This is the link to the place i downloaded the musical from Edit: something happened to the file in the link and the google drive so i used gofile gofile.io/d/PJOP3G
I like how this has NOTHING to do with why Noel should be the one to get revivified. Did not understand the assignment, but he's doing his own thing and we love to see it.
i think in a way it's him saying he doesn't wanna get revived. he didn't feel at home in his life, and like Mischa says later, this is a much more tragic end for him, which is actually what he would have wanted. like Space Age Bachelor Man, it's a song about what he wanted to be, not what he can be. actually if you think about it, none of there songs were about why they should go back except for Ocean and Jane. Noel's Lament is about the romanticised character Noel has created of himself in his head that he'll never get to be, Talia is about Mischa longing for unachievable love, Sugarcloud is about Constance realising how much life meant now that she's dead and about how she's glad she died, and Space Age Bachelor Man is about Ricky wanting to make a real impact in the way the people around him always made him feel like he couldn't (something that I, as an autistic person, really relate to personally). What The World Needs is about why Ocean getting revived is the right choice logistically, but the Ballad of Jane Doe is about why Jane getting revived is the right choice morally, and in that sense What The World Needs and The Ballad of Jane Doe are identically different in a way that none of the other songs quite are. also i thought your comment was very funny :)
@@juniperberryyyy tbh I fell like Mischa’s songs also give a reason for him to go back. We see in his introduction and monologue that his life is terrible and that he has become the angriest boy in town because of that, and “This song is awesome” shows us that he actually has a healthy way of letting out his anger, not once is he shown as aggressive (verbally yes but he is European so🤷♀️). And in Talia we see that he is the only one in the group that has established hopes and derrames, and that he was close to making his life better, even if Talia was a catfish, he would be back in his country and could re start his life for the better (without his adoptive parents and all that). Ocean is de right choice logically, Jane Doe morally, but Mischa is the right choice sentimentally. He was probably the safest choice in my opinion (yes he is an alcoholic at 17, and he did stole wine and give it to his 9 or 10 yo cousin but we all have flaws lol). We know Ocean is the most achieved girl in town, but she doesn’t mention once what she would do if she came back to life, she would most likely go into politics or law (in my opinion) but we know that girl isn’t the most empathetic person ever and that she almost always puts her self and her image. And they had no way of knowing that Jane Doe would be going back to a good life or that she was even a good person. OMG I WROTE SO MUCH SORRY it’s just I really love Mischa and his story
@@juniperberryyyy I think it’s because Karnak is controlling the narrative. Ocean sings her song before knowing about the unanimous vote, so she insults everybody, as if to show that just cause you are super achieved it does mean that you are more deserving of life than others. Ricky and Noel songs show how the weren’t happy with their lives so there is no point in bringing them back. Constance sings about how she enjoyed dying and that she is somewhat happy she died in some way. Jane Doe’s song is basically “Hey I kinda would like to know who I am and I am sad/angry that I just died and no one can tell me who I am”. And I think that Talia is different from all the other songs because it doesn’t seem like Mischa is in control, it’s like Karnak is mocking him, as if saying “You wont be chosen, this is as close as you are gonna get to meeting Talia”. Every one is dressed in what I’m guessing is traditional Ukrainian clothing and dancing all happily. It feels like he is showing Mischa what his dream wedding would be like, leading to Mischa realizing he won’t get to experience it unless he comes back, but as he is kind and empathetic he doesn’t act like Ocean and tries to convince the others he should be chosen. Plus when Karnak ask them if the would like to see what would happen if Mischa and Talia were to meet, he is pretty much stating that he won’t get to experience that. It’s sad because as the audience you may be routing for him and the story itself tells you it won’t be him who goes back
I love that his number is the gay kid romanticizing being poor in a Kender and Ebb show because they don't know the weight of Cabaret or Chicago and just like the sexy smokey fosse aesthetic. (Speaking from experience) They nailed this on the head. It gives off the energy of "sexy french depression" from crazy ex-girlfriend. I love the melodramatic energy
the part at 4:38 is very important. noel is romanticizing being that "fucked up girl" while the back vocals are showing the truth "broken heart, teeth all stained of nicotine, shattered dreams," [lyrics rearranged just to fit]
It's not like he doesn't know those truths. He wanted chaos and drama in his life, and he took being called "depressing" as a compliment. He knows what he wants.
