped in to then pop out. We are shattered and im being told im not the one feeling the sadness. Its like its super amazing and loving from the start and then in nearly all cases something ends up happening usually some kind of fight or disagreement,or really just falling out for no clear reason. N a lot of us just stop comunicating,often times leaving us in confusion,regret,sadness,loneliness,missunderstandings etc I think everyone must have their own personal reasons,triggers,trauma etc. I just want this pattern to be understood and healed but i feel like no matter how hard i try to bring everyone back together it keeps happening. Somehow one day we will have healed this so we can be together as the strong and special soulfamily we truly should be able to live as. I love you guys,even those of you i fought with or somehow lost contact with… I know some of u are very likely to read this🙏🏻 I dont want to feel like im the only one trying or willing to try anymore and have the understanding that what i feel (altough it sure seems like it is true) could be wrong. Please dont be afraid to comunicate with me if you are one of the people i somehow lost contact with. I belive anything is fixable and we can clear everything up if we just try with our hearts and if we dont understand we ask over and over until we do.
Thank you 🙏🏼🌟 Pile 2 is spot on how I feel like my life is developing 😌🥰 I also feel like a bridge between the spiritual people and the ”regular” ones 😊 💝💝💝
PILE 3 I PICKED ❤ Every word you said made sense to my life right now. I've been on a hard life journey. I'm a medium and healer and you were right with my energy ..... I've grown to be very independent, lone wolf,( my animal guide is a black wolf,) he actually appeared to me in a meditation a few months back. He shown me a snowy background. I wondered where he was from. I resonate with shaman energy and often say I've been a monk in a past life, because I love my alone time. I'm comfortable with being alone. I don't have anyone around me. No family worth speaking about and no friends. I have pretty much been my own best friend since my daughter was born 14 years ago. I've got to the point now in life where I crave adult company, friends and someone who will match my energy. I can't stand harshness of people so tend to shy away. I've been hurt so much in life and normally take on a role of being the COUNCELLOR for others but when i need to talk, I have no outlet. I actually pay professional Councellors to help me vent so I don't lose my mind. I've been working on trying to open myself up to others and making an effort in creating balance in my life with myself, daughter, home life and doing my mediumship. I do want to help people heal from trauma and healing through readings etc but I seem to have a block there. You put my thoughts and feelings into words. I needed this reading. I take it as a sign that my spirit are telling me that I am where I am meant to be at this moment and that I have to keep going . This feeling I've had, has been really heavy on my heart. I just want someone to like/ love me for ME. I have a good heart and I just want someone who won't put conditions on me or try to control me, hold me down. I'm doing my best and just feel like, when will my time come. So this message is encouraging to me. I have come through childhood trauma, have PTSD, fought through alocholism. Haven't drank in 8 years. Healed my past trauma and generational patterns of lack etc. As you said, you felt tired. Thats how I feel, just tired. Tired of being on my own. I want to belong to a pack and have support and love. So thank you so so much for this. You have blown me away ❤
Pile 2. This pile resonated with me. My life has been very much about finding myself, I lost myself and I had to heal and find myself all over again. Focus on my life definitely has been about self mastery. I am lifepath 33 so this all makes very much sense. Thank you Angel for these readings you make, I watch almost every single one you upload. It's a shame you don't do private readings because if you did, I would most certainly book one from you. Greetings from Finland and I hope your spring to be delightful. 💚🌱🌼
Angel. Wow. You always blow up my mind. I choose pile 3 Yes I'm a very lone wolf that pushed people away from me and I was left in the cold from a karmic pack and my nervous system is very alert to avoid people get into my life now. Lately this key is coming to me in so many ways. I'm a very powerful leader but I'm so fucking tired of it. That's the truth. And I truly has that aversion to continue my mission and I'm struggling now because Universe is pushing me to do so and I'm resisting for sure. Thank You so much.❤
Pile 4: the energy of fate and destiny is upon me. I release the shame, guilt and need to control. All that I seek is seeking me. I love you, sweet soul. Thank you for sharing your gifts.
P3... do you remember Nunnie McFee's saying? "When you need me but you don't want me then I MUST stay. But when you want me but no longer need me, I have to go..." Yes, I'm tired as an old soul of being needed - yet I'll do it, over and over again, till the Glorious Moment when Humanity will be liberated from Fear and Need: and THEN I can finally rest in Serenity and Joy... till this time, we surrender to Cosmic Necessity my dear... Namaste! 🙏🙏
pile 1 was so beautiful. definitely intimate to my soul. I love hearing about the past life, my stuff and soul activation, and overall the reading was very beautiful and extremely inspiring and inspirational. I’m definitely going to rewatch that reading every time I’m feeling down or depressed or without direction. That is quite possibly one of the best readings that I have had ever. It really resonated with my soul.
Hög 3. Tack 🙏 känner igen mig men jag älskar att kramas 😊. Det stämmer bra på det mesta av denna hög, tackar dig ödmjukast och jag önskar mig att få hitta hem och få ro ❤❤❤
pile 3 , not Siberia , but close … Quebec Canada ❄️☃️💨. I am autistic (aspergers) , so connecting , socializing and bonding is a foreign language to us lol. Not that I wouldnt want to connect naturally with others, i would love to but it feels very awkward . People are very confusing because they arent usually authentic and honest. Feels like ive been dropped off on the wrong planet . :)) thank you xx
I'm from Quebec too, although living in Spain now. I've wondered if I'm autistic because I find social interaction so awkward and unbearable, but I'm starting to wonder if it's just because most people relate to others through the ego, in an inauthentic way, and I just don't want to do that.
