My Quest to Find the Weirdest 90s Toy Ever

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  • čas přidán 5. 09. 2024
  • Last year I saw a commercial from 1999 for a product called "The VideoGear Command Center" and I immediately set out on a quest to track one of them down...here's what happened.
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Komentáře • 13K

  • @jessberch7041
    @jessberch7041 Před měsícem +21069

    The fact that they replied to the email when the company doesn’t even exist anymore is impressive. I don’t even reply to emails and I currently exist.

    • @BexMcInulty
      @BexMcInulty Před měsícem +879

      I mean I know what you mean but the implication that the people who responded don't exist is cracking me up.

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Před měsícem

      @BexMcInulty Who the h**l responded?

    • @AmyAberrant
      @AmyAberrant Před měsícem +58

      Lmao that’s so funny 😅

    • @Hellens.melons
      @Hellens.melons Před měsícem +165

      That’s so real like at least 50% of my phone storage is taken up by unread emails

    • @markipliertrash1562
      @markipliertrash1562 Před měsícem +19

      That's so true and relatable

  • @Shaddowkhan
    @Shaddowkhan Před měsícem +10845

    Fuck me, a one hour video about a 90s video game chair ending with a unexpected reflection on grief is fucking wild.

    • @da1zed
      @da1zed Před měsícem +288

      And is one of my favourite videos ive seen ever, its so interesting, and refreshingly vulnerable

    • @alephzero1984
      @alephzero1984 Před měsícem +63

      I wasn't expecting that part tho
      Side note: "Fuck me" aight oil up

    • @slimygastrodon
      @slimygastrodon Před měsícem +58

      ‘Fuck me’
      Say less 🫦

    • @shaun2463
      @shaun2463 Před měsícem +42

      I started this video earlier and scrolled to this comment when I was halfway through. I read "...ending with an unexpected" and quickly scrolled up to avoid the spoiler. Now I've just finished the video and thought I'd come back to finish the comment. I 100% agree! We've been M. Night Shyamalan'ed.

    • @XxtshirtgamerxX-fw7jl
      @XxtshirtgamerxX-fw7jl Před měsícem +22

      "No, that's a chair."

  • @breenotcheese746
    @breenotcheese746 Před měsícem +3343

    the commitment to including the "No, THAT'S a chair" every time he calls it a chair, even through the last act, is commendable

  • @carpathianspaceprincess
    @carpathianspaceprincess Před měsícem +451

    My grandpa was born in the 1930's and I was the one who introduced him to CZcams because he didn't know what it was. He was so excited that you could search up any song and he spent hours showing his favourite ones to me. When he died I was devastated. I started using Twitch because I cried every time I opened CZcams. It's been 5 years, and it doesn't go away, but every now and then something on here will remind me of him - like he's still here watching CZcams with me. Today it was your video. Thank you and may your stepdad's memory be a blessing to you, as my grandfather's is to me. Love never dies, and in that way, i think no one is ever really gone.

    • @OnceMoreWithLove777
      @OnceMoreWithLove777 Před 11 dny +10

      i am so sorry for your loss. my grandfather passed away a few years ago. i was never too close to him but he was still a strange old man that i really loved. his last words were to my mother: "don't let (my name) go out of her weight class" because he was convinced i should be a wrestler. about a week after he passed away, i was talking to online friends about something unrelated, they didn't even know that my grandfather had died and much less so about what his last words were. someone made a joke about me fighting them, and then said "but with that diet, i guess you won't be in my weight class". in retrospect, it was a really silly thing. but i cried for a long time after that and told them about my grandfather and his last words. to make a long story short, i very much agree with you, love never dies. may both of our grandpas, and anyone else's loved ones, be resting in peace.

    • @angryviolentwitchqueen6633
      @angryviolentwitchqueen6633 Před hodinou

      I’m in the gym tearing up y’all 🥺😭

  • @prenzea
    @prenzea Před měsícem +2800

    my therapist says that grief never gets smaller, you just grow your life around it. and that also works for the video gear command center

  • @YoshimiMilk
    @YoshimiMilk Před měsícem +4995

    Saw a tiktok about a 90's chair, proceeded to make a 1 hr documentary about it... Now that is what we call 10% Plastic, 90% Attitude moment right there

    • @That_droper
      @That_droper Před měsícem +36

      Bro it’s not an hour what are you talking about it’s 58mins and 58seconds

    • @fizzycoral
      @fizzycoral Před měsícem +54

      no, that’s a chair➡️🪑

    • @fortniteballls69420
      @fortniteballls69420 Před měsícem

      THAT'S NOT A CHAIR R U DUMB OR SMTH BRO

    • @kingeryck1
      @kingeryck1 Před měsícem +6

      Now that's 90s X-TREME ATTITUDE

    • @sillyman357
      @sillyman357 Před 22 dny

      Erm... its the command center, not a chair, doofus

  • @keithmichael112
    @keithmichael112 Před měsícem +31737

    I love the 90s advertising tactic of vaguely insulting you

    • @SparrowSprings_
      @SparrowSprings_ Před měsícem +398

      vaguely?

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 Před měsícem

      especially the Daikatana ones... JOHN ROMERO'S GONNA MAKE YOU HIS BITCH. chill...

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 Před měsícem +465

      and i remember other ads calling you gay if you didn't buy them, lol.

    • @GeteMachine
      @GeteMachine Před měsícem +216

      My house is full of stuff I was bullied into buying through the TV. 😥😥

    • @Alucard-A-La-Carte
      @Alucard-A-La-Carte Před měsícem +267

      People wonder why kids who grew up in the '90s got so tribalistic about the dumbest shit, and there it is. Everything, EVERYTHING was sold to us as "IT'S YOU VS THEM! BOYS VS GIRLS! NINTENDO VS SEGA! WCW VS WWF! WITH US OR AGAINST THEM!"

  • @josielake9906
    @josielake9906 Před měsícem +130

    I loved this. The twists. The turns. The heartfelt emotion. The wide shot to reveal the chair? Cinematic. Bravo Kurtis.

  • @thenameslauren55
    @thenameslauren55 Před měsícem +17583

    i couldn't have expected so much humanity from a video about a 90s gaming chair. the joy, the pursuit, the grief, the 10% plastic and 90% attitude

    • @w花b
      @w花b Před měsícem +101

      These kinds of videos like the McDonald's training game on the DS are amazing. It's always an adventure

    • @dipbert
      @dipbert Před měsícem +26

      @@w花b That video goes so hard.

    • @ssfbob456
      @ssfbob456 Před měsícem +36

      ​@@dipbertDid you see Defunctland's search for the creator of the Disney Channel theme?

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Před měsícem +18

      If you don‘t know it, YOU DON‘T BELONG HERE!!!

    • @DistantLoner
      @DistantLoner Před měsícem +12

      ​@@ssfbob456
      There's also Jeffiot's video on finding who made the doot doot trumpet skull.

  • @julietbeckton6501
    @julietbeckton6501 Před měsícem +48983

    I love how during the interviews Kurtis pretended like he didn’t know the exact lines of the ad

    • @_Kuma_
      @_Kuma_ Před měsícem +2324

      They’re ingrained in the recesses of his memory for the rest of his life at this point.

    • @iminyourwalls03
      @iminyourwalls03 Před měsícem +3982

      “i think it said..” nah you got that ad memorized💀

    • @Gubster_Animations
      @Gubster_Animations Před měsícem +1233

      Uh yeah I think it was at aboutttt… 36secs into the commercial whenn 5 yellow circles hilight parts of the chair while one of the kids says something about “it’s loaded with tons of cool stuff”

    • @ORANOID
      @ORANOID Před měsícem +441

      It's like when you stalk someone and you know what they've done and when, but you pretend you hear the information the first time when they tell you (it's not from my experience, but from the book "Ready player one". The book is shit, but I've read it as a kid and remember for some reason)

    • @wandawhale3568
      @wandawhale3568 Před měsícem +2

      😮​@@_Kuma_😅😮😢

  • @nevermind3013
    @nevermind3013 Před měsícem +6289

    I ACTUALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUD WHEN IT ZOOMED OUT TO SHOW THE CHAIR I FELT ON TOP OF THE WORLD

    • @fishixee
      @fishixee Před měsícem +196

      I ACTUALLY GASPED

    • @gracieguerrero9578
      @gracieguerrero9578 Před měsícem +35

      SAME

    • @Zoe-Jewel
      @Zoe-Jewel Před měsícem +97

      WHY DID I READ THE COMMENTS I SHOULD KNOW BETTER AUGH

    • @ShallowVA
      @ShallowVA Před měsícem +39

      I CLAPPED WHEN I SAW IT

    • @bustin9549
      @bustin9549 Před měsícem +30

      I fr cackled, I can't believe he found it lol

  • @lostcatz5482
    @lostcatz5482 Před měsícem +358

    hi Kurtis, i know the chance of you seeing this comment is slim to none, but i wanted to thank you for including that segment at the end of the video about loss. i lost my mom almost a year ago now and it still feels like it was yesterday. i am seventeen and about to start my senior year of highschool. all the work i have done to get to that point feels like a distraction from grieving, too. having someone i greatly admire mention the ups and downs of death makes me feel seen in the loss of my mom. you’re amazing Kurtis!! Thank you so much!!

