I Lost My Son to a Terminal Disease, Nothing Could Help Me But This... (Jesus Testimony)

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  • čas přidán 9. 08. 2023
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Komentáře • 855

  • @WaviiSavi
    @WaviiSavi Před 10 měsíci +427

    The fact that she can still smile is a testimony in itself!

  • @oluwaseunakinfesola1723
    @oluwaseunakinfesola1723 Před 10 měsíci +281

    I don't know what anyone is going through right now, but I want you to know that you are loved and accepted by Jesus

    • @terrymclellan315
      @terrymclellan315 Před 10 měsíci +9

      Thankyou for your thoughtfulness!! Could you pray for my husband Robert Mclellan and our marriage. That God will set him free from addiction & bring him home safe.Thankyou🙏

    • @tanw.5149
      @tanw.5149 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Thank you Jesus

    • @iam_yahsgrace29
      @iam_yahsgrace29 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Yes & amen🙏🕊💜

    • @ms.evegene
      @ms.evegene Před 2 měsíci +1

      Please pray for me. I'm a kind and loyal person but always misunderstood and I speak far from parables. Thank you

  • @savedbyjesus0
    @savedbyjesus0 Před 10 měsíci +97

    "It's not time that heals, it's the decision to let God in." ❤

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +4

      💙

    • @Hoppieg
      @Hoppieg Před 5 měsíci

      August 16th is my day, too!! ❤❤❤❤ You are beautiful, my lovely sister in Christ! I love and admire your strength, so much! Thank you, so much, for speaking and telling your story of God’s healing love! 💗

  • @La.Gomesart
    @La.Gomesart Před 10 měsíci +167

    Ok, wait, hold up….this testimony was so raw and real. And I completely heard and saw how Jesus walked with her through every step of her life. Hurting when she hurt, cried when she cried, smiled when she smiled and yet, was still sovereign in orchestrating her life because He loves her. What an amazing Jesus we serve and love. ❤❤

    • @jernisharichard5032
      @jernisharichard5032 Před 10 měsíci +4

      ❤That Part❤. AMEN 🙌🏽 I PRAISE HIM ONLY 🎉

    • @FireBride
      @FireBride Před 10 měsíci +3

      He is so faithful!!💃🏾

    • @ruthlue9877
      @ruthlue9877 Před 10 měsíci +3

      I have the pleasure of knowing her, she’s as amazing in person

    • @La.Gomesart
      @La.Gomesart Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@ruthlue9877 I believe it! Her faith was building my faith! Such an amazing story from an amazing person for sure!

  • @NaturallyEssence
    @NaturallyEssence Před 10 měsíci +203

    I met her in person YEARS ago at an event in Toronto not knowing her testimony. Wow, God brings things full circle❤

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +5

      💙

    • @rosemaryrobinson2417
      @rosemaryrobinson2417 Před 9 měsíci +6

      Hello😊 She mentioned a book. Do you know of it? I would like to purchase or hear her read it if it's an audible form!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 9 měsíci

      @@rosemaryrobinson2417 link in bio 💙 all forms

    • @NaturallyEssence
      @NaturallyEssence Před 9 měsíci +1

      @rosemaryrobinson2417 I don't know the name but maybe if you search her name or IG you'll be able to find it!🤞🏾

  • @xiniabryan2304
    @xiniabryan2304 Před 10 měsíci +122

    This is just beautiful. I lost my sweet daughter almost 7 months ago. She committed suicide. She was 17. The pain is unbearable. But I have decided to also love and continue to live with hope. The hope only Jesus can give me. I know I will see her again one day. I'm not sure if my pain will ever go away, but in the meantime, faith is what's keeping me alive. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Soon, very soon, all this will be over! You will hug your son again!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +6

      So sorry for your loss, standing in peace and love with you. God Bless!

    • @asterabrham8470
      @asterabrham8470 Před 10 měsíci +5

      i am sorry for your loss, i can't even imagine whats like . I am sure you two had an amazing memories together to reflect on. I pray to God that you find peace once again to fill your daughter loss and to keep you strong. May God bless you.

    • @bellanoche6797
      @bellanoche6797 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Deepest condolences 💐🙏🙏🙏 I’m so sorry

    • @lightscameramakeupdadaacti5125
      @lightscameramakeupdadaacti5125 Před 10 měsíci +4

      Sending you lots of love prayers and blessings of God in Jesus Name Amen 🙏

    • @zaragray6199
      @zaragray6199 Před 10 měsíci +2

      Oh so sorry miss, Jesus loves you and never give up hope...

