You’re the reason I started learning about the Sonic series and Megaman series. You got me to start watching SomeCallMeJohnny because of the city escape rivalry. You got this Clement! You’re amazing! YOU’RE the GREAT CLEMENT! And you’re gonna do AMAZING things.
Jesus Christ dude. You’re being WAY too hard on yourself. I’m sure we all appreciate the effort you’re putting into your videos, but please don’t underestimate the main reason we’re here. You. Your personality, humor, perspective, and enthusiasm is what keeps us here. There will always be creators with more “impressive” videos, but that doesn’t undervalue your content. We appreciate everything that you do and whether that’s watching your old LPs or your new video essays (which have done amazing), we’re here for Clement.
I understand the urge to compare yourself to others, but remember that the way you see your content isn’t always how we see it. For as long as I can remember you’ve not only been my favorite content creator, but also the gold standard of content creation. When you did lets plays you covered every aspect of a game, and you’ve brought that over into your new content. I’ve rewatched a lot of your new content a handful of times each. The audio quality has never been noticeably bad or worse than others. As far as deadlines and patreon, I understand your frustration and anxiety. Just be forward and honest about content and try your best. If things come late, they come late. Don’t delete the patreon, just don’t make promises you can’t keep. That doesn’t mean you should push yourself, it means you need to figure out what you can manage and then communicate that to your audience. For now, I’m aware of the fact that one day you may not create content anymore, and it bums me out. Your videos have been a staple in my life since I was in middle school, and now I’m almost 25. Whatever keeps you on this platform, and keeps you fulfilled as a person is a path forward I’d root for. Appreciate your openness and this video, and hope you don’t beat yourself up too much. Happy new years! 2024 WILL be better.
Dude I completely understand you, I've been living with anxiety and depression for over 15 years now and I can say that it is not fun at all, and every "failing" just keeps piling up and one thing makes you bummed, that makes you not wanting to make the next thing, that makes you not want to do the next and so on and so forth. In short I haven't had a job, gone out of the house, hung out with friends, done anything useful, and gained so much weight in the last 6-8 years that I just had enough. I had isolated myself for so long that I couldn't even go outside of the house without wanting to just die, but this year I started on a path of recovery, I started with going back to learning thing that I liked, not only it was good for getting me used to going out and talking to people with similar interests, but it was just good because I was improving a skill, then I started going out again, little by little, going to dinner with my family, visiting friends that I hadn't seen in years, eventually I actually went to a live concert and it was great, just being out again. Lastly I had been planning on lose weight, because as much as we don't really care about our appearances, this stuff is always in the back of your mind, so I did the bariatric surgery, I had already started working out but bc of the eating habits of the last 6 or so years, dieting was impossible, it didn't matter how little or how much I ate, I was always hungry, so it was impossible for me to lose weight, so I did it, and in 6 months of eating less, eating more healthy and exercising at least 3 times a week, I lost 47kg (that's 104 pounds) and I'm feeling better than ever. I just feel so revitalized in a way that I haven't felt in so long, and even though I still have anxiety about so many things, at least I know I'm not on the downwards trajectory anymore, you know? The point to all this is, I know anxiety is not just one thing and it sometimes feels pointless to even trying, but if you block that part of your brain that wants to sabotage yourself, and start doing something (no matter how minor it is) you will get better, and I believe in you man, I don't know you personally but I know you have it in you to get yourself out of the dump. And Happy new year.
Clement I just want you to know that your tekken video sparked me to go through the entire series. I loved every part of the journey, and still watch the tekken, street fighter, and bad endings video multiple times throughout the week when I'm at work or trying to sleep. Your videos are something I cannot get anywhere else. Other creators upload more but usually aren't as rewatchable as your big projects. I believe in you, that you can put your head down and master what you want to, until you are happy. We're all rooting for you to be happy with what you are creating and doing!!
Hey Clement, just wanted to jump in and point out that it sounds like you are burnt out NOT LAZY. You are literally describing all the symptoms I had when I went to school and just couldn't do what I was supposed to do anymore. It started with me getting anxious over stuff I was late on and all the assignment I had to do to catch up. This put me in a place where I was literally always in a working mindset, I never let myself rest except for sometimes where I in just pure fatigue let myself play a video game or two because it was the only thing I felt I could do progress on. This is not something you can power on through with at all so don't even try that, you are just going to make a bigger hole for yourself to get stuck in! You need to re-frame your working life so it will let you feel good and let the creativeness come to you. In my case I actually got a job in the thing I was studying (Game development) so I was able to start without finishing my education. For a while I wasn't able to let go fully and had in my mind that I would at some point go back and finish it but it again took me back to the headspace of "I'm always thinking about work so I'm always working" a friend and my girlfriend had to convince me that just leaving the school and focusing on the now wasn't because of laziness, it was something I had to do to feel good again and be my best self. In your case I don't think leaving youtube is an option and this being tied to money makes it more complex but you already listed several things in your video that is going to help you. More contact with your CZcams friends, they can help you with all the tech issues you're having and make it so much faster to get through it than digging through tutorials. (Good friends are happy to help you and asking for help is not a sign of being worse than others, it's a speed hack to get better at stuff!) Setting work hours is also very good but not for the reason to force yourself to work but rather the opposite. It will force yourself to let go of it after you "clock out", you need the rest and you deserve it! Try to get rid of the backlog, just burn it if you can or at least trim the fat. Having these big effort videos being in your shadow always reminding you of the pressure of getting them out isn't good. Focus on what the best thing you can do is with minimum effort is. If you are traveling a lot next year do a travel vlog or something, it doesn't have to be perfect, you just need to get comfortable creating stuff again. (I also wouldn't mind you showing up on Brainscratch more if that's at all possible :) ) Also the most important point, LET YOURSELF GET BORED MAN! To me it's the biggest component of getting creative work done. The brain will not let you be creative if it already filled with real world stress and stuff, but if you take a walk out in the snow with some headphones on your brain is going to enter hyperdrive. The brain wants stimuli and if it doesn't get distracted by youtube, anxiety, planning ahead and work it's going to come back to you, so give yourself space to reach this point. Don't force it, you'll make things worse. Hope you start feeling better, Regards "Someone you helped inspire to work in videogame development"
Dude, I swear you're the most consistently high quality CZcamsr I follow. I'm never disappointed in your releases, and C Squared is a delight. But mate, your mental health should come first. I don't have an answer for this, obviously it's a more complicated issue than anyone on here can know, but know that this fan of yours for almost a decade is still very happy with your releases and I don't think you're failing at all
Dude, you're working harder than some people out there who think they deserve way more. Work at a pace that you can sustain, not at a pace you think you're supposed to work at. The quality is there. I know it because I've seen it from you. If you want to strive to do more, go for it. I wish I had a tenth of that drive. Just don't break yourself trying to do more than you're ready to. This is a marathon, not a sprint.
Honestly Jamie, I know the pain. First of all, let me just say, been watching you since Sonic Triple Trouble 13 years ago. I know, time flies... Anyway, I've been doing CZcams content since 2006. I've never wanted it to be a career option, I see that as the ultimate enthusiasm killer. At that point, it becomes a job, and then I'm forced to crank shit out, and there's no passion there. I used to get somewhat decent views for someone on my level (10-15k subs), I take a year off due to burnout. I come back this year with some new ideas, and man, my viewership just died. There have been times in the past 10 months where I'd put out a video I'm proud of and it just gets very few views, and it just kills the mood and it just reinforces so many bitter opinions I already had about this website. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed making content for (mostly) 17 years, even if it's mostly amateur stuff, but it sucks that you have to essentially build a brand, upload super frequently, and become as professional as possible to even get a decent view count. At this point for me, CZcams is a great place to just kill time and watch some fun stuff from my favourite creators, but wow, creating stuff on this site has become a seriously shitty hobby for me, so much effort for almost nothing, and I'm just fed up with it now. Like the fans say, the content will be worth it when it comes out, quality over quantity and all that, but believe me, I know how you feel.
You are without a doubt, the most relatable content creator on the youtube that i have ever encountered. Personally i have dealt with my personal demons like my inferiority complex, lust and finally my self loathing about those two previous things and my flaws/weaknesses in general. Like college grades being abysmal or how i am sometimes incapable of understanding others, my supposed mental issues etc etc
You make small content creators like me hopeful that I can make it big like you, dude. You're going to be fine. Good things take time, and everything worth doing *should* make you nervous. Try not to be so rough on yourself, bro❤️.
