Nessa Barrett - die first (official music video)

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  • čas pƙidĂĄn 22. 06. 2022
  • stream/download 'die first' from my debut album 'young forever' 🕊: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever
    in loving memory of Cooper Noriega
    join cooper's discord channel: discord.gg/coopsadvice
    / coopsadvice
    ✰ MY SOCIALS ✰
    ⭑ instagram: / nessabarrett
    ⭑ tiktok: / nessaabarrett
    ⭑ twitter: / nessaabarrett
    ⭑ snapchat: nessaabarrett
    xoxo, nessa
    Credits:
    Director - Loris Russier @lorisrussier
    Production Company - Radiance Pictures @radiancepictures
    Executive Producer - Nuer Taqa @nuertaqa
    Producer - Zoey Pressey @zoeypressey
    Featuring - Patricia A Smith, Angelica Shalski, Rayna Lynn
    Production Manager - Autumn Maschi @autumnmaschi
    Director of Photography - Scott Siracusano @scott_siracusano
    Production Designer - Jonric watts @jonricwatts
    Stylist - Miso Dam @misodam
    Editor - Olaf Woldan @olafwoldan
    Color - Dante Giani @dantegiani
    VFX - Retina Imageworks @retina_imageworks
    1st AD - Marianne Amelinckx @kusalausa
    1st AC - Theo Sturz @theosturz
    2nd AC - Gabi Perez
    Jib Op - Babak Mansouri @limitlessnow
    Camera Intern - Destiny Gutierrez
    Gaffer - Tate McCurdy @tatemccurdy
    BBE - Colvin Ang @colvinang
    Key Grip - Pablo Lopez
    BBG - Collin Gallivan
    Makeup - Vix McGrath @vixavage
    Hair - Lovette Limones @lovettecandice
    Art Director - Yingxi Wang
    Set Dresser -Andrew Caso
    Carousel Manager - Mitch Malone
    Medic - Harout Klian
    Truck PA - Lee Gonzales
    Set PA - Sebastian Romero @sebbromero
    Set PA - Alexa Caselle @
    Set PA - Memetjan Semet @memetjan_semet
    MoHo Driver - Pete Gomez
    BTS - Jaysen Stewert
    Snake Wrangler - Rick
    Dove Wrangler - PePe
    Lyrics:
    You’re
    All i ever wanted
    So how come I’m still haunted
    By these thoughts inside my head
    You love me
    but no matter what you say
    There’s only one of two ways
    that this is gonna end
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    i hope i die first
    Cause i don’t wanna live without you
    I don’t wanna ever learn
    How to fall asleep you without you
    Tell me what’s worse
    Losing you now or later?
    Maybe i can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If i die first
    I hope i die first
    I can be in love forever if i die first
    You’re my fire and my safety
    You’d never mean to break me
    And That’s why I’m afraid
    Cause some day everybody’s leaving
    You promise that you’ll stay
    But that’s a promise you can’t make
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    I hope i die first
    Cause i don’t wanna live without you
    I don’t wanna ever learn
    How to fall asleep you without you
    Tell me what’s worse
    Losing you now or later?
    Maybe i can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If i die first
    I hope i die first
    I can be in love forever if i die first
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever
    Love forever
    Love forever
    If I die first
    Can’t escape it that’s how it works
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    #nessabarrett #diefirst #youngforever
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  • @NessaBarrett
    @NessaBarrett  Pƙed rokem +1846

    I can’t believe my debut album, young forever, is finally going to be yours 10/14!!! 🕊 you can pre-save it now: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever

    • @konnichiwa1981
      @konnichiwa1981 Pƙed rokem +10

      Super excited you are so talented!

    • @glambylukee
      @glambylukee Pƙed rokem +5

      yayy

    • @Me-ss9os
      @Me-ss9os Pƙed rokem +4

      God bless you ❀

    • @drippyyy
      @drippyyy Pƙed rokem +5

      AWWWW SO PROUD NESSA SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @avaluz
      @avaluz Pƙed rokem +2

      We love you Nessa

  • @oliviadunne3736
    @oliviadunne3736 Pƙed 2 lety +8773

    Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel đŸ‘ŒđŸ» coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❀❀❀

  • @michaellekosalko2520
    @michaellekosalko2520 Pƙed měsĂ­cem +245

    2024 anyone ? ♡♡

  • @addisonromaniuk8064
    @addisonromaniuk8064 Pƙed 2 měsĂ­ci +20

    This girl seriously writes songs like I've never seen before. She puts true meaning into her songs and appreciates her own creativity while doing so. This song has me balling my eyes out

  • @user-xw4dx6vm4x
    @user-xw4dx6vm4x Pƙed 2 lety +5938

    this is so chilling knowing this was written long before cooper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song laterđŸ•ŠđŸ€rip coop

    • @elyj2837
      @elyj2837 Pƙed 2 lety +58

      We will think of him in our hearts ♄! Also was coop jadens friend

    • @Itsmaddy2828
      @Itsmaddy2828 Pƙed 2 lety +46

      @@elyj2837 yes, his album and song tell me about tomorrow was about coop and his struggle.

    • @drippyyy
      @drippyyy Pƙed 2 lety +33

      littterally my exact thought :( its so beautiful its my favorite nessa has released the meaning of it and the lyrics :(

    • @Jungkooklover-ie7nu
      @Jungkooklover-ie7nu Pƙed rokem +13

      Who cooper?

