I Have Schizophrenia - My experience with severe mental illness - living with schizophrenia

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  • čas přidán 27. 08. 2024
  • Hi!
    here a bit of a different video but I felt like doing one in order to explain somethings about myself, I live with paranoid schizophrenia and in this video im talking about my illness, what happened, what its like to experience psychosis, hallucinations and delusions in order to work for less stigma around schizophrenia...
    anyway hope you like it and thank you for watching! :D
    contact: kimberlyhallberg95@outlook.com
    #schizophrenia #mentalhealth #mentalillness #livingwithmentalillness

Komentáře • 378

  • @morticiaaddams4239
    @morticiaaddams4239 Před 5 měsíci +6

    i don't have schizophrenia, i have bipolar disorder, bpd, ocd, anxiety, mdd and add... i accidentally stumbled on your channel and i subscribed immediately, you seem like a very nice and humble person, and yeah, your kitties are not your only friends 💞

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 5 měsíci +1

      thank you! sorry to hear you also struggle with mental health, I hope you're doing good despite that! 🥰💚

  • @fgaravitoi
    @fgaravitoi Před 2 lety +67

    I also have schizophrenia, it's difficult, I've been dealing with medication for 20 years, it helps me find reasons to have hope and lead a simpole life, going for a walk in the morning, staying busy. different laboratories are developing new medications that can help us with negative symptoms, many are already in final tests, that gives me hope, thanks for sharing your experiences, and I hope that all of us who have to go through this have the strength to continue with life, seeing and appreciating beautiful things. Courage

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +5

      thank you Felipe!😊 yes I do hope so too and I think developing better medications for negative symtoms would be a great way to combat those difficulties. thank you for watching! 💚

    • @iamrightyourwrong5198
      @iamrightyourwrong5198 Před 2 lety +1

      what if the voices in your head is real and it’s giving you inside of these crazy world

    • @jjlongboi
      @jjlongboi Před 2 lety

      There are worms under your skin

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +8

      @@jjlongboi could you at least be a bit original if your'e going to be a dumbass?

    • @ines9671
      @ines9671 Před rokem +1

      My girlfriend also suffers from schizophrenia. We are very hopeful for new medications targetting better the negative symptoms and better side-effects profile. People suffering from this debilitating ilness deserve the best support in the world, the best efforts in research.
      I've recently heard about a medication called Emraclidine that is in clinical trials phase. And also xanomeline-trospium. Have you heard about these?

  • @frankieharvey4353
    @frankieharvey4353 Před rokem +17

    You said that you think your life is boring. I don't think so. I think you're an inspiration - to me at least. I admire you because you do everyday things, you have a routine, you have coping strategies, despite having schizophrenia.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      oh thank you, thats so kind of you to say. I hope you get a nice valentines day! 🥹💚

  • @jenniferloeb9659
    @jenniferloeb9659 Před rokem +8

    I feel you. The antipsychotics that we are prescribed actually cause the negative symptoms although they treat the positive symptoms, and we struggle with feelings of inadequacy and failure. From an outside observer, your service, through these videos, is a worthy role to play in our society, and I appreciate it so much. Nothing ordinary about it!

  • @johannahallberg1034
    @johannahallberg1034 Před 2 lety +41

    You’re cats aren’t the only ones who need you 💕

  • @beverlypearson5332
    @beverlypearson5332 Před rokem +11

    Thank you for sharing this video. Yours is the best description of the “positive “ and “negative “ symptoms I’ve come across.

  • @angiecorbin5405
    @angiecorbin5405 Před rokem +18

    I love how you’ve shared your story. Many people share but they don’t talk about how frightening this can be. My son has schizophrenia and it breaks my heart for him and for anyone suffering from this illness. Also I am disappointed in the medical system because this is a neurological disorder yet it is considered a mental illness! Maybe if researchers would change course from mental illness to what it actually is as a neurological disorder this could be treated better and or cured ❤️ God bless you in your journey

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem +4

      thank you!💚 and yes I really agree! it should be treated as a neurological disorder... again thank you for you lovey comment, sending you and your son my best well wishes! 💚

    • @gigahorse1475
      @gigahorse1475 Před rokem

      Scientists agree schizophrenia is neurological. It’s still considered a mental illness because we do not understand the neurological basis well enough. Once scientists understand the neurological basis, it will be considered a neurological illness.

    • @robinwilson2238
      @robinwilson2238 Před rokem

      Google "Strong Man What's His Name What's His Game" Everything you are discussing is written in the book. Buy it!

