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  • Dealing with stress and fear of failure. The University of Cambridge was intense...
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Komentáře • 104

  • @SkullValkyria
    @SkullValkyria Před 3 lety +25

    This type of stress seems to be rather absent from regular studytuber content. It's important (and refreshing) to see this side too and realize that I am not the only one who is/were struggling with their studies and doubting themselves.

  • @Sarahr98998
    @Sarahr98998 Před 3 lety +87

    Until I started watching a bunch of British vloggers, I didn't realize how intense the exam culture was over there. It's literally all you guys talk about, lol. GCSE's, A Levels, university exams, exam season, exam results....exams exams exams! We have final exams at the end of each semester in university, not at the end of an entire year, so I guess it just wasn't as huge of a thing, thankfully!

    • @bhoomika6008
      @bhoomika6008 Před 2 lety +7

      Oh you should see the Indian system 😂😂😂

    • @juliar2462
      @juliar2462 Před 2 lety +1

      you think british exam culture is intense, try middle/eastern europe lol. We HAVE to take 3 basic level A-levels and at leats one extended A-level.
      Of course most people take 2. But that's 5 exams to write.
      We have all the subjects in class anyway, so 7-9 hours a day of just lessons.
      At univeristy too, all those subjects not related to your course at all, at least 10-12 modules per year.
      Pretty much the reason I don't study there at uni, it's just... I mean... hard, but pointless work.
      Uk is pretty chill to be fair

  • @aditiakansha1102
    @aditiakansha1102 Před 3 lety +102

    I remember watching the vlogs then and now I am watching the reaction

  • @kirstyt8512
    @kirstyt8512 Před 3 lety +64

    I did physics and astro at uni. Totally resonate with all of the stresses related to labs, problem sheets, not understanding physics tutorials, exams, constantly feeling out of your depth, comparing yourself to others

  • @cynthiajose7787
    @cynthiajose7787 Před 3 lety +62

    Paigey react to the fun times you had with friends. Share behind the scene anecdotes with us. Reflect on college life, learnings regarding studies, friends, relationships, personal growth, how to survive in college, tips and tricks, skills to develop before and during college etc.

  • @ummesalmatahir6745
    @ummesalmatahir6745 Před 3 lety +55

    I've been binge watching your Cambridge vlogs recently, and I just want to applaude you for being so honest and real on your journey. You didn't have to show us your lows, but you did and that is powerful. In the midst of the immense stress of being in the most prestigious university in the country, you made it through with success and became an inspiration for so many, Paige 🥰

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +6

      I really wanted to give a rounded view of my experience 👍

    • @MW-qf1kc
      @MW-qf1kc Před 2 lety

      I think you'll find actually Oxford is the most prestigious uni in the country!😉

  • @danielbizek7581
    @danielbizek7581 Před 3 lety +3

    I’m a new sub and I’ve only watched a couple videos, but your level of self-awareness makes me feel like I’ve sleepwalked a significant portion of my life.

  • @umangmanhar1029
    @umangmanhar1029 Před 3 lety +5

    Omg nostalgia✨
    Even I stress out so much that I just CRY seeing the list of topics I still have to revise😩😭

  • @EmmaLouiseVlogs
    @EmmaLouiseVlogs Před 3 lety +24

    Oh gosh! I don't miss these feelings... you tend to forget the tears and constant stress after you've graduated though. I deffo have rose tinted glasses😂😂

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +7

      Sameee I only remember the social activities and fancy dinners 😂

  • @snehasinghxa1981
    @snehasinghxa1981 Před 3 lety +5

    I've discovered her in lockdown and now I'm obsessed with her! I literally watched each and every single video of her ( some videos i've watched even twice or thrice lmao) She's my fav as well. I really really appreciate this girl. She's probably the sweetest I know so far. AND I LOVE YOU paige

  • @meihandong1946
    @meihandong1946 Před 3 lety +7

    I'm currently a second year student at Cambridge and started to watch your videos when I was in high school. Can totally relate to all those feelings of stress. Revising for exams now and this video really helped a lot with me dealing with all the stress and expectations. Very proud of all of your achievements and good luck with everything!!

