I mean it makes so much sense that he was just nervous as fuck, you could tell lol. That happens to me too, one second you’re fine then all of a sudden you can’t think and you’re shaking and you forget all the words and nothing comes out right. I empathize with him on that lol
Oh common that’s his resting face I agree it’s funny but I’m pretty sure he’s listening, some people smile or laugh out of nervousness or awkwardness or just to keep the room positive
As someone with anxiety disorder, i absolutely love this dude. I’m tired of the cute and shy anxious stereotype. We need more representation for anxious people who just seem insane sometimes.
Omg yeah especially men w anxiety. I totally could relate to when he was like yeah idk why i acted like that cause anxiety just makes you act without thinking sometimes
Literally thank you, exactly, people think I’m crazy or paranoid high on something when I’m actually a huge anxiety attack, makes me so embarrassed I feel like a lot of people think I’m weird
nice to see the Jesse redemption arc, i think people went quite hard on him and i guess it is kinda normal the way he came across. but he seems like a very well spoken person who knows what is going on and knowing he was suffering from severe anxiety at that moment, kinda explains it. kind of a bummer though that cody didn't ask him what company he runs
I don’t agree with the redemption arch personally in other cut videos he’s also been rude and weird to girls, but yes because a man explains himself that’s enough to overlook everything.
As someone who’s watched cut for four years, thus seen a lot of Jessie, it was obvious to me that something was off. He doesn’t usually act like that. I’m glad he was given the opportunity to explain himself. And as someone who suffers with anxiety, especially socially, if you’re reading this Jessie I hope you are okay and don’t take peoples warped perception of you to heart
I’m glad you did this interview. On The Button Jesse seemed like a serial killer, but after his explanation it makes so much sense. He’s an everday dude that was caught at his worst.
Cut did Jesse DIRTY!! I suffer from panic disorder and I can't even imagine going through an attack on a set and then having it posted for potentially millions of people to watch WITHOUT CONTEXT. So glad you interviewed him. He seems like a cool ass dude.
I'm glad he was brought on to talk because from the button video he seemed like a nutcase. He seemed unhinged. Now I get it because he was just having an almost panic attack.
Hope the commenters in the original Jesse video who said things like “for real he reminds me of my abusive ex, killer energy” see this and realize they were the ones self-reporting their toxicity lol
it's a double edged sword though, because there are quite a few you'll end up regretting in hindsight. There are still a couple of moments that I randomly think about years later and beat myself over for letting them go.
This guy is awesome for opening up about his experience. When you’re having anxiety, it’s hard to show the actual version of you. Seams like an awesome guy and I’m glad he got the chance to show this side of himself.
Damn, I feel bad for judging this guy and thinking he was on drugs. Anxiety attacks can make you look either insane or like your dying. I related to him because I got an anxiety attack once in public and it was terrible. So imagine that in a larger scale of audience. Hope Jesse doing well now, he seems like a chill person! And as always, great video Cody.
He did say "It's dangerous for me to be in a sober state," so that's probably what made people think that? I kind of wanted him to explain that remark in the interview, but he was probably just saying random stuff because he was so anxious at the time. He's super cool, though. Nice to see what he's really like. ^_^
First time I ever got an anxiety attack in public was when I was 13 at a party. My mom does this thing where she makes me go around and hug each individual person before I leave a party which is alright if it's people I'm close to but there was a lot of people there I hadn't even seen and years and I was already feeling anxious and having a headache and I just froze after a couple minutes and sat down in a chair. More embarrassing people got worried about me and surrounding me asking if I was okay. I know it sounds dumb and not serious but it feels very serious and I can't explain it
@@Songmorning The remark kinda made sense to me, but he worded it poorly. There are people who are technically not sober on a daily basis under medical guidance. As someone with ADHD and depression, I can barely function without taking vyvanse, an amphetamine like Adderall. These are addictive substances that share similar properties to meth, but help when prescribed in the proper dosage. Nicotine is also a stimulant, triggering dopamine release and has some immediate nullifying effects on anxiety (but can increase anxiety in the long term). Hopefully Jesse will meet with a psychiatrist who can provide a more efficient form of treatment than nicotine patches. I think as a society we have a weak understanding of sobriety, drugs, neurodivergence, mental health, etc. It’s like how the US government condemned ketamine and psychedelic drugs for decades, but now recent studies are showing how they can be an effective and almost permanent treatment for certain depressive and anxiety disorders under medical supervision in a controlled environment.
I was once asked if I was on drugs while I was in the middle of a panic attack. I don’t know why it comes across as that for some people, but I really feel for this guy now.
Same. I too had an Episode of GAD back in 2019. It lingered for a year, man that sucks. You are scared and you dont know what you are scared off and that makes you more scared.
I truly forgot about Jesse after seeing the dumpster fire of a creep that is Stephen. I feared this video would be about Stephen and let me tell, you the joy I had after seeing Jesse is indescribable. What a great guy for being honest and open about his anxiety and panic attacks. I used to struggle really bad with panic attacks, and they have come back a bit but it’s never old news to hear someone open up about their experiences.
Genuinely I thought he was on drugs in that episode but the panic attack totally explains it. I suffered from horrible panic attacks for many years and said/did things that were out of the ordinary without even realizing I was.
@@thebrainrot5224 are you having brain damage by repeating the same sentence on every comment? Nobody believes you in a sea where everyone sees that he's genuine. You are delusional and looking for attention. Also, no proof, just muttering words to every positive comment about him.
Can't wait for the next episode of the button where cut brings in Cody as the button! Make sure they pay you because they're definitely going to do this eventually! 😆
He also has a video up of him reacting to Cody react to him on the button. He explains the anxiety part but also his thought processes in what he was saying too
@@Ofvandelayindustries bruh how can u not sense Jesse's authenticity. guess ur lucky you don't relate to him, cause I completely get his anxiety and his behaviour. as does others in this comment section, clearly
@@Ofvandelayindustries we saw a few min of him acting weird/awkward when he was put on the spot in a nerve wracking situation. not sure if thats enough info to label him as horrible and refer to a more extended convo with him as "damage control."
