Audrey Mika - Pan!c (Official Video)

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  • čas přidán 6. 02. 2020
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    Follow Audrey Mika
    Website: audreymikamusic.com/
    Facebook: / audreymikamusic
    Instagram: / audreymikaa
    Twitter: / audreymikarm
    Lyrics:
    Breaking down I’m shutting off by myself
    On my worst behavior wishing it’s bound to stop
    Im so over it, but im back to the start
    Now I’m left with the pound of my heart
    Tryna breathe to the beat of my heart
    I can’t focus on one thing at a time
    I’m distracted by the feeling of not being fine
    The waves of common uncertainty
    It’s too late to try and break out the box
    I’m too late to try and tell it to stop
    I want me to feel
    I want me to feel good
    If I step to the right, I might lose my whole life
    Im up way to high a tightrope of feelings
    Just got to breathe like I’m part of the sea
    ‘Cause I am not okay
    Yeah I am not okay
    Hold on don’t wait fighting the fear to figure it out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down yea
    This feels like a takeover
    Brainwaves out of control
    Don’t panic on the threshold
    Hold it all down
    Hold on, I’ll wait, fighting the chance to figure out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
    am I standing or falling down?
    I’m too scared to see what comes after this
    Feeling small but I’m still darker than this whole abyss
    it’s weird how you can’t shake it off
    A lesson learned can’t chase it all
    Yeah I’m too late to try and break out the box
    I want me to feel
    I want me to feel good
    If I step to the right, I could lose my whole life
    I’m up way too high a tightrope of feelings
    Just got to breathe like I’m part of the sea
    ‘Cause I am not okay
    Yeah I am not okay
    Hold on don’t wait fighting the fear to figure it out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down
    This feels like a takeover
    Brainwaves out of control
    Don’t panic on the threshold
    Hold it all down
    Hold on, I’ll wait, fighting the chance to figure out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
    am I standing or falling down?
    Am I standing or falling down?
    CREDITS
    Production Company - Burned Negative Director - Richard Valencia
    Producer - Burned Negative
    Associate Producer - Mason Layag
    1st AD - Adan Miguel
    Director of Photography - Evan Weidenkeller 1st AC - Garet Jetsek
    Camera Intern - Estevan Falcon
    Gaffer - T.J Signago
    Gaffer(ADD’L) - Gavin Murray
    Best Boy(Electric) - Justin Sadler
    Key Grip - Alex Kennison
    Best Boy(Grip) - Dane Ostensen
    Production Designer - Mia Tralongo
    Art Assistant - Haley Sylvers
    Costume Designer - Ariel Tunnell
    HMU - Tammy Yi
    Colorist - Sean Wells(Roast N Post)
    BTS - Lauren Lamboy
    Production Intern - Zain Assad
    Production Intern - Adam Rosenberg
    #AudreyMika #Panic
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Komentáře • 1,5K

  • @mangoesyum
    @mangoesyum Před 4 lety +9029

    y’all saying “i’ve been here since pink mic days” as if she wasn’t using it a day ago

  • @devilkicka3303
    @devilkicka3303 Před 4 lety +3708

    When you click on the video and it says “premieres in 19 hours”
    : Y U Gotta Be Like That

  • @hiyabhatia7529
    @hiyabhatia7529 Před 4 lety +3336

    Fun fact: Billie Eilish follows her on Instagram since she covered her "I love you"

    • @nobodynobody3012
      @nobodynobody3012 Před 4 lety +31

      Holy sheesh

    • @VTpieface1029
      @VTpieface1029 Před 4 lety +37

      Bruh that cover was everything 😭👌🏼

    • @fahmidasadique8269
      @fahmidasadique8269 Před 4 lety +6

      Hiya Bhatia no those are fan accounts

    • @MALINDAMedia
      @MALINDAMedia Před 4 lety +24

      Cupcake Cartoons they’re actually friends, they have met before , the pictures are on her Instagram,

    • @laumalela8499
      @laumalela8499 Před 4 lety +10

      @@fahmidasadique8269 no thats billies real acc

  • @briemakene-dodd9743
    @briemakene-dodd9743 Před 4 lety +1586

    My brain: sees “pan!c”
    My mouth: OMG LIKE AT THE DISCO

  • @kalinakusterska
    @kalinakusterska Před 4 lety +1961

    Omg i remember the pink microphone days, look at her now, i'm so proud.

