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  • čas přidán 18. 09. 2018
  • LYRICS:
    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, woah woe is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    Till I breathe my last breath
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love

Komentáře • 947

  • @maxissad5823
    @maxissad5823 Před 5 lety +3487

    “I remember everything...."

    • @nessiebun203
      @nessiebun203 Před 4 lety +15

      Eliau Eliau Eliau

    • @michi7862
      @michi7862 Před 4 lety +3

      😭😭😭

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 Před 4 lety

      mariah harris is this from the book? Started it but never finished it

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 Před 4 lety +7

      DVISNDUSID ANKA IM STILL NOT EMOTIONALLY READY FOR THIS COMMENT

    • @adrinka
      @adrinka Před 4 lety +1

      :(

  • @koeneyisland
    @koeneyisland Před 4 lety +3538

    it always hits when he says “first” and then “last” kiss at the beginning and end. this song tells a story, and i’m so glad people pay attention to these beautiful lyrics.

    • @kinseyschoeder6844
      @kinseyschoeder6844 Před 4 lety +45

      right!? ppl need to listen to the lyrics when I tell them I relate bc that's what counts and I live they story behind the song, it makes me go into my own world of images and memories along with the lyrics

    • @sebastianx21
      @sebastianx21 Před 4 lety +7

      its first and last touch not kiss tho

    • @fleurdelys6102
      @fleurdelys6102 Před 4 lety +1

      god

    • @blueskye3479
      @blueskye3479 Před 3 lety +5

      I DID NOT NOTICE THAT! Oh myyy, now I'm gonna cry more

    • @denomava5470
      @denomava5470 Před 3 lety +2

      Yes, the song tells the CMBYN story because Sufjan wrote it for the movie.

  • @rhonamcfadz
    @rhonamcfadz Před 4 lety +4334

    and that’s on somewhere in northern italy in 1983

  • @Christian-ib7io
    @Christian-ib7io Před 5 lety +8068

    This song always make me want to fall in love

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 Před 4 lety +301

      This song always makes me heartbroken although I’ve never been in love

    • @andrei.cr2
      @andrei.cr2 Před 4 lety +92

      I'm 16 and my crush is like 10 years older and this song makes me wanna die lol hi

    • @trxshrxbbit
      @trxshrxbbit Před 4 lety +59

      @@andrei.cr2 they are going to catch a case then

    • @andrei.cr2
      @andrei.cr2 Před 4 lety +37

      @@trxshrxbbit i swear down i'll give up on everyone and everything and go meet him next year when I turn 18
      UPDATE: apparently he had a gf all this time and now has a kid :)

    • @trxshrxbbit
      @trxshrxbbit Před 4 lety +8

      @@andrei.cr2 meet him when you're 18, whatever makes you happy! :)

  • @alessiab.6418
    @alessiab.6418 Před 4 lety +6514

    wish i could erase my memory and watch the movie all over again

    • @maddieleigh20xx96
      @maddieleigh20xx96 Před 4 lety +14

      McKenna • what movie

    • @rubytheberry
      @rubytheberry Před 4 lety +157

      Same but at the same time I still cry my eyes out whenever I watch the movie. I watched it for the 6th time last night and still can't stop thinking about it idk why I feel that way tho. My heart aches when I think about some scenes esp the last part

    • @andrewwwishere
      @andrewwwishere Před 4 lety +34

      Omg sameeeee, although I watched it without subtitles and I don’t know any Italian haha and sometimes I couldn’t listen to what they were saying even thoug they were speaking in English, so some things will be new when I watch it again, but I haven’t dared to do it:(, still I wish I could erase it from my head and watch it again for it to be new and great like the first time, now I just feel kinda melancholic when I recall the movie

    • @rubytheberry
      @rubytheberry Před 4 lety +14

      Aaaand I ordered the book last night I know I'm late but wanted to read it this month cause Find Me is coming out on 29th YAYYYYyy

    • @valfujim8918
      @valfujim8918 Před 4 lety +4

      wow I completely relate to this comment

  • @Angelheir
    @Angelheir Před 4 lety +2236

    “Call me by your name, and I’ll call you by mine.”
    “Elio elio elio..”
    “Oliver... I remember everything.”

