yep, welcome to depression. Dont worry tho, eventually youll become so numb that youll find humor in your tragedies and emptiness, youll start to view life and the world from a birds eye point of view, and watch others live, fuck up and suffer consequences for living, and youll be able to learn from their mistakes. At least thats how i cope with it. I dont mind letting the world turn without me anymore, you can find peace in disconnecting from it.
Hey dude everything will be okay, i promise. U have enough power and patience to deal with everything in your life, u just need to wait a little bit This is hard time for everyone, we all just need to wait, and it'll get better, it always gets better
I guess depression is one of the things that nobody can prepare you for. You have to face it with no prior knowledge and literally deal with it. Hope you guys are okay today at least
I sat in my bedroom, darkened it, and closed everything including the windows and my technological devices except the laptop, I stared into the screen feeling nothing aside from emptiness and vengeance for society taking control of me.
3 years ago i wouldn't have predicted i would be here like this Edit: Please get therapy y'all (And I don't mean it in a mean way, really take care of yourselves) Edit 2: Hey! Editing this way later on again, I know. I see everyone who comments and it hurts to see y'all suffer :( Look on the bright side, I made this comment when I was at one of my lowest lows. I'm starting to see sunlight again and things are looking bright. Never give up oki? You can trust me, I survived :)
Ugh the benefits of living in Syria we don't have ads on CZcams (or any other site for some reason) but it's enough to actually give crippling depression 😎
I just wanna lie down and let life pass me by, to melt into the smothering loneliness and disappear. To let the final tear fall and give up because I’m so very tired
Move on life carry’s on make your own world in your mind that’s what I did now I don’t think about my ex who hurted me I haven’t lately I haven’t cut also just do you and do whatever makes you happy
Your better off alone than being with someone who doesnt or wouldn't show you the love you would show. You have no idea how many girls are out there waiting for someone like you to show them love. You'll be ok, it will hurt for a while but the pain will slowly die down. Karma will bite her in the ass and she will regret loosing you, by the time that will happen, you will move on and have another love. Take care and focus on you.
For me, this version of the song reminds me of my past failures and mistakes, my regrets, and my struggles with depression, anxiety, and despair. It is also a reminder that yesterday is gone, and the new has come. To be strong and courageous, love the LORD and others, and that I am no longer defined by my past, and I got a bright future ahead. Don't give up y'all. A life of hope is a million times better than the life of despair the world offers. Be strong and courageous.
My brain plays this song everyday at least once per day. No one to call family, no one to call friends, I go outside, work out, do errands, maybe talk to my neighbor but nothing/nobody here would ever regret not talking to me. Still have never had a girlfriend and everyday the emptiness in my heart grows and it feels like someone is freezing it from the inside out.
Don’t walk in to the trapdoor of depression man, fight back and you will have friends who will be practical brothers to you, a gf who will stand by you and love you for eternity and a family who loves you and you love back, I can definitely tell that you are a very nice person, find a person or people to talk to and then you will become self aware that you are friends with them and then you will always be happy I know you might be shy to do this but I was myself, now im at the level that I know you will be, don’t give up on yourself, because the world hasn’t ❤❤
The world is a cold, and selfish place but you do not need to comply to this type of reality. From what you said it looks like your life is highly cyclic and might be the source of your current situation. I know this because I have been in a similar place and the best solution I had was to step outside of my comfort zone and feel discomfort. Doing this will improve your resilience and allow you to actually "feel" alive. After all, how can we expect new things/situations to happen without making any moves? These situations can be anything ranging from going to college, starting a new job, learning a new skill, interacting with others, etc. As you do this, you will meet new people and eventually make friends. "Happiness" is a vague term with no clearly defined baseline; you need to feel the low points of life to truly appreciate the feeling of being happy. Take the first step, build momentum and keep moving forward. You'll see.
at this point, being alive is so hard. every day i feel nothing but pain. i feel like a burden to everyone i talk to and all i want to is just to dissapear
Turn to Christ He saved me and will listen to you as soon as you call His name. I truly care for you and I am telling you this wordly things have no meaning. Turn your eyes to Him and experience Him at all times
here are the lyrics :) I see you You see me How pleasant This feeling The moment You hold me I missed you I'm sorry I've given What I have I showed you I'm growing The ashes Fall slowly As your voice Consoles me As the hours pass I will let you know That I need to ask Before I'm alone How it feels to rest On your patient lips To eternal bliss I'm so glad to know We're swaying To drum beats In motion I'm feeling My patience Controlling The question I won't speak We're telling The stories Our laughter He knows me We're leaving We're talking You're closer It's calming As the hours pass I will let you know That I need to ask Before I'm alone How it feels to rest On your patient lips To eternal bliss I'm so glad to know The night will hold us close and the stars will guide us home I've been waiting for this moment, we're finally alone I turn to ask the question, so anxious, my thoughts Your lips were soft like winter, in your passion, I was lost As the hours pass I will let you know That I need to ask Before I'm alone How it feels to rest On your patient lips To eternal bliss I'm so glad to know
I’m so sad I disappointed the little girl that was relying on me, I had so many dreams, such high hopes, I expected life to be a dream, but now I’m here, it’s a nightmare
@@MrsBruzzi a true elderitch terror stewing in the primordial darkness behind your eyes. The capacity of your inner demons evolving from embers of shadow ready to the loudly fill the halls of darkness to light when those eyes open.
Even my depression has depression, I often get worried that I look like a attention seeker to my friends, I often get told by them that they have it worse that “at least you’re parents are still together.” “At least your dad didn’t go to jail.” Honestly it fucking sucks because they wont listen, they invalidate my emotions and they rely on me to make them feel better when I’m on a verge on a breakdown myself.
