1 month - what helps the most?
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- Sorry for 1) wiping my nose the entire time, 2) ending abruptly, and 3) leaving the thumbnail as it was - but I thought it was hilarious and I couldn’t help myself. It is what it is 🤷♀️
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Jaci, don't be sorry for anything, ignore people who judge you. We're tens of thousands here to support you. Mark's CZcams channel is a family, and whatever you do or say we're just here to support you and send you positive vibes. I was raised as a catholic but am not as into it as you are, but heck Jaci, I've prayed for Mark and now I pray for you and the kiddos. GOD BLESS YOU JACI, and THANK YOU !!!!! ✝️ 🙏 🙌 ❤️
@Badness Bob Thank you so much Bob from Autralia. Lucky you: I've always dreamed to visit Autralia !
Franz from Paris, France. :)
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We might be “Marks Audience” but we are Also your audience. Keep strong and don’t be afraid of telling your story
I feel the same as Jason Gauden and I don't think you have to be crying all the time. Be the light as what you are. But that doesn't mean you should not cry either. Talk to us what on your mind and show us what you are doing. Get Matt or Lee show you how how to edit the video. Love you
This 🙌💝
Jason Gauden Right on Jason , agreed...............
Talk about what ever you want. I'm pretty sure the majority of us love you & the kids as much as we loved Mark💕
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It's real, it's from the heart, and really it's helpful in many ways. That's a beautiful thing. As a 35yr old male I'd have watched a 20minute "ramble" about your feelings too, so have no worries about that) Now is the time for it. Do it whenever you want or need to. P.S. how your humor glints through is so heartwarming 😅it's a good muscle to keep strong.
God bless. Praying for you and the little humans.
38 years old here, 20 minutes 30 minutes it doesn't matter we are here to hear you out whenever. 🙏🙏
Just letting you know we are still thinking about you and the kids. Take care of yourself
Update. I double this comment.
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Im still thinking about all yall.
still thinking of this family every now and then
I hope you continue to check in. I am one of the female members of “Marks audience” and most of what I enjoyed was videos about you and the kids. So please don’t stop. You’re amazing. Thank you for sharing. God bless you.
Agreed!! Well said
I am too and enjoy hearing from you. Praying for you and the kids🙏🏻🥰
I’m a 63 year old woman who always enjoyed Mark and his silliness and love of the family! You go ahead and just deal with this loss anyway you feel like! Grief is as individual as people are! You hang in there! Gentle hugs
I am 55 and feel much the same way! She is doing the best she can.
58 year old woman here. I just loved Mark. Sich a Nice guy
I’m nearly seventy, and I agree 100%. Do what you need to, to deal with your grief. 💚
I am glad to see your nice, normal, considerate comments. I noticed you all mentioned age/gender. I mentioned my age and gender when commenting on this video, and was harassed. Also, vile language was used toward me because I have an Astros logo. It is so sad to be treated so hateful (and it was not really even about my comment...it was about me!) So, thanks ladies for being kind. It made me feel a lot better.
We have not forgotten about you stay strong hope you’re doing well
2 years later and I’m rewatching all of yours and his videos. I just hope you know that we are also on your team! I would be willing to bet more than I have, that us 80something% men would gladly, with pride, and compassion watch your 20 minute plus videos. If you ever decided to grace us with your thoughts, you would have my/our full attention. RIP Mark. We all miss you in our own ways, but I know we can’t ever miss you the way your wife and kids do. I know you’re looking down on them and I truly believe that you aren’t missing there successes, just from a different elevation.
Since me being one of the 20-25 year old males I suppose you deserve to hear that I’m sure all of us wouldn’t mind listening to you talk about mark or anything to do with your life for any amount of time, your husband was everything everyone of us should strive to be like, and I atleast owe it to him to listen to a 20 min video. Maybe he wasn’t perfect but he looked like he was that’s for damn sure. And he deserves every bit of recognition the man receives.
Seconded. Us young bucks are more than happy to listen to you vent or just chat anytime you want.
Badness Bob much love from Texas, I appreciate it for sure
The entire Carriker family, in my opinion, is something to strive for. They all do a great job of making it look good on camera, so there must be some truth to it.
Bloody oath ! Everyone's got a heart ! Everyone has time to listen to someone grieving !