I think he romanticized how tragic Monique's life was, every bit of it, how she never found love, how awful her life was, he specified how she got addicted to opium and stayed in a 'rat infested Chinese dive' and then got typhoid flu from neglecting herself, he wanted to experience every bit of her life because the drama, trauma, and tragedy was more interesting than being a gay kid in a small canadian town.
that one part near the end where Mischa lifts Ocean to help her off of the stage like she’s a toddler that’s scared to get off a playground on their own and needs their parent to help them down
Being poor for the aesthetic is very me when I had the patience to watch old films as 13, not really getting the strong anti capitalist messages in films LMAOO
4:25 never watched the musical but this part gives me very gender and it's so good. Like everything, the girl, the boys in the back and the little dance.
let's take a moment to appreciate the amount of strength it takes to move as fluidly as kholby does here, plus doing it while singing and everything looking effortless
NOEL: In my life, I was Noel Gruber who worked at Taco Bell in Uranium City, Saskatchewan. But in my dreams I played a different role. I was Monique Gibeau in post-war France! A HOOKER WITH A HEART OF BLACK CHARCOAL I WRITE POEMS TO BURN BY FIRELIGHT DRINK CHAMPAGNE AND GUZZLE GIN GOOD GIRLS CALL ME "THE TOWN BICYCLE" DON'T KNOCK IT 'TIL YOU’VE TRIED MY LIFE OF SIN OH, CLAUDE, MY PIMP, KNOWS NEVER MESS WITH ME LAST PRICK DID THAT FADED QUICK TO BLACK I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO FIND HIM, OFFICERS BUT IF YOU DO, PLEASE MENTION THAT I'D LIKE TO HAVE RETURNED THE PRETTY KNIFE THAT I STUCK TEN TIMES IN HIS BACK! [Sips, swallows.] FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL NOEL AND CHOIR: A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT NOEL: I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL [Instrumental] NOEL: HE SAID, "I THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU" I'VE HEARD THAT LIE A MILLION TIMES BEFORE OH, TONIGHT I GIVE IN TO THE FANTASY TAKE LOVE WHEN YOU CAN, WHEN YOU'RE A WHORE FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL SO NOW I SELL MY LOVE FOR OPIUM IN SOME RAT-INFESTED CHINESE DIVE AT NIGHT I BURN MYSELF WITH CIGARETTES JUST TO SOMEHOW PROVE I'M STILL ALIVE EIGHT MONTHS LATER I CATCH TYPHOID FLU KICKED OUT, I SEE THE UGLY LIGHT OF DAY DYING IN AN ALLEY, A PRIEST KNEELS DOWN TO ME- RICKY (as priest, in French accent): "My child, do you have any final words to the Lord you'd like to say?" NOEL (as Monique, in French accent): "Oui. Tell Him that, like Him, I choose to burn out rather than fade away!" FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT MY LIFE’S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT MY LIFE’S ONE NEVER ENDING CARNIVAL NOEL AND CHOIR: A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT NOEL: I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL I WANNA BE THAT FUCKED UP (ad-libbing, riffing) GIRL... OCEAN/CONSTANCE: BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA NOEL: IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM... OCEAN/CONSTANCE: IF HE COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM..! NOEL/OCEAN/CONSTANCE: I'D BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL! MISCHA/RICKY: Hey!
