Every little star has a reason to shine. Thank you for everything, Tryn. Video with Tryn's sister Kate: • The Most Intense VRCha... Submit your own story to tell it on the channel: azeal.me/submit
Also Azeal you where so so sweet to her trough the whole interview but especially at the end, I cried, thank you so much for doing these interviews and being there for those people in that moment ❤
I am sorry for your loss, Azael. She really was a little star. She'll never stop shining now because you've immortalized her here and in our hearts also.
Oh my, I didn't even put two and two together that she was related to the story that made me cry. I responded to Kate's comment about how afraid I was to watch the previous video, I am blown away once again... I am so sorry for your loss... she seemed so pure and truly deserved so much more than everything she had taken from her, 18:17 and her carring so deeply proves that to me... I honestly... hope you guys all recover as I need too in my own way now... I'll take her words to heart "Every little star has a reason to shine". Rest easy Tryn... never stop shining your pure soul where you are!!
@Azael i have only watched your vids involving the bounty hunter and the guy who worked in the hoarders jobs, but i am truly sorry about the loss of Tryn my deepest of condolences. and my Lord in heaven that Girl is a warrior, shes been through so much and i cant even begin to describe what i felt hearing all of this. May she be blessed and rest well with her friends and family in Heaven. i shall pray for her soul. But let me first say after all this and knowing the news of the videos of her passing: That poor girl was the strongest, and deserved so much better after all that but with all that's happened, i hope and pray she for what shes been through will inspire others to bring happiness and kindness, shine bright you beautiful Angelic Star again my deepest of condolences man and may perpetual light shine upon Tryn and grace be given to her family.
Rest in peace, Tryn. You were born into an unfair world and dealt an unfair hand, but I'm sure you still did everything in your power to make the most of your time here.
You could hear in her voice a maturity no child her age should ever have to have. Absolutely gut-wrenching, and the fact she was able to keep such a hopeful demeanor after all she's been through. Truly a beautiful soul. Keep shining Tryn and rest in peace.
I don't think I've heard anything more beautiful then "If I can't get a job and help people, I can atleast help them cheer up", thank you Tryn, for being such an amazing soul.
“I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay” Feels so important. I wish the universe could have let her stay longer. To grow past everything. She was a beautiful soul.
its so nice she got have such awsome freands and nice space tp tel her story to the world and that monster will fover live with fult wat he did forever and story wil be known across world wat he did
there's a lot of amazing things vr has done for people with conditions and disabilities. people with hard of hearing and or deaf are able to converse with one another in a video game that doesn't require them to use a keyboard to talk, through Vr sign language. and theres quite a few players who aren't deaf or hard of hearing who learned sign language just to converse with them. it's allowed people with social anxiety to let loose and interact with people in the comfort of their own home and an avatar to obscure their physical self.
Tryn helped so many people who have been through a similar experience just by telling her story. Just to know someone feels the same pain you do does wonders by itself, as well as putting more awareness out there. I have so much respect for Tryn and youtubers like Azeal who cover this.
Tryn was extremely wise beyond her years. Fifteen… so young. May she rest in peace. May she shine as brightly if not more in the sky as she did here on Earth ❤️
It's crazy how I was wishing death upon myself for like an hour today and when I came back to my computer I come across this video. This is my first time ever coming across this channel and seeing Tryn. Hearing what she went through and how she had it so much worse than me, but was still able to move forward was so inspiring. Tryn, even though you're gone, your light still shines brightly. I hope that one day I can shine as brightly as you and help those lost in darkness.
Everyone is going through different things in life. Do not downplay your struggles just because some may have it worse than you, just keep at it, at your own pace. Cheers mate
My Epilepsy situation is deteriorating too, I just ad to go to a doctor after a seizure so this is very worrying to me and I'm prone to panic attacks so LOL...
She died 8th July, and that day I had fun at a friend's sleepover. It's heartbreaking to think such horrible things can happen while others have fun. Rest in Peace Tryn, you won't be forgotten.
She explained her memories so well that it felt like i was there and it just proves how traumatic and disturbing it must have been, i cannot even. This was the hardest thing to watch and listen to. Terrifying what she went through, i have no other words. I hope she knew she did everything right, she had nothing to apologize. Rest in Peace Tryn
I don't have the balls to watch it, her voice in the first 20 seconds just feels like it radiates suffering. not in a bad way, but in a "clearly seen some sh*t and still squeaky" kind of way that makes you question the humanity of everyone who didn't protect her from whatever she's been through. it's not immediately obvious, it's something I can't quite put my finger on, but it's definitely there. I'm too damn soft and sympathetic for this, heck I get stuck thinking about it for weeks when I read some reddit post about a doctor shaving someones canines without permission. for anyone who did watch the video, don't explain or summarize it for me, I can get enough context from the first 20 seconds of the video to guess a fair bit of it, and anything more would do more harm than good for me
@@unknownvariable2456 u don't know much of the story, I can tell for sure the voice in this case isn't enough. U miss a big opportunity to gain knowledge here and to understand how much of a person she was and u will lose the message she had to tell us. "I am too damn soft for it" -well, ist almost like you are telling me - OH well that's soooo hard for me to be going through this and this behaviour is wrong for sure! (its usually a thing to say this, and this is understandable BUT not in this particular case I promise you) I highly recommend u watch the video because it has so much in it, u won't regret it if you are not stupid.
@@seltascare4713 it's not about whether or not I'd suffer watching it, but more like I'd rather not know the horrors she's gone through in detail, even if I'm somewhat aware of them now just due to going through life and hearing offhanded mentions in various places. it's like the difference between knowing a cheap overhanging balcony can collapse and send you falling 50 stories, and then building that balcony and knowing in exact detail how fragile it is and how easy it would be for it to all fall apart if someone made a real simple mistake when constructing it. you'd be constantly worrying about it every time there was even the slightest possibility of it happening, rather than living a relatively carefree life. I don't want to go through life actively looking for signs that some form of horrible child abuse is happening and burning every bridge I have in the process just due to knowing those things exist even when everyone seems normal. because I'm too damn paranoid to ignore that kinda stuff or to know when I should and shouldn't worry about it or to know when to act on it.
My heart is shattered. Thank you for this beautiful video azeal. You have been there for my sister in her darkest times and i am so thankfull to you. Never stop shining trynle 💙
Your story broke me when ai finally got the courage to watch it, and I am shocked that she was the sibling you talked about, I am absolutely heartbroken by her passing. I didn't even realize she was the sister at first you talked about... I won't repeat everything I typed in a comment again to spare you of my heart pouring essay (in Azeal's comment response), but I am so sorry for your loss... she seems like such a pure soul that deserved so much more...
Kate, je te présente mes plus sincères condoléances. Après avoir vu l'histoire de toi et tes frères et soeurs, mon coeur a chaviré. Je pleure pour vous et je ne sais pas quoi écrire. Ayant moi-même une petite soeur, j'ose même pas imaginer la douleur que vous traversez en ce moment. Tu prenais très grands soins de ta petite soeur et je suis certaine que tu as été pour elle un rayon de soleil au travers des épreuves surmontées. Peu importe ce qui arrive, sache que rien n'était de ta faute. Tu étais pour elle une épaule qui lui a permis de poursuivre son combat durant toutes ces années et tu as été une grande soeur formidable. Toutes mes pensées à toi et à ta famille.
@@moonlet-from-spacemerci infiniment pour votre message, toute la famille vous remercie. Ce fut et est encore un passage extrêmement difficile pour tous, je vous souhaite le meilleur.
Same here. I grew up, not knowing I had it for a majority of my life, and hearing other peoples stories is always a big comfort to me. I never feel as alone as I do all the time whenever I hear them.
I feel like I just walked into something that I shouldn't have... I know nothing about this person, or anyone here, but after seeing this video, my heart goes out to Tryn, and her family, and friends, and supporters. I can't tell she was a gem, and a strong one at that.