  • @raydineriekert2647
    @raydineriekert2647 Před 10 měsíci +121

    One thing I learned is when someone is favored or special to God, the devil tries to destroy the while they are still young. This girl went through the most but she held on to God.. She kept on believing.. Wow.. Goosebumps! God bless her❣

    • @TofuTeo
      @TofuTeo Před 5 měsíci

      I relate to this. Satan tries to use his evil minions (human agents) to destroy and traumatise us. It’s deplorable!

    • @sakura1044
      @sakura1044 Před 3 měsíci

      I must be really special, then.

    • @TofuTeo
      @TofuTeo Před 2 měsíci

      I know this comment was from 7 months ago, but if you see this, may I know how you learned/got this insight? Asking sincerely, wishing to understand my past. Thank you!

  • @delana6871
    @delana6871 Před 8 měsíci +14

    The fact her son didn't want to come back and Jesus granted his wishes that's a blessing all by itself and she was okay with that. That is what helped her to have the faith to continue on God is good

  • @Sanreyo
    @Sanreyo Před 10 měsíci +78

    This made me so sad.. but God said “well done,” because you trusted him til the end. He loves you, and you obeyed his every word. May God bless you more ❤ Amen

    • @chrigerosen3752
      @chrigerosen3752 Před 3 měsíci

      Did God actually tell her friend to tell her that her fiancé wasn’t for her?
      I honestly have serious doubts.
      God can communicate that to us, Himself, and does. Especially to those who believe in Him and have faith. Clearly she does.
      I’m just always sooo careful with other people saying „God said ..this about your situation and now you have to base your decision on what I’m claiming is from Him“.
      God doesn’t ask for these kind of sacrifices from us, to save a life.
      If then, it would be something that would actually benefit the person who is in need of saving.
      That’s just my opinion. I have learned that people need to be so careful about who’s prophetic words we trust.

  • @GodsChosenMekAmoR
    @GodsChosenMekAmoR Před 10 měsíci +62

    When you said "And the rain stopped" until you got home AND the Pastor saying "If it's only YOU, I'll baptize you"....whew chills and tears. I understand because God does this in all of His children lives to prove He got us and we matter and we still can doubt. Lord help our unbelief and keep pushing us to faith that moves mountains.

  • @gregorcollins
    @gregorcollins Před 10 měsíci +18

    Her response to 'what can you tell other people who have lost a child' was just brilliant, and so powerful. "It's a lie that it doesn't get better. You have to choose to be better, to love, to find peace through God..."

  • @smithnwesson9586
    @smithnwesson9586 Před 10 měsíci +202

    Her testimony is amazing! It’s wonderful to see how God heals people. She writes beautifully

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +6

      💙Thank you

    • @Christelletv
      @Christelletv Před 8 měsíci

      your testimony touched me soo deeply, more than you know @@lipsandlanguage

  • @itsmelaura1988
    @itsmelaura1988 Před 10 měsíci +66

    I can tell you how much I cried listening how you prayed when your baby passed, you are so strong ❤❤❤

  • @ChaChaRah
    @ChaChaRah Před 10 měsíci +12

    I cried my eyes out listening to your testimony! You have amazing strength and I’m so thankful god delivered you through all of that. When you spoke about your son it took me to a place I hadn’t been in a long time…. When my son was 2 weeks old until about 3 months old we thought he was going to die. We were told he may have a rare disease. I cried and pleaded with god to save him and take me. I feel every bit of your pain. My son made it though and after going back to that place and crying my eyes out I ran to him and hugged him so hard. I hadn’t forgotten what it felt like to nearly lose him.
    God bless you and your beautiful son! ❤

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +1

      💙💙 God Bless you🙏🏾 we always wanna do the best for our children, I’m glad you hugged your son as a reminder

  • @user-bh2fy7qh6t
    @user-bh2fy7qh6t Před 9 měsíci +7

    I lost my son march of this year and this one spoke to me very so much. I didn't have family or friends who understood what I went through to going through the process alone was tough but I gave my life to Jesus prior to becoming pregnant and so after losing my son I did not know how to feel much but I never lost my faith, and so this channel and those In the comments have really helped me guide me thought the process and know that everything will be okay! and it shown me the powers that Jesus has therefore helped me grow my trust and faith and I created a stronger bond with Jesus. So, I'm glad he guided this channel to me and again I may not know any of you but y'all and glory of God has really helped me through dark times, and I am grateful for you all and this channel Delafe testimonies.