@@SunMoon-pn6dj Spain? lucky you! For those on the autistic spectrum , social interaction , knowing how to respond to others with politically correct /socially acceptable fakeness , forming close bonds with friends , crowds , etc .. is something we learn by closely observing and copying how others do it since childhood. Its not innate in us. We are ‘masking’ ( official term) and its utterly exhausting. We are usually very misunderstood and we usually go through life feeling like an outsider .. never feeling like we truly belong anywhere . We are ´neuro divergeant’ instead of ‘ neuro typical’ . You should check it out , there are a lot more traits i didnt mention. Its not always detected early in women because we are much better at faking being normal than men apparently 😂
Dear Angel, your readings have become a compass on my journey, and I am more and more impressed on how they reflect somehow my journey. Today I have chosen pile 1, after giving the final touch to my first poetry book, which contains the poems that emerged from my death - rebirth transforming process of the past years. I am an engineer and after working for several years in a big corporation. My soul was dying there, so after falling ill and not being able to deny anymore my hunger to live authentically, I left. I have trained as coach and Qigong teacher, and tried to set up my own business. And last year went to hell while living eight months of an excruciating headache, being visited by all my demons, fears, doubts, regrets, judgments, etc... I now feel on the other side of it, but still unclear on how I will make my living. And nonetheless, deeply grateful for feeling myself, loving myself and have reconnected with the poet that lives through me. Thanks for being a light in this journey 🙏 I will share in another comment one of my poems, although is in Spanish. Love from Germany, Gabriela
Spirit guided me to pile 4 and you said “if you have Saturn in your eighth house you’re meant to live a long life” and I do! My Soul’s purpose in this lifetime has been to clear all remaining karma and achieve transcendence through my psychic awareness. By healing my shadow wounds through the Akashic records and my healing abilities, I’ve been able to heal a lot of shame and pain. I’ve also been focusing on healing physical health issues that I came into this life with and became worse through the patterns which were needing to be cleared in early life. I’ve just learned about my 7D Manifesting Blueprint and through mental discipline and awareness I’ve been able to step into manifestation power that I had previously been unable to attain in past lifetimes on Earth. This reading was so spot on, and as a fellow reader I can tell an adept reader when I see one! Thank you for doing what you love and providing supportive guidance 🙏🏻 ❤
3; I agree what seems to be new way is to find your individual harmonious balance only then can we live together with grace!. Not saying that’s an easy journey though, facing the light and shade within and from integration finding internal peace from the alignment.
#1 It make so much sense. I have had a closed heart and restrictions on most chakras, especially my throat chakra. Scared of being heard and seen. I have healed most of it the last couple of years, after a strong awakening. And I want to share my wisdom, but now I start to doubt the spiritual part of it. Not quite sure that I'm ready for that. And I cry almost every day because Im both grateful but also scared I guess. Last night I also dreamt about a friend criticising my spirituality and later he drove his car, hurting someone badly. And she just silently shed a tear trying not to show that she was hurt and in bad pain. Your readings are so spot on! 🙏
Pile 1. Children's book author who writes to spark magic and deeper knowledge. The book I'm just completing has an Orb Weaver as a focus on the first page. ❤
I felt so connected and seen with pile 1. Like you read the messages I received from my soul and spoke them in a different and more elaborate way. This definitely activated even more of my DNA, I got more downloads and confirmation throughout the reading, I kept having to rewind and go back a ways so I could get all of it. Thank you so much for what you do, you've helped me so much these past couple weeks! I love watching your videos, I always find a reading that resonates, and helps me see myself more clearly. This felt like a personal and not general reading. I'm so glad I found you!
Valde 2:a högen för snöleoparden drog mig till sig, och så kom du med en väldigt stark läsning. Har många guider 😉och klarar mig själv men nära mina vuxna barn som jag älskar och de älskar mig. Studerat astrologi sen år 2000 men fortsätter utveckla mig med Draconisk astrologi vad själen vill i detta liv. ❤
Pile 3 for me as well :) Resonates for me because I am nearing the end or reaping the benefits of flipping my whole life around . I am an intuitive myself so I turned my way of healing clients onto myself I literally had to drag myself through it , I have a better view now
Wow i picked 3..the wolf is my spirit animal guìde your reading was 💯 percent spot on ..my friend soul mate as returned known him for 32 years at a most difficult and sad time i needed someone .❤
Pile 4: 🐢 actually, my life has been very difficult with several dark nights of the soul. But I surrendered so completely during the last one that I really shifted my entire reality. Life is easier now. And I am more deeply at peace than ever. I’ve earned it. Also, I’ve had health issues my whole life. I’m in my 50s now. I had my first migraine headache at six years old. So I love that you said I’m going to be so healthy! I’ve learned that too! I’ve been working at that so hard for so long! I’m ready to glide my way into 5D now. Thank you for this amazing reading. 🙏🏻☺️
Pile 1 reminds me of a past life reading I had a number of months ago. Apparently in a past life, I was Thomas Kyd. If my reader's sense was correct, Thomas Kyd, was turned in to the church for speaking against God by Edmund Spencer, who was frequently suspected of lifting ideas from Kyd. Please don't take this as historical fact by any means, Pile 1's narrative just reminded me of it. And yes, I'm a writer (and musician) in this life, finally getting close to the finish line of my first novel. Apparently, Spirit has a big plan for it. So yeah, thought I'd mention that unique bet of resonance. Pile 3 really describes the heck out of me too. I've been longing for connection, and to have a family of my own, but have spent the last 13 years on my own. Lots of resonating with me today, haha. Thank you for such lovely readings.
Pile 4 here! Resonated so much💚 My goal in this life is to just be peaceful, and that is all I seek to do everyday of my life. And my dream is to live next to ocean and flow calmly. Currently I am healing my body but I know all will be well, and its mostly in my head so I will work with my crown chakra and third eye, perhaps that will help. Thank you so much for giving me confidence with every of your readings.
Wow🎯This lifetime is indeed meant for extraordinary Soul & spiritual evolution. The coming together of all that will make me open up to what is part of my heart & also give me the supportive energies that will ground me , where i truly belong .