    • @solea5342
      @solea5342 Před 4 lety +38

      i cry

    • @arandomperson3417
      @arandomperson3417 Před 4 lety +47

      Whenever I think back on the last scene or hear Visions Of Gideon I tear up. Its weird because Im not one to cry over movies or songs. But I cant shake the memory of hearing elio repeat his name so many times to Oliver. He just sounds so desperate. Hes so heartbroken. There are a very few scenes from movies that have stuck with me all throughout my life. I think the end scene of CMBYN has definitely made it on that list.

    • @rainbownite7283
      @rainbownite7283 Před 4 lety +19

      « is it better to speak or to die »

    • @tartzy5305
      @tartzy5305 Před 4 lety

      i do be crying doe

    • @shinsqlvr
      @shinsqlvr Před 4 lety

      C h l o r i n e I cried 🥺

  • @bus5887
    @bus5887 Před 4 lety +1866

    elioelioelio
    oliveroliveroliver

  • @mrskkpst
    @mrskkpst Před 4 lety +6219

    You just made the saddest song in the world even sadder

    • @Andy-so9qm
      @Andy-so9qm Před 4 lety +5

      Олена Петришин even better xd

    • @SilentFuryjpg-jf9rp
      @SilentFuryjpg-jf9rp Před 4 lety +21

      Like how does that even happen

    • @noone-ss4yo
      @noone-ss4yo Před 4 lety +39

      Yes i loved the feeling when i watched the first time it was something that i couldnt explain exactly i loved it but i was sad it was an emtional rollercoaster for me when i watched it now this song hits differently

    • @eliseo7660
      @eliseo7660 Před 4 lety +43

      Visions of Gideon is sadder tho

    • @noone-ss4yo
      @noone-ss4yo Před 4 lety +5

      Elise O omygosh yes that song is amazing it always gets

  • @lobotomizedasiangirl5754
    @lobotomizedasiangirl5754 Před 4 lety +3825

    no one :
    youtube recommendations: hey u wanna be reminded how lonely u are ? teehee

  • @softmongreal2522
    @softmongreal2522 Před 4 lety +975

    now my depression has depression

  • @ullifiaedsa3649
    @ullifiaedsa3649 Před 4 lety +1444

    This song always reminds me of the summer memories i never had

  • @hexuayn
    @hexuayn Před 4 lety +2199

    i wanna die to this song or have this song played at my funeral

  • @abbeyjane5362
    @abbeyjane5362 Před 4 lety +494

    If you listen to this while staring at a complete stranger I’m sure you’d fall in love

    • @zorayaaguilar5315
      @zorayaaguilar5315 Před 4 lety +26

      I have done this with 2 strangers and now they have past get the title of my best lovers.

    • @veronewon
      @veronewon Před 3 lety +5

      I’m gonna try this thanks

  • @finn6076
    @finn6076 Před 4 lety +678

    i feel like this belongs here:
    “i stopped for a second. if you remember everything, i wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.”

    • @hannah8454
      @hannah8454 Před 4 lety +44

      this paragraph has to be the best thing I've ever read from any book, i cried once i finished it

    • @nothere435
      @nothere435 Před 4 lety +7

      i still read this parah from book and cry

    • @Froosstyy
      @Froosstyy Před 4 lety +2

      thanks I am literally crying now

    • @fujoshiforever5503
      @fujoshiforever5503 Před 3 lety

      Great, thanks for making me cry

    • @jupiter2492
      @jupiter2492 Před 3 lety

      This is my favourite ending paragraph among all the books that I've read, it's so raw, just full of everything, every emotion, hope, pain, longing, love and it's beautiful.

  • @valecovarrubias7713
    @valecovarrubias7713 Před 4 lety +1719

    I am eating a peach while I am listening to this master piece

    • @user-ru1zc4iq7h
      @user-ru1zc4iq7h Před 4 lety +113

      i remember when elio did something to a peach...

