(HEATHERS ANIMATIC) KINDERGARTEN BOYFRIEND

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  • @pistachiosoda
    @pistachiosoda  Před 3 lety +626

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    • @sadnessofwildgoats
      @sadnessofwildgoats Před 3 lety +11

      @@oliviakim3508 we can talk here if you want

    • @sadnessofwildgoats
      @sadnessofwildgoats Před 3 lety +10

      @@oliviakim3508 of course! I will hug everything in a 2 mile radius! Also i think im falling inti the second category and covid isnt helping since the only person im talking to is my mom and im an extrovert. I do try to talk to people online but technically grounded right now (i said i knew how the pope was elected with "too much attitute" three weeks ago) but luckily i found a loophole to get into ytube and chrome

    • @laurapimentel2155
      @laurapimentel2155 Před 3 lety +7

      sometimes I feel like I don’t want to live

    • @nicolas_masnaoni
      @nicolas_masnaoni Před 3 lety +3

      Nossa, meus parabéns

    • @aslanswarriors1097
      @aslanswarriors1097 Před 3 lety +8

      @@laurapimentel2155 Live anyways. Prove the world wrong.

  • @sophbeez4664
    @sophbeez4664 Před 7 lety +3029

    "Where naptime is centuries long..."
    *Gross dinosour sobs*

  • @birb4863
    @birb4863 Před 7 lety +1977

    These lines get me every time
    "To A New KINDERGARTEN!" - Martha screaming it
    the quiet recoil and whispering "centuries long"
    The last "Ooo"

  • @mappydog7684
    @mappydog7684 Před 6 lety +2215

    McNamara tried to kill herself
    Veronica saved her
    Martha tried to kill herself
    She just broke a few bones
    Veronica hung herself
    But it was fake
    So the only person who actually committed suicide was JD

  • @lizzydarkrose
    @lizzydarkrose Před 7 lety +1104

    I can't imagine how hard everything got for Martha. Like, the boy she was in love with fucking died.
    I know the play is played for laughs, but god dammit. Martha.

    • @heidi375
      @heidi375 Před 7 lety +125

      Not only that, but everyone thinks she did it just to be cool, when she actually had a reason

    • @mme.veronica735
      @mme.veronica735 Před 5 lety +72

      Nothing in this musical is done just for laughs. Everything has a double meaning (exaggeration but most scenes that aren't one off lines carry more meaning) and it's not the English teacher double meaning either.

    • @trucetruce335
      @trucetruce335 Před 5 lety +50

      Rachael Creed not to mention she thinks her best friend’s boyfriend did it (and he did)
      And her best friends is freaking covering up for him and actively bullying her.

    • @kelseywu3723
      @kelseywu3723 Před 5 lety +26

      Ever think about how she felt about the rumor that Veronica had a threesome with Kurt and Ram

    • @trucetruce335
      @trucetruce335 Před 5 lety +12

      Kelsey Wu Oh... oh no I didn’t. Thanks for the extra heartbreak.

  • @wormderstruck3528
    @wormderstruck3528 Před 7 lety +2155

    Martha is a smol bean that must be protected
    #ProtectMartha

    • @izzyb.7318
      @izzyb.7318 Před 5 lety +7

      #ProtectMartha yass

    • @aamaawia
      @aamaawia Před 5 lety +18

      Martha protection squad

    • @bristoliswatching._.
      @bristoliswatching._. Před 5 lety +11

      Want a Sprite Cranberry? #protectmarth

    • @ashynx5180
      @ashynx5180 Před 5 lety +7

      Want a Sprite Cranberry? I’m the 300th person who liked this comment #ProtectMartha

    • @erlouispayton8646
      @erlouispayton8646 Před 5 lety +6

      Smol? She’s fat as shit though

  • @gubbin1976
    @gubbin1976 Před 3 lety +234

    Special reminder that Ram was dead when she dreamt of him. Everything she wanted to live for; Her friend, her crush: they all left her. That dream, to her, was Ram coming back to get her to go with him.

  • @sophiatalksmusic3588
    @sophiatalksmusic3588 Před 7 lety +2957

    Martha is my favourite character because she represents this childlike purity that nobody else has. Even Veronica, the one we're supposed to be rooting for, is swayed to the "dark side," so to speak. But Martha never really grew up, and she has this sort of innocence to her that's both beautiful and really hard to watch.