You don’t have to justify a thing, you’re a good wife and a great mother. God bless you
How you doing hun. It's been awhile since we heard from you. We miss you also. Not just Mark.
She quickly remarried
@@varg8696 How long did it take?
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I would want my wife to remarry as well, life moves on, can’t stay in the past.
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@@varg8696good for her
She stuck by him until the end
People of that caliber are hard to come by
A bit over two years now. I don’t know what made me come back to you and marks videos, I guess I was just thinking about mark and sort of hoping for another long term update. I lost my Dad December 8 2021. It shattered my whole world and I still struggle with that loss. I hope you and the kids are doing well or as well as you can and may the Lords loving light shine on you and your family and all those who loved Mark. Merry Christmas and God bless.
Lost my 64-year-old dad Nov 7th, 2021 to COVID. I feel your pain. Hope you're doing well.
@@TheGooseIsLoose9000 lost my 70 year old dad Nov 7th 2020, What a crappy coincidence and day for both of us. Today is his birthday. Stay strong brother the torch has been passed, God Bless. And same to the original poster Sorry for your loss too
I'm one of the minority, a woman. Haha so I would have liked the 20 minute talk. I appreciate your real raw emotions. Thank you and will be happy with anything you give us. 💕💕💕💕
I would have enjoyed the 20 min. video as well. Totally supportive of whatever she does. Praying Jaci!
Listen, regardless of why people came to this channel, they are staying for you, and if you want to talk for 20 minutes about your feelings we are here to support that !!
I agree!
Talk for as long as you want
We want to support you and the kids through this channel that Mark created
Totally agree!
We are here to hear you. Especially if it helps. Take as long as you would like, or need. We support you!
I just found your (his) channel years after the fact. I'm just happy that good people can be remembered forever now that we have internet. I wish I could've recorded my grandparents to watch later. Everyone should record & save as many loved ones videos as much as possible. God bless.
What cancer he has?
@naeem3245 I'm not sure but I do know it killed him.
Thinking of you on this Father's day so dropped by to show some love..gone but never forgotten..your strength sticks with me at random times of the day just following this journey..god bless
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“Homemade Everything” is about all of you and your beautiful family. We love Mark and we love you and the munchkins too. We are here to listen and support you and it’s not because of obligation. It’s because we care. In just a short time you have helped me with my own similar experiences and I’m not feeling so bad about certain subjects that I have been battling with myself. Thank you so much.💐
I'm a guy, I'm 50, and it warms my heart knowing you're ok.
I feel the same and I am 63.
Well, totally new to his journey, stumbled on the channel, and bloody hell that guy suffered! That was brutal, totally brutal. Dam cancer is a cruel disease. I hope Jackie has moved on, which is kind of indicated by the lack of updates for the last three years. You have to, for the sake of the kids you just have to, and I'm sure they both talked about this a lot during that final year. You have to continue your life and get to a happy place again, otherwise what's the point? This channel is his legacy, his memory, his humour and his bravery. It will always be something his children can tap into and be inspired by, as well as being an archive of what a strong and amazing Dad they had.
I haven't heard from you in a while. Just writing here to let you know we're thinking about you and supporting you
WE have seen Mark's side of his struggle. We would love to now go on your journey and see the things you go through and maybe it helps you by letting it out and talking to us. God Bless.
I think most of us are here because it's what Mark would want
Jackie, as a 31 year old man. We will most definitely listen to your feelings.
Yep. 30 year old male here. I also will listen.
The take from it for me is. We will all at some point go through death of a loved one. In some form and we will all have to face it and deal with it in one way or another. Right now, i haven't been through it luckily. But my time will come and when it does. I will be more prepared and stronger from watching these and learning to cope with it in the best way i can.
Like a lot of people have said. We came for Mark but now we're going to stay for you. Baby steps, but you'll pick it up! You can, like most people learn on the job.
And we're all here to watch you grow. As a family and a CZcamsr.
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29 German here, I`d listen aswell!
Like why tf would it matter which gender I have, we are all ready to hear and support you
33 here
Simp. Lol. Jk
I still come back here every once in a while. You have forever left a stamp on my heart. I hope that someday I will get to hear that your family is doing okay. Just a reminder that you meant something special to so many people and you have left such a great impact on this world. I miss you.