    • @kianasch
      @kianasch Před 4 lety +30

      uh oh

    • @kianasch
      @kianasch Před 4 lety +12

      @@ghost8974 there were two scenes! one with an apricot and one with a peach!

    • @nicoryder7538
      @nicoryder7538 Před 4 lety +14

      I'm allergic to peaches :")) but I'd be willing to eat it if it would mend Elio and Oliver's relationship

    • @sigridcontreras5856
      @sigridcontreras5856 Před 4 lety

      omg

  • @user-uy2hu1uh5d
    @user-uy2hu1uh5d Před 4 lety +385

    the original version feels like summer. this version feels like winter

  • @cultmagic6183
    @cultmagic6183 Před 4 lety +303

    Jesus christ, i love being alive sometimes

  • @nevermindmine
    @nevermindmine Před 4 lety +435

    i could die to this song and be happy

  • @user-nd3qi9eg6n
    @user-nd3qi9eg6n Před 4 lety +851

    anyone wanna be friends and ride bikes down Italian hills. Laughing and just being young and happy.

  • @aliibilli
    @aliibilli Před 4 lety +189

    the key change after 2:51 always hits me in the feels

  • @victoriastoneking5506
    @victoriastoneking5506 Před 4 lety +172

    This makes me homesick for a place I've never been.

  • @wwylinn
    @wwylinn Před 4 lety +431

    When I listen to this song, I remember what the book is about, and I start crying. I can’t overcome it

  • @earlkhentpermites8506
    @earlkhentpermites8506 Před 4 lety +560

    Everyone here saying that this is the saddest song ever obvs has no idea about Sufjan's discography.

  • @scbbie
    @scbbie Před 5 lety +2537

    i copied this from the original but i thought it belonged here:
    Alexander the Great was known as a womanizer his list of romances quite extensive. However, some researchers suggest that he also fell in love with at least two men, one of them being Hephaestion, a General in Alexander's Army.
    Alexander and Hephaestion spent time with each other nearly their whole lives, until the death of Hephaestion in 324 BC. They traveled, fought in battlefields and experienced many adventures together. Alexander is said to have felt a strong bond with him also due to his sensitivity, love of literature and intelligence. The queen of the captured Persian Royal family, Sisygambis, knelt to Hephaestion to plead for their lives, having mistaken him for Alexander because he was taller, and both young men were wearing similar clothes. When she realized her mistake she was acutely embarrassed, but Alexander pardoned her, saying "You were not mistaken, Mother; this man too is Alexander." Their love for each other was no secret, as is borne out by their own words. Hephaestion, when replying to a letter to Alexander's mother, Olympias, said "... you know that Alexander means more to us than anything." Arrian says that Alexander, after Hephaestion's death, described him as "... the friend I valued as my own life." When Hephaestion died, Alexander's life collapsed. Arrian relates an account that "... he flung himself on the body of his friend and lay there nearly all day long in tears, and refused to be parted from him until he was dragged away by force by his Companions ...", another that said "... he lay stretched upon the corpse all day and the whole night too ...". As a ruler, he didn't have too many people who he could trust. It seems that he believed in the loyalty his mother Olympias, Hephaestion, and his friend Ptolemy, future pharaoh Ptolemy I Soter.
    According to some later writings, Alexander felt extreme loneliness after the death of his dear friend, and he himself died just a few months after the burial of Hephaestion.

    • @harmonylynn9002
      @harmonylynn9002 Před 5 lety +23

      Can you please dm this to me???

    • @Dany-cc4dd
      @Dany-cc4dd Před 4 lety +8

      Rockstar Bubbles oh wow.. 😞

    • @oliviao1892
      @oliviao1892 Před 4 lety +166

      I think that the way that Alexander was attached to Hephaestion was honestly beautiful, Alexander himself, died from a broken heart.

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 Před 4 lety +2

      Bruhhh can someone send me this? Dm: yamileetos snap:owhite37912

    • @ruse128
      @ruse128 Před 4 lety +54

      Listening to the song and reading this comment just made me tear up!!

