Same here, it just suddenly came up again in my playlist so I watched it again….the time goes fast, but in other ways it’s seems to stop. Loosing a very close loved one, it’s hard to explain…the world goes on around you, but you just stop, sometimes it feels like they don’t realise the grief of loosing a child, and you don’t understand how they can go in like north has happened, it’s such a weird feeling. I have been missing my son so much, so to see this just come again, I had to watch. I’m sure Marks wife and children miss him so very much, along with his parents, Matt and all his siblings, it’s such a different kind of grief when compared to other loved ones that have passed when they are older. To loose someone so young, with so many dreams and so much life in them still is so hard to wrap your head around. Be at Peace Mark 💔🙏🏻🕊️
I know I'm 3 years late. Just ran across this video. I'm 60. My first wife, she was 19, I was 18 when we married, at 25, I was blessed with a daughter, then, 1 year later, came that talk from the Dr. 5 years. 5 years she fought it. Then came that night. Me, alone with a 5 year old. Bud. I understand your pain. I only spoke of my own life to let you know you are not alone. I loved this video my brother. You take care. God be with you.
“A man mourning doesn’t make him weak. It keeps him alive. Keeps his insides from becoming a funeral. When grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.”
John Seal I guess my insides are dead my granddad passed away in Jan and I can’t seem to cope with it. I just tell My self I’m okay a keep on moving. I cried for the 2nd time since his funeral after I read that quote. Thanks.
Popping up in my feed 3 years later…on the day we’re about to take my older brother off of life support. He didn’t have cancer..he decided he could no longer handle this world…My love and support goes out to anyone who has gone through loss and/or is going through the loss of a loved one ❤
People who dislike this video are most likely people who don’t fell right liking a video about the death of his brother, disliking it because they dislike that he died makes more sense to them
I at first also disliked the video, because indeed it feels kinda weird to "like" the fact that his brother died. But i switched over to "like" because i realised that it just hurts his channel.
@Joseph Gabriele more likely that about 90% has an account. Most people watch on their phones and there is an app pre installed and the people that watch on their computers normally make an account and log in once and are logged in forever
Matt, thank you so much for sharing this… As a pastor I know how hard this is for you. But it honored his legacy for you to share this with us. I am literally weeping with you.
Trembling Turtle research the afterlife, I highly recommend it. It makes life so much more enjoyable. Afterlife is now backed by science and an abundance of evidence.
OfficialTRiL that statement is relative. It hasn’t been a bad year at for me, & I pray that anyone who’s going through a hard or rough time that they can overcome it through the grace of God.
Matt, I just want to let you know how sorry I am so see that you lost your little brother. I’ve only recently started watching CZcams pretty often again so I’m just now seeing this. I lost my dad 13 years ago to cancer so I know how tough it is to lose your best friend like that. I also want to let you know how happy it truly makes my heart to know that y’all are all saved and know Jesus as your lord and savior. I was sitting here watching this video thinking the entire time how I hoped that he was saved so that he would now be in heaven completely healed of his illness and celebrating with Jesus now. I love ya man and I hope that you keep comin with all your awesome videos that spread so much joy for others.
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 Plants are alive too, it's not fair killing and eating plants. You should stop eating, anything. Water isn't alive so I guess drinking water is ok.
MATT! I'm so sorry bro! After all these years of being on CZcams, Mark just popped up on my feed out of nowhere! I binge-watched all his videos and saw your face. Listen to him talk and his mannerisms like, "he reminds me of someone." it made sense when I saw you I haven't lost siblings, but I have lost 2 of my children. That is enough for several lifetimes. I am keeping you, your family, and his wife and children in my prayers for strength and healing.. I've been subbed to your Demolition Ranch and Vet channel since 2013. I'm an Army Vet and love what you do! I have my undergrad, and I'm finishing up my masters in Theology. I'd there ya anything I can do I'm here! 🙏🏽
So sorry for your loss Matt. I understand what you are going through. My wife and I lost our son in an auto accident on 10/29/23. He was only 24 years old and unlike your situation, we had no time to prepare. My son was the one who introduced me to your Demolition Ranch videos which are always entertaining. I pray that God sends angels of comfort to you and your family and leaves you only with happy memories.
I really feel what your going through right now. My best friend died 1 year ago and he was like a brother for me. We went to school together and we had up and downs but we‘ve always been best friends. I know what you went through and i am so sorry for you
I lost my younger brother in 2010 and think about him all the time. Guess that never goes away. Thank you for sharing this montage and especially the baptism sequence. Just discovered your channel and am enjoying it very much! Thank you.
I feel for all you have gone through, so glad you got to spend such quality time with him. My husband thankfully is a very current, cancer survivor and we pray it stays that way. Sharing your story is very kind of you. Thank you for all the videos you make for us!! God bless you Matt
My brother drowned right in front of me and I couldnt get to him. He was my only brother between mom and dad. He was more of a father to me than my father. He taught me what I know. I love you brother, I'll see you next time.
Recently moved from California to Colorado, I'm 19 and this is my first time being out of state, living alone, and being away from my family (specifically my mom) for more than 2 days, let me tell you, I LOVE COLORADO and wish I could positively say I'm never gonna leave, but Everytime I start thinking about family all I think about is how I wanna go back to California.
@@firmfire2385 I'm the opposite. I'm originally colorado but I enlisted in the marines and I'll tell you, the hardest part is not being able to be with them. My brother enlisted too and is in California while I'm on the east coast. I probably wont see him for 3 years or more
@@calebwatson7909 first let me start by saying thank you for the sacrifices you've already made and are going to continue to make. I have great respect for anyone who risks there own life and/or goes out of the way to protect someone they have no true obligation towards, thank you. I hope to be joining the national guard soon, but wow, that's even harder iv thought about what it's going to be like when I join, at least before all the covid stuff, I could have just went over and visited my mom, when your serving you can't just leave when ever you want, but know everything your doing for yourself has to be done and will always be worth it in the end, family is very important but your own well being and future are more important
I am sitting here balling for like the 4th time. For some reason I feel a need to come back and watch this to keep his legacy going. He deserved so much more. And this is how I try to honor that. People at work tomorrow are gonna wonder why my face is so puffy but I don’t care. Mark was a man of God and had a heart of love. He is so missed.
This is true but sometimes the tears just don't flow but all of us guys no matter what always feel sad and Hart broken at some point or another and no matter what every man sheds a tear at some point
Right you are. I have always said you can't get those times back. Spend as much time as you can with those you love and care about because you never know when times up.