    • @Pearl393
      @Pearl393 Před 4 lety +27

      She used it before posting this but ok girl

    • @vulcan65
      @vulcan65 Před 4 lety +7

      Hi sisters she means the really old days where she didnt have official songs yet and just youtube covers :))

    • @user-rw5ye2mt9f
      @user-rw5ye2mt9f Před 4 lety +2

      Lol Selena Gomez left the chat

    • @RandomPerson-fq6rm
      @RandomPerson-fq6rm Před 4 lety +1

      Oh my god trueeee😨 so proud of her♥️

    • @djekshenovam7647
      @djekshenovam7647 Před 4 lety

      @@user-rw5ye2mt9f 😹😹😹

  • @peaarrllldiver
    @peaarrllldiver Před 4 lety +1855

    unrelated but she's SERVING with the looks in this video

    • @Lo-wm2xo
      @Lo-wm2xo Před 4 lety +4

      vending machine oreos seriously thoooo

    • @Lo-wm2xo
      @Lo-wm2xo Před 4 lety +10

      this earrings are too cute

    • @hanaaaliifah6986
      @hanaaaliifah6986 Před 4 lety +2

      vending machine oreos period

  • @maridarling3680
    @maridarling3680 Před 4 lety +402

    ok but why is no one talking about how accurate this is with anxiety? especially when she runs into the bathroom to take a moment and then goes out and immediately sticks with the only person she knows like oml this is so accurate

    • @bewwugh
      @bewwugh Před 4 lety +2

      honey mari ok but why is no one talking abt ur beautiful HINATA pfp

    • @maridarling3680
      @maridarling3680 Před 4 lety +2

      isabella i see you’re a woman of culture lmaoooo

  • @amphoblue81
    @amphoblue81 Před 4 lety +722

    I got into an argument with my parents over the fact that I didn't want to swim anymore, I'm a college swimmer. I got tired of this immense pressure on my shoulders to be better than everyone else to shave off seconds or half-seconds from my times. My teammates didn't enjoy me being on the team since I was openly gay. My parents didn't understand that I just couldn't handle the harassment anymore. I didn't love swimming as I used too. It took my friends taking me out to get my mind over the argument with my parents and my decision to quit swimming, only for me to find out I had no social awareness. I felt out of place, I didn't drink or smoke or do drugs, and found out I felt uncomfortable around large groups of people. I realized that I had put so much of my time into swimming. I didn't know any social norms because I didn't have time to learn them before. I've been swimming for 16 plus years and coming to the realization that I didn't know how to be a - what society thinks - normal 20 years old fucking hurt me. I'm learning now though, I'm learning how to have fun my own way, I don't need to smoke or drink or do drugs or go to massive parties. I can have fun just hanging out with my close friends. I also learned that I still enjoy swimming, but I have to do it on my own terms. This song embodies the emotions I'm feeling and the hurt I went through, it couldn't have come at a better time in my life.

    • @rajeswariravi7
      @rajeswariravi7 Před 4 lety +10

      Stay happy and cheerful 🥀

    • @cesarjotaga
      @cesarjotaga Před 4 lety +10

      Live your life in your own terms buddy ♥

    • @samhitav863
      @samhitav863 Před 4 lety +14

      Ok but i think yours is the only comment that says smth about the awesome concept that they have come up with....
      Also buddy all the best. DO YOU.💜💜

    • @sohaumarkhan7932
      @sohaumarkhan7932 Před 4 lety +3

      Who else like me didn't read it full?😁😂

    • @vivid2065
      @vivid2065 Před 4 lety +1

      whatever ya sure it totally "true.." even if it was go say that on twitter why here???~?~??~?/`/`/

  • @Capturia
    @Capturia Před 4 lety +1351

    Audrey: uploads a video
    Me: *Pan!cs*

  • @JovanPerez
    @JovanPerez Před 4 lety +1097

    made my eyes water towards the end. captured that whole feeling of anxiety so perfectly. man.