Everytime Jesse smiled and chuckled it was really refreshing considering how difficult it may be for him to communicate with others authentically. Thanks for this video :P
i keep commenting cause weirdos like you who have no idea who this person is just keep minimizing the fact he is a creep, but hey you probably love creeps @@ballllllll8
he genuinely seems so nice and real. it’s definitely an important reminder to consider the fact that these videos are edited, and also online and even in real life, we don’t necessarily know what’s going on behind the scenes. compassion over judgment
he’s so genuine and wonderful, i hope this video with cody helped a little with the anxiety he felt after that video coming out. i can’t even imagine how stressful it must have been
I'm really glad you brought him onto your channel. He didn't have a very good first impression for a lot of us, but his personality is SO sweet. And he's very nice on the eyes. ❤
I did his shows, i ran his roast show, like its seattle most people who know him probably got the ick thats why he's been doing stand up for 6 years and he can only do his own shows hmmmm@@Letthembelightpeaceonelove
I love that Jesse got a second chance cause I hate it when I make a weird first impression and I imagine all the bad things people think of me especially when I'm super anxious meeting someone
I think Cody deserves a lot of props for humanizing these people we may just view as a meme and giving them a platform to explain themselves. Especially after the backlash that Jesse faced, I’m sure he really wanted to provide some context.
@@Eyecyou64 I disagree. Psychopaths tend to be unaware or ignorant to emotions, and this guy seems like the opposite of that. He appears to be very emotionally intelligent.
@@Eyecyou64 do not call this man a psychopath. he seems extremely genuine and some people just have facial tics and movements. he seems like a great guy not deserving of any of that hate.
Even if he WASN'T having a panic attack...we should be more accepting of people (like him) on those shows. They are on there for maybe 30 seconds, and it is heavily edited. Nobody can display any authentic version of "themselves" in 30 seconds of their life - it's just too short to capture the complexity of who we are.
Now i totally feel for him as someone who’s experienced many panic attacks. If I had a camera on me during one I wouldn’t have been anywhere near as calm as him tbh
Dude is weirdly articulate and well-spoken for someone who looked like a sociopath. I’m glad to know it was just his anxiety that got the better of him. 😅😂
He's been doing comedy, (roasts infront of a crowd, crowd mic work out at bars, etc...) for a while now. I tend to think he was trying to do a bit, but messed it up, then claimed anxiety.
I HATE the fact that CUT removed that important information (the anxiety reaction), and instead left the rest of the other stuff up to paint him as a weirdo. I will admit, I was worried about Jesse when I saw this video; his explanation makes so much sense. Thank you for this!
Cody is genuinely a great interviewer. He makes his person feel comfortable by relating but doesn't take over and let's the person he's interviewing take the lead and say their piece. I enjoy watching his interviews a lot!
I've watched almost every CUT video and each time I've seen Jesse he has always seemed so confident in my eyes! It's really refreshing and real to hear him talk about getting nervous even after being on the channel for so long. We love you Jesse!
You should definitely do more of these, just being able to hear someone out and what happened and what they were thinking in the moments seems cool asf
that was kinda wholesome, i totally get that him talking about how he didn't reconize his respones while anxious, when i'm nervous around people sometimes they judge really easily because they think like "what is up with this girl" but you can't know a person after one interaction, it's hard not to judge, i get that, it just sucks because when you are really anxious and panicking sometimes people get the impression that you are up to something when it's actually the exact opposite
like you are just trying to get through that ineteraction, focusing on yourself, but other people can't pick up on that most of the time and just think you are weird or something
No one can legitimately judge a person's character from such a short video! I imagine anyone would feel nervous under that sort of pressure..Anyone mature understands; especially those with anxiety and panic disorders! Cody, I'm glad you interviewed Jesse & gave him the chance to express this 💛
When the call started and Jesse was laughing, you could //immediately// see a comPLETELY different and relaxed dude than who we saw on that button episode. It makes so much more sense now knowing that Jesse was anxious, and I’m so mad at the button for keeping that part out because people can be bRutal… Good on ya Jesse we wish you all the best for future 🙌
i'm glad that you made this video with him! anxiety is a very normal / common experience and i'm glad jesse was open to talking about it. i get that way too and overthink quite frequently. i'm very self conscious about what other people think of me, as well as what i'm saying or doing. he seems like a very genuine and cool dude that just wants to be as truthful as possible.
It was super cool of you too chat with him. I think it was great for him to just have the opportunity to talk about what happened was great. He was so hard to read but it’s clear he was obviously very nervous. I didn’t even realize he was one of the guys on The CUT!
i did judge a book by its cover with this guy at first but i have pretty extreme anxiety too and i can't imagine even GOING on the button, he definitely just got a bad edit because he seems pretty chill and nice!
dude same the way they edited him make him seem scary but hearing this makes it make so much sense I feel bad for him now!! Also love your snz playlist you seem like my kind of person
I LOVED unhinged Jesse so much but I also really love this calm and at peace side too (: I think this interview brought him some peace and I’m happy for that
It would be great to have a button episode where Cody is the button. Two singles and Cody sitting at a table together and Cody sitting with them asking them questions and prompting convo… so good
@@swissrolls666 lmaooo yes. Like just his head popping out right in the middle of the table💀 bc that would he hilarious Especially if they don’t explain to the contestants. And if they ask questions Cody acts like he has no idea what what they’re talking about, he’s just the button
It's so brave that he continued to go through with the shoot even through an anxiety attack, especially knowing it was being filmed. What a good interview! I recognized him from other videos so I was a little confused at why he seemed so drastically different in the button but this clarifies a lot and resonates with me a lot as someone who also experiences panic attacks.
He really helped put a whole new perspective on it. Seems like a really nice down to earth guy; anxiety can really make a person seem so different than what they really are.
As someone with an anxiety disorder,getting super jittery and almost disoriented before a panick attack,imagening sitting there trying to keep it together for the camera jesses reaction is very understandable.hope jesses anxiety stays manageable and that we see him back sometime
@@alyn_0447 I’m saying no one would ever try to humanize terrible home girl from the last video. It doesn’t really work the other way around, misogyny is too powerful.