    • @danielkammer3244
      @danielkammer3244 Před 7 měsíci

      Exactly what I'm saying.they need to rename schizophrenia and stop calling it mental illness

  • @gamingformymentalhealth
    @gamingformymentalhealth Před měsícem +3

    Thank you, Kimberly, for being so open about your story. You are helping so many people, definitely me, by being so transparent. Never doubt if your story connects with anyone. It does ♥

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před měsícem +1

      oh thank you! I needed to hear this today so thank you for that too! 💚

  • @Tolya1979
    @Tolya1979 Před 2 lety +10

    Thank you for your post! I too have paranoid schizophrenia. The fact that you have a giant bookshelf in back of you, full of books, shows how intelligent you are. Very best wishes with you going back to school!

  • @Jazzypurr
    @Jazzypurr Před rokem +5

    Thank you for being bravely honest and dispelling the stigmas associated with the illness. We need to hear the real story about schizophrenia.There is sadly so much misunderstanding rampant and it just makes the pain of the illness worse to endure. Education +knowledge =Understanding and Empathy.❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      thank you for watching! 🥰 and yes, education really is the key to understanding I believe! ❤️

  • @leonslionessnz4867
    @leonslionessnz4867 Před rokem +7

    Thank you for sharing. I suffer from premenstrual dysphoric disorder have done so for the past 30 years and I thought that was difficult. I cannot even begin to imagine how difficult it must be to have Schizophrenia. You are very brave.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      thank you and thank you for watching! 💚 I hope you're doing well! 💚

  • @EWAMILENAP
    @EWAMILENAP Před rokem +6

    I'm so sorry you have been suffering from schizophrenia. I also feel that my mental health was deteriorating when I was around my father. I didn't like him as a child and I wasn't realizing it then. But I was afraid of him. I developed epilepsy and I had a major brain operation. I'm healthy today. I'm your new subscriber♡Love your voice and calmness!Thank you♡

  • @erinbeswick403
    @erinbeswick403 Před 2 lety +30

    Thank you for sharing this, I can imagine it must have been nerve wrecking sharing your story. My brother also has paranoid schizophrenia and has actually experienced very similar symptoms to yours. The more that people share their stories, I think the more stigma will be removed ❤️

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +3

      thank you! and yes I also believe that more information ans stories can help with lessening the stigma around all kind of mental illness in general. thank you for watching! 💚

  • @salvador8923
    @salvador8923 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Great video! I don’t understand much about schizophrenia but my uncle has it. He never got any professional help or medication, unfortunately he’s too far gone and can’t distinguish his hallucinations from reality. I’m glad you’re open about your mental health to remove the stigma schizophrenia often has, I know it must be hard. I wish you the best.

  • @engleharddinglefester4285

    I'm watching this 2 years later and you've come a long way.
    I've gotten a lot of different diagnoses over the years. Turns out I have cptsd from two abusive alcoholic and personality disordered parents, plus ADHD. But there was a time it was thought I had schizophrenia and was given an anti-psychotic call Mellaril. Also I had major depression with psychotic features and got lithium which at the time was a godsend.
    Anyway the best thing for me to do is stay the hell away from triggers like my family. There is no way for me to be stable with any of them in my life. But that's just me.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 15 dny

      Thank you for sharing! I currently don't have any contact with my father too, it just isn't worth it. I hope you're well! 🥰

  • @jessicaverheyden8234
    @jessicaverheyden8234 Před 2 lety +11

    thanks girl for sharing, it will get better. i have a precious cat too and being a cat mom is a very important job in life that holds so much meaning. so keep working toward your dreams but don’t forget just taking care of yourself snd your cats is not easy and should be something you praise yourself for doing!

  • @gapvarginnunga1990
    @gapvarginnunga1990 Před 2 lety +17

    Thank you so much for sharing, dear Kimberly. I found your video while following the "Living Well with Schizophrenia" channel and I'm very happy I did, because now I'm watching the rest of your videos and they make me feel much less lonely. I'd like to share my most recent discovery, which has been psychoanalytic psychotherapy. I have been taking it for almost a year now. Even though mainstream scientific institutions sidestep or frankly reject psychoanalysis, it's been the only kind of therapy that helps me make sense out of my hallucinatory experiences. Trying to sort out the possible meanings of the patterns of my illness has provided me with a lot of understanding and more compassion towards myself and others. If life gives me the chance, I'd like to become a psychoanalyst to help other people with psychosis. I send you lots of love 💙

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      Oh thank you for your kind words! I have also done psychotherapy and it is really something I think should be used more often in dealing with psychosis! Again thank you and have a great week! 🥰❤️

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @BergenholtzChannel
    @BergenholtzChannel Před 2 lety +7

    Thank you for doing this. I learned a lot! My grandmother had schizophrenia and lived most of her adult life in a mental institution I'm the 1930's.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      thank you! 💚 oh that's sad to hear, how long did she live? 💚

    • @BergenholtzChannel
      @BergenholtzChannel Před 2 lety +3

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria She lived until she was in the seventies. She died in the 1970's.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      @@BergenholtzChannel wow! I can't imagine what she went through considering the way people treated mental illness in the past 😕💚

  • @lednugenna
    @lednugenna Před 2 lety +19

    Thank you for being so open! This is how to destigmatize mental illness.

