FJ OUTLAW- "The Addiction"(Official Audio)
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- FJ OUTLAW- "The Addiction"
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I struggled with a terrible Opioid addiction for 20 years and I have been Clean and sober for 2 and a half years now Thank you God
hence..I'm probably related to everybody in my town at this point...cuzz I did a lot of fucking!
Can a rap song be made from That?
This hit hard... being an addict and got clean for 15 years and relapsed for 15. I'm here today by the grace of God and I have been clean for 5 years now...
Good for you, keep it up. I've been clean off H 10 months now.I figured it was time I quit cold turkey by myself. Hopefully it will work for good this time, well good luck to you but yeah this is a good song.😢🎉
@@debrasmith7646😢🎉6🎉
Biggest thing is leave them people who led you down a bad road in your past no matter what the cost is
I'm 6 years and almost 4 months sober by the grace of God 🙏 I'm not going back. I was one of the worst , if I can do it anyone can.
I've liked FJ outlaw since I first ran across his music on CZcams. You can tell that he came from the bottom and is going to the top.
Amen............suffered from addiction along side my husband, but we 5 years sober now......it still hard as fuck.
Praying for all those in active addiction......keep moving forward it gets easier. Much love!
Me & my wife used every day for 10 years we finally got sober on Nov. 3rd 2016 it’s still hard every day but hearing your music really helps. Love the song man!!
A lot of people have lived this song, and you've helped a lot of people with this song, thank you.
My 8 year old son came to me crying while I was listening to this song and told me it reminded him of my mother who has passed 6 years ago very hard moment for me appreciate your music man
I am a recovery drug addict, and that song is the soul!!! I love this song
I'm 18 been clean for 2y and this song just hit close to home I'm praying for all the people struggling from addiction it's hard
Well done bro, you not just a statistic and you fought hard for it. So respect to you. God Bless
🎉ml
Damn you started young my friend
I'm sure this song has touched many people like it has me I have lost so many good friends took a struggle while I'm still here I don't know only God does but for you who question your addiction and best advice that I can give is be honest with yourself and if nobody else will at least that will thank you have some sense of respect for yourself and if you can be honest with yourself you can be honest with anyone especially your addiction until then get high
The only the I inherited from my father his love for drugs I can proudly say I’m 4 years sober and every time I look at my daughter I see what my dad missed and I refuse to put her through the same and she is the reason I stay clean. This song definitely doesn’t have enough plays bro I hope you make it big so
Denty Fresh95 I hear ya!! My daughter is the only reason I made it home from prison.
I feel that bro
I agave up everything for you and when it was you left mebchest
You have distroyed me I used up all my essence stressing about you ty you played me if this makes you feel better about yourself and i will beat this and that still might my kid and you ain’t about to do me like that other guy I wanna know I will show you all I’m glad you have Desived me I literately prove me but cause you ain’t got the ball to not lie I wish no bad willl on you but me and her are done I would have been deferant if you would have kept it real I will go to rehab but everyone is better off without me you are so cold I really loved you but couldn’t get past the lies I am truly hated kee him far from me till I have the balls to leave and I’m might take a couple of these fake bitches with me so much for suiside prevention you drove me to it have you nice life I have up my whole world for you and it wasn’t enough
AMEN ♊
I've been fighting for sobriety for the last four years. In and out of rehabs detoxes and jails. Right now I'm in sober living 74 days sober. Going to four or five meetings a week. Working and not hustling or manipulating people to get what I want or need. I listen to this song at least once a day to keep my ass in check. I'm confident this time around but won't ever forget where I came from because as soon as I do it's a slippery slope back into my addiction and alcoholism. Thank you Fj
I listen to this song almost every day....so I'll just leave this comment here....20months clean from meth....it was a hell of a ride that led to homelessness....court cases...and poverty....I'm just glad I'm not dead.....like the song says it will take you from your family.....further then their eyes can see....1love FJ!
I’ve died 3 times once they had to scrape my lungs glad we’re both still here!!! Stay strong keep strong!!
I dealt with addiction for 7 years this song hits so hard. I'm proud to say after almost dieing 2 times I have been sober for 6 years an I did that for my 3 beautiful children.
I'm proud of you. Stay in the fight. ✊🏾 But God.
Listen to this song everyday to remind me where I was and how far I have come these last four months. I suffered a spine injury and the doctors over prescribed me pain meds. Then one day I went to get my refills and bam I was cut off. Started buying pills on the street which lead to heroin and that progress into smoking crack and banging dope. When I finally went to treatment I was doing about 1500 dollars a day between the dope and the crack. So grateful to be sober today and back to being a dad to my 8 year old son. Thank you FJ for this masterpiece.