@@actuallyimnotreallysureyet6360 No, it doesn’t work for her because she was terrible. Jesse was odd and random but he wasn’t hateful, she was straight up hateful, there’s no redeeming that.
the way they cut out him saying he was anxious is so dirty bc looking back, his behavior is so clearly steeming from anxiety but that wouldn't of been my first guess.
you think people were understanding? everybody called him psycho. I have never been in america but I feel it is a super harsh society psicologically. I don't think he got understanding at all but a lot of criticism
I appreciate this guy sharing his side so vulnerably more than he knows, anxiety is literally life altering and we need more awareness about its effects
so so so thankful for the explanation of what it feels like to look back on yourself having an anxiety attack. yes, that is you, but it's a part of you that you want to keep away from other people, because it gives off the wrong impression most times. it can be embarrassing and it makes you insecure about your emotions, which therefore leads to more anxiousness. the inability to stop worrying is awful and it's hard to mask when others are there to watch you go through it. it's hard to talk about it afterwards when you feel like you've already messed up, even if you subconsiously know you can't control it. when you're allowed to be yourself, speak for yourself, it feels more like you can stop and and proccess on your own terms and time.
I say super weird stuff when I’m anxious too but I really really appreciate his commitment to being genuine. He doesn’t deny that he said stuff he meant on the show, he attributes it to a side of himself he doesn’t like. That’s maturity and such a deep understanding of yourself you don’t see that a lot
I love how authentic this man is. Talking about anxiety so openly, including triggers, self doubts and physical symptoms... this is what we need! We can only grow by openly communicating and this is also a great example of media vs IRL perception vs reality. You're clearly spiritually inclined and the thing you said about the level of conversation not being there is totally spot on.. some people just speak different languages.. it's okay to identify that early and save yourself both the bother/heartache.
this was really fun! it's impossible to show every facet of your personality in just a few seconds/minutes. we're always so quick to judge people based solely on little snippets we see from them and then think that's who they are, no matter if they just had a bad moment.
I love Jesse! I’m glad others recognized him and his actual personality from other shows. And I’m glad he got to talk about his side of things! Having anxiety sucks and then for the editing to make it look like something totally else would send me over the edge, so his reaction after was super understandable.
No, he sucks, made multiple women uncomfortable running his own show, performs for a living, is toxic irl, panic attack? he micro doses probably just doing mushrooms in order to gain a personality
These past two weeks have been mad stressful with midterms, really appreciate the amount you post because it’s always such a nice break to just watch a video and laugh for a bit
I have really bad anxiety and will occasionally have panic attacks and I couldn’t imagine having to deal with that while being recorded (just thinking about it is making me anxious). I knew when I watched the video that Jesse was super anxious but the fact they cut out the part of him saying he was having a panic attack is just awful. Ughhh I hope people see this video so that it clears things up because anxiety does this to people and it’s not something that people should be ashamed about. My heart goes out to Jesse and everyone else who struggles with mental health💚
He's performs for "a living" runs shows roasting people and he's forsure playing a victim, he's a sociopath who analysis every interaction like an American psycho
Dude, so real! I thought he wasn't off, just nervous!! I have terrrible generalized anxiety, and man, I would've been totally quaking like he was, but I am glad that he chatted with Cody and felt comfortable sharing so much! He seems like a great guy!
I think he said something that is so so important for us to remember. Our brains are not wired to comprehend receiving criticism and sometimes hate on a massive scale. That's why I really wish people didn't act so casual about filming strangers, especially in their worst moments. We typically don't see the fallout for these people. (This is not including crimes-I feel unless it's a case of safety, do not act entitled to someone else's image).
omg okay this makes so much sense now!!! I was so confused at Jesse's clip from the button bc my dude kept flip flopping back and forth and it also seemed like his emotional affect was really blunted but knowing he was going through an anxiety attack at the time it makes all of those things make sense. As someone who suffers from an anxiety disorder and is really triggered in social situations where the attention is on me, I completely understand and feel for what he's going through bc I've been through it too. (Haven't been on the cut, but I have very briefly done work with Jubilee and that shit is nerve wracking as fucccccck like just walking over to the set with all the lights and shit was enough to make me panic a little lol).That shit is not fun and low key you don't really know what's going on or what ur doing really bc ur body just kinda takes over and responds for you cause ur brain is too busy trying to keep u alive bc its so anxious it thinks it's in danger lmao. Anyway good on Jesse for going through with it and having the courage to stick it out, and it was so nice that Cody allowed him to come on here and share his side of things, low key I'd love to see more vids like this!!!
Man, I feel bad for thinking he was kinda weird. He seems like a nice dude, and just had anxiety. Everyone expresses it differently, I can't talk like at all when I'm stressed like that. Wholesome vid here, Cody
This was really cool and brings awareness to anxiety/panic attacks bc that really can make someone unlike themselves and it’s not their fault at all. ❤
Mad respect for doin this interview, I myself have suffered anxiety my whole life and I’ve been in Jesses shoes before (not on The Button tho lol) where you aren’t yourself and you’re just a mess. Glad to see he’s such a great dude, and again, awesome job, Cody, for shedding some light on this and showing us the human element to the show
This is so insanely funny how you’ve gone to a complete new level of interviewing the cast of cut. And what a banger to start this off with- JESSE, the wildest outcome of all and it came down to anxiety, human nature. Love this so much!
Cody you're AWESOME for inviting Jesse on to talk about this! I definitely wondered what was up with that episode, but now that I heard his reasoning, it makes sense and I completely understand and relate. I've tried to over-manage how I come across, trying to "be" this or that type of person before going into situations and as Jesse said, I always felt awful after. Decided to be myself no matter what lately, but the panic attacks from trying to shake off the habit of people pleasing can be INSANE :( and I've ended up getting all kinds of reactions ranging from mild surprise to confusion to complete outrage too, so again...so glad you guys had this talk and shared it with us, puts a lot into perspective.
I'm glad you made this. I'm ngl at the end of the button video I thought he was some sort of psychopath, but I can actually relate a lot to how hard it is to act the way you want when you're having an anxiety attack, and Jesse seems really cool
Awh I totally understand I deal with anxiety and social anxiety and sometimes I’m scared to be myself. Thank you Cody for bringing him on he’s a pretty cool guy
I've been watching Cut videos for 4+ years and I've always wondered about some of these questions. It was really cool to get a bts look at what happens during filming. Jesse has been one of the recurring guests on Cut's videos that I find the most intriguing, so I'm glad he got some redemption from that unfortunate moment on the button during this interview.
It was so awesome to hear a behind the scenes, it’s so easy to judge someone from a minute clip of their life but In reality you don’t know that person and what they are really going through. To us the button looks like a fun random dating show but I can see where for some people it would be really nerve wracking, I think I would be super nervous too going on that show so I loved hearing Jesse’s real talk on what was happening. I judged him from that clip but I’m glad to see that I was wrong! (Sorry Jesse lol)
Man it sucks so bad that Cut edited out him telling that girl he was panicking. Completely changes the context of the situation.