    • @charliemckenna3171
      @charliemckenna3171 Před 5 lety +29

      yeah i love her too

    • @cwningen
      @cwningen Před 5 lety +44

      We need to protecc her

    • @theofficalsilentraven
      @theofficalsilentraven Před 5 lety +10

      @@cwningen FOREVER !

    • @hamsamohamed6508
      @hamsamohamed6508 Před 5 lety +11

      @@theofficalsilentraven oof to late for that

    • @strawberrydragon4183
      @strawberrydragon4183 Před 4 lety +89

      I think the part where Martha tried to kill her self was when she lost a little innocence. Remember at the beginning on the musical she said “I’m a sucker for happy endings”. And then at the end she said “are there any happy endings”. She lost some of that innocence throughout the show. Actually when you think of it, a lot of the characters changed throughout the musical

  • @Olivia-pj9wy
    @Olivia-pj9wy Před 7 lety +1937

    I love this so much. I feel like it's a really sweet and real view from Martha's perspective. Often, other animators make Ram disgusted at times or confused with her affection towards him, but here, we see that he really liked her back then. It makes it even sadder when you think of how he treated her in high school, and how she still held on. He was one of the few kind people to her, no matter what (until he became older).
    My beautiful baby bean O^O

    • @fun_time_cait6668
      @fun_time_cait6668 Před 6 lety +14

      Wow I was just listening to well pit together songs damn I need to pay better attention

    • @faitherpietem3643
      @faitherpietem3643 Před 6 lety +2

      :)

    • @Nsinger998
      @Nsinger998 Před 6 lety +131

      Its hinted at atleast two points that the kind kindergarden Ram is still there:
      In the first song, Beautiful: I think its ram that wonders why he acts like a jerk
      In the song 'Big fun': He shows he still cares for her by asking why she acts 'weird' and that if she stopped acting weird then people would like her. Although what he says could be dismissed as him being a drunken jerk, I don't believe so. To my ears, He seems to soften albeit slightly, when he speaks to Martha at this point.

    • @fun_time_cait6668
      @fun_time_cait6668 Před 6 lety +14

      Nsinger998 agreed

    • @maebyklausanddad596
      @maebyklausanddad596 Před 5 lety +71

      Nsinger998 Plus, he didn’t kick her out. It was his house and she showed up uninvited. But for some reason he didn’t kick her out

  • @margskul
    @margskul Před 7 lety +609

    👏 Martha 👏 deserves 👏 the 👏 world 👏

  • @geckomancer
    @geckomancer Před 7 lety +2471

    thank you for being like, the only other person who cares enough about martha i love her so much

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 7 lety +397

      i honestly feel like the musical didn't portray her character well and made her seem super desperate.
      i just feel really bad for her :(

    • @chinchilla0708
      @chinchilla0708 Před 6 lety +22

      pistachiosoda this song especially makes her interesting and unic

    • @iamalazypotato4049
      @iamalazypotato4049 Před 5 lety +35

      Martha is beautiful.
      That’s all I have to say

    • @MariahTheSloth
      @MariahTheSloth Před 4 lety +41

      IN THE MUSICAL TOO THE AUDIENCE LAUGHS AT THE SONG AND MY HEART IS SO BROKEN WHEN I WATCH THE SCENE AND LISTEN TO THE SONG. MARTHA IS BABY AND IM SO GLAD SHE LIVES

    • @labaguette2083
      @labaguette2083 Před 3 lety +7

      @@MariahTheSloth They laugh 'cause it's a funny-serious song

  • @nigini6092
    @nigini6092 Před 6 lety +127

    3:12 You can see the sheer desperation of Martha trying to mantain the innocence. That dream she had long ago, but soon realising it's dead

  • @simplysophia4862
    @simplysophia4862 Před 7 lety +401

    Likes Kurt and Ram at first. *Sees Kindergarten Boyfriend* forget these two idiots.

    • @Lolo50000
      @Lolo50000 Před 3 lety +20

      bruh how does one like Kurt and Ram

    • @sukiwah
      @sukiwah Před 3 lety +22

      why would kindergarten boyfriend be the song that makes you dislike them ??? also kurt has nothing to do with kindergarten boyfriend ?? help ...?