I'm so sorry that these people are your friends.Drowning in 2ft deep water is the same as drowning in 15ft. You can't compare pain. so just know that all of your emotions are valid.its gonna get better trust me pls ily
to me, depression is the realization of how much the world is fucked and in a loop which we cannot control nor change, we’re stuck watching it and living it ourselves, we wish to escape this never ending shitty world and want it to stop. that’s why our thoughts always end up in the last resort - dying. once you realize, you never go back. this song makes me somehow happy, it’s a signal to let it go, to go somewhere happier, to stop this misery of our world. wish you all well ❤️
i’m tired. my irl ”best friend” and my other friend are hanging out all the time. they want to be with me too, but i feel so left out. my grades are fucking bad and i hate school. all people in my school are scaring me. i lost my both grandpas and my online best friend is missing. they are the only one who really cared about me and i cared about them. i miss you ash. all the time. so if you see this, remember i love you forever.
i don't know how to offer you comfort but i can try helping you the best i can,, you are special in your own way and no matter what anybody says - you are human and don't deserve to be judged, nobody ever said that any insults actually applied to you, and those who say it are the most immature, smooth-brained bastards there are. anyways, back on track - i could offer help with getting your grades up? i'm an a+ student and would like to help, it's fine if you don't wanna take up the offer, but just remember somebody out there cares.
@@c-lexis8747 but you don't know what it means to be alive 😭😭 life is infinite and ANYTHING can happen... And I believe in duality... So if you're going through pitch black, you will come back to pure light eventually ❤️. I'm in the middle of those tbh 🙏🏻
Dont let the world make you fell depressed God put you in this world for a reason go do whatever you want in life dont ever let anyone tell you who you are only you know and you will know, you can do everything even if you dont believe it right now at the moment you will rise my friend
heh as soon as the song started everything went dark and i felt like i was floating as my life was played out in front of me, but not the way it actually went, the way i wanted it to go. ive been struggling with depression my whole life and this is the one song i love that makes me wish i did things differently. life is a giant ass fuck of a thing.
You look up the sky...God observes you rising from each battle he has given you.....happy as ever he continues to do so....coz one day he knows that this warrior, will be the one the world has never seen
Im gonna be honest ihad depression when i was 8 till 18 and i was afraid to tell anyone. Now im 19 an emotionaly numb partly i feel anger and happyness but no sadness no fear etc. To u youthful ppl if u experience depression go talk with ur family or therapyst. Have a nice day or night
Don’t you fucking hate it when you’ve become so depressed it starts to effect your memory and now all you feel is confusion and just can’t stay focus anymore like everything isn’t the same anymore you aren’t the same then afterwords you lose feeling and feel numb... that’s how I’m felt and still is feeling
@@Ziora_came same, I relate. My memory is trash now (sometimes I have selective memory and other times I don't know if it's a memory, or if it's just something I wished happened/didn't happen). Now I feel sad that I cannot feel things like others, I want to know what it's like to have a good time, or to feel scared like I used to.
this song is so dark, oh god i cannot explain. it has so many emotions that idek if i have ever felt. all i think about is that im playing the piano of this song to that one person i deeply love. i have not even met the person, but idk my heart says i will. and this song can make me cry anytime.
there's something different about this song. it's not depressing, at least to me, it's not vibey, it's not conformed to one feeling. this is it's own separate song, and i fucking love it.
After darks different versions are all goated they have their own unique feeling. Sped up, slowed, reverbed, muffled, crossover with sweater weather. This song is a masterpiece.
I don't know what feels 'over' but this version of After Dark makes it feel like something is 'over' like it's the end of something and it's sad but it's something that's good and hopeful at the same time
it was a rainy day, my blinds closed, my fan off, my room dark, my bed messy, my walls dark blue, headphones on and volume up on 8D, I was there, wishing I wasn't there
This song hits different now. Two years ago, I listened to it because it was cool. Now my family is being torn apart, and I can only watch. It hurts, and this song, somehow makes me feel better when I'm all alone. I wish everyone the best of luck, whoever you may be.
This is not depressing this is inspirational, think about it fellas. Go for your dreams WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE? ATTACK ATTACK ATTACK YOUR DEMONS, AND NEVER GIVE UP, EVER. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO, LET'S GO.
Damn man, I'm in love with that edit. Usually, I'm not fan of remixes of this song because the original is like my favorite song ever, but you did something really good :)
This song gives me shivers. I've been with someone for almost half of a year but I still can't love them because of that one person.. Edit: This reminds me of what it feels like to have a panic attack..
Seeing all these lost souls, it pains me to know I was in the same spot. I ain’t gone lie the road ahead is a long and unforgiving one. My depression started with my moms Uncurable illness, I couldn’t fathom the idea of losing my best friend, let alone slowly but surely, fast forward to high school and drug use and selling gets involved, didn’t get caught up luckily but the constant drama was a lot, go into early twenty’s and heavy drugs get involved, mainly cocaine. I lose one of my closest friends to a different harder drug, he was like an older brother i never had, easily the hardest death I had to deal wit to date, the thought that he is just GONE blows my mind. The thing that actually broke me out of the depression, was in fact, a girl. She showed me colors in the world I couldn’t describe, it felt like that moment you see someone who is born with color vision get a special pair of glasses and everything is correct, they’re flabbergasted. Blown away how amazing everything is. I ruined the relationship with the lies that bleed into from the last relationship. I miss her more then life itself, I’m not depressed anymore, not nearly, but the guilt of knowing she’d be upset if I stopped is all that’s keeping me going. Depression goes away in time, it truly does. It just gets replaced with an even worse feeling that you’re forced to live with. There’s no take two in life, the power of a moment isn’t realized until it’s passed. This is my story.
