Imagine: You cant open your eyes. But you feel you are lying in a bed. Not your own, the sheets feel cold. You hear someone laughing. A child maybe, you cant really tell. It has something comforting, it sounds like the laughing is slowly becoming more quiet, almost like the kid laughing is running down a hallway. As you slowly become more conscious you hear a frequent beep joining the now almost disappearing laughter. A door opens but you don't know where. Someone is in the room with you. The beep is gone. You want to scream to the person to not leave you alone but she doesn't hear you. She leaves and now all you hear is your own breath and the rain. Your breath becomes faster and faster and faster. And suddenly...all the memories flash back. You feel the pain in your body. In your head as you recall the incidents that happened before you ended up here. The fun and joy you felt with him/her. The wind blowing in your hair and messing it up, your partner looking at you like you were the most beautiful person existing in this sad world. He/she looked you deep in your eyes, their love for you written on their face as you shrieked in joy as you screamed faster! He/she speeding up the car. Then the crash. You felt like you were dying. The pain was everywhere. Panic flashing in your eyes as you cant feel your partners hand. With all your willpower you look over, only to see your partners body next to you. Blood everywhere but a smile on their face as they looked at you. He/she looked you deep in the eyes and said "thank you, thank you so much. I'll wait for you up there". You saw their life flashing out of their normally joyfully face. You wanted to hold their hand. Tell them that everything will be fine but you cant move. As you managed to lift your blood covered hand you saw your love not breathing Back in reality you realised you must be in a hospital. Suddenly the realisation hit you. They didnt make it... Feeling your breath becoming slower again you recall the night you met him/her. Dancing in the rain. You both run away from the party. Hand in hand and slightly drunk you came to a park with a pavillon. It looked like there was a wedding. The band started playing their instruments. Lead from a violin. It played something from chopin. You looked at your new made friend a grin growing on your face. They returned your smirk and you slowly started dancing to it. Clothes wet just like your hair you looked each other in the eyes. Your chest felt warm... as you realised that the person you are dancing with in the rain in a park to chopin might be your soul mate. The gaze they gave you made you think they feel the same as you slowly leaned in to kiss. It was the most beautiful night you ever experienced. It was the night you met him/her. The pain started to become stronger but you smiled, the rain hitting against the window making you think of them. A single tear rolled down your face as you took your final breath. "I'm coming darling. You don't need to wait any longer. I'm coming"
"I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell, I would know him blind, by the way his breath came and feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world."
Just imagine your on the hospital bed while you can hear the rain sounds from the window and a radio playing on the table which is the night we met, and your just there dying slowly at midnight while no one knows
I read an fanfic called where one of the characters, lets call him Character B, died of FYI in the Character A arms while A slept, in B's hospital bed together with him. A, only noticed when he woke up because B, was way too relaxed and sleeping...
Oh God, I'm so sorry... He's in a better place now, he's not suffering. But you need to know that the day will come when you meet him. I know it's hard and words like these may not necessarily lift your spirits, but you need to know that you are very strong, I believe and I promise, everything will work out.
POV: You just gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.. but the delivery was too complicated... now you're on your death bed.. you feel the life out of you slowly being sucked away.. All you hear is the ECG machine and the rain.. but your baby's laugher is what rings in your ears.. that is what makes you want to hold on.. to see her grow up.. to see her happyy.. The line which says "I had all of you, most of you, some and now none of you".. reminds you of how you felt when you first saw your baby during sonography.. your baby was within you.. just to yourself... and as the delivery day came closer, you could feel yourself worsening.. you wish you could be taken back to that sonography day.. when you knew that your baby was right there with you..
I wasn’t planning on crying.There’s not really any reason for me to cry rn.I clicked thinking how beautiful this would sound , and I instantly started crying. This really is beautiful.
I'm glad I have someone else to cry with me rn. This edit just made me think back to my early childhood, with my old friends and the fun we had. God, I remember the last day of elementary school where we promised that we would stay friends forever. Now here we are, halfway through 1st year of high school, barely talking to each other. Dammit, I wasn't planning on crying so much.
POV: You are very old and are sitting alone in your home, you lie down on your bed and fall asleep. As soon as you do you start to fall, you look around and see clouds and a heavenly sky. You’re dying. As you fall your life flashes before your eyes: The sleepover you had with your friends in elementary school, your first school dance, driving down an empty road laughing with your closest friends, the graduation of high school, getting into college, moving into your dorm, the graduation of college, your deepest heart break, getting a job, meeting the love of your life, getting married, moving into a home, getting promoted, getting a pet together, slow dancing next to a window while it’s snowing with your loved one, having a child, sleepless nights, kindergarten, hanging your child’s finger painting, having a second child, them graduating high school, then college, mourning the loss of your favorite pet, retirement, attending weddings, children moving away, your spouse passing, you thinking about how for the first and last time in your life you were truly happy, and in peace, you let go. You soar high above the treetops, and skies, you create a rainbow to show your family that you are okay, and you rejoice with your beloved pet, spouse, siblings, parents, and grandparents. You look back on every choice you made, they all contributed to making you, you. With a last breath of the air in your lungs, you say with joy and confidence, “thank you”.
TW! The baby laughter. That’s you. It’s the first time you laughed. Maybe it’s been a while since you laughed. But that won’t be the last. There’ll be a lot more laughter. I promise. Don’t let the beeps of the machine that’s keeping you here be the last memory the people you love have of you. That’s if you’re lucky. Imagine not having made memories, then being too late. C’mon. You have so much to show them and they have so much to show you. Go explore. Go love. Go live ❤️
@@dianaulian1337 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
@@redeemedthroughchrist878 I love the way u gave so much time to write all of this I tend to find the most internally beautiful ppl in the comment section of the best music ❤️
Im so overwhelmed/exhausted I have many missing assignments. Im so tired. I need to redo an essay because of plagiarism and I still dont know the consequences I will be getting. Im at my lowest. I want to give up. I have no motivation. This song, I cant explain it, I love it. It helps me a lot. Who ever is reading this im so proud of you! You got this!
i’m so proud of you too ! you got this ! please know that you are loved and cared for by many, including me. i know everything is so exhausting, but everything will get better. but please, stay here. the world is not ready to lose an angel like you. i’m here if you ever need to talk
I hate how my family calls me selfish because of attempted suicide but I don't think they realize that they're kinda being selfish as well for forcing me to go through so much pain and then tell me I'm fine. they all cared when I was almost dead but now that I'm ”better” they stopped caring again, kinda like I'm invisible.