Bro you literally rebranded your whole channel and now it’s more popular than ever. You’re doing fine. Love your content. I have every since like 2010-2011. Can’t wait to hear what you have to say about FFXVI, VII Rebirth and Sonic Superstars in these new awesome super long videos. Keep going bro.
@@talkingnart1563 did he say that? Or did he just catch up on all the game releases before he stopped LPs? I could’ve sworn he and his friend wore talking Sonic superstars in C squared
Not sure, it was in his quitting Lets Plays video, I think? He felt as though people didn't come to his channel for him as a personality but more-so the things he was playing rather it be "Sonic" or "Megaman" Maybe he did say he'd make videos on the newest games? But as far as I remember he felt very very burnt out. Now I haven't listened to CSquared yet so maybe enough time has passed that his feelings have changed. Anywho, just glad to see Clement trying what he wants to do and doing well at it. @@brycetheoddball
Don't worry Clement, we're rooting for ya! I hope things get better for you in 2024. You're one my inspirations for becoming a CZcamsr so don't give up! Happy New Year's Eve!
I hope Clement reads this, but it’ll probably get buried in the comments because it’s too long. Clement, I RARELY comment on videos and before watching this video, I wasn’t even subscribed to your channel. But I just impulsively decided to check on your channel after YEARS because I wanted to see how you were doing. Anywho, you WERE my childhood bro. Daily, I looked forward to seeing your reviews on every Sonic game I never got to play and no matter what we say in the comments, truthfully, we can’t be the driving force of your productivity. I understand that well because I have similar issues to you and I also feel like there’s never nothing to do. On the contrary, you’ve done so many great things for the world of CZcams and it truly isn’t nothing to your loyal fans to have moments of doubt, anxiety, etc, that’s what makes you human. Just because you have those things doesn’t make you worse than anyone else on this platform. You’re amazing for simply putting yourself out there on this channel bro. Anyways, we all love and appreciate everything you’ve given to us, whether you’re personally disappointed or not and we won’t stop supporting you until you’re satisfied. So please, my message with this long ass message is, take your time, you’ll eventually get better if you believe you can and put in the work to. Nothings impossible 💚.
I found your page this year and its been my absolute favorites in 2023. I know stress and anxiety can be a pain (I'm going through some myself) Take it one day at a time. We're all with you 1000%. Also, the trip to Magfest may help with being a stress release. It helps me out hence why I'm going. But I am glad I found your channel. I appreciate your transparency on the issues you're having to deal with. I hope they get resolved soon.
It can definitely be difficult to find the motivation to do things, so respect for taking initiative in finding ways to discipline yourself and get the results you want. But at the same time, yeah, you're being a bit hard on yourself. People can't be productivity machines 100% of the time, we need time to step back and evaluate, you know? Mental health is important. Still, I hope you'll meet your goals for next year and be proud of your work.
Clem, BRUH, I've been going through the same, artistic frustration too. I swear last year when I graduated highschool I thought everyone would stick together, instead we didn't and surprise surprise nobody I've personally known has come up with anything tangible let alone DESIRE it! I catch myself making strategies of where to take my life and having found purpose and when telling this back to others , they don't even care and so help me if one more person thinks their deep for saying "That's life".Your struggle is a good thing, the drive will come brother, I promise you.
I’ve been a fan of your channel for over 10 years now. Your old lp videos of Sonic is one of the big reasons why I’m still a Sonic fan to this day. And recently after watching your lore video about Tekken, I’ve decided to get Tekken 8 for my birthday cause I’ve only had Tekken 3. You have a lot in your plate now and it does seem really difficult to handle it all but don’t beat yourself out cause I know every time you’ve released a new video, I’m always excited to check it out.
Homie, as someone whos been watching you since my childhood back in 2010, Don't let yourself be consumed by a unnatural pace or expectation for yourself, the best successes and flow usually come from a place you wouldn't expect anyways! you'll always be the great clement, be it one video a month- or even one a year. it's good to set goals; but try not to beat yourself up about it.
Man I feel you. I make visual novels and I can relate to all the things you've said. I still am trying to figure out how to be better I wish I could've give you the secret formula to be better. All I can say is try not to go hard on yourself. And maybe try to avoid giving a release date giving a date only gives you anxiety which in return causes you to delay stuff. Your fans will be there once the video is ready. You don't have to sweat over a date.
I relate to the part of windows updating and then making the sound terrible. What I did was Settings - System - Sound - More Sound Settings - Recording - Right click the microphone I use - Properties - Advanced - Uncheck Enable audio enhancements Windows thinks they enhanced the audio when it did the complete opposite. Hope you get motivated this 2024.
Clement, I’ve been watching you since 2012 and having a constant output of content is exhausting. I adore your current style of video essay and I’ve seen them over and over, take as long as you need! Here’s to 2024!
Hey Clement! Thanks for the update. It’s good to know where your headspace is, and I’m glad you’re working harder for yourself. Sometimes, as long as the goal is worth it for you, that’s all the matters. And if it helps your audience like me, that’s great too. You were the first youtuber I ever subscribed to way back in the day around 2012/2013, and I’ve been glad to follow you since then. I’ll keep following you now, and supporting your content. I wish you luck here in 2024!
Hey Clement, just discovered your channel recently and enjoying myself going through your library. Hope you find a good place and look forward to whatever makes you happy!
"Addiction"/compulsion to social media, games, video watching, the core issue is not those subjects, but something deeper that is personal. People can blame mmos and other games as occupying too much time but it plays ignorant to the actual issues in people's lives that the game or games are helping them cope with. It's good you are realizing the issue is further than what is keeping you occupied. Also 2023 was a rough year for everyone. Can't wait for it to be over.
Happy New year Clement let's go! If you lack passion or purpose, develop a psyche that what you do is helping others out of their own issues by your creative entertainment. Your street fighter video is amazing to the point that whenever I'm down I watch it and I already smile. Your a kind person with a big heart, you just gotta find what you're making these videos for and why. And I think when you do you will be motivated to give it your all... I'm shoryuken do it.
Clement, I understand. ❤ You want to give us perfection. And we appreciate it. 😊 As shocked as I am to hear this, because I only listened to your podcast just three weeks. I can understand your productivity problem. I have one too. 😅 I'm hoping to fix it in 2024 too. Just take your time. And don't be too hard for yourself. You can do it! I'm rooting for you! 💖
this is wild cause i’ve been going thru the exact same thought process and it’s amazing to see even the content creator that I’ve watched for 10 years go thru something so relatable. You got this man, you’ve pulled thru so much in life and it’s cool to get to hear you speak aloud that you still have some relatable struggles. this is very inspiring that you’re still finding ways to pull thru some ruts. i know you got this, you got many people that respect your grind
You've come such a long way, Great Clement. I think you've improved in a lot of ways without even trying or perhaps noticing. Sometimes its okay to just coast for a little while, get a different angle on things, recharge. Thank you for your dedication to the channel and to us fans.
I totally get you. When I have too much to do, my anxiety gets the best of me, I freeze up and end up getting nothing done all day. It's the worst feeling, but we believe in you! I've been watching you for a very long time now (never commented) and I really do believe that you deserve a Patreon and all the support you've received. Let's work hard in 2024!
I came back to your channel after quite a few years not being in the BrainScratch/Sonic sphere, and have been delighted by the change in your format. But I don't feel like I'm owed anything; whatever you do, at whatever pace, I'm here for it.
Clement I have been watching you from almost the beginning, and I have loved all your work. Please PLEASE dont burn yourself out. Take it all in strides, and do what you can in a day. Dont push yourself to the point where this isnt fun for you anymore. You're doing a great job! You deserve everything you have here on youtube, on Patreon, and in life. Again love your stuff and remember its about having fun :)
During the short time that I was streaming on twitch, any updates terrified me because you never know what it could do to your setup. And if you can't fix it, it gets super demoralizing. Hopefully you're able to figure something out, Clement!