I don't think I've ever heard of a person that has been through so much unfairness but has been so...gentle and pure. I would have loved to have met her, and I'm glad she had the strength to tell her story and not let it break her. I'm so sorry for you and her family's loss. Rest in peace, Tryn. Even just this little glimpse of your star shines brilliantly.
Yeah same... I have seen so much and just a lot of unfairness after unfairness but i couldnt keep my mind in tact i grew hatful and cold and my situation was bad but nowhere near as fucked up and horrible as this. It sucks that such a good person had to go through this. The world is truly unfair.
The "I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay" broke me. I haven't properly cried in weeks. Rest in peace Tryn. You went through so much and still kept shining as Azeal said. The people in your life will remember you as a kind person that gave all the hope in the world to those who needed. You were a gift to this world.
havent cried since 13 years and im 21. this one was hard tho ngl i respect the brother and her story is close to mine so it was even harder. so sad i wished I could have given her a big hug damn u think it cant get worse but then it gets worse. good job on the dudes part he comforted her pretty good, he soundet like a true friend..sad that it was only in vr chat...poor girl maybe one tear for u and that is coming from a guy🫂 fk still cant believe she died, I didnt even know her just take the little love I can give to heaven and i hope u are happy❤
Damn bro I'm so sorry for your loss. That shit always hurts, but I hope and know you and everyone around her will remember her and move on. Just keep going, keep going. R.I.P Tyrn
i was close friends with Try. She called me Papa ReRe (ReRe being her little nickname for me instead of Azriel). Borderline a daughter to me, knowing what she went thru on a day to day basis hurt me beyond a reasonable extent. shes safe now though. she can finally rest. no more pain, no more anxiety, only floating on silk clouds. I stay in contact with her sister from time to time to make sure everything is ok. Try didnt deserve this world. She was too precious. Rest in Peace
This video was recommended to me on CZcams. I've never cried over a video or a stranger before but all of this literally has me in tears. Rest in peace, Tryn. You will be missed.
Her brother was more than a hero, he was badass, no words can describe the bravery and moxie it took to stop that drunkard. Tryn, may you rest easy and spend your afterlife with your awesome bro, knowing that you were loved and will be missed.
Her brother was a solider, i don't think the phrase "he looked at death in the eye" has ever suited him more. The amount of bravery it took for him to do something is unfathomable.
He was everything a true big brother should be he was there to protect them form evil when no one else was and I'm glad we could hear about his true bravery.
The end there just cut through me. "It's my purpose." She was 15, her purpose was to be a kid and live her life. She shouldn't have had to deal with any of that. And she still tried to keep a light lit in the world. I don't know that I believe in an afterlife, but if there is one, I hope she's at peace now.
Tryn is surely one of the brightest shining stars out there. I pray that she is in a place now where all she will ever know is love and safety. ❤ Thank you for sharing this interview and her story. I haven’t seen one of your videos before, but now her story will stay with me for a long time.
I've watched all of Azeal's videos and this is the only one that genuinely brought me to tears. It's terrible that we live in a world where someone so undeserving can endure so much misfortune. Rest in peace, Tryn.
Knowing how bad everything that had happened to her was, she still explained it in a form free of hate. The world has lost a very kind soul. Rest in peace Tryn, you've touched all of our hearts.
@@neosasake5980 That and add to the fact she went through so fucking much. A child's brain in a tramuatic environment has to grow up quickly to protect itself.
She didn't deserve anything bad in her childhood. She should've had a better one where she had no disability. A world where she and all her siblings were happy. Rest in peace, Tryn.
Rest in peace, Tryn. She should’ve never had to go through that, especially at her age. I hope she can rest peacefully now, free from her medical issues, sa, and her absolutely terrible father. I’m glad she doesn’t have to keep on suffering anymore. I have never seen of her before but she seemed like such a kind, genuine and beautiful soul. She didn’t deserve what happened to her, nobody does, and I hope that she did get to do things that she enjoyed during her life. If there is any kind of afterlife out there, let Tryn be with her brother now. Rest in peace, you will be forever missed Tryn, you truly were a shining star
Every little star has a reason to shine Im sorry I never could know you more Tryn You were such a gentle soul, wonderful to be around. I wish you never left us. 💔 Rest well And I hope your family is okay and doesnt have any more things happen.
Rest in peace, Tryn. You were such a sweet, young girl. I never got the chance to meet you, or hear your voice until recently, but I will miss you dearly. I hope that you shine brightly up there, wherever you are now. 💙
I can't stop repeating just how this isn't fair... And yet despite that you... Tryn, may you rest in peace. I hope you're smiling with your brother, happy still. You deserved the world in happiness. I hope your time with friends filled your life with joy. "Every little star has a reason to shine." I hope you don't mind if I, and hopefully others, spread this saying and cling to it.
Kinda crazy to think about how half an hour ago, I had no idea who this person was. And now I’m here, grieving for them and paying my respects. Rest in peace, Tryn. My condolences to her family, and every friend who had the pleasure of getting to know her.
I’ve been avoiding this video because I don’t watch this person’s content and just assumed it was some vtuber who passed, but I’m so glad I watched it. I don’t think I have ever actually cried over someone’s story until now. It is absolutely heartbreaking to learn her story. Hearing her talk and having to be so mature, I just broke down. No one at 15 should need to be that mature. Absolutely no one. I turned 17 on the day this was recorded and so wish that I could be there for her as well. So as a message Trynle, I promise your story will not be in vain.
Azeal uses VRChat as a medium to conduct interviews with real people about the things they've experienced. It adds an extra dimension to remote interviews, because usually if it's not an in-person interview, you only get to hear their voice, but when it takes place within VR, you can see some level of body language.
@@TheOddInfluencer A Vtuber is a person yes, but also most of them do Act. For entertainment purposes and you couldn't really judge or know are they just playing behind the mask or they're doing normal things they usually do... It's Online people not real people even though you felt it.
@@snowwitch1752 Exactly, Take Silvervale for example, she is fake, 10000% Fake, but she fakes so well you would be genuinely convinced she is a nice person, but she isn't lol she is the direct image of "Know your audience to know your branding." Where as this video is completely different, you can clearly tell this this guy is genuinely there for the story, he really wants to support this and do something positive
@@shush1198I’ll preface this I am not someone obsessed with vtubers and that I am trans. From what I can understand people got mad at her because she played hog wards legacy, who cares, JK Rowling is already rich and was barely if not at all involved with the making of the game. Plus HP is way too popular in it of itself so a boycott is useless. Edit: wanted to add, you can be a nice person who isn’t transphobic and play HL.
24:40 azeal, i swear to god, you are such a amazing human being, thank you for comforting her like this. And rest in peace Tryn, all your loved ones will remember you for how amazing and strong you where.
This popped into my recommendation list, and for the first time in 7 years, I've actually cried for an entire video... this is the first time I've watched one of your videos. She went through so much and still is an awesome person. I even relived my personal traumatic experiences with family and foster family after the video, but I learned that I could take control if I wanted to... as a person who is VERY anti-social, I might actually get some therapy to help better myself, and I'll be able to help my friends the way I can. You've got a new subscriber and supporter. And to others who are reading this, be sure to subscribe and turn on notifications 🙏🙏🙏
RIP Tryn. At such a young age she went through so much yet stayed so strong till the end, i could tell she had a pure and beautiful soul. Life is just so unfair. But thanks to you and all those close to her she was able to leave with good and happy memories.
i remember your stream with her, it touched my heart and it was so sweet seeing everyone help raise money for her to have a computer. she was so sweet and genuine, and it was devastating to hear that she passed even if i didnt know her personally rest in peace tryn
@@sexgamer666 i'm definitely not a professional but i'm pretty sure she had some complications with her epilepsy i think azeal has another video on her from a month or so ago that explains this more in detail
I just watched this as my little fur baby passed away(this was playing in the background). He had an autoimmune disease that was eating away at his red blood cells, was going to put him down tomorrow but, he passed away now. Rest in peace to both this beautiful girl and my little angel Charlie. May they both fly free. Am so sad as I type this. Loved ones, give them your love as much as you can.