14 yrs off the needle an the crack pipe still struggle with my demons daily a week ago today my first best friend died from his addiction so the last week I've been liven in a dark place wishing I could of helped him your music is helping me
Thankyou for those kind words l needed to hear them we all will fight together you watch the world be a better place 🙏🏾☮️✝️😇🕊️💯💙🖤❤️
Dealing with addiction ,alcoholism, anxiety and depression is a hard thing we put ourselves and our family through
100%
Shit i started grying when i heard this, i have lived this life! No glory only death prison an broken families..
Going through it 😪 just don't give up no matter how hard it get push back and try harder 💪 💯 🙏
Verry tru
@@dustinreed8076 Always remember, no matter how long you are sobor, our addiction is in the corner doing push ups. Waiting for us to get weaker...... Keep it simple and keep it real brother....
Jimmy a og and song fire af 🔥
FJ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SONG MY BROTHER DIED ABOUT SIX MONTHS FROM A HEROIN OVERFOSE AND ITS BEEN KILLING ME INSIDE AND THIS SONG REALLY HELPS ME I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND CRY MY EYES OUT TO THIS SONG
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I'm so sorry. My brother od'd and I found him and he was blue I gave him narcan and after 20 seconds of CPR I brought him back. We are best friends and the thought of losing him scares the hell out of me
Stay up brother God bless
I truly love your comment & sincerely feel your pain and I hope an pray your pain eases and that time will heal your heart somehow, sending many prayers your way 🖤
We are all suffering out here. Its almost unbelievable. We must stay strong and stand fast. We haven't seen nothing yet. The suck is just getting started. Chin up.
This song makes me cry every time.
Makes me realize what ive really become
As a struggling heroin addict, this song hits really close to home. It really makes me think.... is this a battle I can win? Or am I like Jimmy, in a losing battle I can never win?
Please get rehabilitation help honey. Sending you heartfelt love ❤️
No your not like jimmy, and you will will this battle 💯
Same
@@donnyjepp5038😂❤❤❤❤🎉😢😢
You're not alone. Been fighting the fight for 20 years... Idk what's going to happen, but I know I'll never quit trying!! Never give up! You're not alone! ❤
can't get enough if this. rest in peace Gary mattola
Man I almost had to bury my daughter today. I could listen to your catalog on repeat and feel like you're talking to me. Please keep sharing your gift.
Amen I'm currently 30 and honestly I fell off pretty bad on a relapse I miss the person I used to be I wish that it was as easy as just putting it down and forgetting you ever picked it up in the first place
Im in tears
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This song has hit me so hard. I myself am in recovery and just lost my best friend to the terrible disease. Addiction is an absolute monster.
10 years ago my beat friend killed himself. The only reason I no longer use is because I have a kid now. Its sad and hurts me to say I miss it.
@@tylerhodge7799you miss what? The stressful life of addiction?
@@LaceyScruggs-zx5qlthey probably mean they miss the high and the way it numbed the pain. Yes life as an addict is stressful, but it's arguable that life without an addiction once you've had one can be more stressful depending on why you ended up getting addicted. I used because of ywars of brutal abuse as a child and the memories associated with it and the only thing that ever made me feel any better was the drugs i got addicted to. And now that i'm sober, i have to still live with all those memories and pain plus having nothing that takes the pain away even if just for a little while. And no of course i don't miss that extra stress the life of an addict brings but i do miss the relief the drugs brought.
I can definitely relate to that song I'm currently in active addiction and it's a battle every day the struggle is real.
Man... Thank the Lord I survived the darkest moments of my addiction. It's a blessing to be one of the few that get to make it back to shore. I'm happy to report that I'm now majoring in psychology, hopefully soon I'll be able to do my part in bringing people back to shore.
This one hits for so many lower class families.
There aint no one that hasnt dealt with or known someone who has dealt with addiction. Sober 15 years here and i pray for all addicts....there is hope stay strong.
Lost my brother my nephew my wife my oldest daughter to heroin.song makes me cry
15 years here too, lost 6 friends including a brother in the last calendar year alone… can’t even remember how many before these 6 because it’s been so damn many!
Amen
January fourth makes 2 years and I've lost too many friends along the way
I just wanna get high bruh wasted a 20 juat now lmao fuck my life
Giving me goosebumps. Helping others exposing his pain and experiences. So many people need to know they’re not alone in this shit. Thank you so much for making this music. It means everything
as an addict living in West Virginia this song may have just saved my soul this is my definition of that life-changing music thank you FJ
man FJ SLAMMIN US WITH SOME STRAIGHT "FACTS" he killed it
Been sober since September 23,2013 your lyrics nail it ! Much love
CONGRATULATIONS 🎉👏 THAT is my daughter's birthday, a year off! That's a BLESSED day!! Great job! Wish I knew how to escape.....😢
IV lost six good friends from drug or alcohol addiction since 2006, it's hard to say goodbye
We need more song's like this F.J.