I’m a week late. I just want to say your pain is valid no matter how big or small they are. You’ve gotten through 100% of your bad days to make it through this one.
you're not invisible. you're real. so are your feelings. you got this. we are all happy that you survived. sure if you took your life, some would move on and walk forward but next time you feel like doing it. think about that one person that will stop walking. because they can't seem to move on. suicide doesn't remove the pain. it just passes the pain on. I promise the world will not be better without you. you're here for a reason. the world needs you. don't leave us so soon. you are loved. remember that
imagine that your pain disappears, your sadness, your pain, all the darkness that you have inside you disappears. You are finally happy, happy like the newborn baby and you hope he has a better life than you. Your last tear runs smoothly down your head . You hear your loved ones cry but you can't do anything anymore even if you scream one last time how much you love them ,they won't hear youbecause your last breath flew away like a little butterfly. Now you can close your eyes. Everyone loves you.
5 seconds before clicking on the video I was totally fine. The song starts, my smile fades but I love this song. The rain. It's not even dark yet. I almost broke into pieces by hearing the baby laughs. You, remembering your whole life maybe ? I couldn't explain why that broke me but I got so emotional I felt like crying. My life is not in danger, I'm not depressed, just the power of music and surrounding noises.
This hits hard differently especially at night with your eyes closed just imagining and going through memories of your life to this sound it hits and hurts a lot
@@nate_35gtr Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
Imagine dying beautifully like this.. when u r in the hospital.. with some melody in the background... Clock ticking.. someone holding ur hand... Tears flowing down ur eyes, thinking about the memories u had... And slowly falling asleep and never waking up..
“Hey look at me, youre gonna be okay. You’re gonna be fine. You’re gonna get all better and we’re gonna leave here. As soon as you’re better we can go anywhere you want to. I promise. Just listen to the sound of my voice and not the machine. hey listen to me, I love you so much. I don’t wanna lose you. Not like this”
I still listen to this . I come back to it whenever i can't fight anymore and whenever i feel numb or unable to express any feelings or cry .. 13 sep 2023 1:30am
Just imagine you and your soulmate sneak out in the middle of the night to go sit on top of a roof or go to a park to just watch the stars as this song plays
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†! -
My greatest fear is going through life alone. I don’t want to die alone. I don’t want to spend the best years of my life alone. I want to make an impact. I want to *be* the shoulder to cry on, the person whose face you bury in and just let it all out. I want to feel important. I hope some of you can relate.
I can relate because I have no one in my life too and I'm probably going to die alone, but I accepted it. Maybe my already deceased sister will be waiting for me once I go to the other side.
POV: Its raining, it’s always raining. Nothing but the rain. At least for you, you’ve been asleep for long periods of times. You are awake, you look over to your faithful partner. They give you a smile, and a comforting squeeze of your hand. You’re slipping away from them, it’s almost too sad to bear. You hear a baby’s laughter as you make an effort to smile. It hurts, but you raise your voice, “Take me back to the night we met.” Your partner gave a pained smile, pushing hairs from your fading eyes, “I had all of you and then some of you, now none of you.” You finished with the last energy you had, “take me back to the night we met.” Everything fades away as you slowly leave your body. You let the darkness engulf you as you hear them repeat for the last Time “take me back, babe.” You then hear shuffling and a door clicking. Then pure silence mixed with the gentle chime of a lullaby with everything fading out. It’s gone, your gone.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Our world is slowly getting hotter and hotter, and my state is at risk of another mass fire. Its been concerning. The idea of having to evacuate my home again. And yet by coincidence, after I finished listening to this I walked to my back door and saw rain. Its been ages since it last rained. So maybe someone somewhere is living their last moments, but they bring the rain. And to all of you that are going through depression and feeling suicidal. You can make it a little better I promise. I've done permeant damage to my body, but I am still standing. The pain never leaves, but I've made room for love and happiness again. So what is stopping you. I'll most likely never meet you, but I'll love you like you are family. Take care and hold on, the rain makes way for new life.
This gives me the vibe of: you fell in love when You were younger with a man/woman and we’re together till you were 18. At 18 y’all get into a fight and break up. A day later you realize that was a mistake and you try to find them only to realize they have moved away and you had no way to contact or find them. your 22 with them still in mind you try to find them one more time and with luck you do...only to find they are now happy and married. Now at 85 years old you are married had children and they have children. You love your wife/husband and family of course but as you listen to your grand children running and playing at your peak of death. You remember when you first met them and you wish you could go back and redo it all. And only you wouldn’t have been a coward maybe they would have been in your life today
@@suzannorman2027 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†! -
God thank u so much for every morning im waking for every breath im taking for every thought im thinking for every touch im feeling for giving me everything without even asking for it...... ❤
God, the child laughing.. sound exactly like my baby brother. I’m crying rn. But this honestly makes me want to stay alive, I never want to go trough something like that. 💔
POV - You lost your 5 yr old girl and husband in a car accident. You are at the hospital , the doctor has announced that they are no more. You are sitting in the lobby, bombarded with all the moments your girl laughed , your husband laughed with you but now it only brings unending streams of tears . The last thing your husband told you was to get married , have children and live and have many grandchildren .
