karamel kel - aglow (intro) (slowed down & looped)
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Thanks so much!!!
Thank you
thank you .. 💕
NO WAY AUHHHHHH
i love u music/DONT GIVE UP !
See you in 5years when this will get recommended👋🏻
Omg yes lol
@@nebile8742 Omg yumeko
i will be there 😉
Lmaooooo
see ya
this song explains how i feel. i’m not totally sure how to explain it, but it’s like this emptiness feeling like i have no more emotions and i’m just here as if i’m numb. i’m not very happy with my life although i don’t know why. i have pretty decent friends for the most part, school has been going good, and my family is okay. but i just can’t stop being sad. and i hate it. i don’t even have a reason to be like this. i just am. but this song makes me feel comfortable. like it reminds me that it is okay to be alone.
I hear ya man, im in the exact same place. Stay strong
I know exactly how you're feeling, I'm with you buddy
empty.
It hurts
i can relate...
these. these are the songs that help me escape reality.
but as soon as its over u come back
Do you know other songs like this one?
@@noelmoilanen432 I do know a lot of songs that sound like this one
@@knonzzz-idlm which are they could u pls tell
@@knonzzz-idlm ok like what
What a beauty. I could play this all day long.
undrated chanel
THIS SONG AND LED LIGHTS HIT DIFFERENT
this song and living the stressful high school life eases some pain
@@aayushlimbachia4672 facts
thats what im doing
This song makes me imagine I'm running away from home, tears running down my face. The streetlights are the only thing that's keeping it not pitch black. Time seems to slow down and you feel this weight lifting off your shoulders.
Imagine going to a place where you feel home ..
Same
everything is going to be okay ❤️
stay strong, and remember that i believe at you.
Bro u need hug?
Perryman u tryna hug bro?
Imagine a 1 hour version of this.
Dude I looked for hours
I could make one
just loop the vid
@@mizuhaze please do, and could you possibly remind me if you do?
@@ellec3010 ok
this is exactly how i feel. it’s kinda hard to explain but yea.
Same Bro, im here for you if you ever need someone to talk to
Pixel Patata same
Emptiness for me :)
Emptiness is the best feeling :)
This song might give you a sense of feeling that is different than what other people are feeling when listening. So if anyone says "same" you both may think you have the same feeling/sensation in your mind (how this song makes you feel), but you may have totally different things on mind.
This song makes me think about my life.
Same 😔
Same ;(
me rn
same
Don't be discouraged, be at peace, Jesus Christ is with you, and he wants to see you happy, start talking to him, and give him all your problems. Joy will come for tomorrow!!
this give me anxiety,but is a beautiful anxiety
Same
@@viv_000real
Kids will be watching this when we’re a lot older and think damn our parents really had good taste in music🥲😅
yh
Sure thing👍
Don't be discouraged, be at peace, Jesus Christ is with you, and he wants to see you happy, start talking to him, and give him all your problems. Joy will come for tomorrow!!
@@xleywinz your comment wasn't in place, and thus feels like advertisement.
@@c1oudsky se preocupe não, seguindo a premissa de que todos nascemos com a certeza de que iremos morrer, vc terá a oportunidade de ver em primeira mão se se trata de bobagem ou crendices por si mesmo. Lá no inferno vc vai se lembrar inclusive desse comentário
The pain never ends The pain. The sadness. The ocean.
I'm the middle of this ocean, my depression. It swirls and crashes all into me and I drown in my own thoughts. I’m suffering trying to find ways out of this mess but the waves of pain strikes again, I seem to have given up. I want to fall, to the bottom of the ocean, and feel is guilt, pain, anxiety and the love ones screaming “why did you leave” but When i hit the bottom I will finally be free. I still haven’t reached the bottom of the ocean yet tho. just wanted you to understand it, the pain hasn't stopped since i started floating... thank you for listening and don’t give up
Thats exactly how I feel, I thought no one else understood. Please try and stay strong though. I know its hard but you can do it:) I wish you lots of happiness and love in the future.
@@bloodyvqlentine ❤️❤️❤️
@@bloodyvqlentine dm me anytime if u need to tell more @silencedsins (insta)
@@psychedelicnights560 Okay thank you very much!
@@bloodyvqlentine you stay strong too ily and we all have a meaning
Alright idk who are those 3 people who disliked and i dont understand why because this is literally perfect. I could listen to this all the day and night, its calming and helps me think about everything ya know. I just wish more people will see this because this is so underrated like its so niceee.
Please play this to my funeral. :0
ikr
sad ppl i guess
Usually just the CZcams algorithm that does that
Sometimes it’s bots on youtube
RIGHT!
I cannot promise things will get better, but a reminder that you have 100 years in the vast expanse of nothing, to experience it all, to learn, see, hear, feel, explore the unfathomably infinite universe. Why end your already incomprehensibly short life early?