I am 5 days clean today been listening song on repeat everyday to get me through. My brain and everything is so clear now positive vibes only.For all that reads this ,you can do this! Keep telling yourself you're better than this youve overcome worse. Stay busy your mind occupied, remember your self-worth 🥰💙🇺🇲💯 you got this! much love God bless!.......UPDATE: 8 MONTHS CLEAN AND GOT A GREAT JOB AT AMAZON.! YALL CAN DO THISSSS!!!!
2 years sober this song speaks to my soul , thank you for this 🙏 ❤
Amen this is so real I can't explain the chills I just got😢
Everyone sharing stories..., This is beautiful songwriting. Fj you're a real one.
I have been in his place any times but now I got over a year clean and even helped the guy I use to buy from get clean amd sober he has 3 months clean. Your music helps so many people and I can't thank you enough brother
Im 22 I remember bumping this song about a year ago in a bad place staying inbetween homes wherever I'd end up that day, no job, no vehicle, and no goals. Now after getting locked up for drugs and finally turnin my shit around a year later, I have got all these things and am sober . Addiction is a struggle for real... love your music man. God bless anybody struggling with addiction.
I've been sober off Suboxone for a year. My kids father is in prison and he struggles in prison. Prayers for those who are struggling.. love you guys. Stay prayed up ❤️🙏💖
Not many songs can make a grown man cry. This hit home in so many ways. 17 years clean/sober now but still loosing my best friends to this day from addiction. Miss and think of them daily. Thanks for another one that I can literally feel so deeply and relate to
coming from a 27 year old man who barely got sober after losing everybody he loved besides his mom and losing years of my life due to prison this songs hit's hard! so powerful
I recently just lost my sister to heroin and other disease's on September 20th and I've heard this song countless times hoping and praying she would hear it. Well unfortunately she never did and never will again. And now every time I hear this, it hits, it hits hard in heart. The lyrics just sweep through your brain and your vessels and make every tear come out. I will always remember my sister to this, and I thank you for your music as every time I hear it, I'll think of her.
Much love 💕
Gang shit 💯😭
As a 20 year old
I ALWAYS say NO to alcohol (even twisted tea🤭), vapes cigarettes any drug, not cause i might die, but cause i might die
T my dad to slow down his drinking and smokes 🚬 but an addiction is unbeatable
I've been sober for 1 year its hard I what it every day its a battle within your self and it's a hard ass battle too I've seen and done things that I never thought I would do but I'm in a better place now thank you FJ for this music you put out. God bless you all
shit that struggle is real even years later sober the struggle still real af
Been struggling with substance abuse pretty much my whole life. Everything always has to be in excess.. Ppl always disappear when they see how i live my life. Its a mental thing, drugs are all i think about. That and shit thats just depressing which just makes me wanna get fucked up. Im only 25 but this shit is unbearable everyday. Drugs are appealing to ppl like me becuz when all you feel is shitty or nothing at all. Its nice to feel something for a little bit. Its nice to not be you for a little while.
Keep your head up, seek help , it ain't worth your life 💯💯
@@FJOutlaw This helped alot more than you know. What you said echoes in my mind everytime im about to fuckup. Today is 8 weeks. Yea i know i still got a long way to go to succeed in all this. Things are still bad at times but im trying to take the steps to get out of this. I just wanted to say thanks. Know you helped atleast 1 person get their head out their ass. Stay strong man.✌🏻 & i cant thank you enough
@@user-od8fg1gw1d dont downplay your success... 8 weeks is amazing and hopefully today makes almost 9 weeks when you see this. I found in my recovery it was important for me to celebrate the minor accomplishments. As an addict we rewired our brains to respond solely to instant gratifications and when we don't see the progression and that with every day (every battle you have internally) that you don't justify a reason to use by filling your head with a bunch of reasons why 8 weeks isn't all that impressive so no biggie if I mess it up I can do it again no problem... celebrate every moment your alive and sober and only focus on today... not yesterday and all the bs that happened or tomorrow what MAY POSSIBLY happen but only what you can control....the present ... just a random stranger who passed by your comment but I feel like I know you all too well from having lived it day in and out for 15 years
Stay strong stay alive
@@H-town_BeastMode reading this i was kinda like damn. You do know me all too well. The part about focusing on today really resonated with me. That is a big part of my problem. Living in the past and thinking of things that might happen and letting that affect my future. That and the instant gratification. Your right about that to. Ive always been used to finding a way to get what i want now instead of actually putting in effort to situations. Not everything comes easy and when it doesnt that can be triggering. Unless your aware of the fact. I appreciate the support and what you said really made me think and put a few things in perspective. Thankyou for that.
