A video about "nothing in particular" that became a full vlog about my psychology, atheism, & sleep

How I've been doing, sleep deprivation, final therapy session with my old psychologist, the impulse to vlog, an update on my art studio, streamlining my creative setup, how my school failed me, how my childhood differed from my well-adjusted brother's, consequences I faced after coming out atheist in a Catholic family, and some obvious things my parents have neglected about my disabled brother's experience that I've had to fix because despite my own lack of feeling, I still apparently have more empathy than them.
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