    • @anndresvyankina7387
      @anndresvyankina7387 Před 22 dny +15

      I’m so sorry for your loss, darling ❤️😢 good luck with high school, you got this!

  • @Spritzzzie
    @Spritzzzie Před měsícem +5930

    The way this went from “silly retro chair haha” to crying in the club 😭 great video kurtis and you keeping it so real means a lot

  • @dekucake4395
    @dekucake4395 Před měsícem +3512

    "CZcamsr talks about an odd or obscure topic, only to dive into a wild and elaborate rabbit hole that leads to solid 90s treasure" is a genre of video I am so happy is becoming more common lmao

    • @martinn.6082
      @martinn.6082 Před měsícem +17

      Are we still talking about the Roblox oof sound?

    • @dingletun
      @dingletun Před měsícem

      @@martinn.6082apparently its vintage now 😭

    • @superhellcitizen
      @superhellcitizen Před měsícem +4

      oh? do share more🙏🙏

    • @AutumnSun140
      @AutumnSun140 Před měsícem +19

      Yes, it's like that guy who found a way to play the old McDonalds Nintendo ds game for training their employees

    • @foxinabox5103
      @foxinabox5103 Před měsícem +3

      ​@@AutumnSun140whose video is this?

  • @lilahmanzanares710
    @lilahmanzanares710 Před měsícem +3489

    during both interviews kurtis pretending he didn’t know the commercial by heart is such a funny underlying aspect

  • @deuceydee3506
    @deuceydee3506 Před 23 dny +47

    This video should be eligible for an award, because it was a journey in every way except physical.
    And we all appreciate that you left in the emotional part at the end. That's what sets you apart from a lot of content creators and influencers: you're not afraid to genuinely humanize yourself, and you're not in anyone's face about it, either.

  • @Marzi29
    @Marzi29 Před měsícem +5860

    My favourite grief analogy is that grief doesn't go away, or change. It stays where it is, and you grow around it. It still hurts just like it did before, but you become a different person in response.
    Also that not-chair should for sure be in a museum or something lmao

    • @deriendarling
      @deriendarling Před měsícem +139

      This is a very comforting way of putting it. Sometimes i feel like I shouldn't be this broken anymore, since it's been 5 years since I lost my mom. But it still feels the same, awful, all consuming way most of the time, and then I feel like I'm doing something wrong in the way I'm grieving. It's fuckin hard.

    • @faesylara
      @faesylara Před měsícem +46

      I like a line that says grief is love, adjusting

    • @_honnehbee
      @_honnehbee Před měsícem +38

      @@deriendarlingI think since it was your mother someone your close to the moment your born, it makes the grief a thousand times harder. But look at you, you’re still here living breathing and able to tell us your emotions. I find that beautiful

    • @Enfjscrolling
      @Enfjscrolling Před měsícem +32

      ​@deriendarling five years is also pretty recent in my opinion. 2019 is like a flash, considering what happened with the pandemic. Regardless ... You're entitled to your emotions, and nobody has the right to rush your healing. Please be gentle with yourself.

    • @baronessunicorn8208
      @baronessunicorn8208 Před měsícem +39

      I've heard it described like a ball in a room. At first the ball is really big and bumps on the walls constantly. As time goes on, the ball gets smaller and the moments of it bumping on the walls is less and less. The ball doesn't go away fully and you still have those moments when it hits you at random times, but it bounces away and you don't think of it for a long while. This has always felt so true for my grief journey.

  • @levelessa
    @levelessa Před měsícem +3118

    That sweet woman who sent you the chair and didn’t ask for anything broke my heart in a good way. That’s so kind.

    • @maggiebottoms6526
      @maggiebottoms6526 Před měsícem +63

      Fuckin spoiler alert man

    • @nana_2354
      @nana_2354 Před měsícem

      ​@@maggiebottoms6526uuh ppl will ofc comment about what happens in the video, maybe don't come down to the comments if you don't want spoilers

    • @mebrychi6504
      @mebrychi6504 Před měsícem +185

      @@maggiebottoms6526if your worried about getting spoiled why’d you check the comments?

    • @imdaisybtw
      @imdaisybtw Před měsícem +52

      ​@maggiebottoms6526 lmao i know u joking but i spoiled a video to myself too many times. there's smth great about the delayed gratification of winning over my adhd and not looking at the comments before i finish it, recommend 10/10 it's worth it

    • @SasukeUchihaOfTheSound
      @SasukeUchihaOfTheSound Před měsícem +7

      ​@@mebrychi6504 C'mon man they're obviously joking

  • @Shrubbery130
    @Shrubbery130 Před měsícem +12457

    Danny: haha, that thing is weird. Kurtis: I MUST FIND OUT EVERTHING ABOUT THIS command center AND ATTAIN IT FOR MYSELF

    • @Me-vn3gz
      @Me-vn3gz Před měsícem

      very autistic coded (im autistic)

    • @Nandini_k03
      @Nandini_k03 Před měsícem +210

      Bro and he also already posted a video on the chair like 4 years ago😂

    • @Kellyeeeee
      @Kellyeeeee Před měsícem +541

      THANK YOU I just spent like 5 minutes trying to remember who I had just seen talk about this thing.

    • @redninjared
      @redninjared Před měsícem +187

      And Drew just buys it because why not

    • @kkatgurl
      @kkatgurl Před měsícem +16

      @@Nandini_k03what video?

  • @kathrynz.6612
    @kathrynz.6612 Před měsícem +166

    I love how he spent months trying to hunt down the chair and I found a Facebook listing for one after about 2 minutes of googling... rip him

  • @davidholm4999
    @davidholm4999 Před měsícem +4992

    Imagine making a commercial for some random toy in 1999 and then in 2024 some youtuber asks to interview you for a video about it. That would literally be the highlight of my life if it was me.

    • @heywoodjablome5380
      @heywoodjablome5380 Před měsícem +112

      Same vibes as the "Lostwave" artists who find out their song is being searched for after all the years

    • @calmonnier2512
      @calmonnier2512 Před měsícem +79

      Especially with how much she enjoys being on camera. The daughter too. Like it’s peak for them

    • @justanothergamer64
      @justanothergamer64 Před měsícem +44

      Imagine being the daughter and having that same youtuber say multiple times how he talked to your mother and you can't say anything about it because he's not lying

    • @nexaentertainment2764
      @nexaentertainment2764 Před měsícem +8

      Reminds me of the Defunctland Disney Channel Theme video, where he tries to find who created the famous jingle. Good video if you're into that stuff.

    • @chimmychonga40420
      @chimmychonga40420 Před 9 dny +1

      You can tell this meant alot to her.

  • @gabrielazarate7865
    @gabrielazarate7865 Před měsícem +10731

    Catherine: *talking about her success as a film maker*
    Kurtis: yeah super cool....sooooo about the VIDEOGEAR COMMAND CENTER

    • @jacobfrias7478
      @jacobfrias7478 Před měsícem +208

      Lmao he looks stoned throughout the whole thing

    • @craigchaytor9109
      @craigchaytor9109 Před měsícem +221

      I'm glad I'm not the only one that thought it felt weird. I really hope the interview focused longer on that so he's not being a dick to the nice lady.

    • @cielfuntomhive
      @cielfuntomhive Před měsícem +618

      @@craigchaytor9109to be fair, i’m sure she was told not only by her daughter, but also by kurtis of what the interview and the video was about lol

    • @MelissaLawrence2002
      @MelissaLawrence2002 Před měsícem +33

      ​@VVilllewhat happens if my mom's been dead for years, bot?