Thank you for sharing, recently went through something similar and I appreciate you showing us how cool your bro is, it’s hard to express how wonderful someone is and how much they’ve been a part of who and how you are. It is like losing and limb, your left with ghost pains.
I am sorry for everyone's loss with the passing of Mark. I just in the last month or so came across your channel again after a period of time in my life that became full of emotions and brought me to the finding of my path with Christ. I'm glad I am here again. I too lost my brother about 11 years ago to his self-battles and though the pain never truly goes away, happiness has come from it as well. As time passes the sadness remains, however great memories that seemed small at the time come back to light bringing a smile to everyone's face. You always say at the end of your videos "I love ya", well, brother, we all love you all too. I know watching you and your family grow has brought laughter to me and my kiddos with every single video, even this one. The outro had me laughing and tearing up at the same time. With love from your Nothern neighbors in Tulsa Oklahoma, Godspeed.
I've been thinking about Marks passing here lately , I didn't personally know him but followed his channel till the very end, I'm glad Jackie and the kids are doing as well as can be expected, I know this is still weighing heavy on your dads heart as I have no doubt it is yours as well , I find it pretty amazing that 3 years later there are still people donating to the gofundme account. I hope things get easier in time , keep strong and cherish all those memories!
@@Gniggaaa dont worry about it Mr Gnigga! I real human with a little compassion for others have the ability to feel for people other than their own family members. since we are all brothers and sisters through God we are all family! so I wont cry over "Pilet milk" (whatever that is) but I would recommend you don't try to drink it either.
"They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time." - Always Remember.
Jordin, I did not dislike this. I liked it for the way Matt put together this celebration video of Mark's existence and his love for him. It has touched me deeply. God only takes the best at such a young age. Remember, in life, God gives us love, the things we love, He lends us.
Hey matt this video popped up 3 years later for some reason and it still hits just as hard as it did the day it was dropped 3 years must feel like forever but at the same time feels like yesterday. Its the holiday season and i hope everyone is doing well
It’s not often you cry, laugh, feel pain, feel love, and then repeat all that over again in a video. Your Brother was a heck of a man. I watched his channel and to say i will miss it is an understatement. When Mark decided to document his battle with Cancer, i thought for the first time someone would document it and get it done right. Mark excelled, he didn’t hold back, and he partied till he couldn’t! The entire time he did it with grace, love, and honesty. Mark beat the hell out of cancer. See, our rewards are in Heaven with God. So Mark is and always will be in your heart and head, he has just gone ahead to prepare a place for the family. Mark left behind a wife and 2 beautiful babies. But with you and the Carriker Army, they will know Mark. You all were raised by incredible parents who instilled values and love. It’s always so hard loosing family and friends, but one day we will all reunite. Mark loves you. Your his original Homie! Keep family close and God closer. Check on your Momma and Dad. Love like never before, and always remember to laugh. Y’all had the same laugh....but in the words of a wise man, always remember, we love ya....only he would say, always remember, I love ya!
For a grown man who also happens to be a firefighter and doesn't express emotions too much, this honestly made me cry with knowing the pain Matt had to go through losing a close relative to cancer. Mark had a beautiful life, family, and a caring big brother that everyone wishes they could have. Rest in Peace Mark, we will never forget you.
When I die I want to do it with the grace and internal peace that Mark had. My Sister In Law died on Dec 23rd 2019 from cancer and she also had strength of faith and passed peacefully leaving two little angles aged 4 and 6 for my brother to care for with the assistance of my family members. Texas Families are strong. We love the Carrikers and as a fellow Texan living abroad for the last 11 years your family is my almost daily dose of "home" and even though you dont know us we love ya'll. This is why i really want to do something nice for ya'll to remember Mark by. I will send you some love soon. #tacticaladventurerthailand
I found his channel not long after this it seems. I have been watching for a little while. I didn't know until today, seeing this randomly in a suggested section.
I lost my step-dad to cancer in 2003, I was 16 and it crushed me because he was a better father to me than my own was. I watched this originally when it was first posted and I have watched it many times over the years just because I admire the tribute you were able to make for your brother, I wish I had that because it helps with the grieving process. After losing my grandfather in 2019 (the last good male role model in my life) I still come back to this video to help remember that we all go through rough times and I'm not alone in my grief, thanks for posting this and going through it with us.
Loved, loved, loved this video… especially the footage in the vw!!!So many beautiful tributes of a lifetime of deep, strong love worthy of respect!! (Crying because you lost a loved one means you ARE tough!!! Feeling and healing is most definitely a journey of courage and vulnerability that is rough and tough!!!). Thinking of you and those that loved your brother so dearly.
I think the people who disliked it we're meaning that they disliked that he passed away I don't necessarily think that they actually dislike the video.
In 1967 during my second tour in Vietnam I lost my little brother, best friend, and my Father in the same month. It left an emptiness I still feel today. My regret I never got home for the funerals. Hang in there Matt.
This just popped into my feed. I remember watching this when it was released. I know how it is to lose someone. Even years later when they pop into your head it still hurts. Stay strong brother 💪🏼
Watching this again years later, popped up into my feed. Just want to say again, all love going to you and your family. A day passes, a year passes, a decade passes, the sorrow of losing a Brother doesn't pass. Love you to the end of the earth and back. Hope you see him in the next run.
This doesnt feel real. I'm sitting here in my truck, just got finished with work and I'm tearing up about to cry because I cant believe what has happened. Matt, I'm so sorry for your loss. I cant imagine what it's like to lose a brother. I wish there was something more I could do to support you in this dark time than hitting a button on youtube. I wish you and your family the best. Stay strong Matt. ❤ Edit: As I reach the end of this video, I'm now crying like a baby, this is my favorite channel and family on CZcams and watching these videos makes me feel like I have a second family. I cant express enough how much you Matt and your family bring joy to my life with these videos. I'm glad Mark is now with the lord in peace and no longer suffering. I love you and we'll see you next time. 👋❤
It’s so difficult to loose a child, we lost our 18yr old son, but the grief never leaves, you just learn to get through the days without them in it. So sorry for your loss too…..loosing 2 children would be unbearable……💔🙏🏻🕊️
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
Our prayers go out to your family, unfortunately we know your pain too well. Lost both of my little brother's just in the last few years. We watched your videos together for years, so I watched them to remember. I thank you and your family for the strength and the memories God bless.