  • @skyis8710
    @skyis8710 Před 5 lety +727

    getting life is strange vibe

    • @maxcaulfield279
      @maxcaulfield279 Před 4 lety +14

    • @mkmaster0519
      @mkmaster0519 Před 4 lety +10

      Yeah💞

    • @chrisbreaks4303
      @chrisbreaks4303 Před 4 lety +7

      So i'm not the only one 😥

    • @nathand7678
      @nathand7678 Před 4 lety +9

      It all lead to a circle ⭕️

    • @georgiagrace8829
      @georgiagrace8829 Před 4 lety

      his song death with dignity is in the awesome adventures of captain spirit, which is a lil prequel-ish to lis 2!! that’s how i found sufjan stevens music tbh

  • @cloclomious
    @cloclomious Před 4 lety +456

    The original gives me a weird emotion no other song gives me, like a melancholic type of hapinness and this adds a chill and calm vibe to it i love it

    • @emersonriley3698
      @emersonriley3698 Před 4 lety +6

      its supposed to give a 'dream' like vibe 🥺

    • @ciara1714
      @ciara1714 Před 3 lety +1

      im glad its not just me. theres just something about this song

    • @sofiasmind
      @sofiasmind Před 3 lety

      this describes me so much 🥺 and THIS is why this is my favourite song 🥺💞

  • @sanju5151
    @sanju5151 Před 4 lety +500

    that’s it i’m naming my children oliver and elio and no one can stop me

  • @cole6791
    @cole6791 Před 4 lety +110

    this song + visions of gideon give me such a strange feeling. idk what it is but it’s like i’m missing something. something i never had.

  • @ladyfatcatmccatterson
    @ladyfatcatmccatterson Před 5 lety +312

    I am not okay with listening to the original ever again.

    • @_uditsingh
      @_uditsingh Před 4 lety +14

      Noooo, don't say that :(

    • @myndcrime346
      @myndcrime346 Před 4 lety +2

      Agreed. This slowed version has a bigger impact for some reason.

  • @aggelosmpoukouras5880
    @aggelosmpoukouras5880 Před 5 lety +178

    When you thought the song could not get any sadder 😓

  • @morganalazzaretti6459
    @morganalazzaretti6459 Před 4 lety +42

    the emotions that this song gives to me, i cried on the first note

  • @chloecorbett295
    @chloecorbett295 Před 4 lety +63

    Listening to this and just watching my family eating at the table before the clock strikes midnight for the New Year in New York. Everyone has a story, everyone has had love and will experience love. I wish you all the best love in 2020 & the best love for myself in the new year. You are enough, you are accepted. People adore you even when you think you’re nothing. I love you. Stay strong this new year, god knows I’ve almost ended it all. You will get there, so will I.

    • @yellowbox791
      @yellowbox791 Před 3 lety +1

      its my dream to have a new year in new york, especially manhattan :)

    • @chloecorbett295
      @chloecorbett295 Před 3 lety

      @@yellowbox791 It was so lovely (sorry read this wrong). We just stayed home and drank and danced a lot. I’m blessed to have such a lovely family, we celebrated in Brooklyn, but all of New York is so beautiful. I’d love some time there in this life, hopefully we both get that. ♥️

  • @emilkakolek1224
    @emilkakolek1224 Před 4 lety +47

    who else is crying to this song with no reason actually

  • @demm8209
    @demm8209 Před 4 lety +41

    Makes me cry while im feeling butterflies in my stomach

  • @basically_yana1595
    @basically_yana1595 Před 4 lety +108

    depression:*knock* *knock*
    me: here we go again.

  • @nxreu
    @nxreu Před 5 lety +213

    this deserves more views and attention!! it gives the song a sadder vibe i love

  • @jakejohn1966
    @jakejohn1966 Před 4 lety +111

    I'm happy to say that i had a story more or less like Oliver and Elio but I'm sad to say that I was the Oliver of the story

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash Před 4 lety +1

      I feel for you...( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

    • @carlh9120
      @carlh9120 Před 4 lety +5

      The same goes for me. Always gets me when thinking back upon it. Even after all the years it's been.

