i was in a horrible abusive relationship and a lot of people still dont believe me since hes a narcissist and has convinced everyone i lied. this song speaks to me on another level, i love it so much im so excited for portals!!
The "guess that makes me evil" at the end is just so strong that makes me cry, idk why but I've been crying with all the songs that she posted or did live 😿
✨Lyrics✨ [Verse 1] You called the other day, I stayed away I left your shit on read, four times today And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss Now I'm half skip, jumpin' over narcissists Throwing all your stuff within the abyss Now the role is reversed, I told you I'ma switch How you like my spir?, that's for all the pits, that you left me in See, the words in my head, they're from goddesses Goddesses, on god [Pre-Chorus] No, I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I profеssed It never quitе made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil (Evil, evil, evil) [Verse 2] Remember when you smiled right to my face? As all my little tears of oxalate They made a shape, revealed a snake Now I'm stop-drop rollin' over all your jokes Every time you tell a lie, I'm prayin' that you choke Should've listened to the signs, and the horoscopes Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk You were such a hoax [Pre-Chorus] No, I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil [Outro] Evil, evil, evil, evil Evil, evil, evil, evil Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil
@GayChild I can assure you she said "no" as the first part of the chorus, listen to the snippet version, if I am talking about the wrong part, tell me, and this is not meant to be rude just making sure you aren't spreading misinformation
Pale Waves is such a boring bland band I stopped following them cause song after song sounded the same. Did they evolve at all after their first album?
@Green Ghost Each to their own I guess. I love Pale Waves, I've found that their music evolves with each album and they always have such great messages regarding body positivity, LGBT rights, mental health awareness etc. I don't find them "bland" at all.
i think it was a snippet from a whole other song, it sounds like a rework of both mother of pearl + emerald into one song, the rap from mop and the lyrics from emerald it could be a song from the deluxe or part of another song, it does not fit nymphology at all imo
Aún recuerdo cuando en el 2015, escuché por primera vez a Melanie , es increíble que después de 7 años la siga admirando y nos siga dando estás canciones tan perfectas, por siempre su fan. 🍄🤍
Thank you very much I was looking for this audio and the one of other songs by Mel I wanted to know if you let me use the audio I give you credits in the description
Ты звонил на днях, я держался в стороне. Я оставляла твое дерьмо на прочитанном, четыре раза сегодня И это было похоже на блаженство, я скучал по твоим поцелуям. Теперь я перепрыгиваю через нарциссов. Бросаю все твои вещи в пропасть. Теперь роли поменялись, я же говорил тебе, что поменяюсь. Как тебе сила моего духа? Это за все те ямы, в которых ты меня оставил. Видишь, слова в моей голове - от богинь. Богини, о боге Нет, я никогда не знал, что это значит Что значит быть довольным тобой Всё, что я выражал, я исповедовал И никогда не понимал, что это значит. Говорил, что это всё в моей голове, всё в моей голове. Всякий раз, когда я говорил свою правду Нет, я не буду защищать тебя перед всеми своими друзьями. На этот раз я отказываюсь Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым. Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим. Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, наверное, это делает меня злым (Злым, злым, злым). Помнишь, как ты улыбалась мне прямо в лицо? Когда все мои маленькие слезы из оксалата Они обрели форму, обнажили змею Теперь я стоп-кадр перекатываю все твои шутки. Каждый раз, когда ты говоришь ложь, я молюсь, чтобы ты задохнулся. Надо было прислушаться к знакам и гороскопам. Надеюсь, ты никогда не справишься, надеюсь, ты поскользнешься на мыле. Разбей свою голову как яйцо, хочу увидеть желток. Ты был таким обманом Нет, я никогда не знал, что это значит Что значит быть довольным тобой Всё, что я выражал, я исповедовал Но так и не дошло до конца Говорил, что это всё в моей голове, всё в моей голове. Всякий раз, когда я говорил свою правду Нет, я не буду защищать тебя перед всеми своими друзьями. На этот раз я отказываюсь Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым. Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим. Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, наверное, это делает меня злым, злым, злым. Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым. Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство. Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным. Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим. Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, и это делает меня злым, злым, злым. Злой, злой, злой, злой, злой Злой, злой, злой, злой, злой Любовь к тебе была смертельной, наверное, это делает меня злым.