It’s so wild that I felt called back to listen to pile 4 also. Listened to pile 3 several times. But I have a statue that’s carved from soft stone that has a wolf with a turtle climbing up onto its back with mountains in the background. I have had it since the early 90’s. I realized that as I was listening to pile4. Both of these readings have strong significance for me. Thank you so much for sharing your amazing gift with us!❤❤❤
Pile 2. Accurate as always dear Light. Im at that breakthrough stage after coming to fully understand everything as you describe here. Im in a strong place now and almost fully whole ❤🎉 I can at last see the view lol
Pile 3..the lone wolf..I'm literally wearing a hoodie that says lone wolf! I telepathically communicated with a wolf the other day. A shaman from Peru shape shifted to give me a message. I just found my soul family 2 weeks ago...we all vibrate at the same frequency and we all healed together at an Ayahuasca retreat. You said I'm coming alive spiritually ...literally all my gifts have been intensified. Yes we have a group soul mission...we are all starseeds so pretty much to hold light for the world...but helping people with plant medicines..but I fo feel like the leader again...I'm the one that sees all the group visions...but I'm actually enjoying it. I have seen many past lives where I am the leader....everytime haha...yes we are equals for sure though...we each teach each other for sure..And you said they are your home. I literally told them "you guys feel like home" I have been told many times my soul is ancient and I'm very powerful...thank you so much.
On point!. Pile 3 and How? Pile 1. I am tired and my nervos system is all over the place with the cure about working, money and so on and you are in point. Thank you soo much! And also I feel that now is about all in the same level 😊
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✨Intro. 00:00
🕯️Pile 1. 02:23 (Golden Orb Spider)
🐆Pile 2. 31:25 (Snow Leopard)
❄️Pile 3. 56:41 (Timber Wolf)
🐢Pile 4 01:30:30 (Sea Turtle)
Thank you for the reading! Thank you for all the daily effort you put out to the world! Huggies! >:D
1:27:40 The way you describe the new kind of leadership reminds me strongly of what is presented as ideas in this "Tale of the Mystery of Reality" called The Children of the Day: born to make history. It's a book that is "transporting us from the Past to the Future, through dreams to material reality, with the SUPER SYNERGY of Eastern and Western culture applied in the Present" and there is a chapter in it about the leaders of the new time that brings joy to the world 🥰🥰🥰
P.S. And by the way your YT channel, together with some others, is recommended at the end of the digital version, can you imagine!
Pile 3. You read my mail. I've been stabbed in the back too many times to like hugs. Severe ptsd from my childhood. I'm now in my 60s and finally healing. I have been alone my entire life. But I finally feel like someone is coming who is very different. THAT I look forward to.
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Bless your heart❤
Seeker9474...Oh honey you are NOT alone. I am 59 and I had to fight the moment I was born. I have been walking my path alone since. Oh I have a family, a loving one, but I have felt alone my whole life. I am the most spiritual one of my family and I have also been the leader even though I am the youngest of three. I have fought addiction to many things and WON. Now at my age I am ready to have a spiritual family. People who understand me. Not just teacher (me) student ( them), but as equals. I know I have a huge mission in this life but cannot do it alone, I need my tribe. I am concentrating on healing myself and have faith that sooner (hopefully) or later I will meet them.. The one thing I am excited about is that my tribe will be of mixed Nationalities... 😊
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Soul family, here I am, come out come out wherever you are
Pile 3, I wrote a poem a few years ago and after hearing this reading I just feel called to read it again share it. It truly feels fated, destined as if I wrote it for this specific reading;
Title: lone wolf (we can be alone together)
I feel that you've been hurt in the past
My inner child reaches out to you
But nobody seems to hold it's hand
Hold it's hand, especially you
I wonder if you feel it too
Everything that we've been through
Maybe not together, still together
Yet you push me away altogether
You say you are a lone wolf
I say I am that too, say
Lone wolves aren't meant to be
Together, but hey, we can, can't we?
Just hold my hand and I'll pull you out
We'll make this work together
Lone wolves at heart we are but
We can be alone together.
Pile 3, I also wrote a poem a few years ago. Here's it -
The Wolf
“Am I a wolf?”, I asked myself
As I sat under the moon
Feeling nostalgic and lost
“Was I ever a wolf?”, I reiterate
I remember the days and nights
And dusks and dawns
And shallows and heights
When I used to swim as a shark and fly as a kite
I remember the beasts I’ve slayed
I remember the feasts I’ve prepared
I remember it all, but
I’m not a wolf now
“What am I?”, I repeated
Tearing my hairs out
Waiting for the dark clouds to pass
While I search for a ray of light
During my quest for a sight of moon
I forgot to look at the stars
Which illuminated dimensions
And begat infinite angels and gods and such
As the clouds disappeared, my love appeared
And my eyes cried, and cried, and cried
For having to known a love, so deep
I wiped away my tears and smiled
It's a lovely poem, thank you for sharing!
@@indiatimesful Wow, thank you both for sharing. It actually inspired me to just write something but I don't have a name for it, lol. It's wolf adjacent, maybe:
As I search the sky for answers, it remains silent
and yet, its brilliance would suggest it was anything but
Where is the part of me that wants to howl my joy, my triumph, my passion, my sorrow, my pain, and every other affirmation of life to the swollen, silver moon?
Where is the part of me that shrinks away from the inner wilds revealed in such exaltations?
Isn’t it true that they were never separate, like you were never for even a moment separate from me?
The moon remains indifferent
and yet, its brilliance would suggest it was anything but
Its radiance carries your love to me
Distance is nothing
Thank you all. It describes how I feel. Thank you, thank you
Made me cry too
No 2 here. It's so strange your words are almost identicals to what I've been thinking of. I have lived my life for years feeling that I was in the mercy of others, letting them decide for me, almost not having a voice. I was afraid, my voice was always almost inaudible and frail. Then I was pushed to my limits. I cracked. I said enough is enough. I can't take another step back without losing the last pieces of myself that hold me together. If I take another step back I am breaking to pieces that will never be put back again!
I was overwhelmed by anger after this realisation. Every little push was an agonizing response of anger from my part. But among all these, I started having small victories for standing my ground and learning to say no. I started collecting pieces of myself, that's exactly how I felt, like pieces of my flesh were missing in different areas leaving my body vulnerable, emitting its light out. I often felt that I attracted leaches on these light's wounds that depleted my energy.
