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- This week we talked to Lee Davis, who became corrupt during his service as a prison officer. He told us what led to this, how he was dealing with the situation he ended up in and what turn his life took later on...
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Thanks to the whole team 🙌 proffesional throughout and enjoyed my visit with you guys xx
@@pablodavies414 Thanks again Lee for sharing the link to our great chat.
Glad he's back on track and found some semblance of peace. We all make bad decisions and make make mistakes and the guilt we carry can crucify us. It's good to see he turned his life around. Good for you Lee ❤️
@@coraramage9100 cora my dear ♥
You made a mistake and you paid for it dearly, clearly. Yet you are here with full transparency and honesty. I truly wish you the best in life.
Thankyou xxx
@@pablodavies414 I am glad to hear back from you. Following your channel too. Wish you enable comments for you to hear from your fans. Nevertheless, I genuinely wish you the best as clearly you are a genuine person who deserves the best to come.
Great comment.
@@Hassaan911 I am going to tey put more content on soon but I don't know how to enable the comments ?
@@pablodavies414 Hassan kindly says you "made a mistake". Between you me and the bars, you made a lot of mistakes. And you compounded them. Then repeated them.
But when it mattered, you did man up.
I may be reaching, but the shared pad thing was at D cat? If so, that left you open. Hard call. Right call.
The Prison service needs training help. You have experience that can and would help. You may just fit in. Make them tell you no.
PS: From an ex con.
he made no excuses. i gotta respect that
I mean when your caught being a POS red-handed you kind of got a cop to it or else you look even worse. He’s still a POS don’t forget that part…..
right @@josiffexplosiff1 just like hitler he made no excuses so “i gotta respect that”🤣
Yeah, no. You don’t gotta respect scum for admitting they’re scum.
@@SnailHatan@purplebirdm1258 Yeah but Hitler didn't admit to any of his faults, he just killed himself. As much this guy Is a POS it doesn't change the fact he is brave enough to tell us exactly what happened and how he fucked up. He doesn't even asking for sympathy.
lol
Done your time and rebuilding your future respect to you! I hope you find peace now and live a fulfilled life 👊🏻
Thankyou x
Currently a Prison Officer in Australia. I agree, the training isn't enough, and Corrections has changed. A lot of people are entering the career that shouldn't be
Do you also agree you are all corrupt?
@@David_brent Like anything, there is always the bad with the good. I work with some fantastic people, but I also work with some dogs
@@moistpineapples4486 na you are all corrupt, i seen it first hand
@Jordan Belfort Why ask a question if you already have your own opinion mapped out? I don't know what side you are coming from (prisoner or prison officer), but I doubt you have witnessed ever single gaol, and every single prison officer conduct themselves. I, for one, am not corrupt, and find the individuals that are disgusting.
Respect. We get too many trainings that are most easily described as 'death by powerpoint'.
I feel HMP should hire guys like this to talk from the heart to trainee prison officers. Even if it’s just on a consultant basis. Imagine starting out in this career and sitting in a room with this guy telling his story from the heart. I think it would be enough to prevent at least some folks from making the wrong choices. Anyway, as many have said before me, I wish him only the best going forward. He’s paid the price. Don’t let life break you bud. Edit: I originally commented while still watching. Glad to hear HMP have actually approached him.
That’d be so helpful
Excellent suggestion!!!
He said at the end he was working with the prison service to train new officers, its a great idea
Exactly 💯 %
A Dealer who gets Beaten up by police(nothing new) paid the price too ? He didnt hurt anyone and got hurt from guys who should protect him cause he is a human with right.
This dude gets jail
This dude i wamt to see in cell he is coruppt. Evry one is like he is an officer he cant be bad.. they are the badst ik and he should spend 10 years in prison like evryone else there too.
I have so much respect for this guy, it must be such a hard job to do, you can see hes deeply ashamed of what he's done.