I remember this. I used to listen to this when I was contemplating. I just randomly thought of it now and it’s hitting. I ruined a lot of people and failed a lot of people- now im just trying for my baby brother. To be honest, nobody really matters except him. He’s the light of my life. Everyone I love at this moment, has hurt me in some way (including my mother, and I love her to death) but my little brother? He hasn’t done anything wrong. I love you, little man. I’ll see you soon when I fly out ❤️
If I'm not thriving - doing my meditations, yoga, workout 7 days a week, extensively studying after coming home , hanging out with friends , being on top with all deadlines, vc with my family everyday , getting 8 hrs of sleep, eating healthy , buying fruits daily ,practicing creative hobby, journaling ..... Then I'm falling apart . And i mean literally falling apart. I will be awake whole night , scrolling , eat anything and everything , drink half a glass a water, forget to brush or bath or call family and dont even bother about opening and communicating with anyone , just rot in my bed
She heard her baby's giggle one last time, it was the most adorable thing she had ever heard. She realized if this was dying it wasn't so bad after all, she died happily and satisfied just hearing her baby's giggle was enough for one day, or a lifetime even.
POV: this song is representing your life from birth to death, all the memories you made over the years flash in your mind. with the last beep of your life line you got a glimpse of your deceased relatives with open arms, waiting for you.
This makes me think of all the people dying of Covid in the hospital. After a long life of love happiness pain and sorrow you catch a virus that’s ultimately ends you’re life. How sad
POV: ur dying in the hospital, remembering all the best moments with your lover who had passed away and raising your kids all the way to adulthood with them, and then you breathe your final breath and depart to heaven to be reunited with your lover
Please please please do more songs like this. The laughing baby, the ventilator effect, it’s just perfect. If I’m to die in a hospital, this is how I want to die. A baby laughing with two new parents that have huge smiles on there face next door and just me and a flashback of my life.😌
it reminds me of my self when i was at the hospital for like a month loosing hope the person who stayed at my side that time is the one who's gone now imissu:(
Lyrics I am not the only traveler Who has not repaid his debt I've been searching for a trail to follow again Take me back to the night we met And then I can tell myself What the hell I'm supposed to do And then I can tell myself Not to ride along with you I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Oh, take me back to the night we met When the night was full of terrors And your eyes were filled with tears When you had not touched me yet Oh, take me back to the night we met I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Take me back to the night we met
After my late boyfriend passed away in December 2020, I've wondered what it feels like. No don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I'm just wondering what he went through, as he wasn't conscious for 2 days before finally falling asleep, for good. I wonder if he heard us. I wonder if it hurt. This, this song/remix tugged at the heartstrings. Thank you.
lost my grandma to cancer almost a month ago. the last time i saw her i was saying goodbye and said i'd come back once i was done with my final exams. i promised her that i'd come back. i was too late. i woke up one day with a call from my sister saying we lost her. i was so mad at myself. i couldn't keep my promise. i could've hugged her one last time, told her that i loved her. but i couldn't. now for the rest of my life i'm going to live with this. regreting that i never got to see her, hear her voice for the last time. she was the most caring, lovely, sweet, nice person i've ever met. i will never forget how strong she was. listening to this song reminded me of her. made me think of what kind of a mindset she was in at her last day in the hospital bed. and now she's with her parents and her daughter. nenej... love you forever 29.01.21
this brings back memories...... the oxygen machine..... the rain as it pours....... the beeping of the machines..... time moving slowly but at the same time fast...... the tears rolling down my cheeks..... the fear...... the emptiness..... the memories flashing before my eyes........ holding their hand...... thinking of our childhood together...... our little laughs running around the gardens....... never getting to tell them the truth...... never getting to say I love you..... not being ready to say goodbye..... saying goodbye..... blaming myself...... never feeling the same way again........
The juxtaposing signs of life from the baby laughing and the distant sense of a ticking clock is a clear reminder that we all are born and since are running out of very precious time. Live and live now!
It's been a year you better have not done a fucking thing to yourself, you don't enjoy life, okay, life sucks, fair enough, but ti's not forever, you weren't just gifted the gift of life, but the gift to make it through the good and the bad, and to continue to live for the people who want you to be alive, to prosper, now that could be anyone, your friend, best friend, mum dad gran grandad, it's different for everyone, but whoever they are, they love you, you may think they don't but what's not to love? You are loved, if you tell yourself your not you will never believe it, and the best way to show those people who love you that you are alive is to get out if bed and say to life, bring it on, because if there's one thing that we can all do, it is that we can do this, you are not alone, if you deal with suicidal thought or suicide as a whole you need to talk to someone, get help, there are suicide help lines in almost evet area in the world, and there all anonymous, you are only human, everyone needs to help eachother, even if that help is a school counseller, get help, you matter.
Whenever I hear this song it reminds of all the memories I had as the happiest child & the memories of each person that I still love either lost or still here, most importantly memories that take to places I’ve never been before...
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†! -
Hey Hey yes you reading this you are not alone, ok you got this as a person that is healing I know how it feels to be broken, used ,damaged, lost... but you eventually find yourself revolved with a lot of love that you dont realize was there the whole time , your purpose here on earth has a lot of potential live, free yourself it will get easier let go and most importantly hold your hand by Gods hand he will heal you help you and get you to the right path I love you
I listen to this song for comfort. I’m suppose to have a serious surgery on my back in January. It’s the third one to hopefully fix my pain. I have sm anxiety like what if I die or what if It makes it worse. This song really helps relax me.
Seek to fulfill those regrets, life is to short for us to us to fight ourselves on coulda, woulda, shoulda. You may not get what you hope to achieve, but if you tried, you've done the most you can to fulfill them. Live happily while ya can bud
Whoever is reading this right now… we will probably never meet but I wish you all the best in your life! Some things could be very problematic due to the current situation, but keep fighting for your goals and dreams! You can do anything you want! Have a nice day!❤️
Pov: "you have just had your first child with your husband of 6 years. You Are extremely happy to start a new part of you life with your newborn baby and husband. However, the delivery was extremely hard and it took alot of your strength away, so much so that you began to feel yourself slowly lose your consciousness. You begin to feel all your energy Fade, your vision starts to shut down and your hearing becomes so faint. You can also feel you loosing all your body shut down. Then....you fall deep into the darkness and into a deep deep sleep, one that you will never wake up from".
