Audio RP | Taking the Time to Consider Your Demon's Words [M4A]
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THIS SLOW BURN IS SLOW AND IT BURNS
IT IS. IT DEFINITELY IS. TT
🔥 it’s slowly burning me from the inside out 😢
When the slow burn is slowly burning💔
My heart hurts
Dear Meridian,
Please bring back Starlight's memories.
Sincerely,
The listeners
Perfect 👌
"We work hard to make this hell a home." ~Avior and Starlight probably
17:21 "I do love you... but love is too easily used for terrible harm. And I wont be part of that."
After the last Project Meridian episode this line just hits so much harder
I will fight you stop making me feel things
@@duke_of_rats7416 not feeling things is impossible with these videos 🥲😌
@@noracurtis3458 I will also fight you for saying the truth.
@@duke_of_rats7416 I do not blame u haha 😂
I love seeing the differences in this compared to Marcus' story, and seeing how despite Aviors decisions still being influenced in a way that manifested in him not handling the situation the best, he has genuine love for the listener, and not just a need for their love. With Marcus he had the chance at any point to end the situation and yet he still didn't, he continued to use the situation he had manipulated to his own advantage until the end when it crashed and burned at his own faults, where as here, Avior told Starlight the truth, he felt wrong with the idea of the feelings and the kiss they shared under the falsified reality he had told them, which was originally in place to keep them safe, so he told the truth even at the cost of them potentially hating him for it. That is the difference between the 2 story lines, Avior has genuine care for starlight and even after he told them the truth he doesn't use his feelings and sadness to try and influence them into any conclusion, and that he still says he doesn't want them to feel forced into anything, all he wants is for them to be safe. In comparison to Marcus only fueling his own needs, despite the situation still being tense as there were lies told, trust broken from the beginning, and influenced decisions from emotion, Avior loves Starlight and regrets his actions, wanting to make amends however that looks for them and however they'd like their relationship with one and other to continue, which shows genuine care, which leads me to belive he's telling the truth. I know it'll take time but I hope they both come to peace however it looks in the future
even though the whole time i was internally going "NO I BELIEVE YOU NOW JUST KISS ME ALREADY" but i'm also REALLY glad it didn't take that typical plot line and starlight's hesitance, confusion and anger is very justifiable. i'm glad it took this route, this just reminds me all over again why i love erik's stories sm
I feel like this entire Redacted universe needs to be a book series. Some in the character's perspective and others in the listener's. Like I would 100% binge-read them if they were lol
fr i would buy the whole series and make it my most prized posession tbh
holy shit yeah. I was thinking this wouldn't really work as a movie or a tv show, but now that you mentioned it a book series would be so sick
My heart aches for these two. The guilt Avior feels is palpable. It's so clear he's going to torture himself for this forever, and it makes you want to comfort him, but Starlight would be well within their rights to never want to speak to him again. I want them to fall in love all over but they're going to have to process A Lot and it's both fascinating and devasting
What did he do
@@sedraghazawi3236 I'd listen to the full playlist for context if you haven't yet! It's a fairly big spoiler and would make this video make more sense
The way I would just immediately believe him
I love how starlight does or doesn't believe avior yet. In any sappy movie starlight would believe and forgive him in a heartbeat but here characters are unbelievably realistic and in some ways relatable GOOD JOB 10/10!!!
As much as it's agony I do also love that this plotline isn't so easily solved as 'I believe you and we can be together now', after that reveal things were bound to get complicated and as much as my heart is like 'just be in love!' not everything can be a fairytale, I think this way is more compelling for sure.
There's something especially fitting in someone so reliant and tied to facts and logic as Avior having nothing to appeal with and show for his words but emotion and the unproveable. The agony he feels is palpable and in every one of his words. My heart aches and breaks because of this story and them.
that last line where he said "be well" i was so waiting for him to call us starlight MY HEART DROPPED
I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE STOOP YOU'RE MAKING MY HEART SHATTERRR
NOOOOOO, MY HEART
All cards on the table, I fully believe Avior, but it would be fucking *hilarious* if Erik actually just pulls an uno reverse on us.
Just, oh you thought you were safe?