I think the videos have been awesome man, and I think you're doing Great, Clement. I can relate to the soul draining anxiety, and while I'm not totally sure how to deal with it yet, we're gonna get through it. Love the hair
Clement, don't let productivity issues get you down, it's a more common problem than you'll ever know, and it isn't life-ruining. A year with 2 vids getting over 1 mil views is a damn good year. Some of my favorite channels like hbomberguy can barely get 2 videos out in year. As someone who grew up with your sonic LPs, I'm really enjoying the post-Tekken vid renaissance your channel has had. I have full confidence 2024 will be even better.
Clement don’t worry about a video being “Too personal” I actually like that & I know I’m not alone. I essentially grew up w u & while I’m not crazy & think we’re real besties or anything (tho we had tweeted back & forth on twitter b4 idk if u remember me) I do bc of the fact that I grew up w ur videos feel a personal connection to ur personality & commentary. Ik this year has been tough but u also completely rebranded ur channel & have gotten immense recognition for it & while that may be stressful keep in mind that’s also where the problems are bound to come in bc change causes adjustment & adjustment is hard so while what ur going through is no doubt hard & I KNOW & UNDERSTAND that pain it’s also important to acknowledge that that is a perfectly normal thing to happen after such a big change & ur not doing anything wrong to add to it. Dont think of it as I only had x many videos out in 2023 bc of issues think of it as “I GOT x number videos out in 2023 despite these major issues!” & take pride that while they weren’t in your opinion perfect or even good that u managed to truck through it instead of just giving up. Besides the fact that your so personally sad about this lack of content rlly shows where ur heart & soul are at w this bc it’s not like u haven’t been getting paid via patreon all this time so it rlly is passion for ur fans & ur videos on a creative lvl. Here’s to 2024 Ik you’ll make a comeback & be better than ever even if the road is somewhat rocky!
I just wanted to say that I appreciate how vulnerable you were in this video. It helps make me realize that I'm not the only one that deals with these insecurities. I have had a relatively good year, and people have been telling me that, but most of the time I just think I suck, and I also feel like a failure. Sure, I get a chance to hear how much progress I've made through the lenses of other people, but like you said, where it truly matters is how I feel about it, and I feel like I could have done better. All I can say is don't beat yourself up so much. It doesn't do you any good. You have to learn to roll with everything life gives you, and just keep going. I've been following you for a while. You're insane lore videos got me interested in street fighter and Tekken, I really enjoyed your bad endings video, and how can I forget to acknowledge the masterwork that is the final fantasy retrospective. Keep moving forward, keep making good content, and I look forward to seeing what you put out in the future.
Don't be too hard on yourself Clement. The best videos take time, and I'm sure the wait will be worth it. Happy New Years and all the best! Take care of yourself, and I hope you can find a routine that's both suitable for your personal life and productivity goals.
I happened across your channel a decade or so ago when I was stuck on a mega man game. Been around ever since because I enjoy your videos and personality. No problem with holding yourself to a standard but your mental health is also very important. I'd rather have The Great Clement part time than no time.
i've been watching for so long, probably since around the time you started your sonic the hedgehog series of lp's. i remember one day wanting to watch somebody play mega man 8, you were one of the first videos that came up, and definitely the first video where i didn't hate the commentator lol. watched the whole thing, then watched pretty much every other mega man lp, started watching your new sonic lp's, and even watched your siskel/ebert/roepert videos. i may not have been the most loyal subscriber, in that i haven't watched EVERY single let's play or video you've done, but i'm also not one who wanted you to only be the sonic guy, or the mega man guy. you honestly have a great knack for commentating and putting work in your videos. i've always liked your stuff. i understand your anxiety, and i hope it doesn't mess with you too much in the future. no matter how you feel about this past year in terms of your online presence, and no matter how much anxiety you feel in the months coming up, please know that you have created a niche community of fans who truly love what you do. you should definitely be proud of that! i just hope you don't worry too much about having to put videos out on a set time schedule for us lol go at your own pace, and do you. happy new year, clement
I can definitely understand the mindset you are at. That was me about almost 2 years ago. I was in a shitty relationship that broke me emotionally, and I had almost no drive to do anything. Thankfully, I had a great support system (my family) and I was able to get myself out of that situation. I still struggle every now and again but there are gonna be good and bad days. One thing that you mentioned in this video that i had a strong visceral reaction to was when you said that you were gonna gove yourself an ultimatum. I immediately thought, "DO NOT DO THAT!!!" At least from my personal experience, I did try and do that to myself and it did not end well for me AT ALL. I suffered a lot of self abuse and didn't treat myself very kindly, but now I'm willing to change that. It's not easy, but I'm taking it day by day. I know CZcams rewards creators with quantity over quality but I personally feel like if you asked for friends to help lighten the load with making some of the more in depth videos like the FF16 video and/or the insane lore video, I feel like the anxiety would decrease immensely. Just a suggestion though. Please don't be too hard on yourself, Jaime. I know this year has been really tough for you but appreciate how much time and effort you put into each video. Even if it doesn't come out on time, we still appreciate it regardless. Especially us patreons. We can see through your updates how hard you're working. But please don't push yourself too hard. And remember... YOU ARE ENOUGH. EXISTING IS EXHAUSTING BUT YOU ARE ENOUGH. YOU GOT THIS. ❤❤❤
Bro, you were the very first person I subscribed to back in 2011. You are great, way better than others. Don't let yourself down like this, take time off if you need to. You're part of the OG CZcamsrs.
After I watch AVGN,I watch you…I have for years,regardless of problems or tech issues you have… Don’t be so hard on yourself brother,you’re doing you and it’s great content. Please keep it up,and don’t second guess yourself so much!
Your a new channel I discovered a few weeks ago but since then your videos especially the longer ones have filled in the void of silence that that's my brain whole working so I thank you for thst
You may have had low frequency but every video youve made this year has veen a banger! Looking forward to what you come out with next, and happy new year!
Clement no matter what, I have LOVED and will ALWAYS love your channel!! You're my preferred channel for noise! I've listened to your videos so much I have the playthroughs memorised and I still enjoy listening to you play them :D
Been watching this channel for almost 12 years!! I'm turning 22 next month and, clement, you're probably the biggest reason I wasn't ashamed of liking something that other people called "weird" like sonic. You're a HUUUUUGE part of my life and i wish you nothing but the bests of bests for you ❤❤❤
I can see your point. I’m going through the same thing. For 2023, I wanted to get into singing and I didn’t have the motivation to do so. I hope to step up in 2024. I can’t wait for what content you’ll have in the new year.
You are not a failure. You're simply human. I was not disappointed by any of the content from 2023. I never noticed any bad audio quality, I thought your edits and commentary were really great, and I'd frankly prefer longer wait times if it meant you put all the love and passion that you can, as opposed to shorter wait times for rushed content. You're doing fine, man. Genuinely, you do not need to worry. I look forward to the Star Fox video, of course, but I am more than willing to wait. PLEASE don't be so hard on yourself. Your channel is better now than it has ever been before. Leaving Let's Play was the right call, I think. These video essays that you do are great, and I don't want you rushing them out.
I've been watching you since I was a kid. Loved your Sonic videos. I'm 23 now and it's crazy how time flies. I think this is my first time seeing you with facial hair.
I know how difficult and painful it can feel to compare yourself to others. The best way to be, I think, is to compare yourself to how you were doing a day, a week, a month before. Easier said than done, of course. Creating structure has really helped me in working on some of these kinds of issues and I hope you find it useful too.
Appreciate you Clement! Just wanted to say your sonic 06 video got me through some really hard times in college. I’d rewatch it all the time because it never failed to make me laugh. I was insanely proud of your newer videos getting over 1M viewers lately!! So thank you for being you for all these years :)
When you release a long form video not only are they great but they are also performing really well just got to get that grind set going for a bit and your channel will blow up.
I grew up watching your retrospective, Hell in a perfect world id have a beer with you and talk about the Sonic series. Thank you for eeey upload Clement, from the bottom of my heart
Hi Clement! I've been a viewer for years now and I love your content. I often rewatch some of your LP's like X Files and Bully (Caro is amazing and I'm always happy to see her in your videos)! The fact that your channel has been so successful this year despite your concerns is amazing and you deserve all of the success that comes your way!