That's what I like about you FJ you feel the creep and you take the time to talk to your peeps and put it in the mix of it all 💯🔥 just plain awesome big dog 🛡️ and other people am sure feeling the same way 👍🔥💯
Such a beautiful song. FJ is the hick king
I love this song it makes me think about how proud I am that I'm one year sober! You can beat the addiction people
My momma is always worried imma fall into the hell on earth called addiction. I’ve smoked weed, I’ve smoked cigarettes, I’ve taken more than a handful of trips on psychedelic mountain. I’ve even snorted some coke and even crack. Momma I promise he won’t take me from you. If you are struggling ik oh get help is better said than done but if your reading this and crying, you’re not alone im here and i will always no matter you’re skin color, your gender, your religious belief even tho we don’t know each other. I believe in you ❤
Hell yeah! I've got 17 months from Meth and alcohol. I wouldn't go back for anyone or anything. Thank you Jesus for thise who loved me enough to stick around.
I didn't just hear a song, I saw a reflection of the images of the past. So many times I shouldn't have made it, but did. ❤
I battle so hard with depression and bi polar I always feel like it’s me against the world. Your music really helps bro real talk!
I feel this same way even with sobriety I feel I'm defective
Depression Bi-polar PTSD
It's a daily battle
@@matthewkaruzis8258 I feel your pain bud just keep your head up man find music to relax with FJ outlaw music is really all I listen too now days and some bezz believe but mainly fj
Same fam. This too shall pass.
I believe this song may have saved my loved one!!
This song is deep af. I deal with addiction and depression. It’s been one hell ofa ride. I pray that I drown my demon but he can swim so it’s been a bad struggle. Music from FJ and JeLLy keep me alive.
Damn song hit my soul, my girl just lost her friend. I can’t stop crying, I’m to real for this. I shared this so much I ran out of people to share it too
Love from RISING PUNJAB!
FIGHTING ADDICTION
As a 29 year old male from Tennessee struggling with addiction this hit the soul a lil different. Props to ya fj
What part of tn fam?
You can do it
Keep your head strait. It hard bruh for real hard but it's possible. You just got to want it. Fuck the pain. The reward is so much better. 💯💯
@@hollyhood8654 Tn as well
Grew up in the Nation but moved to Greenbrier, TN about 10 years ago
This song is a reminder of my rock bottom. Currently sober for 2 years and now on a weight loss journey.
Real recognize real we all got that missing understanding in our hearts makes me cry every time one of fjs best love you brother
LOVE you too 😘 LOVE YOU TOO LOVE YOU TOO
Fj my guy this one tugs at my heartstrings, I'm not in the drug game anymore but this song truly outlines some of the struggles we go thru as addicts, much love keep pushin
Got sober August 25th 2017 best decision I made in my life. This song hits home hard thanks for making this
That's awesome but I gave up 30 years ago
@@palbake9548 its not a contest too see who has been sober it one day at a time but thats great
@@classact1986 I'm talking about I stopped trying to stop drinking 30 years ago. Happy holidays to you and stay sober if you're able✌✌✌
I've been really worried about someone very close to me And I've been trying to help but I'm disfunctional myself from a closed head injury and I don't have Any more ideas To try and I'm about walk away from my life and everything I know just so I don't have to watch her go down hill while I am sitting here watching but being no help. U just decide to go straight and go cold turkey or get in trouble and then quit? Have any suggestions maybe?
That's what up man March 24th was 4 years for me going from a g in the spoon breakfast lunch and dinner to not being caught up feels great I just feel like I should be doing something more with my message if u don't mind me asking what was your drug of choice and what u do to get clean and stay clean I'm thinking about making a recovery youtube channel
This is such an important message. Bless you for speaking for Jimmy and those like him. Prayers for those soldiers in the trenches fighting that battle.
This song saved me again last night! I lost my pops this time of year 7 years ago and my past addiction hits harder but this song can always give me strength to fight threw!! 💯🖤 #2YearsClean Hope you and your fam doin good my dude!! 🤘
Damn FJ thats one emotional song.