Sorry for your loss. I lost my wife to cancer when she was 31. Our kids were 4 and 1 when she died. She will be gone 5 years this June. I never cried for any reason until I lost her. It has been tough raising 2 little girls. Those kids will need you now and in the future.
Shelby Offrink I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Stay strong for your girls, you have to. I’m sorry they will grow up without a mother. Good luck to you
I lost my wife to cancer too. Hearing your story gives me hope. I feel like my life is not the same at all. Although I pulled myself together finally, I still smoke a lot of weed and I get fucked up drunk sometimes. All stuff I never really did before she died. I mean just my whole mindset changed. I was a sharp guy with no tattoos and had a stable job and everything but now it’s like I can’t get a grip. That was her role. How to guide me through life. She meant everything to me more than anyone could ever really understand. Most likely the same how you felt about yours. I want to have kids one day and be a father. At the end of the day all I ever want to be is a father to take care of my children and to be a wonderful husband one day. Seems like my entire life went in a spiral just for me to realize my only existence in this world is to be a magnificent father and husband. I cried hysterically every day for years. Now it’s almost the 4th year she has been gone. Finally now I’ve started to kinda get a grip on what’s important to me again. I still have dreams and nightmares about her suffering in the hospital in her final days. But those are just my own demons. I know one day it will be okay enough for me to get by. I just pray and hope that I finally get a grip again and keep it that way. I can not afford to die or lose now.
I saw Mark’s wife give the final update the other day. I was waiting for your post as I knew you would honor your brother when you were ready to share. This was a wonderful tribute to Mark. I am so sorry for your loss Matt. Your entire family is such an inspiration. You are such a great example of a strong and loving family. Thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family. Rest In Peace Mark.
I can’t imagine the loss you feel I watched some of your brothers shows and I really enjoyed them we have to believe that there is a better place and may God be with him
"Doctor said he ain't got long He just smiled said bring it on Well if you think I'm scared You got me all wrong No a little cancer can't break me My heart's right and I believe We all hit our knees And started prayin' Naw he never gave up Said the good Lord's waitin' And that's one hell of an amen That's the only way to go Fightin' the good fight Til the good Lord calls you home So be well my friend 'Til I see you again Yeah this is our last goodbye It's a hell of an amen" -Brantley Gilbert We are here for you Matt the Demolitia stands by its leader. Your family will be in my prayers. I now you will see your brother again.
Official GOD BLESS TEXAS moment at 18:20! AGGIE family to AGGIE family you and yours will constantly be in my prayers. Just want you to know that even tho we have never met I am reflecting on your brothers life and keeping him in my thoughts and in my prayers! Tell the good Lord Gig Em! For all of us Mark.
Such an incredible tribute to your brother, especially for his kids. It's important to go through the 7 stages of grief. No matter how much you want to believe you are ok, those stages will catch up to you sooner or later. My spouse died 10 years ago this month, his kids were 14 & 17. I so wish we had videos for us to remember him better.
Dont know if you'll even see this but take as long as needed of a break. Everyone understands that you need time and you and his family are in our prayers.
Just found your channel today and became a friend, was on your brother's channel today first, from a recommendation. Sorry for the loss of your brother, my condolences. I am recently diagnosed with bile duct cancer cholangiocarcinoma. I am getting to know Mark and family through his videos. HUGS and GOD bless us everyone
First time I've seen the vids about Mark and it wasn't hard to work out he was a great dude,brother,partner,son and father and i left a like on each of the vids as a mark of my respect and love.
Dear Matt, Mere and kiddos, Jackie and their children, your folks, siblings; his parents-in-law, siblings-in-law as well as many other dear family members and friends of Mark's, following the devastating news of his passing. Times like these leave me searching for words of wisdom and comfort. My thoughts, prayers, boundless grief and endless support are with you at this unimaginable time. I am so very sorry for your loss. xo Heather🇨🇦
I'm sorry man, I couldn't even imagine losing my a sibling. I'm close to most of mine. But you'll get through this. And his family. He's watching over them in heaven. He'll keep y'all safe. Death is not a bad thing. It's life, and y'all see him again. Hopefully not for a very very long time. But focus on the good times. I'm praying for y'all!
I have never watched a 30 minute video of a stranger that i accidently clicked on. Man much love, keep your head up. Your brother seems like a kick ass dude (i speak in the present tense because that man is still here with you!)
"Doctor said he ain't got long He just smiled said bring it on Well if you think I'm scared You got me all wrong No a little cancer can't break me My heart's right and I believe We all hit our knees And started prayin' Naw he never gave up Said the good Lord's waitin'" -Brantley GIlbert "One Hell of an Amen"
I follow Your channel you have really great channel. It's going on 10yrs since my sister passed away from ovarian cancer it's now going on 2yrs now since my wife was diagnosed with a rare cancer. My deepest condolences may Mark rest easy.
You're a hell of a strong man Matt!! It's terrible that such bad things happen to such good people. You are your family are awesome people in my opinion.
Lads come on pack it in, this guy gives his life to entertain people and put smiles on faces. No need to comment silly things. My heart goes out to you buddy ❤️
Im honestly not a soft person but whenever his little girl was saying the prayer it hit me. I never really comment either but my condolences go out to you.
I love your love for your brother I watched the entire video it hit me deeply it was really hard for me to watch it so hard so hard but mat I need to watch it . Good bless you brother, your and your entire family.
Not gonna lie, I was crying at first but those tears quickly turned into a smile and laughs. That's what Mark was all about. Being happy, and by God he was until the very last day. That's how we all think of him, matt. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Your father did a damn good job.
My hubby kept his stash. 💞💪🏻💯🇺🇸Watched this today again three years later. We still talk about Mark 🙏 & i play his music... Learned SOOO much from him in such a short time. 🌹
Who the hell dislikes a video of a man who has lost his brother. You heartless people. I offer my condolences.
The Seal Gamer I will just think they gave a thumbs down because they are sad about mark.
yeah you need to chill, some people might just put a thumbs down because it's sad, not to intentionally be mean.
Some people view these type of videos as fishing for sympathy and attention.
@@Mr.A.1776 i was thinking that to i didnt want to like it
Hell yes brother
A man only truly dies when his name is spoken for the very last time...
damn dude thats so true. we must always remember them and all the good this they left behind
Word.