also, I love that the comedy in this song seems to come from the overdramaticness of this archetype, not the overplayed "haha look he's dressing up as a girl and kissing guys" that's just in too many musicals
4:42 “Broken heart, a flask of gin Tattooed with a safety pin Teeth all stained with nicotine Running nylons, shattered dreams Super crusty, holy terror Wild eyes and black mascara”
showed this to a friend because i said he was my favorite character and she had no idea about the musical, so end of story she’s obsessed with the musical now
HE'S SO GENDER I'M SCREAMING. I relate to this so hard because I often fantasize about being a male drug dealer who lives a life of crime, always in danger, not scared of anything, the only thing he confides in is himself and occasionally a woman who stays over for drinks. His life sucks, but at least I can have some semblance of a life as him compared to mine. :/
@@gvnlessktchn honestly i could see this song being in eial or maybe even in the normal album since the normal album has that musical vibe to it, maybe if it has more jazz to it it could be a ww song :0
i know nothing about this musical orher then its about people dying from a carnival and the concept of being revived in someway but LORD this song is so good
I want to learn Jane's dance at 4:41 but I can't find any videos with anyone doing it so I can't 🫠 So looks like I gotta learn myself :) Edit: I have done it
HERES THE LYRICS BECUASE I NEEED THAT LINK in my life i was noel gruber who worked at the taco bell in uranium city, saskatchewan but+ in my dreams, i played a different role i was monique garbot in post+war france [singing] a hooker with a heart of black charred coal i write poems to burn by fire light drink champagne and guzzle gin good girls call me the town bicycle don’t knock it till you’ve tried my life of sin oh claude my pimp knows never mess with me last pr+ck did that faded quick to black i have no idea where to find him, officers+ but if you do please mention that i’d like to have returned the pretty knife that i stuck 10 times in his back for i sing songs until the break of dawn i embrace a new man every night my life’s one never ending carnival a world of loosy+floozy flashing light i want to be that f+cked up girl he said i zink i am in love i’ve heard that lie a million times before oh, but tonight i give in to the fantasy take love when you can, when you’re a wh0re for i sing songs until the break of dawn i embrace a new man every night my life’s one never ending carnival a world of loosy+floozy flashing light i want to be that f+cked up girl so now i sell my love for opium in some rat infested chinese (?) at night i burn myself with cigarettes just to somehow prove i’m still alive eight months later i catch typhoid flu kicked out i see the ugly light of day dying in an alley, a priest kneels down to me+ [in french accent] “my child do you have any final words to the lord you’d like to say?” “oui” “tell him i chose to burn out rather than fade away” for i sing songs until the break of dawn i embrace a new man every night my life’s one never ending carnival a world of loosy+floozy flashing light for i sing songs until the break of dawn i embrace a new man every night my life’s one never ending carnival a world of loosy+floozy flashing light i want to be that f+cked up girl to be that f+cked up girl i’d be that f+cked up girl
![Noel’s Lament [Official Audio] from Ride the Cyclone The Musical featuring Kholby Wardell](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/6LHl3JWSYAo/mqdefault.jpg)
This is the link to the place i downloaded the musical from
Edit: something happened to the file in the link and the google drive so i used gofile
gofile.io/d/PJOP3G
this wont like....completely kill my laptop right?
@@strawbae308 downloaded it to my tab a few months ago so far nothings happened so im pretty sure its safe
@@strawbae308 although due to the vid size i did need to download an app off google play
@@anon2557 ok thank you
it says my transfer quota has been exceeded & wont let me download it- what do i do?
he has such a uniquely sultry voice that i don't think i've ever heard from a male singer before
Sounds kind of like Neil Patrick Harris when he sings, no?
@@princessloveheartglitter ...I can't unhear it now.
I was trying to figure out what it was about his voice that made it so addictive, and you hit the nail on the head
@@princessloveheartglitter JAIL FOR YOU. WHY WOULD YOU PUT THAT IN MY HEAD
It reminds me a little of Darren weekes voice
I like how this has NOTHING to do with why Noel should be the one to get revivified. Did not understand the assignment, but he's doing his own thing and we love to see it.
i think in a way it's him saying he doesn't wanna get revived. he didn't feel at home in his life, and like Mischa says later, this is a much more tragic end for him, which is actually what he would have wanted. like Space Age Bachelor Man, it's a song about what he wanted to be, not what he can be. actually if you think about it, none of there songs were about why they should go back except for Ocean and Jane. Noel's Lament is about the romanticised character Noel has created of himself in his head that he'll never get to be, Talia is about Mischa longing for unachievable love, Sugarcloud is about Constance realising how much life meant now that she's dead and about how she's glad she died, and Space Age Bachelor Man is about Ricky wanting to make a real impact in the way the people around him always made him feel like he couldn't (something that I, as an autistic person, really relate to personally). What The World Needs is about why Ocean getting revived is the right choice logistically, but the Ballad of Jane Doe is about why Jane getting revived is the right choice morally, and in that sense What The World Needs and The Ballad of Jane Doe are identically different in a way that none of the other songs quite are.