It shows us that life is a roller coaster, filled with surprises, and ups and downs. This doesn’t seem like a depressing version, but it is lovely. I hope you guys have a good time.
The thing about depression and adhd is that the things that make adhd worse like a lack of sleep bad diet skipping meals etc are symptoms of depression- coupled with the fact that adhd causes depression makes it a horrible pair of mental illnesses and with me I suffer with anxiety as well so I’m just in constant disorder it fucking sucks
This song reminds me the time of depression... It was very difficult for me to do a lot of things and this lasted for almost 7 months, but now I'm free from this problem that I think is one of the most destructive thing existing in this world. I heard that in the next year I'll be in the risk to re-enter in depression, but I hope of no obv. I really wish that every person who is reading this comment can heal from depression. Please God, help them!
About 2 years ago in 2020 my primary school year 7 was cut short due to covid, some of the people wanted to meet up and do something, it was me and 4 other people, we went out and hung out a couple of times as a group, it made 2020 bearable for me. Then I started secondary school, we went out one last time as a group and I started to develop feelings for one of the girls, I didn't say anything of course, but we stayed in touch, we snapped eachother every day(streaks) and I seen her on my way to and from school I spoke to her aswell we were friends, it was good, then the summer holidays came, I accidentally ignored her lots of times, and we stopped snapping eachother, I still feel bad to this day about it. I stopped seeing her on my way to school, it made me depressed, and about 4 weeks ago pretty sure she moved school which has made me really sad, I really thought I'd have another chance to become friends, I didn't want to go out with her because I know it would end badly, I just wanted to be friends with her. Now I have really bad social anxiety and I'm depressed, my friends ignore me too. But im making new friends, slowly but surely. I'm still not over her, I miss her, I want to see her everyday, just like 2 years ago. But i dont think it's not gonna happen. I'm in my time of depression and I can't get out. For the past 2 years I haven't been able to get out..
@@benturnbull3185ask for help. I was evaluating the idea to contact a psychologist but I healed soon. I advise you to contact a psychologist or to talk to trusted people of your depression in the way they help you to get out
@@benturnbull3185 well buddy, your not done for good if you ask me If you try and talk to her on Snapchat, you will get on a very good level with her and end up either as best friends or possible gf The thing is, if that doesn’t work like you intended, talk to other girls and the pain will go away and you won’t have a hole in your heart, because one day you will hopefully be in a relationship with another girl, whilst the other girl will regret losing you and that’s called karma. Now I don’t want to tell you what to do but I really think the best thing you can do is talk to either her or other girls❤ Remember, if your friends and family haven’t given up on you, than you haven’t given up on yourself ❤️❤️
@@fc_oofmanyt6501 Okay I just seen this, thank you mate. For the past 3 months I've worked on my popularity and even started going to a club. I've met new friends and even expanded my friend group. I realised my friends weren't ignoring me, I just wasn't confident enough, I still have social anxiety and all but I really feel better, I have never had so many friends in my entire life, I was at a all time low when I typed my first message but now I really think I'm over her. I still think about what I had with her tho, it was special and looking back I think she liked me back! I realised that when I realised she would walk home with me when I was on my own, we would walk from class to class sometimes, she even went a 10 minute longer detour once while walking home just to catch up with me, it really was a special thing I had with her. But I am over her now, 3 months ago I was at an all time low, and 3 months later I'm the happiest I could ever be. Things have a way of working out, to anyone reading this, don't give up, There is light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it. But remember it won't just come together itself, don't give up, I didn't and now look at me.
@@fc_oofmanyt6501il update here, I've never felt better In my life, thanks to that club that I started going to I've now got more friends than I'd ever thought I would have, also my friends from school are complete assholes, I was right the first time there complete dicks, they had a groupchat without me so they could arrange shit without me, so I ditched them, there complete losers anyway, they just sit and jack off all day, my new friends have somewhat of a life, they go out all the time and they actually include me, also I met that girl from before while I was out with my friends from that club I go to, I got her snap and we are talking quite alot, she asked me out yesterday and were officially dating, 3 years later she hasn't changed a bit, shes still smart, funny and I enjoy spending time with her, 5 months since my last message I cannot believe what I've accomplished, I started going to the gym and for the first time in my life I can say that I am somewhat popular in school and out of school. I love my life and the people in it.
You go to sleep and fall into a deep dream. You’re with the person you love and they don’t know how much you actually like them and you have a feeling they don’t like you, but you’re with a bunch of your friends and the person you love. They look at you and you make eye contact with them so you quickly look away. After about 5 seconds, you glance over to see if they’re still looking at you, and there you both are, staring at each other with a deep intimate feeling and you don’t let go just yet. They start to smile and you walk over and all of your friends have gone to a different location, it’s just you and them. Then you build up the courage to tell them how you really feel about them, and it turns out, they feel the same way. You slowly place your hand on their neck and go in to kiss them, and in this moment, nothing matters besides them, it’s just you, and them. You begin to back up slowly, as everything fades and then their gone. You have a deep concern for why they aren’t there and you’re looking for them. Everybody is gone and all of a sudden, it goes dark... you wake up, and they’re right there next to you sitting on your bed with their hand on your head, proceeding to say, “you look so cute when you’re dreaming.”
Look guys, I know the depression hits hard and I know how unmotived you get when the syptoms kick in, but you all have the ability to control your life and you all have free will. Now i don't know where your depression came from but at some point you're going want to pick yourself up cause time passes either way, and besides life is too short to feel depressed so you guys need to get up and move forward, the speed doesn't matter its the persistence that does.