The dad has updated that jaci has remarried and kids are well!
found this channel today...thought he was very alive, now i see all that has transpired. I feel like I have have lost something. But i did learn. I learned how to DEAL with grace. What a great guy, liked planes, guns, good beer, great looking women, his kids, humor, creating with his hands. Kindred souls we were and never knew him. 😕
I'm a woman in my fifties and I've never been blessed with children, but I would've loved to have had a daughter like you. You are really amazing! Go on, dear, you're doing great! 👍
a strong comment, bless you.
If you need 20 minutes to just talk about how you feel then do so!
I agree!
God bless you!
Yeah plz do
parker layfield I agree, let out your words and feelings!
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I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you find peace and happiness and love again.
She literally remarried a month later
@@SonicAndNiGHTS02 how do you know?
I love the cat whizzing past just as you said mark made you happy and laugh! It’s lovely to see you...
I’ve been wondering how you and the children were doing and all of y’all have been in my prayers. You are a pillar of strength and I’m positive that Mark is very proud of you. Young lady, you grieve when you need to because losing the love of your life is so hard. I pray that your days are filled with peace and comfort knowing that Mark is in Heaven watching over his family. God bless y’all!
You’re doing a great job, taking over the videos. Everyone here loves to hear from you you can go on for 20 minutes any time. I can’t really imagine your pain. You went from living with a wild and crazy guy who made you laugh, to silence. There’s no good way to handle this. Pray, cry, talk to him, do whatever helps you get through each day.
Lots of love and prayers for you out here.
Don't ever feel you can't express yourself, most of us want to know, you're ok, we never met him, but we had love for him..
Don't feel bad if you feel sad, it's part of getting through this.
Thanks for sharing, we got you in prayer and we got you here, it's just nice to see you.
God bless you
Amen...
Tim, well said. I feel the same way. 🌹💞
tim berg my heart exactly, thanks Tim
You cope the way you cope. I lost my wife when she was 37 and I was 33. After 6 months people were telling me to move on with my life. You heal at your pace nobody else’s. Stay strong.
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How old are u now Boom... How long did it take for u
It took me 5 years straight of grieving to get up and even try to move on... I literally could not and would not function when my husband passed in 2008 at the age of 46..💔😢 I had 3 young children still and I was paralyzed with grief for 5 straight years... I had NO CHOICE but to grieve IN MY OWN TIME..🙏🏻😢💔
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Definitely don’t hold anything back don’t be afraid to open up and get it all out we are all here for you :)
You can Talk about your feelings don’t ever feel like you can’t 🙏🏻♥️♥️
Kaitlin Trump YES!!!! Absolutely!!!!!
There is no one way to grieve. It’s ok to scream, cry, laugh or what ever makes you feel better. I can see why Mark fell in love with you. You have a beautiful heart ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Please feel free to ramble for two hrs if need be. We are here for you and will listen, support and send our love.
Yes! Just what I was thinking! You have the right to grieve your huge loss. You don't need to apologize for anything. There are many of us that are grieving too. Not just for Mark, but for our own losses. It feels a little better to share the load. I'm grieving the loss of my Dad 1 year ago today. Also from cancer. It's horrible to see them suffer and not be able to do anything about it. You don't need to put on a happy face for this channel. You do what you need to.
@@AnitaBetterScreenname And, I my 38 year old son from January. Watching Mark's last days caused more weeping, but I do feel they were cathartic. Bless this sweet girl's heart.
i second that I for one will listen if it's just 2 hours of straight venting we got ya girl!
I hope you are doing good. We would love a new video from you.
We support you 100%. No matter the audience. Talk all you want!!
Honey, I'd still listen to you even if it was 30 minutes long. Thank you for making a video and sharing your heart and feelings with us. You and your family are in my prayers.❤❤
Same!!!
AMEN! Thank you 💙
Jaci, I know in your eyes this was “Mark’s thing”, but who knows what God has planned. When I see you on here I see grace and strength. So thank you for doing these videos even though they’re hard. We are a needy bunch of folk, lol. We just need to know you’re doing as good as you can be. I’m praying for you and your littles every day! God bless you all 🥰🙏❤️
Amen to that !
kandyc10 ditto you! I am not repeating what you said but that’s how I feel too ❤️ hugs to you and to you Jaci ❤️
kandyc10 that the true kandyc10. Nothing but unconditional love on this channel.
Its almost midnight, in a little Wisconsin town. And I found myself wondering about you and of Mark. And of the children, and how you are doing. So i checked in.