  • @MarleanSweden
    @MarleanSweden Před 2 lety +24

    Another great video. I feel so proud knowing you and seeing you getting the word out on schizophrenia. Keep up the good work!

  • @mdowns36
    @mdowns36 Před rokem +9

    Thank you so very much for making this video and for being so brave and sharing your story. I am also so sorry for whatever happened with your father.
    It seems like you are safe now and getting the care you need and deserve.
    And I know you want to lose weight and you will and you are also a lovely human right now as you are.
    As someone else said, you would be important even if you didn’t have your kitty cats. But I am glad you do have them. And I’m glad they have you.
    Am very grateful for you.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      oh thank you so much! your words really warms my heart, thank you for watching! 💚

  • @NCgIRl81hijau
    @NCgIRl81hijau Před 2 lety +17

    I gained a lot of weight after antipsychotics as well. Olanzapine 10 mg.
    It is true that depression and anxiety are more common and schizophrenia is less talked about.
    I have bipolar disorder with psychotic features, but if I look up content on bipolar disorder, sometimes there is no psychosis present. Not everyone with bipolar disorder has psychosis. This is why I look up schizophrenia.
    People with bipolar with psychotic features actually have a more similar genetic profile to schizophrenia than with bipolar alone.
    I also wanna add that psychosis is not a white illness, (I’m Indonesian) but the people who speak about it are mostly white.
    This goes to show that non-white people in general are less comfortable to talk about their schizophrenia or psychosis.
    Also there are more white people in America anyway. There are much less Asian people in America, even less Asian people with psychosis, and even less Asian people willing to speak about it.

    • @bellajean6731
      @bellajean6731 Před rokem

      Scan 04. I like you comment. Informative and caring.

    • @dagrun3821
      @dagrun3821 Před rokem

      Scan 04 .What do you expierience when you are psyckotic?

    • @NCgIRl81hijau
      @NCgIRl81hijau Před rokem

      @@dagrun3821 look up: Scan 04 Quora “What are tell-tale signs someone
      Is going into psychosis”

  • @Feathe3642
    @Feathe3642 Před měsícem +2

    What a beautiful person you are Kimberley- great video! Thankyou.
    All the best for your future 😊

  • @jimbenington2144
    @jimbenington2144 Před 2 lety +13

    I’m so sorry for your suffering. You’re doing a great service by describing your illness and daily struggles. There are some really good medications coming out over the next 6 months that have very little side effects. Best of luck to you and much love from NY.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +3

      oh thank you! 💚 yes I have read a little about it! will be interesting to see the outcome they can have on the illness! 🥰

    • @nikicarrie4071
      @nikicarrie4071 Před rokem

      Really?

    • @jimbenington2144
      @jimbenington2144 Před rokem

      @@nikicarrie4071 yes its called KarXT. From what I’m reading It doesn’t have the side effects of the other meds but is as effective. It’s in phase 3 and should be getting FDA approval. Should be available middle of next year.

    • @nikicarrie4071
      @nikicarrie4071 Před rokem +1

      @@jimbenington2144 I hope so .they need updating. Thank God for science 🙏🏽

  • @liberavitluna8530
    @liberavitluna8530 Před rokem +3

    Thank you so much for sharing your story! This really helps to normalize mental health!

  • @hannahlamb1921
    @hannahlamb1921 Před 2 lety +7

    Thank you for sharing. I have Schizoaffective disorder and I understand what you’re going through. I struggle with my weight so badly. It’s nice to know I’m not alone.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      oh im glad i made you feel less alone! mental illness can really be lonely...💚

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

    • @Jazzypurr
      @Jazzypurr Před rokem

      I am dealing with schizoaffective disorder too. The weight has been an issue from the start ! I am in a different area of my life now, and while I would like to be able to see my slender self again
      I have learned to be comfortable with the body l have. When all is said and done, it is a body that still functions pretty darn well considering how many of my addictions have sabotaged its state of wellbeing over the years!!

  • @scotchmist...
    @scotchmist... Před 2 lety +15

    Hello from Scotland, great explanation. I was diagnosed in 2020 after a couple of psychotic episodes- very difficult to come to terms with

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      Hi! Thank you! 😊 Yes I also had I very hard time coming to terms with it, I still don’t think I have accepted it 😕

    • @scotchmist...
      @scotchmist... Před 2 lety +3

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria Maybe we never will. I subscribed to your channel, it's great to gain insight from other people with schizophrenia 🙂

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      @@scotchmist... yes thats probably true sadly! :/ oh thank you! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

    • @gigahorse1475
      @gigahorse1475 Před rokem

      @@StrongInChrist3 Stop cherry-picking Bible verses. I am a Christian. You are not living in the real world, where people of faith suffer (as shown in the Bible). You are living in a fantasy world.