Xx take care and thanks
@@pablodavies414 Your interview was great. I think it shows well how anyone can end up committing major crimes even when they had no plan to. Good luck with everything in future. Your video of giving a dog some Bernard Matthews turkey slices was hilarious
@@hateclub ha ha chesrs xx
Yeah, or you could, like, *not* be corrupt in the first place.
@@LeatherCladVegan absolutely . Becareful up there
I really respect all the interview subjects for sharing their experiences, it takes a lot to open up and talk candidly like that knowing that millions will see it. I think this series is helping with showing different perspectives which encourages less judgement
Guy had no phone credit to call his dad, but can arrange for 400 pound outside for a phone. That should be a huge red flag. Glad he's turned his life around now. Hope he continues doing well.
Trying ny best x thankyou
@@aislingsibeallyons3416 he actually was
yeh it's not like he can just pop down the shop and get a £10 top up😂
Do you not get to use a phone in prison? Like a 5 minute call a day? Have american prison films lied to me all this time?
@Ahmed A2 so he should of just told the guy to wait for his scheduled phone call in retrospect
Great interview and incredible story, hope all works out for the guy.
Cheers bud x
One of the best. 👊🏿
Hope he gets the book thrown at him abuse of power is what fucks this county he should never have a job again
@@callumdavidson2181 the book thrown at me ? It was 2009 pal did 4 years . Catch up
@@pablodavies414 got off with a slap on the wrist at best
Glad he found redemption after all the challenges. Real life challenges 😔. Hope his story can help others.
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mañas no se la
Megan: "Hotter"
Hopi: "Sweeter"
Joonie: "Cooler"
Yoongi: "Butter
Asi con toy y sus mañas no se la lease que escriba bien mamon hay nomas pa ra reirse un rato y no estar triste y estresado.por la vida dura que se vive hoy .
Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
Dene: ''Muzdak''
Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.
Aç köz arstan
Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.#垃圾
Son unos de los mejores conciertos , no puede ir pero de tan solo verlos desde pantalla, se que estuvo sorprendente
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Me too ✋ x
@@pablodavies414 good story mate can tell
Your a good man I’ve done time inside I’m only 19 I went to Lancaster farms for 5 months for a family innocent, I lost my temper and things, happen but no I work have a nice girlfriend and have a baby 👶 on the way and now just looking forward to my future, hoping to be self employed as I have convictions
@@OfficialKT__ you will do pal and that's the best way to go for limitless opportunity still lots of prejudice towards convictions. All the best pal 👍
@@OfficialKT__ Good man, love to hear that. Keep up the good work. That’s a success story.
My dad was a prison guard for 23 years. He said that everyone has a price. Don’t let it be cheap he figured. If you want one gram of pot. He needs enough money to leave the country and live on the money forever. So that gram would cost you 150 million dollars. That should be enough.
I admire that guy for getting through all of this and now standing strong and getting his life back together. Dont ever give up guys!
The whole process has affected this bloke deeply , emotionally , mentally and physically. All for a few quid. I can see the regret in him , time has been served hope you can rebuild a life for yourself.
Thankyou and hopefully 🙏 getting there, x take care
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Ffs hahahaha
YEAH hes the victim
No wonder rape suspects get away with it
Suspect
I dont see it he sufferd from kokain stress for smuggling and drinking great guy . I can lie like him why he should regret this he. Lol he needs 6 years plus every black man in germnay know his prison stress for not having a train ticket
Also he had his benefits cause he was an ex officer fuck him and fuck thia justoce system
I actually like this lad. Respect and honest about his intentions. You can tell he has a good heart.
It happens in the prison system AND out, more than you think. Officers who are vulnerable get manipulated and the money draws them in and it gets to a vicious cycle. He made a mistake, he admitted to it and yes he has paid the price for it.
I hope his future is bright and I wish nothing but the best for him! I hope he gets back to a fulfilling life! Some people don't deserve a second chance but I do believe he does.