I hope the pain is not overbearing, and may you find some peace, each and every day, if only for a moment. God bless. And may you walk just a little closer to him on his journey. Now it's -
Homemade "help" (everything)
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Regardless of the statistics of Mark's audience, those who remain are here to support you and your family. If you need to ramble for 20 minutes, you ramble for 20 minutes. (Signed, someone who is not in that 83%)
Bobby Susemihl same ❤️
Agreed :)
I’m an 17year old and I say if it helps you in any from do it and doesn’t have isn’t terribly bad do it
Same!
Well said 👍🏽
Jaci , I lost my husband 4 years ago. There are no rules in the grieving process, reading the 5 stages of grief was helpful for me. You are in my prayers ❤️
i hope you keep this up. just know there is always a community here who cares and is here to listen and help in any small way we possibly can.
Hey Jackie, Homemade Everything has 238,000 subscribers. Mark would be proud. Keep the channel and his memory alive. We’re all here to listen to you as your CZcams family. God bless you and stay safe.
If you sit down and record a video and it's just you ranting or talking about your feelings for 20 minutes. Upload it. We know it's a tremendously hard time for you and your family. You more then the rest. It's ok to vent. And we're all here. We'll listen. We'll try to give you as much positive energy as possible, and well try to answer the questions that you have. Please don't feel like you need to upload videos just for us. The videos that you choose to upload are more for you than they are us. Just remember we're here to support you. Not the other way around.
Braeden Gundlach
So well said. I absolutely agree.
Well said my friend
I couldn't have said it better and I'm a 39 year old male.
Amen.
Beautifully said 🙏 100% agree
Keep making videos, we'll keep watching. Turn on Ads so that you get paid.
St. Padre Pio Said "PRAY, HOPE, and DON"T WORRY"
25 year old male, 20-40 what ever amount of time if you want to talk about your feelings we are here. I’m new to the channel as I just found out about mark from Tavarishs channel. I am sorry for what you have gone through and it’s amazing that you keep working through everything. You are amazing and mark will be missed.
bro why are you simping here? disgusting
@@rubencentro4974 I guess the 25 y male is a reference to the audience she mentions the channel has and the 20-40 min iis because she said something about ppl not interested in watching her talking about her feelings....he wrote "WE"" are here for you" ....dirty mind 😉
I lost my wife 4 years agowhat keeps me going is knowing that I am raising her children
let God carry you through brother. Your strong.
My condolences for your loss, I lost my dad when I was 2 years old and I lost my mom in 2016.
As one of those "men" in the 83%, we'll listen to you talk about anything you feel like talking about. We are here for you as you and Mark have been here for us.
This is way too late to be of any meaning, but this channel really impacted me. Your husband was a great man.
Hope you and kiddos are doing great think of you often.
Keep that beautiful smile!
I'm a man between 25 and 35, and contrary to societal belief, I have feelings too. This channel is yours, not mine. I'm here for you, not for stereotypes. Say what you want, upload what you want. If it takes 20 minutes, it takes 20 minutes. Lord knows we've all got time for each other right now. Much love. 💗😊
dandymcgee, your comment is absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing and understanding. Blessings.
@@thisorthat7626 Thank you Sue. I hope you and your family are happy and healthy.
I was going to write the same thing, but no need to have repetitive comments. Well said!
I agree. I was going to comment something similar but you said it better.
As a 23 year old man I also 100% agree! This is hard stuff and sometimes being real there isn’t a short way to say what needs to be said. Feelings are so important and letting them out is therapeutic, we’re all here to listen😊
Two minutes, two hours, two days. Doesn’t matter. We are here to give support. I’m sure he’d be proud of everything you’re doing.
I'm an 18 year old Male and I'll listen and support you if you need to talk feelings for 20 plus minutes. We all here for you👍👍
The two of you are still a perfect pair! We still love YOU very much! Nothing can take away the testimony he provided for his faith and his love of his family! You are beautiful and I can’t wait to see how gorgeous the kids grow up ... looking like the two of you! How could they go wrong? 💁🏻💕☀️☀️
So glad your keeping the channel going . Enjoying hearing how everyone is doing . We all miss Mark . He was a great man .
Vent your feelings, we are here to listen.
It's never easy to lose someone close and having a sound board is invaluable.
No one here will judge and if they do they shouldn't be here.