😂 that’s why they left it out!!!
they def purposely cut it out to get more reactions
No, man's is actually playing them a lot more than he admits
@@vyiz1004 nah, if you've seen other videos on Cut with him this is far from the first time he's brought up having anxiety. this is just who he is
He sucks irl so dont'
this was surprisingly wholesome, seems like a chill dude when he isn't on the spot.
“I am an insane person” got me in stitches. He’s self aware and that can be appreciated.
@@johnsandler481 Not always. I mean, someone admitting their insane to me can still be dangerous. We’re like laughing away a lot of warning signs.
I kinda know him. His brother is really cool too!
@@kaleoscreations8069 haha damn must be weird seeing him all over the internet suddenly😭does he act the same as in this video?
I mean it makes so much sense that he was just nervous as fuck, you could tell lol. That happens to me too, one second you’re fine then all of a sudden you can’t think and you’re shaking and you forget all the words and nothing comes out right. I empathize with him on that lol
jesse: “i was having mild panic attacks”
cody: 😀
Oh common that’s his resting face I agree it’s funny but I’m pretty sure he’s listening, some people smile or laugh out of nervousness or awkwardness or just to keep the room positive
Lol cmon I meant
I know, right?? 😂
Cody has resting happy face
As someone with anxiety disorder, i absolutely love this dude. I’m tired of the cute and shy anxious stereotype. We need more representation for anxious people who just seem insane sometimes.
Omg yeah especially men w anxiety. I totally could relate to when he was like yeah idk why i acted like that cause anxiety just makes you act without thinking sometimes
Exactly lol I love him
Fr I just give rude cunt vibes but I'm just panicking
Literally thank you, exactly, people think I’m crazy or paranoid high on something when I’m actually a huge anxiety attack, makes me so embarrassed I feel like a lot of people think I’m weird
Real👍
nice to see the Jesse redemption arc, i think people went quite hard on him and i guess it is kinda normal the way he came across. but he seems like a very well spoken person who knows what is going on and knowing he was suffering from severe anxiety at that moment, kinda explains it. kind of a bummer though that cody didn't ask him what company he runs
Tbf I feel like I would come off as a crazy person if I was put on camera and asked questions by a stranger too. It seems like a weird situation.
Drop shipping ofc
@@Lady_Crispr people would think im so weird 😭
You should check out Socially Inept and the Tech Roast Show, I think that's what they might be referring to.
I don’t agree with the redemption arch personally in other cut videos he’s also been rude and weird to girls, but yes because a man explains himself that’s enough to overlook everything.
This feels like a complete 180, you can hear his voice kind of shake from nervousness but he comes across so kind & genuine now wtf
Anxiety is a hell of a drug
@@lumpymilk8280 it's a nightmare to live with sometimes
As someone who’s watched cut for four years, thus seen a lot of Jessie, it was obvious to me that something was off. He doesn’t usually act like that. I’m glad he was given the opportunity to explain himself. And as someone who suffers with anxiety, especially socially, if you’re reading this Jessie I hope you are okay and don’t take peoples warped perception of you to heart
He literally does, been on shows with him, this is jesse light for tv and you've been tricked
@@thebrainrot5224CRAZY PERSON ALERT ‼️
@@jetskiijr person with actual interactions with said person, but go ahead and put your head in the sand
@@thebrainrot5224 right! because you said so, i must take it at face value as a true statement 🤔 lmfao think before you reply
@@jetskiijr i've spent hours with this chode and i wouldn't spend a minute more talking to you too
I’m glad you did this interview. On The Button Jesse seemed like a serial killer, but after his explanation it makes so much sense. He’s an everday dude that was caught at his worst.
How did he seem like a serial killer?
Well serial killer is a bit extreme but I get what you‘re saying
Wouldnt say worst but I ride the wave, cool cool
Spent time with him, he has bad vibes.
@@thebrainrot5224 What is he like? To me he kind of gives narcissist vibes
Cut did Jesse DIRTY!! I suffer from panic disorder and I can't even imagine going through an attack on a set and then having it posted for potentially millions of people to watch WITHOUT CONTEXT. So glad you interviewed him. He seems like a cool ass dude.
THIS PART!
this definitely explains his reactions! he deserved to actually be shown for who he is
He's actually worse in real life.
@@thebrainrot5224 oh worm? 😳
@@thebrainrot5224 yeaa totally
Jesse seems super cool. It was awesome to bring him on for a chat
EAT THE BUGS
@@mclovin_69_ Umm
I'm glad he was brought on to talk because from the button video he seemed like a nutcase. He seemed unhinged. Now I get it because he was just having an almost panic attack.
Sch s good video!
Hope the commenters in the original Jesse video who said things like “for real he reminds me of my abusive ex, killer energy” see this and realize they were the ones self-reporting their toxicity lol
Poor Jesse... I can't imagine being ON camera while actively having a panic attack and having to try and make conversation with someone.
HE PERFORMS FOR A LIVING< HE CALCULATES EVERY INTERACTION HE IS A TOXIC AF DUDE
he loves it, he microdoses so it probably the anxiety of breaking up with his 20 year old gf
@@thebrainrot5224what😭
she's the 20 year old girl who can't get over him@@womaniizerr
@@thebrainrot5224 she’s all over this video talking ish about him lol I think she’s the salty ex
“If it’s not an over whelming yes the I default to no” perfect. This man is perfect. Even his anxiety is perfect.
That so perfectly sums up my dating mentality that I have never been able to explain until now!
it's a double edged sword though, because there are quite a few you'll end up regretting in hindsight. There are still a couple of moments that I randomly think about years later and beat myself over for letting them go.
And it makes perfect sense ! 🥹
This guy is awesome for opening up about his experience. When you’re having anxiety, it’s hard to show the actual version of you. Seams like an awesome guy and I’m glad he got the chance to show this side of himself.
Then why is he creepy at all his shows. Jesse has made many people feel uncomfortable and his sociopathy is just to seem normal. oof
@@thebrainrot5224 he does seam a little emotionally detached, can’t even deny that. But hey, who are we to judge someone for trying to be better?
This show is completely fake, they have married women as contestants
@@ScottMalkinson69420 you’re definitely fun at parties
@@ScottMalkinson69420 how do you know that?