    • @Caio0_057
      @Caio0_057 Před 3 lety +29

      Didn't blue do it for you? I mean i never liked them, but after the date rape song, I liked them even less

    • @vivianliu752
      @vivianliu752 Před 2 lety

      @max 362 it's suggested that they've committed lots of sexual harassment and rape throughout the musical, plus they're just @$$holes, so it's kinda hard to like them lol

    • @kittencrunch574
      @kittencrunch574 Před 10 měsíci +1

      ​@@Caio0_057 most people think that Kurt and ram were actually singing about each other.l since (in most musicals) they are touching each other a lot and not as much Veronica

  • @rando640
    @rando640 Před 6 lety +562

    I got Martha in my heathers production, and I wasn’t really happy or proud about it. I just found this anamatic by coincidence and it’s made me sympathise with her,, im kind of happy to be her now haha. So thanks!!

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 6 lety +114

      tbh the musical writers really butchered her characterization and made her cringy when she's meant to be sympathetic as an outcast character (the movie did it better). im glad this helped you see past that flaw and like her ^^

    • @amarinina08
      @amarinina08 Před 6 lety +13

      SAME -cries

    • @theater_nerd400
      @theater_nerd400 Před rokem +5

      I'm a Martha too. No idea how I'm going to do this song any justice

    • @elys9309
      @elys9309 Před 8 měsíci +2

      Helloo fellow Marthas! I need some advice from you of how to portray her correctly. I'm scared I'm not as energetic as she is😔

    • @fizzyizzypop1300
      @fizzyizzypop1300 Před 5 měsíci

      Aye!!! A comment section of Martha’s
      They called me out way to hard when they casted me.

  • @gluten1221
    @gluten1221 Před 2 lety +78

    I love how this really makes the viewer question what could have been if it weren’t for Ram being popular or JD killing him before he had a chance to redeem himself. Martha represents that hope and purity in people, she’s like the embodiment of a “good ending”

  • @pencokun
    @pencokun Před 7 lety +381

    IF ONLY
    IF FRICKING ONLY

  • @wompshop2917
    @wompshop2917 Před 5 lety +105

    The thing I noticed was that when she said, "Croquet lawns", the only heather we really ever saw in full detail was Heather Chandler. Maybe it's because she's dead ??

    • @jumies4056
      @jumies4056 Před 2 lety +4

      ooooh that's a good detail i didn't pick up on that!!!

  • @Hi-ic7wr
    @Hi-ic7wr Před 5 lety +53

    When she says "certain girls are mean't to be alone.." It hit me hard I was crying for 20 mins straight

  • @incogneeto2812
    @incogneeto2812 Před 3 lety +75

    Damn. Even though Martha got her happy ending in the end with Veronica and the two remaining Heathers, watching this really makes you wish Ram wasn't such a dick and that he hadn't died.

  • @Godbear999
    @Godbear999 Před 7 lety +349

    omg sol this is so so good.... Martha was so pure she didnt deserve this

  • @icyblue2602
    @icyblue2602 Před 7 lety +227

    1:25
    that guy on the right

  • @ravioliravioligivemethefor9858

    ALRIGHT WHO PLACED THE ONIONS UNDER MY EYES?!

  • @colacata7078
    @colacata7078 Před 7 lety +952

    I really love this animatic but I am always disappointed when I see one of this song because I love the idea of Ram's ghost trying to stop her and no one has thought of that I guess I would do it myself but I just don't have the materials too. 😌😭❤

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 7 lety +196

      You should do it! That's why people make animatics hahah, you watch someone else's and you're like 'oh this part is a bit lacking, i can do better'.

    • @usercanalviejo2
      @usercanalviejo2 Před 7 lety +33

      Audrey Pennington ahhhhhh some artist has to see your comment. NOW.

    • @karisrivers6783
      @karisrivers6783 Před 7 lety +75

      Audrey Pennington
      Yea I like the idea of her about to jump and then Little Ram's ghost hugs at her knees to stop her and she bends down hugs him. Kisses his cheek. And then plummets to what she hopes to be death

    • @loligooshimai
      @loligooshimai Před 7 lety +76

      I want to do one where there's a style shift between Martha's fantasy and the reality. And at the bridge ram's ghost is a hallucination on her part, arm outstretched on the Pegasus, beckoning Martha to come with him. And there are tears in her eyes and she takes his hand. She smiles, tears in her eyes. And at the last cord, as she falls, still smiling sadly, the pastel colors used for the "fantasy" fade out to grey. Then black.