This is my first time watching your channel and this is the most gut-wrenching, heartbreaking thing (literally out of everything on this Earth) I have heard in years if not my entire life. Such a young and kind soul should have never been able to experience a situation such as that. Even after all that trauma and hardship, she was still was able to speak in an upbeat tone, help her family, and keep going. That is something I wish me and everybody in this world can achieve. Being born and given life was supposed to be a beautiful vacation, not something one wants to leave. And if there is any afterlife, I know she is enjoying the best possible part of it. The fact that there are many millions of people experiencing the same thing right now and throughout history is staggering. After listening to this, I empathized way, way more than I expected to. The details she provided made me realize how idiotically ignorant I was to the people in these situations even though I heard about things like this before. I feel guilty when I think my situation is bad, but have experienced nothing compared to her. Thank you so much Azeal, for providing happiness and care to such a wonderful person. Thank you so much Tryn, for protecting your siblings and inspiring so many of us to keep going. Rest in peace, or dance among the butterflies if you would like!
As an atheist, that video made me go to my local cemetery and pray almost every day for the past month. Such a pure and sweet soul, gone...And for what? What a cruel and unfair world we live in. She did nothing to deserve it. If there is any kind of afterlife, I hope her soul have found peace.
The end of the video really, really hurt. Hearing the way Azeal comforted Tryn, speaking really softly yet with an intense amount of emotion... that made me viscerally feel in a way a lot of things these days aren't usually able to. And on top of this, it really serves to put into perspective just how much it must have hurt him when he learned about Tryn's passing. It was one thing already to hear him talking about it, but seeing how gently he speaks to her in this video... I cannot imagine the pain Azeal felt when he heard the news. Rest well, Tryn. You mattered.
I once heard that stars can keep shining even long after they are gone, I hope her light never fades. Rest in peace Tryn, you deserve all the peace in the universe.
Well that’s because of the speed of light. We can see stars long after they’re gone because the light they emit is still traveling to us and hasn’t reached fully yet.
Depends on the star, really. If it collapses into a white dwarf or a neutron star, then sure, it'll keep shining long after its "death". If it turns into a black hole though, then no, it will not shine from that moment on ever again. Given how slow the speed of light is, we simply won't see it happening until long after it has already happened, and how long that takes depends on the distance of that star relative to us. But once they're gone, they are gone for good, and will not emit any light ever again.
Oh how unfair the world can be. It's the first time seeing this video, let alone anything from this channel.Tryn seemed o be so genuine and kind, living so cheerfully after having to live through so much pain and darkness must've been so hard. Her story is one that no one should live through, no matter what they've done, it's terrible that a child had to live it. She was so wise for a mere kid, I'm not much older than her, but her choice of words, the way she acted and her mindset were so unique. Im glad that she was able to share her story and I want to thank you for taking care of her when others couldn't. She was a beautiful soul that left this cruel world far too early, she didn't deserve all this suffering. Rest in peace Tryn, you're loved and you will be missed dearly
Crying within the first 5 minutes. I've also felt like a science project/lab rat most my life from my illnnesses. VR has really helped me escape the reality of my sickness. It hurts knowing someone so young had to go through that. I hope she rests in peace. poor baby. the world is cruel and unfair.
may you sleep well child, you no longer need to worry about the pain or to be considering your triggers, fly high and be free now. ''The candle that shines twice as bright burn twice as fast''
As i leave my mark in tribute to such a talented unique being that has ever existed. I question why she had to go through all that. Why death chose her next. Why the little star couldn't burn just for one more day. Though, at the same time, I'm glad we got to see such a colorful supernova illuminate the cold dark space around her once more, before she fades away... leaving a flaming core of nothing but happy memories. Tryn, I've only met you for 30 minutes. But in those 30 minutes, it felt like I've known you my entire life. All of us here hope you're doing happy and well, wherever you are now. Shine on, little star.
Holy. This made me cry. I have every reason to hate humanity. People like Tryn are the ones who keep the hope Alive. Thank you Tryn... wherever you are. I hope you have found the happiness you deserve.
Why would you hate humanity? And what exactly do you mean by "humanity"? Who gets included in that group, where do you draw the line and how did you determine where the line was drawn?
Firstly. Don't get your panties in a twist. Secondly, to put it into perspective You know something? I really hate people. They are selfish, ignorant, loud, obnoxious, pricks with basically no redeeming qualities whatsoever! I mean, really! Look at all they've achieved! Corruption, genocide, global warming! It's just a never ending parade of failures and fuck ups. Then I hear and listen about Tryn's life story. Someone who got dealt one of the worst hands possible one could have and still, somehow like magic, still was able to smile and be bubbly. That's my point. @@Nabekukka
This just shows to me, that with the amount of cruelty this world throws at people, its our responsibility to lend a hand to anyone in need. So keep an eye out and offer aid when you can. We must do what we can to lessen the suffering of people like Tryn. She will not be forgotten. And I hope she was reunited with her brother.
RIP Tryn. Im surprised I am the same age as you now. I learned a lot, and you taught me to begin change for others. Wherever I shall be in the future, lessons I learn will become lessons I give just like what you did.
RIP Tryn. Edit: wherever you are; letting you know your voice was the cutest thing to hear even if you got annoyed by it. You spoke very fluently for being only 15 and even though i don't personally know you; thank you for carving out your own little ray of sunshine in this dark world. I speak for everyone when I say we will miss you very much. Rest easy.
No offence or whatever but I don't get why people are always like "they speak so well for their age". It doesn't mean anything now, young people nowadays are a lot smarter than young people from like 20 years ago.
@@NotSageMan It's because the expectations of our current world, where teenagers and kids aren't forced to grow up and do manual labor/harsh work. They should be enjoying their youths, while the adults are to give the future that they deserve, so we can have a better future. It's not to say the current societal norms are better or more grandiose, but let's not pretend either life was perfect for being children before. I mean heck, kids got married to adults at the age of 13-15. Children are definitely smarter than we expect them them nowadays, I do agree with that. Adults in this generation did push down on the younger generation's intellect, but we also gave them choices. Tryn on the other hand, never got the choice. She never had the choice of just enjoying life as a child. She was hospitalized, treated like fragile glass, and now never get to see more. I know that it wasn't really your point and shouldn't argue with you on something like this. But it's just painful, it just fucking sucks. I can somewhat relate to her, being dealt a shitty hand, and forced to 'grow up' because of it, but the cards she had was much worse.
I lost a family member of mine the next day after Tryn's passing...Yuki Hiramoto was not only just a family member but she was always there for me and since then I have always visited her grave and sat there singing our favorite Japanese song, I'm still visiting her grave to this day. I still play VRChat and have a community with people who are mostly chill and have lost family too. rest in peace Tryn and Yuki ❤️
She seemed really sweet. I'm glad you were able to capture a conversation with her. I really hope her family is managing well. I know way too personally what it's like to have someone in your family pass suddenly from health complications.
I was tears at the end. She did not deserve to go. I am autistic myself and I can barley hold myself together with my nice normal life. I don’t think I could ever do what she did. She was such a strong person. Rest in peace. I need to go look at cat videos for 3 hours now.
Often times people who have depression will always seem okay to everyone else. If someone is always cheery, smiley, don't want to bother you they may often have depression and masking that they are not okay and don't want to hurt you in any way. Sometimes the most seemingly happy people are the most sad, you have to watch out for that. A fake smile is what we wear in order to protect you and our own feelings.
Exactly- people always assume it goes like this: they stop caring for others and themselves, stop talking to others, stop smiling, are always grumpy, but its almost never like that. They wont want people to see that and suffer the same way. Most of us are very empathetic people, and struggle between balancing our own emotions and navigating others emotions. Its a shame its generalized and stereotyped so often.