я устала. даже несмотря на то, что хожу, улыбаясь, продолжаю быть душой компании и в принципе выгляжу бодрой. но... я устала. устала быть сильной. устала постоянно думать о будущем, что мне делать после учёбы... меня достала неопределённость и неизвестность. я устала.
i don’t, and will never believe in happiness, theres literally no such thing it doesn’t exist nothing is ever good enough, isn’t it fucked up? we literally live to get thrown in the fucking ground what kind of point is that? literally any and everything we do on this earth doesn’t matter cause everything comes to an end
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I’m just so, so tired. Just cold, tired, and worn. Sometimes I just wanna lay here, in the dark. I wish the world would stop so I could catch up.
me too ......... honestly something not ok happened 4 hours ago it felt as if i was waiting for the world to end soon..
yep, welcome to depression. Dont worry tho, eventually youll become so numb that youll find humor in your tragedies and emptiness, youll start to view life and the world from a birds eye point of view, and watch others live, fuck up and suffer consequences for living, and youll be able to learn from their mistakes. At least thats how i cope with it. I dont mind letting the world turn without me anymore, you can find peace in disconnecting from it.
Hey dude everything will be okay, i promise. U have enough power and patience to deal with everything in your life, u just need to wait a little bit
This is hard time for everyone, we all just need to wait, and it'll get better, it always gets better
I remember being diagnosed. Just for your sake hold on and don't let go
@@SouthCalifas619 i resonate with this
This makes my life flash before my eyes. All the memories.
damn fr
Same ...
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I don't even have any good ones.
I dont see this as a depressing version. I find it quite beautiful. Its like love
👁
Same
Finally a non depressed comment lmao
Dam 😔
Same here
I guess depression is one of the things that nobody can prepare you for. You have to face it with no prior knowledge and literally deal with it. Hope you guys are okay today at least
Yeah unfortunately it's very common these days :/ I hope everyone is doing okay and gets better 💞🍀
Very good breakdown. I felt that
soo true
@Jared Guillory same but keep fighting 😔
Im just numb and alone at this point
this is actually pretty relaxing
Facts!! I felt like I could sleep to this version.. Regular version sounds more depressing to me. But its different strokes for different folks
I sat in my bedroom, darkened it, and closed everything including the windows and my technological devices except the laptop, I stared into the screen feeling nothing aside from emptiness and vengeance for society taking control of me.
7 year old me wasn’t expecting life to go this way...
Well Buddy That Is Just The Beginning 😔
Same...we were so innocent then. Sometimes I wish I could be little little again 😔
Damn.
@@alphawild8665 afterlife
Feels bro
3 years ago i wouldn't have predicted i would be here like this
Edit: Please get therapy y'all (And I don't mean it in a mean way, really take care of yourselves)
Edit 2: Hey! Editing this way later on again, I know. I see everyone who comments and it hurts to see y'all suffer :( Look on the bright side, I made this comment when I was at one of my lowest lows. I'm starting to see sunlight again and things are looking bright. Never give up oki? You can trust me, I survived :)
fml :(
Felt that man..
@@noah-rn7ek fuckk same here
exactly the same
@@jeremiahgamez6575 world is crazy and fucked up
This actually made my depression being depressed
Honestly this ^ Agreed
My favourite line
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lmao what if u were having a breakdown to this song and there was an ad right in the middle, how fucked up would that be
Happened to me 3 days ago (but for a different video)
@@Lav3nd3rForest lmao
People who put ads in the middle of music are just...
always for something like colgate toothpaste, mascape ball shavers or HelloFresh food boxes.
Ugh the benefits of living in Syria we don't have ads on CZcams (or any other site for some reason) but it's enough to actually give crippling depression 😎
I just wanna lie down and let life pass me by, to melt into the smothering loneliness and disappear. To let the final tear fall and give up because I’m so very tired
I think a lot of people are ....also tired of this world....
Same
You okay dude?
@James Yates yes. Very much so
@James Yates Thank you, I appreciate your thoughtful replies, and wish you happiness as well. Good luck friend.
i’m so in love with this girl. i have to let her go. it hurts though idk what to do anymore.
I'm sorry you have to go through this bro
*hugs*
Love doesn’t exist
Just remember that it doesn't reflect on you as a person, but it does tell her true character. You are just as valuable.
Move on life carry’s on make your own world in your mind that’s what I did now I don’t think about my ex who hurted me I haven’t lately I haven’t cut also just do you and do whatever makes you happy
Your better off alone than being with someone who doesnt or wouldn't show you the love you would show. You have no idea how many girls are out there waiting for someone like you to show them love. You'll be ok, it will hurt for a while but the pain will slowly die down. Karma will bite her in the ass and she will regret loosing you, by the time that will happen, you will move on and have another love. Take care and focus on you.
I had a cat named Mr.Kitty, he passed away 2019. He was such a chill cat, I've always wondered if our animals come to heaven with us when it's time
I hope so.
I really hope I can see my cat again…
Animals dont have souls so I doubt it
rest in peace for Mr.Kitty ;) hope u are doing well
@@twatsuckler7968 that's what you think, it would make sense for every living thing to have a soul and not just humans.
Listening to this late at night alone in my room hits hard
Yep
Yea I’m here listening to this on loop for hours with no sleep and it’s 5 in the morning in cali of the time I write this
Listen to this driving late at night on a empty highway. 🖤🔥🔥🔥
Fax
@@MexikonJunglista Literally heaven
For me, this version of the song reminds me of my past failures and mistakes, my regrets, and my struggles with depression, anxiety, and despair. It is also a reminder that yesterday is gone, and the new has come. To be strong and courageous, love the LORD and others, and that I am no longer defined by my past, and I got a bright future ahead. Don't give up y'all. A life of hope is a million times better than the life of despair the world offers. Be strong and courageous.
