me to my bff (then crush) two years ago: Me: "hey dude I like u" Him: "Yeah me too" Both of us: silent for the rest of recess And that's how we confessed but remained friends bc he didn't want to ruin what we had and I wasn't ready for a relationship yet. He's still to this day my best friend so that seems like a happy ending to me. I don't like him anymore lol
My boyfriend told me that love is sometimes like a prison. If you focus your attention on that specific person you will feel so many emotions that you never felt before, and get captivated in an equilibrium. He says that to never focus my entire time on him because I need to love more than what I feel. Love for myself, things I do, and people around me. I know you're not able to read this big bear, I love you. Thank you for making my heart strong, and strong every day.
“Beautiful” Many people have a definition of what beautiful is. But for all I know, (as a ugly person) beautiful is what you project to others, beauty is your will to be kind, accepting of others and much more. But I’m also not saying your not beautiful outside, you may be. If you don’t think you’re beautiful, think about the times that beautiful mind of yours has helped others, think about how many times your mouth has said beautiful words to others. Many people are beautiful in their own ways making them unique and their own. I don’t know who you are but for all I know, You are beautiful. You are grace. You are amazing. You are.. you. I really cannot project how beautiful you are in words, the things you’ve achieved and reached. It’s all beautiful. So don’t give up now, you’ve done so much and you don’t know it. Take a deep breathe and live life as You. I love you.
(based on a true story) imagine this you've just found out your crush is going on a school trip with you for 10 to the mountains in Switzerland. once you get to the place you are staying, you realize he thinks you like him he then sees you sitting downstairs by the little fire, scrolling sadly through your phone he sits on the chair opposite you suddenly, you get a text from him you look at him, confused he asks if you wanna talk while you will all be watching a movie later on the sofas your heart beats fast as you say yes at the end of dinner you stare at him, excited you get ready as fast as you can and go downstairs by the end of the movie, he hasn't even bothered to show up, but you just can't be angry at him a few days later, it snows, and it snows hard you are having lunch and suddenly, even though there are still lots of seats free, he takes a seat next to you you then have one of the best lunches in your life with him after, you all go to play outside in the snow you're playing together when your best friend joins you you crush then tells your best friend that he likes her and you know that she likes him back you turn around as your tears turn to ice then the trip you've been waiting for for a year has just been ruined :/
But honestly maybe he wouldn’t have been the one anyway, maybe you’ll meet someone so much better than he could ever be without trying, and maybe you’ll fall in love, and get your happy ending. I hope and wish you the best don’t let them get you down, if you need to talk just reply :)
My best friend, my crush, has just asked me out to be his girl two days ago. Of course, I said yes, I couldn't be any happier. ❤️ Apparently he liked me for a longer time than I did like him which shocked me. He's so hard to read, but as the months and years gone by, I believed I could understand him better. I'm so glad he opened up to me, I'm glad he fell for me and that we were able to catch each other. Let me tell you, he became so much sweeter and happier and cuter over the past months, and I knew my feelings wouldn't go away any time soon. Definitely won't be going away at all at this point. Also, his hugs and affection towards me just makes my day, everyday. It's so much easier to get up for school and eat a nice breakfast. I can actually concentrate on my work surprisingly because now I know he's mine and I'm his. Everyday, I can't wait to see him, text him, call him and repeat. Now, I don't believe he's in the "i love you" stage, but I'm willing to wait for him because he's worth it. Slowly, we'll fall in love with each other, even though I believe I'm already falling in love with him. This boy has made me feel things I've never felt before, and I'm so fucking glad he walked into my life.
WOWOOWOWOWOWOW THAT'S SO COOL, YOU'RE LITERALLY ONE OF THOSE sToRIES I READ, I MEAN I GUESS YOUR STORY IS ONE I'M READING NOW. I think that being in a relationship with your best friend is one of the best relationships. You know.
