EXISTENTIAL CRISIS | Kitty Plays
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- čas přidán 25. 08. 2024
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WOW. Would never have expected these amazing comments posting a video like this. Thank you for all of your kind words. I wish I had time to reply to each of you but it really means a lot to see what a beautiful community we have here. Thank you. I love you.
Well Kitty stay strong like you always do ! Better times will come and i fell with you the loss is big and he will always stay in your heart remind him in his good times ! greets Robiniho922
i know how you feel had the same situation with our dog Lucy so my heart goes out to you
I had three people who were very, very close to me die last november and I didn't do anything for atleast two weeks, but I got over it and now I feel somewhat better knowing that they lived a good life even though they were young.
You take this so well im so proud of you. I would definatly not beable to make a video abt this if i where you for a while you are awesome!
im so sorry.
I'm so sorry for your loss, Kitty. You are such a strong woman, take your time to grieve your loss. I can only imagine how you're feeling right now. Stay strong beautiful xo
Sorry for your loss kitty, stay strong girl :3
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Hey Kitty. I'm so sorry for your loss.. I lost my dog 8 years ago. A beautiful black labrador, she turned 13 and lived a great life. And I still miss her.. I still cry when I talk about it. Mostly because the last thing I said to her was "I'm gonna see you soon!" (I was moved out from my parants home, so she stayed at there place)
Just remember your dog had a great life, and was happy. My dog was happy to the end. You're a great person and I enjoy watching your vlogs! Stay strong and awesome!
Sorry that you had to go through this. As a dog owner myself I worry about the smallest thing that happens to her and I hope that I never have to go through what you have been experiencing.
stay strong kitty, your subs are here for you
All of us! For anybody
Life is a gift and we should be thankful that we can share it together. When I think about a deceased loved one ( human or animal ) I always say thank you for being there with me.
Time heals ... so sorry you're feeling sad.
Sorry for your loss. As a pet owner, I know how you feel. My 11 year old cat recently started having seizures, and we have had her on medication for around a month and she hasnt had a seizure since. Thanks for just being real, and relatable. You're Awesome Kitty!!
I'm very sorry for you loss. I also lost my dog this week. Georgia, a black lab, had to be put to rest as she was suffering from a degenerative spinal disorder. Like your dog, she was no longer herself and she was not having a good value of like. She was such a kind and gentle dog. I'm glad to have had her in my life. I completely understand your feelings. It's a very difficult thing to go through. Sending hugs from my corner of the Internet.
Kitty I love you may your doggy R I P . sometimes I think.... without death... what would life be? without darkness... what would light be? it always makes me feel a little better. I hope you are feeling better!
I've watched you stream for almost 2 yrs and I have watched every single one of your videos including all of your vlogs. I watch you because you make me happy and it feels like i know you and your family (including pets as family). I love how you include your pet family in all of your vlogs because I want to see them too. I want to tell you that it's okay to share this side of yourself with us. I understand that you try to be positive and that's wonderful. Let us give you happiness and love when you need it, we owe it to you. I cried so hard when I watched your last vlog and this one. I feel your pain because I have had to deal with so much death but I wanted to tell you that every day gets a little easier. The pain of their loss remains but your soul gets stronger so you are able to deal with it. I believe that when animals die they go to a special animal heaven. Because God loves his animals so much and in that heaven they have eternal felicity. I also believe that we will have the chance to go and see them after we die. They are there happy and waiting to see us. Let your heart be happy thinking about when you can reunite and remember the happiness they brought into the world. I am sure Harley is happy and grateful for your love. I love watching you, my whole family watches you and loves you. I am sending lots of love and hugs through the internet.
Thank you Pookie
sorry for your loss Kitty. I've dealt with loss before and what I remember from the last funeral I went to was how thankful I was... thankful to know a person that loved me and my family my whole life. I'm happy you had a dog that brings you joy. All that love plays a part in making you who you are today... you the amazing happy moonwalking kitty!
stay strong
I'm just watching this for the first time and I'm crying at work. My husband and I raised a black lab from 6 weeks until he was 6 years old. Two days before this past Christmas we had to make the really tough decision to put him at peace, because cancer got the best of him and he was no longer our happy go lucky boy. I've never been through anything so difficult in my life. It did help having a group of our friends over for a "Dexter Day" to help celebrate him a day before he left us. Keeping awesome people in your life really helps. I hope you've found the peace that my husband and I are slowly acquiring now, knowing he's no longer in pain. Much love.
In Germany the pet´s are gone we say he is going over the rainbowbridge and there must be a great place for all the great
soul´s . RiP and Kitty a huge hug for you.