    • @polymorphousadversity6211
      @polymorphousadversity6211 Před 7 lety +30

      These are all such awesome ideas, ugh! If only one of us could actually make these. I mean, technically, any one of us could. But that would mean working and taking time to do things... lol

  • @starrylights4840
    @starrylights4840 Před 7 lety +730

    aahejdjd yes I'm so glad to be up to see THIS BEAUTY I'M SO SORRY MARTHA

    • @joshlevy4533
      @joshlevy4533 Před 7 lety +2

      starry kitkat wait...isn't that SakuraButts' icon?

    • @HBDiniz10
      @HBDiniz10 Před 6 lety +2

      Hanzo Shimada I NEED HEALING THIS IS TOO SAD

  • @julianafraga3316
    @julianafraga3316 Před 3 lety +12

    the second "then he woke up" is so sad. like in saying ram "woke up" about martha being considered undesirable by the rest of people and realizing he shouldn't be with her anymore. then she is left alone in her dream. oof.

  • @moomoo1163
    @moomoo1163 Před 5 lety +63

    "What can I say? I'm a sucker for a happy ending"
    MARTHA WHY

  • @ayurani6049
    @ayurani6049 Před 7 lety +622

    Tomorrow's my birthday so...
    thanks for the gift

  • @CeeCeeOficial
    @CeeCeeOficial Před 6 lety +49

    I didn't think of this until now, her all-time-crush just "commited" suicide, like, can you imagine being Martha? Forget that he was "Gay" she loved him, like, now i can see why she jump, and it's super sad TBH :(

    • @Nightman221k
      @Nightman221k Před 5 lety +24

      The ironic thing is that Martha was the ONLY character who saw through the fake suicides because, despite being a naive sweetie, she's probably the only one who can tell what's fake/real when it comes to her peers' actions.

  • @boxlessthinking6787
    @boxlessthinking6787 Před 7 lety +73

    the frame at 1:04 ... you ARE PRETTY! GOD, DAMN IT!

  • @ayal8842
    @ayal8842 Před 5 lety +19

    think about how at the begining Martha said she loves happy endings and at the end of the play she's skeptical about there ever being such a thing

  • @rosesharen4459
    @rosesharen4459 Před 7 lety +36

    This song is really funny in the beginning but then you realize what the lyrics really mean towards the middle and at the end it's just really deep.

  • @pobblebonk8648
    @pobblebonk8648 Před 7 lety +220

    This is so adorable but sad! I feel like I'm going to cry!!

  • @itaykellner7487
    @itaykellner7487 Před 2 lety +14

    I like how when Veronica gets a chance to get something from the Heathers, she "craves a boon". However, later in the same song, when Martha expresses her wish concerning the Heathers, she says "I'd like them to be nicer".
    She's such a sweet soul.

  • @RotheAlien
    @RotheAlien Před 7 lety +191

    WHICH FUCKER DISLIKED THIS MASTERPIECE

    • @chrystalbrower4181
      @chrystalbrower4181 Před 6 lety +15

      *IDK BUT THEY HAVE NO SOUL IF THEY DISLIKED IT*

    • @imsosorry0728
      @imsosorry0728 Před 5 lety +6

      Maybe they disliked cuz it made them sad

    • @nicknfox9540
      @nicknfox9540 Před 5 lety +4

      I think it is people who are jealous of this masterpiece

    • @queenkaterose
      @queenkaterose Před 4 lety +4

      There are 17 fuckers who dislikes this BEAUTIFUL SONG who ever sang this masterpiece is very talented

    • @squippites7356
      @squippites7356 Před 4 lety +5

      Kurt

  • @celiabrianna7884
    @celiabrianna7884 Před 7 lety +59

    Im CRYING SHE DESERVES BETTERAHHH

  • @Someloser3232
    @Someloser3232 Před 7 lety +46

    This is the best thing to see easy at 5:54 am in the morning

  • @addymac6145
    @addymac6145 Před 7 lety +64

    This is the first kindergarten boyfriend animated video I've seen and I believe you did it justice.

  • @Isabella-ke2ne
    @Isabella-ke2ne Před 5 lety +38

    I think Martha has the best voice when it comes to singing. Of course everyone else is AMAZING but Martha is probably the best.