    • @mxshlee
      @mxshlee Před 4 lety +9

      HI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💞💗💞💗💓💞💖

    • @organpool
      @organpool Před 4 lety +2

      Great to see you here!

    • @sav6966
      @sav6966 Před 4 lety +3

      i love you both omg

    • @jina6163
      @jina6163 Před 4 lety +1

      collab pls

    • @ByMariaSimon
      @ByMariaSimon Před 4 lety +1

      Wait I just realized who u are i love ur voice

  • @lezziel
    @lezziel Před 4 lety +414

    This is literally how i imagined “xanny”s music video would look like

  • @hikaru1282
    @hikaru1282 Před 4 lety +479

    This is so so so relatable to me and it breaks my heart seeing how Audrey doesn't feel right in the same environment as people her age.
    You're not alone, Audrey, we are here for you

  • @mmadance1914
    @mmadance1914 Před 4 lety +584

    From Pink mic
    To Tik Tok famous
    To Genius
    Me: Pan¡cs

  • @elliee801
    @elliee801 Před 4 lety +804

    It feels like only yesterday she was belting out covers w her pink mic... and now she's on the billboards in timesquare!! I've never been so proud :)

  • @hellocharlieebarley
    @hellocharlieebarley Před 4 lety +133

    Wait but I don't see many comments about she visually tells us in the MV: I remember she mentioned to us before that dancing was her life and then she fell in love with singing and chose that path instead, and that that decision was hard. It seems like the MV emphasizes how she must have felt like she was betraying that part of her life and how she must have felt torn.

    • @aunnie4788
      @aunnie4788 Před 4 lety +1

      Yea I realized that it’s crazy

  • @HaleyMorales
    @HaleyMorales Před 4 lety +32

    YES MY BABY

  • @JuliaAlexa
    @JuliaAlexa Před 4 lety +2608

    from the pink mic covers to this...BEING PROUD IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT
    Btw
    I WROTE A SONG inspired by Audrey and posted tons if Billie covers and it would make my day if somebody checked em out!! Thank uu

  • @liya-ed9ub
    @liya-ed9ub Před 4 lety +385

    0:46 YALL SEE THE PINK MIC MY BABAY

  • @pau4843
    @pau4843 Před 4 lety +365

    The fact that this song portrays so well everything i've been feeling in these last months...thanks i really needed this. I don't feel alone in this anymore and it doesn't change how i feel but it changes how i think about the way i feel.

  • @queenmelodee283
    @queenmelodee283 Před 4 lety +163

    She really reminds me of an earlier Alessia Cara.
    So proud of her progress tho! I remember watching her cover of Ariana Grande's "Imagine" in a "really fancy bathroom" and from then I was hooked. :)

  • @lenavink5166
    @lenavink5166 Před 4 lety +124

    This girl is going to get on really high places

  • @helloitsme7314
    @helloitsme7314 Před 4 lety +58

    Everyone's talking about the pink mic but i'm here to say that this video is so freaking relatable...Sometimes it feels exactly like this😭Cryin

  • @simplysmilk
    @simplysmilk Před 4 lety +37

    okay, but this girl is fire. she literally started off as a girl with a pink kids mic that a parent would buy for their child, to this whole new level. people are starting to realize that she is such a beautiful singer and that you can relate and understand to her songs so well! People started to be interested in her music on Tik Tok as well! This girl is so amazing, I can't. she doesn't even use autotune, she's right from the core. I'm very happy for her, and just look at where she's come. she's amazing and I love her!!

    • @lucerix6033
      @lucerix6033 Před 4 lety

      my mom wouldnt even buy me the mic or let my family members buy me the mic for my birthday, my best friend got it for me for my birthday. eternally grateful to him.