  • @s.d.melcher
    @s.d.melcher Před 10 měsíci +38

    13:29 Have mercy! My heart is breaking for her. How can people be so cruel? How can people not understand what rape does to a woman, let alone a CHILD? It’s the most intrusive violation of a person’s body, heart, mind and soul! ⚔️💔⚔️
    49:58 My Lord, what a beautiful woman of God! Most of us can only hope to live up to her standards.
    ✨💖🙏😭💖✨

    • @Teal_Seal
      @Teal_Seal Před 13 dny

      Surrounded by predators and rejected by family. Then her son… It’s a miracle just that she’s still here. But here and praising God? People can doubt His existence all they want. The way He heals us as only he can - that’s what I call evidence ❤

  • @briceidabanks4284
    @briceidabanks4284 Před 10 měsíci +21

    This testimony stopped me dead in my tracks and made me reflect immediately on His Grace in our lives. Such a powerful message. Immediately made me cry!

  • @BlakeSmith-eg3yq
    @BlakeSmith-eg3yq Před 10 měsíci +6

    This testimony really hurt. She would be talking and then all of a sudden she would say something so tragic in such a casual way. My heart breaks for these people. If only I could give them a hug😢

  • @AsterLB
    @AsterLB Před 10 měsíci +22

    Her testimony was very deep and I feel for her and I know Satan comes after Pastors children to really pull them down but I know God is good and hearing her son is with Jesus finally healed is the silver lining in the sky. God bless her

  • @kayflade
    @kayflade Před 10 měsíci +6

    47:12 “I lack understanding so I’m praying for peace” Peace that passes understanding…simply beautiful

  • @MO51MARRIED6yrAISHA
    @MO51MARRIED6yrAISHA Před 10 měsíci +51

    Thanks to Faithful Moms, praise Jesus the Greatest Leader who ever lived !

  • @ladennayoung2939
    @ladennayoung2939 Před 10 měsíci +22

    Godly discernment, insight, wisdom, and perspective is REALLY needed in the body of Christ. Without it this is how SO MANY people end up siffering in silence.

  • @winonakitto6151
    @winonakitto6151 Před 10 měsíci +26

    I have no words to describe how awesome and beautiful that this young woman is. I’m humbled by her.

  • @Itsgianaa
    @Itsgianaa Před 10 měsíci +23

    Wow her poem was beautiful. Brought me to tears. God bless her. Her creativity is like no other. May the love of God be over her. 🩷

  • @yolandajones1794
    @yolandajones1794 Před 10 měsíci +15

    Such a beautiful poem .So encouraging. I had a childhood of sexual abuse. Different people. An older brother when I was 9. A female classmate. A brother and sister in the church basement. At age. 66, seems like it never happened. I didn't thrive I wanted. But blessed to be a survivor. Blessed to know God loves me, and Jesus as my personal Savior. Glad she is so transparent and able to share such tragedy. God made her stong.❤

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +2

      💙 sorry about the abuse but so happy you have made it and are at peace

  • @nicholelovesray
    @nicholelovesray Před 10 měsíci +39

    I didn’t expect this beautiful testimony to turn out to be sooooo amazing!! God bless you, family, your son in heaven and most our Lord Jesus!!❤❤❤❤

  • @foodie73328
    @foodie73328 Před 10 měsíci +19

    I remember writing since a young age. It stopped working when I put all my confidence in a loved one. This testimony is so inspiring because I’ve learned that I was going through the routine for a very long time. It made me angry. Now I realize that we can’t control anything. We can only leave it to God.

  • @jonnisesmith5680
    @jonnisesmith5680 Před 10 měsíci +45

    Thank you for your transparency, you have a powerful testimony! You know you’ve been truly delivered when you can smile and have peace after all you’ve been through! Our Heavenly Father is Awesome, Mighty and Magnificent! 💜

  • @Exclusiveketurah
    @Exclusiveketurah Před 10 měsíci +15

    You are black & beautiful. 🙏🏼🫶🏼 &Gods child. ❤ you are a strong women, through Jesus. God had his hand on you for sure. What amazing Testimony……. God bless you my sister in Christ. 🙏🏼🔥

  • @shine4uJesus
    @shine4uJesus Před 10 měsíci +8

    Girl, your testimony is one of the most powerful that I have ever heard. Your authenticity and transparency is rare in the church world. I am so thankful you didn’t let the Pharisees that you dealt with destroy you, but you let them push you into your relationship with Jesus. I pray God uses you mightily and restores everything that the enemy stole and delivers you from everything that he planted in Jesus name! You are fearfully and wonderfully made!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +1

      Amen 💙🙏🏾 thank you I receive that

  • @renee5603
    @renee5603 Před 10 měsíci +8

    Wowwwww this testimony was everything. I mean everything. It was 🔥 for real and the fact that she can smile or the fact that she’s in her right frame of mind is nobody but God!!! Whewwww!!! Thank you Jesus for her life!!

