mxmtoon - feelings are fatal

mxmtoon's second album rising is out now! stream or download rising here: mxmtoon.ffm.to/...
the full version of "something." thank you for all the love on "something" as well, the track was an experiment at first as I had never really been open about my feelings in that sense before with my lyrics and music, it made me really relieved to see that i wasn't the only person feeling the way i did. i hope this song can give people solace in the fact that they aren't alone in feeling this way either, thank you for all the love and support. i really don't deserve it
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lyrics:
I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I’d do anything
For you for you
It’s always for you
And never or me
I need it to stop
So let me tell you please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
but I can’t tell you
that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that i’ve tried
But opening up
Means trusting others
And that’s just too much,
I don’t want to bother
So I’ll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it’s not healthy
But you won’t hear a peep
Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)