    • @dogexe
      @dogexe Před měsícem +411

      @@craigchaytor9109 he asked to interview her specifically about the chair though lmao

  • @starophie
    @starophie Před měsícem +1090

    it's not a chair, it's a fucking beautiful video about love and loss

  • @Maddythiede36
    @Maddythiede36 Před měsícem +51

    I lost my mom at the end of 2021 and my dad just got diagnosed with terminal cancer in March of this year. I can say that now the smallest things can set me off and I see my parents everywhere now. So, honestly you losing it to enjoying something that makes you feel nostalgic made so much sense to me lol. I hope your grief lightens, even though it never leaves you.

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Před měsícem +3

      Sending you and your father much strength and love ❤❤

    • @Pepesmall
      @Pepesmall Před 14 dny +1

      All the best to you and your family.. I hope things get better.

  • @DoodleDemon69
    @DoodleDemon69 Před měsícem +1035

    Went from ballin to bawlin real quick with that ending.

  • @whimzery
    @whimzery Před měsícem +3444

    Grief is weird, a year after I lost my Papa I thought of a dumb joke that I knew he would like and it made me break down crying. Thanks for keeping it real, Kurtis!

    • @kyluvsgyu
      @kyluvsgyu Před měsícem +10

      relatable

    • @G00dTaste
      @G00dTaste Před měsícem +15

      Help ur the 2nd person I’ve seen in this comment section randomly talking about a dead grandparent

    • @PartyTimePPLZ
      @PartyTimePPLZ Před měsícem +65

      @@G00dTaste I just went to my grandfather's funeral a few days ago. The part in the video where Kurtis talked about him dealing with the loss of a loved one really caught me off guard but it did make me feel less alone. My heart goes out to everyone else who just lost a grandparent.

    • @G00dTaste
      @G00dTaste Před měsícem +3

      @@PartyTimePPLZ omg ur the guy :O (also srry about ur grandma, ik I'm kinda being silly around a tough subject)

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 Před měsícem +10

      man. the part in the video about his grief and your comment are making ME tear up. im so sorry for your loss

  • @viedal
    @viedal Před měsícem +4842

    i love that you included the extra yapping about the neon green platform sketchers, it has nothing to do w the videogear command center but they're so hyper specific to the time and era that it just adds that little bit of extra 90s to the whole saga

    • @GrayWoIf
      @GrayWoIf Před měsícem +282

      Seeing it I was like yep that's is pure millennium esthetic. That girl was probably the coolest in school when she walked in wearing those.

    • @cecemimi101
      @cecemimi101 Před měsícem +355

      I was literally in tears laughing because when she said she had an extra bit of info Kurtis looked so exited and when she started talking about sketchers the happiness drained from his face and he looked so upset he just disassociated realizing the info would not help him at all 😂😂

    • @viedal
      @viedal Před měsícem +128

      @@cecemimi101 okay! but he listened! as any man should!!

    • @momerathsoutgabe-mt1gc
      @momerathsoutgabe-mt1gc Před měsícem +32

      Those Skechers are actually really cool. But, I was a 90s kid, and I do miss those vibes.

    • @nhnnj
      @nhnnj Před měsícem +185

      i was wondering where she was gonna go with that bit of the story. and it was absolutely nowhere. she was just excited to share something nice that her mom got her. so sweet

  • @thebob723
    @thebob723 Před měsícem +35

    Did not expect the emotion at the end. I lost my grandmother earlier this year and she had lived with us since I was 3. Grief is really difficult, but also it is a big part of life that we all go through. Praying for your healing and happiness Kurtis ♥️

  • @zikhg9777
    @zikhg9777 Před měsícem +977

    The ending reminded me of that story on reddit where the guy replayed an old racing video game that still had the ghost car that kept the record his dad's loop around the track. after his dad passed away the guy didn't play the game for ages. and upon replaying it years later he raced against his dad again and stopped right before the finish line so his dad's memory was stored in the game

    • @koutsioj4762
      @koutsioj4762 Před měsícem +67

      I actually think about that story from time to time... I think I teared up the first time I saw it

    • @shivanihdesai
      @shivanihdesai Před měsícem +42

      Crying rn omg

  • @marla0412
    @marla0412 Před měsícem +1448

    Thanks Kurtis. My dad passed away almost 3 years ago and the other day I was listening to one of my favorite bands from back when I was a teen for the first time in a while and suddenly felt like crying and really missing my dad out of nowhere. He drove me to my first ever concert (of that band) when I was 13 and it is one of my favorite memories. I hope you're doing well!

    • @k.k.7797
      @k.k.7797 Před měsícem +65

      I received an old nightstand from my mamaw after she passed. Ive kept it in storage for the past year, and just recently found a place for it in my bedroom. I opened the nightstand’s drawer for the first time since the estate sale, and out came the smell of their old Kentucky home. It was the same smell I remember when I was a kid and spent my birthdays there, the same smell as when I hugged her. Made me start crying then & there. I’m sorry for your loss, hope I didn’t take away from your story by sharing my own, just wanted to share a similar anecdote! Grief is a strange thing, but it helps us remember how much we loved them & they loved us

    • @catfreak613
      @catfreak613 Před 27 dny +6

      As someone who also lost their dad around that time (2020) I completely relate. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday that you were at the funeral or even the day it happened but then when you really think about it you realize how much has really happened during that time. I was a freshman in high school and it’s crazy to think It’s already been a year since I graduated. Time is so weird. Sorry if I overshared and wishing you the best! Grief is horrible but we learn to live with it over time so I hope things are better now. 💗

  • @__AbAbe
    @__AbAbe Před měsícem +1760

    footage of him crying with the abrupt cuts to "no, that's a chair!" had me dying bro

    • @SilkyLew
      @SilkyLew Před měsícem +65

      I felt so bad laughing my ass off during this man's grieving lol

  • @fiannanimhurchu79
    @fiannanimhurchu79 Před měsícem +29

    I’ll keep it short n sweet, but as somebody who is also grieving a very special loss, thank you for including that part. Grief is so messy but it makes you feel more normal to hear other people’s experiences of it

  • @Tronatello420
    @Tronatello420 Před měsícem +1382

    Man I did not expect to cry while watching a video about a gaming chair from the 90s. Grief is weird, one minute you can feel awesome and the next it feels like your world's ending. I lost my mom almost 4 years ago and I'm still messed up, this made me think of her in the best way possible.

    • @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594
      @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594 Před měsícem +4

      I’m sorry dude. I hope you’re doing well ❤

    • @curlycocoanut
      @curlycocoanut Před měsícem +11

      literally same. anytime anything happens to me that’s stressful, it makes it worse- i always keep thinking how “damn, I can’t even talk to my mom about this”… right now I was just possibly given news regarding my health and I genuinely don’t know who to talk about it with. I have a ton of friends and loved ones and I’m an oversharer, but for once, I really can’t find the right person to talk about it with. All I can think of is my mom. She was seriously everything to me. Over 3 years later, same thing you and Kurtis said: still getting those moments of just breaking down after a good period of time. I hope you’re doing okay, and like Kurtis said, we’re not alone 🤍

    • @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594
      @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594 Před měsícem +2

      @@curlycocoanut You can talk to us 💜

    • @Qwertzuioyxcv
      @Qwertzuioyxcv Před měsícem +2

      Same with my dad

  • @trish6847
    @trish6847 Před měsícem +2710

    Your ability to make an analogy between finding the Command Center and navigating grief is why you were probably your English teacher's favorite student lol

  • @sophiem399
    @sophiem399 Před měsícem +1878

    grief is so strange. you started talking about your stepdad and the chair bringing up those memories, and it immediately brought up memories of playing video games with my dad as a kid and I started crying too. thank you for keeping it in the video, it’s always comforting to know you’re not alone in grief

    • @ella.04
      @ella.04 Před měsícem +11

      So sorry for your loss.❤️

  • @rociovillarreal9298
    @rociovillarreal9298 Před 25 dny +13

    Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of my best friend's death and when I tell you that I really needed to hear those words, I mean it. I know how vulnerable this must've made you feel but from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Hearing and seeing someone else talk about this has me crying while washing dishes, but it's a good cry because I feel seen. Need me a video gear command center to cry in tbh.