    • @Raccocooney
      @Raccocooney Před 4 lety +8

      Don't be sad to admit it. For Oliver, it was a time of intolerance. Elio had the support of his parents who loved him unconditionally. Oliver did not have such a luxury, and such is life. I'm sorry you couldn't have what you wanted.

    • @_theotherwoman_3
      @_theotherwoman_3 Před 3 lety

      Well in my story I'm Elio :")

    • @paytonw327
      @paytonw327 Před 3 lety

      Better to have loved & loss... well. You know the rest

  • @etherealaphrodite2519
    @etherealaphrodite2519 Před 4 lety +380

    Why do I keep doing this to myself while I am on my period :/

  • @sabrinalocke2846
    @sabrinalocke2846 Před 4 lety +101

    Picture this: You’re with the love of your life on a warm summer’s evening. You don’t have to worry about anything. They wrap your arms around you as you watch the sun set beyond the horizon. You stare into the sun enjoying each other’s company, feeling the summer sun fade because autumn is around the corner. They kiss your head, they hold you tight. You share the silence because it tastes sweeter that way. You have no fear for new changes in life beyond this point because you know they won’t be faced alone. You are deserving of this love. Don’t hesitate to feel you deserve anything less than perfect. Keep going, and look fourth into the sun, because tomorrow is another day. If you have not found your love take a break from looking. They’re bound to show up when you least expect it. ❤️

  • @mazighamal
    @mazighamal Před 4 lety +49

    it feels like every slowed down song is sang by that same deep voiced singer who's drowned in sorrow

  • @lizkameen1270
    @lizkameen1270 Před 4 lety +252

    lyrics:
    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, woah woe is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    Till I breathe my last breath
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love

  • @emmagrace7615
    @emmagrace7615 Před 4 lety +17

    “Is it better to speak or to die?”

  • @nattysxxy
    @nattysxxy Před 4 lety +5

    I remember everything...

  • @montsex8100
    @montsex8100 Před 4 lety +60

    This song makes me happy to be alive

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash Před 4 lety +3

      HOW!???

    • @stupidandsensitive
      @stupidandsensitive Před 4 lety

      @@umjustash because we can enjoy this song while we're alive karen

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash Před 4 lety

      @@stupidandsensitive it's a depressing af song so i don't understand how that could make ppl happy, Stephanie.
      Also I'm not white nor mixed with it so I'm no where near a Karen check yourself and don't assume.👌🏽

    • @graceg8909
      @graceg8909 Před 4 lety +3

      Cancelled Visual a karen is someone who ruins people’s fun, race has nothing to do with it 🥵

  • @zeinepsheikh5327
    @zeinepsheikh5327 Před 3 lety +9

    I think I am mentally and emotionally attached to this song.

  • @rubyparker3606
    @rubyparker3606 Před 4 lety +19

    i’m SOBBING i’m really wasting my teenage years

  • @faeriejen4167
    @faeriejen4167 Před 4 lety +9

    This movie made me realize I never want another trivial high school relationship that begins with initial physical attraction to someone, I want to fall in love with someone’s soul before I even realize I’m falling, I want to experience the world with someone in a way I never pictured I could, I want to write love letters to someone, I want a pure, adventurous, spontaneous, encapsulating, something beautiful. Maybe I’m a hopeless romantic. Maybe I want something like oliver and elio

  • @moniquenoll1474
    @moniquenoll1474 Před 4 lety +13

    every time i hear this song, my heart get heavy and i get sad. it reminds me of what i didn’t have, but at the same time it reminds me so much of what i could have. if you’re reading this i hope you find your true love someday

  • @fluffmonkee
    @fluffmonkee Před 3 lety +7

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)
    this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. Please don't be afraid to ask for help. You are worth it and there are people who love you.⚠️ I need everyone to pass this on

  • @Cornerguy007
    @Cornerguy007 Před 3 lety +6

    I remember how i much played with her.. she was my best friend and we even went to watch call me by your name together... unfortunately her dad got a job abroad.. i accompanied them to the airport.. i still remember how red her eyes were from crying in the car.. i hugged her one last time and we went inside the airport.. soon after we left and i cried like a baby all night.. i knew i loved her.. i miss her.. we dont even talk much now. It hurts as hell..