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      Best of luck! And I hope Cambridge stays sunny for some fun post-exam celebrations 🎉

  • @mariasophie167
    @mariasophie167 Před 3 lety +5

    "to get a good night's sleep before an exam" - I have an exam tomorrow and I have a baby. I'm hoping he doesn't wake up too often tonight.

  • @hennyleeboaler8729
    @hennyleeboaler8729 Před 3 lety +2

    Rowing is so intense, but enjoyable. I have 7 outings this weekend

  • @esrafamily3459
    @esrafamily3459 Před 3 lety +13

    I have been watching you since your first days in Cambridge.. you encouraged me so much to finish my dream .. now I'm a second year PhD student and believe me i FEEL the same way you felt over the past year.. you are VERY brave to be as honest as you were..thank you for your advices!!

  • @omkarmantri7350
    @omkarmantri7350 Před 3 lety +4

    paige, you've helped us through some of our lowest moments too. it's great to see you have the chance to reflect:)

  • @soothingszelam2607
    @soothingszelam2607 Před 3 lety +3

    memories and experience in life make you become better person, thanks for the past version of you !

  • @andi01452
    @andi01452 Před 3 lety +8

    Looking back at stressful times that we manage to overcome should remind us to continue doing our best and remember how great and weird it feels to finish or overcome something. I just submitted a long term in-depth exam today that I've been stressing over the last month, but I managed to start early and felt relaxed and proud of myself when I submitted it because I was so hopeless during March. Hopefully it'll go well though!

  • @Somdattaaa
    @Somdattaaa Před 3 lety +2

    Your vlogs keep me going through my uni. Especially now that we're doing remote classes.
    Love your study vlogs.💜

  • @iamluthe82
    @iamluthe82 Před 3 lety +1

    It’s feels cool to watch the vlogs and now the reaction!!

  • @niveditayadav4197
    @niveditayadav4197 Před 3 lety +3

    Uni can be really stressful at times. But hey look at you today!!! You have come out really strong!! Proud of you!!

  • @lururu
    @lururu Před 3 lety +9

    I can't wait till other studytubers start working too (and hopefully show their experience on CZcams). You're the only one I can really relate to rn (and Eve Cornwell, but she doesn't do vlogs). Love u xoxo

  • @jayantvarma7052
    @jayantvarma7052 Před 3 lety +3

    I can so relate to these moments, I just had my winter term exams a month back which I gave under covid. Thanks, I really needed this video ☺️

  • @jayantvarma7052
    @jayantvarma7052 Před 3 lety +2

    12:36 an option we now don't have because of online and different time zones😢

  • @angelpradhan8809
    @angelpradhan8809 Před 3 lety +2

    Yay!!! Upload from one of my favourites yt.

  • @charlottew1938
    @charlottew1938 Před 3 lety +4

    This was such a good idea for a video- it really puts things into perspective for people currently in that position. I’m a finalist at Oxford and my exams start on Monday (!) so I definitely needed reminding that there’s no point trying to judge how you did in an exam because you just never know! Sometimes you forget how far you’ve come and everything you’ve accomplished, so it must be really nice to look back at these things in a way xx

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      Good luck!!! Wish I could go back and reassure myself before my exams haha, so at least I can help relax other people ☺️

    • @charlottew1938
      @charlottew1938 Před 3 lety +1

      Thank you!! 💗 definitely- it also made me realise I’ve actually done all the hardest bits of my degree, all those weeks of essays and deadlines, the exams are just the very last hurdle! xx

  • @anikam5087
    @anikam5087 Před 3 lety +1

    I love your videos Paige! I only discovered your channel five months ago, but since then, I watch your Day in the Life and Study With me videos every time before studying because they're so motivating. Love from India 🇮🇳❤

  • @iliveonjupiter
    @iliveonjupiter Před 3 lety +2

    Hey Paige, love your content and have followed since your day in the life vlog over 3 years back. You helped me through my undergrad and now through my masters which I am about to finish. Thank you for your content and I look forward to anything you produce in the future!