i love the look and the music, everyones trippping, if u dont like it then its not meant for u, let the ppl who appreciate the new album enjoy the music, shes moving on, if u like her old stuff then go listen to that, its not going anywhere
[Verse] You called the other day, I stayed away I left your shit on read four times today And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss Now I'm hop, skip, jumpin' over narcissists Throwing all your stuff into the abyss Now the role is reversed, I told you I'ma switch How you like my spit? That's for all the pits that you left me in See, the horns on my head? They're from goddesses, goddesses (On god) [Pre-Chorus] (No) I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil Evil, evil [Verse 2] Remember when you smiled right to my face? As all my little tears of oxalate They made a shape, revealed a snake Now I'm stop drop rollin' over all your jokes Every time you tell a lie, I'm prayin' that you choke Should've listened to the signs, and the horoscopes Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk You were such a hoax [Pre-Chorus] (No) I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil [Instrumental] [Chorus] If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil [Outro] Evil, evil, evil, evil Evil, evil, evil, evil Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil
Live from Lollapalooza Argentina 2023
All of her albums are the best tho-
does anyone else love this more than the studio version 😭😭
ME! FINALLY SOMEONE WHO AGREES
YESSS
yes 😭
A lot of the songs on the album are better with the live instrumentation IMO... saw them live a few days ago !
Very much due to how much more real it feels, how louder the audio is, etcs
this is gonna be her best album
FRRRRRRRRRR
Nahhh.. second to crybaby
@@Chxrriesafter school is better then crybaby
@@Chxrries we already past the era of crybaby, portals is awakening and spiritual it’s much more better
@@Andrei043 depende da opinião de cada um
i was in a horrible abusive relationship and a lot of people still dont believe me since hes a narcissist and has convinced everyone i lied. this song speaks to me on another level, i love it so much im so excited for portals!!
i, understand this. Was in a similar situation. This album speaks a lot to me more than K12 and the others.
I hope the studio version will have as much power as this part here 3:37, I love it! 😍 I loveeee the way she said "lethal" omg
IT DID!!!!!
YES OMG SAME but she didnt say it the same 😢
The "guess that makes me evil" at the end is just so strong that makes me cry, idk why but I've been crying with all the songs that she posted or did live 😿
thats emmbarrasing
@@Purratye it’s embarrassing that they connected to the music? lmao
@@Purratye you're embarrassing
lmao
@Poocherrs embarrassing* I appreciate your opinion :D, I understand you might not feel the same and that's okay, hope your having a good day ♡
BEST SONG OF PORTALS PERIOD
Pure facts
You already got the whole album?
@@kevcat4581 no
it’s so sad that the studio version is less grunge and lighter on the guitar :((
This is my favorite song in the whole album, PLEASE LET THIS GET #1
✨Lyrics✨
[Verse 1]
You called the other day, I stayed away
I left your shit on read, four times today
And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss
Now I'm half skip, jumpin' over narcissists
Throwing all your stuff within the abyss
Now the role is reversed, I told you I'ma switch
How you like my spir?, that's for all the pits, that you left me in
See, the words in my head, they're from goddesses
Goddesses, on god
[Pre-Chorus]
No, I never knew what it meant
What it meant to be content with you
Everything I expressed, I profеssed
It never quitе made it through
Said it's all in my head, all in my head
Whenever I spoke my truth
No, I won't defend you to all my friends
This time, I refuse
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil (Evil, evil, evil)
[Verse 2]
Remember when you smiled right to my face?
As all my little tears of oxalate
They made a shape, revealed a snake
Now I'm stop-drop rollin' over all your jokes
Every time you tell a lie, I'm prayin' that you choke
Should've listened to the signs, and the horoscopes
Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap
Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk
You were such a hoax
[Pre-Chorus]
No, I never knew what it meant
What it meant to be content with you
Everything I expressed, I professed
It never quite made it through
Said it's all in my head, all in my head
Whenever I spoke my truth
No, I won't defend you to all my friends
This time, I refuse
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil
[Outro]
Evil, evil, evil, evil
Evil, evil, evil, evil
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil
Its unhealthy how many times im watching this before bed.... I do it every night since first release
Them lyric videos got the words wrong now im stuck with you an amazing comprehender of words😂
@@gaychild7970these lyrics are still wrong i can see at least 2 mistakes so far and i’m like a minute into the song
@@chekhovsgunn if you ignore the no parts its spot on I cant here when mel says no
@GayChild I can assure you she said "no" as the first part of the chorus, listen to the snippet version, if I am talking about the wrong part, tell me, and this is not meant to be rude just making sure you aren't spreading misinformation
All of these songs are going to be on repeat for sure.
I love this song so much I can’t explain it.
I love the character decision! Everything about it is awesome. She truly knows how to make good music and characters
her performance was amazing !! she looked so gorgeous ❤️🩹🧚🏻♀️
this makes me so nostalgic 😭
Love this song. The "instrumental bridge" reminds me of Noises by Pale Waves. Can't wait for Portals 🍄
Pale Waves is such a boring bland band I stopped following them cause song after song sounded the same. Did they evolve at all after their first album?