And indeed I had, because so many people were hanging on me to be dragged on and taken care of without giving back, eating from me for free. Only because I was too weak to ask for more, afraid that I would be abandoned and left alone, confusing their selfish needs with love, leaving myself last and starved. And then a major tower moment came and I dropped almost everyone off of me. They clearly learned to take care of themselves and survived, I finally renewed my energy. And started healing these wounds of light on my body, by putting back my missing pieces. I suddenly managed to calm myself down and almost eliminate my anger. I believe I healed myself and learned to protect myself, so that I was never to be pushed around again, so my anger had no place in my feelings. I became calm and patient and compationate again. And I finally felt my body emitting light without loosing its energy.
So your reading is a huge confirmation and validation of my journey.
Thank you so much!!
Pile 3, is so spot on for me, it really, really resonated. I am so EXHAUSTED, on a soul and physical level, I actually just lost consciousness this morning, thank God my husband caught me. I've been on the spiritual path a long time now, I get so many messages and guidance to be some kind of shaman or spiritual leader, but I am so FED UP of spirituality, I've become so disillusioned with so many spiritual teachers, I'm starting to feel like I want nothing to do anymore with spirituality and spiritual practices...I just want to enjoy life, I just want to be authentic and do what the hell I want...I'm so tired of always worrying about taking care of others, of always having to be the strong, independent one, I'm tired of worrying how to make the world better when it just feels I'm always navigating through so much dark.
I had a vision a while ago of living close to nature and having a kind of druid community where we just learn from each other and nature, enough with this guru crap. Living surrounded by nature is the only thing I want right now, to only talk to people when I feel like it...I want to talk to the trees...and I have no idea how to achieve this, it feels so far from how my life is right now. Thank you, Angel, for sharing this reading, it really resonated and it's so nice to feel understood.
I only connect with nature because close ones always want ..want& want.. living isolated in the woods& only doing people when I want..I do need a tribe though..good vibes your way 🩷
@@laurabattaglia5846 I feel the same, I long just to be alone in nature, but at the same time I need community, especially because I have kids, I've been longing for so long to find my tribe...hopefully soon...that's what I wish for everyone here..to find that place where they feel completely at home, with people who understand and support them...
Pile 3 here. These past two years i have been through really harsh awakenings, that made me really strong. Meanwhile, i disconnected from society, family, went through it alone.
And i am really family-kind of woman, but now i just got used to being alone and i really appreciate my time alone. Now i know myself.
And this weekend i will meet a pack of friends, on a mothers day, to do pottery and drink wine. Į feel like a mother allready to those people, like a family or a role model in some way, and they ignite my heart space, to do wonderfull things. ❤
I chose 3 because I love wolves & resonate with them. This is definitely my reading. I grew up in abuse & no love & cold people. Family & friends see kindness as weakness & I give a lot without anything in return. So I have been a lone wolf for a while on a ‘selfish’ spiritual journey that my family don’t understand. I don’t care it’s my life. I deserve people who are kind & nice & give back. I have drawn a line in the sand. It’s been a huge transformation. Thank you for all the confirmations ❤ I would let you hug me I do love hugs but not that I get many!!!
I also chose pile 3 and I had exactly same kind of thing.
So i do ...❤
Me too ❤️
me too
I once saw an amazing quote that changed my life, specially because I used to be super 100% giver from second one. It was something like “don’t give everything to someone you just met. You are teaching them to love the hand and and not the heart.” It made sense, like there is self responsibility and not the victim vibe where “everybody uses me and takes my big heart for granted” . This was more like knowing human nature and acting accordingly…
Pile 2 gave me chills. "Nothing pushes us forward like pain and suffering"--this statement encapsulates my life. There has not been an actual contradiction between my spirituality and practicality for many years. Indeed, I don't see the sacred and the profane as separate things--they're one (I like to use the term 'holy shit').
Although I haven't imposed a separation, the observable reality has been that I have had a massive ability to make leaps and bounds mentally, spiritually, and even in my body, but my external circumstances won't ever seem to budge forward to correspond with the credentials I've obtained or the skills I've developed. In fact, to a large degree the pattern that's emerged has been that the more awakened I become, the more light I embody, and the more I enhance and expand my energy field, the harder the human world seems to be waging a personal war against me--except that the coordination necessary to ensure things go as extremely badly as they have is well beyond human means.
People who know me sometimes badger me or are just generally shitty, because to them I'm wasting a much higher potential than they ever had, but that's because they assume things work as easily in my life as they would for them. Nobody can actually appreciate it, but it's like like life is a video game, and I have the difficulty set to level 100 while everyone around me is still on level 1. They're all wondering what's wrong with me that I be as capable as I am in many areas and still not be able to have a career, a car, a home, a relationship, a family--all the things that they take for granted.
At the same time, I try to offer these same people pearls of wisdom and insight, but they completely don't understand and decide that I must be crazy. By the way, I am a mathematician by training and am fittingly far more rational than any of these folks, but that never gets factored in--people just refuse to countenance that their beliefs and paradigms could be flawed, even when they're faced with the very paradox that demonstrates this fact.
So anyway, I have taken one hell of a beating climbing up the mountain you're talking about, but I haven't given up--I have used my will to pull the pieces of myself back together every time something has come in to destroy me (which sounds like a metaphor but isn't)--and it feels like I am nearing the top, but that can be deceptive. This message plays really well with another one you gave recently, and that helps give me hope that I'm at the end of the really hard part, because it has just gone on and on and on. Thank you for this. It helps me shift my perspective a bit on the hardships that I've been through. In lak'ech.
Pile 2❤🎉 coming to this from your last reading 🙏 yes spirit +earth =gold. You are ❤
#2. Lady Slipper is our state flower. Rare and you cannot transplant it. So thankful for your messages.