Isaac Ussery
Did you come up with that or did you get that from somewhere else because that is very very very good
@@CT-5736-Bladez I got it from somewhere else but I felt it would apply well here
You're absolutely right brother
Watching this again 3 years later doesn't make it any better. Mark was a fantastic personality.
I agree. I miss Mark's singing, he had a lovely voice.
I’m not sure how we ended up here but it was good in a hard way. Good to see Mark. This journey has been special. To be a part of a life.
😢
May he rest in peace. Even all those years later Matt's fans clearly remember him.
Same here, it just suddenly came up again in my playlist so I watched it again….the time goes fast, but in other ways it’s seems to stop. Loosing a very close loved one, it’s hard to explain…the world goes on around you, but you just stop, sometimes it feels like they don’t realise the grief of loosing a child, and you don’t understand how they can go in like north has happened, it’s such a weird feeling.
I have been missing my son so much, so to see this just come again, I had to watch.
I’m sure Marks wife and children miss him so very much, along with his parents, Matt and all his siblings, it’s such a different kind of grief when compared to other loved ones that have passed when they are older. To loose someone so young, with so many dreams and so much life in them still is so hard to wrap your head around.
Be at Peace Mark 💔🙏🏻🕊️
I know I'm 3 years late. Just ran across this video.
I'm 60. My first wife, she was 19, I was 18 when we married, at 25, I was blessed with a daughter, then, 1 year later, came that talk from the Dr. 5 years. 5 years she fought it. Then came that night. Me, alone with a 5 year old.
Bud. I understand your pain. I only spoke of my own life to let you know you are not alone.
I loved this video my brother.
You take care.
God be with you.
Please dont take this as an offense but I really respect you for still believing in god after all the things that happen. I just cant.
❤
@@CuteLalafellwhy do you even feel the need to say that?
@@TheOneWhoSimps Because freedom of speech
@@CuteLalafell Great excuse
“A man mourning doesn’t make him weak. It keeps him alive. Keeps his insides from becoming a funeral. When grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.”
Perfectly worded.
John Seal very nicely done
John Seal I guess my insides are dead my granddad passed away in Jan and I can’t seem to cope with it. I just tell
My self I’m okay a keep on moving. I cried for the 2nd time since his funeral after I read that quote. Thanks.
It take a strong person like Matt to deal with the pain of losing a brother 🖤
Never heard it put so well. 💙
Lost my wife recently to cancer left me with a 6 and 2 year old, my heart goes out to you and anyone else who’s gone through this. Keep strong bro 👍
I'm praying that Heavenly Father gives you comfort at this time . Psalm 147:3 3He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.
Keep going strong we are all here for you
ENCLAVE X I’m sorry about that man, I hope all goes well for you
Stay strong man and stay there for your kids❤️
Stay strong man. It wont be easy, but you keep pushing everyday, for you and the kids. Much love.
I know this video is 3 years old, but I'm sorry for your loss Matt. We all love you, please don't stop what you do! ❤
36 likes just shows how many people still care about Mark R.I.P.
@@virginiagrant5234 245 now
Popping up in my feed 3 years later…on the day we’re about to take my older brother off of life support. He didn’t have cancer..he decided he could no longer handle this world…My love and support goes out to anyone who has gone through loss and/or is going through the loss of a loved one ❤
So very sorry for your loss. I hope your brother found the peace he sought❤
My family sends our prayers and thoughts to you and yours!
My heart goes out to you and your family.
Im really sorry for your families loss. Ive lost several friends this way. ❤
God bless you and your families
God had a pencil
Mark had a hi-lighter
God drew the world
Mark made it brighter
Justin Fairchild bars
Justin Fairchild well said brotha well said
Underrated comment. Pls like this more this is creative and a FACT that he made it better
Well said
Well said
how did 2000 people dislike a man grieving the loss of his baby brother
They are called psychopath
And bots
bob bean maybe they dislike the fact that he passed, but they could just haters. you never know
People who dislike this video are most likely people who don’t fell right liking a video about the death of his brother, disliking it because they dislike that he died makes more sense to them
Maybe they don’t watch the video and just are haters who dislike every video they see. How can people be so heartless...
I at first also disliked the video, because indeed it feels kinda weird to "like" the fact that his brother died. But i switched over to "like" because i realised that it just hurts his channel.
2 years later still think that was a beautiful tribute to your brother mark❤️ may his soul rest in peace
I still miss Mark. He is still in my thoughts.
I like to think everyone who disliked this just thought they were disliking what happened to them
I hope so
@Joseph Gabriele 2.1k of em? Doubt it
@Joseph Gabriele more likely that about 90% has an account. Most people watch on their phones and there is an app pre installed and the people that watch on their computers normally make an account and log in once and are logged in forever
Joseph Gabriele it’s Bc the trump hats
Its probably because he monetized the video. Folks generally dislike that.
The worst pain is losing a family member...
Especially to cancer !!!
no its not
@@eresunpopo6594 it is one of the worst pains losing a family member
I guess you all never stepped on lego pieces
Dr. Ziegler I mean if you’ve never had a splinter in your urethra or if your phemour had been cut and had put car antifreeze on it but 🤷🏻♂️
It's crazy that after 2 years I watch this again and it hits me so hard. I hope his family is doing well
Well, you can watch it again by getting this notif
Sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my mom & sister to cancer plus my dad died of brain cancer on my 6th birthday I wish ur family the best
Matt, thank you so much for sharing this… As a pastor I know how hard this is for you. But it honored his legacy for you to share this with us.
I am literally weeping with you.
“It’s not goodbye, it’s see you later”
but how later
Trembling Turtle when they meet in heaven dude
Trembling Turtle research the afterlife, I highly recommend it. It makes life so much more enjoyable. Afterlife is now backed by science and an abundance of evidence.
@@halo3rat504 why you die u go to heaven like
U only go to heaven if ur a good Christian ✝️ though
2020 has already literally been the worst year in decades.
OfficialTRiL that statement is relative. It hasn’t been a bad year at for me, & I pray that anyone who’s going through a hard or rough time that they can overcome it through the grace of God.
I dunno, 1918 was pretty bad...
Facts
Ditto
Don’t be ignorant, 80 million people died from 1939-1945.
God knows, that’s why he brought him back home for the last of his time. Hope things are getting better for your family.