Its like im missing something... this THING will complete me. Im to scared to be me. Im scared that ppl will judge me, im scared ppl would not love me, im scared that I would be alone, I want love, but im mentally not ready, I dont want love but I do. Its a tiny person that makes me do what I dont want to do, he created my depression, my anxiety, and my lonlyness. He's hella mean.
Pov: it’s the last scène from a zombie film, everyone died, you’re the last one alive walking in the hospital while the zombies are breaking trough the door.
the baby's laughter is right next door, while someone's life is ending someone's life is just starting
So creativeee
Damn! :(
It actually reminds me when i was a little baby those are last memories before i die
If you've read Attack on titan you can now see that one panel once again. Beautiful indeed.
@@purplekate09 that’s not how it works tho you stay in ur bloodline when u reincarnate so it was just a coincidence
People who listen to sad songs while happy is a whole different breed of unstable
I listen to phoebe Bridgers 24/7 and i very much unstable
@@localfairy_1113 literally same
Don't call me out ;-;
HM. No need to slap me in the face with that brick buddy.
I am apparently the most unstable person you'll ever meet then!
Imagine:
You cant open your eyes. But you feel you are lying in a bed. Not your own, the sheets feel cold. You hear someone laughing. A child maybe, you cant really tell. It has something comforting, it sounds like the laughing is slowly becoming more quiet, almost like the kid laughing is running down a hallway.
As you slowly become more conscious you hear a frequent beep joining the now almost disappearing laughter.
A door opens but you don't know where. Someone is in the room with you. The beep is gone.
You want to scream to the person to not leave you alone but she doesn't hear you. She leaves and now all you hear is your own breath and the rain. Your breath becomes faster and faster and faster.
And suddenly...all the memories flash back.
You feel the pain in your body. In your head as you recall the incidents that happened before you ended up here.
The fun and joy you felt with him/her. The wind blowing in your hair and messing it up, your partner looking at you like you were the most beautiful person existing in this sad world. He/she looked you deep in your eyes, their love for you written on their face as you shrieked in joy as you screamed faster! He/she speeding up the car.
Then the crash. You felt like you were dying. The pain was
everywhere. Panic flashing in your eyes as you cant feel your partners hand. With all your willpower you look over, only to see your partners body next to you. Blood everywhere but a smile on their face as they looked at you. He/she looked you deep in the eyes and said "thank you, thank you so much. I'll wait for you up there".
You saw their life flashing out of their normally joyfully face. You wanted to hold their hand. Tell them that everything will be fine but you cant move. As you managed to lift your blood covered hand you saw your love not breathing
Back in reality you realised you must be in a hospital. Suddenly the realisation hit you. They didnt make it...
Feeling your breath becoming slower again you recall the night you met him/her.
Dancing in the rain.
You both run away from the party. Hand in hand and slightly drunk you came to a park with a pavillon. It looked like there was a wedding. The band started playing their instruments. Lead from a violin. It played something from chopin. You looked at your new made friend a grin growing on your face. They returned your smirk and you slowly started dancing to it. Clothes wet just like your hair you looked each other in the eyes. Your chest felt warm... as you realised that the person you are dancing with in the rain in a park to chopin might be your soul mate. The gaze they gave you made you think they feel the same as you slowly leaned in to kiss.
It was the most beautiful night you ever experienced.
It was the night you met him/her.
The pain started to become stronger but you smiled, the rain hitting against the window making you think of them.
A single tear rolled down your face as you took your final breath.
"I'm coming darling. You don't need to wait any longer. I'm coming"
This is so GOOD
wow im sobbing
Oh man I was not choked up by this song until I read this comment with it
@@user-qm6vt2he5j oh 100% yeah, beautiful writing!!
This literally made me cry so hard what the actual hell😭
"whatever our souls are made of...
his and mine are the same."
“He’s more myself than I am.”
"He's half my soul as the poets say!"
"I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell, I would know him blind, by the way his breath came and feet struck the earth.
I would know him in death, at the end of the world."
Isn't it?
Same.♥️ Night boys.
Just imagine your on the hospital bed while you can hear the rain sounds from the window and a radio playing on the table which is the night we met, and your just there dying slowly at midnight while no one knows
ouch that stung
this actually happened a lot in hospitals during covid lockdown
ouch..that one hurt a little.. :(
yoo :(
I read an fanfic called where one of the characters, lets call him Character B, died of FYI in the Character A arms while A slept, in B's hospital bed together with him. A, only noticed when he woke up because B, was way too relaxed and sleeping...
POV: this was in my recommended
Same
Same
yup
Same
same
it’s been 8 years since my best friend died. i miss him dearly
Oh God, I'm so sorry... He's in a better place now, he's not suffering. But you need to know that the day will come when you meet him. I know it's hard and words like these may not necessarily lift your spirits, but you need to know that you are very strong, I believe and I promise, everything will work out.
POV: You just gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.. but the delivery was too complicated... now you're on your death bed.. you feel the life out of you slowly being sucked away.. All you hear is the ECG machine and the rain.. but your baby's laugher is what rings in your ears.. that is what makes you want to hold on.. to see her grow up.. to see her happyy..
The line which says "I had all of you, most of you, some and now none of you".. reminds you of how you felt when you first saw your baby during sonography.. your baby was within you.. just to yourself... and as the delivery day came closer, you could feel yourself worsening.. you wish you could be taken back to that sonography day.. when you knew that your baby was right there with you..
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
That baby laughing after she killed her mummy, (that was a joke I'm not serious)
I don't have a uterus, so I did not give birth to that damn sadistic baby .
Now I'm crying for a child i didn't even have
I wasn’t planning on crying.There’s not really any reason for me to cry rn.I clicked thinking how beautiful this would sound , and I instantly started crying. This really is beautiful.
Aww tysm ily 😘
same
Why is this so tear-inducing?
Fuck. Same. I was washed away by an overwhelming sadness, and the tears came flowing. This is so beautiful.