  • @JM-cf5yn
    @JM-cf5yn Před 11 měsíci +2

    Thank you for your videos as they are helpful and honest. Educational and dispelling the myths and stigma 🙏🏼💐💜

  • @richardcranium6081
    @richardcranium6081 Před rokem +2

    I have schizo-effective disorder. The way that it was explained to me by my late Psychiatrist, I had schizophrenia with psychotic tendencies. You said that your grades in high school were not the best. Please know, it is not because you are not smart (you are very smart). It was NOT your fault. You had needs as an individual that were not being met. You are a good, worthy and smart person and please know, you are not alone. I commend you for making this video to help and create an awareness about schizophrenia and hopefully clear up some of the conjecture that feeds the stigma that we all have to endure (those of us who suffer from mental illness). Thank you for doing this video. You are a smart and wonderful person.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem +1

      Oh thank you, that’s so nice to say, really made my day, thank you! 🥹♥️

    • @richardcranium6081
      @richardcranium6081 Před rokem +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria of course. I subscribed to your channel also :)

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem +1

      @@richardcranium6081 thank you! 🤗💚

  • @darrogante
    @darrogante Před rokem +2

    Thank you for sharing and being open about your challenges. I learned a lot, and allowed me to further humanize living with schizophrenia.

  • @thewarchivesouthcarolinami3751

    Young lady thank you for sharing your story. You keep up with your medication and therapy. I hope you have a happy journey through life. Mental health is a sensitive subject with me. I suffer from PTSD, depression,anxiety,brain injury and mefloquine exposure (malaria meds reaction). Thank you so much for sharing keep pushing yourself.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you so much for watching and for you kind words! Have a lovely day! 🥰

    • @Nancy-pc6sf
      @Nancy-pc6sf Před 2 lety +2

      Same here

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem +1

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @lorimehrtens3552
    @lorimehrtens3552 Před rokem +4

    I am so appreciative of your bravery. I’m sure it wasn’t easy to tell your story, but it helps knowing that other people are going through this.

  • @carmencaicedo7411
    @carmencaicedo7411 Před rokem +3

    All of you sharing have my deepest respect, I appreciate all your help.

  • @roryburch861
    @roryburch861 Před 2 lety +5

    Thank you so much for this video. I have a friend who I am worried might have schizophrenia and I am looking for ways to help her. It sounds like making this video took a lot of courage to film and you show a great deal of strength with how you've dealt with this.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you so much for your kind words! I hope you will be able to help your friend, she's lucky to have you as a friend! 🥰

  • @tradingfriends
    @tradingfriends Před 2 lety +5

    You seem so kind hearted and sweet, I'm excited to see more of your videos!

  • @AutumnForest33
    @AutumnForest33 Před 2 lety +4

    So good to hear your voice! Yes, thank you for talking about this topic. The more we talk about it rationally the more destigmatized we can make it. I hope one day there is little to none stigma.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      thank you! and yes I also believe that talking more will lead to more understanding and less stigma as you said! 🥰

  • @ariadnagallegos7575
    @ariadnagallegos7575 Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you for your openness. This Illness has me feeling so disconnected and misunderstood. These kind of videos make me feel less alone..

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you! yes I can definitely relate to feeling very alone when you have a diagnosis like schizophrenia... hope you have a great week! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @lenap6815
    @lenap6815 Před rokem +3

    You are so good at explaining it and very intelligent. I wish you all the best in the world in your future journey! Thank you so much for sharing this.

  • @mystiqueveloz5700
    @mystiqueveloz5700 Před rokem +3

    Thank you for sharing about your life and opening up and not being afraid to show a vulnerable side of yourself. I’ve learned a lot about this mental illness now that I’ve watched your video! Wishing you well on your weight loss journey as I’m going through one as well ❤

  • @truthteller5881
    @truthteller5881 Před rokem +2

    You're a brave and inspiring young lady and I wish you all the best. Thank you for posting

  • @meryjes.9828
    @meryjes.9828 Před 2 lety +10

    Thank you I was diagnosed with schizoprenia in 2020 AND it Is so hard I loose everything my jobs ,studies ,boyfriend and I gained 40 kilos on respiridone 😑

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      I feel you! It turns your entire life around and not in a good way 😕 I hope everything gets better soon but sadly I know it will take time so be patient and kind towards yourself ❤️

    • @meryjes.9828
      @meryjes.9828 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria it turns all life to bad I hope you get well how old you were when you get your diagnosis?