*WRONG*
strangers to lovers to strangers to lovers
I can't blame Avior. The torture of watching them living, being completely helpless himself and seeing the one person who knew him better than anyone, who he truly and wholly loved, knowing he could do something about it, it would kill me. If Starlight escaped with their memories I'm sure they would have gone back for him. I don't doubt that everything that he felt all the time Starlight was back on the regular plane was corrosive. I don't blame him. At all. I love his character. I understand that Starlight must be horrified by everything that's happened, but lord. The biggest part of me wants to stay with him and I desperately want Starlight to fall back in love with Avior. I understand this entire situation is horrible, and I cannot understand how they could- but oh my god. Avior is destroyed by what he has done. I am certain he's absolutely sorry for it. It hurts to see him so broken.
The only thing I can think of, if Starlight is a freelancer (I can't remember correctly), maybe the meridian is trying to mend. Maybe it wants freelancer magic because it's the most universal. O- blood is, after all, the most demanded, because it's universal. I think the meridian is just as scared and confused and wholly aware that something is wrong with it that it's clawing to life, despite what it could take in that choice.
When I was younger, I was a really strong swimmer. I saw this boy fighting in the deep end on a field trip, and the lifeguard hadn't noticed. So I swam over to try and help. And he was so scared he started pushing me underwater to get his head out of the water.
I think the meridian is drowning. And feeling a tangible, universal magic against it might give it something to help itself with, no matter the destruction or loss of life it'd take to get out of the water. Because that kid wasn't thinking about drowning me. He was thinking about saving himself. And even though I was a strong swimmer, I was still coughing up water when we finally got help. I don't know what's going to happen with this story. But I can truly only hope that Avior is relieved of this horrible guilt.
this is just about the best way it could have been described, i think
@@bagelbucket 🫶
"I fell inlove with you two years ago, when we got trapped in this place together, and I fell inlove with you two years later when I pulled you back in, and I still love you now"
*im so glad tomorrow isn't promised/j*
THE WAY I SPRINTED TO WATCH THIS WHEN I REALIZED THE CLIFF HANGER WE'D BEEN LEFT ON IN THE LAST VIDEO
being the music nerd that i am, while i was relistening to this, i realized that there were pianos in the backgrounds of starlight's memories. i think pianos are representative of avior and starlight.
together, they make a duet. when strangers to each other, their notes can sound chaotic, estranged, confused. but when tuned and played correctly (or in this case, learning about one another and getting closer), they become more in sync.
in their memories, they are in sync. they *are* the duet.
i know that there is literally no piano anywhere else and this is probably a stretch but you know, its got me thinking so
What Avior did was impulsive, reckless, stupid, and quite possibly unforgivable. However, it is understandable. I can’t imagine what he went through. I also can’t comprehend the betrayal and violation starlight feels. I hope they fall in love again. ❤️
I can't imagine the guilt he feels for all of this. It must be absolutely crushing to understand that you hurt the person you loved the absolute most in the worst way possible, but he did it out of helplessness, and I understand he must have been terrified all alone in that hell. And I can only imagine that the Meridian amplified those feelings to urge him to pull Starlight back in. I feel like the only way Avior could rid himself of the guilt is if they got out and were in love again, but I can't understand how Starlight could even begin to forgive him. I mean, I would have done the same- but it truly is an unforgivable thing. I think if they do fall in love, they would have to be safe and out of the Hell to love each other again. It breaks my heart listening to his audios
I can't be mad at him tho. I understand why he did it and at the risk of me sounding like a bitch but I would too. I know i would not make it 2 years alone in that hell
@@hippiestoner3411 I know. I don't think it was necessarily impulsive, because he waited *so* long with no other option. I feel terrible because he is clearly beyond guilty for it. I don't think there was really much else he *could've* done
@@spindless my feelings exactly it makes me feel torn bc I can't be mad but at the same times it's shitty and there are just so many layers and I'm sorry if I came off aggressive in the other one idk I didn't use emojis and I can't control the tone of my voice in text ☠️
@@hippiestoner3411 oh yeah no it's fine lol!! i def get what u mean. i really want them to fall back in love but he did the worst thing possible, even if there were next to no other options, so I feel like if they're gonna love each other again, they'll have to get out first and take a long time to get past that
Legit sobbing on my bedroom floor. I respect Avior's honesty and him telling us the truth didn't change how I felt about him at all.
also the fact that he clearly lays out every way any evidence he could show could be falsified proves the he's not lying.
