Ekoh - Numb (Official Audio)
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- čas přidán 16. 02. 2022
- Ekoh - Numb (Official Audio)
Produced By Cvrt Martin & Rob Endling
Lyrics written & performed by Ekoh
Mix & Master by Cvrt Martin
LYRICS-
CHORUS
Maybe i just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb.
Maybe i just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb.
Maybe i dont wanna be loved,
wanna be loved, wanna be loved
Maybe i just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb.
Maybe i just wanna be….
VERSE 1
In a different life, a different world, a different page
With a different mind, a different name...
Cuz all these bad days turn to bad weeks
And the bad weeks turn to bad months
And the bad thoughts got you on edge on the rooftop but you can’t jump
Just stuck yea
None of my friends are feelin the same, they’re so blessed
And happy in their skin but I’m just so uncomfortable in mine.
I’m prolly just wound too tight but look, take your pick, what you prefer?
Broken bones, or broken hearts, or broken homes don’t know what’s worse.
So let me think.
Or put me on too many pills to let me think i’m fallin in.
Another night alone with all these songs again just waiting for the storm to pass,
Wait until the seasons change cuz life is what you make it, but i think thats just things they say.
And i dont have a chance, so whats the point to run? I used to think i wanted out but…
CHORUS
VERSE 2
Locked in my room
Anything keep me away from reality.
They say you gotta take bad with the good but I guess that I’m not very good at the balancing.
Lookin around at these people so easily dealing with life on a practical level like why the fuck can’t I just learn to be normal? and really whats normal, like whats it resemble? a waste of potential they think that im hopeless & im just surprised that someone had noticed me, out of the fire the heart is still broken, i’m so f*** tired of everyone knowing it.
Holdin in all of these feelings until im about to explode and spend
Every moment just counting the seconds until i’m back alone i just keep waiting for the storm to pass,
Wait until the seasons change cuz life is what you make it, but i think thats just things they say.
And i dont have a chance, so whats the point to run? I used to think i wanted out but…
BRIDGE
CHORUS - Hudba
I know you've said your not much of a singer but man you got a hell of a voice, for all the the melodys and flows you have you have just as many bars. When I think of true goats I think of the diversity of an artist. Keep it up homie always lit. Much love fam 💜hopgang forever
I appreciate it so much. The support on these songs has given me the confidence to sing a lot more on these songs so THANK YOU
Love everything that you do because I feel that flow Outta you
Yo I’m pretty sure I seen a comment by u on Merks new song
@@johnrose5374 I did comment over there too I just love my music
@@Ekohmusic just remember even William hung had a "record deal" ;-) you're leagues better. There's always autotune
The fact this hasn't gone viral is pure nonsense.
Just goes to show that even with all the talent in the world you still need a dash of luck to actually get heard and go viral
And on a side note I've always wanted to try putting the words that come into my head while listening to music onto paper and this may be the first beat I successfully do it. This song speaks to me on so many levels. It's absolutely spot on. My two best friends don't get why I'm not in a place where I want to hang out, I can't enjoy myself knowing I'm not where I want to be in life.. hell I arguably don't even have a life aside from my career. One is married and the other has a girlfriend and a kid. It's just me and my dog for now. I gotta shake this nice guy personality for starters, shit just doesn't work in today's age...
One things for damn sure, when I get out of my own way it's game on.
No he's not a sell out to go main stream
He will probably never get the recognition he ACTUALLY deserves until the day he sells his soul and joins a record label. And the sad part is that if that happens the music we get now will change, he will no longer own his own music. Being unsigned would suck but not as much as being signed and all the problems that come with it.