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      @@meryjes.9828 thank you! I was 20 when i got diagnosed

    • @scotchmist...
      @scotchmist... Před 2 lety +2

      I was the same, diagnosed in 2020. I didn't believe it at first, it's took almost two years to come to terms with it 🧐

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      @@scotchmist... yes its really hard getting such a diagnosis 😕

  • @krisreed1943
    @krisreed1943 Před rokem +4

    i know what youre going through , its an awful disease , i have paranoid schizophrenia , ive had all kinds of haluciantions from seeing demons and meeting jesus twice , so seeing spirits of plants and talking to trees , seeing angels, im on some pretty strong meds zucloconphixol , 550mg , and i still have tactil halucinations on my pp and my head , feels like a mad spirit brain surgen working on my brain, its awful , i too have put weight on because all i want to do is sleep to escape life , im aiming on joining the gym soon tho , and try to focus on eating the right things, i cant eat veggies because i feel there still alive and i hear high pitch sounds when i crunch them, so annoying , anyway ill look at more of your videos , thanks for sharing xxx

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem +1

      thank you for watching! and I hope you have a great rest of your week! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem +1

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

    • @PutinsMommyNeverHuggedHim
      @PutinsMommyNeverHuggedHim Před rokem

      @@StrongInChrist3 oh great another delusion

  • @lordstumpy2945
    @lordstumpy2945 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for sharing your story, people sharing their stories helps way more to humanize the illness and reduce the fear surrounding it and those that suffer from it.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor
    @SchizophreniaSurvivor Před 2 lety +2

    Very much enjoyed this video. Wishingyou all the best in life. Keep up the great work that you are doing! (Gillade den här videon väldigt mycket. Önskar dig allt gott i livet. Fortsätt med det fantastiska arbete du gör!) THANK YOU!

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      oh thank you! 😊 I really enjoy Stephens channel as well! I hope you have a good rest of you week! 💚

  • @samueltraber2750
    @samueltraber2750 Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you so much for your courage to speak about the illness so personally. These first hand reports are very valuable and helpful. You can be very proud of yourself.

  • @debbiewilson6584
    @debbiewilson6584 Před 2 lety +3

    Your beautiful and so well spoken. I just subscribed. Very inspired by you and your video. This is such àn important subject and your video was so informative. Looking forward to learning more about schizophrenia from you. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with this illness.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      Oh thank you that’s so kind of you to say! 🥰❤️ I hope you have a great rest of your day! 💚

  • @mentalhealthwithalana
    @mentalhealthwithalana Před 7 měsíci +1

    I have schizophrenia and bipolar so I can really relate ❤

  • @angelofsoundsasmr2042
    @angelofsoundsasmr2042 Před měsícem +1

    💕💕💕💕
    Hi Kim
    If you please get time , only if you feel ok and have time
    Can you make a video regarding your self harming behaviour like what you do , what behaviours of harming
    Take care hunnie
    Lots of hugs and love to you 💕💕

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před měsícem

      Hi! sadly CZcams don't really like content about stuff like that so I have been avoiding to "sensitive" topics like that. 💚

  • @FM-st4yn
    @FM-st4yn Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you for posting this video. I wish you get better, you seem to be on the right track!

  • @ASMinor
    @ASMinor Před 2 lety +2

    I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my CZcams channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      oh wow that's amazing! and thank you! 🥰

    • @ASMinor
      @ASMinor Před 2 lety +2

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria thank YOU! Keep up the great work! 💚❤️

  • @dyrefate
    @dyrefate Před rokem +2

    Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @layotheleprechaun
    @layotheleprechaun Před 2 lety +3

    I had a drug induced psychosis and I learnt a lot from this, thank you

    • @layotheleprechaun
      @layotheleprechaun Před 2 lety

      God bless your cat. I could relate to this a lot with your paranoid thoughts and your hallucinations. You’ve been through a lot and you’re going to help a lot of people. Please keep making mental illness videos :)

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      Thank you for watching! 😊

  • @keyboardwarriorrose
    @keyboardwarriorrose Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you Kimberly. You are an inspiration.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      oh that's so kind, thank you! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @KamiliaMosaad
    @KamiliaMosaad Před 2 lety +2

    Good luck with ur dreams 💝

  • @shanus3785
    @shanus3785 Před 2 lety +2

    You did an amazing job with explanation of the illness. Very informative.

  • @lauraj1652
    @lauraj1652 Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you for sharing. This video was so informative. Just by watching this one video I can tell that you’re a lovely, intelligent person. I really hope you achieve everything you dream of. 💛

  • @wrzffh
    @wrzffh Před 2 lety +3

    This is a great video! Thank you for opening up.