Pile 2 here… Wow! This explains so much. I have felt the power of a mission but have run up against obstacle after obstacle. It’s been so frustrating, feeling like I’m failing but knowing I’m not in some way. I’m right on the cusp of finally doing it all on my own and rising to my fullness. Looking forward to it all!!✨Thank you!💛
Pile 2 🙏 Thank you❣ now I understand why I've always been doing things on my own!! I can take care of my self! Sometimes it's a lonley path, but now I understand why 🙏 keep going ❣❣
Hi, Angel! Pile #3...Oh, yes,😢 it all resonates! I do understand--even the messy bits at the end. That dichotomy is very strongly inside of me : to lead and be seen or shun responsibility and live a normal life. I've never just lived. Much abuse in my childhood that made me retreat behind a blank mask. My soul has a deep, deep hole. A very real side of me still wants to run away and live in a cottage in the country with a picket fence and a garden. Another side of me mourns never having a true sense of achievement. Life is messy!!! LOL! Much love, my friend!😺🐾❤️🙏🙌🐺
My Soul also would like to run away to a country cottage and I too mourn the sense of achievement. You’ve said it all so well and I deeply relate. So many prayers, love and goodness sending your way!! 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤🌈🌈🌈
@@joycestiles5969 The best to you Joyce, my thoughts and prayers. It means so much to feel the validation of being seen and heard. I witness your pain, too. We both have a cottage waiting for us somewhere over that rainbow! May we find it sooner than later, friend! Til then, may you find the joy and peace of a very well weekend. 🌅🌈🙂❤️❤️❤️
P 3. This really touched me to tears and I realise that Im scared of stepping in to be a leader because I know that there is always a price; I’m going to be alone again! But I also know that I can choose another kind of leadership thats Moore about ”do it together”, just as you mentioned. So the leadership in this life is maby to step in to a selfleadership and open my heart and let the ”pack” in, without fear. I really longing to meet my tribe who I understand and who loves me for who I I’m.
Thank you, Angel, so, so much for this messade!❤
Pile 3: I like what you said about teaching / leadership. I don't really resonate with having a hierarchical structure. To share openly experiences with others that understand that ultimately they themselves are the best authority on what they should or shouldn't do. Also, I bet you give great hugs. Yeah, my heart is a little beat up, but I still try to keep it open. Thanks! 💜
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Collection 4: yep! It is kissey kissey 💋 it took decades for this life of ease. It is worth it.
Pile2.
I am going to the top. I managed on my own to go half way and I am not stopping.
Thank you ❤
Pile 2 & 3❤Resonating Readings! Snow leopard and poppy flowers💯
Pile one. Thank you beautiful soul 🙏 here is a thing, for people who are going through a lot of inside changes and not resonating anymore with the outside world. Please be prepared for the feeling of loneliness even from the closest people, this includes family too and specially family. Your soul is gonna lead you to many decisions that won’t resonate with your surroundings, but please keep going. Your soul knows. Never give up, even if the world seems to crumble under your feet. Keep going. You are deconstructing your holographic reality and constructing the real one the true you! Keep going 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Pile 3 reasonated with me totally, I had relatives that were taken to Russia in the war, they have gone back to their country so that part reasonated with me as well. Have spent my whole life being alone and feeling unloved in my home. I want so much to meet my tribe it feels very important to me. Thank you for the reading.
This reading has just been amazing! Pile 3 is the one I have chosen and several key things absolutely resonated with me. I have listened 3 times now. I had a metaphysical shop for 11 years and was in that leadership role, but I am complete with that. I don’t want to be on that pedestal! I want to enjoy life and create with joy. I’m pretty sure that writing is how I will be leading going forward. Also I believe that I have been a powerful male in many lifetimes and felt weak in female lives. This life I have learned to be a strong woman and past romantic relationships don’t like that. I love being alone and yet would value to be with a man who isn’t threatened by my strength. Recently I’ve been feeling like I may have found my tribe, and possibly a love at age 62. Also, I know that I have been a shaman and thought for years it was Mongolian!!
Annemarie9925..You have brought me hope Annemarie..I am 59 and ready to find my tribe. I sometimes get worried that I am way too old to find my Divine Counterpart. I have been taking care of everyone my entire life, I am READY to live my life for me..I am So happy you found love and your tribe!!!!! Thank you for sharing that, it gives me hope...
Pile 3. Resonates...I was born in the hour of the lone wolf...found you can't trust hardly anyone...even family
Pile 1, i am 42 today😁
Happy Birthday 🎊 🎉✨👑💎🎁🎈👏👏👏👏👏👏
Celebrate 🎉 🍰
Pile 3 - my heart shattered & I've not let anyone close to me in years. Afraid to le anyone close..
The journey on this plain has been painfully lonely. I found my home when I began tuning into your site.
I found them in one of your videos and subsequently by viewing other messages it has been confirmed. I forever have gratitude for your Devine interpretation of the universal word
I chose Pile 3. Thank you so much. This reading truly warms my heart. Since I was born, I always feel alienated from people around me as if I don't belong here. I hope what you said in the reading can come true and that one day I can find my soul family and people who resonate with me at a deep level.
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I hope so too, for me and you. Sending many 🙏❤for better days ahead!
I picked pile 3❤. Thank you. You are very accurate. I have been extremely independent since childhood from being emotionally and physically hurt. My life path is an 11. Its been a long lonely painful road. I feel things are turning around for me.❤
Thank you, Angel, for delivering the message.🙏🏻
Pile 2: Hello from Siberia (btw, it's not that colder place than Sweden). 🌲☀I was shocked that you mentioned my land in your reading, and this is not the only detail touched me. The whole reading is about me: cold hands and feet, nervous system needs reboot, and I am in a need of finding myself again, including own purpose, own pack and own Home. I am a bit lost now due to some curves on my spiritual way and I wish I'll be able to rise. The reading gives me a huge hope.
#2: In past lives, I’ve been minorities and royalty as well as a monk and a prostitute. From what I understand, my previous two lives were cut very short, so this one will be very long. Thank you for sharing your wonderful gift of divination!
I resonate strongly with Pile 3! Wow!
I’ve resisted leadership positions throughout this lifetime even though they keep popping up. I did eventually start my own business doing massage therapy, energy adjustments, and offering yoga classes. As you can tell I still resist saying that I taught yoga. I now, live a life on the sea with my companions, 🙍🏽♂️&😺! I very much enjoy being alone. This lifestyle is helping me work on balancing that out. I have started a channel here on CZcams to see if sharing in this way works well for the collective. We will see how connecting to my tribe in a virtual way works.