  • @tarynrowles5596
    @tarynrowles5596 Před 4 lety +6

    "Yeah I'm too late to try and break out the box
    I want me to feel
    I want me to feel good
    If I step to the right, I could lose my whole life
    I'm up way too high, a tightrope of feelings
    Just got to breathe like I'm part of the sea
    'Cause I am not okay
    Yeah I am not okay"
    Felt this 100%

  • @peaarrllldiver
    @peaarrllldiver Před 4 lety +33

    audrey hiding in the bathroom at the party is a MOOD

  • @peaarrllldiver
    @peaarrllldiver Před 4 lety +54

    someone get audrey on the big screen cos she can ACT

  • @adame_nc9545
    @adame_nc9545 Před 3 lety +7

    This song got me through some deep sh!t honestly...can’t thank Audrey enough

  • @hidilarao7262
    @hidilarao7262 Před 4 lety +1

    The moment she started singing I got goosebumps on my fucking whole body. Audrey you’re a blessing

  • @ayeshapilcher
    @ayeshapilcher Před 4 lety +178

    i relate to this on a personal level. i love audrey :( and this song. i have even more respect for her than ever for being so brave n making this song. i’m so proud of her.

  • @falcosenkbeil6155
    @falcosenkbeil6155 Před 4 lety +69

    From guitar and pink mic,
    to tik tok famous,
    to genius,
    to the screens in NY,
    me: pan!c

  • @trishmnz
    @trishmnz Před 4 lety +23

    I remember attending a few parties like this because I wanted to escape what I was feeling inside. I didn’t really enjoy those times because I actually wanted to escape from myself
    P.S. i can’t believe audrey’s no longer a little secret of ours 😢 but she deserves this big time!!

    • @mudramariew598
      @mudramariew598 Před 3 lety

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      Plssssss have a listen 🥺♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @chickenmcnuggets3351
    @chickenmcnuggets3351 Před 4 lety +2

    The fact that Audrey's music is being slept on really shows how the industry lacks quality. It's about time this girl blows the fuck up and saves the industry.

  • @lilykarimaie8747
    @lilykarimaie8747 Před 4 lety +24

    0:01 me: love it

    • @abbie4857
      @abbie4857 Před 4 lety +1

      Don't u mean 0:00 pahahahahah

  • @tinaheart2744
    @tinaheart2744 Před 4 lety +14

    Our little secret is growing and i’m so proud😢❤️

  • @mariana6028
    @mariana6028 Před 3 lety +1

    Last year I didn't understood the meaning of this song, now I understand every single word, take decisions it's so hard.

  • @chickenadobo6467
    @chickenadobo6467 Před 4 lety +6

    Seeing her cry even if it's just an act breaks my heart 😫

  • @yuhuhlee441
    @yuhuhlee441 Před 4 lety +12

    this song, the mv, her outfit, her vocals, the lyrics, the message.
    Everything about this is so beautiful and well crafted.

  • @zoeygallagher971
    @zoeygallagher971 Před 4 lety +73

    i saw you on my recommended page singing with ur pink toy microphone....
    and now i see you've made a new song.. *proud* :')

  • @potatoo4315
    @potatoo4315 Před 4 lety +1

    Shes not our little secret anymore with the plastic mic and the paper clip but this makes me so proud.

  • @esgay7512
    @esgay7512 Před 4 lety +5

    *IF THIS DOESN’T BLOW UP, CZcams, SPOTIFY, SOUNDCLOUD, AND APPLE MUSIC IS BROKEN*

  • @kiki.0_o
    @kiki.0_o Před 4 lety +6

    this song perfectly displays anxiety and how it can effect someone’s everyday life. i really appreciate u for creating this song for everyone to hear, whether you have anxiety or not.

  • @Smile_j7p36
    @Smile_j7p36 Před 4 lety +6

    I’ve been here since the pink mic days, it’s a little sad that she’s not our little secret anymore but I’m so proud!

  • @paigecynthia2416
    @paigecynthia2416 Před 4 lety +1

    M3 takeover 😍 so proud of you all!