I'm glad I have someone else to cry with me rn. This edit just made me think back to my early childhood, with my old friends and the fun we had. God, I remember the last day of elementary school where we promised that we would stay friends forever. Now here we are, halfway through 1st year of high school, barely talking to each other. Dammit, I wasn't planning on crying so much.
UR SLOWLY DYING ON THE HOSPITAL WHILE REMEMBERING THE DAYS U WERE HAPPY :’)
Thank u for the likes and u are loved
why do you wanna make me cry? :((
I love u
P a i n
@@noyet4770 thank u
That would’ve been a short replay of memories for me...
POV:
You are very old and are sitting alone in your home, you lie down on your bed and fall asleep. As soon as you do you start to fall, you look around and see clouds and a heavenly sky. You’re dying. As you fall your life flashes before your eyes:
The sleepover you had with your friends in elementary school, your first school dance, driving down an empty road laughing with your closest friends, the graduation of high school, getting into college, moving into your dorm, the graduation of college, your deepest heart break, getting a job, meeting the love of your life, getting married, moving into a home, getting promoted, getting a pet together, slow dancing next to a window while it’s snowing with your loved one, having a child, sleepless nights, kindergarten, hanging your child’s finger painting, having a second child, them graduating high school, then college, mourning the loss of your favorite pet, retirement, attending weddings, children moving away, your spouse passing, you thinking about how for the first and last time in your life you were truly happy, and in peace, you let go. You soar high above the treetops, and skies, you create a rainbow to show your family that you are okay, and you rejoice with your beloved pet, spouse, siblings, parents, and grandparents. You look back on every choice you made, they all contributed to making you, you. With a last breath of the air in your lungs, you say with joy and confidence, “thank you”.
this made me cry
I actually balled to this
wow..
shut up
@@karlasalguero4489 never
"I didn't know we were making memories, we were just living"
TW!
The baby laughter. That’s you. It’s the first time you laughed. Maybe it’s been a while since you laughed. But that won’t be the last. There’ll be a lot more laughter. I promise. Don’t let the beeps of the machine that’s keeping you here be the last memory the people you love have of you. That’s if you’re lucky. Imagine not having made memories, then being too late. C’mon. You have so much to show them and they have so much to show you. Go explore. Go love. Go live ❤️
😢😌
Thank you. I really needed this :)❤️
you made me cry...
@@JoeMama-vt2dy I hope you’re doing ok ❤️
@@kkamila1089 I’m sorry ❤️
I want hear this when I will be dying...
EDT:OMFG thank u so much for likes
Yw but stay safe and dont die ❤️❤️
@@haruado1011 I'll try💘
If u want to talk to someone just let me your ig and it would be a pleasure to talk to you,i've been through hard times too,at least all go...
@@dianaulian1337 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
@@redeemedthroughchrist878 I love the way u gave so much time to write all of this I tend to find the most internally beautiful ppl in the comment section of the best music ❤️
Im so overwhelmed/exhausted I have many missing assignments. Im so tired. I need to redo an essay because of plagiarism and I still dont know the consequences I will be getting. Im at my lowest. I want to give up. I have no motivation. This song, I cant explain it, I love it. It helps me a lot. Who ever is reading this im so proud of you! You got this!
i’m so proud of you too ! you got this ! please know that you are loved and cared for by many, including me. i know everything is so exhausting, but everything will get better. but please, stay here. the world is not ready to lose an angel like you. i’m here if you ever need to talk
i hope that you’re okay and doing well :) i’m so proud of you
@@brenda3535 tysm !! ily, your words mean everything. Im doing so much better right now thank you :)🤍🤍
@@Kristina-rp5ku tysm !! ily, your words mean everything to me, Im doing so much better right now, thank you :)🤍🤍
@@valeriaprado4396 This made me so happy! I'm glad you're doing good these days. You're loved :)
hits different when you're listening at this while having a breakdown and its midnight.
I hate how my family calls me selfish because of attempted suicide but I don't think they realize that they're kinda being selfish as well for forcing me to go through so much pain and then tell me I'm fine. they all cared when I was almost dead but now that I'm ”better” they stopped caring again, kinda like I'm invisible.
you are not selfish stay safe and happy!
I’m a week late. I just want to say your pain is valid no matter how big or small they are. You’ve gotten through 100% of your bad days to make it through this one.
you're not invisible. you're real. so are your feelings. you got this. we are all happy that you survived. sure if you took your life, some would move on and walk forward but next time you feel like doing it. think about that one person that will stop walking. because they can't seem to move on. suicide doesn't remove the pain. it just passes the pain on. I promise the world will not be better without you. you're here for a reason. the world needs you. don't leave us so soon. you are loved. remember that
Hi, I love you so much, please be strong !! 💖
Theres this note on our mugs in my country that says:you're going to feel better soon:)if you need to talk,let me know
Whenever i hear this song all i can think about is under the led lights
PLS ME TOO OMGGG😭😭
Same
Same wtf I knew this song from the fanfiction 🥲
Same that broke me so much
@Crocodilesoup UwU what fanfiction?
imagine that your pain disappears, your sadness, your pain, all the darkness that you have inside you disappears. You are finally happy, happy like the newborn baby and you hope he has a better life than you. Your last tear runs smoothly down your head . You hear your loved ones cry but you can't do anything anymore even if you scream one last time how much you love them ,they won't hear youbecause your last breath flew away like a little butterfly. Now you can close your eyes. Everyone loves you.
Yes- Imagine is a great word. As for me, I can't say it'd ever happen.
5 seconds before clicking on the video I was totally fine.
The song starts, my smile fades but I love this song. The rain. It's not even dark yet. I almost broke into pieces by hearing the baby laughs. You, remembering your whole life maybe ? I couldn't explain why that broke me but I got so emotional I felt like crying.
My life is not in danger, I'm not depressed, just the power of music and surrounding noises.