Damn, I feel bad for judging this guy and thinking he was on drugs. Anxiety attacks can make you look either insane or like your dying. I related to him because I got an anxiety attack once in public and it was terrible. So imagine that in a larger scale of audience.
Hope Jesse doing well now, he seems like a chill person!
And as always, great video Cody.
He did say "It's dangerous for me to be in a sober state," so that's probably what made people think that? I kind of wanted him to explain that remark in the interview, but he was probably just saying random stuff because he was so anxious at the time. He's super cool, though. Nice to see what he's really like. ^_^
First time I ever got an anxiety attack in public was when I was 13 at a party. My mom does this thing where she makes me go around and hug each individual person before I leave a party which is alright if it's people I'm close to but there was a lot of people there I hadn't even seen and years and I was already feeling anxious and having a headache and I just froze after a couple minutes and sat down in a chair. More embarrassing people got worried about me and surrounding me asking if I was okay. I know it sounds dumb and not serious but it feels very serious and I can't explain it
@@Songmorning The remark kinda made sense to me, but he worded it poorly. There are people who are technically not sober on a daily basis under medical guidance. As someone with ADHD and depression, I can barely function without taking vyvanse, an amphetamine like Adderall. These are addictive substances that share similar properties to meth, but help when prescribed in the proper dosage. Nicotine is also a stimulant, triggering dopamine release and has some immediate nullifying effects on anxiety (but can increase anxiety in the long term). Hopefully Jesse will meet with a psychiatrist who can provide a more efficient form of treatment than nicotine patches. I think as a society we have a weak understanding of sobriety, drugs, neurodivergence, mental health, etc. It’s like how the US government condemned ketamine and psychedelic drugs for decades, but now recent studies are showing how they can be an effective and almost permanent treatment for certain depressive and anxiety disorders under medical supervision in a controlled environment.
I was once asked if I was on drugs while I was in the middle of a panic attack. I don’t know why it comes across as that for some people, but I really feel for this guy now.
Same.
I too had an Episode of GAD back in 2019. It lingered for a year, man that sucks.
You are scared and you dont know what you are scared off and that makes you more scared.
I truly forgot about Jesse after seeing the dumpster fire of a creep that is Stephen. I feared this video would be about Stephen and let me tell, you the joy I had after seeing Jesse is indescribable. What a great guy for being honest and open about his anxiety and panic attacks. I used to struggle really bad with panic attacks, and they have come back a bit but it’s never old news to hear someone open up about their experiences.
stephen scares me
Omg tell me what episode Stephens on
@@laurelmatthews-hy7pqfax we need to know
@@durag2x FOUND IT Kody's channel: eliminate yourself from a bad date
@@laurelmatthews-hy7pq the last one
Genuinely I thought he was on drugs in that episode but the panic attack totally explains it. I suffered from horrible panic attacks for many years and said/did things that were out of the ordinary without even realizing I was.
he's toxic irl
@@thebrainrot5224 how do you know
@@User-fq9lk worked his shows, terrible exp
@@thebrainrot5224 what did he do?
@@thebrainrot5224 are you having brain damage by repeating the same sentence on every comment? Nobody believes you in a sea where everyone sees that he's genuine. You are delusional and looking for attention. Also, no proof, just muttering words to every positive comment about him.
If CUT ever stops making these videos, Cody needs to start making them and being “the button” for sure
“Uhhhmmm do you like to cummmm???? Talk abouuut how you liiike to cuummmm”
Lmaoo and he speaks in that bottom voice😂
@@swee435 how do you know what his bottom voice sounds like?
@@swee435 haha! He would be like "JESSICA HERE LIKES KINKY GUYS!"
Can't wait for the next episode of the button where cut brings in Cody as the button! Make sure they pay you because they're definitely going to do this eventually! 😆
This guy did himself justice by speaking with Cody. Seems like he actually has his wits about him.
He's a really funny, cool, chill dude!
He also has a video up of him reacting to Cody react to him on the button. He explains the anxiety part but also his thought processes in what he was saying too
@@Ofvandelayindustries bruh how can u not sense Jesse's authenticity. guess ur lucky you don't relate to him, cause I completely get his anxiety and his behaviour. as does others in this comment section, clearly
@@Ofvandelayindustries we saw a few min of him acting weird/awkward when he was put on the spot in a nerve wracking situation. not sure if thats enough info to label him as horrible and refer to a more extended convo with him as "damage control."
@@aliveagainwas totally going to comment the same thing. It’s wild to me that anyone could get anything other than extreme anxiety from his clip.
@@Ofvandelayindustries You seem like a very unforgiving and negative person. Glad I don't know you in real life.
Everytime Jesse smiled and chuckled it was really refreshing considering how difficult it may be for him to communicate with others authentically. Thanks for this video :P
could be from being nervous though, I have anxiety and I laugh at everything because idk how else to react and get super self conscious about it
he's worse in real life
@@thebrainrot5224 what did he do to you?
@@thebrainrot5224why do u keep commenting why do u care so much abt his communication skills
i keep commenting cause weirdos like you who have no idea who this person is just keep minimizing the fact he is a creep, but hey you probably love creeps @@ballllllll8
he genuinely seems so nice and real. it’s definitely an important reminder to consider the fact that these videos are edited, and also online and even in real life, we don’t necessarily know what’s going on behind the scenes. compassion over judgment
he's not
@@thebrainrot5224 why
he’s so genuine and wonderful, i hope this video with cody helped a little with the anxiety he felt after that video coming out. i can’t even imagine how stressful it must have been
he's sure aint IRL
@@thebrainrot5224 do you know him??
@@grilldcheesus ya worked shows with him, never ran well, women on the shows would react weirdly to his antics, this is over 3 years.
@@thebrainrot5224 yikes yeah that definitely gives all this a different context, thank you for sharing your experience!
I think we can all agree that we all have a little Jesse in us 😭😭
Wouldn’t mind having a lot of Jesse in me
@@speedy9388 ayo bruv chill what the fuck
@@speedy9388 🫢
Same though 👀
@@speedy9388 lmaoo
Its pretty average actually
The fact that Cut obviously edited that episode to make Jesse look insane is so messed up, shame on them.
he's worse in real life
@@thebrainrot5224how would you know
@@Ale-fi from seattle worked with him, know his friends, toxic to me and many others. hOw wOuLd YoU know
@@thebrainrot5224 the last part was unnecessary, but ok then.
@@thebrainrot5224 aren't you being toxic commenting about him all over the place?