Wer sagte denn sowas? 😂 In Baden-Württemberg schonmal niemand
Dann google mal den begriff regenbogenbrücke.....
nur weil du den begriff nicht kennst heißt es nicht, dass ganz Baden-Württemberg oder so diesen nicht kennt.
i have been through this when my mom and i had to put down our dog a few years ago too (like 6 years ago... wow time just flies....). i grew up with her, i loved her so so much. she was such a big part of my life and was a part of our family. i feel with you.
stay strong kitty
I too went through the loss of 2 close pet friends .. i know how it feels goodluck im sure you will get through it because you are a strong girl
I'm so so sorry for your loss. Just about the same time I lost my Pomeranian, my lil pup pups, Foxy. she had the same thing, seizures, she went blind, she was pretty old. and she went in her sleep in my arms on her own. I still cry when I think about it.
You've had such a huge effect in my life helping me through constant bullying and everyday life , so thank you very much
honestly the worst feeling putting down your dog because people think that it is only a dog but for real it is apart of your family. your dog might not be in your whole life but you are in there whole life it is honestly such a hard thing to go through because you see your dog as apart of your family i cant even think about loosing a dog again.
Hi Kitty. I'm so sorry for your loss. We also lost our family Bassett Hound Abigail a few months ago. She was the sweetest dog and my Dad's best friend for 16 years. Hugs to you.
Stay strong kitty, a close relative of mine has been in hospital probably 15 times this year from seizures caused by her epilepsy and is probably gonna be gone soon so just know you did a good thing your dog, keep posting amazing content.
It hurts to see my favorite people like this. Kinda teared up because I know how it is to lose someone or something in life. It's super fucking tough but you know you're team is here for you
We're all here for you Kristen. I was there when my ex's dog passed, she used to have seizures all the time, it was always hard to watch because I always felt helpless. Just know that you're not alone. So sorry for your loss
I just lost my dog too... She became really sick and we just couldn't stand see her suffering anymore so we decided to, well we had bring her in to the vet and yeah... It's still really weird coming home and not having a dog running to you full of joy... You have my full support Kitty!
I'm so sorry for your loss, well I wasn't expecting to cry watching one of your vlogs. I lost someone around a year ago and still struggel to speak about it and do things that remind me of her, but I know that time will help me and you. I think of it like having a deep wond, time will heal it but there will always be a scar left behind. Sending you my best wishes
Sorry for your loss. It takes time to heal, glad your head is in a good place though.
I lost two cats in the span of a year, and miss both of those knuckleheads still. You'll always have memories of the good times you shared. Stay strong. Sending positive thoughts your way.
Alright guys no bullshit today. Feel sorry for you Kitty.
Hope you recover btw
My heart dropped when you said "His name WAS Harley". I'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong Kitty
This broke my heart, I cried along with you. You are incredible Kitty and so real, being so human makes us care for you even more. We are here for you got anything, through the highs, the lows, the celebrations and the tragedies, thank you for all you give us, you bring a beautiful peace to me
samd happend to my dog 3 years ago... the morning it all happend i had to make the same decision, so i went to the vet and the moment it happend i was holding the dog and i felt that his head was getting heavyer and heavyer. ive never cried that much...
the recovery takes time... we will be there for you when u get back up again.
Daniël
Sorry about your pet, we've all been there, dont forget it is good to cry, if you ever feel upset just remember there are people there for you
Kitty, May 7, my cat died, she was my closest family member, and its very hard, im so sorry. i hope you can find peace with it, we all are here to support you, we all love you so much, you are so brave to post a video like this, it will be okay, i promise, he enjoyed his time here, he had it. I promise it will be okay.
0:05 the way the dog almost slips XD
i love you kitty! I can only say how proud i am for you to be able to come out and speak of such a tragic situation. knowing me, i would probably never have been able to do something the way you have. you alone keep on inspiring more and more people on a daily basis (and if im wrong in saying this, i know for sure you keep inspiring me daily) so now i urge you to stay the happy go lucky amazing girl you are and keep on making life more enjoyable for yourself and in return everyone who supports you will also feel that joy in life through you!
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your life and experiences with all of us. The good and the bad. Life. You're a strong woman and we admire your courage, your heart and soul. I feel the same way you do about animals. They've always been in my life and my heart. ++HUGS++
It's not easy losing a pet. I lost my dog who was basically my sister. She was having the same issues as Harley. But its not easy and it never will be. It just get easier to cope with.
I still cry to this day after 3 years. You made a decision based on his well being... I did the same but just remember they're never truly gone. You may have been his family and his life and after watching your streams, videos, and life... its safe to assume he had an incredible life.
It will be easier in time but crying is okay because it shows how much you loved him.