I am very late but i just wanted to say that this girl never should have gone through such an unfair life. Such a beautiful soul but was treated so poorly, she did not deserve this. She is only a few years older than me and i cant imagine what she went through. Fly high angel and so does her brother and sister.
You was a lovable gem to everyone who knew and loved you who always stayed so strong and posative despite life being so crewl to you. RIP little star. You left the world way too soon.
Tryn was someone I never met personally but someone I think we can all really look up to. She's what a true hero looks like, especially the way she so deeply cared about protecting her brother. I'm really glad you left in that last portion of calming her down, because it showed how even people who present themselves as the strongest, happy people still break down sometimes. The way you talked to her was so gentle and genuine. She was lucky to have you, Azeal. I'm so glad I was able to get to know her through you. She made this world so much more special while she was here, and she will continue to make an impact long after she's gone. Thank you, Tryn. You've helped so many people and you continue to help them, even after you're gone. Rest easy, little star. We'll keep your shine alive for you.
After watching this video, I'm in pieces. The world can truly, genuinely, be a horrible and cruel place. You're in a better place now, Tryn, and you are still such an inspiration to all of us. You will be remembered. ❤
I loved the end. You did so well with helping her cope, and I think that Tryn's saying "every star has a reason to shine" is something that I needed to hear myself. Love everything you do, and I hope that I can live by that saying myself.
Never had the pleasure to watch someone like Tryn, but from what I've seen she seemed super nice, rest in piece little star, for your shine may have faded, but the warmth you granted us all will never cease.
Thank you so much for giving people like this young woman a voice because so much of what Tryn went through i can relate and it hit me so close to home, abuse parent, violated at such a young age, living in a body that gives up on me, unable to socialize or communicate with others because my brain is different, but still so much kindness and forgiveness for the world even through all the bad we all have seen. The day Tryns brother was taken from the world is my birthday, the day i feel the loneliness i could ever feel. Thank you for saying all those beautiful things you said because not only did she need to hear them, so did we ❤
I'm literally whimpering with tears soaking my face. I cannot even begin to say the things I wanna say. I remember talking to you briefly when this happened. What am amazing person that we have been blessed to know, if only briefly.
I still miss her to this day. Rest in peace Trynle, I'll never forget you. I'll never forget the smiles we shared, the laughs, the cries, all the time we spent together. You truly were like a little sister to me. I just wish I could hug you one last time
Crying for someone who you don’t even know or just heard about isn’t a weakness or anything. It’s kindness and a thing that makes you an angel. And just knowing that the ones who cared for them and was there for them for a very long time and even loved them is even more saddening because they’re gone.. and to hear what they have been through and how much they’ve suffered and endured makes it even more painful for me. No one deserves to go through this pain ever. We all love and miss you Tryn, Goodnight.
Rest in peace tryn, you did you did great you dont have to say sorry its okay you deserve a better life i hope you get a good happy and healthy happy life in another world we will always miss you then again rest in peace tryn😔😔😔 god got another beautiful angel in heaven again
Watching this video and the one where Azeal announces Tryn’s passing made me realize how much I appreciate the people in my life. I have a friend who is suicidal and I helped them get through a time that was hard for them, and these videos brought me an understanding of how much I really care for the people close to me. Thank you for making these videos. Rest in peace Tryn, you where and still are a bright and shining star to all the people you made friends with.
This poor baby. What a beautiful soul she was. So well spoken and healing to hear. I'm so completely devastated that she had to grow up so quick and endure what she did in real life and on that stupid platform. Not only was home a hell for her, besides her siblings, but people being creeps and just downright rude. I'm glad she's at peace now. She braved so much and I know she was an incredible role model for her little brother. Sweet little shining star. You will never be forgotten and your memory will continue to live on through so many people.
This was one of the saddest stories I've heard and cried for a while. No child should've ever gone through that ever. The fact that she was brave enough to tell this story is truly amazing to me. The world is cruel and unforgiving, but I'm glad she pushed through it all. Keep shining in the stars above. Rest in peace Tryn.
there is a lot much i want to stay but can't put into words but i admire so much how supportive you are and i can tell even with all the things that happened to her she is at least blessed with a friend like you
her story is inspirational. she had to go through things i cannot even begin to fathom. it’s devastating that she was taken from the world. i hope that she’s never forgotten and she can inspire many more. rest in peace. ❤
Never met them before, but I respect them. Though you may be gone, the memories you gave to those around you will live on for many years to come. You're never truly gone unless you are forgotten.
Video with Tryn's sister Kate: czcams.com/video/1pyFP1GVjfM/video.html
Submit your own story to tell me in VRChat: azeal.me/submit
Thank you
Also Azeal you where so so sweet to her trough the whole interview but especially at the end, I cried, thank you so much for doing these interviews and being there for those people in that moment ❤
I am sorry for your loss, Azael. She really was a little star. She'll never stop shining now because you've immortalized her here and in our hearts also.
Oh my, I didn't even put two and two together that she was related to the story that made me cry.
I responded to Kate's comment about how afraid I was to watch the previous video, I am blown away once again... I am so sorry for your loss... she seemed so pure and truly deserved so much more than everything she had taken from her, 18:17 and her carring so deeply proves that to me...
I honestly... hope you guys all recover as I need too in my own way now...
I'll take her words to heart "Every little star has a reason to shine".
Rest easy Tryn... never stop shining your pure soul where you are!!
@Azael i have only watched your vids involving the bounty hunter and the guy who worked in the hoarders jobs, but i am truly sorry about the loss of Tryn my deepest of condolences.
and my Lord in heaven that Girl is a warrior, shes been through so much and i cant even begin to describe what i felt hearing all of this. May she be blessed and rest well with her friends and family in Heaven.
i shall pray for her soul. But let me first say after all this and knowing the news of the videos of her passing:
That poor girl was the strongest, and deserved so much better after all that but with all that's happened, i hope and pray she for what shes been through will inspire others to bring happiness and kindness,
shine bright you beautiful Angelic Star
again my deepest of condolences man and may perpetual light shine upon Tryn and grace be given to her family.
Rest in peace, Tryn. You were born into an unfair world and dealt an unfair hand, but I'm sure you still did everything in your power to make the most of your time here.
Dude you did not say that with that fucking pfp
I just started watching these videos again who is she and what happened
@@mightyx5441there should be another video about her
@@Qx.om_link?
m.czcams.com/video/vVdHg-tvIJs/video.html I think this is it
You could hear in her voice a maturity no child her age should ever have to have. Absolutely gut-wrenching, and the fact she was able to keep such a hopeful demeanor after all she's been through. Truly a beautiful soul. Keep shining Tryn and rest in peace.
@@UTTP900should’ve happened to you 😂
brother be quiet your not helpful in anyway@@IHatePeopleOfColor
@@IHatePeopleOfColor yo what the fuck?
@@IHatePeopleOfColor what?
@@IHatePeopleOfColorWHAT?
I don't think I've heard anything more beautiful then "If I can't get a job and help people, I can atleast help them cheer up", thank you Tryn, for being such an amazing soul.
“I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay”
Feels so important. I wish the universe could have let her stay longer. To grow past everything. She was a beautiful soul.
Mhm. Sorry if I sound ignorant, I'm just too busy crying, and I can't think when I'm crying
I'm so glad that VR provided her with a second life and amazing friends ❤
its so nice she got have such awsome freands and nice space tp tel her story to the world and that monster will fover live with fult wat he did forever and story wil be known across world wat he did
there's a lot of amazing things vr has done for people with conditions and disabilities.
people with hard of hearing and or deaf are able to converse with one another in a video game that doesn't require them to use a keyboard to talk, through Vr sign language. and theres quite a few players who aren't deaf or hard of hearing who learned sign language just to converse with them.
it's allowed people with social anxiety to let loose and interact with people in the comfort of their own home and an avatar to obscure their physical self.
huge kudos to the vrchat dev team for making it a thing.