  • @tylertot4400
    @tylertot4400 Před 4 lety +11

    this is the most beautiful song i will ever experience.

  • @tartzy5305
    @tartzy5305 Před 4 lety +4

    i don't care how many years have passed, i will always adore CMBYN. I could watch it all day if I could.

  • @bookmilla8616
    @bookmilla8616 Před 4 lety +35

    This song makes me want to be in love.

  • @deaconwebb839
    @deaconwebb839 Před 4 lety +15

    This version is so depressing...especially the picture it’s just grey and it feels grey idk it’s just like the opposite of the original and I’m kinda here for it

  • @Gar96229
    @Gar96229 Před rokem +2

    If the feeling of love had a sound, this would be it. It's amazing how well Sufjan Stevens captured the feeling of love in this song.

  • @michaelacaleb7919
    @michaelacaleb7919 Před 4 lety +14

    This is so peaceful, it’s like running around in a dream

  • @ieatkidsfordinner2228
    @ieatkidsfordinner2228 Před 4 lety +11

    I just got over “call me by your name” and then this shows up on my recommended

  • @mebeAbbigale
    @mebeAbbigale Před 4 lety +9

    This movie was so beautiful that just thinking about it makes me want to sob. This song alone makes me depressed, but it’s so pretty that I like to torture myself listening to it. Phenomenal film omg

  • @NevadaLieberher
    @NevadaLieberher Před 4 lety +2

    I would sell my soul on the black market to be able to watch this move again for the first time

  • @viacantthink294
    @viacantthink294 Před 4 lety +5

    i want to press this song into my chest, into my heart. here i am, sitting with my arms folded over my phone, muffling the sound of a heart wrenching story, trying to embed it into my soul?

  • @berta3856
    @berta3856 Před 4 lety +40

    "Slowed down" hit diferent :(

  • @charlotte4749
    @charlotte4749 Před 4 lety +3

    this. this is my favorite song ever.

  • @prettymuchpaige1381
    @prettymuchpaige1381 Před 4 lety +5

    “I remember everything”.

  • @ThangNguyen-le5mn
    @ThangNguyen-le5mn Před 4 lety +23

    This song brings me the saddest feeling , and I can't even cry when listening to this 😢

  • @drewminiz3812
    @drewminiz3812 Před 4 lety +10

    This song is so melancholic, like, I can't......

  • @divyanjalii
    @divyanjalii Před 3 lety +3

    the way this makes me cry when i die this is the only thing i want to hear

  • @lilysmith1150
    @lilysmith1150 Před 4 lety +25

    this is so dreamy

  • @itsney4928
    @itsney4928 Před 4 lety +2

    Everytime I listen to this song I have a meltdown

  • @luisaa8203
    @luisaa8203 Před 4 lety +8

    „grow up i’ll see you at midnight”

  • @jackiedj
    @jackiedj Před 4 lety +53

    Someone pls love me

  • @YourIngrownToenail
    @YourIngrownToenail Před 3 lety +2

    this is one of those songs that we purposefully don't listen to too much.

  • @dxr4277
    @dxr4277 Před 4 lety +40

    Why I always end crying?

  • @starloced
    @starloced Před 5 lety +88

    :( im soft

  • @javierazarate3135
    @javierazarate3135 Před 3 lety +3

    i fell in love with the utopian idea of ​​falling in love and having a relationship worthy of this song

  • @jeonjolly1427
    @jeonjolly1427 Před 4 lety +10

    why do i listen to this knowing im already sad

  • @jessbrandwood
    @jessbrandwood Před 4 lety +1

    it feels like i’m listening to it for the first time again

  • @davewindburn
    @davewindburn Před 4 lety +4

    This song is probably the saddest one I've ever heard. Sufjan Stevens is the living talent, I pray for his new album in 2020.