I appreciate the advice to open up and connect with people more. Sometimes, I get so tired being around other people (or even the thought of it). I would prefer to be a wallflower on the one hand, but another side of me wants to greet everyone and hug them all! 🤪 It is an interesting lifetime, this one.
It’s helpful to hear you say, I have a choice if I want to do something that holds a broader purpose or simply enjoy the fruits of my many lifetimes of labor. Maybe it’s somewhere in between...
Thank You 🙏
Pile number 3 here.. You have pinned me down exactly!!! In fact so much so that all my protectors showed up in the reading..Owl, Panther, Bear, Dragon, Wolf...I am also a Starseed and funny that dragon is a disguise for a Mantis being..lol..Thank you!!! You also mentioned a circle of family. I see myself in a circle of people, male and female, all of us Teachers and all of us Students, all of us from different Nationalities. I have walked my path alone my entire life. I have a family but always felt on the outside ( black sheep). So once again thank you...❤❤❤❤❤ Oh and by the way I was a shaman in the himalayans..😊
Pile 2 🌞 true in every detail. Thank you❤
pile 3 resonates. I keep my distance from people but want to find a bridge to cross to them... Because I dont want to spend my life in hermit mode. I think there is big trauma from past lives behind it. I hope to find my way to the people and find my place... my HOME❤
Pile 3 accurate yes I don’t want to bother with people
Pile 3, resonated fully. For me it's a matter of low self esteem that makes me avoiding relationships. Recognize the ambivalens you're describing about leading people
I chose pile 4 and it completely resonates so strongly with me! I'm tearing up a little bit. I fully claim the blessings in this reading as mine. I'm so grateful!👏🥲
Pile 3 Det stämmer väldigt bra. Jag känner att jag så gärna vill träffa dig någon gång! ❤️🙏🌟
Pile 3 touch deeply like to the bottomest core 😀. Resonated deeply feeling really tired at SOUL level like don't want to take on anything anymore and just want to be FREE, have fun and enjoy life... Never found this kind of reading before. I wish you make the continuation guidance of this reading 🙏 Thank you
Pile 3
I really need a soulfamily who stays because yes ive met many of them but almost all of them popped in to then pop out. We are shattered and im being told im not the one feeling the sadness.
Its like its super amazing and loving from the start and then in nearly all cases something ends up happening usually some kind of fight or disagreement,or really just falling out for no clear reason. N a lot of us just stop comunicating,often times leaving us in confusion,regret,sadness,loneliness,missunderstandings etc
I think everyone must have their own personal reasons,triggers,trauma etc.
I just want this pattern to be understood and healed but i feel like no matter how hard i try to bring everyone back together it keeps happening.
Somehow one day we will have healed this so we can be together as the strong and special soulfamily we truly should be able to live as.
I love you guys,even those of you i fought with or somehow lost contact with…
I know some of u are very likely to read this🙏🏻
I dont want to feel like im the only one trying or willing to try anymore and have the understanding that what i feel (altough it sure seems like it is true) could be wrong.
Please dont be afraid to comunicate with me if you are one of the people i somehow lost contact with.
I belive anything is fixable and we can clear everything up if we just try with our hearts and if we dont understand we ask over and over until we do.
Thank you 🙏🏼🌟
Pile 2 is spot on how I feel like my life is developing 😌🥰
I also feel like a bridge between the spiritual people and the ”regular” ones 😊
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PILE 3 I PICKED ❤
Every word you said made sense to my life right now. I've been on a hard life journey. I'm a medium and healer and you were right with my energy ..... I've grown to be very independent, lone wolf,( my animal guide is a black wolf,) he actually appeared to me in a meditation a few months back. He shown me a snowy background. I wondered where he was from.
I resonate with shaman energy and often say I've been a monk in a past life, because I love my alone time. I'm comfortable with being alone. I don't have anyone around me. No family worth speaking about and no friends. I have pretty much been my own best friend since my daughter was born 14 years ago.
I've got to the point now in life where I crave adult company, friends and someone who will match my energy. I can't stand harshness of people so tend to shy away.
I've been hurt so much in life and normally take on a role of being the COUNCELLOR for others but when i need to talk, I have no outlet. I actually pay professional Councellors to help me vent so I don't lose my mind.
I've been working on trying to open myself up to others and making an effort in creating balance in my life with myself, daughter, home life and doing my mediumship.
I do want to help people heal from trauma and healing through readings etc but I seem to have a block there.
You put my thoughts and feelings into words. I needed this reading. I take it as a sign that my spirit are telling me that I am where I am meant to be at this moment and that I have to keep going .
This feeling I've had, has been really heavy on my heart.
I just want someone to like/ love me for ME. I have a good heart and I just want someone who won't put conditions on me or try to control me, hold me down.
I'm doing my best and just feel like, when will my time come. So this message is encouraging to me.
I have come through childhood trauma, have PTSD, fought through alocholism. Haven't drank in 8 years. Healed my past trauma and generational patterns of lack etc.
As you said, you felt tired. Thats how I feel, just tired. Tired of being on my own. I want to belong to a pack and have support and love.
So thank you so so much for this. You have blown me away ❤
More love n power to you girl🌸🎈
Take Care 🙏🏽💓😇
Pile 2. This pile resonated with me.
My life has been very much about finding myself, I lost myself and I had to heal and find myself all over again. Focus on my life definitely has been about self mastery. I am lifepath 33 so this all makes very much sense. Thank you Angel for these readings you make, I watch almost every single one you upload. It's a shame you don't do private readings because if you did, I would most certainly book one from you. Greetings from Finland and I hope your spring to be delightful. 💚🌱🌼
Angel. Wow. You always blow up my mind. I choose pile 3 Yes I'm a very lone wolf that pushed people away from me and I was left in the cold from a karmic pack and my nervous system is very alert to avoid people get into my life now. Lately this key is coming to me in so many ways. I'm a very powerful leader but I'm so fucking tired of it. That's the truth. And I truly has that aversion to continue my mission and I'm struggling now because Universe is pushing me to do so and I'm resisting for sure. Thank You so much.❤
Pile 4: the energy of fate and destiny is upon me. I release the shame, guilt and need to control. All that I seek is seeking me. I love you, sweet soul. Thank you for sharing your gifts.