  • @anasemelianova5759
    @anasemelianova5759 Před měsícem +1123

    the ending being grieving a father while crying and sitting in an obscure 90s video game chair was too fucking relatable. this year will be the 10 year anniversary of my dads death and tbh that’s the vibe that’s the mood every year.

    • @GoofyMcGooberton
      @GoofyMcGooberton Před měsícem +4

      Yea man next year it will be the 10th anniversary of my grandfather passing but kurtis town is here with ypu man god bless you

    • @GoofyMcGooberton
      @GoofyMcGooberton Před měsícem +1

      Yea man next year it will be the 10th anniversary of my grandfather passing but kurtis town is here with ypu man god bless you

    • @dragonfly._.doodles
      @dragonfly._.doodles Před měsícem +1

      I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope this video brought you comfort💛

    • @dragonfly._.doodles
      @dragonfly._.doodles Před měsícem +1

      @@GoofyMcGoobertonI’m so sorry for your loss as well. But Kurtis Town has got your back💛💛💛

  • @anjanaaaaaa
    @anjanaaaaaa Před měsícem +1119

    the utter joy I had when the camera pointed towards him and the video gear command center 😭😭

    • @arichanrainbow
      @arichanrainbow Před měsícem +25

      i would never have felt complete again if he hadn't got one in the end

    • @annabelleharrison5908
      @annabelleharrison5908 Před měsícem +14

      The way I had to pause the video... I for real screamed

    • @zcythegeist
      @zcythegeist Před měsícem +6

      I for real thought it was edited till he picked it up.

    • @MisaMisaIsOnTop
      @MisaMisaIsOnTop Před měsícem +1

      I was so close to tears thinking he wouldn’t get one 😭🙏

  • @user-pd3vg5io2t
    @user-pd3vg5io2t Před měsícem +9411

    Honestly, respect for allowing yourself to be vulnerable on camera. Its something a ton of people cant do, so I always appreciate it when people dont act perfect on camera

    • @azazazz099
      @azazazz099 Před měsícem +278

      this is wut i thought when i saw his posture fr
      edit from after watching the entire video, i saw this comment before he talked about his dads passing. i was not trying to be insensitive at all, i actually really appreciate him including that segment of the video. even more so because i relate heavy with the passing of my own mother

    • @Bunny_Bill
      @Bunny_Bill Před měsícem +117

      Fr. I noticed he dealt with the same initial downplaying of emotions that I do, but then to allow himself full vulnerability felt really eye opening to me.

    • @he.said.teenjiejer
      @he.said.teenjiejer Před měsícem +148

      @@azazazz099 it is honestly kinda funny to me that that’s what you thought they meant

    • @azazazz099
      @azazazz099 Před měsícem +74

      @@he.said.teenjiejer yea his posture made me feel better ab myself so i genuinely assumed that’s what the og commenter was also talking about 😭🤣

    • @Z0mbiepawzzz
      @Z0mbiepawzzz Před měsícem +1

      @@he.said.teenjiejerhi

  • @chuuuulvr
    @chuuuulvr Před 23 dny +5

    one of my best friends passed away last year, and the way you described the grieving process really nailed it! I've been struggling with grief a lot, since I either feel like I'm not sad enough or I'm too sad, so hearing you talk about it really helped a lot

  • @morganl6249
    @morganl6249 Před měsícem +2478

    this video is officially kurtis's first detective movie. it had it all: a case, extensive research, interviews, dead ends, plot-twists, emotional turns, and 10% plastic & 90% attitude. genius idea kurt 👍🏼. don't think you could hide your plan from us.

    • @StarZInSp_ce
      @StarZInSp_ce Před měsícem +23

      He would’ve liked this comment but it would give away his plans to agree

    • @_ken0
      @_ken0 Před měsícem +6

      if he gives away his plans then someone could steal the vid idea and get a vgcc before kurtis does

    • @natas3301
      @natas3301 Před měsícem

      He is training to this job 💀

  • @janderbiorjille1400
    @janderbiorjille1400 Před měsícem +2052

    I don't expect Kurtis to read this but I really appreciate that he left in the last part. I lost my dad last month and the message about grief and needing to feel it hit home. It was very big of him to show that side of himself and it's important for men to know that we're supposed to feel the full range of our emotions. Thank you little guy stuck in my phone.

    • @MariaAlex2018
      @MariaAlex2018 Před měsícem +52

      i’m really sorry to hear about your father, however i’m also glad you were also able to get some sort of enjoyment or general advice from this video. please know that you can AND WILL get through this, to lean on your support system, and to give yourself grace. 🤍
      from, someone who lost their mother a few years ago

    • @ryanrosevest2006
      @ryanrosevest2006 Před měsícem +22

      i’m so sorry about your dad. i lost my mom a few years ago and it’s the hardest thing to get through without wanting to give up. you got this ❤️

    • @emilyables5608
      @emilyables5608 Před měsícem +3

      🩵

    • @divinestxr_
      @divinestxr_ Před měsícem +4

      I’m so sorry to hear about your loss I’m glad you can find a way too relate to him

    • @colepearson4389
      @colepearson4389 Před měsícem +9

      I had to pause to reply to this, I lost my Dad a year ago in April, and what I can say from personal experience, and it may not be the best thing to hear but it will help prepare you, The pain never TRULY goes away, It gets easier to deal with as time goes on and those moments of extreme grief will fade, The thing that helped me the most was knowing that he wasnt going through the pain he was when he was here anymore, Keep your head up and know your Dad was proud of you! Hope you are able to get through this.

  • @kimberlyblackwell3324
    @kimberlyblackwell3324 Před měsícem +3239

    When you said NINE people lied about having one just to get you to respond, I lost more faith in humanity, but the woman you got it from helped restore it. She's amazing. I'm so happy you got it!

    • @FlyingManBaby
      @FlyingManBaby Před měsícem +90

      @VVillle you made it worse 💀

    • @astrobookwormsinger
      @astrobookwormsinger Před měsícem +212

      ​@VVillle screw you for posting this in a video that talks about grief and losing loved ones

    • @harlomints7727
      @harlomints7727 Před měsícem +107

      @@astrobookwormsingerits a bot bruh dont respond

    • @iclynnx
      @iclynnx Před měsícem +62

      But hey, at least it's only nine out of all the Kurtistown citizens =)

    • @karkatavantas
      @karkatavantas Před měsícem +4

      wait where does he say that I missed it sorry

  • @Usernamesweresrsbsns
    @Usernamesweresrsbsns Před 12 dny +5

    dude, i love you for posting your vulnerable self grieving when those nostalgic thoughts opened up those feelings. people focus so much about hiding all these raw moments we go through. it was important to leave in your video, thank you.

  • @jjuIiana
    @jjuIiana Před měsícem +1108

    49:26 “Call me a dog in a car on a hot day.. cause I’m LOCKED in” *bark* *bark* “let me out..“

  • @fernpelt54
    @fernpelt54 Před měsícem +818

    thank you for including the grief segment. it takes guts to be vulnerable about that type of thing, and death manages to burn us all, but we aren’t alone. I’m surrounded by grief and death these days, so really, thank you Kurtis

  • @wayamy27narf
    @wayamy27narf Před měsícem +1001

    11:57 THAT WAS MY CHAIR!!!!!!!!
    The built in speakers were great because you could plug it into the auxiliary port of your gameboy! Plus, the bottom folded out so you lounge like the above picture or fold it in and use as a rocker.
    I got it for Christmas in 2000, it was the last present from my dad. He died earlier that December, so it very jarring to his scrawl on the gift tags.
    I thought about him pretty much every time i sat in that chair. It's gone now, but I've never forgotten it, just like how I'll never forget my father.

    • @DavidTennantEnjoyer
      @DavidTennantEnjoyer Před měsícem +13

      RIP

    • @Poopypanties
      @Poopypanties Před měsícem

      W father, may he rest in peace 🙏

    • @awholelotofdoubting4880
      @awholelotofdoubting4880 Před měsícem +16

      This chair continues to help people who have lost father figures grieve. Nice feature! In all seriousness, glad to read it brought you good memories

    • @LucidNitemare22
      @LucidNitemare22 Před měsícem +3

      Awh my heart is with you, it seems like your dad loved you very much and wants you to be happy.