All the best
I know officer they do it with herat mana know what to do hi is NOT a victim he is the one who picks HIS victim umder hundreds of locked up young humans they get tortured not only for murder there are dealer smuggler usw lad they never hurt some one
@xxpatricklauxx I don't even fault the man. These people don't get paid enough for the job they do. Imagine spending half your waking hours around the people we have decided need to be locked up. It's got to warp your mind somewhat.
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Probably the scrappiest comment I’ve ever read. Sort your writing skills out. You’re making it a challenge just to read the comment section. Heard enough from you anyway, attaching yourself to everybody’s reply to offer nothing but negativity. Stfu.
He got caught and punished and only seems to be be sorry for himself. What the fuck are you on about?
@@Threemore650 every country has corrupt prison officers. They have been known to rape (prison officers having sex with an inmate is legally rape) inmates, mistreat them and do terrible things. "Can't do the time; don't do the crime" that doesn't mean that inmates should be treated inhumanely. British prisons can be very tough. Many inmates are locked up for 23 hours of the day. Britain’s prison record is currently, like its public health record, among the worst of any country in Europe.
Wow what an amazingly humble and redeemed guy, takes a real bloke to admit mistakes. By far the best interview I've seen on here. Good luck with the rest of your life.
Cheers 🍻 take care and thanks for the kindness x
Really appreciate his transparency and claiming responsibility for what was done. Powerful story!
Cheers jake x
Wow, you went through some tough sh*t and came out the other side self aware and ethically/morally strengthened. Though I don't know you, I am proud of (and inspired by) you, Lee.
Thanks Richard appreciate this mate 👍
@@pablodavies414 youre a legend mate so glad you’re getting back on track
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@@pablodavies414 the lad from south Wales says u approached him initially when u were already using cocaine and buying from one mate dad how u are still trying to act as if the lad approached u..come on Lee davies
@@tigerrrrrrrr6586 lad from South Wales... in Lancaster jail . You been eating too many wine gums pal . Liverpool isn't Cardiff is if sugar
Seems like a genuine bloke, a complete open book
Respect to the bloke for his complete honesty
No matter what took place in the past and regardless of any hiccups made along the way, always know that you are a truly respectable human being, Lee. May your future consist of success and inner peace.
Love the honesty and Lee seems like a guy who really has learned his lesson! Hoping for a brighter future for him
Appreciate your time and support x
£42k in cash for a years work, would take him 5 years to earn that money legitimately so you can see why his head turned.
you can easily earn 42k in a year as a prison officer.. plenty of overtime and wage is 34k for 37 hours
@@blazer666del we’re talking tax free cash in hand no bills to pay. £42k cash in hand bro…that would take years to save that money
@@blazer666delprison officer salaries have skyrocketed in recent years, he said the starting salary was 18k when he was working there
one of the most beautiful interviews I've ever seen, best of luck to you. best of luck to anyone who sees this and is institutionalized by any system
What an amazing transformation. Well done for this.
Bravo to you sir. Takes real courage to openly share your story to the world. It says a lot about you as a person your character. Life lessons are best learned from using your mistakes and turning them into triumphs❤️
Thabks Christina for your support x ❤ have a great week
So much respect for you Lee. You learnt from your mistakes, that's what life's about. Continue to be honest with yourself bro 🙏🏾💯
Cheers mate x 👍 take care
The honesty and clarity we are witnessing in these conversations is healing us.
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LADbible ( although i dont understand the name) is one of the absolutely best Channels on YT.
Each one takes you on a journey through someones life like you with them. Fascinating!!!
I find this man so touching. It's so important that he spoke out, we are only human and all are ashamed of something.
Thankyou xxx appreciate this
Love your courage and honesty...we all make mistakes, but not all own them.
Hope you're future is bright mate 🙌
Thanks Alan ❤❤❤
Super insightful life experience, so glad you guys document these life stories and lessons.
No worries shaun . Thabks for messaging x
These are eye opening life experiences. Love watching videos like these
Thankyou x
can tell how much he regrets this, seems like such a nice guy and really hope he gets where he wants to be in life.