    • @zain5459
      @zain5459 Pƙed rokem +24

      @@Jungkooklover-ie7nu nessa’s best friend that passed away

  • @SvnnyDisposition_
    @SvnnyDisposition_ Pƙed rokem +5307

    I don’t care for TikTok singers, but Nessa has talent and creativity. She just doesn’t shit a song or 2, she puts thought and meaning in the words she sings. I definitely have respect for her.

    • @briannam8230
      @briannam8230 Pƙed rokem +14

      Fr she has a gift

    • @jlppxx2280
      @jlppxx2280 Pƙed rokem +11

      why does her platform of tiktok define her, just say she’s good and move on lol

    • @SvnnyDisposition_
      @SvnnyDisposition_ Pƙed rokem +16

      @@jlppxx2280 cuz she grew her fame on tiktok
.and most tiktokers music suck?

    • @sahannatiana8422
      @sahannatiana8422 Pƙed rokem

      This song is amazing and how she did this for cooper

    • @DOOBISOFT
      @DOOBISOFT Pƙed rokem +2

      TIKTOK MAKES ARTISTS LIKE HER BE KNOWN! I love TikTok artists the good ones atleast

  • @tumblrqueen8143
    @tumblrqueen8143 Pƙed rokem +3616

    100% see why this was coop’s fav song. Honestly think it’s one of her best and meaningful songs

    • @mirzamendoza6022
      @mirzamendoza6022 Pƙed rokem +58

      Did Cooper get to hear it 😭

    • @tumblrqueen8143
      @tumblrqueen8143 Pƙed rokem +166

      @@mirzamendoza6022 yes nessa had it written and recorded a demo before he passed and he said it was his favourite song of hers 💔

    • @barrydonnellycooper7882
      @barrydonnellycooper7882 Pƙed rokem +32

      OMG COOP DID DIE FIRST HE TOOK THIS SONG LITT💀💀💀💀💀

    • @osas5211
      @osas5211 Pƙed rokem +28

      @@barrydonnellycooper7882 damn that’s foul, maybe they knew it could be either of em dying first. It’s eerie

    • @natalielopez7431
      @natalielopez7431 Pƙed rokem +13

      @@mirzamendoza6022 yes, he even has on tiktok on his acc lipsyncing it w nessa

  • @libbie441
    @libbie441 Pƙed rokem +2451

    nessa is the only tiktoker that can truly make music

  • @JustaSCOBELLover
    @JustaSCOBELLover Pƙed rokem +393

    This song doesn't remind me of a boyfriend, but a best friend. I don't care if she wasn't human, she was still one of the bestest friends I could have ever had. My beautiful calico kitty didn't come home one night after she went outside. I miss her terribly and we had an unexplanible bond. So to any of you who recently lost a pet, please know that you are not alone in it. ❀

    • @Marsuliini
      @Marsuliini Pƙed rokem +6

      I'm so sorry 😿💔

    • @pandawithnojams2459
      @pandawithnojams2459 Pƙed rokem +7

      Thank you, and I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s truly painful.

    • @JustaSCOBELLover
      @JustaSCOBELLover Pƙed rokem +6

      @Pandawithnojams Thanks for understanding.

    • @shakyamarasinghe3911
      @shakyamarasinghe3911 Pƙed rokem +5

      I’m so sorry. I just lost my dog. He was my baby.

    • @willowthebunny7
      @willowthebunny7 Pƙed rokem +4

      I needed this, a few days ago, I lost my bunny Willow she was only 3 years old. We had an amazing bond that no one else understood. That was the best 3 years of my life. I wish I could go back, I would fix all my mistakes❀ I miss you Willow, and I love you❀

  • @reysiesmith3070
    @reysiesmith3070 Pƙed 2 lety +3103

    Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling.
    I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow.
    love u forever đŸ€đŸ•Š

    • @joshhh9605
      @joshhh9605 Pƙed 2 lety +35

      @88GLAM boy why u commenting on every post talking down go play Fortnite or sum 💀

    • @user-tz3zy3bu4x
      @user-tz3zy3bu4x Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @88GLAM bro u must have a sad life if all you do with your time is spam comment on other people’s channels who are more successful than you’ll ever be💀 hope you find some kind of happiness in your life that stops you from being so attention seeking on the internet x

    • @emilyvaughn7189
      @emilyvaughn7189 Pƙed 2 lety

      @88GLAM Dude shut up, you don’t need to reply this on every comment. Have some respect, let’s see you make a better video.

    • @car00linaaa
      @car00linaaa Pƙed 2 lety +10

      @@joshhh9605 LMAOAOAOAOAOA FR

    • @chickenstrips1164
      @chickenstrips1164 Pƙed 2 lety +9

      @88GLAM no one asked for u to comment.

  • @MileyandRileyYT
    @MileyandRileyYT Pƙed 2 lety +4335

    Rest in Peace Cooper!đŸ™đŸ€So proud of you Nessa! Stay strongđŸŒŒ

    • @rileyflowers9180
      @rileyflowers9180 Pƙed 2 lety +13

      He will be missed so much Miley and Riley your even amazing for commenting. Rest In Peace coop 🕊

    • @-mila-840
      @-mila-840 Pƙed rokem +1

      omg lol I was just looking for the song from your edit and found it :)

    • @asbzh9823
      @asbzh9823 Pƙed rokem +9

      who is cooper?

    • @Alicia-hw9zx
      @Alicia-hw9zx Pƙed rokem

      Is it okay if i use this song when posting a pic of mom who has a disease?

