Junkie to Anorexia, the clock and everything or nothing (Vlog26pt2) 08.05.14

Update on my day- I'm sooooo tired out from just breathing and it seems my day is spent waiting for the clock to move n doing the odd thing in-between but I'm kinda getting more n more depressed and feel helpless to change anything- also worried for my boyfriend and wish I could do more for him- I want to help but I know I have to help myself in order to be well enough to be any REAL GOOD QUALITY help to him LOVE you PJ XXX