  • @batatajoia
    @batatajoia Před 7 lety +226

    Almost all of your videos are sad ones. And here I am, subscribed since the first one I watched. Well, it seems like I'm a bit masochist (good job btw)

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 7 lety +53

      Ana Hirota For some reason I really love drawing introspective stuff and angst?? im so sorry omg

    • @adrianaisme4710
      @adrianaisme4710 Před 7 lety +1

      pistachiosoda Have you done one of Michael in the Bathroom, because if you haven't, sounds like it would really work for your channel.

  • @queenkaterose
    @queenkaterose Před 5 lety +10

    "certain girls are meant to be alone" LET ME HUG YOU PRECIOUS PRECIOUS CHILD!!!!

  • @motherhunk
    @motherhunk Před 7 lety +340

    i actually kinda ship martha and ram like he used to be like this why couldn't JD just beat them up and then give em some lessons on taking care of a girl

    • @WDole
      @WDole Před 7 lety +126

      Yes, of course, because JD was obviously the true gentleman of the movie and musical.
      JD: Now you have to manipulate her in killing people while you psychologically abuse her and destroy her mental state. Got that?

    • @felineleijon8065
      @felineleijon8065 Před 6 lety +71

      I mean JD isn't the best example of a good boyftiend but he really did love Veronica so I see what you mean

    • @nightlasagna9022
      @nightlasagna9022 Před 6 lety +35

      Feline Leijon
      He was SUPER abusive though

    • @hgnnnnnnnn4184
      @hgnnnnnnnn4184 Před 6 lety +32

      Feline Leijon he didn't love Veronica, he was obsessed with her in a superrrrr unhealthy way

    • @scopezplayz1121
      @scopezplayz1121 Před 5 lety +10

      Memento Mori
      They didn’t deserve to be shot and killed by a psychopath.

  • @itzfinnlee1286
    @itzfinnlee1286 Před 5 lety +24

    This is like the most underrated song in this musical
    Let’s start a Martha and a Michael from be more chill protection group

  • @ratsass9549
    @ratsass9549 Před 6 lety +65

    There was a boy I met in Kindergarten
    He was sweet, he said that I was smart.
    He was good at sports, and people liked him,
    And at nap time, once we shared a mat.
    I didn't sleep, I sat and watched him breathing,
    Watched him dream for nearly half an hour,
    Ooooooooo
    Then he woke up.
    He pulled a scab of one time, playing kickball,
    Kissed me quick, then pressed it in my hand.
    I took that scab, and put it in a locket.
    All year long, I wore it near my heart.
    He didn't care, if I was thin or pretty.
    And he was mine, until we hit first grade,
    OooooOoo
    Then he woke up.
    Last night I dreamed a horse with wings,
    Flew down into my homeroom.
    On it's back, there he sat,
    And he held out, his arms,
    So we sailed, above the gym,
    Across the facility parking lot.
    My Kindergarten boyfriend, and I..
    And a horse with wings.
    Now we're all grown up and, we know better,
    Now we recognize, the way things are.
    Certain boys, are just for Kindergarten,
    Certain girls are meant to be, alone.
    But I believe, that any dream worth having,
    Is a dream, that should not have to end
    So I'll build a dream that I can live in,
    And this time I'm never waking up....
    And we'll soar, above the trees,
    Over cars, and crochet lawns,
    Past the church, and the lake,
    And the tri-county mall,
    We will fly, through the dawn,
    To a new Kindergarten.......
    Where naptime are centuries long.

    • @ratsass9549
      @ratsass9549 Před 6 lety +4

      The first time I did this, I wasn't too familiar with the song, and it accidentally deleted.... 😂😂👌🙏🙌

  • @ameliac3560
    @ameliac3560 Před 6 lety +11

    im ok
    im ok
    im ok
    im ok
    im not ok
    i am sobbing
    this is not allowed

  • @commandersane3161
    @commandersane3161 Před 5 lety +12

    I like to think Ram's ghost tries to stop her from jumping

  • @everythingfangirl548
    @everythingfangirl548 Před 4 lety +13

    this litteraly looks like an animatic sketch for an upcoming ghibli movie,
    its so good!
    like yall have no idea how many times i've repeated this lol-

  • @margaretrosales9586
    @margaretrosales9586 Před 5 lety +13

    Kindergarten Boyfriend always reminds me that everybody (even me) has that one person that you crush on for a long time even when it fades you’ll still see that person and a small warm feeling will come to your chest because they were well ya know the one to you for a long time until of course we all grow up and become a little more realistic with our expectations of love.💕

  • @yandereskitty
    @yandereskitty Před 7 lety +33

    It's 1 am and I'm crying grossly. This song tugs at my heart.