I'm really glad you brought him onto your channel. He didn't have a very good first impression for a lot of us, but his personality is SO sweet. And he's very nice on the eyes. ❤
Very nice on the eyes haha I’m gonna start using that
dating young women and making people feel uncomfortable at shows is really cool right?
@@thebrainrot5224 cry and piss about it.
the happiness I feel when I can't find anything to watch and then Cody uploads another button video is unmatched
Literally me, refreshing my feed and it says Cody ko- 11 mins ago 😅🎉🎉🎉
@@MikeGubischLMFAOAOAOAOA
@@thedivinez3ro it wasn’t that funny
YES
At work
This guy is exactly what my inner thoughts are and i love that😭
U VIL OWN NOTHIN
He seems cool I hope he doesn't take the comments too seriously haha
Yikes🧐
@@Ofvandelayindustries how is it a yikes? 💀 its human emotions
this, and im Jesse when they start spilling out lmaoo
honestly, I think everything odd about Jesse is related to his anxiety, even while talking to Cody you can see it in his expressions
Spend with him when there isnt a camera, he is worse
@@thebrainrot5224How do you know him?
I did his shows, i ran his roast show, like its seattle most people who know him probably got the ick thats why he's been doing stand up for 6 years and he can only do his own shows hmmmm@@Letthembelightpeaceonelove
I love that Jesse got a second chance cause I hate it when I make a weird first impression and I imagine all the bad things people think of me especially when I'm super anxious meeting someone
He's worse irl
@The Brain Rot why do u think so? Genuinely curious. To me he seemed way more down to earth and less pretentious (which he seemed to me at first).
@@NoraBG19 toq e nqkuv troler ako ne si zabelqzala
I think Cody deserves a lot of props for humanizing these people we may just view as a meme and giving them a platform to explain themselves. Especially after the backlash that Jesse faced, I’m sure he really wanted to provide some context.
@And so it begins thats true, it would be pretty cool to see him talk to some of them
His eyes are so sad. Is it just me? He looks like he's about to cry, and it makes me want to cry. He's definitely a unique person.
I agree, I saw it as well.
Yeah he's a psychopath. He can put on emotions like you put on a hat.
@@Eyecyou64 I disagree. Psychopaths tend to be unaware or ignorant to emotions, and this guy seems like the opposite of that. He appears to be very emotionally intelligent.
he seems nervous is all
@@Eyecyou64 do not call this man a psychopath. he seems extremely genuine and some people just have facial tics and movements. he seems like a great guy not deserving of any of that hate.
When he says, "I run a company," you can really see how panicked he is, I feel bad that somehow I didn't notice it before this video.
Cause he doesn't he is toxic af irl. I have spent many hours working with him
@@thebrainrot5224 What do you mean? What have you worked on him with and how is he toxic?
@@thebrainrot5224source: trust me bro
source: your gay dad. @@userK77920
@@thebrainrot5224 youve said you only worked with him yet know abt his dating history and hobbies??
Even if he WASN'T having a panic attack...we should be more accepting of people (like him) on those shows. They are on there for maybe 30 seconds, and it is heavily edited.
Nobody can display any authentic version of "themselves" in 30 seconds of their life - it's just too short to capture the complexity of who we are.
Now i totally feel for him as someone who’s experienced many panic attacks. If I had a camera on me during one I wouldn’t have been anywhere near as calm as him tbh
props to cody for always seeing the good in every person regardless of how they first come across, everyone should be like that
This and the Kombucha guy follow up video are my favorites. It's always interesting how people can look so different in different circumstances.
@And so it begins damn i’ve never noticed that … :(
Dude is weirdly articulate and well-spoken for someone who looked like a sociopath. I’m glad to know it was just his anxiety that got the better of him. 😅😂
@@uok6216 there’s several that are dissociated and unhinged too though. 😅
He's been doing comedy, (roasts infront of a crowd, crowd mic work out at bars, etc...) for a while now. I tend to think he was trying to do a bit, but messed it up, then claimed anxiety.
You don't know what a sociopath is, he is one
sociopaths are mad articulate when not off the rails. no emotions means the only thing u can do is calculate
@@user-wv1sg4gz4hthat's what you think
I HATE the fact that CUT removed that important information (the anxiety reaction), and instead left the rest of the other stuff up to paint him as a weirdo.
I will admit, I was worried about Jesse when I saw this video; his explanation makes so much sense. Thank you for this!
That was genuinely nice! Heart-warming to see two seemingly really put-together guys commiserate over anxiety attacks and just talk like humans. 🥰
did u expect them to talk like cyborgs instead or?
@@heinzkohl7739 We're both hanging out in the youtube comment section; you know exactly what the other options are😂
Sorry I don't get the connection between being well put together and talking like a normal human?
@@darfoz8807 basically just meant they were empathetic and authentic mate not that hard to work out is it
@@heinzkohl7739 you try to hard to be funny
Cody is genuinely a great interviewer. He makes his person feel comfortable by relating but doesn't take over and let's the person he's interviewing take the lead and say their piece. I enjoy watching his interviews a lot!
I've watched almost every CUT video and each time I've seen Jesse he has always seemed so confident in my eyes! It's really refreshing and real to hear him talk about getting nervous even after being on the channel for so long. We love you Jesse!
he's toxic af , having run shows with him he is unbearable
@@thebrainrot5224you seem unbearable
@@thebrainrot5224ur a fannnnnn
You should definitely do more of these, just being able to hear someone out and what happened and what they were thinking in the moments seems cool asf
that was kinda wholesome, i totally get that him talking about how he didn't reconize his respones while anxious, when i'm nervous around people sometimes they judge really easily because they think like "what is up with this girl" but you can't know a person after one interaction, it's hard not to judge, i get that, it just sucks because when you are really anxious and panicking sometimes people get the impression that you are up to something when it's actually the exact opposite
like you are just trying to get through that ineteraction, focusing on yourself, but other people can't pick up on that most of the time and just think you are weird or something
@@niaaaaaa. k
@@simple-gl7tw yeah
cody should go to one of these button dates and reject everyone saying "sorry im married"😭
LMAOOOO HE SHOULD
YES I was thinking the exact same thing!
wait wasn't that a bit he did in one of the button videos? im confused
Then get his wife to come out 😂
I was the a thousandth like
So glad you did this, sometimes we do things when we’re anxious that we regret, but you gave him a chance to explain his side of the story.