also i thought your comment was very funny :)
@@juniperberryyyy tbh I fell like Mischa’s songs also give a reason for him to go back. We see in his introduction and monologue that his life is terrible and that he has become the angriest boy in town because of that, and “This song is awesome” shows us that he actually has a healthy way of letting out his anger, not once is he shown as aggressive (verbally yes but he is European so🤷♀️). And in Talia we see that he is the only one in the group that has established hopes and derrames, and that he was close to making his life better, even if Talia was a catfish, he would be back in his country and could re start his life for the better (without his adoptive parents and all that). Ocean is de right choice logically, Jane Doe morally, but Mischa is the right choice sentimentally. He was probably the safest choice in my opinion (yes he is an alcoholic at 17, and he did stole wine and give it to his 9 or 10 yo cousin but we all have flaws lol). We know Ocean is the most achieved girl in town, but she doesn’t mention once what she would do if she came back to life, she would most likely go into politics or law (in my opinion) but we know that girl isn’t the most empathetic person ever and that she almost always puts her self and her image. And they had no way of knowing that Jane Doe would be going back to a good life or that she was even a good person. OMG I WROTE SO MUCH SORRY it’s just I really love Mischa and his story
@@bubalalua4133 i totally agree! you could see it either way. honestly Mischa's story hurts so much in a way i cannot put my finger on
@@juniperberryyyy I think it’s because Karnak is controlling the narrative. Ocean sings her song before knowing about the unanimous vote, so she insults everybody, as if to show that just cause you are super achieved it does mean that you are more deserving of life than others. Ricky and Noel songs show how the weren’t happy with their lives so there is no point in bringing them back. Constance sings about how she enjoyed dying and that she is somewhat happy she died in some way. Jane Doe’s song is basically “Hey I kinda would like to know who I am and I am sad/angry that I just died and no one can tell me who I am”. And I think that Talia is different from all the other songs because it doesn’t seem like Mischa is in control, it’s like Karnak is mocking him, as if saying “You wont be chosen, this is as close as you are gonna get to meeting Talia”. Every one is dressed in what I’m guessing is traditional Ukrainian clothing and dancing all happily. It feels like he is showing Mischa what his dream wedding would be like, leading to Mischa realizing he won’t get to experience it unless he comes back, but as he is kind and empathetic he doesn’t act like Ocean and tries to convince the others he should be chosen. Plus when Karnak ask them if the would like to see what would happen if Mischa and Talia were to meet, he is pretty much stating that he won’t get to experience that. It’s sad because as the audience you may be routing for him and the story itself tells you it won’t be him who goes back
Near the beginning it says this game allows them to show not how they were in life but how they wish they were. It fits.
Telling my kids this is cell block tango
I think it goes better with mein herr from cabaret
@@pepsigato7107 yea it definitely just gives more Caberet vibes in general, I just decided to say cell block tango cus it is a bit more popular
oh my gosh no😭
Nawww😭
Person who has only heard cell block tango ever: Yoo this is just like cell block tango
I love that his number is the gay kid romanticizing being poor in a Kender and Ebb show because they don't know the weight of Cabaret or Chicago and just like the sexy smokey fosse aesthetic. (Speaking from experience) They nailed this on the head. It gives off the energy of "sexy french depression" from crazy ex-girlfriend. I love the melodramatic energy
omg dude I IMMEDIATELY thought of CXG when I saw this song.
I’m so glad other people thought of this song too!
oh thank god another person of CULTURE finallyyyy
SEXY FRENCH DEPPRESIONN
cabaret
"HAVE RETURNED THE PRETTY KNIFE THAT I STUCK TEN TIMES IN HIS BACK"
ITS GIVING
"and he ran into my knife, he ran into my knife ten times!"
EXACTLY WHAT I THIUGHY
OMG
I THOGIUTHTHE SAME TING
@@myaga J-JESUS?!?!? WHY ARE YOU HERE?????
that line is based off of that line from cell block tango :)
If the people who say "i was born in the wrong century" dont act like this, they dont mean it.
Century**
I love how no matter what she's doing Jane doe always has a blank expression
I love her she's adorable
You can't have expressions if you haven't a head
@@wearetheframe4293 NO YOU DIDN'T
@@wearetheframe4293PLS 😂☠️
She's checked out when Ocean started singing
the part at 4:38 is very important.
noel is romanticizing being that "fucked up girl" while the back vocals are showing the truth
"broken heart, teeth all stained of nicotine, shattered dreams,"
[lyrics rearranged just to fit]
I think it’s just more traits rather than truth
@@some0sswipeontheinternet192 How are they not truths, though?
It's not like he doesn't know those truths. He wanted chaos and drama in his life, and he took being called "depressing" as a compliment. He knows what he wants.