Thankyou zx have a great week . Appreciate it 🙏
Hm yeh maybe he changed and its not the worst. But cheating on your girlfriend still sucks and shows a lack of character
He really does it would be so easy for anybody to say yeah go on
Brave story and truly appreciate how candid he was with his answers. Hope this was therapeutic for him and helps others.
Chewrs John as long as someone learns I'm.happy. x
This guy is my best mate. He lives in Lancaster, United Kingdom, he gave up being a prison officer and became an electrician, gave that up and then he became a bus driver and now he's gone back being an electrician.
Your best mate & you’re giving out personal info about him knowing the type of stuff he used to do💀
What a touching story and love the awareness about the lack of help for those prison guards. Mental health more than anything is always at risk for these gentlemen. Wish this handsome lad the best.
Thank-you x
Hee seems like such a good soul, I hope everything turns out well for him
Thankyou davina x
good soul?? greedy rat scumbag, what about all the lives ruined by his drugs he brought in,, wake up hes NOT A VICTUM its just spin, bringing drugs into people who are already vulnerable, i wonder how many people got slashed of worse over his drugs dont feel sorry 4 this rat it was his choice no one else
He really does deserve employment with HMP as a person who has experienced both sides of the house. He has learned his lesson and could prevent plenty more staff from learning the hard way.
One of the most interesting true stories I have watched, hang in there Lee and thank you for your bravery in sharing your story.
Thanks Antonio x
its so interesting to hear him recall what happened to him, and i respect him for sharing his story. it doesn't come as a shock to me that there is little to no support for prison staff and those working front line, it's something I've investigated in academic writing too but never heard recounts of it. so, thank you for sharing this, i wish this guy the best.
Thankyou Jamie. X hope you are well.. if your type lee davies and shaun attwood into yourube the full story is on . If its of your interest
Thank you for sharing
So happy that u are doing good Lee, all the best mate. Really enjoyed your time with Sam watched all the chats. U are are an amazing person brother. 👍🇺🇲🗽🇬🇧👍
Much love and really appreciate the thoughts and love ❤ take care
I have watched all of lee,s podcasts and interviews because my son is a senior prison officer who has a stressful job i watched the interviews with a open mind and admired lee,s openess and honesty and he says doing these podcasts if one person learns from his mistakes they are worth doing.I have had communication with lee and he is a genuinely a nice guy who made a big mistake.so respect to him.
Big man xxx long time no hear. Thankyou again mate for the support. Happy new year btw . Much love kev
Ask him how he feels that New York city and state corrections officers with four years on the job and work fifty hours end up making roughly 110k before tax ... Versus HMP corrections officers going up to 26-27k roughly after a year or couple yrs? UK prisons aren't 5x less dangerous or stressful but get five times less compensation ? Genuinely curious ... Keeping aside higher cost of living etc in NY, and currency exchange etc ...
@@jannie4303 +
Stop being a bum and get a real job ya 304
@@MoAli-wm4of I think that has a lot to do with the strength of the screws Union over there, the police union is huge in new York aswel
@@reevs2153 Are unions common/strong over in the UK? I didn't think they were as I've never hesrd much coming from any particular UK based union, regardless of industry whereas im sure you've heard many stories of US unions from Jimmy Hoffas days thru to Detroit auto unions getting people 30-45 USD an hour on factory floor and nowadays Amazon fighting unions every step of the way .. there is a huge Union culture in the US and many people will live and die by their union membership, its often passed down as tradition thru the generatioms .. tho it's prob not what it was even ten years ago ...
Lee is a genuine guy for sure. Takes responsibility for his actions and very honest. Glad you're alive buddy and moving forward. Thank you for your time 🙂
Thankyou for.your love ❤ have a great weekend
Truly amazing interview...I wish Lee all the best for his future, please move forward with zest and hope..
Thankyou pal x
I hope you find happiness mate , everyone makes mistakes just keep moving forward
Cheers Dean . X
Anybody is capable of making a bad decision in our lives, hes a great lad and a friend. Well done for sharing Lee, say hello to your folks.