My brain plays this song everyday at least once per day. No one to call family, no one to call friends, I go outside, work out, do errands, maybe talk to my neighbor but nothing/nobody here would ever regret not talking to me. Still have never had a girlfriend and everyday the emptiness in my heart grows and it feels like someone is freezing it from the inside out.
Don’t walk in to the trapdoor of depression man, fight back and you will have friends who will be practical brothers to you, a gf who will stand by you and love you for eternity and a family who loves you and you love back, I can definitely tell that you are a very nice person, find a person or people to talk to and then you will become self aware that you are friends with them and then you will always be happy
I know you might be shy to do this but I was myself, now im at the level that I know you will be, don’t give up on yourself, because the world hasn’t ❤❤
The world is a cold, and selfish place but you do not need to comply to this type of reality. From what you said it looks like your life is highly cyclic and might be the source of your current situation. I know this because I have been in a similar place and the best solution I had was to step outside of my comfort zone and feel discomfort. Doing this will improve your resilience and allow you to actually "feel" alive. After all, how can we expect new things/situations to happen without making any moves?
These situations can be anything ranging from going to college, starting a new job, learning a new skill, interacting with others, etc. As you do this, you will meet new people and eventually make friends. "Happiness" is a vague term with no clearly defined baseline; you need to feel the low points of life to truly appreciate the feeling of being happy.
Take the first step, build momentum and keep moving forward. You'll see.
I promise you I don't
I feel exactly the same as you man
The Hopelessness is fucking strong
Find Jesus man. He will fill your heart.
This song just loves to make me zone out.
damn look at the guy's album cover for this no wonder I'm zoning out
I love how melancholic this song is. It just sounds like a warm summer night.
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@@OG-ColorfulAbyss. That was horrific
Yes.
@@OG-ColorfulAbyss. yo wtf
at this point, being alive is so hard. every day i feel nothing but pain. i feel like a burden to everyone i talk to and all i want to is just to dissapear
Turn to Christ He saved me and will listen to you as soon as you call His name. I truly care for you and I am telling you this wordly things have no meaning. Turn your eyes to Him and experience Him at all times
dude i hope ur still alive
Open your eyes. Life is beautiful
@@kavinsky4017 Dont try and force people to have a Christianity, they were ranting Not looking to have a Christianity.
Hope you get better though moonenjoyer
It gives me nostalgia
I didn't think versions of this song could get any longer
One version is up to 7 minutes
there is a lot longer one
@@user-no7ki3gc1w
Yeah the lot longer one is like 7 minutes or something idk
here are the lyrics :)
I see you
You see me
How pleasant
This feeling
The moment
You hold me
I missed you
I'm sorry
I've given
What I have
I showed you
I'm growing
The ashes
Fall slowly
As your voice
Consoles me
As the hours pass
I will let you know
That I need to ask
Before I'm alone
How it feels to rest
On your patient lips
To eternal bliss
I'm so glad to know
We're swaying
To drum beats
In motion
I'm feeling
My patience
Controlling
The question
I won't speak
We're telling
The stories
Our laughter
He knows me
We're leaving
We're talking
You're closer
It's calming
As the hours pass
I will let you know
That I need to ask
Before I'm alone
How it feels to rest
On your patient lips
To eternal bliss
I'm so glad to know
The night will hold us close and the stars will guide us home
I've been waiting for this moment, we're finally alone
I turn to ask the question, so anxious, my thoughts
Your lips were soft like winter, in your passion, I was lost
As the hours pass
I will let you know
That I need to ask
Before I'm alone
How it feels to rest
On your patient lips
To eternal bliss
I'm so glad to know
👍🙏🙏🙏😔
Thanks for the lyrics
I like men
@@zeeshanakhtaransari466 I like men
This song lyrics really speak trough me
I’m so sad I disappointed the little girl that was relying on me, I had so many dreams, such high hopes, I expected life to be a dream, but now I’m here, it’s a nightmare
do u wanna talk?
I'm crying, this literally sums up all my emotions
@@jawa2410 same
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@@yoda.5367 it’s okay, but I truly appreciate your concern! 💕💕, I’m here if u ever wanna talk as well! ❤️
I don't feel any depressing feelings, i feel power out of this music.
Same
Ikr, i feel like a extremely powerfull Dark God that can destroy anyone or anything else.
@@MrsBruzzi a true elderitch terror stewing in the primordial darkness behind your eyes. The capacity of your inner demons evolving from embers of shadow ready to the loudly fill the halls of darkness to light when those eyes open.
Same, heard it on a video of Captain Titus from WH40k, so that's just what comes to mind haha.
Same, for whatever reason I just picture Guts from berserk
Even my depression has depression, I often get worried that I look like a attention seeker to my friends, I often get told by them that they have it worse that “at least you’re parents are still together.” “At least your dad didn’t go to jail.” Honestly it fucking sucks because they wont listen, they invalidate my emotions and they rely on me to make them feel better when I’m on a verge on a breakdown myself.