I think he romanticized how tragic Monique's life was, every bit of it, how she never found love, how awful her life was, he specified how she got addicted to opium and stayed in a 'rat infested Chinese dive' and then got typhoid flu from neglecting herself, he wanted to experience every bit of her life because the drama, trauma, and tragedy was more interesting than being a gay kid in a small canadian town.
I fear Kholby, he is standing in a fucking chair in stilletos while singing in the highest fucking notes.
Meanwhile Emily literally spinning around and upside down: ⚫👄⚫
I fear this entire cast, they're all so talented.
The smirk/smile after "typhoid flu" is SO GENDER AND VERY ATTRACTIVE
I KNOW OMG
REAL
TRUEE
Yes
REEAL
there's something so hypnotic abt the leg kicks at the end of the song. also ricky killing it on accordion
ikr??
Ahem I though you meant to quote Mischa: those squishkies " 🧐🤣👌
@@littleboredbeing8709 that is the only correct name for it
I play the squeeze keys and I cannot find the sheet music for this and it is the bane of my existence
Ricky committed mass homicide on the squeeze keys.
This song is so gender
real
fr
fr tho
fax
Finally Someone who agrees
that one part near the end where Mischa lifts Ocean to help her off of the stage like she’s a toddler that’s scared to get off a playground on their own and needs their parent to help them down
OML I JUST NOTICED IT-
Thank you for mentioning that, that’s too cute
"Come on sweetie, its time to get down before you get hurt."
OMG
4:36 for anyone wondering :-)
This song is so relatable in the most unhealthy way I love it so much
Being poor for the aesthetic is very me when I had the patience to watch old films as 13, not really getting the strong anti capitalist messages in films LMAOO
FR.
mischa's support in this number has me gasping for air 😭 he is so dedicated
Mostly because the little "hey" in the end, it's so cute for absolutely no reason
"THAT...WAS DOPE!!" he's so supportive of Noel.
i don’t know anything about this musical but i wish her the best of luck in her transition
BAHAHA
lmao same
Better luck next life, cause bro is dead xD
I hope there are transition surgery on the afterlife then
Heck yeah! trans Noel
i like how they replaced mischa’s cap with a beret
HAHAHA
4:43 is literally my favorite Choreo in this entire musical it is so mesmerizing
Especially Ocean
@@rosesdrawings frfrfr
YESS ocean carried that part
RIP Noel, you would have loved HRT
the background dancers at the end are doing EXACTLY what I always do whenever I listen to this. kickies
‘whats your gender?’ this. this song
4:25 never watched the musical but this part gives me very gender and it's so good. Like everything, the girl, the boys in the back and the little dance.
*new dream role has entered the chat*
RIP Noel you would’ve loved RuPaul
HE WOULD OMG.
let's take a moment to appreciate the amount of strength it takes to move as fluidly as kholby does here, plus doing it while singing and everything looking effortless
Idk why but when they all started dancing together at the end especially Ocean looked so great I just loved the harmony
The way he says carnival in 4:35 is so brain scratching it's so incredibly gender i love this song so much
I need to play him. Not even a want anymore. DREAM ROLE
NOEL:
In my life, I was Noel Gruber who worked at Taco Bell in Uranium City, Saskatchewan. But in my dreams I played a different role. I was Monique Gibeau in post-war France!
A HOOKER WITH A HEART OF BLACK CHARCOAL
I WRITE POEMS TO BURN BY FIRELIGHT
DRINK CHAMPAGNE AND GUZZLE GIN
GOOD GIRLS CALL ME "THE TOWN BICYCLE"
DON'T KNOCK IT 'TIL YOU’VE TRIED MY LIFE OF SIN
OH, CLAUDE, MY PIMP, KNOWS NEVER MESS WITH ME
LAST PRICK DID THAT FADED QUICK TO BLACK
I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO FIND HIM, OFFICERS
BUT IF YOU DO, PLEASE MENTION THAT I'D
LIKE TO HAVE RETURNED THE PRETTY KNIFE
THAT I STUCK TEN TIMES IN HIS BACK!
[Sips, swallows.]
FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
NOEL AND CHOIR:
A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
NOEL:
I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
[Instrumental]
NOEL:
HE SAID, "I THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU"
I'VE HEARD THAT LIE A MILLION TIMES BEFORE
OH, TONIGHT I GIVE IN TO THE FANTASY
TAKE LOVE WHEN YOU CAN, WHEN YOU'RE A WHORE
FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
SO NOW I SELL MY LOVE FOR OPIUM
IN SOME RAT-INFESTED CHINESE DIVE
AT NIGHT I BURN MYSELF WITH CIGARETTES
JUST TO SOMEHOW PROVE I'M STILL ALIVE
EIGHT MONTHS LATER I CATCH TYPHOID FLU
KICKED OUT, I SEE THE UGLY LIGHT OF DAY
DYING IN AN ALLEY, A PRIEST KNEELS DOWN TO ME-
RICKY (as priest, in French accent):
"My child, do you have any final words to the Lord you'd like to say?"
NOEL (as Monique, in French accent):
"Oui. Tell Him that, like Him, I choose to burn out rather than fade away!"
FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
MY LIFE’S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
MY LIFE’S ONE NEVER ENDING CARNIVAL
NOEL AND CHOIR:
A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
NOEL:
I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
I WANNA BE THAT FUCKED UP
(ad-libbing, riffing)
GIRL...
OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN
TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN
TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE
RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS
SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR
WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA
BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN
TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN
TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE
RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS
SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR
WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA
NOEL:
IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM...
OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
IF HE COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM..!
NOEL/OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
I'D BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL!
MISCHA/RICKY:
Hey!
I like to think the reason why Oceania doesn’t do much in this song is because Noel dislikes u that much so he had her stay still and shut up 😂
Why does he hate me 😕
Noel himself is a gender noone can explain but we all understand🥲
Exactly
Couldn’t have described it better myself… 🚬😎🍾🥂🇫🇷👯
i love that Ocean is standing in the back for most of the song
So was Kholby just wearing the fishnets and stuff under his clothes the whole time…
Most likely 😭
I would've done the same, honestly.
The actors are so talented.
This unlocked a core memory of knowing this song but not knowing where it was from....
My goodness I love this
4:42 one of my favourite choreographies in the entire show, its just beautiful (other than talia projector work)
as a lesbian, this kind of stock female character is my entire type
also, I love that the comedy in this song seems to come from the overdramaticness of this archetype, not the overplayed "haha look he's dressing up as a girl and kissing guys" that's just in too many musicals
Oh me too lol
REAL.
I love how much raw emotion, and power the actor put into this song!
4:42
“Broken heart, a flask of gin
Tattooed with a safety pin
Teeth all stained with nicotine
Running nylons, shattered dreams
Super crusty, holy terror
Wild eyes and black mascara”
Damn that's such a nice detail to describe Noel's character.
(AKA the character Noel created...)
I *need* to know who played Mischa in this recording- Im obsessed
I think it’s Gus Halper
@@pizzanachos101 yes that is gus halper
@@Totallyawesomemegagirl gus halper mischa supremacy
gus halper aka the best mischa
4:37
Misha getting Ocean down is so pure 😭
4:58 THAT HIGH NOTE OH MY MY MY MY GOD
my gender: noel’s lament
I think this scene awakened some things in me tbh….
This is like a whole style of gender I never knew I needed
showed this to a friend because i said he was my favorite character and she had no idea about the musical, so end of story she’s obsessed with the musical now
ok but how did the wig stay on
That's what I've been wondering 😭
I was wondering how he got in on so fast
‧₊˚✧ Magic ✧˚₊‧
I fucking love Mischa in this 😭✋
Rip noel, you would’ve loved heartstopper
HE'S SO GENDER I'M SCREAMING.
I relate to this so hard because I often fantasize about being a male drug dealer who lives a life of crime, always in danger, not scared of anything, the only thing he confides in is himself and occasionally a woman who stays over for drinks.
His life sucks, but at least I can have some semblance of a life as him compared to mine. :/
real
He's so drama i love him 😩
you would never guess the context to this song lmao
It’s like a sign…
I really need to get into Ride the Cyclone:The Musical huh?
Rip Noel, You would have loved Will Wood.
he would have, I swear
BRO THIS SONG GIVES OFF SUCH HUGE WW VIBES I SWEAR, it feels like every self-ish song combined with vampire reference
@@gvnlessktchn honestly i could see this song being in eial or maybe even in the normal album since the normal album has that musical vibe to it, maybe if it has more jazz to it it could be a ww song :0
3:15 I'm sorry but the way he said "cigarettes" is sending me-
Stunning performance. my jaw is on the floor
i love this musical #newhyperfixation
my friend has a hyperfixation not even on the musical, but simply on mischa
@@marrocovin LMAOOO tell ur friend theyre not alone
Me when Noel
same
why is no one talking abt good the wig looks like oml
IT LOOKS SO REAL, I CAN'T.
i want to like... be absorbed this song
Ok, but why is he... kinda attractive? 😳
his lil smirk at the begginning- bro really went >:3
i’m obsessed with this
FINALLY SOMEONE POSTED THIS SONG THANK YOUUU
Thank you so much this is my favorite song in the show
officer its him, hes the one who stole my gender.
