visions of gideon - sufjan stevens (slowed n reverb)
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‘Grow up. I’ll see you at midnight’
fuck
If only you knew how little I know about the things that matter
And my name is Hugh I what things that matter?
@@andmynameishughi6582 wtf is wrong with your pic it's 2 am it's freaking me out
"Im glad you came."
*i remember everything*
Everything
fuck you for making me cry again
I do too...i have yet to forget any of it.
elio elio elio elio elio elio elio elio
oooliiiverrrr
I love how people say “omg this needs more views” but at the same time say “ I hope this stays a secret”
if this reaches tik tok, it becomes shit
We hope that those things that make us feel something in our stomachs keep it secret
literally who said that
i’ll view it a 1000x times... just to keep it a secret 🥺
Rafik If it reaches tiktok, i’ll throwing hands
this is what you hear when you enter the gates of heaven
yeah with 666 likes honey
@@pizzafevers6520 HHAHAHHA
I just feel sad about this comment
more like when your dying 😫
i dont think i should be sobbing when i enter heaven
I can smell the apricot juice, hear the piano playin by elio, and i can feel how comfy their bed was I’m stuck into this movie n all i see is visions inside ma head
what movie is it
now I cry ig
Stop making me crying
this comment made me cry
@@purplealien7777the film is 'Call me by your name'
just when i thought visions of gideon couldn’t be sadder
“Elio elio elio elio”
“Oliver”
Oh god here come the tears also this song just reminds me of how lonely I actually am
I remember everything.
don't be lonely, I'm here
I remember everything
me too, fam. me too.
elio? elio, elio, elio, elio, elio, elio, elio, elio....
i want to meet every single person who loves this film
me too
We'd all just hug and cry. Then go home.
@Neja me too...
Hello then
i wish
yes i pressed this knowing i'll make myself cry
Abigail Strother me too
Abigail Strother same
Hahaha I love this
I've never pressed so many likes in the comment section
SAME
LMAOO THIS IS SO MEE
Sameeee
Elio...Elio Elio Elio....Oliver 🥺
I remember everything
thanks for making me tear up randomly at work listening to this
These comments are a wonderful combination of people recalling the magic of CMBYN and people expressing real personal emotion that's been brought to the surface by the beauty of this song. Sufjan should be proud that his work evokes such powerful and delicate responses
I still remember those days, when I was 17 n watched the movie for the 1st time. In the cold night , the movie ended at 2 A.M n I just don't know what I feel. I open the door n sat there alone , the cold wind was hitting me n The world seems so different. I was depressed for almost 4 months. But I don't regret a moment of that. Those were the memories of my life that I m Never gonna forget.
FHI feel u
I had a very similar experience to u💛
I’m having that experience I don’t like feeling like this, my family ask why am I so quiet and so calm and it’s because this incredible movir
I feel you bro.
@@SunlightMagicUST hope you will be fine ♥️
*to feel nothing, as not to feel anything. What a waste*
Hope you'll get through it and be better because of it.
i can't stop crying
connor
Me too 🥺
me too
goandrinkyourmilk k pp
Just cry togheter
equinox idk why Im crying. Also i feel so empty 😀✌🏼
“I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me,
then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.”
StApH, im crying
i'm crying so damn ugly omg
God stop:(
If you start reading this at 4:18, by the end of the song you will finish the song by saying call me by your name. Ahh tear jerker for sure
Ainsley Nelson reading that made me UGLY CRY i’ve never cried so hard from a book that was an emotional roller coaster
This was the best recommendation that CZcams has ever given to me
Tak
Mam to samo. Trochę się odrealniłem słuchając
Same here
"I remember everything" this line broke me dude i can't
this song will always remind me of that one night when i cut off the person i loved with my whole heart and went to the train trip to visit my best friends. i was so fucking sad and my body hurt, it was like the middle of the night when i walked out of my house, everyone was asleep and usualy i would text that person how awsome and scary this night was but i couldnt scince we stopped talking. the moon was bright and this night is somehow one of my favourite night.
btw me and the person are just GOOD rn we worked some stuff out are in the best relationship ever scince six months and one day lmao
@@helennnnnna5954 that's good to hear I'm happy for you, I was concerned.