“Hey. I’m sorry.” Hey, Kate. I’m sorry. I know you want to just be friends. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I love you. I just can’t help it because you’re so perfect. I’m sorry that if I tell you, I might ruin this. You were my first female crush and I can’t thank you enough for being in my life. I love you. You made me realize I was Bisexual. Please, please do one thing for me. Take care of yourself. I know sometimes life’s hard with your anxiety and all of your other problems, but I’m here. I love you. I love you. *I love you.* Wish you were here, -Sylvie
I went through this exact situation. I was so scared I was going to ruin the perfect friendship we had, and with it being my first girl crush I was so confused. Just the way of how pretty, funny, and just a general mood boosting person made me fall for her so hard. I know she struggles with mental issues, and I do too, but we have tried out best to help each other. Then the day came when I confessed to her, I was terrified and my nerves were running wild. Once I told her how I felt I excused myself and walked away, not wanting to see the disgusting or disappointed look on her face. Around a month later I got a call from her, she had thought about it and she said she liked me back! I was so happy, we ended up getting together and now we're so happy. It's hard to tell them but trust me, you will never know what you could miss out on if you don't tell them. If they don't like you back that's ok, you will find someone that is meant for you one day. I know everyone says that, but it's true. Hope this helps, I also apologize for any grammar mistakes 😁
this makes me miss someone that doesn’t exist... it gives me nostalgia of memories that i never lived through... it helps me feel the calm that has escaped from me for so long... this makes me know that there will be happiness for me eventually that will be with me for the rest of my life.
"Pretty" Life is pretty. But in the same way, Our world is corrupted. We see the waves of heat In front of our faces. We feel death every day Looming forward. Closer. We hear the deadly noises It’s crooked and backwards Getting louder, Louder, LOUDER. We scream into nothingness We are glitches in the system Our life is made of machines The tears rolling down our faces Are those just memories? We see, hear, and feel everything Why? “Is everything we love fake?” You’ll always hear me say Life is pretty bad. Now read it from the bottom to the top.
A few days ago my mother asked me, "Have you ever fall in love?". It caught me by suprise, because falling in love have never crossed my mind before. But listening to this makes me feel so many emotions that I'm not ready for. And it's beautiful.
I see you. I walk up to you, and sit right next to you. You say "Hey". I respond "Hi". Your voice sounds like the ocean. Far, far away, I listen to the beautiful waves coming from your shell. As we look at eachother, I notice your eyes sparkling like stars in the nightsky. All alone in the deep, dark sky as you try to shine as much as possible. I noticed you. Even when I'm cold, in this chilly weather. You make me feel warm and you give me comfort. Your laugh must've been the most beautiful thing I've ever heard in my life. I want you to hold me at night. Knowing you will always be by my side. I want you to call my name. Knowing one day, one of us will have ours last name. You are my light when I am lost in the deepest and darkest place. You are my world because you mean everything to me. I know that, One day, my existance will no longer be apart of this planet. I will decompose into dust. But somewhere, in this gigantic place known as the universe, I will still love you. I can't promise to be perfect. I can't tell you I will always be there for you. I can't say that I'll always be understandable. But love doesn't make any sense. It's all nonsensical. All I can do is vow to you that I will continue to love you with everything I can. I will never, ever stop loving you because if I ever do, that wouldn't be love. It would be another weird feeling that is just not worth chasing for. I don't want to be fighting or begging for a relationship. I want to be a head over heels that will chase the person they fell in love with. I want to give them everything they want no matter how much it will destroy me. I wanna make that person happy. And hopefully, you would want to do the same to me. I wanna fall in love with you again, and again.
A someone A someone who loves unconditionally A someone who picks you up when you feel even a small bit down A someone who joins your fun and always wants to see your smiles A someone who makes time for you no matter what A someone who will protect you from the harm your in A someone who knows you like the back of your hand A someone who you trust with your heart no more worrying nor painful on and off break up's A someone who'd do the things you love unexpectedly A someone.... ...Like a soulmate... Is it true? I hope they are A someone you love
person 1: it's hurting me... person 2: what's hurting you? person 1: love person 2: but love doesn't hurt person 1: but heart breaks do... person 2: heart breaks also don't hurt because your heart doesn't actually break silly, love is just pathetic! person 1: ok person 2: ok? person 1: i'm so stupid then person 2: what the hell are you even on about? person 1: fine, i like someone... person 2: well then confess person 1: i would person 2: just do it. stop being afraid person 1: i am afraid person 2: and your reason is person 1: they don't feel the way i feel towards them... person 2: how do you know that? person 1: because they think love is pathetic person 2: how do you know they think that person 1: i know because i'm talking to them right now person 2: wait what--
This community, makes me want to cry because it is so beautiful. i read these comments and it helps me briefly my depression and self hating nature. thank you
Hey, you should love yourself. I know that many people love you, and so does the Lord. We all care about you, and I hope that yo will soon be able to see what we all see in you: A beautiful and wonderful person!
