male fantasy - billie eilish (slowed n reverb)

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  • čas přidán 28. 07. 2021
  • ☾ and it's all i think about whеn im behind the wheel
    i worry this is how im always gonna feel
    but nothing lasts, i know the deal ☽
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Komentáře • 70

  • @stevesunish4028
    @stevesunish4028 Před 3 lety +540

    This is literally one of her best songs.

  • @amiraclapper9857
    @amiraclapper9857 Před 3 lety +269

    This is my favorite from the album. It’s hard to choose, but by far this takes #1

    • @solomonerhardt
      @solomonerhardt Před 3 lety +4

      Same, it's beautiful

    • @gabril7297
      @gabril7297 Před 2 lety +3

      It’s the best cuz it is the one that you wouldn’t have enough to listen to ^^

  • @cokeisbetterthanu
    @cokeisbetterthanu Před 3 lety +172

    Male Fantasy and Everything I wanted are my comfort songs, I just wanna hug and cry in their arms :')

  • @elinalkefjall453
    @elinalkefjall453 Před 2 lety +47

    this song is so deep and can relate so much to it..

  • @elinalkefjall453
    @elinalkefjall453 Před 2 lety +63

    this and happier than ever is my top favorite songs of her. god i repeat them everyday

  • @sofie2447
    @sofie2447 Před 3 lety +185

    Home alone
    Trying not to eat
    Distract myself with pornography
    I hate the way she looks at me
    I can't stand the dialogue
    She would never be
    That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
    I'm going back to therapy
    'Cause I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know
    When nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    I got a call from a girl I used to know
    We were inseparable years ago
    Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
    And it's all I think about
    When I'm behind the wheel
    I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
    But nothing lasts, I know the deal
    But I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know
    When nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    Can't get over you
    No matter what I do
    I know I should but I could never hate you

  • @-kelis-p4767
    @-kelis-p4767 Před 3 lety +42

    This timing is immaculate 0-0 like it came out a couple seconds ago!

  • @Mafuyu24542
    @Mafuyu24542 Před 2 lety +22

    This song really helped me through my last breakup 🥺

  • @jjpratt5738
    @jjpratt5738 Před 3 lety +28

    damn y’all b fast omg

  • @marcusandersson2890
    @marcusandersson2890 Před 2 lety +8

    "Can’t get over you, no matter what I do.....I know I should but I could never hate you" This lyric though, so powerful

  • @PhilliesDude2k20
    @PhilliesDude2k20 Před 3 lety +27

    Bro the album just came out 🤣

  • @radityanathanzawijaya7112

    this song so underatted

  • @ceana7055
    @ceana7055 Před 3 lety +16

    this is my fav

  • @mariajosefabarbosa4544
    @mariajosefabarbosa4544 Před 2 lety +26

    i would love to see this make part of a movie's soundtrack.

  • @PoloParkAH
    @PoloParkAH Před 2 lety +6

    This is the best “my cat died and I want to cry sing” to ever exist thank you so much Billie ellish

  • @laufeygurl
    @laufeygurl Před 2 lety +3

    3:16 this part be hitting different.

  • @Tiarose5248
    @Tiarose5248 Před 2 lety +2

    She sings this song in this tone mostly. So beautiful

  • @luciantelalemaxim6843
    @luciantelalemaxim6843 Před 2 lety +4

    I can't stop putting this on repeat

  • @hisrafaelangelus.333
    @hisrafaelangelus.333 Před 2 lety +6

    MMIXX: i don't want to. but i love you
    MMXXI: i know i should, but i could never hate you

  • @D4v1Eilish
    @D4v1Eilish Před 2 lety +1

    I love Billie Eilish, Bilie is my inspiration. I love Male Fantasy, it's my favorite song, there's no better song than this

  • @mediocriscries
    @mediocriscries Před 2 lety +2

    this has a beautiful melody

  • @ava165
    @ava165 Před 2 lety +2

    this song is incredible

  • @niyati5667
    @niyati5667 Před 3 lety +6

    ' home alone trying not to eat ' :

  • @yurigabriel6095
    @yurigabriel6095 Před 2 lety +2

    Que vibe incrível

  • @ralexande
    @ralexande Před 2 lety +2

    это единственная песня в которой повествуется о моей боли

  • @Edi-xc2md
    @Edi-xc2md Před 2 lety +3

    'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how

  • @AllenPykalo
    @AllenPykalo Před 2 lety

    Love this

  • @malu9900
    @malu9900 Před 2 lety

    im crying

  • @slipperychugger
    @slipperychugger Před 8 měsíci

    I’ve listened to this everyday for the last year lol

  • @kathleenkiley9629
    @kathleenkiley9629 Před 2 lety +4

    i worry this is how im always gonna feel but nothing lasts, i know the deal,
    i relate to this lyric so much and if anyone else can relate im sorry :')