  • @MaddieAndRosannaGachaLife
    @MaddieAndRosannaGachaLife Před 10 měsíci +7

    She’s pretty
    She’s good at singing
    She has good taste in movies
    She is kind
    She’s funny
    She’s loyal
    She has one of the best songs
    MARTHA MUST BE PROTECTED

  • @SuperSparkyVolt
    @SuperSparkyVolt Před 7 lety +20

    When i realized she is literally my spirit musical character. Like i love her so freaking much. Like literally when i heard this song while watching the musical the first time i was like, "Wait, what. Martha no...nO, No, NOOOOOOOO" And it makes me happy someone did this song so well.

  • @rozewater21
    @rozewater21 Před 4 lety +5

    What I really like in this version is Martha's expression when she says "and a horse with wings". She looks sad and that gives another interpretation of this passage: she looks sad because bc she knows that "horse with wings" doesn't exist, that this is absurd and this reminds her that this is only a dream. She, reunited with Ram seems as absurd as this horse in her mind. She knows that it's impossible. It makes this song even more heartbreaking

  • @erica-mr8jw
    @erica-mr8jw Před 7 lety +91

    this literally gave me chills..good job. ❤

  • @sophia-fs4kr
    @sophia-fs4kr Před 7 lety +49

    this is so cute I can't function

  • @keipup4422
    @keipup4422 Před 7 lety +58

    THIS IS INCREDIBLEEEEEEEE
    i didnt really like this song much until i saw this

  • @yanileal1
    @yanileal1 Před 6 lety +8

    I have a feeling this is what she had wrote in her suicide note

  • @caduceusdraws
    @caduceusdraws Před 5 lety +7

    She clung on so much on that tiny part of happiness in her life in order to keep her head up, but clung on so much and for so long that she couldn't see any other way for her to be happy than in a dream, in distant memories...

  • @hilo6941
    @hilo6941 Před 7 lety +9

    now we're all grown up and we know better, now we recognize the way things are, certain boys are just for kindergarten, certain girls are meant to be alone.
    Me: No, you're not alone, everyone here is. That's highschool for you.

  • @Gerard-Slay
    @Gerard-Slay Před 3 lety +7

    "Last night I dreamed a horse with wings-"
    Me, a huge fan of mlp: It's called a PEGASUS!

  • @meatymaggot
    @meatymaggot Před rokem +3

    I'm five years late man, and holy crap does this hit deep. Martha is a great character, one of the only innocent one out of the musical to. She did nothing wrong but exist, I love this animatic.

  • @nixiebanana3370
    @nixiebanana3370 Před 7 lety +82

    T HIS IS SO NICE???? I LOVE U MAN LIKE WOAH HSTYGDFTYF

  • @countingstars2133
    @countingstars2133 Před 7 lety +130

    i love ur art style the way u draw hands r so perfect got some advice on it?

  • @regnirps2185
    @regnirps2185 Před 7 lety +15

    Thank you for making this! I know the lady that sang this and she is very grateful!

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 7 lety +4

      Wow!! :"O You know Katie Ladner?
      I'm honored!

  • @YourFavspedupsongs
    @YourFavspedupsongs Před 11 měsíci +2

    i watched heathers for the first time yesterday and this part had tears pouring down my face it was unbelievably emotional i feel so much for martha. She didn't want to grow up and be like the other heartless kids she wanted to have that childlike love she had with ram and when he died she realized that her fantasies were over and she couldn't cope with that she wanted to die she wouldn't have to grow out of her childish behaviour and wake up to the cruel world which we live in she wanted to be young and pure forever not her appearance but in her heart she didn't want to let go of someone / something that had been apart of who she was for so long so she tried to end it all.