I never believed in love at first sight until April 13th, 2019 smacked me upside the head. But hey, it didn't hurt too bad. It actually felt pretty nice.
Yesposts that’s perfectly fine lmao, 2019 was my personality glow up and i’m in a better spot now (thankfully with better things to worry about than boys who don’t give a fuck about me, now i’m onto girls-)
This comment section alone makes me cry and calm down at the same time and then there's the music to vibe to in the background so everything just comes together so nicely :)
Hi. I am a girl I am a lesbian girl. I can't relate to your problems with men I can't relate to your crushes I can't see that guy as cute That's because I like girls. But you know what? I am a girl who likes girls And that means I know what girls do when they're romantically interested in someone. So. I just wanted to say Act the same Dress the same Talk the same Comb your hair the same For the true you is the beautiful you, I know this because I and my fellow lesbians love when girls act like themselves I have guyfriends And I just wanted to say They do too. So don't stress Don't pray It will all be okay.
I'm a panromantic (?recently questioning if I might just be les?) demisexual girl and I want you to know that you're a beautiful and amazing girl. You deserve the world and more and I hope that you can see it. Also kind of curious, how do you find a girl that's actually interested in dating and not just hook-ups? (I haven't found one and it makes me a little bit sad)
*the comment sections on lofi are just something else.* it's some high quality stuff where people out their feelings direct, no fucking hiding or whatever. and we all communicate and relate on the issue, helping each other out and providing each other support. there's honestly nothing like it on youtube where such an unintentional community with no preparation or nothing come together, not because of an obligation, but a genuine respectful tradition for one another. even long comments we sometimes wont bother reading on other videos, we take the time to appreciate every little goddamn detail. because we dont only come here to feel, but to take a break with genuine human beings by your side. we may never meet again, but lemme tell you something, if you ever need a hand, im willing to virtually tell you that care and love exists.
Ikr I found this channel today and I love this community here, it makes me feel better to get all my problems out. I would also like to thank you, you saying this means a lot to me ❤
I think I'm in love with you. I don't know. I mean, you make my heart flutter. As if I have wings. You also make me feel free around you, but also tense? I feel like I need to do my best to impress at first, then I loosen up. I look at you as if you are an angel. You are, infact, my angel. So maybe I do love you? I don't know.
I never have luck with love like at all. The first person I fell in love with was my best friend at the time. We were in the middle of 5th grade when I found out I liked her. She was energetic, Happy, Beautiful, and a great friend. Nothing like me... ... she was a little shorter than me and had short hair. I remember the boys would laugh at her. I really wanted to tell her how I saw her but all I could say is you look great One time she couldn't find her braw she went without it. I told her it didn't like she wasn't wearing one. She told me to hug her and tell me if it felt weird just incase she hugged her boyfriend that day She proceeded to hug me I turned red and panicked (Gay panic XD) I was so flustered the hug alone made me panic but knowing she wasn't wearing a braw made me feel uncomfortable Like I was a pervert but I didn't think like that at all. I still remember all those embarrassing moments as well. I started to become attached doing everything I could to get her to like me. I would buy her their favorite Starbucks drink every morning. I would listen to the littlest things she would say. Hoping maybe she would like me back but I knew I had to stay a distance at the same time. She started dating my friend I was always third-wheeling and would feel like I shouldn't be there But I would go anyways because I always wanted to be with her. They were an on and off couple. I was very jealous honestly. One time they had a break up so bad she threw the necklace they bought together on the floor and left I picked it up knowing how much it meant to her and then ran after her. She asked me what to do I said they should break up for good. They ended up back together. He knew what I had told her that day and was angry I tried to split them apart I wonder what he would have thought if he knows I didn't only like her as a friend. I ended up moving schools after 6th grade ended. Never got to see her again. I still remember her. I even kept the pictures we took together. She recently found my Instagram and tik tok. I think she knows I am pansexual but she hasn't spoken to me since she added me She still has that same short beautiful hair. I still have feelings for her deep in me... I hope those will go away already but I found someone new that ended up liking he is my best friend again (I have really bad luck) Though he only sees me as a little sister We call each other siblings because we have the same last name I have many stories about him but I don't want to write more I will say tho he has GF tho I actually have talked to her a bit shes basically heather to me XD Ik I have a bad love cycle that's why I stick to dating sims and anime boys. I love to Obey Me and Mystic Messenger a lot they are my top 2. If you made it this far without leaving in the middle I am surprised good for you :)