@ClementJ64, you could put out 1 vid a year and I'd still have it on repeat and shared to the gills--GREAT content! Keep your head up and know whatever you put out into the world is appreciated. Have a great 2024 and thanks for your outstanding content and dedication to quality!
Recently found your channel as I have just decided to play Tekken for the first time and wanted to learn more about Street Fighter. I go through quite similar struggles when it comes to making videos, only I have only just started making videos and I get into the same funks of laziness and I'm all yeah ill do it tomorrow and never gets done and by then the hot topic has come and gone. And repeat. If I'm doing this now I'm never going to make it making videos, but seeing this video gave me a kick up the ass to try harder and put in the work as well , so thanks! Best of luck in the future dude, I've subscribed and I eagerly await the insane lore of one of my favourite games, Mortal Kombat!
Clement I have always enjoyed your work and never thought you've put out anything less than great. Like you've said in your own video here we understand; take your time, it'll be ready when it's ready, and we'll be here for it. Having dabbled with content creation myself, and wanting to get back into it for years now, I know the pain of trying to get those audio levels just so - and maybe having never managed to get back into the swing of things I'm not the right person to be saying this, or maybe I'm the the right one - but you can't keep doing it to yourself. You need to get in your head that there is no perfect audio production, that there is no definitive "right version" of your video, you need to set yourself a definitive cut off point of being "good enough". I know that doesn't sound glamourous, and I know you don't want to just drop something out with a "eh, that's good enough, I guess", I know that you really care about the quality you're putting but you need to sit there at the end of the day, watch it, listen through, and as long as it's good quality and there's no issues that would stand out to someone that isn't you (if you can get someone else to be a "beta watcher" of sorts for your videos that would really help with this), then release it. You releasing something that you would consider a 9/10 is so much better than releasing nothing at all because you're trying to make that perfect 10 - because that's just not going to happen, because you're not willing to give yourself that perfect score on it. We care about you, we believe in you, and I hope you're being kind to yourself. Look forward to everything you put out in the future x
You are my favorite lets play channel of all time, and one of the reasons I started youtube in the first place! I rewatch your megaman lets plays constantly, and love your final fantasy series retrospectives. It was also great to find out you were a fellow Calgarian! Keep going, and heres to a new year!
I’m glad to hear this tbh we all go through times like this, trust me, I’ve been watching your vids for like 14 years and I’m 21 right now, your content has improved tons in that time period, you’re doing great right now.
I say this with love. You don't have a productivity issue. You have a mental health issue. With that comes issues such as productivity. You can do things to improve your productivity but if you address the underlying issue, the productivity will follow. And I say this as a huge fan of your Let's Plays and one-off videos one of the things you should be asking yourself is if you want to do. Best wishes man, I'm pulling for you to have a great 2024.
You are the 1st youtuber I ever started watching (about a decade or slightly more ago which is crazy). Seen the changes you and your channel have gone through and you've always been a great guy. I don't know everything you are going through but I'm confident this new year will be great for you and I look forward to your growing success.
Been watching you since cool world. I can remember back when each individual game had its own playlist. Really miss the lp's. Recently just restarted the sonic series. Thanks for all the hard work.
first of yall, you look fine dude. you look great, you brought me so much joy with your insane lore videos and got me even more into fighting games to the point where im so excited to buy the new tekken that i just went and got street fighter VIand soul calibur VI for kicks. it’s normal to be like this, you want to be great. I do too, some people look like they have it together but everybody has their demons and you never know what it took for a person to get to where they are or become the person they are. they probably went through just as much struggle and toil that you are and everyone is on their own timeline. just keep going man. you’re already a success. that should make you confident. big ups and appreciate you making awesome videos.
2024 will definitely be better Clement. Sometimes we gotta face hardship just to realize what needs to change, and starting off the year motivated and knowing what we need to do is a great start. I've always enjoyed your content and eagerly await what comes next. You're one of the biggest reasons why I started youtube myself.
Clement, been watching for more than 10 years now, and while 2023 itself was not exactly what you wanted to be, the growth of your channel and you as an entertainer in general was tremendous this year. Although it saddens me to hear you call yourself a failure, i’m proud of you for recognizing how you can improve on yourself and how to make everything more manageable. I have faith that 2024 will be an improvement because, overall, you have continued to improve. Please remember the distinction of being productive and being prolific, though, and remember to be kind to yourself as you push yourself to be the GREATEST Clement!
Clemont, watch how your thinking; Perfectionist Thinking may make your situation worse - Adding stress may lead to bad choices that can break you down. Also, a bit of an advice: comparing yourself to others will take your happiness away. Don't waste it. Understand that mishaps happen and what matters most is we brush ourselves after our troubles. I know I'm some rando, but I have a kick when someone's thinking negatively. But I bet doing this vid helped get some stress off your shoulders. And there may be ways you can make your job easier, compared to 2023. Good Luck in 2024 I hope you have a wonderful day and a Great New Year.
I understand how it feels to be your own biggest critic, so let me tell you that every video you released this year was insanely good! Hope you have a good 2024
I feel you. I’ve had so many ideas in my head about trying to start up a CZcams channel but I’ve never been able to get it off the ground because of similar things to what you’re describing (and also I have no idea how to edit or how to learn to).
Clement I watched your video when I was a lad and you have even effected my vocabulary as I catch myself saying "but I digress" after watching you for years. I'm certain next year will be your year and have you thought about doing some colabs with other creators to help? As I'm certain any creator that sees your content will be more than happy to work with you.
Clement, you’re one of the only truly charming channels on this site. Don’t feel like a failure I know it’s hard but you got this! Don’t fill your head with too much of that negativity.
Man, I've consistently watched your videos to sleep to for months now. You are not a failure, please don't feel that way. I'm happy I subscribed to the channel, and that I can quote your Street Fighter and Tekken lore videos pretty much word for word.
I just wanna say, I relate to this so hard. I'm in a similar headspace with myself, and I feel your pain. I hope 2024 is better. Have a good one clement.
I understand you wanted to do more this year but obviously the more long form content takes a lot of work and I’m glad they’ve done really well in terms of views. Always happy to wait for more quality content, I hope everything gets to the standard you’re happy with and 2024 is less problematic. Been watching since 2012 and look forward to many more years
You're awesome, Clement. I know it's tough fighting to get to where you want to be but I don't think that should entirely discredit everything you've done. Yes, perhaps productivity could stand to improve but I really did love that bad endings video and it was so much fun sharing that with my girlfriend who also loves that video. Keep rocking man, you got this!!!
I feel the exact same way you feel Clement. I have so many video ideas and plans I wanna do, but I just don't have much off the energy to make my content. My content isn't perfect but even I feel stressed when I'm not able to get my videos out fast enough. I definitely feel lazy most of the time and I wanna do better too. I'm gonna take this video heart and try to learn from this to do better, not only on my channel but on my life and I hope you can to. I don't believe you are a failure, but I can believe that you can do better as you said.
You are not a failure Clement. You deserve everything. Never get into that mindset; it nearly ruined my life. You got this man!
I've honestly been going through my clement backlog videos trying to catch up
You’re the reason I started learning about the Sonic series and Megaman series. You got me to start watching SomeCallMeJohnny because of the city escape rivalry. You got this Clement! You’re amazing! YOU’RE the GREAT CLEMENT! And you’re gonna do AMAZING things.
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@@Marcosatsu Oh hi Marcos
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so true, first found johnny due to clement as well, always wondered why they both deleted their city escape videos
Oh bruh the city escape rivalry and how I discovered Johnny!
Memories!!
Jesus Christ dude. You’re being WAY too hard on yourself. I’m sure we all appreciate the effort you’re putting into your videos, but please don’t underestimate the main reason we’re here. You. Your personality, humor, perspective, and enthusiasm is what keeps us here. There will always be creators with more “impressive” videos, but that doesn’t undervalue your content. We appreciate everything that you do and whether that’s watching your old LPs or your new video essays (which have done amazing), we’re here for Clement.
I understand the urge to compare yourself to others, but remember that the way you see your content isn’t always how we see it. For as long as I can remember you’ve not only been my favorite content creator, but also the gold standard of content creation. When you did lets plays you covered every aspect of a game, and you’ve brought that over into your new content. I’ve rewatched a lot of your new content a handful of times each. The audio quality has never been noticeably bad or worse than others.