Jack b x get your bum up here for.a cuppa they have been through mayhem in the past few years and would love to see your face x honestly jb it's been a rough one for them xxxxxxxx miss you
" A bad decision ?" He made 100 plus bad decisions .. No Respect for this bloke at all .. He knew what He was Doing from the off and Continued doing it ..
We can feel the bare truth of the new you, I've seen a few of theses videos but your the 1st one I've watched the whole way through. Thanks Lee, I'm glad you stuck around, shared your story and that your trying to make amends in your life and in your own way. :-]
Xxxx thankyou
Great interview. Good for you Lee. All the best to you.
Cheers bud you too
This is very close to home for me as I found myself in the same situation last year. No one will ever understand how stressful working the landings are unless you actually do it. Any other issues in life you have while working as a screw get magnified and snowball into something worse. I did my time too and regret everything I did but it gave me a whole life lesson and I’ve come out better from the other side. Respect Lee for speaking out and redemption will come. “None but ourselves can free our minds.” 🙏🏼
He's a good guy who started out just trying to help people, and seems to want to help people. I don't know about in the UK, but it makes you wonder about the types who actually do stick with the job over time. I know here in the US I haven't heard the greatest reports. I imagine a total thug might be able do deal with it over time, but not necessarily the type of person that would help anyone else on the inside.
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Been to prison couldn't work in one.. ironically screws spend more time in prison than most prisoners!
Not another screw on the take on here? Respect??? Wot for? You'd think you'd want keep them kind of things to ya self. How anyone can have any sympathy for ya is crazy. No one made ya be a screw n to be truthful ya got be a sick individual to leave ya family for 8-10 hours a day n sometimes 7 days a week to lock another human in cell n then think u goin get job satisfaction. Was u bullied as a child? Or did u jus like working around lots of men?
@@debodevil6974 someone has to do it,I think most prisoners would be grateful for decent officers imo
absolutely astonishing story hope everything goes well for him in the future god willing ❤️🤞🏽
Thank you Sir for sharing your story.
Every person deserves forgiveness after admitting truth.
No they don’t
Thank-you ❤
A great watch. We all need to learn how to give second chances, as this lad has demonstrated. It's certainly resonated with me and made me think twice. Good on him for being so honest and showing the most genuine remorse, i honestly hope he catches a break and gets another chance, he deserves it.
Cheers Marc appreciate this brother x 🙏 it's certainly changed my approach for the better
True respect for such honesty in reflection ❤️ I wish you the very best for the rest of your life ❤️
Thanks sam x
Very powerful seeing this guy lay it all out like this, humble himself and hold his head up high!!
Cheers Ross x
Such an important lesson about the importance of a sound inner moral compass and self-responsibility and the unimportance of ego, instant gratification, and looking for the solutions of your troubles and low self-esteem on the outside.
Thank you for sharing your story, I know it wasn't easy.
Totally agree x thanks
People like this are needed within the prison service as a reminder to new and existing officers that smuggling contraband is not worth the risk and also as a reminder as to what the consequences are. Having insight to situations like this would assist prisons in developing protocols to prevent putting prison officers at risk.
He would be great for inductors training cos he really hits it home.
Wow this story is incredible. Thank you for sharing this. I have a lot of respect for you for your honesty. You’ve suffered the consequences, and learned a great deal from this since then. Though some of it in my opinion is justified, it was morally wrong to do but you grew from it. Well done, Sir
this was brilliant, and some what inspiring given his openness, thank you very much for sharing and I hope the world gives you the redemption you want.
Thankyou and onwards and upwards x take care and many thanks for your time
Through this pain and reflection, from how you speak and what you say - I got an impression that you have become a better human being than most of us. Move on, have children - you have a lot that you can pass on to them. You'd be a fantastic dad
Xxxxxxxx ❤️
Have to commend you for coming clean on it all.