Tryn helped so many people who have been through a similar experience just by telling her story. Just to know someone feels the same pain you do does wonders by itself, as well as putting more awareness out there. I have so much respect for Tryn and youtubers like Azeal who cover this.
Yep. T-T
rest in peace tryn. you seemed to be a great person, and you will forever be missed.
you mean no comments buddy@@jvhunx
@@jvhunx read the room
@@jvhunx theres no way💀
whatd they say@@yoursocialanxiety8894
@sjmamsmsmx what did they say
Tryn was extremely wise beyond her years. Fifteen… so young. May she rest in peace.
May she shine as brightly if not more in the sky as she did here on Earth ❤️
It's crazy how I was wishing death upon myself for like an hour today and when I came back to my computer I come across this video. This is my first time ever coming across this channel and seeing Tryn. Hearing what she went through and how she had it so much worse than me, but was still able to move forward was so inspiring. Tryn, even though you're gone, your light still shines brightly. I hope that one day I can shine as brightly as you and help those lost in darkness.
I hope things start to look up for you.
Everyone is going through different things in life. Do not downplay your struggles just because some may have it worse than you, just keep at it, at your own pace. Cheers mate
@@EnderEYEx i can't express how i love everyone of you in this comment section. positivity is so good man
My Epilepsy situation is deteriorating too, I just ad to go to a doctor after a seizure so this is very worrying to me and I'm prone to panic attacks so LOL...
I agree.@@soabac0835
She died 8th July, and that day I had fun at a friend's sleepover. It's heartbreaking to think such horrible things can happen while others have fun. Rest in Peace Tryn, you won't be forgotten.
@@IHatePeopleOfColor wtf
@@IHatePeopleOfColor bro what
@@IHatePeopleOfColor I hope you can find the attention you seek without having to put something negative out there.
@@IHatePeopleOfColor why are you happy that she's gone?
she is in peace now and she can finally rest
@@cordunkachud
She explained her memories so well that it felt like i was there and it just proves how traumatic and disturbing it must have been, i cannot even. This was the hardest thing to watch and listen to. Terrifying what she went through, i have no other words. I hope she knew she did everything right, she had nothing to apologize.
Rest in Peace Tryn
its almost like she recited it. gosh man what is this world man
I don't have the balls to watch it, her voice in the first 20 seconds just feels like it radiates suffering.
not in a bad way, but in a "clearly seen some sh*t and still squeaky" kind of way that makes you question the humanity of everyone who didn't protect her from whatever she's been through. it's not immediately obvious, it's something I can't quite put my finger on, but it's definitely there.
I'm too damn soft and sympathetic for this, heck I get stuck thinking about it for weeks when I read some reddit post about a doctor shaving someones canines without permission.
for anyone who did watch the video, don't explain or summarize it for me, I can get enough context from the first 20 seconds of the video to guess a fair bit of it, and anything more would do more harm than good for me
@@unknownvariable2456 u don't know much of the story, I can tell for sure the voice in this case isn't enough. U miss a big opportunity to gain knowledge here and to understand how much of a person she was and u will lose the message she had to tell us. "I am too damn soft for it" -well, ist almost like you are telling me - OH well that's soooo hard for me to be going through this and this behaviour is wrong for sure! (its usually a thing to say this, and this is understandable BUT not in this particular case I promise you) I highly recommend u watch the video because it has so much in it, u won't regret it if you are not stupid.
@@seltascare4713 it's not about whether or not I'd suffer watching it, but more like I'd rather not know the horrors she's gone through in detail, even if I'm somewhat aware of them now just due to going through life and hearing offhanded mentions in various places.
it's like the difference between knowing a cheap overhanging balcony can collapse and send you falling 50 stories, and then building that balcony and knowing in exact detail how fragile it is and how easy it would be for it to all fall apart if someone made a real simple mistake when constructing it. you'd be constantly worrying about it every time there was even the slightest possibility of it happening, rather than living a relatively carefree life.
I don't want to go through life actively looking for signs that some form of horrible child abuse is happening and burning every bridge I have in the process just due to knowing those things exist even when everyone seems normal. because I'm too damn paranoid to ignore that kinda stuff or to know when I should and shouldn't worry about it or to know when to act on it.
“And hope he can remember me” bro I instantly started to stare into space and cry 😭
He is so gonna remember you Tryn. You were an amazing sister 🫂💗
My heart is shattered. Thank you for this beautiful video azeal. You have been there for my sister in her darkest times and i am so thankfull to you. Never stop shining trynle 💙
Thank you for giving me the chance to do this, Kate. Thank you for everything.
Hi Kate, I wish you and your siblings the best
Trynle was a truly beautiful person, I will remember her for her saying forever
Your story broke me when ai finally got the courage to watch it, and I am shocked that she was the sibling you talked about, I am absolutely heartbroken by her passing.
I didn't even realize she was the sister at first you talked about...
I won't repeat everything I typed in a comment again to spare you of my heart pouring essay (in Azeal's comment response), but I am so sorry for your loss... she seems like such a pure soul that deserved so much more...
Kate, je te présente mes plus sincères condoléances. Après avoir vu l'histoire de toi et tes frères et soeurs, mon coeur a chaviré. Je pleure pour vous et je ne sais pas quoi écrire. Ayant moi-même une petite soeur, j'ose même pas imaginer la douleur que vous traversez en ce moment.
Tu prenais très grands soins de ta petite soeur et je suis certaine que tu as été pour elle un rayon de soleil au travers des épreuves surmontées. Peu importe ce qui arrive, sache que rien n'était de ta faute. Tu étais pour elle une épaule qui lui a permis de poursuivre son combat durant toutes ces années et tu as été une grande soeur formidable.
Toutes mes pensées à toi et à ta famille.
@@moonlet-from-spacemerci infiniment pour votre message, toute la famille vous remercie. Ce fut et est encore un passage extrêmement difficile pour tous, je vous souhaite le meilleur.
As someone with autism, i relate a lot to her. Rest in peace, friend.
Same here. I grew up, not knowing I had it for a majority of my life, and hearing other peoples stories is always a big comfort to me. I never feel as alone as I do all the time whenever I hear them.
Same here
Autism is a thing that brought many people together.
It's called something like empathy I think,@@Meloncholiac .
@@Meloncholiac People are selfish like that dude, best thing you can do is not let them get the attention they want. It sucks.
No one deserves this kind of treatment. Fly high Tryn. RIP. ❤
poor darling. This made me choke up so much, such a cruel unfair world.
She's back in the milky way looking over the world peacefully now
"Every little star has a reason to shine" ~Tryn
Indeed, the world is so cruel, she didn't deserve all this..
I feel like I just walked into something that I shouldn't have...
I know nothing about this person, or anyone here, but after seeing this video, my heart goes out to Tryn, and her family, and friends, and supporters.
I can't tell she was a gem, and a strong one at that.
same
Same here. This was just recommended to me.
@@mcgcastSame here
same
Just woke up and got this in my recommendation! truly heartbroken
I don't think I've ever heard of a person that has been through so much unfairness but has been so...gentle and pure.
I would have loved to have met her, and I'm glad she had the strength to tell her story and not let it break her.
I'm so sorry for you and her family's loss.
Rest in peace, Tryn. Even just this little glimpse of your star shines brilliantly.
Yeah same... I have seen so much and just a lot of unfairness after unfairness but i couldnt keep my mind in tact i grew hatful and cold and my situation was bad but nowhere near as fucked up and horrible as this. It sucks that such a good person had to go through this. The world is truly unfair.
Either the trauma one goes through corrupts them or forces them to be stronger. And she was strong to not let it corrupt her.
"I don´t think I´ve ever met a more beautiful soul.
I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay."
Is it soon gonna be one year?!, We won't forget you tryn, nor your brother. I hope they both are at odin's table in valhalla. Keep flying high tryn.
The "I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay" broke me. I haven't properly cried in weeks.