  • @moonorphan
    @moonorphan Před měsícem +4

    I lost my stepdad back in 2016. Sometimes, especially in the first year or so, I randomly cried because of something on tv or I'd hear a song he liked or even just doing something as a parent that he'd do or say. His house phone is literally the only number I still have memorized from childhood. But then I think about goofy and insane shit he did or said, and I talk about them to my sister. It's nice to reminisce, and I still miss him a lot.
    This video is a roller coaster. gee THANKS for making me feel things other than 90's nostalgia, Kurtis. Gah. hahaha

  • @aubrey3040
    @aubrey3040 Před měsícem +716

    I love how kurtis casually started the video by dissing the whole commercial and then started talking to the director of the commercial

  • @eirinnskecomics
    @eirinnskecomics Před měsícem +1284

    As someone who lost their father 18 years ago, grief still rears its ugly head at the most seemingly random times. I really appreciate you sharing that moment with us.

    • @Megan-ef1ml
      @Megan-ef1ml Před měsícem +29

      I lost my mom nearly ten years ago now, and it’s still shocking how it can hit so hard all at once. I’m so sorry for your loss.

    • @UnicornsPoopRainbows
      @UnicornsPoopRainbows Před měsícem +24

      I lost my mom 12 years ago now and it randomly hits me with a bag of bricks. She passed before I had kids and there are so many things I wish I could talk to her about her grandkids. I can imagine her goofy amused face too, my youngest has all over her silliness ❤

    • @monikabeachy778
      @monikabeachy778 Před měsícem +19

      Same here; my dad has been dead about 16 years now and he died pretty young, and realizing that he will be forever 35 and I’ll one day be older than him is just… yeah. I’m going to get to a point in life he never got to experience and it hurts to think about sometimes lol

  • @TeeklGrey
    @TeeklGrey Před měsícem +777

    I liked the part about grief, it just makes the video more human. Plus I feel like grief and nostalgia are very closely intertwined. Whether you're grieving the loss of your childhood or the loss of a loved one or both.

    • @GloballyAware2
      @GloballyAware2 Před měsícem +1

      Such a great point

    • @jamesclawson9243
      @jamesclawson9243 Před měsícem

      Recently broke down to my therapist about losing my friend, not to death, but distance. Then it brought up "losing" my brother when I got married. Again not really losing but the end of an era. A permanent change in the day to day reality of our relationship.
      Not sure why I felt like sharing other than yeah grief is weird. And it's absolutely possible to grieve a loss of how things were, happier times, closer connections.

  • @abbielong2225
    @abbielong2225 Před 21 dnem +5

    I really appreciated that you kept in the part about grief, it really does come over you all at once at really strange times. My dad passed away 3 years ago and his birthday is coming up, you’re right that it doesn’t get easier, but it’s like they say, grief is just love with nowhere to go. ❤️ Stay strong mr. mayor

  • @michellesaavedra1092
    @michellesaavedra1092 Před měsícem +920

    a year after my grandma died, I made enchiladas...I broke down. something so simple and I was immediately teleported to her and tbh that's beautiful. how awesome that a simple dish can remind me of someone so great who made me feel so much love. I was so lucky to experience that type of love. I'm glad you got to feel like a kid and address some pushed away feelings

    • @8ismyluckynumber
      @8ismyluckynumber Před měsícem +10

      this comment is beautiful. I’m so sorry for your loss ❤

    • @michellesaavedra1092
      @michellesaavedra1092 Před měsícem +17

      @@8ismyluckynumber Thank you, I appreciate it🤍 Its been 3 years now but the grief journey is long, as Kurtis talked about in the video. But man, how lucky we are to grieve, it’s just a reminder of how amazing that person was, whoever they might be🤍

    • @ilovefrogs3141
      @ilovefrogs3141 Před měsícem +2

      ❤❤❤❤

  • @itsLaura896
    @itsLaura896 Před měsícem +2183

    This was an emotional rollercoaster, who would've thought that the search for a 25 year old Chair (yes, I said Chair) would become such a journey of ups and downs, wins and losses and the realisation of how your own mind processes grief.

    • @FantasticAlbum77
      @FantasticAlbum77 Před měsícem +88

      No! THAT'S a chair

    • @itsLaura896
      @itsLaura896 Před měsícem

      @@FantasticAlbum77 👉🪑

    • @petra._
      @petra._ Před měsícem +34

      no silly this is a chair 🪑

    • @arik.3745
      @arik.3745 Před měsícem +17

      I’m still young, none of my closest family are dead but this is making me cry because i love them so much and i know I’ll have to let them go one day. Maybe i should also try to get this control deck in case i need to confront my emotions as well lol

    • @Arkyn.h
      @Arkyn.h Před měsícem +1

      😡 No, that’s not a chair. THIS 🪑 is a chair! Smh this is obviously a command centre.

  • @Rafviel
    @Rafviel Před měsícem +743

    10:51 that’s my husband, Nervous Nick, in the Video Game Command Center video! He started with Screw Attack in the early days and was there when Rooster Teeth acquired them.
    It doesn’t happen a lot, but he’ll still get recognized sometimes by a fan when we go out either from Screw Attack or Rooster Teeth. I like to think I’m his biggest fan now :)

    • @Edgardx
      @Edgardx Před měsícem +50

      NO WAY, Nervous Nick? He was my favorite from Screwattack back in the day, the sketches he was in were the best ones! Cheers for both of you, tell him he has at least one fan in Brazil!

    • @Rafviel
      @Rafviel Před měsícem +41

      @@Edgardx I will absolutely tell him! He is always so touched to hear from people who supported Screw Attack and him. Thank you so much for your support and be well in everything you do!

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Před měsícem +1

      This is so wholesome ❤ thanks for making me smile!

  • @janio_o
    @janio_o Před měsícem +4

    Thank you for leaving the part about grief in. I lost my mother a few years ago, and even though now I feel okay about it most of the time, it sometimes just jumps you out of nowhere- I guess I just felt really seen…. So thank you

  • @blacksabbitha
    @blacksabbitha Před měsícem +937

    this might be my favorite video kurtis has ever made. the storytelling is immaculate and i loved watching this journey of not just finding a video gear command center but coming to terms with the death of a loved one as well. this felt like a movie and i hope to see more long form stuff like this from kurtis in the future!

    • @Audrey_1110
      @Audrey_1110 Před měsícem +9

      Same!! I love his other videos too but this is by far the best one ever. I hope he makes more like this occasionally!

    • @jihyosspicytoenail9921
      @jihyosspicytoenail9921 Před měsícem +12

      @@Audrey_1110 I hope so too! Hopefully without losing another loved one 😅 I loved everything about this video and really appreciated how Kurtis was comfortable enough to show us his vulnerability, but it genuinely hurt to see him cry. I seriously wish nothing but the best for him.

    • @davidalvarado9957
      @davidalvarado9957 Před měsícem

      This one and the speedrunning video are some of my favorites on the platform.

  • @WhatsBliss
    @WhatsBliss Před měsícem +1170

    Dude I’m 2 years out from the death of my parents and I’ll be walking through the grocery store and just get randomly sad about cereal or something. It’s bizarre what triggers grief… but it’s part of healing

    • @Froghater69
      @Froghater69 Před měsícem +62

      I feel sick whenever I think my parents will pass one day I can't even comprehend how it feels to lose a loved one I hope your healing process is going well have a good day or night

    • @cowboy_like_sophia
      @cowboy_like_sophia Před měsícem +24

      i am so so sorry for what you have been through.