There will be a time after you. You'll never know what's next unless you're there to see it. Afterlife is simply a comforting lie to cover up the close to no dent we will leave on this world. I'm being aggressive here, but it's the truth.
Now ask yourself, is it _truly_ worth sacrificing a few years for never knowing what happens?
Ty you too
You okay?????
@@_loraxx I don’t think he is
@@michaeljaiwhite213 Nah I was just being cringe and edgy on the internet. Looking back, why was that so cringe. I'm editing it.
my og post so you can cringe:
*hello strangers that I will never meet. I wish you a good life. goodbye.* 👋
@@PurePain_1 ❤️
This song is like getting stuck in a parallel universe and just exploring by yourself.
yes
same
Jonas Kahnwald
This sounds like a weirdly nostalgic video game lobby
Omg
Mass Effect
I FINALLY found this song , oh my god. anytime I hear this .. I weirdly start to tear up. Funny thing I'm crying while typing this , this song gives me actual goosebumps and makes me remember the good times.. just something about this song hits different and takes me away into another planet. I love it so much , never delete .
i searched so long for this song it was on tiktok nd i heard it so many times but i couldn’t find until now
I know Karamel Kel in real life .. he’s a great solid dude he’s a beast ! Shout out my boy Kel 💯
Whats his address
This sound makes my head wander and I like that ;) I explore new places
Ik right it makes u like emotionless
It makes me feel like I’m living a dream that never ends until I actually wake up (death)
Очень сильный вайб ностальгии. Слушая этот трек задумываешься о смысле своей жизни. Вспоминаешь моменты которые пережил, аж мурашки по коже. Понимаешь что то что ты сейчас переживаешь потом тоже станет ностальгией. Что сказать, цените каждый момент своей жизни и этот трек очень крутой.
О! Я о там же думаю!
Под эту песню я осознаю, насколько я одинока и несчастна за тенью своей радости... Я осознаю, насколько я ничтожно маленькая в этом мире (по сравнению со многими огромными вещами) и под эту музыку у меня появляется мотивация сделать нечто большее для этого мира и людей, запертых в нем.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Even if it's 4am and i'm crying , this makes me feel good to read it , thank u for having write this , take care
im crying. thank you so much i feel better 😭 you're the best person. I will remember your words. And i will reread this when i will feel bad.
it's been almost a year, but I still come here to read your comment. i miss you. you make me cry, because I've never felt such love from someone.. for some reason, I feel a special connection with you, even though I've never seen you. i love you, and I'm so grateful for you.
This made me tear up, thank you for your awesome support!!
Thank you this really cheered me up dude ❤ your the best i read this when im sad and i always forget all of my problems after
we all feel it, this is why music brings us together. Music is not about rhythms, words or any of that. Its about the emotion. And all of us here know exactly what emotion that is, an emotion so vague yet so familiar words can never describe it.
wow damn
this song makes me feel safe, it makes me feel like i shouldn’t be afraid of what i am afraid of, and that everything will be okay
This song feels like
God - Clams Casino
Millhouse Memoirs - Magneto Dayo
Acid Rain - Lorn
🎯🎯🎯
Millhouse Memoirs 🔥💔
Me too
its also reminds me of that one song from avatar the last airbender
Acid rain is top tier you have gold music taste
Such a nice tune.
This reminds me of Avatar the last airbender music
That and that one song from undertale
YESSS
Yoo thats what I thought as well
This is the exact comment I was hoping to find! This really reminds me of this song that plays when they're flying off from the first air temple ( czcams.com/video/ZDVWCaevYfQ/video.html ).
@@TheVoidpure123 I think it was called the Avatars love
Guys. Play this in the background of a rainy night. Just lay in bed, have your phone/laptop next to you, and enjoy the sounds of the rain fall softly onto the roof and ground. I promise, it’s relaxing.
Thanks for the tip i will surely try it
Its true 👌🏼
I Tried That And It Was Like I Was In A Dream With Clouds,Surrounding Me And When I Try To Get Up I Can Stand On The Clouds! And It's So Dreamy....
This song gives me butterflies. I’m confused. I’m everywhere at once. A hospital at 4:30 before the sun sets and the sky is not orange. My desk on a grey rainy day. At my friends house as her led lights change colors. Outside under the streetlights or in a parking lot with my friend again. In my friends car as the sun sets and we’re out on an open road but no one is there. In my bed staring up at the ceiling trying to get away from life as small tears trickle down, face hot from holding back the tears. I’m at my house (2018) with a bunch of candy I got right before Halloween. I was watching scary animation memes and drinking coffee...Now I’m here again
halloween one's comfy
If this gets recommended to me in 5 years, I'll see you guys. Remind me to come back.