    • @zvezdatiktoka
      @zvezdatiktoka Pƙed rokem

      ЗА РОССИм ЗА РОССИм RUSIA

  • @cathyyanes8719
    @cathyyanes8719 Pƙed rokem +224

    If all we can only do is just imagine how painful it is to lose our loved ones then imagine the pain and loneliness they will go through all by themselves without you. 💔😱💔

  • @Taylivia.updatez
    @Taylivia.updatez Pƙed 2 lety +1645

    nessa, i know cooper is so proud of u rn!!! it mustve been hell loosing him and im so so sorry for your loss, i can feel the emotion in this song and its awful to have to loose someone you love when they were so young, someone who you spent hours with laughing, having fun times together, making memories in an instant, its heartbreaking. ur fans r always here and dont forget we love u sm!! and we're sooo soo proud of u girl! i hope uk that u help us in ways we cant even explain!!đŸ€đŸ€đŸ•Š

  • @breannamoore9144
    @breannamoore9144 Pƙed 2 lety +2338

    I am beyond proud of nessa how far she has came in life, for the struggles and reality what she faces I know it's very hard to compete to but her music has inspired me so much and changed my ways just to live to here her music I hope she goes on tour whenever she feels comfortable to start doing that I would absolutely want to see the person who has made such a huge impact on my life and such an inspiratinal and motivator who provides us with such a beautiful and talented voice so unique and soft texture to her music is the moment and im in for it im so proud of you nessa love you.

  • @linkinparkrulz2275
    @linkinparkrulz2275 Pƙed rokem +3558

    My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life.

    • @awheoiele3390
      @awheoiele3390 Pƙed rokem +235

      I'm sorry for your lossđŸ„ș😔

    • @kaleygauthier360
      @kaleygauthier360 Pƙed rokem +120

      awe i'm so sorry.. i hope ur doing ok..

    • @ARIADNE204
      @ARIADNE204 Pƙed rokem +101

      I am sorry for your loss😔 i can't imagine losing my little brother. You must be a very strong person.

    • @axelpena283
      @axelpena283 Pƙed rokem +50

      Rest in paradise to himđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœđŸ™đŸœ

    • @villain__9
      @villain__9 Pƙed rokem +234

      ⚠Guys it's not real, i went to the channel and found out that they lied. Honestly disgusting to lie about something so serious.

  • @agokone
    @agokone Pƙed 10 měsĂ­ci +44

    I can't listen to this music without crying.
    I'm 40, this song is simple, and yet I think it's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard

  • @aysunlilith4389
    @aysunlilith4389 Pƙed 2 lety +2657

    wow. This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more than he ever has before, while blasting this song in heaven. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful SoulđŸŽ đŸ•ŠđŸ–€

  • @courtneymeier9693
    @courtneymeier9693 Pƙed 2 lety +894

    the fact this was his favorite song on the album is so heart wrenching. he should still be here with us. this song is so amazing i’m so proud of nessa and so is cooper❀

  • @deekshaargupta
    @deekshaargupta Pƙed rokem +65

    I've been a huge fan of hers since she released pain. I'm so glad she's finally getting the recognition she deserves.

  • @Astnovsag95
    @Astnovsag95 Pƙed rokem +110

    My best friend told me the other day she wrote this song about her best friend. Really adds to the reason I know love comes from just the promise of commitment. Love comes in so many forms. Sometimes love in many forms is confusing but it's love. Love is pure. But we as humans will never be perfect.

  • @zoeysmiles940
    @zoeysmiles940 Pƙed 2 lety +693

    Never would've imagined when this song was announced it would be in memory of a beloved human. We love you always Coop. đŸ€ He's so damn proud of you Ness, as are we.

    • @kaileefox5072
      @kaileefox5072 Pƙed 2 lety +15

      the song was always written for coop just not in memory of him đŸ•ŠđŸ–€đŸŠ‹

    • @user-tz3zy3bu4x
      @user-tz3zy3bu4x Pƙed 2 lety +6

      @@kaileefox5072 I thought it was about her mom?

    • @angelinaclaro3970
      @angelinaclaro3970 Pƙed 2 lety +12

      @@user-tz3zy3bu4x she said it’s about both of them

    • @savannapierce9853
      @savannapierce9853 Pƙed 2 lety

      So it was never about jaden?

    • @D1ON1807
      @D1ON1807 Pƙed 2 lety +9

      @@savannapierce9853 no it’s about coop and her mom

  • @KMX
    @KMX Pƙed 2 lety +820

    nessa you are such a bright light in this cruel world. your voice is so powerful. the lyrics to every single song you write hit home. your music heals me in ways nothing else can. i hope you are finding hope & happiness despite everything that has happened. you deserve all the love & support in this world. keep on shinning your light & don't let anyone take it away from youđŸ€

  • @mkmaster2256
    @mkmaster2256 Pƙed rokem +67

    I legit cried to this because I imagined one of my best friends died, and how I would listen to this since it would be relatable

  • @yusufkaya1393
    @yusufkaya1393 Pƙed rokem +14

    her voice is like omfg i want to cry 😭

  • @kimber_bbyy6240
    @kimber_bbyy6240 Pƙed 2 lety +17688

    Nessa is not like other tiktokers who pops up into music industry without having talent...she can really sing, dance and write those sick lyrics

    • @luizablumberg
      @luizablumberg Pƙed 2 lety +158

      AGREED

    • @imsugar
      @imsugar Pƙed 2 lety +532

      why do y’all always have to mention that she came from tiktok? you don’t see olivia rodrigo stans always bringing up her being from disney. just enjoy her music and go. she’s talented so let her be known for her music and not some app.

    • @aidanquirk3410
      @aidanquirk3410 Pƙed 2 lety +132

      @@imsugar i love how you addressed that

    • @abcdef-ry9hx
      @abcdef-ry9hx Pƙed 2 lety +112

      @@imsugar because she gets a shit ton of hate for it. so people who like her music want everyone to know that she’s not just some social media star trying to make a cash grab. she’s genuinely talented and loves what she does.