  • @lazarmitrovic180
    @lazarmitrovic180 Před 2 lety +2

    Video is so informativne. Your cognitive skills are great. I had 2 long psyhotic episodes. It was living hell. Thank God I am in repission from psyhosis. But still i experiance negative and cognitive symptoms. Keep doing your work, this video was great.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you so much! 🥰 i'm glad to hear you're better now, have a great week! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @johnconstable8512
    @johnconstable8512 Před rokem +2

    ty for sharing kim

  • @Valerie-zm7zc
    @Valerie-zm7zc Před 6 měsíci +1

    I have schizophrenia to ( treat ) and I have paranoïde trouble .. No I don’t hear voice … I see my finger moving alone also delusion
    Mental ilness is running in my dad side ( my dad was bi polar and died of major depression )
    I have it just like you concentration etc
    I do take anti depressant but need to change it
    I do need to see a psychiatrist
    Thank you for sharing I feel less judge

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 6 měsíci

      thank you for watching! im happy to know you feel less judged after having seen my video.💚

  • @5p674
    @5p674 Před 2 lety +1

    What frightening and confusing experiences you have had with all this. The mind is a complicated and amazing and sometimes terrifying thing.

  • @informitas0117
    @informitas0117 Před 2 lety +2

    I'm a schizophrenic (schizoaffective depressive) Swede as well. I would never have had the guts to just sit in front of a camera like that.
    Hoppas allt är bra med dig.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you! hoppas allt är bra med dig med! är du medlem på viska? annars rekommenderar jag verkligen viska forumet för svenskar med schizofreni! kan länka om du vill 😊

    • @informitas0117
      @informitas0117 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria Aldrig hört talas om Viska. Jag ska kolla upp det när jag kan. Tack för tipset!

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @mervynbumatay6914
    @mervynbumatay6914 Před rokem +1

    Thanks so much for sharing your personal experience..I learned a lot ..keep the faith ..you be alright

  • @vavvokilluminati
    @vavvokilluminati Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you very much and good luck for everything

  • @Putschka
    @Putschka Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you 😊 very much, I got paranoid schizophrenia too, living with it since 16 years since I was 20. Got a German video about it but going to make an English version of it 😘

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you too! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem +1

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

    • @Putschka
      @Putschka Před rokem

      @@StrongInChrist3 you are right my dear. I found that out too lately
      All things are possible to him who believes

  • @carsendubose866
    @carsendubose866 Před 2 lety +3

    Great video you rock keep on keeping on.

  • @LelandTilden
    @LelandTilden Před 2 lety +2

    Thanks for this video, very informative and interesting! Keep making videos ❤️

  • @kimlampkin3581
    @kimlampkin3581 Před rokem +1

    Thanks for sharing I was diagnosed with this in 2016 I never thought I would have to suffer from anything like this I hear them off and on they stay gone for a short time they come back every year to torment me in my mind every time they do come back I become fearful cause the voices becomes louder and violent angry and aggressive it gets so bad that I always have to be rushed to the hospital even worse i start seeing disturbing images in my mind trying to create images of me being attacked by some strange looking creature scary thing is I’m facing this right now I’m really afraid if these voices get any worse medication doesn’t take it away and going to the hospital never does anything it’s hard

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      im sad to hear that you're struggling, if you want to connect with other people living with schizophrenia I can link you a forum? 💚

    • @kimlampkin3581
      @kimlampkin3581 Před rokem

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria yes please

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      @@kimlampkin3581 forum.schizophrenia.com/ here you go! 😊

  • @silverdweller2809
    @silverdweller2809 Před 2 lety +2

    I very much relate to your story, thanks for sharing.

  • @nicolelivington9154
    @nicolelivington9154 Před 2 lety +2

    Medications have a time and a place however sometimes mental illness is caused by physical causes . Some of the physical causes are thyroid dysfunction , leaky gut , candida overgrowth , heavy metal poisoning and nutritional deficiencies ( i.e Vitamin D deficiency and B12 ) . Some people can manage without medication , once they address the physical causes .

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      And thats why you always have to do a physical examination before they put a official diagnosis. 😊

  • @tamzar2440
    @tamzar2440 Před rokem +1

    Bless you Dear young lady , your beautiful ❤ thank you - your video was sooooo good!!!!!

  • @revolutionunderground
    @revolutionunderground Před rokem +1

    1.92K Subscribers! I'm sure this will grow!

  • @christinemartin1127
    @christinemartin1127 Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you for sharing. My son has schizophrenia and I am desperate for information.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      thank you! if you want more information I really recommend "living well with schizophrenia" here on CZcams, she makes amazing videos about schizophrenia and such! 💚

  • @jacobfredericks896
    @jacobfredericks896 Před 2 lety +1

    It is very nice of you and strong to share this story all the best take care

  • @myeyesburn641
    @myeyesburn641 Před rokem +2

    Thank you for sharing this!