  • @Ace-3.
    @Ace-3. Před 10 měsíci +28

    I hope she is doing well and Rest In Peace to her son, I couldn’t imagine that kind of pain. God bless everyone and have a good day

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +3

      I am well thank you💙

    • @Ace-3.
      @Ace-3. Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@lipsandlanguage ❤️ glad to hear that

  • @HaymanotRetaWoldemichael-vp6kl
    @HaymanotRetaWoldemichael-vp6kl Před 10 měsíci +18

    I was crying the whole time. You are gifted poet.

  • @BB-pv6cf
    @BB-pv6cf Před 10 měsíci +12

    Amen! “I am no longer a slave to guilt”!!!!💖💖 Hallelujah

  • @naomiTHErocker
    @naomiTHErocker Před 3 měsíci +1

    I’m crying- her son running in circles in heaven really touched my heart. Thank you Lord for his life here on earth. Thank you Lord.

  • @shebanadam7569
    @shebanadam7569 Před 10 měsíci +10

    What the devil has done to God's children makes that LAKE OF FIRE all the more justified. God will AVENGE his children...let's not give this devil a chance, not an inch! Jesus demonstrated how defeated he is...we have beat him to the punch! Let's not forget he is a hound that keeps coming back...which again, makes CONSTANT prayer all the more important. Thanks a lot for your testimony and brothers and sisters, let's keep the FIGHT to the END. Be blessed. 🙌🙌

  • @larondalawvere2646
    @larondalawvere2646 Před 10 měsíci +24

    That's the most amazing, inspirational, Testimony I think I ever heard ❤ seriously I'm speechless, all I can really say is WOW the wonders , an amazing awesomeness of the Lord , Amen❤

  • @just-a-jerseygirl-lori9109
    @just-a-jerseygirl-lori9109 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Her testimony, her strength, her courage, her bravery, her faith, her grace, her beauty and smile and her words of beauty with that beautiful poem. Keep on keeping on my sistah, you are truly inspirational and God is using you more and more❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @skumlordwesttastic342
    @skumlordwesttastic342 Před 10 měsíci +7

    THIS IS. ONE OF THE GREATEST AND DEEPEST AND BEST TESTIMONIES I HAVE EVER HEARD, WOMAN YOU ARE A TRUE SOLDIER OF CHRIST AND I SALUTE YOU

  • @kelleyashworth8178
    @kelleyashworth8178 Před 10 měsíci +12

    I have watched so many of these videos and each person's testimony is a beautiful thing. Her testimony is so beautiful, she is God's beautiful daughter, and her son is walking in a glorified body! I have two cousins with muscle dystrophy; one had a heart and died right before we turned 21. Mark is still here.
    Thank You, God, for bringing beauty from ashes. ❤

  • @anon0268
    @anon0268 Před 10 měsíci +5

    For anyone that needs to hear it:
    *Romans 8:18* _For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us._

  • @vandellapoe9916
    @vandellapoe9916 Před 10 měsíci +25

    What an awesome testimony. Cola you are valuable, precious and truly loved. Jesus is so AMAZING. HE loves us so much.👑👑👑

  • @enidsingh2710
    @enidsingh2710 Před 10 měsíci +8

    The way she speaks and expresses herself shows love, care , and forgiveness. The poem was simply beautiful ❤
    I pray blessings upon her life and may many people come to Christ through her testimony, arts, and poems 💖💖💖

  • @AdopteeOutOftheFog
    @AdopteeOutOftheFog Před 10 měsíci +12

    As a man who’s never experienced sexual abuse or any but I am adopted and felt incredibly unwanted, this was probably the most hard to hear testimony on this channel, to feel unwanted and abandoned and being abused is something that is so evil I cannot even fathom it, but to know who’s you are and to know the power of the Holy Spirit is something so powerful it’s all I can depend on, I admire her courage to speak on all the abuse she went through it’s not easy.