Well did you ever put ink to paper? Reading your comment reminded me of my younger self. My guess is you are probably in your younger to mid 20s oor maybe I'm way off, but I remember those same thoughts and feelings around that age. Bit of advice from someone whose now in their early 40s time moves fast and all the woes you feel now won't last. Life will come at you fast and you will find yourself laughing at your younger self realizing that it never really was that bad. Its never easy finding purpose, especially in today's world with all the overstimulation it brings. I asked if you put the pen to paper because like you I always wanted to get what was in my head, out. I've said to myself many times that I want to make music and unfortunately none of my friends around me had that same itch so at times I felt lost but mostly bored. I would write here and there but never committed 100% Don't do what I did and lose sight of that inner calling. Set a time to sit at the table with a pen and a pad. It doesn't always have to be lyrics. Writing to yourself for yourself carries serious fucking weight and will serve you well when your future self reflects on your writings. You will be able to revisit your past self and see what worked and what didn't. You will have control of your thoughts and when you can control your thoughts and grow in confidence the world will be yours. Get after it kid and if there's one takeaway from all of this, its this,
Don't die with your music still inside you. 😉
Tell me about it man
Man how is it possible? Literally every time you take exactly how I'm feeling and put it into words that I can't seem to find in my own head. I've actually began using your music to show and describe to people how I'm feeling because you're able to put it into better words than I ever could. That's the biggest reason that you're my favorite artist and imma listen till the day I'm not able to anymore. Thank you for another amazing drop man it always makes my day 🖤
Man. I seriously appreciate that shit a lot. It’s therapeutic to write about how I feel and connect with others who feel the same.
@@Ekohmusic then on top of all that you actually take the time to connect with your fans by replying like this you're a one of a kind artist and I can never thank you enough for the difference you've made in my life with your music. Please keep em coming man I know it gives a lot of us something to look forward to in this crappy world
Literally
100%
This....between you and mass of man I can actually tell people how I feel.
Loving these weekly releases. They're so good! And gives people something to look forward to!
So glad you like it
The WHOLE song is a MOOD. And i LOVE it. When you can't put to words how you feel and you putting out a song with a melody that does it all. Thanks for that!
I appreciate it a lot man
This hits on so many levels thank you for this one... your not alone
Thank YOU for listening
Ekoh, you know how to reach people better than any other artist I've ever listened to. This is amazing shit my dude!! This year is gonna be even bigger for you!!
Relatable, my whole life I have been misunderstood, wishing I didn't have to feel anything, lost in my own thoughts, wanting to end it but I can't. Mental health is not easy to navigate.
New song to scream in the car ... new song to strut to at the gym.. new lullaby...this is everything 💥
love that so much. thank you!
Damn...killing it. Heater 2 was great as well
Thanks homie
Yup so worth staying awake for straight 🔥 🔥 🔥. Thank you for this! I've got chills so good!!
I INSTANTLY love the sound and feel (and words) of this song. It’s so rare that an artist so consistently pumps out hot after hit after hit. Great stuff, as always EKOH!
Really glad you fw it homie
"What is normal" EXACTLY 💯 , YOUR WORDS ARE TO RELATABLE & THAT'S WHY THE FAN BASE YOU HAVE STANDS BY YOU ❤️☄️✨
Thank you so so much
Man you keep pulling these songs from my head! This has been me for most of my life. No one cares enough for me to want to be anything other than numb.
I feel you man. I’m glad you connect
Banger. Also I can relate to the desire and the feeling of being numb to everything. Thanks for the small embodiment with the song
No prob thanks for listening man
Still havent found another artist whos lyrics hit home half as hard as yours do man. Some of these songs have seen me through some rough patches. Thank you.
thanks so much homie
@@Ekohmusic just truth. C ya @ the Roseland on the 26th!
It's rare for me to hear a song and instantly fall deep into the vibe. I get songs stuck in my head and enjoy the best but this spoke different. It's beautiful and you're voice is quite soothing.