*When you least expect it, Nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot. Just remember: I am here. Right now you may not want to feel anything. Perhaps you never wished to feel anything. And perhaps it’s not to me that you’ll want to speak about these things. But feel something you obviously did.*
*You had a beautiful friendship. Maybe more than a friendship. And I envy you. In my place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away, to pray that their sons land on their feet. But I am not such a parent. In your place, if there is pain, nurse it. And if there is a flame, don’t snuff it out. Don’t be brutal with it. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster, that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything.....what a waste*
Yes! Our pop culture does not allow us to feel anything so we need this story and music so that we can feel emotion again and really experience love.
wow. the effort.
His speech really did hit deep.
I cried
gigi bubba yea. I feel that.
really made me cry even more
I remember when I first watched cmbyn.It was just over a year ago and I was lonely, depressed and in a completely dark empty hole that I felt I’d never get out of. I felt completely alone. I watched it again a few days ago and realised that a year later I’m finally happy. I’ve got a loving boyfriend and a better relationship with my family, friends that truly care for me and a school that supports me. Time changes things and you’ll heal-sometimes no matter how painful things feel they won’t be permanent. You’ll be okay just hold on
I'm crying 😭😭 I'm so proud that you already happy
I'm happy for you Chloe , i wish if I can be brave as you
Akrecja thank you 🥺
Ben Michael you can I promise you. No matter how hard things are it’ll get easier, you’re strong I know you can do it 🥺
A year later today , & I’m proud of you ❤️.
Me: *is having a good day*
CZcams: hold my beer
𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚘 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚘 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚘 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚘...
Arisha Medvedeva oliver
"Oliver... oliver.... oliver..... oliver......"🌸
I remember everything....
oliver
Is it better to speak or to die
It's a shame I can't tell people about this movie... so good.
you can pretend like I've never watched the movie dear
@@uzay4722 as I do
@@seemashreshtha6867 😎😎
I feel you...
What’s the movie called
This song reminds me the time when I was reading the book of cmbyn,It was the end of May the start of summer,I was dropped in sad emotions with the ending...the book full of Elio and Oliver insane feelings...Insane love of two boys
Ell sara oh god I’m crying again
i really recommend reading part two, it's not so much about elio and oliver (only towards the end) but it has that same perfect feeling of first love/missed love
Zehra _23 I was insanely cried all night,after reading it...
Ell sara i thought i was the only one.
I SPENT 3 HOURS CRYING WHEN I FINISHED, Because it was pretty obvious how everything was going to end but part of me wished it was a lie(sorry for my bad english, is not my first language)
Skinny Snorlax You aren’t the only one really..I really thought a lot about this books and about everything which is connected with them..I was reading it secretly from my parents so It was more and more emotional..(Don’t be sorry please)
this song makes me feel like i have a huge hole im my chest, like it’s never gonna disapear. i feel nostalgic of something that never happened. this is the song that allways will be in my heart.
the warm summer air, the birds singing their tunes, the wind rustling through the tree's, the sunrays through the window, shining right down on the bed. untouched, since elio and oliver laid there. being peacefull in love.
I have loved you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?
I have touched you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? Is it a video?
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? Is it a video?
Is it a video?
I have loved you for the last time
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
And I have kissed you for the last time
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon
(Is it a video?) (is it a video?) (is it a video?)
I don’t know why I’m sad but this hits that one sad spot in the depths of my soul
*I miss you*
*I miss you too elio*
i reallllly really reallly reallly really hope a year from now i am still alive and hopefully happy i dont wanna be depressed anymore i just want to feel okay and have peace of mind. We''ll see............ im scared of what the future holds but i know im strong enough i think i hope i can feel love and lust for life again, i so so badly want to feel like myself again in this lifetime. i think thats all, we''ll see ..