You said it best, brother
Agree 100%, Tim.
Agree
100%
The Carriker's on CZcams are the embodiment of life being lived; something a lot of us never really see the opportunity to do. From Pew-Pews, saving animals, rebuilding and building things, facing the loss of oneself and those you love. Dr. Lee is a dad that those lacking a father figure can look up to, and Drewski…… well, teaches how to be your best online sniper.
This channel could continue as a blueprint for people recovering from loss, if she feels called to do so. If she chooses to let it be, and this is the last video posted, that's fine too. I appreciated Mark, and I appreciate Jacqueline for sharing what she has. Peace and happiness to you ma'am.
Thank you for sharing that. All little things help they say. So maybe this comment will make you smile for a moment when you know that a woman in Holland looked at your videos and wanted to say something nice to you, because you really are special.
May the Lord bless you.
My husband passed away suddenly 4.5 years ago. Talking about him helped and still helps me. Our daughter found him in the morning that day, she was 4, and I still can’t undo that memory for her. So, talk, as long as you want to, I will watch it all. I’m sure most others would too. Watch the cat for craziness, they feel the presence of our loved ones that have passed. Hugs and prayers to you and the kids.
It's interesting you say that about the cat...because you can see the cat jump down and chase something at around 385s czcams.com/video/DaxyigpQECM/video.html
I'm sure if he were here right now he'd be so stoked his wife was continuing his channel. Please keep it up :)
Hell yea.I know he would.Probably would say something like hell yea go head girl.Maybe in a weird voice.Miss that dude
Why not go and collaborate on a youtube vid with Matt and Mere?
Get Matt to edit it, something like abandoned mansion etc and let your small humans freerange with Matt n Meres kids.
You gotta get out and surround yourself with Family and wine.
Celebrate the good things with Mark, his understanding of whats left behind will be broader than ours and to bring joy back into your lives would make is much better.
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I'm a new subscriber but I watch a few of marks friends and brothers channel. I'm 28 and I am here tearing up as u talk IV lost my dad I couldnt image lossing my wife like u did mark. ur an inspiration to ppl everywhere. if u need to talk darlin we will hear u out
Please know that while many of us came here for Mark’s journey, we have stayed because Mark’s journey lives on through you and the kids. You don’t have to answer to any of us, share the content you want to share that is the beauty of a VLog if people don’t like it they can leave. Please don’t feel like you need to cater to a demographic, we are here to see what you want to share with the world. Please be yourself and if you want to go on a 20 min tangent we all understand. You have every right to grieve and anyone that tells you otherwise is a fool. Please stay strong and this community is here for you.
I agree!
God bless you!
So well said! And so true!
Very well said thank you 🙏🏽
perfectly said!
Talk as long as you like. We will listen!
Hang in there kiddo! You keep talking and we will keep listening. Bless you!
When my dad passed away at 48 what helped me was just remembering all the good times and holding onto things like pictures and items to remember him by. He passed in 2011 so its been over 10 years now each day gets more easy then the last. My dad will never be forgotten.
Such a beautiful strong woman, keep it up stay strong! You talk we will listen, doesn't matter what it's about.
I couldn't agree with this any more......
I lost my husband of 30 yrs a year and a half ago. He is with me every day. I'm telling you this so you know - Mark is with you every step of the way. When you feel his presence - he is there. Watch for signs ...
Lori Morgan it’s not the same as a human, but I lost my little dog about 6 months ago. Sometimes I feel like she’s still here with me. Like sometimes she’s still laying next to me with my other dog.
@@LegendYT1 why isn't a dog the same as a human?That life touched you in a special way and If u loved that dog then you have the right to morn that animal as much as a human!My dog is my best friend and besides my mother will be the worst death I will ever have to go thru!Good luck!!
@@LegendYT1 Family is family. Love is love. I just lost my best friend my Cat Missy, three weeks ago. I'm devastated. This channel has helped me feel less alone in my grief. I feel her around me too. Not ready to let her leave my side just yet. Really hope you're are doing okay. Big hugs. Your dog knows you still need her. She'll stay with you until you're strong enough. 💛
Jen Dark Energy 384400 thanks for the words and I’m so sorry about Missy. She’s waiting for you and my Foxy is waiting for me at the Golden Gates!