No one can legitimately judge a person's character from such a short video! I imagine anyone would feel nervous under that sort of pressure..Anyone mature understands; especially those with anxiety and panic disorders! Cody, I'm glad you interviewed Jesse & gave him the chance to express this 💛
I can, spent time with him, he sucks
When the call started and Jesse was laughing, you could //immediately// see a comPLETELY different and relaxed dude than who we saw on that button episode. It makes so much more sense now knowing that Jesse was anxious, and I’m so mad at the button for keeping that part out because people can be bRutal…
Good on ya Jesse we wish you all the best for future 🙌
@a s wait what??
cody’s absolute NEED to know about how the button voice works killed me
“So like, how did they wire that? What kind of mic does Blaine use?” 😂 would expect him to just go fully off the rails obsessed
i'm glad that you made this video with him! anxiety is a very normal / common experience and i'm glad jesse was open to talking about it. i get that way too and overthink quite frequently. i'm very self conscious about what other people think of me, as well as what i'm saying or doing. he seems like a very genuine and cool dude that just wants to be as truthful as possible.
Jesse isn't normal to young women
It was super cool of you too chat with him. I think it was great for him to just have the opportunity to talk about what happened was great. He was so hard to read but it’s clear he was obviously very nervous. I didn’t even realize he was one of the guys on The CUT!
this guy seems so sweet and genuine
i did judge a book by its cover with this guy at first but i have pretty extreme anxiety too and i can't imagine even GOING on the button, he definitely just got a bad edit because he seems pretty chill and nice!
dude same the way they edited him make him seem scary but hearing this makes it make so much sense I feel bad for him now!!
Also love your snz playlist you seem like my kind of person
I LOVED unhinged Jesse so much but I also really love this calm and at peace side too (: I think this interview brought him some peace and I’m happy for that
as someone who struggles with anxiety i understand him completely and i love that he got to share his story. i hope he meets someone genuine ❤
It would be great to have a button episode where Cody is the button. Two singles and Cody sitting at a table together and Cody sitting with them asking them questions and prompting convo… so good
They have to do the voice thing. Like he’s sitting there and talking but somehow when he speaks it has the button voice thingy
Yess! That needs to happen.
his head is in the middle of the table with a button on his head and he does the voice 😭
@@swissrolls666 lmaooo yes. Like just his head popping out right in the middle of the table💀 bc that would he hilarious
Especially if they don’t explain to the contestants. And if they ask questions Cody acts like he has no idea what what they’re talking about, he’s just the button
It's so brave that he continued to go through with the shoot even through an anxiety attack, especially knowing it was being filmed. What a good interview! I recognized him from other videos so I was a little confused at why he seemed so drastically different in the button but this clarifies a lot and resonates with me a lot as someone who also experiences panic attacks.
He actually seems pretty chill, Cool of you to reach out and I love how candid and honest he was
He really helped put a whole new perspective on it. Seems like a really nice down to earth guy; anxiety can really make a person seem so different than what they really are.
As someone with an anxiety disorder,getting super jittery and almost disoriented before a panick attack,imagening sitting there trying to keep it together for the camera jesses reaction is very understandable.hope jesses anxiety stays manageable and that we see him back sometime
We need the terrible home girl from the last episode 😂
Redemption arcs for women don’t work.
@@actuallyimnotreallysureyet6360 ?
@@actuallyimnotreallysureyet6360 I don’t really understand what your saying but ur 100% right
@@alyn_0447 I’m saying no one would ever try to humanize terrible home girl from the last video. It doesn’t really work the other way around, misogyny is too powerful.
@@actuallyimnotreallysureyet6360 No, it doesn’t work for her because she was terrible. Jesse was odd and random but he wasn’t hateful, she was straight up hateful, there’s no redeeming that.
i'm really grateful you did this interview
he deserves compassion
Had to come back to this after Cody voiced the button for Jesse's match.
the way they cut out him saying he was anxious is so dirty bc looking back, his behavior is so clearly steeming from anxiety but that wouldn't of been my first guess.
People need to realize you can't really trust these "reality" shows. How they're editing them to make the contestants look a certain way
Hell yeah just in time for lunch let’s goooo
I'm on my break :/
Lil 15 minutos
YESSS SAME
Me too
EAT THE BUGS
I feel like if the dude wasn't conventionally attractive people wouldn't have been as understanding
i agree as well.
you think people were understanding? everybody called him psycho. I have never been in america but I feel it is a super harsh society psicologically. I don't think he got understanding at all but a lot of criticism
@@Agape122I think they meant the reaction would probably be worse if he weren’t attractive
I appreciate this guy sharing his side so vulnerably more than he knows, anxiety is literally life altering and we need more awareness about its effects
Ok, it makes a lot of sense now. When you have a panick attack it's very hard to act "normal". Now i kinda feel sorry for him
he seems like an actually chill guy . i like how open he is to talking about how he felt on the show
so so so thankful for the explanation of what it feels like to look back on yourself having an anxiety attack. yes, that is you, but it's a part of you that you want to keep away from other people, because it gives off the wrong impression most times. it can be embarrassing and it makes you insecure about your emotions, which therefore leads to more anxiousness. the inability to stop worrying is awful and it's hard to mask when others are there to watch you go through it. it's hard to talk about it afterwards when you feel like you've already messed up, even if you subconsiously know you can't control it. when you're allowed to be yourself, speak for yourself, it feels more like you can stop and and proccess on your own terms and time.
That was great, wholesome, and just genuinely fun to hear from him after all that. Cody is making this channel and videos really pop and I love it
I say super weird stuff when I’m anxious too but I really really appreciate his commitment to being genuine. He doesn’t deny that he said stuff he meant on the show, he attributes it to a side of himself he doesn’t like. That’s maturity and such a deep understanding of yourself you don’t see that a lot
I love how authentic this man is. Talking about anxiety so openly, including triggers, self doubts and physical symptoms... this is what we need! We can only grow by openly communicating and this is also a great example of media vs IRL perception vs reality.
You're clearly spiritually inclined and the thing you said about the level of conversation not being there is totally spot on.. some people just speak different languages.. it's okay to identify that early and save yourself both the bother/heartache.
he literally micro doses and does hiking to have a personality, he is toxic and transactional at best
I love it too 🙂 anxiety disorder isn’t something usually talked about
omg as someone with anxiety i relate to him so much, seriously kudos to him for oushing through it and still going on the show and everything else
I loved it, so glad you did this interview
that girl's "that was the right choice that you made" really flipped the script haha
this was really fun!
it's impossible to show every facet of your personality in just a few seconds/minutes.
we're always so quick to judge people based solely on little snippets we see from them and then think that's who they are, no matter if they just had a bad moment.