    • @user-un5ts6tk2d
      @user-un5ts6tk2d Před 7 měsíci

      I am a person considering being an adoptive mum in a few years. My one question is what made you feel "unwanted"? I have no children and have always wanted to adopted but the one thing that scares me, is if the child feels unwanted because the birth parent is not around. How does one love a child to make them not feel "unwanted"? What could your adoptive parents have done to make you feel wanted? I really hope you come back and read my comment as I would really like to speak to someone who was adopted but felt unwanted. I really need to know what made you feel unwanted?

    • @ms.evegene
      @ms.evegene Před 2 měsíci

      And there's a LOT of men that experienced sexual abuse. That's the reason they have so many negative attitudes against women or become gay I peeped that looking at a lot of their testimonies

  • @renhuan8820
    @renhuan8820 Před 10 měsíci +15

    What a powerful testimony! Raw and real! You are a living miracle yourself, God’s grace and sovereignty on full display! I cried in public watching your whole video ❤Praise God! Girl, I will pray for you like many other in the comment section will as well, I’m sure

  • @yahwehvidas2431
    @yahwehvidas2431 Před 10 měsíci +15

    God knows and so does your spirit know Him. I'm happy that you've come to know the Lord.

  • @rdcekobonga3088
    @rdcekobonga3088 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Ce témoignage m’a beaucoup touché. J’ai perdu mon frère en 2021 d’un arrêt cardiaque. C’était un homme bon, il aimait et servait Jésus-Christ de tout son cœur mais il a passé toute sa vie dans la maladie (drepanocytose). C’est une maladie génétique particulièrement douloureuse. Il supportait la douleur avec un grand sourire. Il y’avait beaucoup prophéties sur sa vie et en 2021 Dieu avait commencé à les accomplir les unes après les autres ( sa santé s’était normalisée) quand soudain il meurt. Toute ma famille attendait sa résurrection parce qu’on se disait que Dieu ne pouvait pas le prendre maintenant après tant de prophéties accomplies. C’est le jour de l’enterrement que Dieu a parlé dans mon cœur me disant: vous ne pourrez jamais l’aimer autant que je l’aime.
    J’ai compris que cette mort était dans la volonté de Dieu et que je n’avais aucune idée de toutes les douleurs que mon frère a dû supporter durant son séjour sur terre.
    Je bénis encore Dieu pour ce témoignage et pour sa consolation.

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +2

      Merci beaucoup, je suis désolé, mais j’ai beaucoup apprécié tous que vous avez dit. Moi aussi j’avais reçu tellement mot qui disait que mon fils sera mieux, était equip pour travailler au tour du monde et autre chose mais en fait c’était pas ce que Dieux avait pour nous. J’étais triste mais, mon père, il connaît le meilleur choix pour nos vie. Je vous remercie encore pour partager, parce que je sais ce n’est pas facile mais ca me donne du paix. Ça fait longtemps que je parle en français. 💙🙏🏾

  • @limpobanda7098
    @limpobanda7098 Před 10 měsíci +25

    The Lord restores ❤️ praise the Lord🙌🏾

    • @CelticSpiritsCoven
      @CelticSpiritsCoven Před 10 měsíci

      How about the LGBTQ lipstick on her?

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +2

      He surely does restore 💙

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@CelticSpiritsCoventhe rainbow belonged to God first and I ask God before I paint 💙 Blessings to you

    • @CelticSpiritsCoven
      @CelticSpiritsCoven Před 10 měsíci

      @@lipsandlanguage Your whole appearance is LGBTQ.
      God doesn't tell people to look like the LGBTQ community.

  • @roller121984
    @roller121984 Před 10 měsíci +5

    What a beautiful person and testimony. God is great!

  • @user-ns9vi9oz9s
    @user-ns9vi9oz9s Před 10 měsíci +17

    May the Lord God Almighty continue to bless you abundantly my dear. May you soar on Eagles’ wings. Your Best is ahead of you in Jesus’ Mighty Name ♥️🙏🏽👏🏽

  • @doloresmedina0617
    @doloresmedina0617 Před 10 měsíci +4

    This one made me cry . She has such a sweet spirit ❤

  • @estherharing7430
    @estherharing7430 Před 10 měsíci +5

    Beauty for ashes. This woman has been through an incredible journey with God and has become so wise. Her poem was powerfull, it hit me to the core. She has unlocked her gift to the world. Now she will rise up on wings like eagels.

  • @brekp87
    @brekp87 Před 10 měsíci +4

    This one made me cry. I can’t even imagine and she shared her story so well. ♥I have no words, just tears. Praise the Lord, God is good.