  • @remziyyeagazade7832
    @remziyyeagazade7832 Před 3 lety +4

    I am even nervous while watching your stressful days at Cambridge

  • @silvialogan9226
    @silvialogan9226 Před 3 lety +3

    Paige, it is quite normal to be stressed at university with the heavy course load, all the assignments, and exams which one has to do and it can be quite difficult. I found university stressing with all the assignments which I had to do especially essays which I found difficult. I was worried not finishing my assignments on time with all the sources which I had to look for and how to write and structure my essays.

  • @jawadnawaz7209
    @jawadnawaz7209 Před 3 lety +8

    what nice memories. You must be nostalgic. I am also leaving my school in a month or so. Covid really ruined our farewell but still i am a really nostalgic person and viewing your reactions it made me even more nostalgic. Love from Pakistan. 14-5-2021 8:06 pm

  • @TheGatewayProductions
    @TheGatewayProductions Před 3 lety +1

    No one likes stress but we can always learn to manage it. Keep it up!

  • @rondoflicflac
    @rondoflicflac Před 3 lety

    So close to 200k!!! 👏

  • @PetsWithFurryPaws
    @PetsWithFurryPaws Před 3 lety +2

    I have an offer from Cambridge but I'm getting really stressed about meeting the grade requirements. thanks for the great revision break though, you've shown that things get better!

    • @PetsWithFurryPaws
      @PetsWithFurryPaws Před 3 lety

      @TheRenaissanceman65I was very stupid and didn’t realise Imperial’s grade requirements would be higher than Cambridge’s!I don’t have an insurance because the grade requirements are all very high (maybe due to COVID/cancelling of exams they have given out higher offers or something) but happy to go through clearing later

  • @elif9747
    @elif9747 Před 3 lety +1

    4:44 background noices felt just so nice. It's unbealivable but it's been almost 1,5 year since I got into a crowd like that. Going to a cafe, walking in the street full of people. Omg that background noice is about make me cry 😂😂😂

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      Agreed! Life has changed so much

  • @aravindsooryakant8318
    @aravindsooryakant8318 Před 3 lety +7

    You are such an inspirational person to me......really your cambridge vlogs are so amazing and and and you are amzing 🤩

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +2

      That’s very sweet of you 😌

    • @aravindsooryakant8318
      @aravindsooryakant8318 Před 3 lety +1

      @@PaigeY i never thought u would reply thank you very much....u r a star

  • @johnstefanis6297
    @johnstefanis6297 Před 3 lety +1

    Paige I don’t know If this relevant but your vlogs through uni got me through my three years of Middle School where I was extremely stressed all the time, so, yeah, you are welcome 😂😂😂

  • @sofiaelizabeth1485
    @sofiaelizabeth1485 Před 3 lety

    Your videos are awesome! In a few months I will enter the Physics career and well sometimes I think that maybe I don't have what it takes and that there are many better people than me but your videos motivate me too much, so I plan to follow the beautiful path of physics. Thank you!

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      It’s an exciting subject, so enjoy!

  • @lululatsch
    @lululatsch Před 3 lety +1

    I am from Austria and I have studied for my Bachelor's and Master's degree in Austria, Denmark and Norway and at least in my field/at the unis I was studying at there was this ranking system in place. I honestly think that that contributed to your stress an awful lot, because you constantly have to compete with all the other students in your class in order to get a good grade (that might also be why you didn't feel like asking your friends for help that much, because you knew that even though they are your friends, they are also your direct “rivals“ in achieving your goal). Where I have studied, you were graded merely on your own merit and how well you've done in your exam, but there was no comparing to other students whatsoever. So if it was an easy exam, lots of people got an A, but if it was a particularly difficult class, maybe 70% of students failed. There was never only a certain percentage of people who could get an A or whatever grade.
    I really think that would have made all the difference for me - we just studied together, helped each other out and celebrated together when we all got good grades. It really sounds extremely competitive if helping out your classmate potentially means not getting as a good grade yourself. This really sounds like it facilitates unnecessary stress and the feeling that you have to constantly beat others. I was only my own worst enemy, but never someone else. If I put in the hours and the work then nothing is stopping me from getting an A, no matter how anyone else does.
    Sorry for the rant 😅 I just feel that it would also be somewhat unfair because the students in your year might do particularly well in exams and you do your best abd “only“ get an 2.1, when in the next year, when the competition is not as tough, you mighg be able to fairly easily get a 1st with the same amount on work put in...
    Anyway, love your videos, just wanted toto add some rambly perspective :)