  • @lilyannajoy4942
    @lilyannajoy4942 Před měsícem +956

    Kurtis talking about avoiding confronting his grief, and distracting himself, until he could no longer outrun it and it caught up to him when he was no longer overwhelmed with tasks reminded me of this quote:
    How do you process grief? "By running from it until it finds me in the middle of a sunny street on a beautiful day."
    I lost my dad 3 years ago, and I related to him crying while playing a video game. I find myself crying while doing simple things that remind me of being young and happy, and having my dad around. I love and admire you more and more every time you post Kurtis. Never stop being real 💚

    • @ehkbv
      @ehkbv Před měsícem +18

      i cried reading your comment. thank you for being a kind person

    • @blackberryink4962
      @blackberryink4962 Před měsícem +16

      I had lost my dad about 11 years ago now, and when I say grief never goes away but it does get easier I mean that. I was talking to my boyfriend last night about fond childhood memories and then I just stopped because I still miss my father so much

    • @TessaNabby
      @TessaNabby Před měsícem +4

      Beautifully put.. My condolenes Lily

  • @goboreal
    @goboreal Před měsícem +10

    I appreciate the message at the end, I lost my grandma earlier this year. thanks for keeping it real man

  • @emma-pd8ce
    @emma-pd8ce Před měsícem +1493

    dude the grief hitting you SO randomly is so real. my dad died last year so I’m in the early stages of lifelong grief too. It sucks so so so unbelievably bad, and the most random things will make the grief take over my whole body for a bit even if I’ve been doing pretty much fine for weeks. Burying yourself in tasks and then the grief catching up to you when you have a break is very real. This video was such a wonderful hyperfixation journey, and I aporeciate you sharing the FULL experience you had. Grief is so weird and truly truly horrible, but it makes it just slightly easier when others are open about their experiences too.

    • @niki9185
      @niki9185 Před měsícem +8

      So so sorry for your loss. ❤

    • @queenedsheeran581
      @queenedsheeran581 Před měsícem +7

      Your so right I lost my dad aswell a year ago and I had so many breakdowns in school bc there would be a word or a song that would take over body in grief too just everything you said is so true

    • @LynnAgain83
      @LynnAgain83 Před měsícem

      *Lifelong* is so true.
      The thing is, you learn to live with it, and then one da,y, you're crying over photos.
      Miss my dad.❤️‍🩹💔❤️‍🩹💔

    • @potatoman7028
      @potatoman7028 Před měsícem

      My dad died a year ago but i for some reason aren't feeling that crazy sad he was a good person and all too i just think it is what it is and don't think about it somehow

    • @sinkandbath
      @sinkandbath Před měsícem +8

      @@potatoman7028Grief is very complicated and different for everyone. Grieving doesnt really have a set form it should look like.
      For me I didn’t really grieve the loss of someone I cared deeply about for almost half a decade; it may just take some time for your heart and mind to catch up.
      Maybe you could look into ”absent grief”. But if you are happy with not grieving then that is perfectly fine, I’m happy for you

  • @Derailian
    @Derailian Před měsícem +1179

    Grief is like a ball bouncing around a box with a button that makes you sad. Its a big ball at first that gets smaller with time. It can still hit the button at anytime; but its a beautiful thing to remember the good times.

    • @laurencollins29
      @laurencollins29 Před měsícem +44

      I just found out about my friend’s death a couple days ago. I needed to hear this. Thank you

    • @ashanddoodles13
      @ashanddoodles13 Před měsícem +25

      it'll be a year since a friend of mine died in a few days so this helped. thanks random internet person, i hope you're doing well

    • @gracewalter6766
      @gracewalter6766 Před měsícem +11

      Watched this vid the day after my grandmas funeral for some light curtis content. Hit so hard but so good.

    • @BrianStorm742
      @BrianStorm742 Před měsícem +3

      That's such a beautiful analogy!

    • @markipliertrash1562
      @markipliertrash1562 Před měsícem +3

      @@laurencollins29Sorry for your loss :(

  • @Koijn2K
    @Koijn2K Před měsícem +562

    Appreciate the vulnerability dude, putting yourself out there like that to so many people is hard AF. Bet your step dad would be hella proud.

  • @lbg9060
    @lbg9060 Před 24 dny +2

    Seriously one of Kurtis' best videos and I've been watching for 5 years. The commitment to this piece of 10% plastic (and to keeping it real) is crazy and I'd expect no less.

  • @_kellyfurman
    @_kellyfurman Před měsícem +357

    i love that whenever kurtis interviews someone about his hyper fixation he pretends like he's chill about it.... "i think it said something like * quotes commercial perfectly *"

  • @EliseBrayA
    @EliseBrayA Před měsícem +642

    Ok I didn’t think a goofy ass video about a gaming not a chair would make me cry, but I lost my dad a year ago on July 9th and your grieving process section got me so hard. My dad is who got me into video games, I played them with him all the time. Our weekends usually consisted of going to Blockbuster and picking out a movie and a game to play all weekend, ordering a Pizza Hut pizza and a Mountain Dew, and just hanging out. Any time I do any of those things now I think of dad. Thanks for the big laughs, all the effort you put into this, and your heartfelt message, it helps to know I’m not alone in my feelings.

    • @chenobujr
      @chenobujr Před měsícem +7

      Yep I know that feeling... It was just hit after hit after hit for my family. Lost my grandpa last September (30th). Five days later, my childhood dog passed away (same day as grandpa's funeral) at the age of 16. If that wasn't enough, my uncle, grandpa's son, was suddenly hit by a car and killed about 2 weeks later. That may be TMI to share, but Kurtis was able to be vulnerable so I thought I could be too lol. I noticed you said you lost your dad on July 9th and realized that was the day my niece was born! Except she was just born, so she's 2 weeks old now! I remember last Christmas Eve, when my brother and his wife announced they were having a baby and after having such an awful October, it was so relieving to finally have some good news. I'm so sorry about your dad, but you're exactly right, you aren't alone in those feelings!

    • @marmarmar316
      @marmarmar316 Před měsícem +1

      holy crap, i relate to this almost exactly except my dad passed away on june 21st of last year and instead of blockbuster and pizza hut, we would get nachos and a red box from the gas station. my brother and i have decided that every year on his birthday, we’re going to get 7-11 nachos and a redbox to celebrate the memories that he left us with.

  • @lamsmiley1944
    @lamsmiley1944 Před měsícem +4

    As a 90's kid this video is perfection. the quest to find an obscure item from that time, the joy that follows and the pain from nostalgia and loss. I don't think I've ever seen any of your content before, but this was an hour well spent. Thank you

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Před měsícem

      Welcome to Kurtistown! 🎉

  • @donkbonkbing
    @donkbonkbing Před měsícem +633

    38:31 A message on halloween from a company that no longer exists lamenting on the past? I think that was a ghost... I think Kurtis made contact with spirits from another realm

    • @lillyhaun4959
      @lillyhaun4959 Před měsícem +2

      no literally exactly what I was thinking why else would a dead company respond

  • @skrounst
    @skrounst Před měsícem +668

    43:43 THATS WHAT THEY CIRCLED BACK THERE IN THE AD! You couldnt figure out why the rear was circled, it was OBVIOUSLY specifically designed to lean a chip bag against it. They really did think of everything!

    • @bazahaza
      @bazahaza Před měsícem +6

      He didn't show us what that back part of the chair does. Looks like the purple wheels bring down feet to stop it rocking?

    • @OrigamiMiku
      @OrigamiMiku Před měsícem +3

      ​@@bazahaza definitely looks like a stopper

    • @lizproctor7640
      @lizproctor7640 Před měsícem

      i was actually gonna comment this loll

    • @rizgriz3956
      @rizgriz3956 Před měsícem +1

      ​@@bazahaza it's probably "wheels" so you could tip it back and move it without having to drag the rocking part

  • @CurlyWeiner
    @CurlyWeiner Před měsícem +858

    My mom and I were literally just discussing grief and she told me this analogy of how grief is like a stone you carry with you. Sometimes it hurts you, some days you can’t stop touching it, sometimes you forget it’s there, but it’s always with you. Even in happy times (when we finally sit in our VGCC) we might brush against the stone and be reminded of our grief and it suddenly feels wrong to be smiling. It’s difficult and painful and complicated.

    • @whatwhale5888
      @whatwhale5888 Před měsícem +21

      I love that analogy. I'm just now learning to live with my stone, but I'm worried I'll soon have more stones to carry....

    • @clivebixby206
      @clivebixby206 Před měsícem +4

      this is beautiful

    • @tricia7261
      @tricia7261 Před měsícem +6

      Very well said! My father’s 6th death anniversary is in a few weeks and this resonates with my journey of grief so deeply.

    • @UnicornsPoopRainbows
      @UnicornsPoopRainbows Před měsícem +4

      This is so accurate. Your mom is a smart lady ❤

    • @Staggs2200
      @Staggs2200 Před měsícem +4

      ​@@tricia7261 same. My dad died when I was 19 and it'll be 7 years next month. I still think about him pretty much every day. It does get easier but it never goes away.