Jonathan Noya I hope too. we'll see, but I really hope you'll be okay. stay safe buddy
You can do this man ❤
axelle stay safe buddy
10,000 subscribers with no videos challenge thankyou. ❤️
I couldn't relate more to what you say.. especially in this time of life.. I'm just so cared to never feel myself again, but I will continue to believe, because you just never know what the future hold. It could be incredible and unique and beautiful, we just have to see for ourselves :)
‘visions of gideon can’t be sadder!’ *visions of gideon slowed + reverb starts playing*
*clicks on this
“it’ll be fine”
*hears the first chord
*starts crying silently
for anyone who feels alone out there I want to let you know that you are not alone no matter how deranged our world may seem, the intangible loneliness striking mid conversation and things overwhelming the mind; think about how life can be, serene mornings: the strong sunshine beaming into your room, the soft music playing and a sense of peace settled in your heart. You will feel better again, you will arrive to where you want to be if you believe that you can. I’m saying this to myself as much as I’m saying this to you, you are a blessing to this world and the universe believes in you too
wow. thank you. i needed this. 😔
Darlene hey honey, is everything okay? xx
💗💗💗🥺
Play this on my funeral
I’m in love with someone...
my fear of being broken could never
I hope you get all the happiness in the world
I lost the loml last month
He killed himself
@@aparupasinha2495 gosh I can't begin to understand how must it be for you right now. Prayers and thoughts your way 😓
enjoy it with each breath!
"If only you knew how little I know about the things that matter."
"What things that matter?"
"You know what things."
"Why are you telling me this?"
@@lshahbazyan03- i don't know, i tought you should know
-you thought i should know ?
-maybe i wanted you to know
@@lenaph1610 *maybe I wanted you to know...*
"i remember everything.."
All i can imagine is Elio crouching infront of the fireplace crying 😭
Sufjan stevens is definitely an underrated singer 🥺🥺🥺🥺
I hope that by this time next year I'll be alive. I hope I'll be truly happy. There's so much going on in my life and in the world around me and it's scary. I hope that things get better. I don't know why I'm writing this but this song and this version of it always hits hard. Things will get better. I hope.
lxuise I felt that... Please stay strong.You’re loved💗
They will, I promise you
And you'll be happy
The happiest you've ever been
I'm proud of you for being hopeful 💕
Stay strong
every day it all gets a little easier. yes life is full of ups and downs and the future is insecure and scary. but there are people and books and movies and music and food and sunshine and it will not seem so scary anymore one day
i hope you're doing better.
Cmbyn has affected everyone in some sort of impactful way and i just woah
Somehow, this hurts even more
All I can see is Elio sitting in front of the fireplace with tears in his eyes.
it hurts, but in the best way possible, in a healthy way
i'm: sad
xbrxkenwxvesx please don't be beautiful soul ❤
I dont wanna be here anymore
Y’all Suck it gets better
I know how it feels like, I was just a feet apart from taking my own life and I would just get angry at the people that say « It will be okay », but they were actually right, it does get better, you grow up (sometimes you need a little help but this what therapists and friends are here for) and you find inner peace, it’s a whole path but you’ll get there one day, please don’t give up, if anyone ever need to talk I’m here (I’m 90% sure you can dm people on this app)!!
Yeah I’d recommend therapy and meditation!
i love you and i promise you that there are so many days ahead of you filled with sunshine and joy and people who love you
just remember the things you will never get to experience if you leave and hold on to those things dearly
This movie changed my perspective of love and it kinda had a way of changing my life, my thoughts, and my actions. I completely adore this film and the book.