  • @Србомбоница86

    Wish you strength ,for me I have anxiety ,and PTSD and depression but I had a bout of psychosis and it was so strange ,I empathise with all schizophrenics ,for me God and my Church here in Serbia helps a lot but I know that for schizophrenics that's very tricky since you can get very easily delusional in religion sadly ,anyway sorry for rambling just wanted to say I wish you lots of love happiness and peaceful days 😊

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      thank you! 😍 I wish you well as well and hope you get a nice Christmas! 💚

  • @Yeodoongiiie
    @Yeodoongiiie Před rokem +1

    Hej fra Danmark 💜
    i am 31 and just got diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago.
    i so agree with how taboo it is. still depression and anxiety feels safer for people to talk about... and like there is nothing worse than that, .. and i don't know if schizophrenia is worse, i guess it depends.. but i would personally say skizo is worse than "just" being anxious. and it feels so lonely that you can't really talk about it with anyone. cause people have no idea what to say. some are scared of you because you are just "too weird" for them.
    i am still trying to accept my diagnosis. i was misdiagnosed as a borderline and OCD and autism prior.... but nope. it's good old schizophrenia.
    i really hope i can finally get help now. maybe medication can help.
    i really wish you well💜 i think it's really cool you are so open and honest. i feel with you. you're not alone.
    no one will really be able to understand unless they have it too. this video made me feel less alone. thank you.
    sending you hugs.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      oh thank you! 💚 and I agree with what you say, its much more taboo to talk about schizophrenia, its like the "bad" type of mental illness no one wants to talk about 😕 I wish you well as well! have a great week! 💚

  • @jillhamster246
    @jillhamster246 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing. I have Schizoaffective disorder, I understand your symptoms. Ms. Jill

  • @AbdesamedMehnoun
    @AbdesamedMehnoun Před 24 dny +1

    فأنا أيضا جائني الفصام الحمد لله لا آخد أي أدوية سأحتسب معاناتي في سبيل الله ...

  • @josepheduardsuarez6542
    @josepheduardsuarez6542 Před rokem +4

    I have schizophrenia and I could say I am a high-functioning schizophrenia sufferer. I still have symptoms yet I look ok in the outside. My family will never see more below the iceberg of my suffering. I thank my medications that it avoided my to go totally insane but I still have symptoms. I may be have a of bit sanity but the voices and delusions are still here. It is still a fight. I have been suffering from this illness for 11 years. Do you still have symptoms even on medication? I don't want to feel alone that I am the only one who is still suffering even on medications.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem +1

      yes I also have symtoms even though I take medications as i'm supposed to do... so your definitely not alone! if you want to talk to more people with schizophrenia I can lik you a forum for people with the illness! 😊

    • @Starla_Darling91
      @Starla_Darling91 Před rokem +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria what is the link to the forum?

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před rokem

      @@Starla_Darling91 forum.schizophrenia.com/

  • @ponzaswims2191
    @ponzaswims2191 Před 2 lety +1

    Brave video and very well explained. Thanks for sharing. Loved it. Take care. Greetings from Spain.

  • @eastwindblackpaw6722
    @eastwindblackpaw6722 Před 2 lety +1

    Great video. Have faith , it will help you in your journey to full recovery.

  • @schizoaffectivemind5984
    @schizoaffectivemind5984 Před rokem +1

    Awesome! video, thank you for sharing your experience

  • @francesrabon7067
    @francesrabon7067 Před 2 lety +1

    So informative. My daughter bipolar but sounds a lot like what you have. Thank you for information.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you for watching! 🥰

    • @StrongInChrist3
      @StrongInChrist3 Před rokem

      A cure is possible through JESUS CHRIST as stated in the biblical book of MARK 9:23 "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
      MARK 1:32-34
      32 At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon - possessed.
      33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door.
      34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him.
      JOHN 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
      HEBREWS 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  • @mcatcatt6239
    @mcatcatt6239 Před 2 lety +2

    I was diagnosed with schizophrenia at 29 years old. I was convinced spirits can read your thoughts and I though randy rhoads and bon scott was harassing me

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      im sad to hear, are you any better now? 💚

    • @mcatcatt6239
      @mcatcatt6239 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria yes I'm better thanks for caring

    • @conversationswithtanya4331
      @conversationswithtanya4331 Před rokem +1

      Wow, very similar story.. I am also 29, thought it was a spiritual awakening and I just needed some tightening up.. a year later I finally realized and fully accepted the illness, the voices still talk to me like trash.. but I’m getting medication soon so hopefully that helps, resperidone didn’t help me when I spent 6 months in the islands last year.. hopefully the docs over here have something better 😢

  • @mrmetaphysics9457
    @mrmetaphysics9457 Před 2 lety +1

    Take it easy my friend, for God has given you a career in psychology!