It's gonna be okay
I'm so sorry that these people are your friends.Drowning in 2ft deep water is the same as drowning in 15ft. You can't compare pain. so just know that all of your emotions are valid.its gonna get better trust me pls ily
Then you re friends aren t real ones....if everything and all is only a 1 direction way....they are not worth it
those are NOT friends,fuck them!! I hope you're ok
@@Ab-se1zj awww look,da wittle edgelord child looking for attention
to me, depression is the realization of how much the world is fucked and in a loop which we cannot control nor change, we’re stuck watching it and living it ourselves, we wish to escape this never ending shitty world and want it to stop. that’s why our thoughts always end up in the last resort - dying. once you realize, you never go back.
this song makes me somehow happy, it’s a signal to let it go, to go somewhere happier, to stop this misery of our world.
wish you all well ❤️
💙
When a person is depressed, sadly they can not lie to themselves any longer, and they are forced to see everything as it is.
Ok doomer
*this song sounds like heaven, but hurts like hell*
Wow that hits really hard! That is a level of deep I didn’t think possible!
i’m tired. my irl ”best friend” and my other friend are hanging out all the time. they want to be with me too, but i feel so left out. my grades are fucking bad and i hate school. all people in my school are scaring me. i lost my both grandpas and my online best friend is missing. they are the only one who really cared about me and i cared about them. i miss you ash. all the time. so if you see this, remember i love you forever.
I'm so, so sorry. happiness will find you soon babe :(
😔I hope you get better.
@@ArtsLi_Studios oh hey and thank you :)
@Kayla Ellis thank you so much!! you really made me smile :) i love you too and i hope you have a good day!
i don't know how to offer you comfort but i can try helping you the best i can,, you are special in your own way and no matter what anybody says - you are human and don't deserve to be judged, nobody ever said that any insults actually applied to you, and those who say it are the most immature, smooth-brained bastards there are.
anyways, back on track - i could offer help with getting your grades up? i'm an a+ student and would like to help, it's fine if you don't wanna take up the offer, but just remember somebody out there cares.
Tragically beautiful
This is not depressing. This is beautiful.
i just want to let you know , whatever youre going through, youre alive
That’s the part that makes me depressed
@@c-lexis8747 but you don't know what it means to be alive 😭😭 life is infinite and ANYTHING can happen... And I believe in duality... So if you're going through pitch black, you will come back to pure light eventually ❤️. I'm in the middle of those tbh 🙏🏻
I’m alive but not in the inside.
@@_R.O.S_ damn your organs are dead?
@@underghozz9006 funny
Holy damn, this is amazing.
IKR LIKE THE ORIGINAL IS SOOO GOOD BUT LIKE I LOVE THIS ONE TOO
all you people saying your "depressed." this illness is not an "aesthetic"
please...
you speakin facts i wanted to comment the same thing.
melancholy
I'm pretty sure there are people who mean it but i agree
Facts
Cry baby Central
Dont let the world make you fell depressed God put you in this world for a reason go do whatever you want in life dont ever let anyone tell you who you are only you know and you will know, you can do everything even if you dont believe it right now at the moment you will rise my friend
Euxaristo file mou na isaste kala 🙏
its been 3 years, still hits different
"As the hours pass, i will let you know. That i need to ask before im alone." i felt that. and idk why.
the song hits during different times in different ways. it’s truly powerful.
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heh as soon as the song started everything went dark and i felt like i was floating as my life was played out in front of me, but not the way it actually went, the way i wanted it to go. ive been struggling with depression my whole life and this is the one song i love that makes me wish i did things differently. life is a giant ass fuck of a thing.
You look up the sky...God observes you rising from each battle he has given you.....happy as ever he continues to do so....coz one day he knows that this warrior, will be the one the world has never seen
Amen. God bless you. Jesus loves you ✝️♥♥♥
*I S T I L L L O V E H I M A F T E R T H R E E Y E A R S*
Same
Her
Me too
same
Im gonna be honest ihad depression when i was 8 till 18 and i was afraid to tell anyone. Now im 19 an emotionaly numb partly i feel anger and happyness but no sadness no fear etc. To u youthful ppl if u experience depression go talk with ur family or therapyst. Have a nice day or night
Thanks but now I’m numb
Don’t you fucking hate it when you’ve become so depressed it starts to effect your memory and now all you feel is confusion and just can’t stay focus anymore like everything isn’t the same anymore you aren’t the same then afterwords you lose feeling and feel numb... that’s how I’m felt and still is feeling
hi caleb
if you need anyone to talk to, i’ll be here :)
Same, I had depression for my entire life and I regret not telling anyone cause now I'm emotionally numb (don't feel anything only anger and sadness).
@@Ziora_came same, I relate. My memory is trash now (sometimes I have selective memory and other times I don't know if it's a memory, or if it's just something I wished happened/didn't happen). Now I feel sad that I cannot feel things like others, I want to know what it's like to have a good time, or to feel scared like I used to.
This song makes me feel like I own the universe. It's feeling so good.
казалось бы, куда ещё медленнее)
0.75
this song is so dark, oh god i cannot explain. it has so many emotions that idek if i have ever felt. all i think about is that im playing the piano of this song to that one person i deeply love. i have not even met the person, but idk my heart says i will. and this song can make me cry anytime.
there isn't any cheating, no ghosting and no dumping. just me enjoying the sight of that guy. just looking at each other. his face, it's to beautiful.
the way this song ends in this edit is what gets to me
@Brady J hold up where do you know me from bro?
And suddenly looking in the mirror became a ghost staring at the shadow of what he used to be
this song is so satisfying to me
Even super slowed this song is a vibe. Crazy.
there's something different about this song. it's not depressing, at least to me, it's not vibey, it's not conformed to one feeling. this is it's own separate song, and i fucking love it.
After darks different versions are all goated they have their own unique feeling. Sped up, slowed, reverbed, muffled, crossover with sweater weather. This song is a masterpiece.