It's 2am
Just finished watching call me by your name
This really keep me in those deep feels
Cmbyn vibes 🥺
I would like to relive again and again the day I saw for the first time call me by your name and that feeling in my stomach
there is something wrong with that one dislike, probably deaf
It was Oliver’s wife x
i didn't know i needed this until now
This song just hits me and it hits me hard, I have great support but I’m too scared of fear itself and judgement. 🥺
Joahan Stars i hope you conquer your demons and rise above. stay strong
Alright thank you and I’m trying but it’s hard ❤️
Joahan Stars I know it’s hard and the only thing that matters is that you’re trying. Keep trying don’t give up you got this Inshallah
i’m in love with someone who will never love me back but i just can’t stop loving them even though i know i’m just going to keep on hurting
You aren’t alone
what hurts is that elio was actually doing okay in the end but then oliver called and told him the news and elio was back to square one and that right there is called pain
I remember when I first watched this movie, I was only 13 at the time, but that didn’t stop me. I watched it at 11 pm on some illegal website probably. I didn’t really feel anything while I was watching but it’s afterwards that really hits you. The songs have so much meaning. At the end, it’s like Elio said so much without saying anything at all. I know I don’t know any of you guys but I feel safe here. I love you guys ❤️
ily to
Never seen the movie but my man sufjan poppin bangers out left right and centre
oh my god this needs more views
“Later!” The word, the voice, the attitude.
i just rewatched the movie and i am sitting here in the dark bawling my eyes out rewinding in my head “elio elio elio elio..... oliver.. oliver” i cant stop replaying that scene in my head. every time it makes me cry harder, just because i know that was probably one of the last times they talked like that ever again.
Just thinking about this scene just make my heart drop because you and elio are right there even though you didnt go through the pain he did it's like it is transferring through the screen and you cant make it stop and you feel the pain he is in and you start balling your eyes out.
All I ever asked for was closure, is it to much to ask for
he didn't even gave me a reason
This hurts more when you are in you room, at winter, looking through the window, freezing and not knowing if the weakness that you feel in your arms, legs and chest, the pain that is going to make you cry is produced by this song or the cold that is making you shake terribly, all alone, trying to keep the warm inside you, then you remember the last scene and a tear leave your eyes without advise. That's me now.
Now is 2021
I still remember everything !
I read the book, watched the movie, listened to the song, learned Sufjan Stevens writing style, and picked up my bible. This is my interpretation:
IS IT A VIDEO? IS IT A VIDEO?
This is Elio reminiscing about his time together with Oliver, lamenting the end of his adventure, asking, “Did it really ever happen? Or was it just a photo? "
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR THE LAST TIME, VISIONS OF GIDEON, VISIONS OF GIDEON... I HAVE KISSED YOU FOR THE LAST TIME, VISIONS OF GIDEON, VISIONS OF GIDEON...
This will be long, bear with me. First, who is Gideon? Gideon was a young Jewish man who received visits from God.
JUDGES 6: 12-13
And the angel of the Lord appeared to him and said, The Lord is with you, mighty man of valor. And Gideon said to him: “O my Lord, if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us? And where are all the miracles that our fathers told us, saying: Didn't the Lord bring us out of Egypt? But now the Lord has abandoned us ”. Gideon worshiped and loved God more than anyone, even in difficult times. He was mesmerized when God appeared in front of his eyes and asked him to lead in Israel. However, Gideon was a doubtful young man, so he never stopped asking if his visions were real but not at all. God then came back and showed himself over and over to the apologetic Gideon, and reassured him to pick up his sword, because he was REAL, and was by his side, protecting him to victory in all battles. After the conquest was accomplished, God never appeared again.