As far as deadlines and patreon, I understand your frustration and anxiety. Just be forward and honest about content and try your best. If things come late, they come late. Don’t delete the patreon, just don’t make promises you can’t keep. That doesn’t mean you should push yourself, it means you need to figure out what you can manage and then communicate that to your audience.
For now, I’m aware of the fact that one day you may not create content anymore, and it bums me out. Your videos have been a staple in my life since I was in middle school, and now I’m almost 25. Whatever keeps you on this platform, and keeps you fulfilled as a person is a path forward I’d root for. Appreciate your openness and this video, and hope you don’t beat yourself up too much. Happy new years! 2024 WILL be better.
Dude I completely understand you, I've been living with anxiety and depression for over 15 years now and I can say that it is not fun at all, and every "failing" just keeps piling up and one thing makes you bummed, that makes you not wanting to make the next thing, that makes you not want to do the next and so on and so forth. In short I haven't had a job, gone out of the house, hung out with friends, done anything useful, and gained so much weight in the last 6-8 years that I just had enough.
I had isolated myself for so long that I couldn't even go outside of the house without wanting to just die, but this year I started on a path of recovery, I started with going back to learning thing that I liked, not only it was good for getting me used to going out and talking to people with similar interests, but it was just good because I was improving a skill, then I started going out again, little by little, going to dinner with my family, visiting friends that I hadn't seen in years, eventually I actually went to a live concert and it was great, just being out again.
Lastly I had been planning on lose weight, because as much as we don't really care about our appearances, this stuff is always in the back of your mind, so I did the bariatric surgery, I had already started working out but bc of the eating habits of the last 6 or so years, dieting was impossible, it didn't matter how little or how much I ate, I was always hungry, so it was impossible for me to lose weight, so I did it, and in 6 months of eating less, eating more healthy and exercising at least 3 times a week, I lost 47kg (that's 104 pounds) and I'm feeling better than ever.
I just feel so revitalized in a way that I haven't felt in so long, and even though I still have anxiety about so many things, at least I know I'm not on the downwards trajectory anymore, you know?
The point to all this is, I know anxiety is not just one thing and it sometimes feels pointless to even trying, but if you block that part of your brain that wants to sabotage yourself, and start doing something (no matter how minor it is) you will get better, and I believe in you man, I don't know you personally but I know you have it in you to get yourself out of the dump.
And Happy new year.
Clement I just want you to know that your tekken video sparked me to go through the entire series. I loved every part of the journey, and still watch the tekken, street fighter, and bad endings video multiple times throughout the week when I'm at work or trying to sleep. Your videos are something I cannot get anywhere else. Other creators upload more but usually aren't as rewatchable as your big projects. I believe in you, that you can put your head down and master what you want to, until you are happy. We're all rooting for you to be happy with what you are creating and doing!!
Hey Clement, just wanted to jump in and point out that it sounds like you are burnt out NOT LAZY.
You are literally describing all the symptoms I had when I went to school and just couldn't do what I was supposed to do anymore. It started with me getting anxious over stuff I was late on and all the assignment I had to do to catch up. This put me in a place where I was literally always in a working mindset, I never let myself rest except for sometimes where I in just pure fatigue let myself play a video game or two because it was the only thing I felt I could do progress on. This is not something you can power on through with at all so don't even try that, you are just going to make a bigger hole for yourself to get stuck in! You need to re-frame your working life so it will let you feel good and let the creativeness come to you. In my case I actually got a job in the thing I was studying (Game development) so I was able to start without finishing my education. For a while I wasn't able to let go fully and had in my mind that I would at some point go back and finish it but it again took me back to the headspace of "I'm always thinking about work so I'm always working" a friend and my girlfriend had to convince me that just leaving the school and focusing on the now wasn't because of laziness, it was something I had to do to feel good again and be my best self. In your case I don't think leaving youtube is an option and this being tied to money makes it more complex but you already listed several things in your video that is going to help you.
More contact with your CZcams friends, they can help you with all the tech issues you're having and make it so much faster to get through it than digging through tutorials. (Good friends are happy to help you and asking for help is not a sign of being worse than others, it's a speed hack to get better at stuff!)
Setting work hours is also very good but not for the reason to force yourself to work but rather the opposite. It will force yourself to let go of it after you "clock out", you need the rest and you deserve it!
Try to get rid of the backlog, just burn it if you can or at least trim the fat. Having these big effort videos being in your shadow always reminding you of the pressure of getting them out isn't good. Focus on what the best thing you can do is with minimum effort is. If you are traveling a lot next year do a travel vlog or something, it doesn't have to be perfect, you just need to get comfortable creating stuff again. (I also wouldn't mind you showing up on Brainscratch more if that's at all possible :) )
Also the most important point, LET YOURSELF GET BORED MAN! To me it's the biggest component of getting creative work done. The brain will not let you be creative if it already filled with real world stress and stuff, but if you take a walk out in the snow with some headphones on your brain is going to enter hyperdrive. The brain wants stimuli and if it doesn't get distracted by youtube, anxiety, planning ahead and work it's going to come back to you, so give yourself space to reach this point. Don't force it, you'll make things worse.
Hope you start feeling better,
Regards "Someone you helped inspire to work in videogame development"
Sry for the long message but I just didn't know how to write this any shorter (and Im not very good at writing either so I hope its readable)
Been watching you for years. I hope 2024 is a better year for all of us. You’re awesome!!
Dude, I swear you're the most consistently high quality CZcamsr I follow. I'm never disappointed in your releases, and C Squared is a delight.
But mate, your mental health should come first.
I don't have an answer for this, obviously it's a more complicated issue than anyone on here can know, but know that this fan of yours for almost a decade is still very happy with your releases and I don't think you're failing at all
Dude, you're working harder than some people out there who think they deserve way more. Work at a pace that you can sustain, not at a pace you think you're supposed to work at. The quality is there. I know it because I've seen it from you. If you want to strive to do more, go for it. I wish I had a tenth of that drive. Just don't break yourself trying to do more than you're ready to. This is a marathon, not a sprint.
Honestly Jamie, I know the pain. First of all, let me just say, been watching you since Sonic Triple Trouble 13 years ago. I know, time flies... Anyway, I've been doing CZcams content since 2006. I've never wanted it to be a career option, I see that as the ultimate enthusiasm killer. At that point, it becomes a job, and then I'm forced to crank shit out, and there's no passion there. I used to get somewhat decent views for someone on my level (10-15k subs), I take a year off due to burnout. I come back this year with some new ideas, and man, my viewership just died. There have been times in the past 10 months where I'd put out a video I'm proud of and it just gets very few views, and it just kills the mood and it just reinforces so many bitter opinions I already had about this website. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed making content for (mostly) 17 years, even if it's mostly amateur stuff, but it sucks that you have to essentially build a brand, upload super frequently, and become as professional as possible to even get a decent view count. At this point for me, CZcams is a great place to just kill time and watch some fun stuff from my favourite creators, but wow, creating stuff on this site has become a seriously shitty hobby for me, so much effort for almost nothing, and I'm just fed up with it now.
Like the fans say, the content will be worth it when it comes out, quality over quantity and all that, but believe me, I know how you feel.
You are without a doubt, the most relatable content creator on the youtube that i have ever encountered. Personally i have dealt with my personal demons like my inferiority complex, lust and finally my self loathing about those two previous things and my flaws/weaknesses in general. Like college grades being abysmal or how i am sometimes incapable of understanding others, my supposed mental issues etc etc
You make small content creators like me hopeful that I can make it big like you, dude. You're going to be fine. Good things take time, and everything worth doing *should* make you nervous. Try not to be so rough on yourself, bro❤️.
Bro you literally rebranded your whole channel and now it’s more popular than ever. You’re doing fine. Love your content. I have every since like 2010-2011. Can’t wait to hear what you have to say about FFXVI, VII Rebirth and Sonic Superstars in these new awesome super long videos. Keep going bro.
oh? I thought he said he wasn't touching Sonic again 🤔
@@talkingnart1563 did he say that? Or did he just catch up on all the game releases before he stopped LPs? I could’ve sworn he and his friend wore talking Sonic superstars in C squared
Not sure, it was in his quitting Lets Plays video, I think? He felt as though people didn't come to his channel for him as a personality but more-so the things he was playing rather it be "Sonic" or "Megaman" Maybe he did say he'd make videos on the newest games? But as far as I remember he felt very very burnt out.