My heart aches for Avior. I cant imagine how much pain he's in after all of this, having to distance himself from the one he loves after just getting them back, and still not having the "them" that he knew. He's suffered so much and I just want him to find a way out of this trap. I want him and Starlight to visit that coffee shop together, I want them to live their lives together, I just want them both to be happy 😭😭😭
If starlight did get out with all their memories instead of getting them erased and they found out that avior was still there they would 100% want to go back to help and get him so I ain’t mad and I don’t blame him that we’re back here
Oh my goodness my poor, aching heart. Avior is a tragic character, through and through. His agony is plain as day through his delivery. But, Starlight's world just turned upside down. And I have a feeling the memories resurfacing are unlike anything they've felt before.
Fingers crossed for them finding each other again. I'll cry at every video when (if) that ever happens again.
time to disappear from the world for 29 minutes
edit: im in pain 🫠
This comment made me laugh
my heart was breaking slowly but surely this entire video, but what broke me the most was avior's repeated dedication to making sure that starlight is safe and is able to get out no matter the cost. knowing the painful experience he went through the first time (let alone how that would eventually lead to starlight's circumstance), it makes that promise hit even harder and feel even more devastating. i want nothing but the best for him and starlight and i'm so glad that he's respecting their space/giving them however long they need to process all of this... but now if you'll excuse me, i'm going to go sob because my heart is shattered (in the most lighthearted way).
i feel sorry for avior but i can't even imagine how hard this is for starlight. stuck in a hell with a person you don't know, trust them with their story and forget the fact that they dragged you in there, start having feelings for them, meridian incident, all those healing magic, past memories/dreams, kiss the person you met few months ago and all these stories this sarcastic, witty guy's telling you. all those feelings, being trapped...
i just want them to be happy and have all of their memories. is this too much to ask?
edit: atleast he is still "our" demon. lol erik you r giving me nightmares fr.
Sir , this is not slow burn, this is slow hurt 😭
I am now amazed with Avior's storyline, not only we have the amnesia , star crossed , fated story but we could have more content like how was it when they met the first time - tropes like trapped with strangers to more , or enemies to more , and their developing companionship like 'us against the world' plus continuing this story! Hoping for more development maybe even some more twist but I am wishing for a happy ending for them both - hoping together more than anything.
Again, thank you for your amazingness Redacted/Erik ~!
They deserve a good ending. I stg if they don’t get it ..
I will respect that. I’ll be a mad little mess but still respect that. I HOPE NOT THO.
I get the distinct impression I should settle in for the longest, slowest burn of my life
The sheer amount of respect he has for the listener. Wow
I have been waiting with bated breath for the continuation of this storyline, and this newest installment was everything I'd hoped it would be, and so much more! ❤️ I love this endlessly! It made my heart crumble to dust, and I mean that in a completely positive way! I would have wanted nothing less than that, lol. The emotional gravity and depth of the audio was truly beautiful to hear/experience. The mix of heartbreak, and guilt, and sincerity, and desperation in Avior's voice... It had me in pieces the entire time 😭💔 And hearing him work through his reasoning, talking about love for Starlight, and logic vs. emotion... It was amazing!!! Absolutely stunning writing, and breathtaking voice acting as always, Erik! I'm in awe, truly. Just when I think that I couldn't possibly be more invested in this plotline than I already am, another audio will drop, and instantly leave me even more captivated! Left on pins and needles, in the wait for more. Again, this was so great. And as agonizing as all this heartache is, I think it's equally wonderful that the story is realistically complex and honest, with no easy solutions or quick fixes. It's a slow-burn, at its absolute finest! I never wanted this audio to end 💜 I'm so eager for more! Every second of this was spectacular.
I also loved the inclusion of Avior's Springback installment, presented as one of the memories being returned to Starlight - It ties in together perfectly with the current state of the plot! The whole narrative device/structure of slowly recovered memories is so cool! Plus, I love the audio effects and editing methods used during those sequences! It's a stellar way to represent a dreamscape, in all of its hypnotic and hazy qualities.
The video thumbnail art and video art is marvelous, as well! The gray and white color palette, noticeably devoid of the usual splashes of color - It acts as a great artistic portrayal of the mood, while visually complementing the Edition Title. It sets the scene with such accuracy, before the audio even begins. 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 One last thing: The lyric quote from 'It's Only A Paper Moon' in the video description tagline - I didn't expect it, but that detail brought a genuine tear to my eye, when framing this story! Exquisite choice there! 👏
Favorite line: "That that truth is not your reality, and I don’t want there to be any expectation that because we had something once, that I feel owed it again. Because that’s not the case. I do love you. But love is too easily used as an excuse for terrible harm. And I won’t be part of that."