Matt, I just want to let you know how sorry I am so see that you lost your little brother. I’ve only recently started watching CZcams pretty often again so I’m just now seeing this. I lost my dad 13 years ago to cancer so I know how tough it is to lose your best friend like that. I also want to let you know how happy it truly makes my heart to know that y’all are all saved and know Jesus as your lord and savior. I was sitting here watching this video thinking the entire time how I hoped that he was saved so that he would now be in heaven completely healed of his illness and celebrating with Jesus now. I love ya man and I hope that you keep comin with all your awesome videos that spread so much joy for others.
❤
Cancer is so unfair, such a kick ass brother man. Rest In Peace Mark.
He was cool as fuck
You want unfair? Try being a pig in a slaughterhouse! I'm sure eating them is why he got cancer in the first place 😂
Gotdisgotdat Entertainment animals are on earth for a reason lol we have to eat some how
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 Plants are alive too, it's not fair killing and eating plants. You should stop eating, anything. Water isn't alive so I guess drinking water is ok.
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 stfu
I hate that his kids are going to grow up without their father but its good to know that he has a strong family to be there for his wife and kids.
Joel Ferguson Mark made several videos with his kids in the past 3 months.
but the good news is also that they will have God in the great support of their family and Matt
Amen, so sorry for their loss good people all the way
Joel Ferguson yeah this world is terrible the worst stuff happens to the best people
one thing is they will have has videos
MATT! I'm so sorry bro! After all these years of being on CZcams, Mark just popped up on my feed out of nowhere! I binge-watched all his videos and saw your face.
Listen to him talk and his mannerisms like, "he reminds me of someone." it made sense when I saw you
I haven't lost siblings, but I have lost 2 of my children. That is enough for several lifetimes. I am keeping you, your family, and his wife and children in my prayers for strength and healing..
I've been subbed to your Demolition Ranch and Vet channel since 2013. I'm an Army Vet and love what you do! I have my undergrad, and I'm finishing up my masters in Theology. I'd there ya anything I can do I'm here! 🙏🏽
So sorry for your loss Matt. I understand what you are going through. My wife and I lost our son in an auto accident on 10/29/23. He was only 24 years old and unlike your situation, we had no time to prepare. My son was the one who introduced me to your Demolition Ranch videos which are always entertaining. I pray that God sends angels of comfort to you and your family and leaves you only with happy memories.
The Demolitia is behind you.
RIP Mark
Power to your family Matt, from Germany
Prayers from Southern Germany🙏🏼
Sorry Matt, Mark was a great dude. Watched his channel and his journey. Love and strength to you and yours. RIP Mark.
😢😢Praying from goliad Tx 😢😢 RIP Mark
Can’t believe he’s been gone so long now, seems like yesterday: we miss him Matt. We all do!
I really feel what your going through right now.
My best friend died 1 year ago and he was like a brother for me.
We went to school together and we had up and downs but we‘ve always been best friends.
I know what you went through and i am so sorry for you
It's so sad that he gone left his baby's behind man that shit made me cry
Bots
So long? It's been 6monthes...........
@@AquaticPro-xu5lx Found the Grinch!
I lost my younger brother in 2010 and think about him all the time. Guess that never goes away. Thank you for sharing this montage and especially the baptism sequence. Just discovered your channel and am enjoying it very much! Thank you.
I feel for all you have gone through, so glad you got to spend such quality time with him. My husband thankfully is a very current, cancer survivor and we pray it stays that way. Sharing your story is very kind of you. Thank you for all the videos you make for us!! God bless you Matt
My brother drowned right in front of me and I couldnt get to him. He was my only brother between mom and dad. He was more of a father to me than my father. He taught me what I know. I love you brother, I'll see you next time.
That is really sad
:-(
Rip
That’s sad 😢 what happened ?
@@golfguy6071 if you read the comment it says he drowned
"We have everything here, except for family, and that's all that matters."
God, that hit me like a punch to the gut.
Recently moved from California to Colorado, I'm 19 and this is my first time being out of state, living alone, and being away from my family (specifically my mom) for more than 2 days, let me tell you, I LOVE COLORADO and wish I could positively say I'm never gonna leave, but Everytime I start thinking about family all I think about is how I wanna go back to California.
@@firmfire2385 I'm the opposite. I'm originally colorado but I enlisted in the marines and I'll tell you, the hardest part is not being able to be with them. My brother enlisted too and is in California while I'm on the east coast. I probably wont see him for 3 years or more
@@calebwatson7909 first let me start by saying thank you for the sacrifices you've already made and are going to continue to make. I have great respect for anyone who risks there own life and/or goes out of the way to protect someone they have no true obligation towards, thank you. I hope to be joining the national guard soon, but wow, that's even harder iv thought about what it's going to be like when I join, at least before all the covid stuff, I could have just went over and visited my mom, when your serving you can't just leave when ever you want, but know everything your doing for yourself has to be done and will always be worth it in the end, family is very important but your own well being and future are more important
17:45 you can tell how Matt’s demeanor is. Because he knew all the struggles his brother was going through and knew that there was nothing he could do
Very sad
I am sitting here balling for like the 4th time. For some reason I feel a need to come back and watch this to keep his legacy going. He deserved so much more. And this is how I try to honor that. People at work tomorrow are gonna wonder why my face is so puffy but I don’t care. Mark was a man of God and had a heart of love. He is so missed.
Don't worry about crying.
“Frankly, any man who doesn’t cry scares me a little bit,” Gen'l Norman Schwarzkopf
My father always said only real men show there tears and wear flowered shirts
This is true but sometimes the tears just don't flow but all of us guys no matter what always feel sad and Hart broken at some point or another and no matter what every man sheds a tear at some point
@@andre_dabs9492 genius comment lung person
Watering your eye's Only washes out the dirt 💦👀💦 good for some and a nightmare for others
You will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.
Man youre gonna make me tear up
You will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory
This is so real. Great comment.
Memories Are Forever
Right you are. I have always said you can't get those times back. Spend as much time as you can with those you love and care about because you never know when times up.
Thank you for sharing, recently went through something similar and I appreciate you showing us how cool your bro is, it’s hard to express how wonderful someone is and how much they’ve been a part of who and how you are. It is like losing and limb, your left with ghost pains.
I've never cried more for a random person who I don't even know. RIP Mark. You seemed like a great guy and my heart breaks for your family. Rest Easy.
Prayers brother, I lost my sister about 4 years ago. She was 23. That pain really never leaves. Thinking about you
R.I.P
I lost mine this summer she was 24 with 2 kids
Amen
Ya I lost my papa from cancer and my grandma from cancer I frikin hate that crap
Good man.