  • @spurge83
    @spurge83 Před rokem

    I was at Sidney Sussex from 2002 to 2006. I had an absolute blast. I think the tide started to turn around the time I left. They brought in league tables for the colleges and there was more emphasis on results. They have clamped down on the drinking societies too apparently. Smartphones and social media also made people a lot more self-conscious. I am not sure I would enjoy it now as the whole place is a lot more political, work-heavy and less relaxed. I know for a fact that my course was more intense than that of any other UK university bar Oxford, but I think we had a better balance. All the best in your future endeavours.

  • @computerlover9290
    @computerlover9290 Před 3 lety +4

    The most realistic youtube channel!

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      That’s what I aim for 😎

  • @vishakhasingh5295
    @vishakhasingh5295 Před 3 lety +2

    I can understand that stress so well. I am in 12th and I'm having the same feeling about entrance exams.

  • @okok-ee7qv
    @okok-ee7qv Před 3 lety +4

    take a shot every time paige says exam

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      Exam exam exam exam exam 😉

  • @alessandracaia4477
    @alessandracaia4477 Před 3 lety +3

    One breakdown for each semester? yeah I can relate 😅

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      My parents learnt to expect them 🥲

  • @grachoderunwiderstehlichen

    Streßfull , Ms. there for you smiling very well
    Ms. Dr. Phys. Paige do you miss the Labatory work ;in the way to design/finish prototypes ?💐

  • @nanditakhati7841
    @nanditakhati7841 Před 3 lety +2

    You could react to Parties or time spent with your friends too (just an idea)
    💛I don’t know if I should take physics in uni now 😅

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +3

      Yesss love this idea! 🎉 and please don’t let me put you off physics. If I could go back in time, I’d still choose physics again! It was hard work, but worth it.

  • @alinaflora916
    @alinaflora916 Před 3 lety +1

    thanks for the video! I was studying at the university at the same time that you and your videos really inspired me to work and study! It is very interesting to know your opinion, was it worth it to study so hard, to worry so much and try to do everything perfectly? do you feel that such hard work gave the results you expected? was it still possible to worry a little less at times? I sometimes think about it myself

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      It was 100% possible to achieve the same results without the stress (a little bit of panic is good motivation, but too much panic can deffo hamper progress)... but unfortunately I couldn’t help stressing 😅

  • @nataliesovakova3348
    @nataliesovakova3348 Před 3 lety +1

    Omg this is so me. I've been cramming for a week for an exam I have tommorow. Stressed to the max, can't sleep or eat. I just hate exams.

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      Sending supportive thoughts your way! I’ve been there, it’s the worst feeling 😭 best of luck, and remember you’ve put in your best effort, and that’s all that can be asked of you!!

  • @sciencewithsoph3620
    @sciencewithsoph3620 Před 3 lety +2

    Oml this is me rn! From the coxing to the exams I’m literally living this at the moment. 😂 Paige made it through and did amazingly so *hopefully* I’ll be ok

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      You got this! Good luck with both the rowing races and the exams ☺️

  • @gulsekaykc5770
    @gulsekaykc5770 Před 3 lety +1

    İ know it was a bad situation to cant go to your lovely uni but if it is gonna help to get through, think about the first year students, it is worse because they dont know can they go to the Cambridge even for 1 year . Also i love the video concept i would like to see more about Cambridge and you

  • @malcomflibbleghast8140
    @malcomflibbleghast8140 Před 3 lety +2

    erm i seem to recall being in oxford (on the way to somerset)once during exam week...and seeing students wearing gowns to exams.....what ya whinning about :P

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      Haha I know, one step up from invigilators wearing gowns!