Absolutely brilliant you have turned yourself around, I hope you do good into the future and the job training sounds like a brilliant thing to help those that may one day find themselves in your position.....
Pointless showing a slide show or reading a book, sometimes having the one with real world experience and an actual insight into the going on's of inside.
Brilliant piece, very informative. Thank you.
Thankyou and I thank you for seeing the good snd positives within a bad situation. X have a great week
This channel and its content blows me away every time ! Well done guys!
We are looking for a fish fryer full time. Experience is not essential. We are in Leeds opposite LUFC. If You fancy a new challenge, call us.
Amen x 🙏
You don't have to support LUFC. Just fry some fish.
@@inathompson8293 when I am over that way I shall x
@@pablodavies414 where R You based now if its not a secret?
What an amazing story, I'm happy you're alive, and I hope you find what you're looking for.
All the best from Australia 🇦🇺🇦🇺💙💙
Thankyou ,xxx have a great weekend
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mañas no se la
Megan: "Hotter"
Hopi: "Sweeter"
Joonie: "Cooler"
Yoongi: "Butter
Asi con toy y sus mañas no se la lease que escriba bien mamon hay nomas pa ra reirse un rato y no estar triste y estresado.por la vida dura que se vive hoy .
Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım''
Erinder: ''Sezimdüü''
Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak''
Dene: ''Muzdak''
Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis.
Aç köz arstan
Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon.
Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan.
Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.#垃圾
Son unos de los mejores conciertos , no puede ir pero de tan solo verlos desde pantalla, se que estuvo sorprendente
💗❤️💌💘
@@pablodavies414 you too brother, and remember you are loved!
Brave man telling the truth.
TOTAL RESPECT LEE 💯👏👏👏👏
Very inspiring to listen to this, you've very obviously learnt from your mistakes and kept going, good luck with everything
Cheers Alex x
We grow through what we been through.... it takes courage to talk about your story to the whole world...well done 👍 .. SAS are you tough enough next? Good therapy 👍
Live that programme and always shout at the TV and contestants I would be lying if I said I hadn't considered it mate x
Thank you for sharing your story Lee. I have sunk my teeth into this and found that alot of what you have said really hits home. I.e the drugs and wanting to end it all. Keep with the positive attitude and you will be where you desire to be.
I've been watching a lot in the last couple days, and so far I'm impressed. ❤❤❤
Hi Lee we all make mistakes,they don't determine who we are. Well done and thank you for your honesty. Look forward always and be your best self 🙂🇨🇮
One of the best minutes with episode on the channel.
Cheers bud z
It takes a huge amount of courage to talk so openly about things we've done that we feel ashamed of. And this guy holds his hands right up and admits it was all his fault. Not trying to blame anyone else or point fingers. He's using his shame to hopefully improve the coaching prison officers get.
Can't help but feel like good things are coming his way. Good luck to you, sir.
Thankyou Emily my dear for your message 😘 . Fingers crossed it stops someone from making the silky mistake I did . Xx lee
You are most welcome, darling.
We all make mistakes, but not all of us choose to use them to help others. That speaks volumes.
Even just speaking so openly and with vulnerability, as a man, you are giving an incredible message to other young men, not just prison officers.
Feeling shame is okay. Owning your mistakes is okay. Asking for help and forgiveness is okay.
Your openness here will go further than you realise. Xx best of luck to you.
He deserves loads of respect and seems like a decent person.
He is a great public speaker
Ive watched this about 3 times now, amazing interview, crazy story
Thanks x
Fair play, Lee for your transparency, honesty and turning your life around. "Let he without sin cast the first stone!"
Thankyou xx
Respect mate for telling your story and all the best with life, it’s always worth another go 👊🏻
Cheers bud . Take care x
That was one of the hardest choices to walk away from ”will you do this for me?” you acknowledged your mistake. Thats hard
His pain, shame & regret is so obvious. I think he's clearly a good person who just made a very big mistake & ended up in a horrific spot he couldn't dig himself out of & for that he's paid his dues. I truly hope things are better for him now & he's doing ok
He's spot on with the emotions you experience while in prison and life afterwards. I did 3 years and it's crazy how much I experienced the exact same feelings as him. Mentally I was strong while incarcerated, but upon release, I collapsed. I'm trying to get back to where I was right now. It's overwhelming to put it mildly. Only been out for 2 years and honestly some days I feel like attempting to take my life again. Damn.