As heartbreakingly realistic and understanding as this is, there is a little bit of comfort in having Starlight view Avior as "their Demon", even as they struggle to come to terms with everything he's told them. I hope they find each other, but you never know when it comes to this channel.
damn. erik hittin us hard with angst today. i cant speak for everyone, but my heart is breaking for both avior and starlight
It’s only been one video after the truth came out and I already miss hearing him call us “Starlight”… 😓
But hey, at least he’s still OUR demon… right?
THIS IS WHAT IV BEEN WAITING FOR. I JUST STARTED LISTENING AND IM ALREADY CRYING. THE CLIFF HANGER FROM HIS CONFESSION RUINED ME AND NOW THE REST IS FINALLY HERE.
Ahem..please pardon me while I die of emotions
I swear if they dont get a happy ending i will cry
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very much
I swear to God if I don't get a happy, lovey-dovey ending with these two I will die. I will absolutely pass away and I will absolutely do it bitterly. Just cause I acknowledge how good the storyline is, doesn't mean I have to like it.
I want to hug him so much after this 😭😭😭
This is the most interesting yet most heart breaking storyline on this channel at the moment. I love it yet it hurts ahaha! 😭✨
If Starlight and Avior go through any more angst while trying to escape, I'm gonna burst into tears. Just let them be happy damn it 😭😭😭
Nah I agree I got the last vid left to watch but also I can understand if it doesn't go that route cuz of the whole entire thing starlight has to process and deal with the fact the Meriden wants them and that's scary even as a listener to hear about
I cried 3 times during this series, one of the first to make me cry this much. Love the stories cuz I can feel somethin for every character but this one got me sobbing. I can’t wait to see another part of this and also Vega
Edit: NOT ME NOT REALIZING THERE IS ANOTHER PART 💀
I loved the sarcastic softy and I still love this emotional demon. I want to have blind faith in Avior, but I understand why Starlight can't. This story makes my heart hurt but it's still my favourite and I'm curious how it will continue
i would believe him cuz this is a crazy thing to even lie about 😭😭 we already knew he pulled us in. this explanation isn't any worse tbh 😅
I'm absolutely suffering at how much I love the storyline with these two. Starlight was starting to have feelings for Avior - maybe conflicted, unsure feelings, fueled by the dreams of their memories dripping back into their mind, but feelings nonetheless. They held Avior, they kissed Avior, they were lost and falling in love, and it must have seemed like some kind of fate, but the betrayal of learning they had a history Avior never told them, that Avior trapped them here not once but twice, on purpose the second time, I can't even imagine how they must feel. To be told you have a secret history with someone, that you spent months together, that they loved you and you reciprocated, but you just don't remember any of it, does sound false and manipulative at the face, and that story mixing with the genuine organic feelings Starlight was developing is such amazing tension. This story is phenomenal. Shakespeare could never.
After Marcus, I can't trust myself lol
I wanna be like _starlight forgive him!_ but I can't tell a toxic man from a not toxic one so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
In conclusion, I need therapy but until I can afford it this channel is doing me some actual help lmfao
As always, amazing storylines and character development Erik!
This and the other similar world series is a rabbit hole I fall down every say, 4-5 months.
So here I am again. Tearing up over sad internet voices.
Honestly, this is one of the many things I love about the content on this channel. When it comes to the storylines, despite the incorporation of fantasy elements, all the conflicts and dynamics between different characters are portrayed in such a realistic manner. Like, yes, as much as we would like Starlight to forgive Avior and fall in love with him again, he did break their trust (despite his well-meaning intentions). I'm glad that starlight isn't forgiving him immediately and that this sort of bond is actually going to take time to mend (if not completely repair).
No matter how the rest of their dynamic continues from here, I hope that they can both make it out of the meridian's grasp at some point and continue their lives in whatever realm they prefer.
manifesting a happy ending for them because i can’t handle any more angst, i just cried my fucking eyes out man
NO ONE TALK TO ME MY HEART IS NOTHING BUT A BALL OF ANGST 😭😭😭
i've been avoiding this video but new avior vid dropped so.. gotta watch it 😞
real.
Yeah this is too sad... just sad.