Keep your head up... love you girl
You are amazing
AS ARE YOUUUU
Kristen, you have a beautiful soul being able to keep your composure through hard times and keep the great smile on your face, stay strong much love :)
@kittyplays we are here for you as well, Kristen. Remember the strongest tree in the forest still needs support. life goes on, but you can pause to remember. we love you too
I feel sad for you. Loosing a dog, or anyone else you love is hard. I've been through a few losses of pets myself:( Great video, even when it was sad. Rip and a big hug for you :)
I recently had to deal with my dog passing away as well. She lived a long life (16 almost 17 when she passed), a good life too but, I still miss her. She was my guardian from the monster under my bed when I was little and my sanctuary from the at times shitty world when I needed it. When she was put down, we wanted it to be done in the place where she is most familiar with her surrounds and the most Comfortable, our home. I also held her paw until her heart completely stopped. I just love her and miss her so much. I love this video though and the way you explain your process in overcoming the sadness of losing a loved one. It helps for sure dude. :)
surroundings*
Kitty, I have been behind on your vlogs due to personal life craziness... but as I sit here and finally watch this vlog, tears stream down my face for your loss. I am so incredibly sorry that you lost one of your furry soul mates. Losing anyone, pet, human, anyone, is one of the hardest things that you can go through. Today is the two year anniversary from when my pup passed away & not a day passes that I don't think of him. Please know that you aren't alone - your family, your friends & your community loves & supports you.
With everything that I have been going through, I have lost who I am, or at least that is how I have felt. Your vlogs truly help me find myself though. I love you for how you are here for your community. I love that if I am feeling low, I know I can look at one of your vlogs & during that time I can go from feeling worthless, and sad to amazing, empowered & happy with me. THANK YOU!! Please never stop making these vlogs!! That being said, always remember to take time for you but know that you are inspiration for so many to keep going on the days where all they want to do is give up.
My heart is with you, Kristen. You have a wonderful outlook and mindset that will help you through this and continue to do amazing things
So sorry to hear, Kitty. My condolences, babe! Went through the same with my pet rat, years back. Never an easy decision on ending a life, pet or no.
All my love and hugs and good energy to you, Kitty! Pets are family and it is so hard to have to let them go. I've been there, and you are so so brave for sharing this side of yourself with the whole internet. Your team is right here beside you, girl.
Sorry for your loss Kitty, I hope you can find the strength to overcome this hardship and keep making the fantastic content you have been producing since the beginning. Rest easy Harley
Sending love your way Kristen. I've lost 3 cats in my lifetime and I'm only 18. I was attached to them as much as I was a family member
This makes me so upset because I understand how painful this is, he lived a great life cherish the great memories you and Harley had, my heart goes out to you, you will get through this kitty because you are strong, your subs are here to confide in we love you kitty 💖
My cat actually ended up dying last Tuesday also. About 4 days before that we took her to the vet and found out she had a terminal illness. She would always run away from pretty much anyone, but as she got more sick she just kinda stopped caring and would lay in the middle of the hall. And it didnt help that I woke up one morning to check on her and she wasn't alive anymore. Anyway sorry for the winded comment, just sayin I'm kinda going through the same thing and its no small deal.Stay strong
"The best way to forget is to remember." Sorry for your loss Kitty.
I feel so sorry for you but you are right, life goes on and Harley will be forever in our minds
I had to put my dog down in january due to bone cancer and it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Stay strong Kitty
KITTY it's hard to see you sad and there very few things that make u this sad. I just hope life gets better. don't forget were anyways here for you
I'm so, so sorry for your loss :( i hope he had a great life and i know you two must have had some amazing experiences together that you will remember forever. I hope you feel better
Listen, you are very strong, you are very smart, beautiful and understanding. I hope that you feel better and you are better. I personaly have experienced death my self (my family cat died). Stay positive and smile more!
I'm very thankful and I'm gona say, thank you for keeping us positive, entertained and smiling!
So sorry for your loss kitty, hopefully all these comments help you as much as you've helped up. Stay awesome kitty!
There's a chemical brain function that changes overtime for all of us. When you're a young child/preteen, losing a human is a blind spot most of the time, because the brain isn't fully equipped with the necessary things to work fully. So they miss that, but everyone is different. Some may see it.
When you're a teenager (15-18), you will experience it differently. You will break down, you will cry, it's okay to do that. Don't worry, people that say they don't cry, and cries are for pussies, cry a lot. Trust me, I know.
When you're an adult (20-120, yeah wide range), you will have every feeling running through you, and it will break you down. It's okay to do what you do. Everyone will be this way, don't worry.