    • @billie149
      @billie149 Pƙed 2 lety +23

      Bella is good tođŸ–€

  • @oliviarodrigoupdates
    @oliviarodrigoupdates Pƙed rokem +3908

    this is a beautiful song💗

    • @mulandraguns2536
      @mulandraguns2536 Pƙed rokem +9

      right!!

    • @zvezdatiktoka
      @zvezdatiktoka Pƙed rokem +7

      РОССИЯ бОП РОССИЯ бОП РОССИЯ ЗА РОССИм бОП ЗА РОССИм бОП ЗА РОССИм бОП ЗА РОССИм бОП

    • @riley-rh4ro
      @riley-rh4ro Pƙed rokem +8

      @@zvezdatiktoka ĐżŃ€ĐžŃ‡Đ”ĐŒ тут ŃŃ‚ĐŸ ?

    • @zvezdatiktoka
      @zvezdatiktoka Pƙed rokem +4

      @@riley-rh4ro ĐżĐŸŃ‚ĐŸĐŒŃƒ Ń‡Ń‚ĐŸ Đ ĐŸŃŃĐžŃ Ń‚ĐŸĐż ĐŸĐœĐ° Đ»ŃƒŃ‡ŃˆĐŸŃ ŃŃ‚Ń€Đ°ĐœĐ° Đ° ĐœĐ” ĐČашО ĐŁĐșŃ€Đ°ĐžĐœŃ‹

    • @riley-rh4ro
      @riley-rh4ro Pƙed rokem +9

      @@zvezdatiktoka я Оз Ń€ĐŸŃŃĐžĐž чДл,ĐČĐ»Đ°ĐŽĐžĐŒĐžŃ€ŃĐșая ĐŸĐ±Đ»Đ°ŃŃ‚ŃŒ. тут Ń€ĐŸŃŃĐžŃ ĐČĐŸĐŸĐ±Ń‰Đ” ĐœĐ” ĐČ Ń‚Đ”ĐŒŃƒ Đ·Đ°ŃŃƒĐœŃŒ сДбД ДД ĐșуЎа ĐżĐŸĐłĐ»ŃƒĐ±Đ¶Đ”

  • @wijdaneelabbassi3221
    @wijdaneelabbassi3221 Pƙed 24 dny +4

    Losing someone you love is the hardest thing ever
    This song always make me cry 😱😱😱😱. I miss you dad

  • @Juzexa
    @Juzexa Pƙed 7 měsĂ­ci +21

    I been listening to this masterpiece ever since it came out, Honestly this song will never be tiring. It's too relatable.

  • @mhsaxv3372
    @mhsaxv3372 Pƙed 2 lety +472

    it's crazy how this song was made before cooper's death, it feels like a omen. so proud of you for struggling with this, we love u so much ness and this song is beautiful.

    • @myworldanecosta
      @myworldanecosta Pƙed 2 lety +2

      True😟😭

    • @drippyyy
      @drippyyy Pƙed 2 lety

      exactly omg :( this song is so beautiful i get chills

  • @ridakhaled
    @ridakhaled Pƙed 2 lety +730

    The lyrics narrate the story of how she feels about a certain someone that she doesn't want to let go of that person or fall asleep without them. Because love is an illusion and breaks there is No Noise, No Pieces of the broken Object. There is only a feeling of emptiness, guilt and Memories of that person. A void that can't be filled. So she wills to 'Die first' not wanting that person to leave her behind .not wanting to let go of them or wanting her illusions to be shattered. When she enters the Shop she sees an object and starts imagining her there. Probably refering to that person or their memory with her and how she always wants to be them even if it means her dieing first.

    • @Poison_Syren
      @Poison_Syren Pƙed 2 lety

      This is Beautiful 😍

    • @hollohi6251
      @hollohi6251 Pƙed 2 lety

      Cheers Geoff

    • @user_3330
      @user_3330 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      Nah pretty sure she wrote that song while being in that relationship and not after it ended lmfao

    • @desi7427
      @desi7427 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@user_3330 I think it’s about her mom and of course cooper

  • @kimkoeb764
    @kimkoeb764 Pƙed 9 měsĂ­ci +40

    I lost the love of my life 10 months ago and just found this song 5 minutes ago. I write this with tears streaming because this song, these words are all the emotions I've been feeling since it happened

    • @samirmustafayev9829
      @samirmustafayev9829 Pƙed 9 měsĂ­ci +3

      So sorry,hope you are good

    • @POLARTTYRTM
      @POLARTTYRTM Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci

      That's rough... life is really not kind to people.

  • @SiddharthAggarwaldr
    @SiddharthAggarwaldr Pƙed rokem +109

    LYRICS You're all I ever wanted
    So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head?
    You love me but no matter what you say
    There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn
    How to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse
    Losing you now or later?
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die
    You're my fire and my safety
    You never mean to break me
    And that's why I'm afraid
    'Cause someday, everybody's leaving
    You promise that you'll stay
    But that's a promise you can't make
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn
    How to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse
    Losing you now or later?
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
    Can't escape it, that's how it works
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies
    I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn
    How to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse
    Losing you now or later?
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

  • @breatheinpoetry
    @breatheinpoetry Pƙed 2 lety +351

    This song means so much to all of us. We will forever think about Cooper when we hear it. Thank you for creating something so beautiful I know he’s shining down and will be listening with us. đŸ€

    • @breatheinpoetry
      @breatheinpoetry Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @88GLAM I still like the song!