Now I haven't listened to CSquared yet so maybe enough time has passed that his feelings have changed. Anywho, just glad to see Clement trying what he wants to do and doing well at it.
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Don't worry Clement, we're rooting for ya! I hope things get better for you in 2024. You're one my inspirations for becoming a CZcamsr so don't give up! Happy New Year's Eve!
I hope Clement reads this, but it’ll probably get buried in the comments because it’s too long.
Clement, I RARELY comment on videos and before watching this video, I wasn’t even subscribed to your channel. But I just impulsively decided to check on your channel after YEARS because I wanted to see how you were doing. Anywho, you WERE my childhood bro. Daily, I looked forward to seeing your reviews on every Sonic game I never got to play and no matter what we say in the comments, truthfully, we can’t be the driving force of your productivity. I understand that well because I have similar issues to you and I also feel like there’s never nothing to do. On the contrary, you’ve done so many great things for the world of CZcams and it truly isn’t nothing to your loyal fans to have moments of doubt, anxiety, etc, that’s what makes you human. Just because you have those things doesn’t make you worse than anyone else on this platform. You’re amazing for simply putting yourself out there on this channel bro. Anyways, we all love and appreciate everything you’ve given to us, whether you’re personally disappointed or not and we won’t stop supporting you until you’re satisfied. So please, my message with this long ass message is, take your time, you’ll eventually get better if you believe you can and put in the work to. Nothings impossible 💚.
Take it easy once in a while, sir. It's okay to not feel up to uploading as much as you want. We can wait, and we'll still support ya!
I found your page this year and its been my absolute favorites in 2023. I know stress and anxiety can be a pain (I'm going through some myself) Take it one day at a time. We're all with you 1000%. Also, the trip to Magfest may help with being a stress release. It helps me out hence why I'm going. But I am glad I found your channel. I appreciate your transparency on the issues you're having to deal with. I hope they get resolved soon.
It was nice getting to meet you at TooManyGames this year .
Damn, I wish I'd gotten to. I was at TMG, and I've been subbed since I was in high school *many* years ago. Maybe one day.
It can definitely be difficult to find the motivation to do things, so respect for taking initiative in finding ways to discipline yourself and get the results you want. But at the same time, yeah, you're being a bit hard on yourself. People can't be productivity machines 100% of the time, we need time to step back and evaluate, you know? Mental health is important.
Still, I hope you'll meet your goals for next year and be proud of your work.
Clem, BRUH, I've been going through the same, artistic frustration too. I swear last year when I graduated highschool I thought everyone would stick together, instead we didn't and surprise surprise nobody I've personally known has come up with anything tangible let alone DESIRE it! I catch myself making strategies of where to take my life and having found purpose and when telling this back to others , they don't even care and so help me if one more person thinks their deep for saying "That's life".Your struggle is a good thing, the drive will come brother, I promise you.
Amen to that, brother
I’ve been a fan of your channel for over 10 years now. Your old lp videos of Sonic is one of the big reasons why I’m still a Sonic fan to this day. And recently after watching your lore video about Tekken, I’ve decided to get Tekken 8 for my birthday cause I’ve only had Tekken 3. You have a lot in your plate now and it does seem really difficult to handle it all but don’t beat yourself out cause I know every time you’ve released a new video, I’m always excited to check it out.
Homie, as someone whos been watching you since my childhood back in 2010, Don't let yourself be consumed by a unnatural pace or expectation for yourself, the best successes and flow usually come from a place you wouldn't expect anyways! you'll always be the great clement, be it one video a month- or even one a year. it's good to set goals; but try not to beat yourself up about it.
Man I feel you. I make visual novels and I can relate to all the things you've said. I still am trying to figure out how to be better I wish I could've give you the secret formula to be better. All I can say is try not to go hard on yourself. And maybe try to avoid giving a release date giving a date only gives you anxiety which in return causes you to delay stuff. Your fans will be there once the video is ready. You don't have to sweat over a date.
I relate to the part of windows updating and then making the sound terrible. What I did was Settings - System - Sound - More Sound Settings - Recording - Right click the microphone I use - Properties - Advanced - Uncheck Enable audio enhancements
Windows thinks they enhanced the audio when it did the complete opposite. Hope you get motivated this 2024.
Clement, I’ve been watching you since 2012 and having a constant output of content is exhausting. I adore your current style of video essay and I’ve seen them over and over, take as long as you need! Here’s to 2024!
Clement I'm really digging how you're starting to get that lumberjack look man. Good stuff, happy new year.
Hey Clement! Thanks for the update. It’s good to know where your headspace is, and I’m glad you’re working harder for yourself. Sometimes, as long as the goal is worth it for you, that’s all the matters. And if it helps your audience like me, that’s great too. You were the first youtuber I ever subscribed to way back in the day around 2012/2013, and I’ve been glad to follow you since then. I’ll keep following you now, and supporting your content. I wish you luck here in 2024!
Hey Clement, just discovered your channel recently and enjoying myself going through your library. Hope you find a good place and look forward to whatever makes you happy!
"Addiction"/compulsion to social media, games, video watching, the core issue is not those subjects, but something deeper that is personal. People can blame mmos and other games as occupying too much time but it plays ignorant to the actual issues in people's lives that the game or games are helping them cope with.
It's good you are realizing the issue is further than what is keeping you occupied.
Also 2023 was a rough year for everyone. Can't wait for it to be over.
Happy New year Clement let's go! If you lack passion or purpose, develop a psyche that what you do is helping others out of their own issues by your creative entertainment. Your street fighter video is amazing to the point that whenever I'm down I watch it and I already smile.
Your a kind person with a big heart, you just gotta find what you're making these videos for and why. And I think when you do you will be motivated to give it your all... I'm shoryuken do it.
Clement, I understand. ❤ You want to give us perfection. And we appreciate it. 😊 As shocked as I am to hear this, because I only listened to your podcast just three weeks. I can understand your productivity problem. I have one too. 😅 I'm hoping to fix it in 2024 too. Just take your time. And don't be too hard for yourself. You can do it! I'm rooting for you! 💖
been watching you for easily 12 years, man
never change
this is wild cause i’ve been going thru the exact same thought process and it’s amazing to see even the content creator that I’ve watched for 10 years go thru something so relatable. You got this man, you’ve pulled thru so much in life and it’s cool to get to hear you speak aloud that you still have some relatable struggles. this is very inspiring that you’re still finding ways to pull thru some ruts. i know you got this, you got many people that respect your grind
Been a long time fan of yours since the early Let's Play days. Glad to see your channel is still around; here's to a great 2024. Cheers! 🔥
You've come such a long way, Great Clement. I think you've improved in a lot of ways without even trying or perhaps noticing. Sometimes its okay to just coast for a little while, get a different angle on things, recharge. Thank you for your dedication to the channel and to us fans.
See you in 2024 Clement! On one end life has also been stressful for me so I feel you, things will eventually improve you have my support!
I totally get you. When I have too much to do, my anxiety gets the best of me, I freeze up and end up getting nothing done all day. It's the worst feeling, but we believe in you! I've been watching you for a very long time now (never commented) and I really do believe that you deserve a Patreon and all the support you've received. Let's work hard in 2024!
Much love from England Clement. I appreciate you. Please keep going. ❤ every video is quality and we love you man.
I came back to your channel after quite a few years not being in the BrainScratch/Sonic sphere, and have been delighted by the change in your format.
But I don't feel like I'm owed anything; whatever you do, at whatever pace, I'm here for it.
Happy New Year Clement! Hoping for continued success and growth in 2024!
Even with less output this year, I was still able to successfully introduce some friends to your video essays.
Always good to hear from you Clement. I’m here for whatever you end up deciding to put out.
Clement I have been watching you from almost the beginning, and I have loved all your work. Please PLEASE dont burn yourself out. Take it all in strides, and do what you can in a day. Dont push yourself to the point where this isnt fun for you anymore. You're doing a great job! You deserve everything you have here on youtube, on Patreon, and in life.
Again love your stuff and remember its about having fun :)
During the short time that I was streaming on twitch, any updates terrified me because you never know what it could do to your setup. And if you can't fix it, it gets super demoralizing. Hopefully you're able to figure something out, Clement!