  • @jacquelineteale4937
    @jacquelineteale4937 Před 10 měsíci +14

    You are so authentic and raw. You truly are a poet, expressing so vividly all the emotions that you feel. May you be blessed all the days of your life. I love your faith over fear. ❤🎉🎉🎉

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  Před 10 měsíci

      amen!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci

      Faith over fear 💙 amen thank you

    • @jacquelineteale4937
      @jacquelineteale4937 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@lipsandlanguage Hello! Because of your moniker, I thought this would bless you. There is a channel by Christine Vales, she is a christian who shows in a very interesting, unique way, the Jewish Calendar. Each year represents a meaning, and this is the decade of the mouth. Her video's are factual, and fascinating. God bless you.

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci

      Thank you very much@@jacquelineteale4937

  • @ladydee9466
    @ladydee9466 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Whewwww the tears that are falling from my eyes. Your story is much like mine. I lost my 4yr to brain cancer, and my life has been a living hell. I'm still trying to understand and get past this hurt, which seems impossible. 😭😭😭

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +2

      💙💙💙 sorry for your loss. I pray the peace of God wash over you today. Philippians 4:7

    • @TheAdvide
      @TheAdvide Před 9 měsíci +1

      The Lord loves you! Seek him he binds up the wounds and heals the broken-hearted

  • @karenm7007
    @karenm7007 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Amen sister. Glory to Jesus

  • @skumlordwesttastic342
    @skumlordwesttastic342 Před 10 měsíci +5

    THANK YOU JESUS FOR YOUR TESTIMONY, SO POWERFUL AND YOU ARE AN AMAZING SOLDIER JESUS TO YOU AND YOUR FAM

  • @MKsWalkWithChrist
    @MKsWalkWithChrist Před 10 měsíci +23

    Very powerful testimony . God bless her and this ministry in Jesus name 🙏🏽

  • @sarahpfeuffer1396
    @sarahpfeuffer1396 Před 10 měsíci +10

    That was really beautiful. Thank you. I especially love your poem at the end. You told it in such a captivating, rhythmic, and heartfelt way.
    I started crying when you talked about the day you finally got baptized. And I cried again after you read your poem. 🙏❤️

  • @zayonnasherrod5074
    @zayonnasherrod5074 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Wow, I want to just give her a hug.🥺💗What a beautiful testimony and woman. She is very strong and gifted. I absolutely love how her faith just kept getting stronger even in the most painful part of her life. It’s amazing and inspiring.

  • @GloryToTheHighest
    @GloryToTheHighest Před 10 měsíci +12

    I feel it in the spirit when she speaks… This is a beautiful testimony ❤

  • @albertjohnson433
    @albertjohnson433 Před 4 měsíci +3

    This one definitely hit different! All Glory be to our Lord Jesus Christ

  • @antonio17877
    @antonio17877 Před 10 měsíci +13

    Que testimonio tan lindo - serva de Dios - tu eres especial y sige adelante, Dios sana todas las heridas. Bendiciones linda de Dios.

  • @RosaRodriguez-yx8gm
    @RosaRodriguez-yx8gm Před 10 měsíci +14

    It is a powerful testimony, love what God is doing in you and thru you!! God bless you!!!! ❤

  • @michelleglick6606
    @michelleglick6606 Před 10 měsíci +3

    When you were reading your art/poem, I was listening on my ear buds, and all I could see was the sweet pure and innocent sweet girl that God created you to be, before the things of this world came in trying to impact you, but who you were meant to be through Christ is shinning bright today!

  • @theworldforgot4857
    @theworldforgot4857 Před 10 měsíci +1

    MAY HER SON REST IN ETERNAL PEACE AND MAY GOD BLESS HER ABUNDANTLY!🙏🏽🤲🏽🕊️

  • @txxxchao
    @txxxchao Před 10 měsíci +5

    She is very articulate and what a touching journey of her with Jesus.

  • @e.wilson9613
    @e.wilson9613 Před 10 měsíci +2

    When I saw this picture I knew her testimony would be something else, to be ostracized, abused, and deal with such tramatic circumstances, and still stand strong is such impactful, and profound testimony of truth and strength from a child/daughter of God the Father. You know I've never experienced anything like this woman "Cola", expressed in her testimony, but this is a testimony anybody could come to know as a "Overcomer." She expressed so many challenging things she experienced, and didn't tear up til the end. It was profound and incredible. I'm looking forward to this journey of mine, thank you for sharing.
    Be blessed.