    • @lostpeople6169
      @lostpeople6169 Pƙed 2 lety

      @@breatheinpoetry who is cooper?

    • @breatheinpoetry
      @breatheinpoetry Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@lostpeople6169 Cooper Noriega was Nessa’s bestfriend who sadly passed away on the 9th. He was just 19 years old. 😞

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

    • @bluebree
      @bluebree Pƙed rokem +1

      @@breatheinpoetry Do you know what exactly happened to him? I hope it wasn't unaliving himself because we lose so many ppl that way every year, almost me. Rest In peace young man ❀

  • @Phd366
    @Phd366 Pƙed rokem +30

    Im glad Nessa found her way in music. She is really talented!

  • @aestheticart1159
    @aestheticart1159 Pƙed rokem +14

    PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO BRIGHT FOR THIS WORLD......LEAVE THIS WORLD AND BECOME A STAR🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

  • @efatarannum8287
    @efatarannum8287 Pƙed 2 lety +125

    Literal goosebumps. The lyrics "cause I don't wanna live without you"💔 ness we're always here for you. Coop, our angel boy will always be remembered. RIP.

  • @SabaIicious
    @SabaIicious Pƙed 2 lety +193

    Only 3 hours until this comes out i cant believe you made it this far from being a girl doing tiktoks to a pop star I know cooper is so proud of what you became and what your going to become and I hope you have a wonderful release day knowing he loves you 🕊

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @charleighteague7865
    @charleighteague7865 Pƙed 6 dny +3

    W song. I say that because my grandma died in 2021 I’ve been sad since because she was the only one I could trust and forgive.#best grandma ever.😭

  • @dawniedunkie
    @dawniedunkie Pƙed rokem +10

    this song got me smiling crying

  • @emma54699
    @emma54699 Pƙed 2 lety +162

    I’m so sorry Nessa. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. I hope you know that Coop is looking down on you and is smiling. He is so proud of you. I love you so much Ness.

  • @delena4evertvd267
    @delena4evertvd267 Pƙed 2 lety +1206

    This is no shade but just the reality, Nessa is not another tiktoker making music. She IS a genuine musician. She grew up singing and producing. Her father was and is a producer and her mom sings. She has knowledge about the technical and scientific side of music, a true passion for making music and a beautifully unique voice. She has only released under 20 songs, an EP and few singles but already has a very distinct and unique sound and she has massively improved from her first song to this one. She’s done so much in so little time. There is meaning to all of this for her. Deep meaning. The lyrics are clearly from the heart and very well thought out. The sounds she chooses all have intention and add value to the song. The visuals she imagines then brings to life all provoke certain feelings and have thought behind them. She tells story’s. This is real music, with real meaning and emotion behind it. Not just slapping together the bare basics of music because you have the money and a couple thousand online followers who will listen to it.

  • @imarealwitch1154
    @imarealwitch1154 Pƙed rokem +7

    Thanks... For reminding me that I've lived and will die without anyone telling me anything close to "i don't wanna live without you".

  • @nate2759
    @nate2759 Pƙed rokem +19

    This is my favourite song of hers so far. It’s very deep which I love, we don’t really have anymore. She’s so young, I’m sure she is going to make many more great music as she gets older.

  • @rhearfl698
    @rhearfl698 Pƙed 2 lety +355

    I hope Nessa makes it really big in the music industry

    • @Itshanoya92
      @Itshanoya92 Pƙed 2 lety +21

      On the same time, I hope it doesn’t destroy her :(

    • @jss2256
      @jss2256 Pƙed rokem

      @@Itshanoya92 only destroyed ppl get into hollywood. đŸ©ž

    • @zvezdatiktoka
      @zvezdatiktoka Pƙed rokem

      đŸ˜ĄđŸ˜ĄđŸ˜ĄđŸ˜ĄđŸ€ŹđŸ€Ź

    • @rhearfl698
      @rhearfl698 Pƙed rokem

      @@zvezdatiktoka what

  • @lanafan894
    @lanafan894 Pƙed 2 lety +472

    I don’t know what hurts me more: the topic this song’s about or the fact that there’s still people in this world that don’t appreciate Nessa’s talent 💔💔💔
    Also I’m devastated that she released this song before what happened to Coop, she’s such a strong woman. All my support angel, u deserve the world đŸ«¶đŸœ

    • @zvezdatiktoka
      @zvezdatiktoka Pƙed rokem

      @mmpj twod rusia yes😝😝 AMERIKA NO😡😡😡😡

  • @TheOutsidersXstrangerThings
    @TheOutsidersXstrangerThings Pƙed 11 měsĂ­ci +3

    happy birthhday, coop

  • @driv3mysoul
    @driv3mysoul Pƙed rokem +72

    It's been almost 4 years since I lost my husband. I was 27 and he was only 32. We were together for over 10 years. He was my absolute best friend and soul mate. This song gives me shivers.

  • @alexisjewell7135
    @alexisjewell7135 Pƙed 2 lety +308

    Moving forward and pushing on for Cooper must hurt but he has to be so proud of the art that you are making and using to speak out to our generation. You’ve both been such a light. I hope you know that. I really hope you can continue to share your voice with us. We support you.