Andrew Will I’m sorry about your dog. She did touch me in a special way. It was very difficult for me to have acceptance but my mom still hasn’t. She’s still very devastated. She’s not like heartbroken and cooped up in a corner but she just starts talking about our dog sometimes. Just know this, your dog is waiting for you and my dog is waiting for me and the Golden Gates! ❤️
You’re someone who I can actually learn from during a time when the whole world is in crisis. What you are sharing helps to remind me that going numb is not going to work - keep feeling and growing.
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Its nice to see people are still here. However, Mark's dad did put up a update on his channel about the family. The channel is Out on the Ranch (with Dr. Lee) and he said its been hard losing Mark but the family is doing well and the kids are older. That's just a short summary, but everyone should go watch his update. Merry Christmas and good health and blessing to all.
Hey! Which video on his channel is the update. I’m having trouble finding it. Is it still there
People are commenting that she remarried? Is this true? Hope her and the kids are happy and well ❤
I am sure Mark is so proud of the mother & the woman you are.
Am the 78 like lol
She cute
I was Mark's audience, now I am yours. You're doing a great job!!!!! And yes he's watching over y'all. Love and hugs and prayers for yall
Hello from Georgia!👋🏼
It is December 7, 2023 and I just found your channel.
I’ve been watching a lot of the videos, and hope that you might give all of your followers an update about what has happened in the past 3 years. I’m sure that everyone would love to know how your life is going, and how you and the kids are.
I will continue watching all of the videos from the beginning of the channel, and want to wish you a very happy and healthy life!
Take good care of yourself and those precious children!
Sending you love and strength from Georgia!🙋♀️💕
My wife passed away 2 days after this was posted. I am so sorry for your loss. I know your pain and I am praying for you and that God would give you peace. For me, it has helped being in facebook support groups. It is a good avenue to vent and talk about your feelings when you are having a rough day. The one I go to most is hope after loss for widows and widowers.
sorry for your loss.
I’m sorry for your loss dear. Praying for you! Love, joy, peace, strength and unexpected blessings! ✝️❤️🙏💐
In one minute look at all the comments Jaci - we are all here for you to listen as long as you want. We care about you & your 2 adorable babies.
I’ve never cried so much for someone I’ve never met. He was soooo special.
“And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be anymore pain, for the former things are passed away. REVELATION 21:4. ✝️
Those 83% of men that watched this channel had a great deal of respect and admiration for Mark and his dedication to his family. It wasn't cancer that attracted us to this channel, it was Mark. And because we care about Mark, we care about you and the kids. There is no Mark (as we know him) without you guys.
Well said. Even though I'm not a man. Lol.
Well said good sir well said
Amen to that
Very well said Dave
Dave Builds It : Thank you for saying what all of us mean!!!
Hi from the UK, I hadn't been following Mark long, but I like to come here and watch old vids now and then, and I love seeing you be as strong as you can, I'm sure I couldn't be as strong as you are.
Your an inspiration, and I for one am happy to sit here and just listen.
Your gorgeous and charming.
Keep up the vids, I think it's not only good for you, but it's good for many people out there in the world.
i hope you do understand that this is one of rarest and most valuable videos on youtube in general. a true human subject, a human problem, a human solution.... please dont stop. talk, scream, vent, just know there are thousands of people having a similar experience and all of us sooner or later loose our loved ones... please dont stop, for us!
I'm sure I'm like a lot of others here that find themselves thinking about Mark from time to time. It's so strange, having never met him in person, how his passing affected me. Sending love to the Carriker family on this Thanksgiving
Talk about anything you would like. We will listen.
I am a 60 year old lady. I loved hearing Mark “ramble” about whatever came to his mind, therefore, whatever you have to say is just as important. I enjoy hearing what you have to say about yourself, and also what you want to share about Mark. It DOES help me, as I am grieving the loss of him...a man I have never met, but a man who I felt I knew. He obviously loved you and the children SO MUCH. It was very endearing to see it every time he talked about you all.
As for anything negative that people have to say, hopefully you can overlook their insensitivity. You are a very special person, so please take care of yourself as much as you can. You have 2 amazing little humans who are very blessed to have you for their Mommy. Prayers for strength and peace for you all. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
Nobody believes a word you say Deborah you have a Houston Asterisk's logo on your profile! wtf you doing?
@@Joseph96752 Save it...