P3... do you remember Nunnie McFee's saying? "When you need me but you don't want me then I MUST stay. But when you want me but no longer need me, I have to go..." Yes, I'm tired as an old soul of being needed - yet I'll do it, over and over again, till the Glorious Moment when Humanity will be liberated from Fear and Need: and THEN I can finally rest in Serenity and Joy... till this time, we surrender to Cosmic Necessity my dear... Namaste! 🙏🙏
Pile 3.....Thank you for the hug.
pile 1 was so beautiful. definitely intimate to my soul. I love hearing about the past life, my stuff and soul activation, and overall the reading was very beautiful and extremely inspiring and inspirational. I’m definitely going to rewatch that reading every time I’m feeling down or depressed or without direction. That is quite possibly one of the best readings that I have had ever. It really resonated with my soul.
Hög 3. Tack 🙏 känner igen mig men jag älskar att kramas 😊. Det stämmer bra på det mesta av denna hög, tackar dig ödmjukast och jag önskar mig att få hitta hem och få ro ❤❤❤
pile 3 , not Siberia , but close … Quebec Canada ❄️☃️💨. I am autistic (aspergers) , so connecting , socializing and bonding is a foreign language to us lol. Not that I wouldnt want to connect naturally with others, i would love to but it feels very awkward . People are very confusing because they arent usually authentic and honest. Feels like ive been dropped off on the wrong planet . :))
thank you xx
I'm from Quebec too, although living in Spain now. I've wondered if I'm autistic because I find social interaction so awkward and unbearable, but I'm starting to wonder if it's just because most people relate to others through the ego, in an inauthentic way, and I just don't want to do that.
@@SunMoon-pn6dj Spain? lucky you! For those on the autistic spectrum , social interaction , knowing how to respond to others with politically correct /socially acceptable fakeness , forming close bonds with friends , crowds , etc .. is something we learn by closely observing and copying how others do it since childhood. Its not innate in us. We are ‘masking’ ( official term) and its utterly exhausting. We are usually very misunderstood and we usually go through life feeling like an outsider .. never feeling like we truly belong anywhere . We are ´neuro divergeant’ instead of ‘ neuro typical’ . You should check it out , there are a lot more traits i didnt mention. Its not always detected early in women because we are much better at faking being normal than men apparently 😂
@@christieclunan7022 thank you, I will look into🙏
Dear Angel, your readings have become a compass on my journey, and I am more and more impressed on how they reflect somehow my journey.
Today I have chosen pile 1, after giving the final touch to my first poetry book, which contains the poems that emerged from my death - rebirth transforming process of the past years.
I am an engineer and after working for several years in a big corporation. My soul was dying there, so after falling ill and not being able to deny anymore my hunger to live authentically, I left.
I have trained as coach and Qigong teacher, and tried to set up my own business. And last year went to hell while living eight months of an excruciating headache, being visited by all my demons, fears, doubts, regrets, judgments, etc...
I now feel on the other side of it, but still unclear on how I will make my living. And nonetheless, deeply grateful for feeling myself, loving myself and have reconnected with the poet that lives through me.
Thanks for being a light in this journey 🙏
I will share in another comment one of my poems, although is in Spanish.
Love from Germany,
Gabriela
Pile 3 here. I won`t push you, give me my hugs.
Damn pile 3.. I felt your analogy so hard. For the record, I would always ask you to play. Period. ❤
I STRONGLY CLAIM ALL THE POSITIVITY IN PILE 1
Nice reading for pile 3. Thank you
I'm pile #3. You're so on point! You really can tap on the spirit realm... It's incredible 😍😍😍
❤❤❤Pile 3. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU 😊
Spirit guided me to pile 4 and you said “if you have Saturn in your eighth house you’re meant to live a long life” and I do! My Soul’s purpose in this lifetime has been to clear all remaining karma and achieve transcendence through my psychic awareness. By healing my shadow wounds through the Akashic records and my healing abilities, I’ve been able to heal a lot of shame and pain. I’ve also been focusing on healing physical health issues that I came into this life with and became worse through the patterns which were needing to be cleared in early life. I’ve just learned about my 7D Manifesting Blueprint and through mental discipline and awareness I’ve been able to step into manifestation power that I had previously been unable to attain in past lifetimes on Earth. This reading was so spot on, and as a fellow reader I can tell an adept reader when I see one! Thank you for doing what you love and providing supportive guidance 🙏🏻 ❤
3; I agree what seems to be new way is to find your individual harmonious balance only then can we live together with grace!.
Not saying that’s an easy journey though, facing the light and shade within and from integration finding internal peace from the alignment.
#1 It make so much sense. I have had a closed heart and restrictions on most chakras, especially my throat chakra. Scared of being heard and seen. I have healed most of it the last couple of years, after a strong awakening. And I want to share my wisdom, but now I start to doubt the spiritual part of it. Not quite sure that I'm ready for that. And I cry almost every day because Im both grateful but also scared I guess. Last night I also dreamt about a friend criticising my spirituality and later he drove his car, hurting someone badly. And she just silently shed a tear trying not to show that she was hurt and in bad pain.
Your readings are so spot on! 🙏
Pile 1. Children's book author who writes to spark magic and deeper knowledge. The book I'm just completing has an Orb Weaver as a focus on the first page. ❤
I felt so connected and seen with pile 1. Like you read the messages I received from my soul and spoke them in a different and more elaborate way. This definitely activated even more of my DNA, I got more downloads and confirmation throughout the reading, I kept having to rewind and go back a ways so I could get all of it. Thank you so much for what you do, you've helped me so much these past couple weeks! I love watching your videos, I always find a reading that resonates, and helps me see myself more clearly. This felt like a personal and not general reading. I'm so glad I found you!
Valde 2:a högen för snöleoparden drog mig till sig, och så kom du med en väldigt stark läsning. Har många guider 😉och klarar mig själv men nära mina vuxna barn som jag älskar och de älskar mig. Studerat astrologi sen år 2000 men fortsätter utveckla mig med Draconisk astrologi vad själen vill i detta liv. ❤
Totally right on..... pile 3
Pile 3 for me as well :)
Resonates for me because I am nearing the end or reaping the benefits of flipping my whole life around .