I think the videos have been awesome man, and I think you're doing Great, Clement. I can relate to the soul draining anxiety, and while I'm not totally sure how to deal with it yet, we're gonna get through it. Love the hair
I’m looking forward to everything that’s to come. Thanks for keeping us in the loop and try not to be too hard on yourself Clement.
Clement, don't let productivity issues get you down, it's a more common problem than you'll ever know, and it isn't life-ruining. A year with 2 vids getting over 1 mil views is a damn good year. Some of my favorite channels like hbomberguy can barely get 2 videos out in year. As someone who grew up with your sonic LPs, I'm really enjoying the post-Tekken vid renaissance your channel has had. I have full confidence 2024 will be even better.
Clement don’t worry about a video being “Too personal” I actually like that & I know I’m not alone. I essentially grew up w u & while I’m not crazy & think we’re real besties or anything (tho we had tweeted back & forth on twitter b4 idk if u remember me) I do bc of the fact that I grew up w ur videos feel a personal connection to ur personality & commentary. Ik this year has been tough but u also completely rebranded ur channel & have gotten immense recognition for it & while that may be stressful keep in mind that’s also where the problems are bound to come in bc change causes adjustment & adjustment is hard so while what ur going through is no doubt hard & I KNOW & UNDERSTAND that pain it’s also important to acknowledge that that is a perfectly normal thing to happen after such a big change & ur not doing anything wrong to add to it. Dont think of it as I only had x many videos out in 2023 bc of issues think of it as “I GOT x number videos out in 2023 despite these major issues!” & take pride that while they weren’t in your opinion perfect or even good that u managed to truck through it instead of just giving up. Besides the fact that your so personally sad about this lack of content rlly shows where ur heart & soul are at w this bc it’s not like u haven’t been getting paid via patreon all this time so it rlly is passion for ur fans & ur videos on a creative lvl. Here’s to 2024 Ik you’ll make a comeback & be better than ever even if the road is somewhat rocky!
I just wanted to say that I appreciate how vulnerable you were in this video. It helps make me realize that I'm not the only one that deals with these insecurities. I have had a relatively good year, and people have been telling me that, but most of the time I just think I suck, and I also feel like a failure. Sure, I get a chance to hear how much progress I've made through the lenses of other people, but like you said, where it truly matters is how I feel about it, and I feel like I could have done better. All I can say is don't beat yourself up so much. It doesn't do you any good. You have to learn to roll with everything life gives you, and just keep going. I've been following you for a while. You're insane lore videos got me interested in street fighter and Tekken, I really enjoyed your bad endings video, and how can I forget to acknowledge the masterwork that is the final fantasy retrospective. Keep moving forward, keep making good content, and I look forward to seeing what you put out in the future.
I believe in you Clement B-) Happy New Year and I hope this year treats you well 💝
Don't be too hard on yourself Clement. The best videos take time, and I'm sure the wait will be worth it. Happy New Years and all the best! Take care of yourself, and I hope you can find a routine that's both suitable for your personal life and productivity goals.
I happened across your channel a decade or so ago when I was stuck on a mega man game. Been around ever since because I enjoy your videos and personality. No problem with holding yourself to a standard but your mental health is also very important. I'd rather have The Great Clement part time than no time.
Keep your head up Clement. ❤️ Trust we all get in funks, I know I’m in one now. It’ll get better soon
Happy New Year Clement!
We all stumble, so don't be too hard on yourself. We can be better. Just don't give up and try your best.
i've been watching for so long, probably since around the time you started your sonic the hedgehog series of lp's. i remember one day wanting to watch somebody play mega man 8, you were one of the first videos that came up, and definitely the first video where i didn't hate the commentator lol. watched the whole thing, then watched pretty much every other mega man lp, started watching your new sonic lp's, and even watched your siskel/ebert/roepert videos. i may not have been the most loyal subscriber, in that i haven't watched EVERY single let's play or video you've done, but i'm also not one who wanted you to only be the sonic guy, or the mega man guy.
you honestly have a great knack for commentating and putting work in your videos. i've always liked your stuff. i understand your anxiety, and i hope it doesn't mess with you too much in the future. no matter how you feel about this past year in terms of your online presence, and no matter how much anxiety you feel in the months coming up, please know that you have created a niche community of fans who truly love what you do. you should definitely be proud of that! i just hope you don't worry too much about having to put videos out on a set time schedule for us lol go at your own pace, and do you.
happy new year, clement
I can definitely understand the mindset you are at. That was me about almost 2 years ago. I was in a shitty relationship that broke me emotionally, and I had almost no drive to do anything. Thankfully, I had a great support system (my family) and I was able to get myself out of that situation. I still struggle every now and again but there are gonna be good and bad days.
One thing that you mentioned in this video that i had a strong visceral reaction to was when you said that you were gonna gove yourself an ultimatum. I immediately thought, "DO NOT DO THAT!!!" At least from my personal experience, I did try and do that to myself and it did not end well for me AT ALL. I suffered a lot of self abuse and didn't treat myself very kindly, but now I'm willing to change that. It's not easy, but I'm taking it day by day.
I know CZcams rewards creators with quantity over quality but I personally feel like if you asked for friends to help lighten the load with making some of the more in depth videos like the FF16 video and/or the insane lore video, I feel like the anxiety would decrease immensely. Just a suggestion though.
Please don't be too hard on yourself, Jaime. I know this year has been really tough for you but appreciate how much time and effort you put into each video. Even if it doesn't come out on time, we still appreciate it regardless. Especially us patreons. We can see through your updates how hard you're working. But please don't push yourself too hard. And remember... YOU ARE ENOUGH. EXISTING IS EXHAUSTING BUT YOU ARE ENOUGH. YOU GOT THIS. ❤❤❤
Bro, you were the very first person I subscribed to back in 2011.
You are great, way better than others. Don't let yourself down like this, take time off if you need to. You're part of the OG CZcamsrs.
After I watch AVGN,I watch you…I have for years,regardless of problems or tech issues you have…
Don’t be so hard on yourself brother,you’re doing you and it’s great content.
Please keep it up,and don’t second guess yourself so much!
Your a new channel I discovered a few weeks ago but since then your videos especially the longer ones have filled in the void of silence that that's my brain whole working so I thank you for thst
You may have had low frequency but every video youve made this year has veen a banger! Looking forward to what you come out with next, and happy new year!
Clement no matter what, I have LOVED and will ALWAYS love your channel!! You're my preferred channel for noise! I've listened to your videos so much I have the playthroughs memorised and I still enjoy listening to you play them :D
Been watching this channel for almost 12 years!! I'm turning 22 next month and, clement, you're probably the biggest reason I wasn't ashamed of liking something that other people called "weird" like sonic. You're a HUUUUUGE part of my life and i wish you nothing but the bests of bests for you ❤❤❤
I can see your point. I’m going through the same thing. For 2023, I wanted to get into singing and I didn’t have the motivation to do so. I hope to step up in 2024. I can’t wait for what content you’ll have in the new year.
You are not a failure. You're simply human. I was not disappointed by any of the content from 2023. I never noticed any bad audio quality, I thought your edits and commentary were really great, and I'd frankly prefer longer wait times if it meant you put all the love and passion that you can, as opposed to shorter wait times for rushed content. You're doing fine, man. Genuinely, you do not need to worry. I look forward to the Star Fox video, of course, but I am more than willing to wait. PLEASE don't be so hard on yourself. Your channel is better now than it has ever been before. Leaving Let's Play was the right call, I think. These video essays that you do are great, and I don't want you rushing them out.
I've been watching you since I was a kid. Loved your Sonic videos. I'm 23 now and it's crazy how time flies. I think this is my first time seeing you with facial hair.
I know how difficult and painful it can feel to compare yourself to others. The best way to be, I think, is to compare yourself to how you were doing a day, a week, a month before. Easier said than done, of course. Creating structure has really helped me in working on some of these kinds of issues and I hope you find it useful too.
Appreciate you Clement! Just wanted to say your sonic 06 video got me through some really hard times in college. I’d rewatch it all the time because it never failed to make me laugh. I was insanely proud of your newer videos getting over 1M viewers lately!! So thank you for being you for all these years :)
Ive been watching you for over ten years ! Youre a big part of my early internet memories. Heres to both of us having a great 2024!