  • @samuelbeaudreau970
    @samuelbeaudreau970 Před 3 lety +4

    Nice 😊

  • @lilynelms9515
    @lilynelms9515 Před 3 lety +5

    phoebe b vibes

  • @chickennuggetdiva5966
    @chickennuggetdiva5966 Před 2 lety +5

    Tw: mentions of suicide, mental abuse
    I will never stop believing this song was made for me.
    February last year my 6 month relationship with my ex ended due to a huge argument between us which resulted in me breaking up with them in the heat of the moment, the day after obviously regretting it because I was still in love with them, I decided to ask them 2 days after we ended things if we could try again, because I very much wasn’t over them and wasn’t ready for things to be over, turns out they’d already gotten over me and didn’t want a relationship anymore (as in had completely lost feelings for me in 2 days)
    After all this happened we decided to stay friends because we had been friends for a few years before we both caught feelings, the entire time I was hoping to be able to make their feelings come back and soon we’d be back together, obviously this wasn’t the case as you can’t force someone to like you and the ways I tried to earn their love back wasn’t very smart, because of this they took advantage of the fact I was still head over heels for them and would mess around with me and flirt with me just to mess with my head, me being way to in love at the time didn’t realise what they were doing and thought they weren’t doing anything wrong.
    Fast foward 4 months after we broke up and we are still friends but my feelings for them were still extremely strong and weren’t going anytime soon, so while they gave no care for me in the slightest I was there willing to die for them (I’d given up trying to win them back at this point) It almost felt like it was impossible to get over them, and I remember I genuinely thought I’d never get over them and I’d be stuck in the moment we broke up forever and never get over them, which of course scared the shit out of me. So after months of manipulation, arguments and more but still remaining friends with them on July 26th 2021 I tried to take my own life, I couldn’t bring myself to actually do it as when I was about to one of my family members came into the room, about an hour after this I messaged them telling them what had just happened and asking for me to distance myself from them a bit because I genuinely couldn’t handle feeling like this anymore they didn’t care and preceded to ignore what I said and change the subject.
    Fast forward a month later and we are still friends, and on august 16th they told me they had just gotten a girlfriend, and of course because it had been 5 months and I still wasn’t over them I remember crying myself to sleep that night. After this I had to sit there and constantly here them talking about their girlfriend (they knew I wasn’t over them) and I now realise they were very obviously trying to make me jealous, I just wasn’t able to realise it then, which obviously just made my mental state even worse.
    October 13th I met someone online who I quickly became friends with as we hit it off and he was the person who finally broke me out of my fucked up mental state and helped me get over my ex as about a month after we started dating, he now helps me try to heal from all that happened last year and is very careful and gentle with me as he knows how much my last relationship damaged me, and I’ve realised I love him 1000 times more than I did my ex even when we were together and I honestly couldn’t be happier.
    Although once getting over them I finally realised how shitty they actually treated me, the way they treated me while even when were were dating I later found out is a form of mental abuse, I won’t go into what they did to me as this comment is already way to long and I wouldn’t be able to summerise everything in one paragraph.
    I am now no longer friends with them and karma has clearly finally hit them and their now paying the price for how they treated me and are getting made fun of at school and getting treated exactly how they treated me, and no I don’t feel bad, I’m honestly happy about it.
    Sorry this comment is so long i honestly didn’t mean for it to me but my point is this song came out a few days after I attempted so whenever I listen to it I constantly feel like it was *made for me*, and every single lyric summerises all the emotions I wasn’t able to put into words
    -Evie

  • @tyy13rr
    @tyy13rr Před 2 lety +2

    I D O N T L I K E D E P R E S S I O N 💔

  • @mobina8548
    @mobina8548 Před 2 lety

    Cool

  • @solomonerhardt
    @solomonerhardt Před 3 lety +6

    😭😭😭

  • @falonattias8315
    @falonattias8315 Před rokem

    Listen w headphones 😩

  • @evermore8636
    @evermore8636 Před 2 lety +1

    if i ever lost my battle with depression please know that i fought.

    • @crazybabuskaman3923
      @crazybabuskaman3923 Před 2 lety +2

      Please don't do anything stupid. There are people that care, truly. You might think people don't care, but they do. Random people like me, I care, I might not know you, but I know you deserve happiness and to feel better. Please keep on fighting, and LIVE . Try to have a great day ok, for yourself and for me ❤️❤️

    • @evermore8636
      @evermore8636 Před 2 lety +1

      @@crazybabuskaman3923 yes I will. thank you! much appreciated

  • @syriamusic_
    @syriamusic_ Před 2 lety +2

    LYRICS
    male fantasy~~~~~~~~
    Home alone, tryin' not to eat
    Distract myself with pornography
    I hate the way she looks at me
    I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
    That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
    I'm going back to therapy
    'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    I got a call from a girl I used to know
    We were inseparable years ago
    Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
    And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
    I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
    But nothing lasts, I know the deal
    But I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    Can't get over you
    No matter what I do
    I know I should but I could never hate you

  • @cassidyb3135
    @cassidyb3135 Před 2 lety

    2:51

  • @cassidyb3135
    @cassidyb3135 Před 2 lety

    3:00

  • @annaferenc588
    @annaferenc588 Před rokem

    What is the animation's name? I want this picture to be my home screen?:)

  • @m.taufanfirdaus7331
    @m.taufanfirdaus7331 Před 2 lety +1

    Anyone know what is the meaning/talking about this song ?
    I'm not good in english by the way..

    • @SarCastleDoesntExist
      @SarCastleDoesntExist Před 2 lety

      it’s about depression and everyone can kinda apply their own meaning and story to it.

    • @robsss2109
      @robsss2109 Před 8 měsíci

      I think Billie said that it has to deal with/ pornography addiction and being intimidated and aroused by porn, idk I found it in an article so yea

  • @ignmqtzz
    @ignmqtzz Před 3 lety