I just really need them to get together and just be happy if they can, Avior is one of my favorites and I need him and starlight to find happiness if posible together I can't stand the fact that this whole situation is damaging so much both of them
you really have created a masterpiece Erik. I've stayed up all night relistening to all of Avior's series and I now see every single piece of it fitting together, all of the hints you left, everything adding up where it should and the little inconsistencies falling into their places in the truth, and the intricacies in the story you have created are beautiful in that regard. I have always loved your story telling and the universe you have created here and I never think that my infatuation with it could grow any larger, and yet, with everything you post, it seens to only grow indefinitely.
I cannot wait to see how you portray the rest of this situation, and the resolution that will come of it, and I also hope for it to be a happy one, as I have grown to care very much for Avior's character, all his flaws, quirks, and Starlight's character, and their relationship with eachother. I hope for this with so much of my being as personally I believe Avior to be telling the truth after relistening to all the audios and having all the facts layed out fresh, and also because after being through so much with and without one and other, they deserve peace and happiness, however that may manifest. I also know it will take time, but the way you show the healthy, normal and human responses of these characters to any situation is so organic and eye opening to witness and I cannot wait to see where this part of the story leads us.
Now that (hopefully) the truth has been revealed I also cannot wait to see how this ties into the rest of the universe, and how all of the questions that have been left in the air will be answered, and what new ones will come of those. I hope these two make it out safe, and what all of this means in relation to the Inversion or Blake or anything else in this universe is something I know I'm going to love watch get revealed and follow along with.
You truly create beautiful stories, artwork that I cannot compare to anything else, and I thank you for sharing all your ideas. We love you man!
The description!!!! Love that song 🎶 also this made me cry soooo yeh. Loved it as always.😁😊
Y’all had to wait 3 and a half months to see starlights reaction. I have sympathy for so many of y’all. Wow.
God I’ve been waiting for this for so long. The pain continues. I love this storyline
I’m still disappointed that avior dragged starlight back to that hell hold (literally) and lied to them about almost everything, but his apology was genuine and I’m glad he told the truth before anything between starlight and him got serious again, he knew what he did was reckless and wrong but i can tell he wants to make it better by giving starlight time and space. But one thing that got me thinking is that avoirs apology came some little time after Marcus apology. This might be related because both arcs/series deal with the meridian.
You can't imagine how happy I was when I saw the notification 🤧🤧🤧Avior, my favorite boy❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺
Thank you for the audio, I'm looking forward to more!!!!
HE'S A RUNNER HE'S A TRACKSTAR
everyone who puts logic over emotions y'all boutta get mad at me because MAN i trust avior >:(
I wonder when in the timeline they got stuck in the loop they're in. My heart goes out to both of them, each isolated in their own way from the other. Glad to finally be caught up with the channel! Amazing work as always.
22:25 "No no no not pledged, donated Miss Heard DONATED"
I hate how hard I laughed because of it
AGONY.
This whole story has ripped my heart out. Im not kidding when i say ive cried multiple times. The writing, the acting, the character development, the back story, etc. You should write a movie or book, your work is truely amazing!
Congratulations on 100K subscribers!!!! 🤍You and your work is absolutely wonderful and you deserve much much more than this! 🤍 We all love you and your work! ♡ Congratulations! ♡
Screw this I'm crying
I STG I FUCKING STG I JUST GOT AN AD FOR A GAME CALLED "flutter:Starlight" AND THE CAPTION WAS "Enjoy this wholesome game" NO STOP IT
damn you always upload at the right time, i was just rewatching all avior's video😭
my first and favourite storyline!
but why would you believe me?
me very naive: what, oh i already believed you. _but_ now that you say that-
Erik be makin me raise my standards in men everyday STOP- I DONT WANNA END UP ALONE-
Literally took my lunch break early so I could listen to this 🥲 my tears
my heart aches for the both of them 💔
amazing audio as always! congratulations on 100K!!! 🤍💗💚💙
Please tell these two eventually get a happy ending soon ‘cause damnit they deserve it.
Is it just me or does anyone else want more telepath audios?- 😅😂 I absolutely adored this audio as well! THIS is what helps me sleep at night!
Why must you hurt me this way
Amazing. Gut wrenching. Beautiful.
I'm crying so hard right now!!
I have never screamed more. My heart hurts....😭
Hey what’s up, yeah I believe you Avior. There’s just too much heart wrenching sincerity in both his voice and what he says. If I’m proven wrong, at least I know I’m doing the right thing. It’s on him to stay true. I know the exact move I’d take next-the same as the last audio where he came out with it, but I desperately want it to happen, so I’m not putting it here! I’m so pumped for the next installment, as usual! 💪
PS-I love how this dropped a couple days after I ordered an Avior fanny pack for my emergency traveling sewing supplies! 💕 🪡
Such a good boi. He pulled us back but his actions excuse it to me, he's caring and tries to make it better
I just binged the entire Avior storyline and Christ All-Mighty, I'm going to cry.