Rest in peace Tryn. You went through so much and still kept shining as Azeal said. The people in your life will remember you as a kind person that gave all the hope in the world to those who needed. You were a gift to this world.
havent cried since 13 years and im 21. this one was hard tho ngl i respect the brother and her story is close to mine so it was even harder. so sad i wished I could have given her a big hug damn u think it cant get worse but then it gets worse.
good job on the dudes part he comforted her pretty good, he soundet like a true friend..sad that it was only in vr chat...poor girl maybe one tear for u and that is coming from a guy🫂 fk still cant believe she died, I didnt even know her just take the little love I can give to heaven and i hope u are happy❤
Damn bro I'm so sorry for your loss. That shit always hurts, but I hope and know you and everyone around her will remember her and move on. Just keep going, keep going. R.I.P Tyrn
you say this shit with the Donald trump mugshot as your pfp 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@mango_lover2017 sometimes you need to separate the memes from real moments.
@@mango_lover2017brother grow tf up
@@mango_lover2017 time and a place man, and this isn't it....
@@mango_lover2017 If anything, it's heartwarming to know that even people who take things less seriously, still care.
i was close friends with Try. She called me Papa ReRe (ReRe being her little nickname for me instead of Azriel).
Borderline a daughter to me, knowing what she went thru on a day to day basis hurt me beyond a reasonable extent. shes safe now though. she can finally rest. no more pain, no more anxiety, only floating on silk clouds.
I stay in contact with her sister from time to time to make sure everything is ok.
Try didnt deserve this world. She was too precious.
Rest in Peace
"I want you here as long as the universe will let you stay"
Aw man 😢
This video was recommended to me on CZcams.
I've never cried over a video or a stranger before but all of this literally has me in tears. Rest in peace, Tryn. You will be missed.
Her brother was more than a hero, he was badass, no words can describe the bravery and moxie it took to stop that drunkard. Tryn, may you rest easy and spend your afterlife with your awesome bro, knowing that you were loved and will be missed.
What a worthless piece of a human being the father was
Her brother was a solider, i don't think the phrase "he looked at death in the eye" has ever suited him more. The amount of bravery it took for him to do something is unfathomable.
He was everything a true big brother should be he was there to protect them form evil when no one else was and I'm glad we could hear about his true bravery.
@@vlux8073to quote warhammer 40k.
"Only in death, doese duty end."
The end there just cut through me. "It's my purpose." She was 15, her purpose was to be a kid and live her life. She shouldn't have had to deal with any of that. And she still tried to keep a light lit in the world. I don't know that I believe in an afterlife, but if there is one, I hope she's at peace now.
Tryn is surely one of the brightest shining stars out there. I pray that she is in a place now where all she will ever know is love and safety. ❤
Thank you for sharing this interview and her story. I haven’t seen one of your videos before, but now her story will stay with me for a long time.
🧡
As july 8th is also the bday for my late grandad that I lost in 2019. I will think hard about both her and my grandad and what both did respectively.
tryn's older brother was just a chad ngl
I've watched all of Azeal's videos and this is the only one that genuinely brought me to tears. It's terrible that we live in a world where someone so undeserving can endure so much misfortune. Rest in peace, Tryn.
"It's a sad truth that those who shine the brightest often burn the fastest". My condolences. Rest in peace Tryn.
Im sorry i did not catch the cause of her passing if you do not mind could you tell me if you know.
@@mr_reeee5516 she passed due to a very bad seizure she had
Knowing how bad everything that had happened to her was, she still explained it in a form free of hate. The world has lost a very kind soul. Rest in peace Tryn, you've touched all of our hearts.
she’s one of those people i hope there’s a heaven for 🙁
Oh my gosh… she was sooo young… Azeal, I’m so sorry you lost someone so close to you. Thank you for sharing her story.
She spoke surprisingly well for her age.
Whoever helped her to speak so good you did an amazing job teaching her.
It's a weird mix of autism and early "development"
I know that because I had the same exact thing...
@@neosasake5980 That and add to the fact she went through so fucking much. A child's brain in a tramuatic environment has to grow up quickly to protect itself.
@@BeastiezCyZ exactly
Yeah, some autistic people are hyperverbal. I'm one of them, sounds great until you feel condescending all the time.
That's because 15 year olds now are a lot smarter than you think.
She didn't deserve anything bad in her childhood. She should've had a better one where she had no disability. A world where she and all her siblings were happy. Rest in peace, Tryn.
Rest in peace, Tryn. She should’ve never had to go through that, especially at her age. I hope she can rest peacefully now, free from her medical issues, sa, and her absolutely terrible father. I’m glad she doesn’t have to keep on suffering anymore. I have never seen of her before but she seemed like such a kind, genuine and beautiful soul. She didn’t deserve what happened to her, nobody does, and I hope that she did get to do things that she enjoyed during her life. If there is any kind of afterlife out there, let Tryn be with her brother now. Rest in peace, you will be forever missed Tryn, you truly were a shining star
My deepest condolences to her family. She seemed like such a sweet kid, rest in peace. 🕊
Every little star has a reason to shine
Im sorry I never could know you more Tryn
You were such a gentle soul, wonderful to be around. I wish you never left us.
💔
Rest well
And I hope your family is okay and doesnt have any more things happen.
Thank you moss 💙
28:00 hes like a father to her, it's so adorable
I feel like crying. Poor tryn 😭
Rest in peace, Tryn. You were such a sweet, young girl. I never got the chance to meet you, or hear your voice until recently, but I will miss you dearly. I hope that you shine brightly up there, wherever you are now. 💙
I can't stop repeating just how this isn't fair... And yet despite that you...
Tryn, may you rest in peace. I hope you're smiling with your brother, happy still. You deserved the world in happiness. I hope your time with friends filled your life with joy.
"Every little star has a reason to shine." I hope you don't mind if I, and hopefully others, spread this saying and cling to it.
Every little star. Spread the word 🧡✨
28:00 This part is so wholesome, Azeal is such a kind soul he's gonna be a great parent one day.
Kinda crazy to think about how half an hour ago, I had no idea who this person was. And now I’m here, grieving for them and paying my respects. Rest in peace, Tryn. My condolences to her family, and every friend who had the pleasure of getting to know her.
I’ve been avoiding this video because I don’t watch this person’s content and just assumed it was some vtuber who passed, but I’m so glad I watched it. I don’t think I have ever actually cried over someone’s story until now. It is absolutely heartbreaking to learn her story. Hearing her talk and having to be so mature, I just broke down. No one at 15 should need to be that mature. Absolutely no one. I turned 17 on the day this was recorded and so wish that I could be there for her as well. So as a message Trynle, I promise your story will not be in vain.
Azeal uses VRChat as a medium to conduct interviews with real people about the things they've experienced. It adds an extra dimension to remote interviews, because usually if it's not an in-person interview, you only get to hear their voice, but when it takes place within VR, you can see some level of body language.
“Just some VTuber”. Every person IS a person. No matter what.
@@TheOddInfluencer A Vtuber is a person yes, but also most of them do Act. For entertainment purposes and you couldn't really judge or know are they just playing behind the mask or they're doing normal things they usually do... It's Online people not real people even though you felt it.
@@snowwitch1752 Exactly, Take Silvervale for example, she is fake, 10000% Fake, but she fakes so well you would be genuinely convinced she is a nice person, but she isn't lol she is the direct image of "Know your audience to know your branding."
Where as this video is completely different, you can clearly tell this this guy is genuinely there for the story, he really wants to support this and do something positive
@@shush1198I’ll preface this I am not someone obsessed with vtubers and that I am trans. From what I can understand people got mad at her because she played hog wards legacy, who cares, JK Rowling is already rich and was barely if not at all involved with the making of the game. Plus HP is way too popular in it of itself so a boycott is useless.
Edit: wanted to add, you can be a nice person who isn’t transphobic and play HL.
24:40 azeal, i swear to god, you are such a amazing human being, thank you for comforting her like this. And rest in peace Tryn, all your loved ones will remember you for how amazing and strong you where.