I wish you all the best in the future pal. We're all human and bad things happen in life. There are always good days to come so stay strong and as time passes... It won't be easier but you'll be able to handle it better. 👍
hi, I hope you are getting some help to support you through this and I'm sorry it is happening.
Keep Strong for yourself nobody else
Happy New Year fellow! I hope you're keeping well and I hope this year brings you good fortune 🤞
Keep a keen eye out for new doors that can open. There will be plenty.
Like most of us it's going to be a hard start but spring is around the corner 🙂👍
Yours is probably no different than his experience, why not give him a call. Start a group that might be the start of something better going forward. Suicide is a way out but it's final if your lucky. You could be left a cabbage in a hospital bed if not successful. Imagine the only thing working is your mind and you have thirty years of that ahead of you with no way out. Trapped in your guilty mind rewinding day after day. So easy it can happen, that's the gamble with suicide. Listen learn avoid. Good luck. 👊☘️
Glued to listening to his story, he’s earned a subscriber in me, that interview was amazing. Glad he has managed to turn his life around, props for being so open and honest.
Thankyou x the full story is on CZcams mate 👍. Take care
@@pablodavies414 I’ve got the Fighting Trolls podcast on my watch list, watching the Shaun Atwood one as we speak. Story is truly amazing, hope everything works out well for you, your story deserves to be heard. More power to you, take care of yourself also mate.
@@Ziggys93 cheers bud 👍 appreciate this . Have a good one
Big respect for actually talking about it like madness we all knew it happened but to hear it from the horses mouth fair enough...
Thankyou x
This just broke my heart, I've had problems with drink for years because of childhood trauma, you can't tell anyone, it's just a comfort..
I can’t say enough how good these episodes are.
Thanks x
I take my hat off to you! It takes true moral character and fortitude to hold your hands up and admit your mistakes and deal with the consequences and rebuild your life. I heard and felt true remorse in your voice. You should try to release all your guilt as it will eat you up inside. I hope you read this comment and know that I truly do understand your pain and I can say from experience that it is the guilt that will swallow you up. Focus on the future not the past and hold your head high now. Good luck and god bless you. x
Few people get it, that this guy is now probably one of the most trustworthy people on the planet.
I have become addicted to these videos, what a great choice of idea! Kudos to the team for these insightful nonjudgemental interviews!
And of course the guests 😀😀😀
Your still here, takes a strong person to get through it, Well done 👍
Thankyou x
Keep going dude!!! You got this .
Well done Unilad once again. And good luck to this fella. He seems pretty squared away despite (or because?) of what he’s been though. Good luck Lee and thanks for your insight.
Much appreciated 🙏 take care
Damn bro. I’ve been to prison and know and inmates are incredibly manipulative. I’m not saying you’re not culpable but you’re a victim of them too. Glad to see you made the best of it. You’re a dope person
Cheers Scott my mate x 👍
Its insane. They are so so manipulative. I worked in a kitchen and there was so much competition to see who could make me fold first. Sex, drugs, phones, outside contact. Luckily another inmate let me know they had a bet, plus multiple family members have been in for 20 plus years, (aaand my type of guy is more of an acoustic guitar player so i don't really have an attraction to any of them) That didn't surprise me but what surprised me was how well they knew me despite the fact that I tried to be the same with all of them. If i had a bad day, they knew no matter how bad I tried to act like i was okay, they that i was upset. THAT creeped me out.
@@Noise_floorxx It’s exactly that. They know when you are on your lows and you need help/attention/affection and they will most likely use that for their own gains. They will make you feel important, exceptional. Hopefully you managed to not fall in their traps. Can’t say the same for a lot of people unfortunately.