  • @ashlynadami1605
    @ashlynadami1605 Před 23 dny +4

    Thanks for posting this video, it hit way harder than I expected a video about an old video game accessory to.
    I also recently lost a loved one (my father passed away from cancer complications in February) and it's been really tough moving forward. I definitely understand how sometimes the grief can sneak up on you when you're just trying to keep living your life.
    I'm sorry for your loss, I hope you're doing alright.
    Thanks for posting the video! I really appreciated the effort you put in, it's impressive you actually managed to find the chair. I hope you can find a way to put it to good use now that the video is over xD

  • @anncrim7852
    @anncrim7852 Před měsícem +691

    Not me LITERALLY SOBBING when Kurtis cried. I’m also still dealing with a few people’s deaths and it means a lot that you can show your grieving process and show that it’s normal. (Also it’s totally not weird to cry over a “chair”…because it’s not really a chair. It’s a Control Center.)❤️❤️❤️

    • @project_letters
      @project_letters Před měsícem +27

      *command centre 😒
      No but seriously, it was heart warming and important that he was brave enough to show a vulnerable moment like that. Massive props to him

    • @CzarSanders
      @CzarSanders Před měsícem

      Same. But it 100% is weird to cry over a chair, not a command center that’s 10% plastic and 90% attitude, but a chair? Lame.
      Kurtis is really uniting a community of us dealing with loss in the best possible way.

  • @mtchellie
    @mtchellie Před měsícem +363

    THE DEDICATION OF THIS MAN IS UNBELIEVABLE 😭😭

  • @ComicDrake
    @ComicDrake Před měsícem +2984

    Hey there, former member of ScrewAttack here. Slight correction on that. We were bought by Fullscreen and then later that year, Fullscreen bought Rooster Teeth. When Rooster Teeth got shut down, a lot of old ScrewAttack videos were lost for good including a couple that I don't have backups for. :/

  • @carlymckenna
    @carlymckenna Před 22 dny +2

    kurt i'm so happy that you were able to find this and sort of use it as a bookend (bookmark? perhaps?) in your grieving process. sending u love and good rocks in this not-chair

  • @peach6200
    @peach6200 Před měsícem +720

    as someone who lost their dad nearly 3 years ago I just wanna thank you for keeping in the bit of you grieving the loss of your stepdad, it really hit home when you explained what life is like after losing a loved one and also when you said "it never gets easier". It still hurts me to go past where my dad used to live and i just wanna thank you for talking about it and im sorry for your loss

    • @mothmansuperfan7513
      @mothmansuperfan7513 Před měsícem +21

      Hell, I'm coming up on 10 years and I still have my moments. Appreciate the vulnerability

    • @lucyfer6g6
      @lucyfer6g6 Před měsícem +9

      Yup, my coming up on 4 years (2020 ..)
      My brother in 2012
      Grandparents...
      I cry and am reminded so randomly of my childhood and them everyday ...
      You just have to start living your life in a way that you know they would be proud ... For me , that's the only way to stay sane
      Well, and medication & therapy..lol
      I hope for the path of grieving to be as smooth as possible ...and lives of happiness and peace, still holding your lost loved ones hand along the way 🖤

    • @beatokach1573
      @beatokach1573 Před měsícem +6

      i hope you’re doing well, losing someone close hurts so bad for so long

    • @peach6200
      @peach6200 Před měsícem

      @@beatokach1573 thank you, I’m currently doing well currently but ofc it comes and goes, my relationship with my dad was a bit complicated due to him struggling with addiction ever since I was born so I feel that has added a lot of complicated feelings to my grief but I’m just kinda allowing myself to feel those feelings rather than trying to ignore them

  • @carolinacamposp_
    @carolinacamposp_ Před měsícem +547

    literally cried my eyes out with the ending, i could tell you tried to keep it fun and light but grief is just a sneaky little bitch like that. being vulnerable is scary and doing so on the internet in front of millions is incredibly brave. thank you for keeping it real and for showing this side of you, kurtis. this video was really great, i loved it and im really sorry for your loss 🥺💜

  • @theovenisfrozen5345
    @theovenisfrozen5345 Před měsícem +463

    I expected a funny video about a silly gaming chair and I got a metaphor for grief and healing.
    I've been dealing with death a lot lately. It was recently the 5th year anniversary of my childhood best friend passing away. This video suddenly means so much to me. Thank you, Asstits.

  • @tyunsimp885
    @tyunsimp885 Před 21 dnem +2

    Thank you so much for your transparency and acknowledgment of grief in this video. It's easy to get caught up in your internet personality but this was a refresher. My father passed away two months ago and seeing someone I look up to talking about grief is just so helpful. Thank you so much for including that in the video, it means so much to me. I know that I'm not alone in these hard times. You're amazing, Kurtis.

  • @almostkristi
    @almostkristi Před měsícem +367

    i like how kurtis left in the clips about him being so candid about the loss of his stepdad. when i lost my father, i turned to Kurtis’ videos as a form of escape and comedic relief
    so Kurtis, if you see this, I’m sorry for your loss, but thank you for continuing to make content and bring positivity to the lives of so many people

  • @lillagourd
    @lillagourd Před měsícem +697

    this might be lost to the internet void, but hearing you talk about grief and how the smallest things can suddenly thrust you back to those simple moments with those loved ones you miss so much just… hurt, but was comforting. I lost my grandma in September and I think about her every single day. she was the only family member that ever really loved me and was there for me my entire childhood and throughout so much hardship. I miss you so much. I hope there’s CZcams in heaven too so you’re able to watch compilations of silly animals.

    • @justagirl4828
      @justagirl4828 Před měsícem +5

      Me too

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Před měsícem

      She sounds amazing ❤ wishing you much strength and love! Big internet hug from the Netherlands

  • @rashelly_v
    @rashelly_v Před měsícem +559

    “miss you a lot…clearly” had me weak 💀 but in all seriousness it means a lot that you included your grieving process in this video. i’m no stranger to grief and i agree that it’s not an easy thing to experience. i, too, will just have moments of remembering and confronting those feelings during odd times. it really sneaks up on ya. don’t apologize for talking about your grief 🫶🏼 love ya kurt

  • @angelvomit777
    @angelvomit777 Před měsícem +4

    Thank you for leaving in the part about grief and sharing that moment. I’ll be doing completely random things like washing dishes, driving down the road, or taking a shower and suddenly I’m hit with the overwhelming weight of remembering someone I loved who passed. It can be such an empty, lonely feeling. And it can also feel embarrassing, like you mentioned here, because you don’t expect yourself to continue to feel so much emotion after significant time has passed.

  • @kelliatlarge
    @kelliatlarge Před měsícem +870

    I lost my dad last year. Most days I'm ok, but every once in a while something seemingly random will make the grief hit me like a thunder crash. Like a smell, or a song, or a quiet moment, or a CZcams video about a kids' game chair from the 90s.

    • @melonsoepic
      @melonsoepic Před měsícem +13

      I’m sorry for your loss. You are not alone❤

    • @respectyourmilf323
      @respectyourmilf323 Před měsícem

      I lost my sister last summer and I feel the same way watching that part. Sending you so much love. I'm so so sorry for your loss

    • @epitapheulogy
      @epitapheulogy Před měsícem +8

      i'm so sorry for your loss. please know he is still looking after you, you're not alone

    • @zachpullara5048
      @zachpullara5048 Před měsícem +5

      In sorry for your loss *cough*notachairthough*cough*

    • @umkm2k
      @umkm2k Před měsícem +5

      Same here with my mom. It's weird the things that trigger random memories. Hope you're doing well.

  • @bammythegreat
    @bammythegreat Před měsícem +523

    the ending is really touching. im not currently grieving a person, but a loss of the life i had before getting cancer, and almost anything that reminds me of my childhood just brings me to tears.

    • @novaz_
      @novaz_ Před měsícem +16

      you’re really strong, you got this 🫶

    • @LaikasFriend
      @LaikasFriend Před měsícem +13

      oh my gosh, i have the same feeling about my cancer and afterwards disability. i call them "mourning periods" 😭

    • @heyjustj
      @heyjustj Před měsícem +6

      Ugh. Cancer is rough. I often say cancer is merciless. It asks for it all and then once you’ve given it everything you have it asks for more. The loss of the life you thought you’d have is real grief and I feel for you. Hoping you can find the joy in the new different life post diagnosis but I know sometimes moments, days, weeks, or months can be hard. I’m almost on year two of stage 4 terminal cancer with surgeries, procedures, scans, and intense chemo every other week. I’ve lived FAR past the original expectations and while it’s a wild and difficult ride with many new limitations, im here to make the best every moment I can! You keep at it and know there’s a lot of people (even strangers) cheering you on.