This popped into my recommendation list, and for the first time in 7 years, I've actually cried for an entire video... this is the first time I've watched one of your videos. She went through so much and still is an awesome person. I even relived my personal traumatic experiences with family and foster family after the video, but I learned that I could take control if I wanted to... as a person who is VERY anti-social, I might actually get some therapy to help better myself, and I'll be able to help my friends the way I can. You've got a new subscriber and supporter. And to others who are reading this, be sure to subscribe and turn on notifications 🙏🙏🙏
RIP Tryn. At such a young age she went through so much yet stayed so strong till the end, i could tell she had a pure and beautiful soul. Life is just so unfair. But thanks to you and all those close to her she was able to leave with good and happy memories.
i remember your stream with her, it touched my heart and it was so sweet seeing everyone help raise money for her to have a computer. she was so sweet and genuine, and it was devastating to hear that she passed even if i didnt know her personally
rest in peace tryn
I hope this is not disrespectful but how did she pass away? I missed that part..
@@sexgamer666 i'm definitely not a professional but i'm pretty sure she had some complications with her epilepsy
i think azeal has another video on her from a month or so ago that explains this more in detail
I just watched this as my little fur baby passed away(this was playing in the background). He had an autoimmune disease that was eating away at his red blood cells, was going to put him down tomorrow but, he passed away now. Rest in peace to both this beautiful girl and my little angel Charlie. May they both fly free. Am so sad as I type this. Loved ones, give them your love as much as you can.
Im starting to cry and im glad vr gave her a second life to socialise with different people and have freimds 😢😢❤❤
This is my first time watching your channel and this is the most gut-wrenching, heartbreaking thing (literally out of everything on this Earth) I have heard in years if not my entire life. Such a young and kind soul should have never been able to experience a situation such as that. Even after all that trauma and hardship, she was still was able to speak in an upbeat tone, help her family, and keep going. That is something I wish me and everybody in this world can achieve. Being born and given life was supposed to be a beautiful vacation, not something one wants to leave. And if there is any afterlife, I know she is enjoying the best possible part of it.
The fact that there are many millions of people experiencing the same thing right now and throughout history is staggering. After listening to this, I empathized way, way more than I expected to. The details she provided made me realize how idiotically ignorant I was to the people in these situations even though I heard about things like this before. I feel guilty when I think my situation is bad, but have experienced nothing compared to her.
Thank you so much Azeal, for providing happiness and care to such a wonderful person.
Thank you so much Tryn, for protecting your siblings and inspiring so many of us to keep going.
Rest in peace, or dance among the butterflies if you would like!
As an atheist, that video made me go to my local cemetery and pray almost every day for the past month. Such a pure and sweet soul, gone...And for what? What a cruel and unfair world we live in. She did nothing to deserve it. If there is any kind of afterlife, I hope her soul have found peace.
I'm 32 and battling brain cancer. I hope I can have a quarter of Tryn's bravery when facing my demons.
Best of luck, I hope to see you survive and commenting on azeals future videos 🙏
u got this. kick its ass
I wish you the best of luck
Best of luck in your journey, warrior
Best of luck in your journey, warrior
The end of the video really, really hurt. Hearing the way Azeal comforted Tryn, speaking really softly yet with an intense amount of emotion... that made me viscerally feel in a way a lot of things these days aren't usually able to. And on top of this, it really serves to put into perspective just how much it must have hurt him when he learned about Tryn's passing. It was one thing already to hear him talking about it, but seeing how gently he speaks to her in this video... I cannot imagine the pain Azeal felt when he heard the news.
Rest well, Tryn. You mattered.
Rest in peace to Tryn. She was blessed with amazing friends
I once heard that stars can keep shining even long after they are gone, I hope her light never fades. Rest in peace Tryn, you deserve all the peace in the universe.
Well that’s because of the speed of light. We can see stars long after they’re gone because the light they emit is still traveling to us and hasn’t reached fully yet.
Depends on the star, really. If it collapses into a white dwarf or a neutron star, then sure, it'll keep shining long after its "death". If it turns into a black hole though, then no, it will not shine from that moment on ever again. Given how slow the speed of light is, we simply won't see it happening until long after it has already happened, and how long that takes depends on the distance of that star relative to us.
But once they're gone, they are gone for good, and will not emit any light ever again.
the cold silence i can feel around me while watching this is extremely loud. rest in peace tryn.
Oh how unfair the world can be. It's the first time seeing this video, let alone anything from this channel.Tryn seemed o be so genuine and kind, living so cheerfully after having to live through so much pain and darkness must've been so hard. Her story is one that no one should live through, no matter what they've done, it's terrible that a child had to live it. She was so wise for a mere kid, I'm not much older than her, but her choice of words, the way she acted and her mindset were so unique. Im glad that she was able to share her story and I want to thank you for taking care of her when others couldn't. She was a beautiful soul that left this cruel world far too early, she didn't deserve all this suffering.
Rest in peace Tryn, you're loved and you will be missed dearly
Crying within the first 5 minutes. I've also felt like a science project/lab rat most my life from my illnnesses. VR has really helped me escape the reality of my sickness. It hurts knowing someone so young had to go through that. I hope she rests in peace. poor baby. the world is cruel and unfair.
same here slime
may you sleep well child, you no longer need to worry about the pain or to be considering your triggers, fly high and be free now.
''The candle that shines twice as bright burn twice as fast''
I lost a really close friend to cancer recently who I played vrchat with, I wish you the best brother. RIP tryn, you will be remembered forever :)
Grown man crying rn. A splash of Tryn has brightened the darkest corners of this cruel world. WHY! I hope to meet you one day Rest in paradise.
As i leave my mark in tribute to such a talented unique being that has ever existed.
I question why she had to go through all that. Why death chose her next. Why the little star couldn't burn just for one more day.
Though, at the same time, I'm glad we got to see such a colorful supernova illuminate the cold dark space around her once more,
before she fades away... leaving a flaming core of nothing but happy memories.
Tryn, I've only met you for 30 minutes. But in those 30 minutes, it felt like I've known you my entire life.
All of us here hope you're doing happy and well, wherever you are now. Shine on, little star.
Holy. This made me cry. I have every reason to hate humanity. People like Tryn are the ones who keep the hope Alive. Thank you Tryn... wherever you are. I hope you have found the happiness you deserve.
Why would you hate humanity? And what exactly do you mean by "humanity"? Who gets included in that group, where do you draw the line and how did you determine where the line was drawn?
Firstly. Don't get your panties in a twist.
Secondly, to put it into perspective You know something? I really hate people. They are selfish, ignorant, loud, obnoxious, pricks with basically no redeeming qualities whatsoever! I mean, really! Look at all they've achieved! Corruption, genocide, global warming! It's just a never ending parade of failures and fuck ups.
Then I hear and listen about Tryn's life story. Someone who got dealt one of the worst hands possible one could have and still, somehow like magic, still was able to smile and be bubbly. That's my point. @@Nabekukka
@@dialgaism100you should look on the bright side some more, not saying I know what you have been through but there is definitely good in people.
@@dialgaism100there is a lot of bad but there is a lot more good
@@buttermackrel Oh, yeah, a lot of 'good'...
So much good out there that evil is somehow ruling the world. lol
This just shows to me, that with the amount of cruelty this world throws at people, its our responsibility to lend a hand to anyone in need. So keep an eye out and offer aid when you can. We must do what we can to lessen the suffering of people like Tryn. She will not be forgotten. And I hope she was reunited with her brother.
RIP Tryn. Im surprised I am the same age as you now. I learned a lot, and you taught me to begin change for others. Wherever I shall be in the future, lessons I learn will become lessons I give just like what you did.
RIP Tryn.
Edit: wherever you are; letting you know your voice was the cutest thing to hear even if you got annoyed by it. You spoke very fluently for being only 15 and even though i don't personally know you; thank you for carving out your own little ray of sunshine in this dark world. I speak for everyone when I say we will miss you very much. Rest easy.