  • @iamwellandhealthy9159
    @iamwellandhealthy9159 Před 10 měsíci +7

    God loves you so much and He loves me too, He loves my daughter and He will deliver her completely, thank you for your testimony, you are a wonderful woman. You just taught me that we should not judge people by looks. When I saw your red hair and lips ii was judgmental and now I am grateful that you taught me something

  • @FireBride
    @FireBride Před 10 měsíci +2

    Jesus you be lifted higher! Higher!! HIGHER!!

  • @natashab706
    @natashab706 Před 10 měsíci +8

    She is such a strong woman of God! Beautiful and powerful testimony! 🙌

  • @tanyagershmel2123
    @tanyagershmel2123 Před 8 měsíci +1

    I hope all her family and friends and church that ever made her feel the way they did is seeing this!! God bless you!!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 8 měsíci

      💙 God Bless you, it’s truly a testament to what God has done

  • @savedbyJesus2019
    @savedbyJesus2019 Před 10 měsíci +2

    God bless this beautiful sister. From one sister to another her lips are beautiful. Before she mentioned anything, I thought only God can create such perfect mouth/lips and heal someone from what she has gone thru. ❤🙏

  • @jb132380
    @jb132380 Před 10 měsíci +20

    Wow!!! God is so powerful... Thank you Jesus!!!

  • @sreengleen
    @sreengleen Před 10 měsíci +3

    That poem was a real magnum opus - and this testimony is a beautiful revelation of the grace and love of God for the beautful broken ones that He passionately loves. He always understood Nicola when many others couldn't or didn't.

  • @lettygurl
    @lettygurl Před 10 měsíci +7

    God brought beauty from pain!🙌🏼You are truly a warrior for the gospel.❤

  • @debbiedye9542
    @debbiedye9542 Před 10 měsíci +3

    I just love you!!!! You are so BEAUTIFUL!!! Thank you so much for your testimony, I never could have made it ❤️

  • @ladennayoung2939
    @ladennayoung2939 Před 10 měsíci +6

    I pray her strength in the LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN.

  • @emilygrace5397
    @emilygrace5397 Před 10 měsíci +2

    What a beautiful soul this woman is. Thank you for sharing your story, it has so deeply touched me. 🌹💝💘💖

  • @kathyschannel6212
    @kathyschannel6212 Před 10 měsíci +5

    I just want to say that I am so sorry for your church members and your family for failing you. We as Christian’s should not be judgmental for Condemn one another. We are suppose to be loving and help those in need. I hope your testimony reaches many and teaches us to help the heart broken so that they can be healed from their past experiences or trauma. I don’t mean to judge your family or church members for doing this to you but I want this be an example for us on how we should treat one another. How do we expect to reach the loss or to help others with their healing process if all we do is condemn their sins or past? Jesus is love. ❤

  • @justavessel2498
    @justavessel2498 Před 10 měsíci +4

    "It's not time that heals, it's the decision to let God in." 💯💯

  • @elises.r.8964
    @elises.r.8964 Před 10 měsíci +9

    That was POWERFUL!!!! Wow!!!!!! It just shows that even when we waiver, falter and fall away by choice, when we put Jesus on the backburner land use Him as a backup, He is faithful and will be on the sidelines like our biggest supporter just waiting for when we need Him. Even when it hurts Him that we let go of His hand to walk with the world, despite the pain of our rejection He will NEVER reject us. JESUS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I am thankful to be YOURS!! God bless Cola! Please keep her on the straight and narrow Lord. I want what you want for her, Your best!!!! God bless everyone reading. REPENT AND SURRENDER TO JESUS. IT’S TIME🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @reneeca5696
    @reneeca5696 Před 10 měsíci +2

    I burst into tears when you started reading your poetry; passion, beauty, pain, truth. Your written expression is suffering breaking open purpose, your purpose. And it is powerful.

  • @maureenayeh
    @maureenayeh Před 10 měsíci +1

    What a strong woman! Thanks for allowing yourself to be vulnerable. Only the lord Jesus can do this. Keep shining for Jesus sister!