I'll be waiting.
3 years have passed and it's not cool to remind you...
this song explains all emotions.
no information needed.
Yeah i agree with you
я вообще не уверена, что здесь есть русскоязычные, но мне очень хочется высказаться по поводу того, что-то чувствую к этому треку.
Для меня, эта мелодия - это как тонкое напоминание о том, что прошлое уже не вернуть. Не вернуть прошедшее лето, прошедшую радость, чувства и прочее. И мне это очень бьет по сердцу. Мне правда очень хочется вернуться назад, в прошлое лето и не чувствовать на своей спине подобного огромного груза навалившихся сдержанных чувств и того подобного. хочу просто взять и лечь на пол чтобы реветь, реветь и реветь под эту песню(
Жизка
Я полностью с вами согласна...
У меня эта мелодия отдаёт зимней ночью
У меня это ассоциируется с пасмурной погодой, выходными, переулками, летом. Эх, ностальгия 😢
@@owella72rus а мне спокойствием😓...
This just makes my whole body relax from all the stress.
This song gives me such a nostalgic feel 😮
Makes me want to go back in time forever
this songs reminds me of yandere simulator's song, lmao am I the only one. I like to listen to this when im sad, like i can think about life and everything that's happening, this song helps me a lot, idk how but i just feel like it does. I dont know who you are, the person reading this but I hope you're having a good day and if not then just know that it's going to be better, have a great life :)
holy crap someone else who thinks abt yandere simulator im going to shit myself
yes , omg
:) i love that were all in this together
Yea....I understand, life is empty and I'm empty
run away with them.
i want to SO bad but ik they are scared 😕
hey, this song makes me imagine a huge time lapse of my whole life, kinda like a photo and video gallery...but its my entire life, and i can just see it all in my head with all the memories i have all in 1 , single time lapse.
this loud ticking at the end seems to say that it's time to return to reality.
Sadly
@@kovacsalex yes
This is giving me a feeling i cannot quite put into words...
Calm, sad, waiting for something, smth like that. And all that mixed together...
The waiting part is ofc cuz of the ticking...
this songs makes me feel like im safe and that everything is okay and that i can just cry and scream here in the comments
bru h
That's it, i'm leaving forever! Finally.
No don't
Are you still here?
Please dont
I'm probably to late
It's like u got stuck in a parallel dimension
The combination of the music and the image in the video perfectly encapsulates what a Dystopia is.
you don't know how many months it took for me to find this, it was worth it.
This music hits different when it's night and it's lightly raining, it feels so good 🥱😌
I listen to this when I’m underway on deployment it’s perfectly fitting to how empty and small you feel when all you can see is ocean surrounding you.
Wow that's deep, I dream someday I'll join one of the branches. Best of luck to yours!
Disassociating/Depression never sounded so beautiful
i feel so free with this song.
i used to be sooo obsessed with this song in nov-oct 2020. quarantine, foggy 5am school mornings, rainy days. it was nice to come back and feel a little bit of nostalgia. 🤍
the song makes me feels nostalgia and the image in the video is pretty cool
Эта песня пробуждает во мне чувства, которые я давно не испытывал, быть может, даже никогда... Спокойная мелодичная, обтекаемая, сковывающая. В голове невольно возникают сцены с медленным погружением под воду, на самое дно тихой и тёмной глади, безвыходность, лёгкость, тревога и принятие. Попытки спасения тебя самым близким человеком, непонимание того, почему ты ещё здесь, но почему-то всё хорошо. Печали в этой музыке достаточно, чтобы заставить каждую клеточку твоего тела сжиматься и покрыться мурашками кожу, не говоря о самопроизвольно вытекающих слезах, что не остановить даже спустя 15 минут после прослушивания. Эта музыка - океан, а я в ней - тонущий человек. И я этому рад
this song js give you a vibe at night
Спокойная и одновременно грустная музыка, сразу все плохие воспоминания собираются, как будто ничего не сбудется и уже все поздно 💔
Я походу не одна тут Руская
Shoutout to everyone listening to this 5 years later
Er hat so wenig Abonnenten aber lädt so nice Musik hoch mit der Musik ein Shisha Kopf und chillen uff its a Dream ❤😍
reminds me of the webtoon "i love yoo"
I love this
0:00-4:15 best part🤩
Bro
My friends don't know how sad I am.
How are you doing now?
Shit, you have friends!?
It feels like undewater ... and it keeps going deeper ... to the darkness of the ocean
Hasta que los peces iluminen tu camino
:v
I keep finding these types of songs that just hit me in the feels man
this , Giants under the Sea , & nuages's Dreams gives me that feeling of.. pure blissfulness
Next To You by Alicks does too
This song puts me at peace. Very relaxing for the mind.