  • @davethegreatass6957
    @davethegreatass6957 Před 7 lety +37

    Man,this was depressing

  • @Lucy-wd4bm
    @Lucy-wd4bm Před 6 lety +15

    the live version didn't make me cry for some reason but this sure did

  • @imthatextrakid8292
    @imthatextrakid8292 Před 3 lety +3

    “I will build a dream where I can live in
    and this time I’m never waking up”
    “Where naptimes is centuries long”
    **Sobs**

  • @sarahjohnson9399
    @sarahjohnson9399 Před 7 lety +18

    this is so incredibly animated i love martha and i love this

  • @ashleessingingsensations7294

    i know what happens after she falls off the bridge. she survives with a few broken ribs according to an article that i read that tells me what "The Heathers" is all about. and Martha is a victim of bullying anyways so this song makes sense.

  • @insertoriginalusernamehere4963

    Omfg 1 dislike. This is so gorgeous. I love Martha's voice, it makes me cry so much. I love your art style too. Chills every time.

  • @abbycrowley9196
    @abbycrowley9196 Před 7 lety +5

    this is honestly the best animation for this song. I cry everytime too... Martha deserved so much more than what she got

  • @matrixiekitty2127
    @matrixiekitty2127 Před 7 lety +4

    She walks to the edge and I was like " nononononononono ect." Why girl no you can find happiness I promise!!😭 aw shoot, tears!

  • @MewHeroHero
    @MewHeroHero Před 7 lety +27

    this is beautiful! i'm kinda glad i was the 1000th like on this vid but this animatic definitely deserves a lot more views and likes. i love the style and the details like an actual animatic, like the notes about the bg moving and panning up

  • @keilahv.3696
    @keilahv.3696 Před 3 lety +3

    I don’t know how I’m just now seeing this. This made me bawl my eyes out. Just having the visuals to go with the words really hit a spot💗

  • @handle69420cheese
    @handle69420cheese Před 5 lety +24

    As cute as it is, kindergarten Martha was kinda obsessive over Ram, ngl-

    • @candicoated2001
      @candicoated2001 Před 2 lety +17

      This is late but, Martha had a miserable life because of her interests and appearance. So far we only know two people in her life (Besides her parents, probably.) that saw past her outer exterior, and saw her for who she really is. Because of that she became very close and obsessive over them, and felt that she need them to be validated or that they were the only people who saw that she had any value and offered her comfort. After losing both of those things, I would assume that her depressive episodes and self loathing got worse. And I can only imagine, the one guy that used to treat her with some ounce of decency dying pushed her over the edge., and on top of that her being abandoned by her only friend. It's a lot deeper than her being upset over some guy who didn't like her back.

    • @handle69420cheese
      @handle69420cheese Před 2 lety +9

      @@candicoated2001 Yeah you're right and I agree with you but I was mostly talking about the scab locket and watching you sleep thing in the past rather than the events in the future but I guess all that can be explained by the fact that all kids in general are super weird.

  • @PeachWookiee
    @PeachWookiee Před 3 lety +2

    This song still hurts a bit. I remember how it feels to essentially be a Martha. Your friends abandon you, and not even a loving family can save you. It takes everything you have to stay alive.

  • @alyssad7442
    @alyssad7442 Před 6 lety +2

    I feel so bad for Martha. Her only friend abandoned her for the Heathers, the only boy she ever loved was killed, and she was completely alone. She got severely depressed with nobody to turn to. She built a fantasy world where everything was happy to distract herself from her suicidal thoughts for just a little while. Just long enough for her to forget that she was alone, and that nobody cared about her anymore. It just gets more depressing the longer you think about it.

    • @Nightman221k
      @Nightman221k Před 5 lety +2

      Yeah, it's too bad that Veronica broke the illusion that Ram sent the invitation. Not only did it show her that Ram never returned her feelings and it broke her heart that her best friend did something cruel to her. I know it was a lie, but that kind of thing would have probably made Martha less jaded and depressed in the long run.

  • @uheh4556
    @uheh4556 Před 6 lety +15

    I really love how much effort you put into these. I also really love your art style, it's just so incredible ahhhhhh!! Keep up the good work!

  • @Abby-et1qx
    @Abby-et1qx Před 3 měsíci

    It’s sweet knowing that he didn’t judge her for her physical appearance like the other kids did.

  • @jadealavoine435
    @jadealavoine435 Před 4 lety +2

    Martha is so sweet, she's the little cinnamon and chocolate stuffed roll we all need

  • @r1bb3r_r1t7
    @r1bb3r_r1t7 Před 2 lety

    How perfect the”it’s time im waking up”till of the end of the song is just on beat and the like tone and stuff.