I made it until his daughters prayer before crying and now I can't stop.
I don't have words.
Prayers for peace for your whole family.
Same man.
Chance Carlton yes! That’s when I lost it too!
Awww Damn I don't wanna see that part.......😢
I made it all the way to the end with only a tear or two........ When they all got baptized together I cried like a baby.
Same here
I am sorry for everyone's loss with the passing of Mark. I just in the last month or so came across your channel again after a period of time in my life that became full of emotions and brought me to the finding of my path with Christ. I'm glad I am here again. I too lost my brother about 11 years ago to his self-battles and though the pain never truly goes away, happiness has come from it as well. As time passes the sadness remains, however great memories that seemed small at the time come back to light bringing a smile to everyone's face. You always say at the end of your videos "I love ya", well, brother, we all love you all too. I know watching you and your family grow has brought laughter to me and my kiddos with every single video, even this one. The outro had me laughing and tearing up at the same time. With love from your Nothern neighbors in Tulsa Oklahoma, Godspeed.
I've been thinking about Marks passing here lately , I didn't personally know him but followed his channel till the very end, I'm glad Jackie and the kids are doing as well as can be expected, I know this is still weighing heavy on your dads heart as I have no doubt it is yours as well , I find it pretty amazing that 3 years later there are still people donating to the gofundme account. I hope things get easier in time , keep strong and cherish all those memories!
how can you be this invovled in this ive also watch demo ranch but this isnt your family dont cry over pilet milk
@@Gniggaaa dont worry about it Mr Gnigga! I real human with a little compassion for others have the ability to feel for people other than their own family members. since we are all brothers and sisters through God we are all family! so I wont cry over "Pilet milk" (whatever that is) but I would recommend you don't try to drink it either.
"They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time." - Always Remember.
That is a quote from jhonny cash right?
Everyone who dislikes this, I believe, is saying that they’re upset this happened.. Prayers to you and your family Matt
Jordin Taylor Yeah, I have no idea wether to like or dislike....
ye i dont know if to like or dislike this video
Drunken Storytellin’ I am so sorry for you
Liking the video helps Matt out more. Means he can help Mark's kids
Jordin, I did not dislike this. I liked it for the way Matt put together this celebration video of Mark's existence and his love for him. It has touched me deeply. God only takes the best at such a young age. Remember, in life, God gives us love, the things we love, He lends us.
Hey matt this video popped up 3 years later for some reason and it still hits just as hard as it did the day it was dropped 3 years must feel like forever but at the same time feels like yesterday. Its the holiday season and i hope everyone is doing well
this is beautiful. Anyone would be super lucky to have brothers like you guys. Love from Toronto and I will keep all of you in my prayers. God bless
It’s not often you cry, laugh, feel pain, feel love, and then repeat all that over again in a video. Your Brother was a heck of a man. I watched his channel and to say i will miss it is an understatement. When Mark decided to document his battle with Cancer, i thought for the first time someone would document it and get it done right. Mark excelled, he didn’t hold back, and he partied till he couldn’t! The entire time he did it with grace, love, and honesty. Mark beat the hell out of cancer. See, our rewards are in Heaven with God. So Mark is and always will be in your heart and head, he has just gone ahead to prepare a place for the family. Mark left behind a wife and 2 beautiful babies. But with you and the Carriker Army, they will know Mark. You all were raised by incredible parents who instilled values and love. It’s always so hard loosing family and friends, but one day we will all reunite. Mark loves you. Your his original Homie! Keep family close and God closer. Check on your Momma and Dad. Love like never before, and always remember to laugh. Y’all had the same laugh....but in the words of a wise man, always remember, we love ya....only he would say, always remember, I love ya!
I couldn't have say it better
Nobody could!!
For a grown man who also happens to be a firefighter and doesn't express emotions too much, this honestly made me cry with knowing the pain Matt had to go through losing a close relative to cancer. Mark had a beautiful life, family, and a caring big brother that everyone wishes they could have. Rest in Peace Mark, we will never forget you.
Couldn’t have said that any better myself
When I die I want to do it with the grace and internal peace that Mark had. My Sister In Law died on Dec 23rd 2019 from cancer and she also had strength of faith and passed peacefully leaving two little angles aged 4 and 6 for my brother to care for with the assistance of my family members. Texas Families are strong. We love the Carrikers and as a fellow Texan living abroad for the last 11 years your family is my almost daily dose of "home" and even though you dont know us we love ya'll. This is why i really want to do something nice for ya'll to remember Mark by. I will send you some love soon. #tacticaladventurerthailand
One year later and this is still hitting hard
Fr
Yea :(
Love u Matt I'm sorry for your lost even tho it's a year it's sill hard
I found his channel not long after this it seems. I have been watching for a little while. I didn't know until today, seeing this randomly in a suggested section.
Same here…
I lost my step-dad to cancer in 2003, I was 16 and it crushed me because he was a better father to me than my own was. I watched this originally when it was first posted and I have watched it many times over the years just because I admire the tribute you were able to make for your brother, I wish I had that because it helps with the grieving process. After losing my grandfather in 2019 (the last good male role model in my life) I still come back to this video to help remember that we all go through rough times and I'm not alone in my grief, thanks for posting this and going through it with us.
Loved, loved, loved this video… especially the footage in the vw!!!So many beautiful tributes of a lifetime of deep, strong love worthy of respect!! (Crying because you lost a loved one means you ARE tough!!! Feeling and healing is most definitely a journey of courage and vulnerability that is rough and tough!!!). Thinking of you and those that loved your brother so dearly.
He was such a positive guy even with his cancer he always had a smile mat
Sorry for your loss and will pray for you
Whoever disliked doesn’t know what it’s like to lose someone.
I Kno what it's like it's really sad really sad
I think the people who disliked it we're meaning that they disliked that he passed away I don't necessarily think that they actually dislike the video.
Quentin Batiste I do I lost my dad
I’ve lost many close and distant relatives
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I’ve watched this video before and the moment they all get baptized always makes tears flow. God bless you all.
What a precious honor to your brother! Thank you for sharing his story with us…..
Damn I’ve never cried over someone I don’t know personally
Parker Vavrick same here
I fell this 100 percent
Me to friend
Sooo thats were that dont tell mere frase came from!!!!! I feel like mark was a cool uncle i never meet in person and mr matt feels about tha same!!!!
Me to,iam from Vienna-this hurts ! R.i.p.