@@therevenger3191 damn bro this is creepy im listening to it rn, but yeah anything you do to it its still awesome
@@ellieee7330 ngl I listened to this version again and it def was creepy lol
listening to this makes me feel like i´ve just ascended into a higher power
I don't know what feels 'over' but this version of After Dark makes it feel like something is 'over' like it's the end of something and it's sad but it's something that's good and hopeful at the same time
it was a rainy day, my blinds closed, my fan off, my room dark, my bed messy, my walls dark blue, headphones on and volume up on 8D, I was there, wishing I wasn't there
after dark is my all time favorite song and it’s a masterpiece like this and the original
Why do you feel depressed on road trips?
*Because the lights remind me of home.*
This song hits different now.
Two years ago, I listened to it because it was cool. Now my family is being torn apart, and I can only watch. It hurts, and this song, somehow makes me feel better when I'm all alone.
I wish everyone the best of luck, whoever you may be.
This is not depressing this is inspirational, think about it fellas. Go for your dreams WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE? ATTACK ATTACK ATTACK YOUR DEMONS, AND NEVER GIVE UP, EVER. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO, LET'S GO.
😫 Depression just happens at some point.
İt was my father's favorite song.
REST İN PEACE DADY
Кайф для ушей ❤️😌
Ага
The road is endless
Just like the Dark
And pointless
Damn man, I'm in love with that edit. Usually, I'm not fan of remixes of this song because the original is like my favorite song ever, but you did something really good :)
this song is beautiful in any type of variation
I DID NOT EXPECT THIS TO BE THAT DEPRESSING DAMN WOW
1:17 No need to thank me 🔥
The intro part is everything 💕
This song gives me shivers. I've been with someone for almost half of a year but I still can't love them because of that one person..
Edit: This reminds me of what it feels like to have a panic attack..
I've never loved anyone idk why tbh 😥
Then don't be with them
Seeing all these lost souls, it pains me to know I was in the same spot. I ain’t gone lie the road ahead is a long and unforgiving one. My depression started with my moms Uncurable illness, I couldn’t fathom the idea of losing my best friend, let alone slowly but surely, fast forward to high school and drug use and selling gets involved, didn’t get caught up luckily but the constant drama was a lot, go into early twenty’s and heavy drugs get involved, mainly cocaine. I lose one of my closest friends to a different harder drug, he was like an older brother i never had, easily the hardest death I had to deal wit to date, the thought that he is just GONE blows my mind. The thing that actually broke me out of the depression, was in fact, a girl. She showed me colors in the world I couldn’t describe, it felt like that moment you see someone who is born with color vision get a special pair of glasses and everything is correct, they’re flabbergasted. Blown away how amazing everything is. I ruined the relationship with the lies that bleed into from the last relationship. I miss her more then life itself, I’m not depressed anymore, not nearly, but the guilt of knowing she’d be upset if I stopped is all that’s keeping me going. Depression goes away in time, it truly does. It just gets replaced with an even worse feeling that you’re forced to live with. There’s no take two in life, the power of a moment isn’t realized until it’s passed. This is my story.
This song reminds me of the night stalker.
This must be my life soundtrack in the sad nights with the Starry Sky
the ending had me sobbing
It shows us that life is a roller coaster, filled with surprises, and ups and downs. This doesn’t seem like a depressing version, but it is lovely. I hope you guys have a good time.
there is this empty feeling again. but why does it feel so oddly comfortable to be there again..
It was already slowed and sad depressed version. But now it is truly perfect.
The thing about depression and adhd is that the things that make adhd worse like a lack of sleep bad diet skipping meals etc are symptoms of depression- coupled with the fact that adhd causes depression makes it a horrible pair of mental illnesses and with me I suffer with anxiety as well so I’m just in constant disorder it fucking sucks
That ending - superb!
Perfection. Sometimes I think it sounds better than original. Good job
Reject depression you don’t need to accept it.
Not depressed, yet still enjoying this masterpiece song.
Lucky.
I play this every Friday Night
I don't know how but this helped me during my panic attack after my cat died
What can I say having lost grandma grandpa and friend
@@Nikos2000-c6n Yeah i lost all my grandmas, grandpas, pats... and that didnt do anything to me.
same but different I just lost my emotions and my brother and my mom and myself feels good to be in the dark sometimes :)
This song is like a dream...so ethereal 🌌🌌
Эта песня заводит меня в депрессию... ПРЕКРАСНО
I could listen to every version made of this song on loop forever
this.
this is what i needed.
thank you
This definitely is more relaxing than sad, I'd probably play this while watching the rain with my nonexistent girlfriend
Today I did not kill myself. I’m in the gym working out. It’s 6am. Fight on brothers.
Remember; the bad situation won't mean the whole life is bad. If someone died, I agree, its painful, but, you have life infront of you.
I think I'm the only one to say this but it makes me happy not depressed
same rwarr
Same
why don’t i find it depressing and amazing instead
If anyone here know me just remember that i was here and i was depressed for quite a while
I love crying and listening to this song♥️
You really need to upload this SoundCloud :)
This song reminds me the time of depression... It was very difficult for me to do a lot of things and this lasted for almost 7 months, but now I'm free from this problem that I think is one of the most destructive thing existing in this world. I heard that in the next year I'll be in the risk to re-enter in depression, but I hope of no obv. I really wish that every person who is reading this comment can heal from depression. Please God, help them!
