Mr. Robot (2015) Music Ambience [The Old Original]
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- čas přidán 16. 11. 2023
- This ambient sound is not mine, it was uploaded by another channel but removed for some reason and on other similar videos people were commenting about how they really liked this one. I downloaded it back in the day and i couldn't find it on CZcams. So i figured why not post it
I have no rights to the soundtrack on this video, I'm just uploading it so people can enjoy.
I like listening to this while working.
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Thank you. Please don't ever take this down
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, i am not exaggerating when i say that my life hasn’t felt complete since this was taken down. and im sorry, in this economy, i can’t afford a monthly subscription to the original maker’s patreon or whatever to listen to it again. THANK YOU, please never take this down.
i suggest you save this video on another medium
@@tunn3l_personal trust, first thing i did when i saw it’s back!
An ex of mine introduced me to this one back in 2015. I knew of its existence because people in Reddit and 4chan were mocking the edgyness of it (I know, big words for reddittors and degens at 4chan). I was an edgy 20 something myself so yeah I was "above" pandering.
Cue to the first week I moved into my ex apartment (she just rented that apartment like a week before, I was testing the waters at the beginning because I'm such a pushover). And there's this Mr. Robot marathon on the TV, in I-Sat I think which is a cool channel from South America.
Sadly the the first episode I see is the one where the whole Elliot's second persona is revelaed, so yeah. Big plotwist for my first dive into this amazing universe! I was already studying informatics on my own since I was 13 yo more or less. I made my first shitty html+css+shitt js s back in '04. And around the same time delved into gamedev using gamemaker but nothing fancy. I knew how to format, maintain a PC. My mom got a degree in IT. In 2013 I enrolled in the same shitty college but I drop out like a year later. I was already learning python and many computer fundamental by myself, though college was a waste of time (i know, stupid). So when I started watching the TV show I became obsessed lol.
Miss those times. I was this autistic mid20 guy loser, living with his quirky needy five year younger gf, being just awkward but happy, feeling free for the first time, learning storytelling, screenwriting, illustration, programming and hacking on my ample free tim*n*---e. Those were some good years. She was my everything for close to 9 years! and were each other best friends for a decade! We remained in that apartment, smoking joints and rarely LSD for more than 2 years. I had a stoner phase for the first year. Watching media (films, TV shows, animations, trippy videos, music videos, arthouse shorts, whole musical albums; criticizing, deconstructing those works, dreaming of becoming creators ourselves), eating tex-mex, talking pseudo philosphy with our friends... it wasn't perfect, but it was so fucking awesome.
I lived the dream and I didn't knew it. I wish I would've realized I had adult ADHD and not life five to six years later. and OCD. And get professional help, god dammit! I think this cost my the relationship. I was so self-absorbed, couldn't regulate well my emotions, was/am so insecure.
She had her issues too. But fuck we could've remained friends at the very least. We broke up at the end of 2022 and split to live separaredly in march of 2022. I fucked up big time. Maybe she did too, idk.
Everytime I see media that we cherished a lot, my emotions just overwhelm me. Sadness, melancholy, regret... with a pinch of happyness because at least we endure for a decade, and it happened, it was real. Something good happened to me, because before I met her I was going nowhere, shut in, depressed.
Sorry if you made it this far. I'm just ranting and dumping my bs because I isolate myself from everybody. This is my only way to remember, confess, process my emotions, and leave a mark that she existed, we existed, we laughed like dorks in the darkness of a bedroom, watching cool shit, made love, we hugged a lot, we had quirky inside dork jokes, our own made-up jargon, we danced to each other like dumb fucks because who cared? we raised three feral cats, we mourned one, we moved from our crumbling shithole almost totalitarian country, we learned to mourn our old life in a foreign country, we lived together there for four years until we separated... We met in a mall, buying the ticked for a movie (The Hunger Games 2012, or Wrath of Titans 2012, can-t remember). We made a tradition to go to the same theater almost twice a week for a long time. We watched like a hundred films there!
She was Lis, my only love. I hope she is fine and happy. I hope I can feel like that again. I fear that kind of love, your first one, doesn't repeat that way again though... Which is fine because that means it was unique?
damn. i read it to the end and i wish you all the best. i have had my own problems in the past, and even though i still think of those times what i can say is with time everything will heal. i realised that you cant change the past and just have to accept. and with time i am evolving and learning from my mistakes, with a different mindset. i hope it all works out for you my guy.
To live in the past is depression, to worry about the future is anxiety. Live in the moment and get yo shit together. I didn't get mine together until 33.
thanks for you paste dude
Thank you for this story. Randomly picked video in recommendations and read your comment. My story resonates with yours.
First love will never be repeated, like the feeling of the first car, the first trip abroad, the first party. This is neither bad nor good, it's just the way our memory works. These memories are with us forever, but don't let yourself get bogged down in them with discouragement. The recovery process can be a long one, it's different for everyone. Some can get themselves together in a year, some need more time. The guy above had it worked out by the age of 33, in my case it's been 5 years, but I'm not completely free yet. Don't stop, remember that the process is actually the result.
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Volví de casualidad a buscar esta pieza luego de mucho tiempo, y solo encontrar el mismo video me ha dado una sensación de paz inmensa
Gracias
capo
GIGACHAD reupload. Thank you!
sounds so good. such an air of mystery.
You are the best! I love you man! I was one of those who asked to return this track. I am very glad and very grateful to you. Thank you very much, brother. I'm thinking of downloading this track, just in case.
Danke für die edit herr !!
Such a great video
Keep on the good work!😁
Thanks! It's awesome!
One day I’ll listen to this on my New York emergency escalator
song of my existence
Блин... давно я его не слушал... сколько лет прошло...
goodbye world
W upload
I LOVE YOU MAN
Thank you
i need more
thanks for reup
Tanks you bro (soy español, pero muchas gracias de verdad)
hello friend
Это то самоё удаленное видео которое я ждала очень долго 🥺❤️✨✨✨✨
Они вызывают депрессию.
Полностью с тобой согласен, сам долго искал и ждал. Огромное спасибо человеку (автору данного канала), что он сохранил и выложил данный трек.
Сам сериал это произведение искусства и заслуживает почитания в вечности! И фотография в видео очень сильно дополняет и раскрывает музыку, делая её более атмосферной и релаксирующей. Как будто ты вместе с Эллиотом и Дарлин сидишь в этом метро и мысленно погружаешься в свои проблемы. P.S было бы еще лучше, если бы зациклили видео в движении вагона, пускай хоть на несколько секунд, на такое я мог бы смотреть очень долго
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39:00 song name pls
does anyone have the tracklist to this? its so beautiful
i hope this never gets taken down because i really enjoy it
hello friend!!!!!!!
Nice. Can you make one more video?
15:00
Hello, friend...