Alexa Lopez - Just Me Now (Stage 5: Acceptance)

Just me now
After more than two years it's just me now
After facing my fears
Of putting down my gears
And showing you the truth it's just me now
I see now
What I needed to do, but didn't know how
What I needed to learn
Letting my ego burn and
Fade away to ashes, to heal all the scratches
My past has left on my skin
So I begin from the start
Was tearing myself apart just to show you all I got
All l am
Was slowly drowning in the toxic seas I have within
And now that it's just me
I can see clearly
I leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
Ima follow my path and leave what passed in the past
Cause that shit didn't last
And it's meant to be like that
Ima follow my mind and leave what passed in the past
I leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
Ima follow myself and leave what passed in the past
Though I wanted it bad
It's not meant to be like that
Ima follow my mind and leave what passed in the past in the past
Baby now
I do put myself first, no excuse no
I manifest the good
Meditate as I should
And find peace with the whole misery now
(Misery now, Misery now)
I know how
We were not supposed to like I thought, wow
I thank you for the time
Ready to say goodbye
This breakup has reminded me
How strong I actually am
And I accept your absence
With losing you I found myself
(Myself, Myself)
And now I begin
From the start
I won't ever tear myself apart
To seem interesting enough
For anyone
Brought out the worst of me to see that I wasn't happy
But now that it's just me I see myself clearly
I leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
Ima follow my path and leave what passed in the past
Cause the shit didn't last
And it's meant to be like that
Ima follow my mind and leave what passed in the past
I leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
Ima follow myself and leave what passed in the past
Though I wanted it bad
It's not meant to be like that
Ima follow my heart and leave what passed in the past in the past
Now that it's just me I see myself clearly
I see I'm not my trauma I see I need no drama
Now that it's just me I see myself clearly
I see what caused my trauma I see why I made drama
Now that it's just me I see all I can be
Attract what I believe
No chase only recieve
I long for inner peace
For a future of ease
And happiness and challenges
Cause without my past challenges
I wouldn't be me
I Leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
I Leave the past in the past in the past in the past in the past
I Leave the past in the past
Leave the past in the past
I Leave the past in the past in the past in the past in the past
It's just me now
Just me now
It's just me now
Lyrics & Music: Alexa Lopez alexalopezmusic...
Production & Mixing & Mastering: Sky Studio skystudiowien?i...
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