@Green Ghost Each to their own I guess. I love Pale Waves, I've found that their music evolves with each album and they always have such great messages regarding body positivity, LGBT rights, mental health awareness etc. I don't find them "bland" at all.
evil is definitely my favorite i love it so much
Thank you for the upload!! I've been watching the Evil live on loop, this is my fave Portals song till now!
Two things I loved at the end:
1: The emphasis in "bed"
Idk it sounded so good imo
2: The vibrato on "lethal"
It sounded so majestic
I hope the studio version rocks just as hard as this one bc I be BOPPIN
ty for posting this , THIS SONG IS INSANEEE
IM SO EXCITED FIR THE ALBUMMMMMM
This has my favorite so far ❤️ can’t wait for the whole Portals!!
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH 😭😭😭💗💗💗
thank you🫶🫶
El album es digno de una gira ❤
ugh i love this
I can relate to this in a way for platonic relationships
Ughhh love her ❤❤❤
Most of the demos and snippets I’ve heard from this album could somehow relate to heartbreak???
i’ve heard it’s ab oliver tree. tbh didn’t even know they dated. moon cycles is also said to be a response to one of his songs
this is my FAVE so far omg especially the pre-chorus the atery
all her new songs are so different from before it feels more real and grown up
BEST SONG EVER
ITS ON SPOTIFYYY
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I CANT WAITTT
THE RAPPING WAS APART OF EVIL..
The rapping was nymphology
@@homied8439yk it could be nymphology , but it also could be something like an outro for faerie soirée
@@homied8439 no!
i think it was a snippet from a whole other song, it sounds like a rework of both mother of pearl + emerald into one song, the rap from mop and the lyrics from emerald it could be a song from the deluxe or part of another song, it does not fit nymphology at all imo
@@mox9086 that was exactly what i was thinking, like the lyrics don’t make sense , they’re not about nymphs or anything.
Beautiful
i'm simple love this song, i'm listening it non stop
the BEST of song portals *chef kisses*
Omg is just so good is a mixture of rock and idk im in love
OH MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING
melanie ate up this song. no explanations
THIS GOES SO HARD
I'm so excited for this song to come out, I'm also excited for web to come out too those we're my fav samples
I love this so much, her new era is so different ❤❤
Amazing
I love this song
CANT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM
I'm so excited this is going to be the best Album
I can’t wait to hear the rest of PORTALS 😢😫💜
I listen to this 100x a day
ela tá rockeira ela
que musicão, Jesus ❤❤
KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, A MSC MANOOOO
*Essa é a minha favorita mermão!!!* 🥰🥰🥰
MINHA TBMKKK
SHES COMING TO DEVOURRRRR
She will ate so hard
I would’ve sing this tonight
Looking forward to this song, and Void!!! :)
BEST SONG EVER ARE U KIDDING MEEE
I luv u ❤❤❤
Help I can't stop listening to this
Meu deus esse álbum tá incrementar
"no i wont defend you to all my friends, this time i refuse" felt.
never have I ever related to a song so much as this one.
The album list (for me) Portals,After school,K-12 and crybaby
THIS SHIT IS SO FIRE
this one has a chokehold on me
❤❤❤❤❤❤
Aún recuerdo cuando en el 2015, escuché por primera vez a Melanie , es increíble que después de 7 años la siga admirando y nos siga dando estás canciones tan perfectas, por siempre su fan. 🍄🤍
I love u for making this 🥹🤞🧚🏽
😊
Bro this has to be like the ✨best✨ song on portals!!!!!!
i fear this'll be my favourite song from the album !!
Nossa Alien peituda nunca decepciona 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
100k 🎉
😻😻😻😻
this the only song I've ever cried to
Thank you very much I was looking for this audio and the one of other songs by Mel I wanted to know if you let me use the audio I give you credits in the description
Okay 👍👍👍
@@eating_sour_grapes thanks ✨
me too guys
7 DAYS TILL THE ALBUM AND A FES HOURS TILL DEATHS MUSIC BIDEO!
❤️😍😍😍
Only 3 more days 🎉
this album gonna eat
I like the indie rock vibe
I can’t fuckin wait for the 31st
plase someone filter insturmental and acepella and mix them 😍😭😭😭
that was kinda selfish from your part.
melanie has suffered a lot with leaks.
1k views after 5 hours 😢
Glad to be argentinian
Ты звонил на днях, я держался в стороне.
Я оставляла твое дерьмо на прочитанном, четыре раза сегодня
И это было похоже на блаженство, я скучал по твоим поцелуям.
Теперь я перепрыгиваю через нарциссов.
Бросаю все твои вещи в пропасть.
Теперь роли поменялись, я же говорил тебе, что поменяюсь.
