Alexa Lopez - Leave My Head (Stage 4: Depression)

Well what can I say, I've been good, I've been fine
I've been doing different things, going out with different guys
Been distracting myself from the pain I have inside
Pumping my ego just so that you're abscent in my mind
Can't feel alive, all I do is dive into destructive lies
Mezmerized by her thighs but can't look into her eyes
Because I find that I long for your soul in them
I want you back, ain't nothing as good as what we had
I've been sad, depression is crawling up to my head, crawling down to my heart
While I'm acting so proud, while I'm being so loud
Calling me ridiculous is like you're over it first
I want tp do better than you, don't want my heart to burst
So what can I say, I'm not good, I'm not fine, no
What can I say, I'm not good, I'm not fine no
Remember who we were
We were so incomparable
Remember how we cared
Was almost unbearable
Put your heart in my hands
Just to learn what love it demands
Put my heart in your hands
Watch with every touch it expands
Still think of your commands with my hands in my pants
Still think of all the plans that we had
Still think of all the wars in my bed
Wars of pleasure and hurt
How we gave eachother head
Now you're gone, and you won't leave my head
Acuerdate yo quise tenerlo todo contigo
Pero al final no era suficiente
Te da igual que eramos mejores amigos
Pensando en tus labios, en tu risa
En tus manos con la prisa que tenias en dejarme
(Me dejaste, me dejaste)
Las estrellas no son nada sin tu mirada
Sin tu bajada a lo largo de mi cuerpo
Still think of your commands with my hands in my pants
Still think of all the plans that we had
Still think of all the wars in my bed
Wars of pleasure and hurt
How we gave eachother head
Still think about your hands on my neck, down my back
Still think about the love that was wrecked
Still think of all the lies you detect
Which I said to protect you from falling to pieces
While falling for me
But now you're gone and you won't leave my head
Now you're gone and you won't leave my head
Now you're gone, I'm alone in my bed
Now you're gone but you can't deny that
I'm the realest you have ever had
Lyrics & Music: Alexa Lopez alexalopezmusic...
Production & Mixing & Mastering: Matteo Orenda matteo.orenda?i...
Photocover: Helmut Perez helmutperezm?ig...