Elio was Gideon! Oliver was the visions of Gideon (God)! Elio was a young Jew like Gideon, while Oliver was clearly a creature like God who visited Elio's life, loved him, loved him, and disappeared only after his work was done. This song is a lament from Elio to Oliver, asking over and over if his summer love was really there, just as Gideon asked over and over if he really was God in Gideon's visions. So that's my interpretation. (CREDITS TO REDDIT USER)
she was the person I've loved the most in my life. and now we've been separated for just as long as we were together. I miss her. but I know we're better off now, both of us. I wonder if I'll ever love someone like I've loved her.
every love is different and that's what makes every love beautiful and holy. you're allowed to miss her and still open your heart for a different love
Homie stop I’m crying in the discord
tranquility
Can you do sufjan stevens- fourth of july slowed next please no ones done it yet
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Beyza Alkin you the goat
and suddenly I remember this first time... barely 2 years earlier, during this summer afternoon, the warm air that swelled the curtains, the blue of the sky, I was with them, the sound of the piano in the ears, the smell of grass and ripe fruits, the eyes of elio and the skin of oliver, I would never have wanted to leave them... I remember everything
"play that again"
"play what again?"
"the thing u played outside"
"ohh,you want me to play the thing i played outside?"
"please"
i just watch the movie and i will never look at life the same way ever again.
Words can’t describe how much heartbreak this song gives me, and not just because of the movie. Watched this movie at a very very bad time of my life so whenever I hear music from the movie all the hurt and feelings come back. I know it sounds dramatic but seriously soon as the first note of this or mystery of love comes on I start sobbing
Stop cutting onions 🥺🥺
this movie seriously brings me a feeling i thought i lost it just gives me this feeling that breaks my heart but mends it in the same time it’s a feeling i’m desperate for and that’s one of the main reasons this movie is my favorite
This scene was heart wrenching and I feel it now
Will he ever know
This song is the best song 😩😍😳😭🙏🙏🙏🙏
Listening to this in my dark room at 2 am, really has me thinkin about my life. All the bad memories that I hate, and all the good memories I miss. A lot of pain in a beautiful edit.
i have heard so much about cmbyn and i want to read the book but im afraid of the rollercoaster of emotions it will give me. but i know, that if so many people love it and adore it like a memory they have had themselves then i should read it as soon as i can. and i will -- i just dont know when yet. but mystery of love and visions of gideon are keeping me sane at the moment so i will have to read it soon :) hope everyone is staying safe right now
edit: hiiii, i will be started cmbyn soon, I have almost reached it in my reading list. :) continue to stay safe everyone :)
Makes me wanna runaway at 2am. Not leaving a trace behind.
*“Do you know how happy I am that we slept together?”*
"I don't know. "
of course you don't know
*swims in tears*
it’s always the pain that heals you
"Why didn't you give me a sign"
"I did..."
this song just does something to me
It's 2021 and *I REMEMBER EVERYTHING*
i remember the first time i watched cmbyn the movie finished around 1am i was in a cold dark room crying my eyes out not knowing what to do feeling so empty and lonely not wanting to move i will never regret watching this movie i want my kids to grow up and watch this movie and their kids too everyone has to see this movie it shows that not every thing has an happy ending
did anyone feel something else they've never felt before, after watching the film? Then cry about that feeling that you can't name? Oh, just me maybe...
This song reminds me of my secret lover in the 1700-century and the moments we shared before my husband found out
1700 century? how old are you? 500?
Elio, Elio, Elio, Elio... I remember everything...
this movie affected me in so many ways. i didn't want to do anything other than watch it, i didn't want to get out of bed, i cried more in just a month than i have in 3 months. and i cry a LOT. but i have no regrets, it was an escape. i escaped reality, and it was pure heaven.
I can feel you. It's the only pain I wanna feel again and again.
made this song even more sad
its just the whole movie thats playing thru my head
I dont know why
But every person who sees this movie is now obssesed and can't stop thinking about it right
at first i was like what song is this then i remembered.......
I felt the scene of the conversation between father and son so much. The part where Elio's Father says we need to feel or allow ourselves to feel NOW because later, when we reach shitty ages, no one will look at us with desire anymore, we will be alone. So it is good to feel now, to have good memories, so that when we get to the worst days, we have something to remember.
i’ve cried EVERY SINGLE time i listen to this
it’s that type of night were you just lay in your pitch black room and cry to this song
2 years since I've watched the movie for the first time and this song still hits so hard
i cried. thankyou for this amazing edit