This hits hard differently especially at night with your eyes closed just imagining and going through memories of your life to this sound it hits and hurts a lot
yes i made this edit like that:DD
yeah it does.
it does
That's exactly what I'm doing but I've got tears in my eyes that won't shed
Facts
this needs more attention
Yess 🖤🖤
hii i love your username, what kind of sandwich r u
@@nate_35gtr Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
@@redeemedthroughchrist878 I'm a satanist lol. Hail satan!!!
@@JustMe-if4nu 💀
Imagine dying beautifully like this.. when u r in the hospital.. with some melody in the background... Clock ticking.. someone holding ur hand... Tears flowing down ur eyes, thinking about the memories u had... And slowly falling asleep and never waking up..
'i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you'.
thats my favourite bit
“Hey look at me, youre gonna be okay. You’re gonna be fine. You’re gonna get all better and we’re gonna leave here. As soon as you’re better we can go anywhere you want to. I promise. Just listen to the sound of my voice and not the machine. hey listen to me, I love you so much. I don’t wanna lose you. Not like this”
stop it
bRUH
Oh no oh no oh no here come the tears
k I cried so much but where is this from???
lol instead my parents said that they were gonna kill me
THE WAY MY PILLOWS SOAKED WITH MY TEARS-
edit: lol guess im famous now or whatevr
I hope ur fine
@@devadathkv3169 I- well- 🥲💯🙏
@@rei8592 I didnt get u
@@devadathkv3169 in conclusion im mentally unstable
@@rei8592 Talk to someone...It really helps coz it helped me.
I still listen to this . I come back to it whenever i can't fight anymore and whenever i feel numb or unable to express any feelings or cry ..
13 sep 2023
1:30am
“Be a Clay Jensen in a world full of Bryce Walker”
gonna kms because of this cringe
@@sigurdchristiansen785 you have no idea maybe one day you understand bro..
this.
Fuck ya man I just ended 13 reason's why and now I'm crying my ass off.
@@sigurdchristiansen785 su1cide is never something to joke about. Ever!
You could add the heart thingy sound and then at the end your heart stops.
"The heart thingy sound" ... lol
ohh like the long beep
If they did that I probably never would’ve stopped crying lmao
I wouldn't be able to listen to it... Because it gives me anxiety...
@@rlylownick6383 oh I understand lol. I listen to worse stuff than this
an electrocardiographic heart monitor dead zoning would be a great addition to the ending of the song!
Just imagine you and your soulmate sneak out in the middle of the night to go sit on top of a roof or go to a park to just watch the stars as this song plays
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
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@@redeemedbyjesus9510 thank you sooo much I really appreciate that and I do believe in god or a something that helps us when we’re in need
@Bushcraftowy Nożownik you will trust
oh my.
our last night 🥺
this gave me an unbelievably large sinking feeling in my chest. this hurts so bad. i think i want it fight to stay here now
Did you fight? I hope you did
@@janneduartee9212 yes of course:) still am. are you?
So glad you did, hope you’re doing great.
And yes I am as well, time heals all
is it really worth staying cuz rn I'm just exhausted
My greatest fear is going through life alone. I don’t want to die alone. I don’t want to spend the best years of my life alone.
I want to make an impact. I want to *be* the shoulder to cry on, the person whose face you bury in and just let it all out. I want to feel important.
I hope some of you can relate.
I can relate because I have no one in my life too and I'm probably going to die alone, but I accepted it. Maybe my already deceased sister will be waiting for me once I go to the other side.
POV: Its raining, it’s always raining. Nothing but the rain. At least for you, you’ve been asleep for long periods of times. You are awake, you look over to your faithful partner. They give you a smile, and a comforting squeeze of your hand. You’re slipping away from them, it’s almost too sad to bear. You hear a baby’s laughter as you make an effort to smile. It hurts, but you raise your voice, “Take me back to the night we met.”
Your partner gave a pained smile, pushing hairs from your fading eyes,
“I had all of you and then some of you, now none of you.”
You finished with the last energy you had,
“take me back to the night we met.” Everything fades away as you slowly leave your body. You let the darkness engulf you as you hear them repeat for the last Time “take me back, babe.” You then hear shuffling and a door clicking. Then pure silence mixed with the gentle chime of a lullaby with everything fading out. It’s gone, your gone.
ew im crying 😸
..
I got goosebumps reading this.
"I found you."
A trembling, tender laugh escaped Akaashi. He smiled.
"You found me."
I found by sleeping at last is really good 🥺
Aww!! I love it!!
I'M CRYING PLEASE
Second reference ive seen, now im bawling my eyes out 😀👍🏻
How dare you make me cry this hard
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you
You just saved my life.
This comment is so wholesome 🥺
Thank youuuuu!!
Thank you so much
Thank you. I broke down crying when i read this. Cause i've been having problems in my life
the baby laughs had me in tears because i miss being small so much
Me about to fall asleep:
The baby: 👺
im sorry for that lmaoo
@@haruado1011 lmao honestly it’s nice but it scared me ahhaha
Lmaoo
PLEASE
Samee, it was creepy but it made the song better
the way my eyes filled with tears even thought i have nothing to cry about-
im sorry pls be happy ily:D
Our world is slowly getting hotter and hotter, and my state is at risk of another mass fire. Its been concerning. The idea of having to evacuate my home again. And yet by coincidence, after I finished listening to this I walked to my back door and saw rain. Its been ages since it last rained. So maybe someone somewhere is living their last moments, but they bring the rain.
And to all of you that are going through depression and feeling suicidal. You can make it a little better I promise. I've done permeant damage to my body, but I am still standing. The pain never leaves, but I've made room for love and happiness again. So what is stopping you. I'll most likely never meet you, but I'll love you like you are family. Take care and hold on, the rain makes way for new life.