  • @jessicaescutia16
    @jessicaescutia16 Před 4 lety +2

    I cried listening to this song bcs I relate so much to it. Anxiety sucks so much. Thank u for making this song, it’s makes me feel more in peace that I’m not the only going through this alone

  • @pizzapizza9180
    @pizzapizza9180 Před 4 lety +21

    My brain: sees "pan!c"
    My mouth: OMG LIKE AT THE DISCO

  • @lucerix6033
    @lucerix6033 Před 4 lety +24

    no one:
    me listening to this song for hours: 😔

  • @metro1111
    @metro1111 Před 4 lety

    Love this

  • @alyssaherren8957
    @alyssaherren8957 Před 4 lety +2

    I'm already crying. "I'm tryna breathe to the beat of my heart"

  • @safa2381
    @safa2381 Před 4 lety +4

    This deserves WAY more views and attention

  • @ayeshapilcher
    @ayeshapilcher Před 4 lety +39

    omg audrey this mv is so accurate n meaningful. thank you for making me & so many others feel unalone. so many people have anxiety n this song is so comforting because it normalises it & lets us kno we aren’t alone. i love you. 🥺

  • @michelleramospino3193
    @michelleramospino3193 Před 4 lety

    I LOVE this song

  • @MP-zb8lx
    @MP-zb8lx Před 4 lety +1

    Omggggg I love this

  • @user-kz4nl7xf3b
    @user-kz4nl7xf3b Před 4 lety +35

    [Verse 1]
    Breaking down I'm shutting off by myself
    On my worst behavior wishing it's bound to stop
    I'm so over it, but im back to the start
    Now I'm left with the pound of my heart
    Tryna breathe to the beat of my heart
    I can't focus on one thing at a time
    I'm distracted by the feeling of not being fine
    The waves of common uncertainty
    [Pre-Chorus]
    It's too late to try and break out the box
    I’m too late to try and tell it to stop
    I want me to feel
    I want me to feel good
    If I step to the right, I might lose my whole life
    I'm up way too high, a tightrope of feelings
    Just got to breathe like I’m part of the sea
    'Cause I am not okay
    Yeah I am not okay
    [Chorus]
    Hold on don't wait fighting the fear to figure it out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down yeah
    This feels like a takeover
    Brainwaves out of control
    Don't panic on the threshold
    Hold it all down
    Hold on, I'll wait, fighting the chance to figure out
    So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
    Am I standing or falling down?

  • @zzaccai
    @zzaccai Před 4 lety +3

    Her songs run deep, deeper than anything

  • @ioanatoma9816
    @ioanatoma9816 Před 4 lety

    living for it!!!

  • @hayaaldarmaki6043
    @hayaaldarmaki6043 Před 4 lety

    I LOVE THIS SONGGG

  • @laurenjames656
    @laurenjames656 Před 4 lety +4

    She is such an amazing singer and an even better person. I won’t ever get sick of her voice and her lyrics.

  • @lollip0p894
    @lollip0p894 Před 4 lety +40

    el comentario en español que buscabas : audrey mika hermosa, talentosa...que mas.

  • @thannivan6745
    @thannivan6745 Před 4 lety

    i love this song!!!

  • @qis6939
    @qis6939 Před 4 lety

    i love this and i love her sm

  • @mackensiereyes1083
    @mackensiereyes1083 Před 4 lety +4

    This hit me , I’m so glad Audrey is getting everything she deserves with music, I’m so beyond happy for her , this song and video is amazing love ya girl keep doing you ❤️

  • @mercan1516
    @mercan1516 Před 4 lety +3

    Proud to say that I’ve been a fan since the pink mic days :)

  • @janavoros8320
    @janavoros8320 Před 4 lety

    this is so good omg

  • @chanelchad2252
    @chanelchad2252 Před 4 lety

    This clip 😭😭❤️❤️

  • @marislindsey7742
    @marislindsey7742 Před 4 lety +5

    this is beautiful

  • @littlemuch4045
    @littlemuch4045 Před 4 lety +6

    She sounds like a cute baby😭💕💕 ilysm

  • @dinakarassane4123
    @dinakarassane4123 Před 4 lety

    love love love this audrey!!

