I’ve been in an endless loop for the last 3 months and I desperately want out. I literally have given up fighting and just accepted the circumstances. I just shrug it off now with a “it is what it is”.
Rea,keep going you got this, no matter how hard it may seem the longer the wait the greater the reward I'm proud to see how much you have changed and who you have become take care of yourself you got this life is full of miseries smile and enjoy the present because your smile brightens up the day ❤️🩹💯🤞🏼
It gets better bro, i promise. I thought it was over and then i found the gym, and when the gym wasnt enough i went to fidning some people to have fun with and then i found her, you will find the one, and your life will get better
@@gabewenchell854wait really? I’ve been struggling with the same thing forever. Day in and day out with my home gym in my living room. Nothing else to my life. I’ve been isolated and lonely forever and I’m turning 17 in September. The loneliness is unbearable. I’ve never truly had any “human experiences”. I’m really into media in general like movies, music, and books but all I see are lives that I have never and will never live. I listen to all kinds of music but I can only relate to music from the 90s-2000s because of how it relates to mental health but that’s nothing but a relic of the past left to be forgotten just like I was. I’m alone 24/7 so all I can do is write fictional scripts and characters that I can relate to and I’ve already done all I can to get “human experiences” like friends, a girlfriend, a better life, but I’m starting to think it’s just my cross to bear. Working out is the only reason I have to keep living so I’ve resulted to watching gore to remind myself that there are people that have it worse. I can only hope that I really do become a filmmaker to spread awareness about mental illness with my scripts. Only thing I have to be grateful for is a bit of these family members that I see every day and my house of course. I don’t have bedsheets for my mattress rn tho so that should say something about my living conditions. The only “human experiences” I’ll ever have to remember in the future is stuff like how when I was younger I had to throw myself down stairs so my family wouldn’t get angry at me for missing school because I was being bullied like crazy. You never really realize how much films and songs are filled with love until you’re completely deprived of it. I know that I’m just trauma dumping and a lot of people don’t like it but I really have no one else. I’m sorry if I was a burden in any way and the things I speak of are out of my hands. I’ll continue to do all I can to change my living situation. Stay well.
A suicidal i doll .?? I wasn’t suicidal… I got pregnant 🤰 by a doll ..???! Not true ..!!!! Who is the life size doll ..??? When ..??? My ex husband ??? Whatever ?!!! How did I get pregnant then ?? Or was I .??
I just made a new video check it out!! Thank you for all of the support and if you have any songs you want me to slow let me know!❤
winter arc🦇
its snowing rn gang im ready
@@platoplaydopeBros in Canada
yk i got this shit on my winter playlist
She left me on thanksgiving. Alone again for this winter grind
Real
The whole song is the best part😢
there are many best parts in this song, which makes the whole song the best part
I Put this on loop, and let this play about 30 times. Most painful workout of my life
listening to this while im drawing >>>>>>>
With you nor your friends.
The best version!
i just went 156 mph in my dads car listeing to thiss felt amazing
Aye Be safe bro but have fun too😂
@@AydenJenkins_17 Thank u bruh u toooo♥️♥️♥️
Criminal
@@t4nukie what are u gonna do about it lmfao? give him a ticket?
I'm still depressed but now I'm fast 🤘🖤🔥
0:00 to 1:57 is the best part
Thanks bro❤
Hard
Best version
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awesome !!
This song is literally Jake Gyllenhaal
kurt angle...
who'd notice one star goin dark🤠
Bro thank you so much for this edit
Of course subscribe and I’ll make any song you choose!
@@AydenJenkins_17 Ive subscribed my bro and thank you for that ❤️
Kurt angel
I’ve been in an endless loop for the last 3 months and I desperately want out. I literally have given up fighting and just accepted the circumstances. I just shrug it off now with a “it is what it is”.
Rea,keep going you got this, no matter how hard it may seem the longer the wait the greater the reward I'm proud to see how much you have changed and who you have become take care of yourself you got this life is full of miseries smile and enjoy the present because your smile brightens up the day ❤️🩹💯🤞🏼
Real* hehe
It gets better bro, i promise. I thought it was over and then i found the gym, and when the gym wasnt enough i went to fidning some people to have fun with and then i found her, you will find the one, and your life will get better
@@gabewenchell854wait really? I’ve been struggling with the same thing forever. Day in and day out with my home gym in my living room. Nothing else to my life. I’ve been isolated and lonely forever and I’m turning 17 in September. The loneliness is unbearable. I’ve never truly had any “human experiences”. I’m really into media in general like movies, music, and books but all I see are lives that I have never and will never live. I listen to all kinds of music but I can only relate to music from the 90s-2000s because of how it relates to mental health but that’s nothing but a relic of the past left to be forgotten just like I was. I’m alone 24/7 so all I can do is write fictional scripts and characters that I can relate to and I’ve already done all I can to get “human experiences” like friends, a girlfriend, a better life, but I’m starting to think it’s just my cross to bear. Working out is the only reason I have to keep living so I’ve resulted to watching gore to remind myself that there are people that have it worse. I can only hope that I really do become a filmmaker to spread awareness about mental illness with my scripts. Only thing I have to be grateful for is a bit of these family members that I see every day and my house of course. I don’t have bedsheets for my mattress rn tho so that should say something about my living conditions. The only “human experiences” I’ll ever have to remember in the future is stuff like how when I was younger I had to throw myself down stairs so my family wouldn’t get angry at me for missing school because I was being bullied like crazy. You never really realize how much films and songs are filled with love until you’re completely deprived of it. I know that I’m just trauma dumping and a lot of people don’t like it but I really have no one else. I’m sorry if I was a burden in any way and the things I speak of are out of my hands. I’ll continue to do all I can to change my living situation. Stay well.
@@gabewenchell854btw I made this account when I was like 12 so that’s why my name’s so edgy lol
Real
K U R T A N G L E
My cat just died. Just like that and this music is just hitting right place in my heart.
🖤
@@raresnecc571 you momma
@@raresnecc571damn dude you cold hearted
Cats are shit
@@SuperSniper0110 ur mom shit
When bro starts a whole world war to impress a girl:
Kurt angle fans everytime they hear this song : 👁️👄👁️
🧿👄🧿
White Hair!!!!
me when i have to do a group project with the weird kid
me when i have to do a group project with the normal kid
me when i have to watch a group project presentation with the normal and weird kid
me when i have to watch a kid watchin a presentation with the normal and the weird kid
Me when I think about a kid watching a kid watching a kid watching a project presentation with the normal and weird kid
Smh you guys ruined it. This isn’t Reddit
my like
Literally me
I AM BATMAN🦇
real
jarhead best movie
Jarhead fuckin sucks ass. One of the biggest waste of time.
Deccal edit☠
Bad vibes forever 🖤
I live
Deccal edit😂😂
𝕊𝕙𝕙𝕙𝕖𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕤𝕙𝕙🔥🔥🔥🔥
:(
A suicidal i doll .??
I wasn’t suicidal…
I got pregnant 🤰 by a doll ..???!
Not true ..!!!!
Who is the life size doll ..???
When ..???
My ex husband ???
Whatever ?!!!
How did I get pregnant then
??
Or was I .??
Wtf
gang what ???
wtf was that
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