  • @donevanspurlock7642
    @donevanspurlock7642 Před 6 lety +2

    Her voice is just amazing.

  • @lemonocityanimations9903
    @lemonocityanimations9903 Před 3 lety +6

    What's sad
    Heather MC had someone to stop her
    JD had someone with him before he died
    But Martha had no one there to stop her or witness her

  • @jameslocke6207
    @jameslocke6207 Před 6 lety +2

    Little kindergarten Ram is so cute, not gonna lie

  • @animatejeq1223
    @animatejeq1223 Před 7 lety +17

    This is so well done! Wow, I'm honestly so speechless.This looks so well planned out, and I just love your style of drawing and animating. It's very creative and planned out so very well. Again, just wow! Lovely! Beautiful! I aspire to do something half as decent as this one day. I'm so motivated thanks to you! Thank you very much!

    • @pistachiosoda
      @pistachiosoda  Před 7 lety +3

      Thank you so much!! This means a lot to me :')

    • @animatejeq1223
      @animatejeq1223 Před 7 lety +1

      Thank you for the response. It means a lot to me!

  • @carrycuddlekins6356
    @carrycuddlekins6356 Před 7 lety +30

    ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND IM SO HAPPY YOU UPDATED

  • @chiaracardena9087
    @chiaracardena9087 Před 7 lety +62

    the kindergarden boyfriend is Ram? (sorry for my English)

    • @katelynsinc
      @katelynsinc Před 7 lety +24

      Chisitoh :D Yes, Ram is the "Kindergarden Boyfriend."

    • @chiaracardena9087
      @chiaracardena9087 Před 7 lety +6

      Katelyn Sincavage Thank u ;3

    • @devillass6025
      @devillass6025 Před 4 lety +24

      Yeah, they establish that in the musical. Martha insists to Veronica that Ram couldn't have killed himself for being gay because he kissed her on the kickball field, and Veronica replies with "that was Kindergarten!"

  • @p_aesh
    @p_aesh Před 5 lety +2

    This animatic is literally making me cry

  • @mysticblue108
    @mysticblue108 Před 7 lety +27

    Martha was so adorable in this until she fell off the bridge or school... But still it's cute how she and ram were so close! :3

  • @beetlebrainspng7007
    @beetlebrainspng7007 Před 7 lety +17

    I M S O B B I N G I N T H E B E S T W A Y

  • @conure3029
    @conure3029 Před 7 lety +5

    2:21 is that the Arthur meme goddammit

  • @frogboiii03
    @frogboiii03 Před 5 lety +2

    It's the same bridge Charles, the lamma with a hat, jumped off!

  • @foxygrin
    @foxygrin Před 7 lety +2

    First time a Heathers song *really* made me burst out in tears. Not sure if it's the gorgeous song or the lovely animatic, but I'm guessing both :p thank you

  • @dinosaurgirlnotreally6367

    why am I imagining when he walked away he was walking to kurt

  • @makomatoi9776
    @makomatoi9776 Před 7 lety +5

    Legit this made me cry. This is beautiful work, great job.

  • @siennaehlers4165
    @siennaehlers4165 Před 3 lety +2

    A new kindergarten = heaven

  • @bonnieconlon8193
    @bonnieconlon8193 Před 7 lety +5

    Your animation it's amazingly done! the composition is incredible! (This song always gives me shivers. ;-;)

  • @flamet_racoon
    @flamet_racoon Před 7 lety +1

    that is what forgiveness sounds like, screaming and then silence.
    SRRY I HAD TO-

  • @flowergirl287
    @flowergirl287 Před 6 lety +1

    It panned to her standing on the bridge and it made me so emotional

  • @ellisk8139
    @ellisk8139 Před 6 lety +2

    This is so beautiful! This song always breaks me because it's just so unfair? And sad? And this animatic. 👌I love the way you did her and Ram and the scene changes.

  • @sofiachaves7725
    @sofiachaves7725 Před 2 lety +1

    the innocence of a child is something so pure and it's so sad to know that it is lost with time, Martha is so precious to this little world, because she had managed to preserve that innocence and overnight, that innocence was just taken away, what a well developed character, much more developed than in the movie