You worded this so perfectly, I completely agree :)
I love Jesse! I’m glad others recognized him and his actual personality from other shows. And I’m glad he got to talk about his side of things! Having anxiety sucks and then for the editing to make it look like something totally else would send me over the edge, so his reaction after was super understandable.
No, he sucks, made multiple women uncomfortable running his own show, performs for a living, is toxic irl, panic attack? he micro doses probably just doing mushrooms in order to gain a personality
He’s adorable. So wholesome I’m so glad Cody gave him this opportunity to talk about what it was like 🥹🥹
the cut really tried to make jesse seem like a menace. dude is a teddy bear
it’s cool to see people being totally vulnerable. it gives a different perspective as to why people might not be acting like themselves
Thank you for making this video; really helps to hear directly from the person and not just see an episode that's designed to keep people's attention.
These past two weeks have been mad stressful with midterms, really appreciate the amount you post because it’s always such a nice break to just watch a video and laugh for a bit
He seems pretty sweet, unfortunate he feels so much anxiety
Gotta appreciate both his honesty about his panic attacks as well as Cut removing that clip from the video. Dude is chill as hell
I have really bad anxiety and will occasionally have panic attacks and I couldn’t imagine having to deal with that while being recorded (just thinking about it is making me anxious). I knew when I watched the video that Jesse was super anxious but the fact they cut out the part of him saying he was having a panic attack is just awful. Ughhh I hope people see this video so that it clears things up because anxiety does this to people and it’s not something that people should be ashamed about. My heart goes out to Jesse and everyone else who struggles with mental health💚
He's performs for "a living" runs shows roasting people and he's forsure playing a victim, he's a sociopath who analysis every interaction like an American psycho
Dude, so real! I thought he wasn't off, just nervous!! I have terrrible generalized anxiety, and man, I would've been totally quaking like he was, but I am glad that he chatted with Cody and felt comfortable sharing so much! He seems like a great guy!
I think he said something that is so so important for us to remember.
Our brains are not wired to comprehend receiving criticism and sometimes hate on a massive scale.
That's why I really wish people didn't act so casual about filming strangers, especially in their worst moments. We typically don't see the fallout for these people. (This is not including crimes-I feel unless it's a case of safety, do not act entitled to someone else's image).
I'm glad you brought him on to talk and he explained he was having anxiety because I thought he was just a psycho. I get his reactions now.
omg okay this makes so much sense now!!! I was so confused at Jesse's clip from the button bc my dude kept flip flopping back and forth and it also seemed like his emotional affect was really blunted but knowing he was going through an anxiety attack at the time it makes all of those things make sense. As someone who suffers from an anxiety disorder and is really triggered in social situations where the attention is on me, I completely understand and feel for what he's going through bc I've been through it too. (Haven't been on the cut, but I have very briefly done work with Jubilee and that shit is nerve wracking as fucccccck like just walking over to the set with all the lights and shit was enough to make me panic a little lol).That shit is not fun and low key you don't really know what's going on or what ur doing really bc ur body just kinda takes over and responds for you cause ur brain is too busy trying to keep u alive bc its so anxious it thinks it's in danger lmao. Anyway good on Jesse for going through with it and having the courage to stick it out, and it was so nice that Cody allowed him to come on here and share his side of things, low key I'd love to see more vids like this!!!
Man, I feel bad for thinking he was kinda weird. He seems like a nice dude, and just had anxiety. Everyone expresses it differently, I can't talk like at all when I'm stressed like that. Wholesome vid here, Cody
This was really cool and brings awareness to anxiety/panic attacks bc that really can make someone unlike themselves and it’s not their fault at all. ❤
Mad respect for doin this interview, I myself have suffered anxiety my whole life and I’ve been in Jesses shoes before (not on The Button tho lol) where you aren’t yourself and you’re just a mess. Glad to see he’s such a great dude, and again, awesome job, Cody, for shedding some light on this and showing us the human element to the show
“I flew out of town & when I got back she got married” 🤣🤣💀💀
When the button said Jesse, he immediately said yes like when he was being held at gunpoint 🤣
This is so insanely funny how you’ve gone to a complete new level of interviewing the cast of cut. And what a banger to start this off with- JESSE, the wildest outcome of all and it came down to anxiety, human nature. Love this so much!
Cody you're AWESOME for inviting Jesse on to talk about this! I definitely wondered what was up with that episode, but now that I heard his reasoning, it makes sense and I completely understand and relate.
I've tried to over-manage how I come across, trying to "be" this or that type of person before going into situations and as Jesse said, I always felt awful after.
Decided to be myself no matter what lately, but the panic attacks from trying to shake off the habit of people pleasing can be INSANE :( and I've ended up getting all kinds of reactions ranging from mild surprise to confusion to complete outrage too, so again...so glad you guys had this talk and shared it with us, puts a lot into perspective.
I'm glad you made this. I'm ngl at the end of the button video I thought he was some sort of psychopath, but I can actually relate a lot to how hard it is to act the way you want when you're having an anxiety attack, and Jesse seems really cool
Awh I totally understand I deal with anxiety and social anxiety and sometimes I’m scared to be myself. Thank you Cody for bringing him on he’s a pretty cool guy
“i spurred your endorphins”😂
He's such a chill guy and this was such a nice conversation. Pretty cool to see some behind the scenes for the CUT and the people involved tbh 😆
I've been watching Cut videos for 4+ years and I've always wondered about some of these questions. It was really cool to get a bts look at what happens during filming. Jesse has been one of the recurring guests on Cut's videos that I find the most intriguing, so I'm glad he got some redemption from that unfortunate moment on the button during this interview.
Yes the guy who had a gf going on dating shows, as a performer who roasts people definitely was anxiety lol sure
It was so awesome to hear a behind the scenes, it’s so easy to judge someone from a minute clip of their life but In reality you don’t know that person and what they are really going through. To us the button looks like a fun random dating show but I can see where for some people it would be really nerve wracking, I think I would be super nervous too going on that show so I loved hearing Jesse’s real talk on what was happening. I judged him from that clip but I’m glad to see that I was wrong! (Sorry Jesse lol)
I love you