I'm so sorry to hear what has happened, i have had this happened to my cat before and it isn't a pretty sight, So sorry Kitty
Tears were shed! Stay strong kitty. Just be happy knowing he is in a better place.
oh my god I saw the thumbnail and was like cool a kitty talk but then I heard "his name was" and the waterworks started. and I'm so sorry for the loss that you've had the pain is terrible to bare alone and I'm so sorry it happened to you.
aww kristen :' ( sorry to hear.. all the love and hugs! i think its great that you put his enjoyment of life over your love for him and made a choice to make his last moments good and filled with love and joy
OH im soooo sorry Kitty! i had to do the same with my rottie at 1 year, he was have a heart attack and was fighting, I Feel your pain and struggles!
feel better kitty he is in a better place now... Rest in peace Harley
Sorry for your loss kitty, stay strong
Oh no, I just left a comment on your last vlog hoping Harley would be okay. I'm so sorry. The timing is uncanny because I've been extremely worried about my bird, was watching your vlogs to get my mind off it, and bam - you're dealing with the same thing. I know there's nothing I can say to make you feel better right now, but hugs from me to you and to Harley in doggy heaven
Sorry for your loss.
kitty stay strong we all here for u
Sorry for your loss! Sending you hugs and love🌹
I am so sorry for ur loss but be strong and hold ur dog close to ur heart and remember all good times. It is ok to be angry and cry, xoxo
I know I am very insignificant among thousands, but if you need ANYTHING. Please feel free to message me, I'm always here to comfort you. I beg you not to mask your grief with forced happiness, I hope time brings its peace
I'm early but I'm so sorry to heard this news. I had pets and I know how it feels.
Thank you for your honesty. Thank you for being here for us... But I think in this situation you should let us be your cheerleaders. Losing a family member, and I agree with you on how close our animals become to us and what they mean to us, is extremely difficult. Especially when you are there with them as they pass on. I don't know if those are ever feelings you will get past or forget as I know having to do so two years ago for one of my pets is still with me just as strongly as the day it happened. But I can say that you need to do exactly what you are doing and that is hold on to those great moments you shared and cherish their memory by keeping them in your heart as only you know how to do. My heart breaks for you and I pray you both have peace. #RIPHarley #ThankYouKittyPlays
Stay strong Kitty, we are all behind you, we will be your shoulder to cry on
My best friend will see this and it will help her a lot since she just lost her cat.
Awww I know the feels bb girl. My wonderful dog of 13 years Xena passed away a year ago. It was so sad. chin up.
I'm so sorry for your loss kitty.
You're very brave kristen. Harley will be missed on your vlog, he was fun and a good dog.
Stay strong Kitty, dont let it go too much into your head, otherwise It will be harder!! Greetings from Czech Republic ;)
im so sorry kitty ¡ But your the strongest person I ever known and its nice to see that you get better. I would love to give you a real hug, but I can give you an strong internet hug
my point of living life is to be happy live life and make others happy
I'm so sorry kitty! Poor Harley 😢😢
We have a baby bird stuck in our basketball hoop like in the pipe, we think we fell down it. But anyway we tried getting him out but there isn't a way we tried unbolting the bottom and pulling it up but it's rusted shut and there really isn't another way of getting it out... Idk it just made me really sad that there wasn't anything I could do to save its life or help it
Feel for you kitty. Don't worry about crying, get it all out its good for you
My heart & thoughts are with you and your family Kristen
Kitty just by hearing you suffer it made me cry I don't like seeing you like this but it ok let everything out Harley isn't suffering anymore he is resting
Stay strong kitty I didnt want you to see you in tears :(
my cat died in my room after being 8years old died in my room when I was 14 now I'm 20 but it sucked so I feel you kitty he was my best friend talked to him about everything
I'm not good with consoling people so all I can say is, You'll be ok and it is true what you said "Life goes on", so hang in there and remember the good times. As always Sending Good Vibes!!
your dog had a good life :)
soory for you loss, with good vives around and you will be betther soon, be strong, be calm, and never forget all you love.
Im sorry kitty
And dont worry about missing days. You could miss all the days if you need to. You shouldnt have to worry about youtube when you need to. We all understand we are human beings to. Hope you feel better
Our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act that has less to do with pain..........and more to do with beauty.
Its ok kitty, your a strong woman, it takes courage to cry, we are here for you
Thats "feels bad" kitty, sorry for your loss.... Had to make the same decision with the family dog on new years eve. it get's easier x
I know how you feel. 2016 hasn't been a good year for me 2 close friends of mine are no longer with me and my cat Kate look like you're black cat got hit by a car and didn't live. Time heals Kristen keep entertaining people and good luck for everything in the future
btw if you see me In your stream I'm genesis225
Went through this with my dog not to long ago. :(
Live in the moment and let every moment count
stay strong kitty! your community it here for you in any situation. now we are returning a favor. You have help us be happy and stay positive and now we need to do the samething sith you! :D much love
Hold strong Kitty all our love is with you !
Friend of all those who feel a great love for animals hurt us for your loss but I think we must thank first our Creator for having been in our lives and made us very happy and understand how every living thing with emotions has an essence (energy) and the energy returns to the creator, not dead has just left his body, actually all going to spend the same as you say but it is not the end but a beginning because our soul has to continue to evolve spiritually and this is what a stage of our learning, death is not the end, any questions or concerns you have'll be gladly to assist you.