The most underrated artist in a very long time frfr
To anyone struggling with addiction stay strong
I cry so much, I break down so much. My mother, my grandmother, died from chicken, pills and drankin my grandfather never comes around and I was kicked out the house at 11 from my pops then home to home walking dirt roads my whole childhood. Going from home to home. Never finding anyone to care. I always got sent off because they all thought I was crazy and bad I just never was shown love. And that someone cared for me to do better. Just abuse and mental abuse, I can't find no woman to be loyal. I cry listening to your songs because the pain is known, the pain of trying every day to make everyone happy and never succeed, of never finding someone who cares
You're voice makes me really listen to what your saying. I've lost 2 bf and many more friends. I. Still here for a reason and I'm starting to get it! Don't feed the Beast and it will die! I'm struggling but doing alit better! I'm 45 and don't have shit but I'm alive and I know I'm a good , loving ,caring person that gonna .make it in this Crazy World! And if nobody has told you today your Loved? Well! You are all Loved! I hope all going thru the struggle find that spark! This is a Powerful Track.
Every earthling has an addiction...just think bout it...the thing one loves the most becomes their mainline drug...whomever needs to hear this...keep shinning and hold yo head up high...
this song hits so hard 1 of my really close friends was like jimmy he thought that heroin was his only friend so at age 17 his parents came home 2 him dead with a heroin needle in his arm and he had OD and every time i hear this song it makes me cry. i love u buddy ill forever miss u. thank u FJ for this song
I have tears,every time I listen. RIP KEVIN LOGSDON
A powerful song! Great job!
this really needs a video
The video is most of our realities...
Just found ur music homie. I’ve suffered from addiction for 20+ yrs finally been clean a cpl yrs now. I used to think I was alone in my struggles w dope but this hits me hard an I remember it all to well
7 years strong 💪 I just heard this song today and is my push to get a sober group together open to all walks of life and religion rise king another one motivated by your song
Fj you hit it man self forgiveness and addiction go hand and hand
This song is so true . My only Son Died from drugs I miss him so much and this song is right on .
My Cousin derrick died of an overdose 3 years ago, my cousin Danny 3 months ago. My uncle Jerry blew his brains all over the wall, and both my brothers are in prison. This song hits anyone who has gone through shit. Much props.
Wow I'm so sorry I can't imagine how traumatizing that is
Realist song I've heard in a long time
I love you cuz, Jimmy Hale. Rip one day we will meet again
My mood every day
Man WOW!!! Talk about jerking a tear. Wow that’s powerful. TRUTH hurts.
Awesome song
Thank you for the painfully beautiful song
How have I not heard your stuff lol sounds like we could swap stories back and forth some good stuff man I’ll keep sharing your stuff😎
I feel this same way about overeating. Addiction comes in many forms.
I'm not anybodies fan, I do my own shit. BUT respect for writing one of the realest dope songs on the record. Much love, stay real
🙏💯 this song means a lot to me thank you FJ OUTLAW this song helped at the last minute of losing everything and completely changed my outlook on life much love brother
Hello
My lil brother is gone how do I make it
Every word it’s the truth. Powerful!
R.I.P JIMMY!!! THE STRUGGLE IS REAL....
You should have won some kind of Oscar for this track, this is beyond any other song I have ever heard regarding addiction, my hat is off my head and on the floor for you brother, outstanding job with your words
My best friend who I grew up with died recently from a OD. Hurts beyond words that a childhood friend could give into the demons that convinced him drugs were good. I know you know man. God has a plan for all of us and we need to love each other. Life is too short. Never give up man, your music is one of a kind.
Brother! I been crying for an hour. Heard this song 59 times. I have 2 sons on some bullshit and this song breaks my heart. I pray i dont have to bury them
This year marks my 10 years clean and this song hits the heart real hard blessed to have my family I have and god them are facts !!
I have Haystack vibes!! Love this!! Reminds me of so many that I've loved dealing with addiction. A poison that takes over a body instantly but there is a cure. You just have to trust in the fact there are better days ahead and you have the power to defeat the curse.
Just lost my soul mate. My 2 beautiful babies have no father. He was a mess for a long time, we both were I just found my way out sooner than him and he had finally saw the light and got clean after not seeing his kids for 6 years. Unfortunately the damage had been done and we lost him to a heart attack about 5 months after him getting clean from heroin, meth, anything you can think of that he could get his hands on. I've never heard this song and it just happened to come on today and I really needed to hear it. Songs like this just remind us how damn hard addiction can be and just how real it is. RIP CKB. 🖤 Bad ass song
Damn this song dope dope. Shit is 95% impossible to overcome, heroin I mean. To all of you who have it beat for now, good f’n job. You’re stronger than 99% of the world. Keep watching and supporting FJ Outlaw!! He’s the most underrated rapper in the game. And watch those ads yall so he gets some bread.
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