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

    • @jenniewoo9517
      @jenniewoo9517 Pƙed rokem

      Wtf is cooper

    • @roseamy1057
      @roseamy1057 Pƙed rokem

      ​@@jenniewoo9517 he's Ness best friend stupid and haven't you heard about the name cooper it's like any normal English name

  • @tenzin0314
    @tenzin0314 Pƙed 2 lety +400

    Nessa all songs are bomb , there’s not a single song of her that doesn’t fail to touch our hearts đŸ„° her lyric are real deep and tough . This song really is beautiful as it is cooper fav and yours too . We love u

  • @lucymax2178
    @lucymax2178 Pƙed 3 měsĂ­ci +2

    I really listened to this song so often now it’s just a memory for me

  • @Chloe-Dream25
    @Chloe-Dream25 Pƙed měsĂ­cem +3

    I love this song so much

  • @alenamagusiak
    @alenamagusiak Pƙed rokem +1713

    Admittedly this is the first song I have heard of hers. Wow! This might be my new favorite song. You're talented girl. I am so sorry for your loss...

    • @mrmeseeks5731
      @mrmeseeks5731 Pƙed rokem

      Wow ur missing out she’s got it

    • @bluexberry1346
      @bluexberry1346 Pƙed rokem

      Sniff*EVERYONE MAKE SURE TO LIKE THIS VIDEO AND SUB right nowww!

    • @holzz1426
      @holzz1426 Pƙed rokem

      who died ??

    • @saraxmoony
      @saraxmoony Pƙed rokem +9

      @@holzz1426 Cooper Noriega, her best friend

    • @niaaniaaniaa
      @niaaniaaniaa Pƙed rokem

      same here i already learned i started listening , to this yesterday and i know half of the whole song

  • @olive.1034
    @olive.1034 Pƙed rokem +6

    fly high cooper, i know hes watching over you. stay strong angel

  • @mariah3327
    @mariah3327 Pƙed rokem +4

    Sadly- the most damaged hurt people are the most amazing, talented, artists ever

  • @kiarabixley604
    @kiarabixley604 Pƙed rokem +1078

    This song got me crying especially the “in loving memory” Nessa you are so incredibly talented your voice is like an angel and you’re always doing amazing things this song is so beautiful and I know that copper is so so proud of you right now!
    Edit: omg thanks for all the likes!🎉

  • @sailormoongypsy
    @sailormoongypsy Pƙed 2 lety +137

    This song has taken on a whole other meaning. Although maybe this was its true meaning all along.. rip Coop đŸ•ŠđŸ‘ŒđŸŒ

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @zoucx
    @zoucx Pƙed 2 měsĂ­ci +2

    Listening to this brings all 2022 memories:(

  • @StinkRatMiraculer
    @StinkRatMiraculer Pƙed rokem +16

    I cannot imagine what it is like to lose a close friend. I hope you’re doing ok Nessa ❀
    Great music as always ❀❀❀

  • @Victoureeuh
    @Victoureeuh Pƙed rokem +665

    Nessa is one of the only tik tokers who makes music I actually listen to. Freaking incredible! Rip Cooper

    • @kenziekane770
      @kenziekane770 Pƙed rokem +1

      Who is cooper? May they Rest In Peace 😞

    • @tomolo2619
      @tomolo2619 Pƙed rokem +1

      ***True love = the love of God!*** God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being Philippians 2:5-8

    • @dansyopin1272
      @dansyopin1272 Pƙed rokem +2

      Yeah same with jxdn

    • @Victoureeuh
      @Victoureeuh Pƙed rokem +2

      @@kenziekane770 Nessas best friend!

    • @Victoureeuh
      @Victoureeuh Pƙed rokem

      @@dansyopin1272 agree!

  • @enviouslight3394
    @enviouslight3394 Pƙed 2 lety +155

    Nessa I'm proud of you, EVERYONE IS PROUD OF U. stay strong bestie.

  • @Youtubeuser10873
    @Youtubeuser10873 Pƙed měsĂ­cem +1

    This song never fails to make me cry

  • @HARRYARMY_2005
    @HARRYARMY_2005 Pƙed 5 měsĂ­ci +6

    Nessa Barret is the definition of beautiful ❀

  • @leonorsousaaa
    @leonorsousaaa Pƙed 2 lety +160

    Cooper is very proud of you my angel, I can't stop listening to this wonderful song, thanks for that Ness đŸ€

    • @urdad2410
      @urdad2410 Pƙed 2 lety

      girl it’s not even out yetđŸ€ŁđŸ€ŁđŸ€Ł

    • @breannamoore9144
      @breannamoore9144 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@urdad2410 the 30sec clip is out so...

    • @user-tz3zy3bu4x
      @user-tz3zy3bu4x Pƙed 2 lety

      @@urdad2410 the song is out but the video isn’t

    • @leonorsousaaa
      @leonorsousaaa Pƙed 2 lety

      @@urdad2410 I live in Portugal so here I had left hours before

  • @ARIANNAandJ
    @ARIANNAandJ Pƙed 2 lety +119

    I can’t wait to hear an album from this girl. She’s got serious talent, great song!

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @shikharadhikari756
    @shikharadhikari756 Pƙed rokem +16

    This song always reminds me of my kitty which got stolen recently i miss her so much she was everything to me hope she's doing fine i always get tears whenever she comes to my mind 😔

    • @stormyjade
      @stormyjade Pƙed rokem +1

      I am so sorry. 🙏💔😭

  • @rosele2665
    @rosele2665 Pƙed rokem +2

    this song is so romantic 😭

  • @itsashleighhh
    @itsashleighhh Pƙed 2 lety +226

    “i could be in love forever” and her music video is a carousel that goes round and round “forever” đŸ„șđŸ„șđŸ–€

  • @melanielaisla
    @melanielaisla Pƙed 2 lety +112

    This song will forever have a special meaning and place in everyone’s heart. Coop touched the world and thank you for sharing this song with us. He will never be forgotten and will live throughout all his loved onesđŸ€ I pray for healing for you all. We love you.