Happy new year, clementj64! I watched all your Sonic and Megaman playthrough from start to finish. You'll always be the great clement. 😊
When you release a long form video not only are they great but they are also performing really well just got to get that grind set going for a bit and your channel will blow up.
I'm currently rewatching your megaman 8 LP. Great shit man classic videos
I grew up watching your retrospective, Hell in a perfect world id have a beer with you and talk about the Sonic series. Thank you for eeey upload Clement, from the bottom of my heart
Hi Clement! I've been a viewer for years now and I love your content. I often rewatch some of your LP's like X Files and Bully (Caro is amazing and I'm always happy to see her in your videos)!
The fact that your channel has been so successful this year despite your concerns is amazing and you deserve all of the success that comes your way!
@ClementJ64, you could put out 1 vid a year and I'd still have it on repeat and shared to the gills--GREAT content! Keep your head up and know whatever you put out into the world is appreciated. Have a great 2024 and thanks for your outstanding content and dedication to quality!
You said we are disappointed with such conviction, but it's so untrue. Don't do that to yourself, you got this, man! 2024 will be better for sure.
Recently found your channel as I have just decided to play Tekken for the first time and wanted to learn more about Street Fighter.
I go through quite similar struggles when it comes to making videos, only I have only just started making videos and I get into the same funks of laziness and I'm all yeah ill do it tomorrow and never gets done and by then the hot topic has come and gone. And repeat. If I'm doing this now I'm never going to make it making videos, but seeing this video gave me a kick up the ass to try harder and put in the work as well , so thanks!
Best of luck in the future dude, I've subscribed and I eagerly await the insane lore of one of my favourite games, Mortal Kombat!
Clement you've definetly been popping off this year with all these videos don't worry
Clement I have always enjoyed your work and never thought you've put out anything less than great.
Like you've said in your own video here we understand; take your time, it'll be ready when it's ready, and we'll be here for it.
Having dabbled with content creation myself, and wanting to get back into it for years now, I know the pain of trying to get those audio levels just so - and maybe having never managed to get back into the swing of things I'm not the right person to be saying this, or maybe I'm the the right one - but you can't keep doing it to yourself. You need to get in your head that there is no perfect audio production, that there is no definitive "right version" of your video, you need to set yourself a definitive cut off point of being "good enough".
I know that doesn't sound glamourous, and I know you don't want to just drop something out with a "eh, that's good enough, I guess", I know that you really care about the quality you're putting but you need to sit there at the end of the day, watch it, listen through, and as long as it's good quality and there's no issues that would stand out to someone that isn't you (if you can get someone else to be a "beta watcher" of sorts for your videos that would really help with this), then release it.
You releasing something that you would consider a 9/10 is so much better than releasing nothing at all because you're trying to make that perfect 10 - because that's just not going to happen, because you're not willing to give yourself that perfect score on it.
We care about you, we believe in you, and I hope you're being kind to yourself. Look forward to everything you put out in the future x
You are my favorite lets play channel of all time, and one of the reasons I started youtube in the first place!
I rewatch your megaman lets plays constantly, and love your final fantasy series retrospectives.
It was also great to find out you were a fellow Calgarian!
Keep going, and heres to a new year!
I’m glad to hear this tbh we all go through times like this, trust me, I’ve been watching your vids for like 14 years and I’m 21 right now, your content has improved tons in that time period, you’re doing great right now.
I say this with love. You don't have a productivity issue. You have a mental health issue. With that comes issues such as productivity. You can do things to improve your productivity but if you address the underlying issue, the productivity will follow. And I say this as a huge fan of your Let's Plays and one-off videos one of the things you should be asking yourself is if you want to do. Best wishes man, I'm pulling for you to have a great 2024.
Hi Clement we are all happy to see you live and well. We enjoy your hard work and wish you the best.
You are the 1st youtuber I ever started watching (about a decade or slightly more ago which is crazy). Seen the changes you and your channel have gone through and you've always been a great guy. I don't know everything you are going through but I'm confident this new year will be great for you and I look forward to your growing success.
Been watching you since cool world. I can remember back when each individual game had its own playlist. Really miss the lp's. Recently just restarted the sonic series. Thanks for all the hard work.
first of yall, you look fine dude. you look great, you brought me so much joy with your insane lore videos and got me even more into fighting games to the point where im so excited to buy the new tekken that i just went and got street fighter VIand soul calibur VI for kicks. it’s normal to be like this, you want to be great. I do too, some people look like they have it together but everybody has their demons and you never know what it took for a person to get to where they are or become the person they are. they probably went through just as much struggle and toil that you are and everyone is on their own timeline. just keep going man. you’re already a success. that should make you confident. big ups and appreciate you making awesome videos.
2024 will definitely be better Clement. Sometimes we gotta face hardship just to realize what needs to change, and starting off the year motivated and knowing what we need to do is a great start. I've always enjoyed your content and eagerly await what comes next. You're one of the biggest reasons why I started youtube myself.
Clement, been watching for more than 10 years now, and while 2023 itself was not exactly what you wanted to be, the growth of your channel and you as an entertainer in general was tremendous this year.
Although it saddens me to hear you call yourself a failure, i’m proud of you for recognizing how you can improve on yourself and how to make everything more manageable. I have faith that 2024 will be an improvement because, overall, you have continued to improve.
Please remember the distinction of being productive and being prolific, though, and remember to be kind to yourself as you push yourself to be the GREATEST Clement!
Clemont, watch how your thinking; Perfectionist Thinking may make your situation worse - Adding stress may lead to bad choices that can break you down.
Also, a bit of an advice: comparing yourself to others will take your happiness away. Don't waste it.
Understand that mishaps happen and what matters most is we brush ourselves after our troubles.
I know I'm some rando, but I have a kick when someone's thinking negatively. But I bet doing this vid helped get some stress off your shoulders. And there may be ways you can make your job easier, compared to 2023. Good Luck in 2024
I hope you have a wonderful day and a Great New Year.
I understand how it feels to be your own biggest critic, so let me tell you that every video you released this year was insanely good! Hope you have a good 2024
I feel you. I’ve had so many ideas in my head about trying to start up a CZcams channel but I’ve never been able to get it off the ground because of similar things to what you’re describing (and also I have no idea how to edit or how to learn to).
Clement I watched your video when I was a lad and you have even effected my vocabulary as I catch myself saying "but I digress" after watching you for years.
I'm certain next year will be your year and have you thought about doing some colabs with other creators to help?
As I'm certain any creator that sees your content will be more than happy to work with you.
Clement, you’re one of the only truly charming channels on this site. Don’t feel like a failure I know it’s hard but you got this! Don’t fill your head with too much of that negativity.
Man, I've consistently watched your videos to sleep to for months now. You are not a failure, please don't feel that way. I'm happy I subscribed to the channel, and that I can quote your Street Fighter and Tekken lore videos pretty much word for word.
I just wanna say, I relate to this so hard. I'm in a similar headspace with myself, and I feel your pain. I hope 2024 is better. Have a good one clement.
I understand you wanted to do more this year but obviously the more long form content takes a lot of work and I’m glad they’ve done really well in terms of views. Always happy to wait for more quality content, I hope everything gets to the standard you’re happy with and 2024 is less problematic. Been watching since 2012 and look forward to many more years
You're awesome, Clement. I know it's tough fighting to get to where you want to be but I don't think that should entirely discredit everything you've done. Yes, perhaps productivity could stand to improve but I really did love that bad endings video and it was so much fun sharing that with my girlfriend who also loves that video. Keep rocking man, you got this!!!
New fan here, you have awesome work! The works you are being hard on are still amazing! Thank you for your vids, can’t wait for more!
Clement, I've been here with you since like... Sonic CD. Always just glad to hear from you!
I feel the exact same way you feel Clement. I have so many video ideas and plans I wanna do, but I just don't have much off the energy to make my content. My content isn't perfect but even I feel stressed when I'm not able to get my videos out fast enough. I definitely feel lazy most of the time and I wanna do better too.
I'm gonna take this video heart and try to learn from this to do better, not only on my channel but on my life and I hope you can to.
I don't believe you are a failure, but I can believe that you can do better as you said.