Agreed
I remember listening to this from tiktok last year in late January and i felt so nostalgic and now i feel nostalgic from then. I was so excited to go on a plane for the first time in 2 years. Time is moving so fast now and i dont know how to spend it before my childhood ends
Thank you very much this music will come in handy for my tears...
this song makes me wanna sit on the edge of a cliff by a highway, watching the sunset, you sit there thinking about life, the good times, and the bad, as the sun sets more, u close your eyes and think of your happy place.. a place that doesn’t exist in the real world. as the sun fades away into the darkness of the night, you take a deep breath, sigh, and head back home. as you pull
into the driveway of your home, you go inside, take a shower,get dressed, brush your teeth and lie down, as you close your eyes to sleep, you play this song and once again, dream of a happy place.. where no darkness can get you..
🖤🤍 good night guys
A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.
Just wanted to say hi to those that still listen to it.
Been a long time i've had this nostalgia in my head from vacation...
Gold age memories.
I love that the “clock” is ticking slowly like time is slowing down
watched this from ur ig ad now im here, totally a hidden gem
If you listen closely with earphones on, you can hear someone laughing
This sounds speaks to me
This sounds like dreams.
same
This just calms me for some reason same with let go.....
This sweet mellow songs with a hint of sadness are so calming.
so nobody is gonna talk about the fact a legend was born here
Yo keep making songs like this
This dreamscape youtuber changes my life
such a vibe
i feel like this is a song you can relax to or get stuff done but also lisen to when you feel numb or empty
хорошо. я тоже приду сюда через 3-5 лет, да бы послушать это чудо заново, погрузиться в свои мысли и вспомнить былые времена.
come back bro. Listen to this once more
Оооо
I've listened to this way too many times I don't even know how long I've been listening to it?
SO THIS IS WHAT HEAVEN IS LIKE-
I love these backgrounds. i always love falling from places, i dont know why. It just seems kind of relaxing (i am NOT suicidal, if i were to be pushed off a cliff i obviously wouldnt find it relaxing.).
you’ll get through it. we all will.
this song is so pretty, and to everyone going through a hard time right now, you'll be okay. it'll all be alright. pls know u aren't alone with whatever you're going through. its ok to be sad or feel down at times. ily all.
This sounds like the intro to that 1 song from avatar the last air Bender
Woke up on a planet with life all around me with memories happy and sad nostalgia a good family just fascinated with everything about life and this sound just wow.. I’m grateful to be here such a trip
chill asf
First comment on dreamscape.
The vibe is immaculate
I love this so much
its really dreamy
imagine you are at home and hear it alone 24/7. Yep, I wish it was just an imagination
That would hit
I like your videos because they sound so good😊
Depression changed me;
I’m no longer fearful
Of the transition commonly known as death
That dreadful night
I held that knife to my wrist
And I prepared to take my final breath
As I sat in the driver’s seat of my car
With the end of my days not looking too far
I pressed that knife against my skin
And I pressed
Harder and harder
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And then I stopped pressing
I couldn’t bring myself to do it
Then the knife fell in-between the seats
It was out of my reach
Much like the happiness
That had eluded my soul
That void in my spirit
Unfulfilled by the goals
That I had yet to accomplish
I broke down
Disgusted with myself
Not because of what I had tried to do
But because I couldn’t muster up
The courage to follow through
They say suicide is the way of the coward
So you can imagine how I felt
When I realized that I was too scared
To take the coward’s way out
Every bit of self-doubt that lived within me
Was met with validation and contradiction
At the same time
Pain that I had held on to for years
Had now re-emerged
Like an old message in a bottle
That had been carried through
The ocean of my tears
To the island of self-hatred on which I was stranded
That night in my car, when I dropped that knife
I was given a second chance at life
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I didn't see the value in my being
My reflection a distorted perception
Of what I thought everyone else was seeing
They say that breaking a mirror
Brings you seven years of bad luck
Well if that's the case, I won't ever
Experience good fortune again
Because I broke that mirror a thousand times over
And then I put the pieces back together
And used it to look within
That's beautiful
Ok
This song is recommended meback, after so many years feel really nostalgic.when i have discovered this song at that time I don't have to worry about anything but now i do,so much changes after 2 years😢
Детство.
Беззаботное время, ты лежишь на диване, обводишь узоры на нём, рядом мама сидит за столом и пьет чай, ты смотришь на нее и видишь что уже стемнело, она выключает свет и включает свечу, ты садишься к ней и вы начинаете говорить о ваших проблемах, чувствах, страхах, но ты понимаешь что это не так страшно, ведь мама рядом🕯
This song is a whole mood, hard to explain yet sad.
It's how i feel.
I love the fact that this song makes people imagine different ways of describing freedom