Yo thank you so much
@@Ekohmusic Of course man, can't wait to see what the future holds😊
I've been sitting here listening to your music for a few hours now...I've fought with the demon that is deep addiction for years now, I've been in situations where I don't understand how the hell I'm still alive. I'm going on 26mo sober and I am actually struggling with it at this point...I've had three brain surgeries in under 8mo and it's really torn away at me, but your music is therapeutic, especially considering I can literally find exactly what I'm feeling in your songs, thank you 💖🎶
Thank you so much for everything you do, thank you for always making songs that either get us hyped or we can relate to. It’s always a great feeling when you drop a song, and t’s a honor and privilege to listen to songs that hit so close to home to you. I also love that you are singing more because I love your singing voice as music as when you rap. I also love that you are trying new things, always do the music for yourself first and fore most. Nothing is more important then you enjoying what you are making. 🖤
It’s an honor to have you listening
The songs where you sing are absolutely my favorite. Your voice is so calming. I still love the fire bars too, but these just hit different.
I appreciate it a lot! There’s more on the way.
Top Artist of 2021-2022. Every song you have dropped has been fire! Keep up the hard work brother, we all appreciate what you are doing!
I seriously appreciate it so much
This song appeared out of nowhere in my "Discover weekly" playlist in Spotify, have to admit that's the best thing that has happened this week. Your voice is awesome btw!
man thanks so much
Wow. I don't think I've leveled with a song so deeply since Em released darkness. Forever made its mark for me bro. Support for life bro and I hope the best for you.
i appreciate it so much man
Another great one, LOVE IT 🔥🖤 I really can’t wait for the new album
You just keep putting music out that blows my mind! Keep it coming! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼💯💯💯💯. I resonate with your music so damn much man!
Thank you so much!
Thanks for taking my thoughts and vocalizing them, on repeat all day 🤙🏻
This is probably gonna get stuck in my head
So many of your songs express the exact way I feel inside and have never been able to put into words when I'm asked what is wrong with me by friends and family....for this I cannot thank you enough
That opening verse though man for real. I don't think many people realize how close they are but they can't jump even when they want to! 🙏🙌
thank you so much man
Hey Ekoh we have met a couple times in person in with the chris webby ninjas amd rn I need help n being sober I feel like o can't do it and be alive still I'm scared and could use some words of wisdom
This one hits right in the feels man. You really have a way with words and knowing how to put what so many people are feeling into such an amazing song. The line about not being comfortable in your own skin really hits home.
man thank you so much
The lyrics, the flow. Brother I can feel it! You are going to blow up this year!!!
Thank you man
Cant get enough of your beats. Just found your music and almost every word is my life entirely. Spent so long trying to put to words who i am and here it is.
Keep your head up I appreciate you
Don’t stop bro, your following is growing and we’re riding with ya till the wheels come off.
I appreciate you
This is beautiful.
I relate to the part where you wait for the storm to pass and seasons change cuz...
Everyday when I'm with friends, I'm forced to pretend to be okay and try not to cry during the day and wait for the night's calm darkness then sleep and then wake up to same day that happened yesterday.
This song keeps me hoping, don't stop doing what you love :)
🙏🏽🖤🖤
I love everything you have put on here!!! What a captivating musician. I felt every word in my soul.
When you stumble upon a song that hits the soft spot. Man great song! Going to start listening to more of what you got now!
thanks a lot homie
@@Ekohmusic no thank you, you are doing great and don’t let no one say different! ❤️
I hope this song blows up. You're a true talent for sure. Keep it up brother your gonna blow lord knows you've earned it.
thank you!
Epic Voices & Masterpiece Songs Forever Guyz.Appreciate It.Keep It Going. MAY GOD BLESS YOU.
Thank you!
From the fantastic mixing on the vocals and background voices in the hook, to the perfect flows in the verses, this song is great from beginning to end
I appreciate it a lot man
Love when you sing! You have such a distinct voice and you have shown the world you know how to use your Talent as well! (: it’s so great to see you rise to the top and get the recognition you deserve!!
I appreciate it a lot I’m glad you fw it
I love your chill stuff literally the same amount as your hype that's amazing balance and talent
This is really on another level!!!
Sounds like something out a movie scene. This definitely needs a video!