The laugh sounds so happy and free 😩😭🥰🥰
Pov: you hold your significant others hand as you say “I love you” one last time....
hey don’t make me cry harder
*The Galaxy is Endless flash backs*
if only I had one to hold on to 😕
This gives me the vibe of: you fell in love when You were younger with a man/woman and we’re together till you were 18. At 18 y’all get into a fight and break up. A day later you realize that was a mistake and you try to find them only to realize they have moved away and you had no way to contact or find them. your 22 with them still in mind you try to find them one more time and with luck you do...only to find they are now happy and married. Now at 85 years old you are married had children and they have children. You love your wife/husband and family of course but as you listen to your grand children running and playing at your peak of death. You remember when you first met them and you wish you could go back and redo it all. And only you wouldn’t have been a coward maybe they would have been in your life today
Moral of the story: tell them you love them before it’s too late
@@suzannorman2027 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
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Idk why I clicked in this video but I cried for 10 minutes. That fear of dying really came together with all the suppressed feelings inside me
God thank u so much for every morning im waking for every breath im taking for every thought im thinking for every touch im feeling for giving me everything without even asking for it...... ❤
Am I the only one who thought of 13 Reasons Why , when Justin is in the hospital? :((
yes and now im balling my eyes out 😔✊
I only read the book, i can't remember he was ever in a hospital. I suppose it happened on the movie, y?
@@alessandraverdeveneracion1846 yes. after the first season, there is a deviation from the plot of the book
Yes omg 😭
oh god don’t remind me 😭😭😭
under the light of a galaxy that was once theirs, kenma could still feel as though kuroo was still with him, even if just for a while.
Noooooo kenma 🥺
Why would you do that ?
@@kalyanidumont5977 i didn’t want to suffer alone
@@remvnar3766 what was the Reason ??
🥺🥺
God, the child laughing.. sound exactly like my baby brother. I’m crying rn. But this honestly makes me want to stay alive, I never want to go trough something like that. 💔
POV -
You lost your 5 yr old girl and husband in a car accident. You are at the hospital , the doctor has announced that they are no more. You are sitting in the lobby, bombarded with all the moments your girl laughed , your husband laughed with you but now it only brings unending streams of tears . The last thing your husband told you was to get married , have children and live and have many grandchildren .
Were going to boost this. This needs attention
Aww ty 🥺❤️
B O O S T
this cute but sad at the same time 😭
I remember this. I used to listen to this when I was contemplating. I just randomly thought of it now and it’s hitting. I ruined a lot of people and failed a lot of people- now im just trying for my baby brother. To be honest, nobody really matters except him. He’s the light of my life. Everyone I love at this moment, has hurt me in some way (including my mother, and I love her to death) but my little brother? He hasn’t done anything wrong. I love you, little man. I’ll see you soon when I fly out ❤️
This give me 13 reasons why chills 😔
All I think about is in another life 😭😭
Or the galaxy is endless
Under the LED lights :c
Me too
The baby laughter reminded me so much of my baby brother. He's the reason I keep going on in life
same :D
I want a baby brother so badly
If I'm not thriving - doing my meditations, yoga, workout 7 days a week, extensively studying after coming home , hanging out with friends , being on top with all deadlines, vc with my family everyday , getting 8 hrs of sleep, eating healthy , buying fruits daily ,practicing creative hobby, journaling ..... Then I'm falling apart . And i mean literally falling apart. I will be awake whole night , scrolling , eat anything and everything , drink half a glass a water, forget to brush or bath or call family and dont even bother about opening and communicating with anyone , just rot in my bed
She heard her baby's giggle one last time, it was the most adorable thing she had ever heard. She realized if this was dying it wasn't so bad after all, she died happily and satisfied just hearing her baby's giggle was enough for one day, or a lifetime even.
"i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you." that hit a little too close to home
POV: this song is representing your life from birth to death, all the memories you made over the years flash in your mind. with the last beep of your life line you got a glimpse of your deceased relatives with open arms, waiting for you.
The description is everything I needed to hear
This makes me think of all the people dying of Covid in the hospital. After a long life of love happiness pain and sorrow you catch a virus that’s ultimately ends you’re life. How sad
POV: ur dying in the hospital, remembering all the best moments with your lover who had passed away and raising your kids all the way to adulthood with them, and then you breathe your final breath and depart to heaven to be reunited with your lover
Reminds me when Justin was in the hospital and everyone went to see him 💔
*sobs*
I wanna cry
Nooooooooooooo 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Yes. Same hit my mind😭
Justin Bieber?
Please please please do more songs like this. The laughing baby, the ventilator effect, it’s just perfect. If I’m to die in a hospital, this is how I want to die. A baby laughing with two new parents that have huge smiles on there face next door and just me and a flashback of my life.😌
This, I feel this song in my soul
it reminds me of my self when i was at the hospital for like a month loosing hope the person who stayed at my side that time is the one who's gone now imissu:(
awww 🥺
Lyrics
I am not the only traveler
Who has not repaid his debt
I've been searching for a trail to follow again
Take me back to the night we met
And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to ride along with you
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Oh, take me back to the night we met
When the night was full of terrors
And your eyes were filled with tears
When you had not touched me yet
Oh, take me back to the night we met
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Take me back to the night we met
Wow ty ❤️
After my late boyfriend passed away in December 2020, I've wondered what it feels like.
No don't worry, I'm not suicidal.
I'm just wondering what he went through, as he wasn't conscious for 2 days before finally falling asleep, for good.
I wonder if he heard us.
I wonder if it hurt.
This, this song/remix tugged at the heartstrings. Thank you.
I am so sorry for your loss
lost my grandma to cancer almost a month ago. the last time i saw her i was saying goodbye and said i'd come back once i was done with my final exams. i promised her that i'd come back. i was too late. i woke up one day with a call from my sister saying we lost her. i was so mad at myself. i couldn't keep my promise. i could've hugged her one last time, told her that i loved her. but i couldn't. now for the rest of my life i'm going to live with this. regreting that i never got to see her, hear her voice for the last time. she was the most caring, lovely, sweet, nice person i've ever met. i will never forget how strong she was. listening to this song reminded me of her. made me think of what kind of a mindset she was in at her last day in the hospital bed. and now she's with her parents and her daughter. nenej... love you forever 29.01.21
Bokuto no longer smelled like a hospital.