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @letramusica2712
    @letramusica2712 Pƙed rokem +3

    The lyrics, the tone of his voice, his interpretation... everything in this song is AMAZING

  • @AviatonPerson
    @AviatonPerson Pƙed 2 měsĂ­ci +2

    Why does this song explain my entire life accurately :(

  • @user-tz3zy3bu4x
    @user-tz3zy3bu4x Pƙed 2 lety +50

    It sucks that it has to take her best friend passing for people to be nice in her comment section, especially on tiktok:( she deserves kindness at all times, I wish people weren’t so cruel she’s been through so much and deserves the world💗

    • @danasiaj2853
      @danasiaj2853 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @88GLAM nah this is her best music video!! the visuals are beautiful!

    • @lillllyweasley3237
      @lillllyweasley3237 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @88GLAM i mean even if you thought the video was bad why would you say this? It’s such a touching song who gives a f about the video

  • @zlur
    @zlur Pƙed 2 lety +51

    The way her music describes exactly how I’ve felt/ feel, so pumped for this song. Huge stan

  • @Julianne_Nakazawa
    @Julianne_Nakazawa Pƙed rokem +4

    The melody of this song is so good. đŸ˜©đŸ€

  • @user-yq6my6gj9x
    @user-yq6my6gj9x Pƙed 3 měsĂ­ci +2

    This song deserve more views ❀❀

  • @lottie3853
    @lottie3853 Pƙed 2 lety +195

    This is a musical masterpiece. so artistic and beautiful. Cooper would be so outrageously proud. I adore her and her creativity

  • @sharonbinelli4624
    @sharonbinelli4624 Pƙed rokem +711

    I don’t care what anyone says about Nessa she’s an amazing singer, creates amazing songs such as this one. And she’s been through a lot, and within all of the hate she gets she’s so sweet and caring. I don’t know how she didn’t cry while making this, I didn’t know Cooper or even watch him until he died which is very sad but true, fly high Cooper, you seemed very caring and kind you will be missed. đŸ•Šâ€ïž

    • @akilahsmith2722
      @akilahsmith2722 Pƙed rokem +7

      She made/filmed this way long before cooper died she was waiting for the right time to post it and since cooper died she made it for him ig

    • @PunkRockZombie205
      @PunkRockZombie205 Pƙed rokem +4

      What hate does she get? My first time hearing this? Who's Cooper?

    • @theofficialjakestanlol
      @theofficialjakestanlol Pƙed rokem +1

      Cooper Noriega

    • @emmabimon
      @emmabimon Pƙed rokem +1

      @@PunkRockZombie205 she gets a lot of hate cos she threw it back to quran (muslim bible) and she also took her best friend's boyfriend among other stuff

    • @Toxic_NiNi13
      @Toxic_NiNi13 Pƙed 10 měsĂ­ci +1

      ​@@emmabimonshe's also a cheater but her music is good that's matter here ig😅

  • @anitabasyal4039
    @anitabasyal4039 Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci +3

    Love her music my favorite song right now

  • @michellekhalid2014
    @michellekhalid2014 Pƙed rokem +2

    Im obsessed-
    And i can sleep great.

  • @yogirlc1211
    @yogirlc1211 Pƙed rokem +61

    Cooper is proud of u ❀đŸ„ș

  • @hayuki7349
    @hayuki7349 Pƙed rokem +44

    “cause someday everybody's leaving, you promise that you stay but that's a promise you can't make” :(((((( this song literally made me cry

  • @honey3777
    @honey3777 Pƙed 2 lety +674

    i’m incredibly proud of nessa. she’s come so far from “pain” to “die first” . all of her projects are beautiful. this was coopers favourite and i know it will be for many others too. to cooper đŸ•ŠđŸ€ 3:00

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @ayosh_0
    @ayosh_0 Pƙed 7 dny +1

    This is so underrated đŸ˜ąâ€

  • @stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045

    Never knew till now such a beautiful song exists lyrics are so good I'm crying

  • @shymbabang6484
    @shymbabang6484 Pƙed rokem +927

    LYRICS: You're all I ever wanted
    So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head?
    You love me but no matter what you say
    There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies, I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse?
    Losing you now or later
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die
    You're my fire and my safety
    You never mean to break me
    And that's why I'm afraid
    'Cause someday, everybody's leaving
    You promised that you'll stay
    But that's a promise you can't make
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies, I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse?
    Losing you now or later
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
    Can't escape it
    That's how it works
    Someone dies or someone gets hurt
    But if one of us dies, I hope I die first
    'Cause I don't wanna live without you
    I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you
    Tell me what's worse?
    Losing you now or later
    Maybe I can break the curse
    And I can be in love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
    If I die first
    I hope I die first
    I can be in love forever, love forever, your love forever

  • @itsmissyann4478
    @itsmissyann4478 Pƙed rokem +854

    I hate the fact I’m so in love with a song from a tiktoker 😂 she honestly has a future in the music industry.