sometimes there are people who have to be friends first before they fall in love, I am the same and it sounds like so are you. Once you meet a person that is just like us, and you become friends with, and slowly fall in love with you in the same way - that's when you know its right. And when it happens it'll be beautiful, I promise
I know you're not going to understand when I say I'm in love with you. I know to you that must mean kisses and marriage and a relationship that's classified as romantic and being together and jealousy over other people... But it's something different to me. Waking up and thinking about you and how I hope you're smiling and rushing to talk to you, and grinning so much it hurts when you laugh over a phone call. My heartbeat quickening when you tell me to sleep early, and thinking that one day I'll be able to hug you tight and give you one of my hoodies and tell you all the stories of how i got there and visit new places with you. It's dreaming about you and your smile. And my heart breaking when you're sad. Adoring your art and your heart so much it hurts. And yet you're my friend. I don't want to kiss you. Or marry you. Or be romantic. But God, am I in love with you. Head over heels.
Hey you, yes you. *We never met* *We don't know each other* *We are not friend* *But I love you* *I dunno why,I know we never met but I just...love you sm* *You make my stomach full of butterflies* *I hope you have a good day* *See you?* *Bye(^^)*
"can we talk?" "of course. what's up?" "i think i'm in love with you." "oh. really?" "umm yeah. is that ok?" "it's not not ok. and you don't have to ask me if it's ok, your feelings are your own." "oh. ok. well, see you tomorrow, then." "hey, before you go, what do you mean by think?" "what do you mean?" "well don't most people usually know when they're in love?" "i guess they do. but i'm a thinker." "that makes sense. i'm more of a kisser than a thinker." "so, you'll be there tomorrow, right?" "always am. see you there, thinker." "yeah. see you, kisser."
if you can't tell i like listening to lo-fi and reading the title and making a fake piece of dialogue between nameless people that kind of captures how i feel in an abstract way, since i'm a writer but find that dialogue helps convey meaning way more than normal descriptions, so if you see me around with these types of comments, say hi!!
If I have to be honest, I still don't understand the concepts of when to know that you have truly fallen for someone. How would you know? If every joke they make seems so funny, even if it wasn't to others? If every smile they give just seem so amazing that you wish to see it again and again? If every conversation you have are always so interesting no matter how trivial or stupid it is? I don't know. I just don't. I wish to understand and truly know some day. I hope the day would come when I would finally fall for someone Because I want to experience everything love has to offer All of its pleasures and pains, I wish to feel it. I want to know How it feels to fall deeply in love with someone
If you can picture spending every single day where you will never tire of them, on your good and especially your bad, not only mentally aware but KNOWING it.... then they'd be the right one.
I really want to know as well. I've never had a crush (except for fictional characters). I can't imagine how it feels to be deep in love, everyone is full of love and I really want to experience it. :'(
it maybe alil bad at first but that doesnt makes who you are or how your life is, its a beginning to grow and learn things. Feelings will develope differently time to time. But i promise you that your time will come.
That is also something that I wonder about. Butterflies in your stomach, feeling happy to see them and everthing else. I want to experience it all someday
I'm too focused on my studies to even be in a relationship and I think I'm too young for the drama and responsibility. I don't think I'm much of a good person because I sometimes forget other's and their feelings. But, if there's one thing I struggle to know... And one thing I just can't seem to understand... And one thing I'm trying to realize... It's that... I'm in love with my best friend...