Gee literally
In what way is being asked twice to break the law for money and deciding "yeah, why not" being manipulated? He got away with it the first time, so he did it again. That's what criminals do. He's no better than any of them. He's not a victim of anything but his own hubris.
Great interview! Love your show!
Cheers x
much respect for that man!! honesty and selfreflecting, wish u the very best! I just got home from a 18 year bit so I know how it goes...
Cheers buddy x
Hooe you are well x
@@pablodavies414 lot of ajusting, lot of new things too learn. But yeah Im doing ok Thanks for asking!
Mate. As humans we will always make mistakes. You are not a bad person. But an incredibly honest and resilient man
God bless. I hope everything works out
Poor man, you can see he is still struggling with some of the past. Hopefully he gets the help he needs and has lots of happiness go his way.
Not too bad now to be fair . Was very ill on the day if filming with sinusitis but had committed to filming. Thanks ❤
@@pablodavies414 nooooooo way!!!! Wow, I can’t believe you replied to me. I figured since you had a past alcoholism and had a very flush red face. You might have still been dealing with some demons. That was wrong, I jumped the gun. I’ll definitely fix that comment. Thank you for commenting. I’m glad you’re doing better. I’m sure it was a very very difficult situation. I was a heroin addict and I’ve been clean for 7 years but I still can’t get over some of the things I’ve done. All the power to you brother. They should hire you as a speaker for prisons. I think you would be able to help many people
@@markunknown6507 cheers bud appreciate that and for your kind words I was struggling that day pal and the lights were intense as well as being slightly nervous but as long as it stops someone from doing similar I'm happy x . Take care mate stay strong
Love the show very good thank u x
Thanks summer x
I was an officer for a year. The best thing i did was leaving. The training was as he said powerpoint production and nothing really on conveying contraband other than its your own morals that will stop you doing it and the threat of 10 years.
The officers i worked with were so self centred and in their little cliques that its no surprise that some officers would do this.
(Ignore my name sorry) I did a small stint of 2 weeks in Durham prison for a drink driving (failed probation, charity work hours of all things 🤦♂️) - is it impossible to apply to be a prison officer with this on your record? Thanks a lot
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Cheers Kyle for backing up my view 👍
Great interview, he’s made mistakes, paid for it but importantly looks to have had a look inside himself and tried to come to some sense and peace with it. All the best to you Lee. A job that does not get anywhere near the pay that it should. You’ve got a lot of life experience already to pass on.
Thankyou for your support x ❤
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That was a hard watch. You can actually see the guilt from how he holds himself. Hope he's turned a corner and it gets better for him. Should put stuff in the past.
Thankyou x
Respect for this
Lee - you are a very likeable man and I with you all the best. You talk with a lot of hurt but unquestionable honesty. Good luck my man 💪
Chewra nick appreciated my mate x
this is deep man. we need to properly rehabilitate people and help them to get back into genuine work and genuine life after mistakes have been made, rather than repeatedly make them community outcasts almost indefinitely... I hope he gets back onto the right path in life and wish him well for a better life going forwards
Thanks for sharing. Wish you all the best mate.
Sounds cliche but keep your head up , keep pushing forward and you'll make your own luck.
Take care.
Amen to this . Thats all
We can do aye . Take care bud x
surprised they did not place him in protective custody during his sentence. could've gone wrong on soooo many levels.
Why would they need to protect a bent screw? He was their mate, smuggling in all kinds of illegal things for them. His time inside will have been very safe and comfortable with the other inmates.
13:17 he litteraly explains it
he was on the VP wing. trust me he would get killed otherwise, so would the ex police man he was padded up with. They dont put ex police on standard wing.
@@36kfr63 he wasn't police. And he didn't need protection. He was mates with the inmates.
@@mydogeatspuke it says he was padded up with a policeman.. police don't go on general population. He was on nonce wing.
Brave and honest man. I hope he rebuilds his life.
Getting there x thank you