NiNeRs fo life Is your comment good, kind or necessary?? I am sure this family and others here would dislike your bullying comment..and...it is Houston Astros!!
wait... you know how to internet at 60? WHAT?
Deborah Johnson Mark was a spirit lifter to all us over 60 ladys we loved mark!!!
I can't believe how fast time passes. Was thinking about this channel and hope you and the kids are doing good in these crazy times? Definitely miss his videos and glad you have his channel to talk through your journey with us.
I'm sorry, I just came across this from the clip on Off the Ranch and him wanting to hit 100k subscribers. I am sorry that he is gone and for the pain you are feeling. I can only offer my words of encouragement and faith with the hope that somehow they will help. Families can be eternal and are central to Gods plan for our salvation and eternal joy. Keep your love and your faith and God will be with you and help you heal and overcome even this. This is part of the atonement, so that he could know how to comfort you even with the heartache and loss you're living through. God Bless you and your family.
Send her another encouraging word and a 👍? My personal campaign... all the way from somewhere near Seattle and around the World.
Let's do this!!!
The strength of this woman is truly inspirational. 🤙🏻🇦🇺
Mr BrownE Agree!!!!
Well I’m not a man and I’m not in that age range either. Girl I love hearing from you and maybe your audience will change?? I support you so much.
Was talking with a customer yesterday, over the phone. At the end of the convo, he said bye-eeee just like Mark did. Startled me, it sounded just like Mark.
Hope you and kids are doing well. We think of you often. 💕
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Let's do this!!!
All you can do is take one day at a time, my Mother died 28th December 2018 and like you I know she’s in Heaven watching over our family. You are a good person and as it is still raw, you are going to have peaks and troughs of emotion and there is nothing to apologise for. God bless
I've watched Marks journey for a long time. Seeing you trying you're hardest to get through this is inspiring. No matter what you post we will support you. (And that's coming from a 17 yr old)
A very sweet 17 year old!
The 17 year old surprised me. I wouldn't have thought that. You are obviously being raised by good people
@@r7kelley553 I agree! There are some young people that are very aware of others and something besides themselves. God bless them and their parents.
Amen to Kaleo Lum's statement! We are all here for you just as we were for Mark. ♥️
Kaleo Lum You’re very thoughtful; I couldn’t have done as well at seventeen...and that was over fifty years ago.
20 minutes would have been fine. We're under quarantine.
I’m your audience too! Don’t be so hard on yourself! You’re amazing!
All 237k of us are here for you. We understand. We arent going anywhere, we wont ever do you wrong. We love you. You just do you and no matter what, we'll all be here to support. Trust us ❤
Hi Jaqi!! We're so glad that you're keeping the channel going. You can post anything that you feel and we'll listen.
God bless you and the kids!!
Living is the hardest thing we do in life. Life isn't always the way we planned (I believe you understand this). We never met, but I believe the viewers of this channel genuinely care about you & your kids. We don't know the background of everything you & Mark went through. You & your family is loved. Prayers are said for by me and I hope others. I think you should collaborate with other family members for a future video & do what you think is best. You are appreciated.
Yes, there are many prayers going up for all in the family .
Absolutely! Agree!!
Thank you for continuing to reach out! I wasn't introduced to your family until Matt started his "Abandoned Mansion" series. It was through him that I learned about Mark. As someone currently going through my own cancer battle, I was so touched by his faith and his attitude about life. He just kept pressing on and didn't let it keep him from living life. He was an inspiration to this 40 year old, now one-legged, Christian, woman. I will continue to keep you and your children in my prayers.
what has happened is so sad, your a very strong woman. i hope you keep to be a strong person and live your life to the fullest.
We are here to listen and don’t be afraid to share your feelings with people who care about you all .. Hugs
Pretty sure no one here would mind the 20 minute feeling version.
Feeling something that relates to certain hard times and issues such as this brings me to tears even tho I've coped with things like this that have happened but I still feel pain from the reaction of others that deal with this. Time will pass & we will get old but those we loved & lose will remain young. We will all be together again one day.
If you feel like you need to talk for 20 minutes, we will listen for 20 minutes. There are many other videos on CZcams that much longer than 20 minutes that have absolutely no content worth watching.
You, on the other hand, have a greater heart felt level of content. Much more meaningful. Love and prayers to you and your kids.
Send her another encouraging word and a 👍? My personal campaign... all the way from somewhere near Seattle and around the World.
Let's do this!!!