  • @pietrarodriguex4079
    @pietrarodriguex4079 Před 4 lety

    What voice♥

  • @haileywehner1999
    @haileywehner1999 Před 4 lety +5

    I could not relate more! Loved it! Im so happy that you showed that you don’t need to give into peer pressure to be cool, because it’s not good for you and it’s not a good image! You’re awesome and love these originals! Keep going ☺️🎉💕

  • @saii2849
    @saii2849 Před 4 lety +7

    I clicked so fast. Honestly almost cried this is so good I-

  • @mickelfrickles
    @mickelfrickles Před 4 lety

    So proud of her ❤️❤️

  • @callmeasu4796
    @callmeasu4796 Před 3 lety

    I love this song

  • @MAli-it8ll
    @MAli-it8ll Před 4 lety +37

    Everyone’s like “remember the pink microphone days🥺” those was like 3 months ago LOL stop being fake deep

    • @mudramariew598
      @mudramariew598 Před 3 lety

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  • @giselaf5933
    @giselaf5933 Před 3 lety +3

    Essa menina vai crescer muito nessa mundo ainda !

  • @uaremychosenfamily1048

    so so so good audrey im obsessed

  • @emilybarnes8037
    @emilybarnes8037 Před 4 lety

    i love this song 💕

  • @lajuanmcswain7847
    @lajuanmcswain7847 Před 4 lety +15

    All my paperclips like if your ready for Audrey to slay this video📎❤️❤️👇🏽

  • @pennyl8006
    @pennyl8006 Před 4 lety +4

    feeling like a proud mama😭💜 i can't believe how much she's grown!!!

  • @miriamelz
    @miriamelz Před 4 lety

    gosh it’s soo good

  • @alicia.4438
    @alicia.4438 Před 4 lety

    Love you Audrey, obsessed w this song

  • @BillieEilish4EVA
    @BillieEilish4EVA Před 4 lety +15

    I remember I used to watch her when she sang blueberry skies and did mostly all covers, I used to love her then I got distracted by everything somehow I didn’t get notifications and stuff then this just came in my recommendation! And omg she had 1.4 m subs she deserves every single one and more lol I don’t mean to sound like everyone but omfg

    • @mudramariew598
      @mudramariew598 Před 3 lety

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      Plssssss have a listen 🥺♥️🙏🙏🙏

  • @sage3948
    @sage3948 Před 4 lety +3

    She’s going to be so big one day 🤩

  • @theiead
    @theiead Před 4 lety

    omg i remember when i used to listen to your covers!

  • @ohmygay2323
    @ohmygay2323 Před 4 lety

    this makes me so emotional

  • @felicityguillen
    @felicityguillen Před 4 lety +6

    Remember when she used to make covers with her fan and **iconic** *Pink Mic*

  • @s.mashedrecords1893
    @s.mashedrecords1893 Před 4 lety +4

    4:05 gives me the c h i l l s
    talented is an understatement 😩✨

  • @Cloouder777
    @Cloouder777 Před 4 lety

    Yesssss!!!!! So happy to see your growth

  • @milamila_3626
    @milamila_3626 Před 4 lety

    This is amazing 💖💖

  • @BarryBeeBensonite
    @BarryBeeBensonite Před 4 lety +37

    NOOOOO IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO WATCH ITTTT ILL BE ASLEEP ;-;

  • @esgay7512
    @esgay7512 Před 4 lety +3

    *this song is stuck in my head, but i’m not mad though.*

  • @vamakshisingh3786
    @vamakshisingh3786 Před 4 lety +1

    This is BEAUTIFUL

  • @lexiswilliams3721
    @lexiswilliams3721 Před 4 lety

    Love this song! Love you Audrey!

  • @xXCookieMonsterXxMel
    @xXCookieMonsterXxMel Před 4 lety +3

    Omfg what a queen! We love you babe! 😁💜

  • @mmadance1914
    @mmadance1914 Před 4 lety +203

    Who’s been here since “my boy” cover🥴

  • @fatimalopez1877
    @fatimalopez1877 Před 4 lety

    this song just brings tears out of me

  • @jaina1805
    @jaina1805 Před 4 lety

    literally spoke to my soul.

  • @Leydamariluz
    @Leydamariluz Před 4 lety +3

    I'm so proud of her! Who else think that she's really amazing?! ❤️❤️💥✨✨✨

  • @FranziMusic10
    @FranziMusic10 Před 4 lety +4

    Audrey Mika can sing, write, and is a great actor as well

  • @mallorygrice3856
    @mallorygrice3856 Před 4 lety

    AHHHH I LOVE IT

  • @lus_kai
    @lus_kai Před 4 lety

    It's so good to see artists groww