I understand Starlight 100% but what hurts is that I want to believe him and trust what he says but like you can tell he's really hurt by his own actions and that makes it 10x worse and now I want him to be ok and for Starlight to forgive him because I kinda forgive him but at the same time I don't and idk what to do ahahshahavdjdhakdhfkcmsowprndiqud
the audio design for the dream sequences is good shit.
Why are we here? Just to suffer?
I shall now perish from the pain of this audio 😭
I've been long waiting for Avior's next video!
We’re…uh…getting a lot of guilty love lies, aren’t we…
Happy 100k subs!!!
*I* believe you Avior ;n;
I said it before, and I'll say it million more times again - Erik, your stories are amazingly breathtaking! I love how it makes me feel for both of them - makes me want them to be happy together after all, understand where Avior is coming from and what torment and pain he's been dealing with (and will keep on dealing with), but still be upset on Starlight's behalf (I couldn't possibly fantom how they'd be able to forgive someone for putting them through this, especially someone who's claiming to care about them and love them so much - someone that is not supposed to hurt and betray them in this way). Aaaaaaagh! I'm so invested and hooked - this video alone will have 24/7 free reign of my mind for weeks to come. Thank you
I'm late to the Avior love club but here's theory time
TL DR: this trap that they're in is what would've happened if a human rifted, due to incompatibility with Aria, Starlight and Avior are stuck in a realm where both worlds exist and dont exist. The Meridian is trying to "take" something that doesn't belong in a rift and do something with it, fix things somehow and Avior keeps messing with the Meridians plan. Which is why the Meridian left a window for Avior to look at, because it NEEDS Starlight but Avior forcing Starlight out messed it up.
What if we're in this trap BECAUSE Starlight was there when the Rift happened. Everything in combination, the dreamwalker spell, starlight being there and Avior making the Rift MADE the trap?
Gavin and Caelum mentioned that humans can't Rift due to incompatibility with Aria SO Starlight and Avior in this trapis what would happen if a human rifted. The hellscape that the trap has is because of the dreamwalkers influence. And the Meridian "taking" Starlight would be its way of fixing this anatomy. IF Starlight and Avior were to let the Meridian take Starlight in, my guess is either that Starlight becomes/incorporated into the Meridian itself and free Avior at the cost of Starlight essentially never existing again, or the Meridian is nice and poofs us both back to where we belong before the Rift happened. Starlight in Elegy doing whatever and Avior back in Aria where his Rift would've gone
Yes there are holes in this theory but I'm not that smart to make a WORKING theory
I LOVE HIM
One of my favourite series 💔❤❤🔥😍😍
I love that he still cares and still wants them to feel what they need. It’s something we need more of. But I feel bad for starlight cuz they are just so hurt and (maybe I’m different cuz I wouldn’t be so mad but who knows) in a way… I can understand. I just need them to get better soon.
… on another note when tf are they getting out cuz like they only thing I can think of is that the dreamwalker that put them here is the only one to get them out… or like maybe another daemon/ demon could see them … just there or maybe that’s not how it works Idfk but I need them out soon. Also what if they are the reason that the shades bleed out into the stadium… cuz they your think there would be a gap where they are placed which causes things to slip in and out of there… maybe I’m over thinking it maybe not but have a good night/ day/ evening y’all ❤uuuu thank u for reading my bs 😊
I feel sorry for him for not having evidence to backup what he says except for how he feels...ugh this sucks 😔😞 but it's going to be okay avior💜
part of me really doesnt want to watch this video because i know the reality's going to smack me in my face and then i'll just be sad
arghh i feel like starlight might try to touch the meridian again now that avior wont be there to watch their every move and if they do touch it again I fear that this time unlike the other 2 chances, starlight may actually merge with the meridian and in doing so it might just free avior but keep starlight trapped or maybe not trapped, maybe they will just be floating since they will have been merged with a plane if only magic. but if that is to happen sucks for avior
I don't want starlight to die but it'd be an amazing plot if it does end with that
I'm completely wrecked right now!😭 I hope Avior and Starlight can find their way back to each other after this. 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😭😭😭😭
i love them :(