I am an intuitive myself so I turned my way of healing clients onto myself
I literally had to drag myself through it , I have a better view now
Yes I chosed pile 2 and 3 and they were both spoton. Thank you, dear Angel ❤❤❤
Snow leapard… you beautifully summarised what my intuition has been trying to tell me… wow… thank you Angel 💛🙏🏻💫✨
Wow i picked 3..the wolf is my spirit animal guìde your reading was 💯 percent spot on ..my friend soul mate as returned known him for 32 years at a most difficult and sad time i needed someone .❤
Pile 2... wow... jesus😅. Thank you..❤
Pile 2 Snow Leopard & 3 Timber Wolf
So accurate😅you referred to shoulders, the back & the nerves too that are tense pretty much all the time.
Pile 3…thank you 🙏🏻💖🌈✨x
Pile 4: 🐢 actually, my life has been very difficult with several dark nights of the soul. But I surrendered so completely during the last one that I really shifted my entire reality. Life is easier now. And I am more deeply at peace than ever. I’ve earned it. Also, I’ve had health issues my whole life. I’m in my 50s now. I had my first migraine headache at six years old. So I love that you said I’m going to be so healthy! I’ve learned that too! I’ve been working at that so hard for so long! I’m ready to glide my way into 5D now. Thank you for this amazing reading. 🙏🏻☺️
Pile2❤❤thank you universe and my love god ❤❤❤and for you dear❤❤
I choose pile 2 and it resonates
Pile 1 reminds me of a past life reading I had a number of months ago. Apparently in a past life, I was Thomas Kyd. If my reader's sense was correct, Thomas Kyd, was turned in to the church for speaking against God by Edmund Spencer, who was frequently suspected of lifting ideas from Kyd.
Please don't take this as historical fact by any means, Pile 1's narrative just reminded me of it. And yes, I'm a writer (and musician) in this life, finally getting close to the finish line of my first novel. Apparently, Spirit has a big plan for it. So yeah, thought I'd mention that unique bet of resonance.
Pile 3 really describes the heck out of me too. I've been longing for connection, and to have a family of my own, but have spent the last 13 years on my own. Lots of resonating with me today, haha.
Thank you for such lovely readings.
Pile 1 and it fully resonates, even 10 months after it was posted. Thank you ❤
Pile 2 resonate for me especially that I am a life path 5
❤❤❤🌈🌍🙏pile 2 Thank you soooo much❤🙏
Pile 4
AMEN
AMEN
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AMEN
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I STRONGLY CLAIM THIS READING
THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH
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Wow pile 1 here , you just told me my life story up to this very moment. Right on point for me x
Pile 4 here! Resonated so much💚 My goal in this life is to just be peaceful, and that is all I seek to do everyday of my life. And my dream is to live next to ocean and flow calmly. Currently I am healing my body but I know all will be well, and its mostly in my head so I will work with my crown chakra and third eye, perhaps that will help. Thank you so much for giving me confidence with every of your readings.
Same maybe we will meet up some day
@@marshacummins2727 Lovely! I am searching for my soul family. If its meant to be, it will be 🥰
Wow🎯This lifetime is indeed meant for extraordinary Soul & spiritual evolution. The coming together of all that will make me open up to what is part of my heart & also give me the supportive energies that will ground me , where i truly belong .
Not only my previous life, This life is really very very very hard for me. Pile 2 resonates with me.
Pile 3 Spot on❤
❤❤❤❤❤ #3 😀⭐⭐⭐ Absolutely Spot On!!! Thank you xxxx Big Hug from my healing heart to you, how gifted you are 💕💕💕💕
Pile 3: why my heart has been closed, "princes wait there in the world, it's true. Princes, yes, but wolves and humans, too." (From Into The Woods)
It’s so wild that I felt called back to listen to pile 4 also. Listened to pile 3 several times. But I have a statue that’s carved from soft stone that has a wolf with a turtle climbing up onto its back with mountains in the background. I have had it since the early 90’s. I realized that as I was listening to pile4. Both of these readings have strong significance for me.
Thank you so much for sharing your amazing gift with us!❤❤❤
Pile 2. Accurate as always dear Light. Im at that breakthrough stage after coming to fully understand everything as you describe here. Im in a strong place now and almost fully whole ❤🎉 I can at last see the view lol
Pile 4. Wonderful! 😊❤
Pile #1 This reading was more about passed lives than it was about destiny.
I am a strong "Prayer Warrior" & I was told by my Uncle that when I pray "My Prayers, goes straight to God".
Pile 3..the lone wolf..I'm literally wearing a hoodie that says lone wolf! I telepathically communicated with a wolf the other day. A shaman from Peru shape shifted to give me a message. I just found my soul family 2 weeks ago...we all vibrate at the same frequency and we all healed together at an Ayahuasca retreat. You said I'm coming alive spiritually ...literally all my gifts have been intensified. Yes we have a group soul mission...we are all starseeds so pretty much to hold light for the world...but helping people with plant medicines..but I fo feel like the leader again...I'm the one that sees all the group visions...but I'm actually enjoying it. I have seen many past lives where I am the leader....everytime haha...yes we are equals for sure though...we each teach each other for sure..And you said they are your home. I literally told them "you guys feel like home" I have been told many times my soul is ancient and I'm very powerful...thank you so much.
On point!. Pile 3 and How? Pile 1.
I am tired and my nervos system is all over the place with the cure about working, money and so on and you are in point. Thank you soo much! And also I feel that now is about all in the same level 😊
Pile 3. I am seriously going thru it. I hope it doesn't drain your energy :}. Bless
I claim pile 3's abundance. Thanks
Pile 1 & 2. You really know me.. Amazing. You shed so much clarity.. I cried you know.. 😢
Pile 3 spot on
Pile 4 reading is 💯 spot on, so wonderful, thank you
#3 , SMILE ! MUCH LOVE ❤️ SWEEDEN , YES Time to play ,smile
Pile 4 - GREEN!!! And, your nails are green!!!!