  • @jckasz
    @jckasz Před měsícem +663

    grief is one of the most random emotions ever after losing a loved one. some days everything feels fine but some days all it takes to trigger it again is a 58 minute video about a non-chair

    • @Megan-ef1ml
      @Megan-ef1ml Před měsícem +20

      Truly. My moms been dead nearly ten years and everything he said is still true. It’ll never go away, sometimes it feels like I just lost her yesterday, and sometimes it doesn’t… but it’ll always sting.

    • @kelseyferguson1741
      @kelseyferguson1741 Před měsícem +4

      my mom passed a little over ten years ago and it never gets better, just a little easier to handle

  • @3phasefault
    @3phasefault Před 28 dny +2

    Hey man. Thanks for including the last part. I get so wrapped up with whatever little projects I do, my kids, my wife, work etc, and I guess because my brain is always busy, those kinds of feelings I put to the back come literally out of nowhere. Feels nice to know I'm not the only one

  • @cheeseball94
    @cheeseball94 Před měsícem +764

    i’m so jealous none of my chairs have attitude they’re all kind and understanding

    • @macabrehimself
      @macabrehimself Před měsícem +24

      chairs be real woke these days...

    • @spam-el3ee
      @spam-el3ee Před měsícem +21

      i need me a chair that can STAND UP

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Před měsícem +1

      @spam-el3ee I need me a chair that can throw f***king HANDS, BOY/GIRL!

    • @spam-el3ee
      @spam-el3ee Před měsícem +1

      @@SorrowAvenue BATTLE CHAIR GALACTICA, BABEY

    • @boytigerrockin
      @boytigerrockin Před měsícem

      true, they seem incredibly supportive

  • @devynschwettmann228
    @devynschwettmann228 Před měsícem +376

    I heard once that grief is love with nowhere to go. You love something or someone so much that when they leave, the love you got to give them is held inside until it overflows. I wish you all the peace and blessings in life, and thank you for being willing to be so vulnerable about your loss 💞

    • @jjjjohgfg3840
      @jjjjohgfg3840 Před měsícem +2

      This is so beautiful ❤️

    • @aidenpike2480
      @aidenpike2480 Před měsícem +1

      how is this relevant to the video

    • @longdogdot
      @longdogdot Před měsícem +8

      ​@@aidenpike2480 someone didn't watch the whole video lmaoooo

    • @aidenpike2480
      @aidenpike2480 Před měsícem

      @@longdogdot I watched till there was like 5 or 10 minutes left? Is it at the very end or smth

    • @devynschwettmann228
      @devynschwettmann228 Před měsícem +6

      @@aidenpike2480 yeah bro, it's a mild jumpscare. please note that i'm not the only one discussing grief in the comments, so...

  • @mycazglinski2302
    @mycazglinski2302 Před měsícem +474

    It's been over a decade since my dad passed, and I still get those moments where the grief hits. Just remember the fact that you feel grief means your step dad had a major positive impact on your life, and you essentially immortalized him in this video.

  • @WestRipStiker
    @WestRipStiker Před 21 dnem +2

    That last part hit hard. I lost my mother 2 weeks ago, and it feels bad. The think you're doing fine and then boom, crying, is so real right now. Even though it was hard to watch for me, thanks for leaving it in. Cheers

  • @animepenguin7254
    @animepenguin7254 Před měsícem +1008

    Love the idea of taking to someone who is highly qualified, very professional and does serious work just for Kurtis to talk to her about a 1999 gaming chair commercial lmao

    • @anonymixx8106
      @anonymixx8106 Před měsícem +66

      I'm really glad he made sure to include basically a micro portfolio of hers before it 😂❤️

    • @he.said.teenjiejer
      @he.said.teenjiejer Před měsícem +60

      @@animepenguin7254 i can’t believe you actually just called the command center a chair

    • @riseagainphoenix
      @riseagainphoenix Před měsícem +37

      I know everyone is commenting about the emotional part but this was the part of the video that really got me. I think taking really silly things incredibly seriously is my favourite type of humour, and also at the heart of it she DID do something cool---the decision to include representation of girls in gaming, the total confidence and command she had of her craft, her willingness to play along and do this interview. She's a cool-ass lady and Kurtis really made that part work.

    • @estebanluvs
      @estebanluvs Před měsícem

      @@riseagainphoenixfax

  • @ClownCarCore
    @ClownCarCore Před měsícem +685

    Kurtis being vulnerable on camera is very commendable, it’s normalizing and encouraging confronting grief.

  • @sarahks02
    @sarahks02 Před měsícem +256

    the chair starting as a funny thing you wanted to find that you think you would have enjoyed as a child, and then it becoming a way for you to process feelings that childhood you could have never imagined felt like a full circle moment. and it being a metaphor for grief only to then end on a poem about death and grief felt very touching. 10/10 video, will be watching again

  • @maranzonizonta5826
    @maranzonizonta5826 Před 21 dnem +1

    Man, since I lost my grandpa, I been having issues even accepting his death, I realize that I keep waiting sometimes to show up at my door, like he used to, you never loss the pain tbh, sometimes you just learn to move around every day without letting it stop you, and sometimes, it hits you like a thunder, every nerve of my body miss them and wish I can move time back and be with my grandpa, hug him and never let him go, so I get it, I was with him for the 6 months he was at the hospital until the very last day, and believe me, it takes a huge strength to move on, so I wish for you that strength and peace, to be able to live again.
    Love from Costa Rica.

  • @OhLadyLadyRose
    @OhLadyLadyRose Před měsícem +376

    I lost my mom to cancer 4 years ago and those moments of grief hit you so hard and fast out of no where. Made me cry myself, just wanna hug it out with you. The hurt doesn't go away but it gets easier to hold.

  • @noraeable
    @noraeable Před měsícem +134

    No, but grief hitting you at the most random times is so real. My dad passed over ten years ago, and I still randomly think about him and it'll hit me all over again that he's gone, and I'll cry.

    • @narwhallllll8475
      @narwhallllll8475 Před měsícem +1

      Oh shit, so true. It's been 2 years for me and I still feel random waves of sadness from the passing of my dad. Almost hits you like a truck that you didn't see coming.

  • @palindromechan
    @palindromechan Před měsícem +255

    Hey man, grief is a bitch. I lost my mom very suddenly in 2010 and it still sneaks up on me and punches me in the gut at the most random times. That this reminded you of something so fresh makes so much sense. Grief is just love that doesn't have a place to go, so you put it into this search. Wishing you and your family nothing but peace.

    • @ashrankin7416
      @ashrankin7416 Před měsícem +4

      My dad passed suddenly when I was in high school from an accident and it absolutely finds the strangest times to get you. Sometimes it doesn't feel real still and confronting it is hard, but it helps you grow as a person I think. I'm glad Kurtis got to say thank you as well at the end to his step dad

    • @hilarious557rox
      @hilarious557rox Před měsícem +3

      grief really is so weird. its nice to know other people are reminded of loved ones by strange things and cry like genuinely.

  • @serastarkeeper2402
    @serastarkeeper2402 Před 2 dny +1

    Unexpected reflections are honestly the best/worst part of anything in life! I'm so sorry for your loss.
    I remember walking through town one day last summer and hearing my mom's favorite song and I ran back to my car because I had to have a long cry. It's a rough time out here and we're all just trying to survive. You're doin great.

  • @乂
    @乂 Před měsícem +4071

    Kurtis is the only guy who could post an hour long video that feels like 30 minutes 😂

    • @Ghostfoxkori
      @Ghostfoxkori Před měsícem +10

      No

    • @DoloresBTW
      @DoloresBTW Před měsícem +31

      ​@@Ghostfoxkori Yes

    • @Mika_Kagehira.
      @Mika_Kagehira. Před měsícem +16

      ​@@GhostfoxkoriYes

    • @yaku63
      @yaku63 Před měsícem +6

      theres plenty of other youtubers that also do that tho

    • @KingOfGaymes
      @KingOfGaymes Před měsícem +27

      I didn’t even realize this video was almost an hour-