  • @markussjostrom3699
    @markussjostrom3699 Před 2 lety +4

    Hej Kimberly
    Hoppas allt är bra med dig.
    Kul att du börjat lägga upp klipp på engelska mvh

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      Tack så mycket! Hoppas allt är bra med dig med! 😊 ja det är roligt att göra videos på engelska! 😍

    • @markussjostrom3699
      @markussjostrom3699 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria det är lite lustigt men jag satt på mentalsjukhus i England. Det var där jag fick min schizofrenidiagnos för många år sen mvh markus

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      @@markussjostrom3699 oj! Det kan inte ha varit kul? 😧

    • @markussjostrom3699
      @markussjostrom3699 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria nej det var inte roligt. Mvh

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +2

      @@markussjostrom3699 usch kan tänka mig det! Ha en fin kväll! 😊

  • @WWS322
    @WWS322 Před 2 lety +2

    hey! i have schizo affective disorder bi polar type. i like channels of people who have my illness! i am relatively new to CZcams. it is not totally great but it is something good to me. i like old tech too like pen and paper and books. i thought I'd lost the ability to read but it came back. it'll probably go again soon. i have been in deep psychosis and revived myself. i take several types of medicine but think science needs a better answer.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      Oh thank you! 😊 yes I also had a hard time reading when I first got sick but it’s much better now 😊 thank you for watching! 🥰

    • @hadleygirty8449
      @hadleygirty8449 Před 2 lety

      I’m living in your walls

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      @@hadleygirty8449 cant you at least try to be original?

  • @TerryManlove1
    @TerryManlove1 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Thanks

  • @shamanart456
    @shamanart456 Před 2 lety +2

    Здоровья Вам! Все будет хорошо!

  • @C.est_moi_me
    @C.est_moi_me Před 5 měsíci +1

    You are amazing

  • @bellajean6731
    @bellajean6731 Před rokem +1

    Good video! Keep up the good work.

  • @kajnor1814
    @kajnor1814 Před rokem +1

    Tack!

  • @terryabate9231
    @terryabate9231 Před 2 lety +1

    You have expressed yourself well some thing that I struggle with and you explain things clearly I to have paranoia schizophrenia I hope we can write to each other

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety +1

      thank you! if you would like to talk with other people with schizophrenia I can link you a forum for people with the diagnosis! 🥰

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      thank you! if you would like to talk with other people with schizophrenia I can link you a forum for people with the diagnosis! 🥰

  • @laurelgillespie5612
    @laurelgillespie5612 Před rokem +1

    Thanks!

  • @sarahpaty6108
    @sarahpaty6108 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for sharing. I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia recently 💓 would be happy to connect if you ever want to talk otherwise I hope you have a support system at home

  • @rminfo2868
    @rminfo2868 Před rokem +2

    Very good and beautiful

  • @timothywilliams2887
    @timothywilliams2887 Před 2 lety +2

    Amazing video I enjoyed it. Thank you.

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      Thank you for watching! 😊

    • @akshorts2115
      @akshorts2115 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria well I just wanted to ask u that are u living a happy life with schizophrenia yes or no 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      @@akshorts2115 that's actually quite hard to answer, I do feel happy most of the time but I'm also very dissatisfied with how my life looks like currently but I do hope to still reach some of my goals in life 😊

    • @akshorts2115
      @akshorts2115 Před 2 lety

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria so the answer is yes or no

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      @@akshorts2115 I really can’t say either yes or no currently 😕

  • @eggcouncil629
    @eggcouncil629 Před 2 lety +1

    Wow, we have a very similar story, i was also diagnosed in 2016. I've been lucky when it comes to weight gain, only zyprexa made me gain weight, all the others didn't but invega caused a problem in my hands now I'm on abilify

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      how has you recovery been? 💚

    • @eggcouncil629
      @eggcouncil629 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Kimberly_Viktoria i got out of hospital a week ago and I've been on abilify about 3 weeks now, i had been on invega since 2015 and was a zombie for 7 years but i also only had 1 admission in that time and i now can't use my hands properly because of the invega, i even went 3 years without talking to my mum, the only person I really talk to but the abilify is much better, still have a lot of symptoms but the negative ones have definitely improved

    • @Kimberly_Viktoria
      @Kimberly_Viktoria  Před 2 lety

      @@eggcouncil629 yes I can really relate to the zombie part... I don't really remember much from the first years... 🙃 I wish you well though! 💚

  • @angie22carefree
    @angie22carefree Před 12 dny +1

    I love your accent