Bokuto smelled like... Home.
in another life reference
STOP IM SOBBING
nOOO EVERYTIME I FINALLY FORGET ABOUT IT IT SOMEHOW MAKES ANOTHER APPEARANCE hsfoiajifoh this is torture
ow 🤭
for gods sake...
"I found you", "you found me" , In another life we shall meet again.
This hit me so hard, let say my pillows are wet
@@emmatheriault5847 HELP , so you've read in another life, huh? ;)
@@69dawg no I’m sorry but should i read it, is it on wattpad
ouch >:/
this brings back memories...... the oxygen machine..... the rain as it pours....... the beeping of the machines..... time moving slowly but at the same time fast...... the tears rolling down my cheeks..... the fear...... the emptiness..... the memories flashing before my eyes........ holding their hand...... thinking of our childhood together...... our little laughs running around the gardens....... never getting to tell them the truth...... never getting to say I love you..... not being ready to say goodbye..... saying goodbye..... blaming myself...... never feeling the same way again........
The way I cried so much in the last two hours that I even started to tremble
Bokuto spoke, his voice peaceful. Healthy. Whole.
"I found you."
A trembling tender laugh escaped Akaashi. He smiled.
"You found me."
bye im gonna cry
what movie or series?
@@akshitupadhyay3111 this is from a fanfic called in another life but the characters are from haikyuu
@@greyay ohh haikyuu, thanks
Damn i thought this was from anhonaha,
me: *looks at the title*
also me: well looks like im about to cry
I feel like the laughing is flash backs of my past.
Yes they are...
The juxtaposing signs of life from the baby laughing and the distant sense of a ticking clock is a clear reminder that we all are born and since are running out of very precious time. Live and live now!
Everytime I play this song. I always feel sad and depressed about memories that i don't even have
Not me replaying the ending of deathly hollows in my head with this song playing
"we eat lies, when our heart is hungry"
I wish I could donate my life to someone who actually want to live
It's been a year you better have not done a fucking thing to yourself, you don't enjoy life, okay, life sucks, fair enough, but ti's not forever, you weren't just gifted the gift of life, but the gift to make it through the good and the bad, and to continue to live for the people who want you to be alive, to prosper, now that could be anyone, your friend, best friend, mum dad gran grandad, it's different for everyone, but whoever they are, they love you, you may think they don't but what's not to love? You are loved, if you tell yourself your not you will never believe it, and the best way to show those people who love you that you are alive is to get out if bed and say to life, bring it on, because if there's one thing that we can all do, it is that we can do this, you are not alone, if you deal with suicidal thought or suicide as a whole you need to talk to someone, get help, there are suicide help lines in almost evet area in the world, and there all anonymous, you are only human, everyone needs to help eachother, even if that help is a school counseller, get help, you matter.
so ill make a video like short documentary ...not very high quality but ill try my best ty for all comment,view and life story.
hey!i just subscribed :)
Hey Are you from Turkey
@@asya6047 evet
... "you scape from reality, you are free now, Tendou"
Whenever I hear this song it reminds of all the memories I had as the happiest child & the memories of each person that I still love either lost or still here, most importantly memories that take to places I’ve never been before...
This is the first time I hear a breathing machine since my dad died, it hits harder than I thought
This laughing baby is my little brother that have no idea whats going on and want to play💔
This gives off In Another Life vibes, I'm crying 😢
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
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omgggg ikr
nice profile picture my guy
Hey Hey yes you reading this you are not alone, ok you got this as a person that is healing I know how it feels to be broken, used ,damaged, lost... but you eventually find yourself revolved with a lot of love that you dont realize was there the whole time , your purpose here on earth has a lot of potential live, free yourself it will get easier let go and most importantly hold your hand by Gods hand he will heal you help you and get you to the right path I love you
It’s impossible not to cry while listening to this
I listen to this song for comfort. I’m suppose to have a serious surgery on my back in January. It’s the third one to hopefully fix my pain. I have sm anxiety like what if I die or what if It makes it worse. This song really helps relax me.
Stay safe and get well soon ❤️
Thank you 🥺💕
hope everything gets better, ily stay safe! wishing you the best of luck and i hope it goes well
I had major surgery in April and I’m still here, you’ll be fine
you got swag bro. pain is temporary swag is for life. you got this
That's just... Oh god its gorgeous and saddest thing
This made me cry. Lol and I don’t know why I’m finally happy this made me release pain I didn’t know I had
I wanna hear this as I’m leaving this earth
This makes me envision a deathbed and the last thoughts are all the regrets.
I have a lot of regrets.
Seek to fulfill those regrets, life is to short for us to us to fight ourselves on coulda, woulda, shoulda. You may not get what you hope to achieve, but if you tried, you've done the most you can to fulfill them. Live happily while ya can bud
I remember this sadness, strangely comforting, yet so wrong and impulsive.
Whoever is reading this right now… we will probably never meet but I wish you all the best in your life! Some things could be very problematic due to the current situation, but keep fighting for your goals and dreams! You can do anything you want! Have a nice day!❤️
Pov: "you have just had your first child with your husband of 6 years. You Are extremely happy to start a new part of you life with your newborn baby and husband. However, the delivery was extremely hard and it took alot of your strength away, so much so that you began to feel yourself slowly lose your consciousness. You begin to feel all your energy Fade, your vision starts to shut down and your hearing becomes so faint. You can also feel you loosing all your body shut down. Then....you fall deep into the darkness and into a deep deep sleep, one that you will never wake up from".
Its like im missing something... this THING will complete me. Im to scared to be me. Im scared that ppl will judge me, im scared ppl would not love me, im scared that I would be alone, I want love, but im mentally not ready, I dont want love but I do. Its a tiny person that makes me do what I dont want to do, he created my depression, my anxiety, and my lonlyness. He's hella mean.
This just describes how I feel, and It feels good knowing I’m not crazy or that I’m not the only one. I hope your okay, I’ll try to be
Listening to this at 4am hits way different 🤤
Good night 💤 just sleep :))
Pov: it’s the last scène from a zombie film, everyone died, you’re the last one alive walking in the hospital while the zombies are breaking trough the door.