Hey! You might be reading these comments not really being able to agree with them as u might not had a crush of a bf/gf before.So im that comment you can sympathise with. Nobody knows what's going to happen in the future.Anything could happen from winning the lottery to losing a family member.But thats the beauty of life.Its your unplanned journey with surprises every step of the way. So don't worry if u cant sympathise with these comments bc u don't know what the future has in store for u. U might have a lover or choose to follow another path.but just know that even though lifes so messy and unplanned you are the only thing that can steer its way. Hopefully this helped.
i first knew i loved you when i was 9 and you were 16... it’s been 8 years, now i’m 17 and you’re...still 16. the age gap is less noticeable so we can finally get together. i’ll always love you zuko, the love of my life, my precious lil angry boi. flameo, hotman x
I thought she was pretty when I first saw her, but other than that I never really noticed her. We had a class the next year and started talking. I immediately had a crush on her. That was three years ago. The crush faded quickly, and we became best friends. About a month ago I realized I was in love with her, I don’t know for how long. She has a boyfriend and it makes me sad to be around them. But at the same time she’s my sunshine, the one that makes me happy. I’m so freaking confused and I love her so much, but she’s always talking about him. I just want her to see me. I’m right here. Sometimes I look at him and I think about how he doesn’t know just how lucky he is. If I had her I’d be smiling all of the time. She thinks she’s ugly. She’s self conscious about how flat her chest is. But she’s beautiful. She wants to be a cosmologist, and I like letting her do my hair or my makeup. That way she’s focused on me, hopefully she doesn’t think about him while braiding my hair or doing my eyeshadow. I wish I could tell her how I feel. Tell her to break up with him. But I can’t bcuz as much as it hurts to see them together, it’d hurt more if we stopped talking. If she rejected me or it became awkward between us. I wish I could stop feeling this. I wish she would love me back.
its hard, i know how it feels to keep your feelings away locked up from the one you love but doesn't have to be like that maybe you should tell her because you never know whats gonna happen she could any moment or leave any moment. I think you should tell her while you can but no pressure do it while you can.
Everyone talking bout crushes and shit so eh Here i go- It was about 11(?) months ago. I met him. At first i saw him as a really nice person that was actually pretty cutee. But then we started talking... and oh man- he made me laugh so much. And just the little things he did. I was so in love And uh One day with school we went to a themepark. And that day. I felt so close to him. And just like. A eternal flame started burning. And it still is to this day. But he isnt my crush anymore Hes my bf :) He told me he liked me in a really cute way (he can be so fricking cute ^o^) And a few days after that we started dating. (20 october. 2 days b4 my birthdayyy :3) And we still are~ And i love him so muchhh The way he can hug or kiss me and make me feel like everything is going to be okay Like :3 x
some of you may be broken hearted, like me but hey, that isn't the end alright? remember she/he is just a chapter in your book, not the whole book, it doesn't have to end there. i understand how you feel, so lets hug it off alright? ----- ----- ----- ----- *v i r t u a l h u g s e n d i n g . . .* ------ ------ ------ ------ *v i r t u a l h u g s e n t !* ------ ------ ------ ------ chin up, stranger!
Yea i know...but have you ever been heartbroken by the same person your with??? It hurts a lot, sometimes i just want to tell him we are over but i cant cuz i love him way to much to say that...i just wish he understood me better, i want him the old him but igz that he will come back....but also he is going through shiii and i need to be there for him, and hope he goes back to the way he was(the sweet, loving, caring, soft, ect.)
yea i feel that, i have been several times by the same person, it was a circle relationship. i also kinda wish it would come back. i understand how you feel but not completely. but lets keep our chins up.