  • @johnnymac4997
    @johnnymac4997 Před 3 lety +1

    Do you still keep in touch with the others on the staircase?

  • @nono-mu9rw
    @nono-mu9rw Před 3 lety

    not you saying midnight is late the night before an exam, I always do 2am because I worry so much even though I probably know everything😭

  • @levidinh29
    @levidinh29 Před 3 lety +1

    I have one week left until my first major exam this year... God bless me!

  • @debasishbiswas1349
    @debasishbiswas1349 Před 3 lety +1

    Is FRM a good course in finances?

  • @basmalabadr2004
    @basmalabadr2004 Před 3 lety

    Paige l love you to the moon and back can you help me know about scholarships for the university of Cambridge please

  • @iamluthe82
    @iamluthe82 Před 3 lety

    Do you have the Argentinian sun in your t-shirt ?

  • @pauposadas989
    @pauposadas989 Před 3 lety +1

    I want to study at Cambridge! Is it really stressing?

  • @aidosalishev2059
    @aidosalishev2059 Před 2 lety

    How to enter to the Cambridge university? It is just my the best dream and I'm significantly eager to enter one

  • @nathaliestoll12
    @nathaliestoll12 Před 3 lety +1

    What about something uplifting like your best times at uni?

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      This would be fun and also would make me wanna go back ahaha

  • @Issamaham
    @Issamaham Před 3 lety +1

    Am I the only one who went and watched all of her Vlogs again after watching this?

  • @mariogoldan4351
    @mariogoldan4351 Před 3 lety +1

    Paige, what did you get for your GCSEs and A levels ?

  • @NessaLui
    @NessaLui Před 3 lety +1

    literally me now :")

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety

      hope exams have been going ok so far! :)

  • @jamesramsey7159
    @jamesramsey7159 Před 3 lety +1

    Independent observation ==> you are a successful individual. Remember this as you work through the actuarial program.
    :o)

  • @kamrul6108
    @kamrul6108 Před 3 lety +1

    you are so beautiful, your videos are more beautiful, your lifestyle is most beautiful 😊

  • @Priv-rb3ow
    @Priv-rb3ow Před 3 lety +2

    Since u said there’s only a set amount of people who can get each grade, does that mean there will inevitably be people who fail no matter what?😟

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +3

      I don’t think there’s a set amount of people who have to fail, but there’s a set of amount of people who must get a 3rd (or a fail) and a set amount of people who must get a 2.2, and these results are often not looked on favourably by employers

    • @Priv-rb3ow
      @Priv-rb3ow Před 3 lety

      @TheRenaissanceman65 oh right so why do people bother working themselves into the ground if the end of years don’t *truly* matter?

  • @sasankunboxings9850
    @sasankunboxings9850 Před 3 lety

    Hello Paige

  • @sofi5110
    @sofi5110 Před 3 lety

    hola

  • @shreya6704
    @shreya6704 Před 3 lety +1

    Seeeesh im already struggling with high school Lol so o don't think I'll be able to survive Uni stresss hahahaha

    • @PaigeY
      @PaigeY  Před 3 lety +1

      Was frightened I’d scare people off haha. I would like to highlight that I’m an extremely stressy person (more so than the average person) 😅

  • @Vickcy
    @Vickcy Před 3 lety +2

    See Paige, how stressed and dumb these kids are from some Cambridge University, they should learn something from a professional like U!!😉😅😙❤

  • @pratyushkumarnanda4952

    Feeling first with 56 other's

  • @el_chivo99
    @el_chivo99 Před 3 lety

    omg such a worrier and sad to watch :/

  • @niveditayadav4197
    @niveditayadav4197 Před 3 lety +2

    Uni can be really stressful at times. But hey look at you today!!! You have come out really strong!! Proud of you!!