    • @dalodaush7542
      @dalodaush7542 Pƙed rokem +77

      She ain't just a tik toker

    • @wearenotthewalkingdead
      @wearenotthewalkingdead Pƙed rokem +128

      Just cause her career started in tiktok it doesn’t mean she’s not a singer, that’s her title now

    • @Rain_9908
      @Rain_9908 Pƙed rokem +2

      @@wearenotthewalkingdead yupp

    • @natureclips5849
      @natureclips5849 Pƙed rokem

      She has unhealthy obsession with death

    • @darlenisvaldez7931
      @darlenisvaldez7931 Pƙed rokem +29

      You guys are so ignorant, what’s the bad thing about being a tiktoker? I bet u wished to have half the fame she has on tik tok, stop being a hater and just accept that the girl’s talented, can sing and write ✍appreciate!! For god’s sake

  • @h3ll0KITTY3
    @h3ll0KITTY3 Pƙed rokem +6

    This song is so amazing and Nessa has so much talent

  • @shermat455
    @shermat455 Pƙed rokem +4

    I cannot explain how much I like this song

  • @OfficialTiktokUs
    @OfficialTiktokUs Pƙed rokem +761

    This is not a normal "tiktok" singer. This is a singer, who haves TALENT! She can sing,dance,write. The lyrics to the song is very catchy also. I love this type of music. And the creativity put into this song and her music is just wonderful. I would love to see more songs from her.
    (Edit) You know cooper is in heaven, listening to this song on repeat.

    • @mgueye2mgueye261
      @mgueye2mgueye261 Pƙed rokem +6

      Fr she has so much potential to be a real singer (which she is) but not remember as tiktoker

    • @jeeyjayjayzsaid7650
      @jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 Pƙed rokem

      who's cooper

    • @errortryagainlater5
      @errortryagainlater5 Pƙed rokem +2

      @@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 cooper was a tiktoker that died and was nessa’s Best friend

    • @sarahroux387
      @sarahroux387 Pƙed rokem

      I lost my grandmother too on Monday â€đŸ˜ą

    • @hola-eg5qm
      @hola-eg5qm Pƙed rokem

      You tried to sneak in that “dance”

  • @Jocelynn999
    @Jocelynn999 Pƙed 2 lety +55

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Nessa. I know that Cooper is with you, smiling with you. And I know that he's so happy for you. He loved you so much, and will continue to. We all miss him so much and I know that you don't feel the best right now. You lost one of your closets friend that probably felt like a brother. But just know that we all love you and we're always here for you, love you ❀

  • @rosesberry4845
    @rosesberry4845 Pƙed rokem +3

    she’s gorgeous

  • @kelbylefsrud6158
    @kelbylefsrud6158 Pƙed rokem +5

    Rest easy Cooper. I’ve lost two good friends in my life, so I understand this all too well.

  • @scoobydoozers
    @scoobydoozers Pƙed rokem +500

    i wasn’t a fan of her before with all the problematic drama but now i realized that she’s human as well and she’s walked away from that stuff and found her happiness, music. this song is really great ness 💗

    • @SilentxStream
      @SilentxStream Pƙed rokem +2

      What happened?

    • @taylorrush9238
      @taylorrush9238 Pƙed rokem

      @s4lvatore she never cheated on anyone??

    • @morgankingsley8711
      @morgankingsley8711 Pƙed rokem +5

      To be fair she was 18 to 19, which is a really trial and error age

    • @angelmelly2165
      @angelmelly2165 Pƙed rokem +4

      @@morgankingsley8711 no excuse I'm 15 nearly 16 and I will never do that ever

    • @x.bottoms_up.x
      @x.bottoms_up.x Pƙed rokem +2

      @@angelmelly2165 what happened

  • @ishika129
    @ishika129 Pƙed rokem +276

    I’m so sorry for your loss Nessa. This must have been very hard for you. Just remember that cooper always loved you and supported you just like you love and supported him.
    Rest In Peace Cooper

    • @ishika129
      @ishika129 Pƙed rokem +2

      @mmpj twod meeting Nessa would be a blessing đŸ–€đŸ˜‡

  • @carolinemacchione9190
    @carolinemacchione9190 Pƙed rokem +2

    My fav song- Shes so pretty like gurl HOW ARE U SO PRETTY

  • @ale595
    @ale595 Pƙed 9 měsĂ­ci +3

    My great grandmother passed away a year ago and this song helped me a lot to cope

  • @poluww.k
    @poluww.k Pƙed 2 lety +54

    Nessa is a wonderful person who has gone through a lot of things in his life and struggles with it, while simultaneously releasing songs, nessa you are wonderful!!!

    • @azsadzsoundz3522
      @azsadzsoundz3522 Pƙed 2 lety

      Finally it's here czcams.com/video/GzRfqIt3Qq8/video.html

  • @rexertanichan8701
    @rexertanichan8701 Pƙed 2 lety +49

    Even without watching the video, I can say that it's great

  • @kierstinnewman1670
    @kierstinnewman1670 Pƙed rokem +2

    Nessa i love all of your songs

  • @CallMeAsh4r
    @CallMeAsh4r Pƙed rokem +3

    RIP cooper.. this hurts to listen to now.. 😭😭

  • @ellalewiss1970
    @ellalewiss1970 Pƙed rokem +1096

    i just lost my dad yesterday. listening to this song helps me so muchđŸ•ŠđŸ€

    • @jordscuddles1106
      @jordscuddles1106 Pƙed rokem +19

      Oh ...thats really sad you might be so close to him you keep your heart and your loyalty to ur future dater and yourselvesBeautiful you might be going through lots lets hope your dad was accepted in heaven And May Our Cooper Noregia Stay Nicely And warmly Loyalness always leads you to heavenist people

    • @familyguy6668
      @familyguy6668 Pƙed rokem

      How does it help u if u diddnt die first ?

    • @celiabariega2653
      @celiabariega2653 Pƙed rokem +11

      my deepest condolences đŸ™đŸ»đŸ•ŠđŸ€

    • @hxshziii
      @hxshziii Pƙed rokem +10

      I lost my dad on 2nd august. sending love, stay strong

    • @ellalewiss1970
      @ellalewiss1970 Pƙed rokem +7

      @@hxshziii im so sorry angelđŸ€ sending you so much love stay strong bby. so much love