No offence or whatever but I don't get why people are always like "they speak so well for their age". It doesn't mean anything now, young people nowadays are a lot smarter than young people from like 20 years ago.
@@NotSageMan
It's because the expectations of our current world, where teenagers and kids aren't forced to grow up and do manual labor/harsh work. They should be enjoying their youths, while the adults are to give the future that they deserve, so we can have a better future.
It's not to say the current societal norms are better or more grandiose, but let's not pretend either life was perfect for being children before. I mean heck, kids got married to adults at the age of 13-15. Children are definitely smarter than we expect them them nowadays, I do agree with that.
Adults in this generation did push down on the younger generation's intellect, but we also gave them choices. Tryn on the other hand, never got the choice. She never had the choice of just enjoying life as a child. She was hospitalized, treated like fragile glass, and now never get to see more.
I know that it wasn't really your point and shouldn't argue with you on something like this. But it's just painful, it just fucking sucks. I can somewhat relate to her, being dealt a shitty hand, and forced to 'grow up' because of it, but the cards she had was much worse.
Rest in peace. I hope her family is doing fine ❤
I lost a family member of mine the next day after Tryn's passing...Yuki Hiramoto was not only just a family member but she was always there for me and since then I have always visited her grave and sat there singing our favorite Japanese song, I'm still visiting her grave to this day.
I still play VRChat and have a community with people who are mostly chill and have lost family too.
rest in peace Tryn and Yuki ❤️
She seemed really sweet. I'm glad you were able to capture a conversation with her. I really hope her family is managing well.
I know way too personally what it's like to have someone in your family pass suddenly from health complications.
I was tears at the end. She did not deserve to go. I am autistic myself and I can barley hold myself together with my nice normal life. I don’t think I could ever do what she did. She was such a strong person. Rest in peace. I need to go look at cat videos for 3 hours now.
Yeah, I cried quite a bit, too.
Often times people who have depression will always seem okay to everyone else. If someone is always cheery, smiley, don't want to bother you they may often have depression and masking that they are not okay and don't want to hurt you in any way.
Sometimes the most seemingly happy people are the most sad, you have to watch out for that.
A fake smile is what we wear in order to protect you and our own feelings.
Exactly- people always assume it goes like this: they stop caring for others and themselves, stop talking to others, stop smiling, are always grumpy, but its almost never like that.
They wont want people to see that and suffer the same way. Most of us are very empathetic people, and struggle between balancing our own emotions and navigating others emotions.
Its a shame its generalized and stereotyped so often.
I am very late but i just wanted to say that this girl never should have gone through such an unfair life. Such a beautiful soul but was treated so poorly, she did not deserve this. She is only a few years older than me and i cant imagine what she went through. Fly high angel and so does her brother and sister.
We are going to miss her
That.. ending. Azeal being so gentle and saying "he can't hurt you anymore." and practising deep breaths really.. hit. I needed that.
Life can be so horribly cruel to people who do not deserve it. Rest peacefully, little one.
You was a lovable gem to everyone who knew and loved you who always stayed so strong and posative despite life being so crewl to you. RIP little star. You left the world way too soon.
Tryn was someone I never met personally but someone I think we can all really look up to. She's what a true hero looks like, especially the way she so deeply cared about protecting her brother. I'm really glad you left in that last portion of calming her down, because it showed how even people who present themselves as the strongest, happy people still break down sometimes. The way you talked to her was so gentle and genuine. She was lucky to have you, Azeal. I'm so glad I was able to get to know her through you. She made this world so much more special while she was here, and she will continue to make an impact long after she's gone. Thank you, Tryn. You've helped so many people and you continue to help them, even after you're gone. Rest easy, little star. We'll keep your shine alive for you.
After watching this video, I'm in pieces. The world can truly, genuinely, be a horrible and cruel place. You're in a better place now, Tryn, and you are still such an inspiration to all of us. You will be remembered. ❤
I cried like I lost a friend, and I just discovered your channel yesterday. I'm so sorry. She was so wonderful.
Not many deaths affects me, especially online but this one did. I been thinking about her all day. Rest in peace her soul. Goodbye.
I loved the end. You did so well with helping her cope, and I think that Tryn's saying "every star has a reason to shine" is something that I needed to hear myself. Love everything you do, and I hope that I can live by that saying myself.
”a reason to shine, a reason like mine”
@@mile.9768 That's a really good one too, I'm gonna have to remember that one as well.
@@melikeiscool it’s a lyric from lil peeps song ”star shopping” ❤️
@@mile.9768 o i might have to check that out that sounds cool
I wish her the best in whatever afterlife they believed in!❤
Never had the pleasure to watch someone like Tryn, but from what I've seen she seemed super nice, rest in piece little star, for your shine may have faded, but the warmth you granted us all will never cease.
Thank you so much for giving people like this young woman a voice because so much of what Tryn went through i can relate and it hit me so close to home, abuse parent, violated at such a young age, living in a body that gives up on me, unable to socialize or communicate with others because my brain is different, but still so much kindness and forgiveness for the world even through all the bad we all have seen. The day Tryns brother was taken from the world is my birthday, the day i feel the loneliness i could ever feel.
Thank you for saying all those beautiful things you said because not only did she need to hear them, so did we ❤
I'm literally whimpering with tears soaking my face. I cannot even begin to say the things I wanna say. I remember talking to you briefly when this happened. What am amazing person that we have been blessed to know, if only briefly.
I still miss her to this day. Rest in peace Trynle, I'll never forget you. I'll never forget the smiles we shared, the laughs, the cries, all the time we spent together. You truly were like a little sister to me. I just wish I could hug you one last time
Crying for someone who you don’t even know or just heard about isn’t a weakness or anything. It’s kindness and a thing that makes you an angel. And just knowing that the ones who cared for them and was there for them for a very long time and even loved them is even more saddening because they’re gone.. and to hear what they have been through and how much they’ve suffered and endured makes it even more painful for me. No one deserves to go through this pain ever. We all love and miss you Tryn, Goodnight.
Rest in peace tryn, you did you did great you dont have to say sorry its okay you deserve a better life i hope you get a good happy and healthy happy life in another world we will always miss you then again rest in peace tryn😔😔😔 god got another beautiful angel in heaven again
Rest easy you did good 🙏🏾🕊️
Ill miss ya girly. The brightest star burns half as long. 🌌💙
Watching this video and the one where Azeal announces Tryn’s passing made me realize how much I appreciate the people in my life. I have a friend who is suicidal and I helped them get through a time that was hard for them, and these videos brought me an understanding of how much I really care for the people close to me. Thank you for making these videos. Rest in peace Tryn, you where and still are a bright and shining star to all the people you made friends with.
This poor baby. What a beautiful soul she was. So well spoken and healing to hear. I'm so completely devastated that she had to grow up so quick and endure what she did in real life and on that stupid platform. Not only was home a hell for her, besides her siblings, but people being creeps and just downright rude. I'm glad she's at peace now. She braved so much and I know she was an incredible role model for her little brother. Sweet little shining star. You will never be forgotten and your memory will continue to live on through so many people.
God I feel terrible for her.
This was one of the saddest stories I've heard and cried for a while. No child should've ever gone through that ever. The fact that she was brave enough to tell this story is truly amazing to me.
The world is cruel and unforgiving, but I'm glad she pushed through it all.
Keep shining in the stars above.
Rest in peace Tryn.
there is a lot much i want to stay but can't put into words
but i admire so much how supportive you are
and i can tell even with all the things that happened to her she is at least blessed with a friend like you
her story is inspirational. she had to go through things i cannot even begin to fathom. it’s devastating that she was taken from the world. i hope that she’s never forgotten and she can inspire many more. rest in peace. ❤
Never met them before, but I respect them. Though you may be gone, the memories you gave to those around you will live on for many years to come.
You're never truly gone unless you are forgotten.
Omg she was so young. Rest in peace. I hope she will live on through your memories.