  • @whossaul85
    @whossaul85 Před 4 lety +10

    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    'Til I breathe my last breath
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love

  • @jenspurling7433
    @jenspurling7433 Před 4 lety +2

    This song makes me wanna bawl my eyes out

  • @dxrksxul591
    @dxrksxul591 Před 4 lety +1

    I wish I could just erase my memory and watch this beautiful movie again. When I watched it, I didn't cry. It's been a day and I'm listening to these songs, crying. I can see myself somewhere in italy, swimming at night with someone I love. The movie really affected me and I think I will never forget about it. It's too beautiful to even be real.

  • @chizitos5780
    @chizitos5780 Před 4 lety +4

    I wsih I could watch the movie again, :(

  • @lenizzww9832
    @lenizzww9832 Před 4 lety +8

    finally his voice came through.
    „elio“, he said. i could hear my parents and the voices of children in the background. no one could say my name that way.
    „elio“, i repeated, to say it was i speaking but also to spark our old game and show i‘d forgotten nothing.
    „it’s oliver“, he said.
    he had forgotten.

  • @elyssalemons180
    @elyssalemons180 Před 3 lety +2

    I remember a few years back me and 2 friend's snuck out and blasted this while biking threw the country side in Oregon i would do anything to go back...

  • @paige1021
    @paige1021 Před 3 lety +2

    never before has a song evoked such intense yearning for memories i have never experienced, for a lover i have never met, for a life i have never lived yet so desperately want to

  • @skylar_sparks
    @skylar_sparks Před 4 lety +13

    I liked every comment on this video (positive ones only, I didn’t see any negative ones anyway) this song puts me in a good mood and makes me all mushy

  • @ciara1714
    @ciara1714 Před 3 lety +3

    im still obsessed with this song years later. this song is golden and has become a peice of me.

  • @yourvalentine8387
    @yourvalentine8387 Před 4 lety +1

    This song makes me think of me jumping my Dutch warmblood gelding a hunter show. In an arena or a field its beautiful!😊🥰 💕❤💕

  • @fiorellaalarcon6873
    @fiorellaalarcon6873 Před 4 lety +2

    9 seconds in and im already crying

  • @ameliagrady
    @ameliagrady Před 4 lety +5

    if u listen closely you can hear me crying in the background

  • @klarastopar7946
    @klarastopar7946 Před 4 lety +6

    *i am not even in love but this makes me believe i am*

  • @anthby_5055
    @anthby_5055 Před 3 lety +1

    It makes me want to cry that I will probably never experience the kind of love that Elio and Oliver did. And this song amplifies that deep ache

  • @doanvd8
    @doanvd8 Před 4 lety +1

    Thank you CZcams recommendation. I can't go back to the original one anymore.

  • @sweven4384
    @sweven4384 Před 4 lety +7

    i’ve been crying all day because of this

  • @michaelacaleb7919
    @michaelacaleb7919 Před 4 lety +5

    This makes me wanna ride around the countryside of Italy on a bike with my lover 😩

  • @bridgetballo1254
    @bridgetballo1254 Před 4 lety +1

    Fell in love and this is the sound of it

  • @tkluvv
    @tkluvv Před rokem +2

    Whenever I listen to this nostalgia hits me so hard ...and makes me remember all those memories I could never experience again.

  • @mementomori0908
    @mementomori0908 Před 4 lety +16

    Who would dislike this?

  • @rubberwiz2281
    @rubberwiz2281 Před 4 lety +12

    This songs reminds me of summer memories✨🌻☀️

  • @MrMartybearass
    @MrMartybearass Před 4 lety +1

    that moment when he says " I remember everything " the tears really start

  • @shartluvr6744
    @shartluvr6744 Před 4 lety +2

    this song is so insanely amazing but i want to cry every time i hear it.