About 2 years ago in 2020 my primary school year 7 was cut short due to covid, some of the people wanted to meet up and do something, it was me and 4 other people, we went out and hung out a couple of times as a group, it made 2020 bearable for me. Then I started secondary school, we went out one last time as a group and I started to develop feelings for one of the girls, I didn't say anything of course, but we stayed in touch, we snapped eachother every day(streaks) and I seen her on my way to and from school I spoke to her aswell we were friends, it was good, then the summer holidays came, I accidentally ignored her lots of times, and we stopped snapping eachother, I still feel bad to this day about it. I stopped seeing her on my way to school, it made me depressed, and about 4 weeks ago pretty sure she moved school which has made me really sad, I really thought I'd have another chance to become friends, I didn't want to go out with her because I know it would end badly, I just wanted to be friends with her. Now I have really bad social anxiety and I'm depressed, my friends ignore me too. But im making new friends, slowly but surely. I'm still not over her, I miss her, I want to see her everyday, just like 2 years ago. But i dont think it's not gonna happen. I'm in my time of depression and I can't get out. For the past 2 years I haven't been able to get out..
@@benturnbull3185ask for help. I was evaluating the idea to contact a psychologist but I healed soon. I advise you to contact a psychologist or to talk to trusted people of your depression in the way they help you to get out
@@benturnbull3185 well buddy, your not done for good if you ask me
If you try and talk to her on Snapchat, you will get on a very good level with her and end up either as best friends or possible gf
The thing is, if that doesn’t work like you intended, talk to other girls and the pain will go away and you won’t have a hole in your heart, because one day you will hopefully be in a relationship with another girl, whilst the other girl will regret losing you and that’s called karma.
Now I don’t want to tell you what to do but I really think the best thing you can do is talk to either her or other girls❤
Remember, if your friends and family haven’t given up on you, than you haven’t given up on yourself ❤️❤️
@@fc_oofmanyt6501 Okay I just seen this, thank you mate. For the past 3 months I've worked on my popularity and even started going to a club. I've met new friends and even expanded my friend group. I realised my friends weren't ignoring me, I just wasn't confident enough, I still have social anxiety and all but I really feel better, I have never had so many friends in my entire life, I was at a all time low when I typed my first message but now I really think I'm over her. I still think about what I had with her tho, it was special and looking back I think she liked me back! I realised that when I realised she would walk home with me when I was on my own, we would walk from class to class sometimes, she even went a 10 minute longer detour once while walking home just to catch up with me, it really was a special thing I had with her. But I am over her now, 3 months ago I was at an all time low, and 3 months later I'm the happiest I could ever be. Things have a way of working out, to anyone reading this, don't give up, There is light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it. But remember it won't just come together itself, don't give up, I didn't and now look at me.
@@fc_oofmanyt6501il update here, I've never felt better In my life, thanks to that club that I started going to I've now got more friends than I'd ever thought I would have, also my friends from school are complete assholes, I was right the first time there complete dicks, they had a groupchat without me so they could arrange shit without me, so I ditched them, there complete losers anyway, they just sit and jack off all day, my new friends have somewhat of a life, they go out all the time and they actually include me, also I met that girl from before while I was out with my friends from that club I go to, I got her snap and we are talking quite alot, she asked me out yesterday and were officially dating, 3 years later she hasn't changed a bit, shes still smart, funny and I enjoy spending time with her, 5 months since my last message I cannot believe what I've accomplished, I started going to the gym and for the first time in my life I can say that I am somewhat popular in school and out of school. I love my life and the people in it.
You go to sleep and fall into a deep dream. You’re with the person you love and they don’t know how much you actually like them and you have a feeling they don’t like you, but you’re with a bunch of your friends and the person you love. They look at you and you make eye contact with them so you quickly look away. After about 5 seconds, you glance over to see if they’re still looking at you, and there you both are, staring at each other with a deep intimate feeling and you don’t let go just yet. They start to smile and you walk over and all of your friends have gone to a different location, it’s just you and them. Then you build up the courage to tell them how you really feel about them, and it turns out, they feel the same way. You slowly place your hand on their neck and go in to kiss them, and in this moment, nothing matters besides them, it’s just you, and them. You begin to back up slowly, as everything fades and then their gone. You have a deep concern for why they aren’t there and you’re looking for them. Everybody is gone and all of a sudden, it goes dark... you wake up, and they’re right there next to you sitting on your bed with their hand on your head, proceeding to say, “you look so cute when you’re dreaming.”
Look guys, I know the depression hits hard and I know how unmotived you get when the syptoms kick in, but you all have the ability to control your life and you all have free will. Now i don't know where your depression came from but at some point you're going want to pick yourself up cause time passes either way, and besides life is too short to feel depressed so you guys need to get up and move forward, the speed doesn't matter its the persistence that does.
When the first notes hit and you finally realise just how tired you really are.
There’s nothing my brother was in a bad car accident and he’s doing OK but he has a concussion. Hope you get better. Love you brother.
The more I listen, the more happier I get.
я устала. даже несмотря на то, что хожу, улыбаясь, продолжаю быть душой компании и в принципе выгляжу бодрой.
но... я устала. устала быть сильной. устала постоянно думать о будущем, что мне делать после учёбы... меня достала неопределённость и неизвестность. я устала.
Жиза поверь то самое постоянно
И у меня...
вот это да, уже год прошёл... кое-что изменилось, а что-то все ещё осталось неизменным
this sounds a little too dark
It reflects how I was feeling at the time, so makes sense, thank you.
Honestly it sounds way better slowed. Its like a whole different world when its slowed
i don’t, and will never believe in happiness, theres literally no such thing it doesn’t exist nothing is ever good enough, isn’t it fucked up? we literally live to get thrown in the fucking ground what kind of point is that? literally any and everything we do on this earth doesn’t matter cause everything comes to an end