In 1967 during my second tour in Vietnam I lost my little brother, best friend, and my Father in the same month. It left an emptiness I still feel today. My regret I never got home for the funerals. Hang in there Matt.
Thank you for your service I feel bad
💙 thank you for your service Ron.
That is a lot to digest. Wish you the best
Wow for your age you definitely kept up with the tech
Thank you for your service sir, I appreciate you thinking this countrie’s life through and being a soldier, hero, brother
From Britain, thx for your service to your country
This just popped into my feed. I remember watching this when it was released. I know how it is to lose someone. Even years later when they pop into your head it still hurts. Stay strong brother 💪🏼
Watching this again years later, popped up into my feed. Just want to say again, all love going to you and your family. A day passes, a year passes, a decade passes, the sorrow of losing a Brother doesn't pass. Love you to the end of the earth and back. Hope you see him in the next run.
This man is sharing some of his most cherished memories that he had with his brother why is there over 800 dislikes?
Randy Osborne actually it’s fucked
Absolute disgrace some people are unbelievable
Sometimes I'll accidentally hit the dislike on a video, and with two million views I reckon most of these are just that, accidents.
Antony Powell or misunderstood people that “dislike” cancer or something
Bet it’s because of the thumbnail
When siblings die, they take some of our childhood with them. I'm so sorry that you now know this pain.
Im just happy coming back to this 3 years later the segment on your outro with your brother and the ATVs is still there.
Saddest thing I've seen in a looonnng time. So sorry for you and your whole family. Such a good soul gone too soon.
This doesnt feel real. I'm sitting here in my truck, just got finished with work and I'm tearing up about to cry because I cant believe what has happened. Matt, I'm so sorry for your loss. I cant imagine what it's like to lose a brother. I wish there was something more I could do to support you in this dark time than hitting a button on youtube. I wish you and your family the best. Stay strong Matt. ❤
Edit: As I reach the end of this video, I'm now crying like a baby, this is my favorite channel and family on CZcams and watching these videos makes me feel like I have a second family. I cant express enough how much you Matt and your family bring joy to my life with these videos. I'm glad Mark is now with the lord in peace and no longer suffering.
I love you and we'll see you next time. 👋❤
Your nice
@@kyeyoung556 yes
Real men don't cry
@@MiamiViceNarcThey do. And small boys make comments like yours.
When his daughter said prayer..... That hit hard. The world lost a good father...
I teared up at that part I could barely hold it back
I just saw this. You are a great brother! Thank you for letting us in on your personal life. May God bless you and your family
Hugs!❤️ It is so hard. Lost my daughter 7 years ago and our son one year ago.
They are always with us in our hearts❤️
It’s so difficult to loose a child, we lost our 18yr old son, but the grief never leaves, you just learn to get through the days without them in it. So sorry for your loss too…..loosing 2 children would be unbearable……💔🙏🏻🕊️
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
L H
That’s deep
PETER PIPER literally
L H That's so beautiful!!💜✝️💜
Yes life is a school we ought to learn everyday to keep from evil not drown and move with power shalom
👍🏻👏🏼
I lost my brother in 2009, never go a day without thinking about him. It gets easier.
Sorry to hear that bro take it easy
lol noob
@@bugziethesquirrel3756 thanks bro
So sorry man... ❤
Sorry to hear brother 🙏🏼
I cry (as always) when I see baptisms. But THIS.... you , dad, Mark....was so amazing!! You'll see him again❤
Our prayers go out to your family, unfortunately we know your pain too well. Lost both of my little brother's just in the last few years. We watched your videos together for years, so I watched them to remember. I thank you and your family for the strength and the memories God bless.
Sorry for your loss. I lost my wife to cancer when she was 31. Our kids were 4 and 1 when she died. She will be gone 5 years this June. I never cried for any reason until I lost her. It has been tough raising 2 little girls. Those kids will need you now and in the future.
Good luck mate all the best
Shelby Offrink I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Stay strong for your girls, you have to. I’m sorry they will grow up without a mother. Good luck to you
I lost my wife to cancer too. Hearing your story gives me hope. I feel like my life is not the same at all. Although I pulled myself together finally, I still smoke a lot of weed and I get fucked up drunk sometimes. All stuff I never really did before she died. I mean just my whole mindset changed. I was a sharp guy with no tattoos and had a stable job and everything but now it’s like I can’t get a grip. That was her role. How to guide me through life. She meant everything to me more than anyone could ever really understand. Most likely the same how you felt about yours. I want to have kids one day and be a father. At the end of the day all I ever want to be is a father to take care of my children and to be a wonderful husband one day. Seems like my entire life went in a spiral just for me to realize my only existence in this world is to be a magnificent father and husband. I cried hysterically every day for years. Now it’s almost the 4th year she has been gone. Finally now I’ve started to kinda get a grip on what’s important to me again. I still have dreams and nightmares about her suffering in the hospital in her final days. But those are just my own demons. I know one day it will be okay enough for me to get by. I just pray and hope that I finally get a grip again and keep it that way. I can not afford to die or lose now.
so sorry for your loss
Not gonna lie, that last sentence made me tear up
I saw Mark’s wife give the final update the other day. I was waiting for your post as I knew you would honor your brother when you were ready to share. This was a wonderful tribute to Mark. I am so sorry for your loss Matt. Your entire family is such an inspiration. You are such a great example of a strong and loving family. Thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family. Rest In Peace Mark.
I would have commented but you have covered everything
I can’t imagine the loss you feel I watched some of your brothers shows and I really enjoyed them we have to believe that there is a better place and may God be with him
I just saw this. I am so sorry for your big loss. It is a good thing that his whole family is there for his! 🥰
"Doctor said he ain't got long
He just smiled said bring it on
Well if you think I'm scared
You got me all wrong
No a little cancer can't break me
My heart's right and I believe
We all hit our knees
And started prayin'
Naw he never gave up
Said the good Lord's waitin'
And that's one hell of an amen
That's the only way to go
Fightin' the good fight
Til the good Lord calls you home
So be well my friend
'Til I see you again
Yeah this is our last goodbye
It's a hell of an amen" -Brantley Gilbert
We are here for you Matt the Demolitia stands by its leader. Your family will be in my prayers. I now you will see your brother again.
Brantly gilbert just might make this happy
RIP mark. I couldn't imagine loosing one of my siblings. Especially as the eldest. You're stronger than I could've been. Proud of you. Keep at it.