Ok but he slayed ❤
This shit gives shivers
the temptation to learn this song choreography
This show has my heart.
HE ATE!!!!!!!!
Plate licked clean, fr
4:03 this part live is so gender and I can’t tell if I love it or hate it
so much better that the spotify version imo - 📼
LITERALLY 🔥SNATCHES MY WIG EVERY TIME AAAAA❤❤❤
I love the fabulous diva energy
i desperately need to know who played noel here
kholby wardell i think!! hes noel in most productions
He plays Noel in all except one where the whole original cast was changed
Kholby Wardell, he has tiktok and posts regularly
Gus halper
GOD, THE TAMBORINES IN THIS SCRATCHES MY BRAIN
i love his voice
I love how confident he is when he just gets his groove on😌
He is so preppy 😍😍😍
this was the reason i watched the musical
i know nothing about this musical orher then its about people dying from a carnival and the concept of being revived in someway but LORD this song is so good
“the girls call me the town bicycle”
i too want to be monique gibeau
I want to learn Jane's dance at 4:41 but I can't find any videos with anyone doing it so I can't 🫠
So looks like I gotta learn myself :)
Edit: I have done it
YOU ARE A SAINT. THANK YOU.
2:08 this is why i ship noel and misha🧍
MY LIFES ONE NEVER ENDING CARNIVALLLL
its like his voice is so androgynous and turns the whole song in a mystery, this is so beautiful
I have no clue on how I even found this anymore, but I love it
I think I melted
That is one twisted life he wanted to go for.
HERES THE LYRICS BECUASE I NEEED THAT LINK
in my life i was noel gruber who worked at the taco bell in uranium city, saskatchewan but+
in my dreams, i played a different role
i was monique garbot in post+war france
[singing]
a hooker with a heart of black charred coal
i write poems to burn by fire light
drink champagne and guzzle gin
good girls call me the town bicycle
don’t knock it till you’ve tried my life of sin oh claude my pimp knows never mess with me
last pr+ck did that
faded quick to black
i have no idea where to find him, officers+
but if you do please mention that i’d
like to have returned the pretty knife
that i stuck 10 times in his back for i sing songs until the break of dawn
i embrace a new man every night
my life’s one never ending carnival
a world of loosy+floozy flashing light
i want to be that f+cked up girl he said i zink i am in love
i’ve heard that lie a million times before
oh, but tonight i give in to the fantasy
take love when you can, when you’re a wh0re
for i sing songs until the break of dawn
i embrace a new man every night
my life’s one never ending carnival
a world of loosy+floozy flashing light
i want to be that f+cked up girl
so now i sell my love for opium
in some rat infested chinese (?)
at night i burn myself with cigarettes
just to somehow prove i’m still alive
eight months later i catch typhoid flu
kicked out i see the ugly light of day
dying in an alley, a priest kneels down to
me+
[in french accent] “my child do you have any final words to the lord you’d like to say?”
“oui”
“tell him i chose to burn out rather than fade away”
for i sing songs until the break of dawn
i embrace a new man every night
my life’s one never ending carnival
a world of loosy+floozy flashing light
for i sing songs until the break of dawn
i embrace a new man every night
my life’s one never ending carnival
a world of loosy+floozy flashing light
i want to be that f+cked up girl
to be that f+cked up girl
i’d be that f+cked up girl
Here mega.nz/file/LSg1yCJL#9sAXNBL-hhVoVgWaxhJFEudvvfc8M3omfYRw-Ow3OZM
@@anon2557 THANJ YOU
thank you so much ive been looking for tnis for ages
I am OBSESSED with thissss💛💜
Me too
i have a fat crush on noel omg
I LOVE the bit at the end so pieces
rip noel you would’ve e loved the brobecks
This song is perfect ☆w☆
I literally lose my shit every. Single. Time. I hear this song ❤❤❤ kneel at the alter of that ✨fucked up girl✨