Как тебе сила моего духа?
Это за все те ямы, в которых ты меня оставил.
Видишь, слова в моей голове - от богинь.
Богини, о боге
Нет, я никогда не знал, что это значит
Что значит быть довольным тобой
Всё, что я выражал, я исповедовал
И никогда не понимал, что это значит.
Говорил, что это всё в моей голове, всё в моей голове.
Всякий раз, когда я говорил свою правду
Нет, я не буду защищать тебя перед всеми своими друзьями.
На этот раз я отказываюсь
Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку
Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым.
Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство
Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным
Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим.
Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, наверное, это делает меня злым (Злым, злым, злым).
Помнишь, как ты улыбалась мне прямо в лицо?
Когда все мои маленькие слезы из оксалата
Они обрели форму, обнажили змею
Теперь я стоп-кадр перекатываю все твои шутки.
Каждый раз, когда ты говоришь ложь, я молюсь, чтобы ты задохнулся.
Надо было прислушаться к знакам и гороскопам.
Надеюсь, ты никогда не справишься, надеюсь, ты поскользнешься на мыле.
Разбей свою голову как яйцо, хочу увидеть желток.
Ты был таким обманом
Нет, я никогда не знал, что это значит
Что значит быть довольным тобой
Всё, что я выражал, я исповедовал
Но так и не дошло до конца
Говорил, что это всё в моей голове, всё в моей голове.
Всякий раз, когда я говорил свою правду
Нет, я не буду защищать тебя перед всеми своими друзьями.
На этот раз я отказываюсь
Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку
Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым.
Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство
Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным
Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим.
Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, наверное, это делает меня злым, злым, злым.
Если ты снова укусишь меня за руку
Я никогда не буду тебя кормить, можешь называть меня злым.
Унеси это в могилу, если хочешь играть в притворство.
Со мной не будут плохо обращаться, пожалуйста, называй меня тщеславным.
Мне потребовалось слишком много времени, чтобы покончить с этим.
Любовь к тебе была смертельно опасной, и это делает меня злым, злым, злым.
Злой, злой, злой, злой, злой
Злой, злой, злой, злой, злой
Любовь к тебе была смертельной, наверное, это делает меня злым.
i love the look and the music, everyones trippping, if u dont like it then its not meant for u, let the ppl who appreciate the new album enjoy the music, shes moving on, if u like her old stuff then go listen to that, its not going anywhere
The top eyes look like they’ve seen some bs💀💀💀
idk i feel deja vu smh, idk if have heard this song somewhere, other wise I love this song
0:40-1:34>>>
it’s kind of pop punk i’m a fan
Tunnel vision next?
i will never feed you, maybe she is talking bout the little dragon
it looks like a fairy
Plss lyrics
[Verse]
You called the other day, I stayed away
I left your shit on read four times today
And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss
Now I'm hop, skip, jumpin' over narcissists
Throwing all your stuff into the abyss
Now the role is reversed, I told you I'ma switch
How you like my spit? That's for all the pits that you left me in
See, the horns on my head? They're from goddesses, goddesses
(On god)
[Pre-Chorus]
(No) I never knew what it meant
What it meant to be content with you
Everything I expressed, I professed
It never quite made it through
Said it's all in my head, all in my head
Whenever I spoke my truth
No, I won't defend you to all my friends
This time, I refuse
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil
Evil, evil
[Verse 2]
Remember when you smiled right to my face?
As all my little tears of oxalate
They made a shape, revealed a snake
Now I'm stop drop rollin' over all your jokes
Every time you tell a lie, I'm prayin' that you choke
Should've listened to the signs, and the horoscopes
Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap
Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk
You were such a hoax
[Pre-Chorus]
(No) I never knew what it meant
What it meant to be content with you
Everything I expressed, I professed
It never quite made it through
Said it's all in my head, all in my head
Whenever I spoke my truth
No, I won't defend you to all my friends
This time, I refuse
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil
[Instrumental]
[Chorus]
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you, you can call me evil
Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend
I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited
Took me way too long to put this to bed
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil
[Outro]
Evil, evil, evil, evil
Evil, evil, evil, evil
Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil
@@Lottienn Thankyousomuch iloveyou🌷🌷🌷
guys crazy idea but i think this song MIGHT be about her ex...
Clarify that this was in Argentina, cause there are many shows of Lollapalooza.
Okay 👍
@@eating_sour_grapes thanks ❤️
i thought her album wasnt realized?
she sung 4 of her new songs live there, for the rest we have to wait to 31st
Do you know who was playing the Theremin?
WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE IN ARGENTINA D:
Do tunnel vision please
Tunnel Vision and Faerie Soirée are getting blocked by CZcams