Official GOD BLESS TEXAS moment at 18:20! AGGIE family to AGGIE family you and yours will constantly be in my prayers. Just want you to know that even tho we have never met I am reflecting on your brothers life and keeping him in my thoughts and in my prayers! Tell the good Lord Gig Em! For all of us Mark.
I know how you feel. I lost my oldest sister to cancer last August. I just lost my middle sister 2 weeks ago. Only 3 of us left now.
Such an incredible tribute to your brother, especially for his kids.
It's important to go through the 7 stages of grief. No matter how much you want to believe you are ok, those stages will catch up to you sooner or later.
My spouse died 10 years ago this month, his kids were 14 & 17. I so wish we had videos for us to remember him better.
Just lost my ex to cancer and I can’t tell you how much it hurts to hear this , my love and condolences to your familia 💙
Dont know if you'll even see this but take as long as needed of a break. Everyone understands that you need time and you and his family are in our prayers.
triplenote 1000% agree
As sad a Mark’s passing is, I smiled and actually teared up when all three of you were baptized.
I made it all the way thru. Got to the baptism, cried the whole rest of the video. All my love to Matt and the family.
Just found your channel today and became a friend, was on your brother's channel today first, from a recommendation. Sorry for the loss of your brother, my condolences. I am recently diagnosed with bile duct cancer cholangiocarcinoma. I am getting to know Mark and family through his videos. HUGS and GOD bless us everyone
First time I've seen the vids about Mark and it wasn't hard to work out he was a great dude,brother,partner,son and father and i left a like on each of the vids as a mark of my respect and love.
Dear Matt, Mere and kiddos, Jackie and their children, your folks, siblings; his parents-in-law, siblings-in-law as well as many other dear family members and friends of Mark's, following the devastating news of his passing. Times like these leave me searching for words of wisdom and comfort. My thoughts, prayers, boundless grief and endless support are with you at this unimaginable time. I am so very sorry for your loss.
xo Heather🇨🇦
I miss mark , his personality was second to none. He’s in heaven looking down at us while riding a tractor and shooting a flamethrower.
I'm sorry man, I couldn't even imagine losing my a sibling. I'm close to most of mine. But you'll get through this. And his family. He's watching over them in heaven. He'll keep y'all safe. Death is not a bad thing. It's life, and y'all see him again. Hopefully not for a very very long time. But focus on the good times. I'm praying for y'all!
Dont forget he is also making sure the tire is running nice by giving it the good once over with the hammer and wrench
So sorry for your loss 😢 we know you’ll do amazing helping raise those beautiful kids. Keep the memories alive.
I have never watched a 30 minute video of a stranger that i accidently clicked on. Man much love, keep your head up. Your brother seems like a kick ass dude (i speak in the present tense because that man is still here with you!)
In memory of Mark lets get Mark's CZcams channel "homemade every thing " let's Get him past 1 million subs
It's in the description second link
Ok demolitia let's mobilize
Come on guys we have got to do it
Who is that going to help if nobody is uploading?
Blake Luhn just subbed 🙏🏽 god bless his fam🥺
"Doctor said he ain't got long
He just smiled said bring it on
Well if you think I'm scared
You got me all wrong
No a little cancer can't break me
My heart's right and I believe
We all hit our knees
And started prayin'
Naw he never gave up
Said the good Lord's waitin'"
-Brantley GIlbert "One Hell of an Amen"
"party 'til we can't"
OnyxLeigion I love that song
Listened to the song a million times. You just changed how I hear it. Thank you.
I follow Your channel you have really great channel. It's going on 10yrs since my sister passed away from ovarian cancer it's now going on 2yrs now since my wife was diagnosed with a rare cancer. My deepest condolences may Mark rest easy.
You're a hell of a strong man Matt!! It's terrible that such bad things happen to such good people. You are your family are awesome people in my opinion.
A man dies when he’s truly forgotten by all
A man dies when a man dies
FeaR ViSoNz westworld
Wouldn't it make more sense for it to be 'a man truly dies when he's forgotten by all' idk just sounds better
Lads come on pack it in, this guy gives his life to entertain people and put smiles on faces. No need to comment silly things. My heart goes out to you buddy ❤️
That quote is the whole definition of the movie coco
Mark will be missed.....the demolitia lost a great man
Sorry Matt, praying for your family
My brother was killed in Iraq. I know exactly how it feels to lose a brother too young. I’m sorry you and yours are going through this. Rest easy
so sorry for you. may he rest in eternal peace 🙏🙏
🙏🇺🇸❤️🙏 So sorry and may he rest in heaven. So many fallen on behalf of our country.
I really am truly so, so sorry for your loss. Mark is an inspiration to us all. Such a great man. God Bless you and your family 🙏
Don’t rush making any vids take your time to bring yourself back together we all know that you won’t lose any subs RIP 🙏🙏🙏
Exactly
Facts 🙏🙏🙏
Facts
😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 God bless you and your family in this time sorry for your lose
Im honestly not a soft person but whenever his little girl was saying the prayer it hit me. I never really comment either but my condolences go out to you.
"Im honestly not a soft person"... You just joined the rest of the cry babies on this channel.
Genio Cristo bro that’s brutal man. He is literally offering support to Matt.
Genio Cristo bro stfu.
Did you have a bad day?
You know this is fake right lmao
Genio Cristo oh so you think you hard huh? I’d have you washing my clothes in the pen using red m&m’s for lipstick
Prayers for u brother I've been a huge supporter of ur channel and understand wen u need a moment to urself and family u go for it
I love your love for your brother I watched the entire video it hit me deeply it was really hard for me to watch it so hard so hard but mat I need to watch it . Good bless you brother, your and your entire family.
Rest in peace Mark. His wife had me teary eyed the other day when she told everyone that he passed. Sorry for your loss Matt.
Think her video was incredibly brave and yeah I was in tears watching it along with this one
You guys weren't alone, my Monitor got very blurry watching Jaci.
Not gonna lie, I was crying at first but those tears quickly turned into a smile and laughs. That's what Mark was all about. Being happy, and by God he was until the very last day. That's how we all think of him, matt. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Your father did a damn good job.
My ❤ goes out for you and your family! Praying for peace and strength ❤ Love all your videos of all your friends & family❤ love from Ohio❤
My hubby kept his stash. 💞💪🏻💯🇺🇸Watched this today again three years later. We still talk about Mark 🙏 & i play his music... Learned SOOO much from him in such a short time. 🌹