Probably one of the most relatable and best most connectable songs ever
Killer lyrics! Found this from a short that I let play on repeat for ages cause it’s such a powerful song. Thank you for sharing your gift with us, you put words to emotions that I can’t describe
Thank you so so much
This is one damn good song. I love your style and how you don't fit inside the box and make some of the most relatable song I've listened in a long time. Keep up the great work man
man i appreciate it so so much
This hit home I can't stop listening to it 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I don’t know how you did it but you released this right when I really needed it most this is another bop. I’m having this on repeat all week. I am really goin through it at the moment and this is exactly what I needed. It put into words what I really couldn’t.
aye so glad you like it man thank you
Oof my guy holy sheeeeessssh 🔥🔥🔥 love it downloaded on here yt music and Spotify!!
Thank you!!
It's like you are in my brain when you write these songs brother ! I don't know how you do it. But you connect to my an many other peoples souls! Please never stop.
More of this style please, you got mad talent in both aspects of singing and rapping, making music is in your blood and soul.
i appreciate it so much
Wow I'm speechless this was just so easy and that melody my G 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤧🤧
I’m so glad you fw it
@@Ekohmusic this jus hit different stay on top my G you deserve it all
Over this last year I lost my Father two days before Christmas and cant even start to describe my feelings to my friends and family. Iv felt lost and very alone. Trying to find my footing in a world that feels flipped upside down for me. There has been lots of momment Iv felt like i want to just be Numb. This song made me cry when it first dropped and now its on my daily listen playlist. Keep doing what your doing Ekoh. If anything know you have helped some dude who is really going through a rough point in his life. Love ya man. And Thank you for a fire track that been helpin me through it.
Bro……like Chris said👇so many of your songs I can relate. More than any other rapper. I’m 40 and been listening to rap since I was 12. You’re it man for realz
thanks a lot man
I feel this to the core man. It don't matter what the source is, depression, drugs, personal trials- numbness always wants to downward spiral. Consider for a moment that the spiral around you is the wirlwind of your success. Then look up to the top and see the light, the exit is sometimes easier than you think. We love you bro!
Also, full circle observed in this chat:
"I used to bump underground $hit, yah, boy
You probably don't know the artists I was rocking but they knew me and I heard it in the songs they split" -Ekoh's firefly
Heart Hop!
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Ekoh You are awesome 🔥 you are definitely on your way to the GOAT position. Much love ❤️💯
thank you!
This song has helped me through so much shit, it describes the way I feel perfectly. I just recently lost my grandmother, grandfather, and best friend. My grandmother to surgery, my grandfather to a heart attack, my best friend to suicide. I try so hard to describe what depression is to my friends, but they just can’t understand. Depression isn’t an intense feeling of sadness. It’s complete and total numbness to all except physical pain. Your music has moved me so much. I just want to say thank you so much, you might have saved my life tonight. Thank you.
Wow bro this one right here out if all your music that I love it all so much, this one describes my life to a T! It's sad to think I was the only one going through this! You put in a song what I cannot get out of my head. Thank you oh so much. 👍👍👍👍🙏💔. Keep up the good work bro. This song is beyond touching
You’re never the only one. We’re here with ya bro
Your Not alone ...
Lets gooooooo what a banger 💯 🔥
I feel so Numb from all the things I've done ,
I can't run so I face the barrel of my Gun ,
Then this song Begun , I grabbed the rum ,
And blasted your tunes till kingdom come!
Straight fire! Love it !
I just found your music and just so you know I'm a recovering addict myself and every song of yours that I have heard I can totally relate to. Please keep doing you cause you are going to help so many. I know you have helped me.
My man. Thank you so so much
Always like all ur new music man killin it 🔥🎧🎵
Love it bro feel it to my bones fair play ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ekoh killed it again! Amazing track!🔥 🔥 Never disappointed when I listen
thank you bro!