  • @luciemarinov129
    @luciemarinov129 Před 10 měsíci +2

    So very sorry for her tragic life and the loss of her precious son! Her poem is very powerful and beautiful! I’m amazed at her healing and her great courage and strength! Gif bless this precious lady and thank her for sharing this life story of horror and salvation ❤

  • @bianey.nailen
    @bianey.nailen Před 10 měsíci +1

    I couldn’t help but cry after hearing he took his last breath. Your faith reminds me of when I had a cousin pass away at 28 several years ago and I prayed for her to come back. I believed with all of me that she would. I was hoping to hear that your son did end up coming back. I admire your composure and can see how much peace you have being able to talk about your traumatic experiences. I just celebrated my son’s 13th birthday this August 17. I’m a single mother and he is my only child. You stated you wore blue because that was his favorite color. I wore green for his birthday. He loves camo (your shirt).🥹 I’ll never forget how your son ran around near the casket and Jesus nudged him to come back. It gives me peace to know he is most definitely the most joyful he will will ever be. 🤍

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +2

      💙 happy belated birthday to your son🙏🏾 God truly is amazing when it comes to peace and moving forward in renewed faith. Every year I do Kaykay day on the 16th of august where I raise money for a foundation or just spend time with family and God always allows it to be filled with laughter instead of sadness. It’s in the little things we do where we get to see Hod everyday🙌🏾 peace and blessings to you.

    • @bianey.nailen
      @bianey.nailen Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@lipsandlanguage Thank you. I be thinking of both of you every August 16. Peace and blessings to you too.🦋

  • @delana6871
    @delana6871 Před 8 měsíci +3

    What a powerful testimony❤❤

  • @hughesnum3
    @hughesnum3 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Her testimony was right on time for me! I’ve been struggling so hard with “what do you do when God says no?”

  • @carolissac5649
    @carolissac5649 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Your beautiful son is with our Dear Lord Jesus Christ 🙏 God bless you ✝️

  • @ripraluphesao47
    @ripraluphesao47 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Wow ! I don't have words to say Yes. Jesus is the only way. I am crying and happy the whole time I listened to your testimony. Keep writing poem , you're blessed more than you can imagine.

  • @noemirivera752
    @noemirivera752 Před 10 měsíci +3

    God Help ❤ when we call on Jesus, the earth shakes. There's power in His name. I feel the presence listening to her testimony.

  • @strongvoice-LK
    @strongvoice-LK Před 10 měsíci +3

    Thank you, Delafe. Your interviews are so great and inspiring.
    Deal Nicola, I love your heart, sweet lady. We will have plenty of time to visit once we leave this wretched world. Your poem was outstanding. Thanks for bearing it all and sharing how He worked in your life. God Bless you!

    • @lipsandlanguage
      @lipsandlanguage Před 10 měsíci +1

      💙 Amen, thank you very much 🙏🏾God Bless you

  • @exceedingabundantly203
    @exceedingabundantly203 Před 10 měsíci +11

    Thank you for sharing this powerful testimony of our Father's faithfulness love for his children.

  • @daphnecurry7978
    @daphnecurry7978 Před 10 měsíci +6

    She is such a beautiful sweet person. God is doing a mighty thing through your testimony. I’m happy you have the boldness to speak about the hurt n shame of being rapped and the pain of rejection from your family and on top of it all you endured your son transition. God bless u sister!

  • @natashagamble1976
    @natashagamble1976 Před 10 měsíci +7

    Oh the way JESUS loves us whole is so amazing

  • @beautyforashes6693
    @beautyforashes6693 Před 10 měsíci +3

    What a testimony! You are one of the strongest persons I know. Sister He stop the rain for you,🫶🏻show you and prove you He heard your request But there is a better place and HE is there and your son Chose to stay! 😭In Heaven! and you have a piece of Heaven on earth 😭 How beautiful it turn out to be! And that’s the beauty of God He loves you so much. HE Heal you and Bless your strong heart with Joy. And give you a son (Beauty) for ashes. The enemy meant it for evil. Yet he is a lier!!! And God turn it around for your good!! By giving you the best years of your life trough your baby boy in heaven!!! Hallelujah, God is too beautiful. May your testimony spread all over the world! You are truly so inspiring and one of a kind! ❤️‍🩹✨👑☀️💖

  • @Noneyabiznez1204
    @Noneyabiznez1204 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Such a beautiful testimony. Praise praise praise Jesus for His faithfulness!!!!

  • @allthingsalexisandra
    @allthingsalexisandra Před 10 měsíci +4

    What a beautiful and blessed woman of God. Your story is so captivating and so raw. May The Lord shine his face on you all the days of your life. I saw your CZcams and you are such a healer. To God be The Glory

  • @SamuelHereAmI
    @SamuelHereAmI Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is a very powerful testimony.
    WoW!
    Praise Abba,
    God, The Father in Heaven
    The Way
    The Truth
    The Life
    Jesus Christ!

  • @triniluv1685
    @triniluv1685 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Wow God was with her the whole time and He made her whole after everything she'd been through. He is our Redeemer.