🔥 as always 💯
This one hits home 👌 as most of your songs 🖤💯❤
Just now listening to this song love the beat n rythem.....i know what imma listen to when I go to sleep
It's Craig my dude, am bumping this on the phone, tv, and laptop all night!! Truly great work on this!!🔥🔥🔥🤘🤘🤘
Ekoh you are awesome. I have been listening for a bit and sharing your songs. Your music speaks to me and wish only success!
Ekoh brother you killed it as always!!! Your definitely a different breed a true artist
Thank you so so much homie
Didnt know how much I needed this in my life till I passed you in fb stories I been had quite a few bad years this speaks to me in a special way
I appreciate it so so much
You really inspire me dude - this might be your best song yet 🖤
man thank you so so much
What a great pleasure just before the weekend! The rythm, the vocal. Would want a third verse tho, but great song.
I love those weekly releases. Thank you my man!
Yo thank you!
Love it 🙏🔥🙌🖤🖤
Yes man Wat a twist and vibes is good, beat is on point, and vocals are sick good job man
YT just suggested you! Amazing new artist!
aye thank you!
I hope this gets to you Ekoh, this reminds me of the OG music back in the early 90's/2000's. Keep up the good work. Love ur stuff.
Absolutely love this as always.❤️❤️ New Album gonna AMAZING
🙏🏽🖤
3 Words! Brilliant 👏 LoVe It 💜💜💜
Thank you!!
I love this song so much! I’ve never had a song capture exactly how I feel from exactly my perspective. Amazing!
Aye man thank you
🔥🔥🔥 keep making my Playlist bounce bruda.
always homie!
Amazing vibe to this track ! Your vocals are always top notch, and that chorus sooooo catchy! Absolute 🔥...Heart Hop!
I appreciate it so much man
You just earned a new fan thats gonna go through all your catalog won me over with this song glad to come across your music keep going 100%
thanks so much man i appreciate it
🔥 as always
This is a great song buddy ending is awesome.. My mom was vibing on the hook man this is great stuff. Thanks for filling this canvas ..
Thanks so much bro
Nice work dude keep it up God bless you!!
This one IS IT. 🥶 cold af man!
Thank you homie
Thank you, needed this one. Everyday I try to piece myself back together. Somedays I just want to be numb and feel nothing. Tomorrow will be another day to find happiness. 🤘 Keep bringing it!!!
Keep your head up bro
This one.... Says how ive been feeling lately. Like i couldnt really describe it but this hits the nail on the head.... THANK YOU❤❤❤❤
Bro. This is my fav song out now. Totally going to jump on this open verse challenge. Been watching you come up for 1.5 years now bro. Let’s gooo
thanks a lot homie
It's a state of mind my guy!
I love this !!! For so many different reasons! Seriously love all the work you have been putting in for your fans and your family and your self! heavy is the crown, breath and keep pushing! We all wish for a place where ... We can forget that time or that place or name or a face....
Fragments of time...lol
What if you have a choice what memories you keep?!
Mind over matter and music therapy with focused discipline on self improvement my friend!! Life gets beautiful by the moments in which we live.... Better or bitter.... Constant battle and your doing amazing it seems!!! Love and light 💖💖💖 I hope that vibe is good always!!
I appreciate it so so much
@@Ekohmusic you just made my day!!! :)
Love when the lyrics are real and honest... And sometimes that's sad lyrics but without those... Could we ever really appreciate the good one or know that there is even a difference?! Lol
Numb is how i stay strong 🙏🏻👊🏻
Would be cool to see music video,
Again with another banger. The voice of many🤘
Thanks homie
Thank you bro for all you give us 🙂🙂🙂🙂
Another banger damn ekoh this is fire
Aye thank you
Man I'm really loving the new vibes! Your a hidden gem yo! I'm lucky to have found you and your music 🙏💙
thank you so so much!
When i hear it i know it should be sad song but somehow im smilling and my head moves by itself. Rocks!! 🔥🔥🔥
Vibeeeee
Thank you for being so relatable, love your music ❤
Thank you for listening
Master piece 🔥🔥🔥 Thanks my man. ❤️
Herd this first time last night at the show in MORE head. Was awesome man!