If your crush rejected you They don't deserve you The past is in the past Just let it go Someone likes you They deserve you One day they will meet you And you will be happy Someone special to you died? don't be sad They want you to be happy you are bullied? They are just jealous You have a really bad condition\injury? Don't worry At the end you will be fine A big exam\test? Just practice Don't worry Live in the present Don't be sad about the past Don't worry about the future Live in the present
itz aki i got rejected once but its hard to let go even with all this time that has past my mind cant let go so bad that some nights i have dreams where im just with him and happy then i wake up
So in year 4, I met this person at a play on a school trip. We instantly started talking, and was bursting out in laughter about the jokes we made on the play. We started to talk more after that, and after 1 year they were officially my best friend. I didn't have many friends, but this was someone I felt close too, more than anyone else. Year 5 was normal, but in year 6 our friendship started blossoming into what it is today. Darker humour, practically beating each other up and just being those "quirky" friends you see at school. I started to notice something in year 6. I felt attracted to this person. I started to make remarks about it trying to be as secretive as possible, but if I ever said anything that *suggested* dating, she would turn away. This was my first MAJOR crush, and I didn't know what to think about it. They had a boyfriend and let's say I hated him. I mean HATED. Soon though, he started to be a pr*ck towards them, so they broke it off. In year 7, hope starts to get lost with us ever getting together. They have a crush on another girl, sad thing was said girl was straight as a ruler. It hurt trying to tell her that all hope wasn't lost. "Who knows? A miracle could happen?" I hated seeing them upset but I hated thinking about them dating another. Quarantine comes along and next thing ya know someone asks them out. I panic, I want to cry, and feel crappy. ALL hope felt gone. Lost in a void. They would come to me for relationship advice (never been in a relationship before dunno why) and it hurt whenever they did. It was a constant reminder that we were never getting together. I HAD to get over it. 5-6 months later, and their gf is being a d*ck. Saying horrible stuff, and they were debating cutting it off. We had seen they were a horrible person though, and they had been wanting to do it for ages but didn't know how too. She broke up with them. Saved them the trouble of having to do it first I guess. After this though, they started being all flirty. Lying on me at break (never did that before) and going in to kiss me but stopping. I was in a huge debate. Did they like me or was it just because they were sad about the break up? Are they catching feelings for ME? One night I'm on a group talking to a bunch of people. And I get a message "WILL U DATE ME PLSS" I look at the text and see it's them. I take relationships seriously, and I told them "are you serious?" And begin a cycle of "yes I'm serious" "You sure?" After a bit I realized. They were serious. I said yes quicker than flash. I felt sick, dizzy, my stomach hurt, I felt beautiful and great about everything that was happening. The next day was so strange. I'm dating my best friend of 5 years. A crush of 3 years. Everyday is like a big bowl of ice cream topped with whatever toppings imaginable! Absolutely amazing. I felt positive about myself, and it made me get up every morning just so I could see them at school. November 6th 2020 year 8 on a Thursday. That's when my dream came true. 2021: Not really anyone has seen this, but.... They broke up with me. They told me they got their feelings mixed up and see me only as a friend. I personally don't know what to do. Thankfully I had loads of friends that were supportive. Things will never be the same between us. Listening to songs like this make me feel sad and upset but it's nice to reflect on it. I always had a feeling they didn't really love me. I don't think they took love seriously like I do. They moved on in the same hour while I'm still trying to. I'm going to be more careful when it comes to love. I don't want this happening again. We broke up on 10th of December if I'm correct. There's plenty more fish in the sea.
@@cureabees9440 Thank you, we are still best friends now and I am still working on getting over it because I'm a saddo lmao. Everything's been going fine just a bit of depression and anxiety kicking me in the ass lmao. Hope your doing ok too :)
There's someone who never texts first but whenever I text him he always tried to keep the conversation going. He's terrible at comforting people but he stays and talks until I literally got tired of talking, and that's more than I can ask for from anyone. No one else in my life has done that for me, which is probably why I started to think I'm in love with him even though I don't really know anything about him. I felt like I can't be happy if we don't talk. It hurts to think about him because other than that, there's no other reason to believe he actually gives a shit about me. I feel so dumb but I can't stop thinking about him The last time we talked he left me on read. I wonder if I did something wrong. I don't want to be the first to text him anymore, but now I can't even hear from him...
hey there, I think maybe you should contact him. What if he just happened to be really busy that day and couldn't reply? You would never know unless you asked. I definitely see hope, this is resolvable. You can do it!! Gambatte!
Am I the only person that has a crush but knows their crush has and will NEVER like you back? No? Well to the people that have recently found out their crush doesn't like them, stay strong. You're not the only one going through that mess
out of all the times i could realize that i’m in love, i realized at 1 AM my earphones were plugged in and i’m in my pajamas, and i came to my senses that i truly am falling in love with you.
Being in love is such a beautiful feeling, even when it’s one sided loving feels better than the emptiness created by not knowing when you will fall in love 💓 so if you don’t who to love, love ME and I’ll love YOU
It’s been 4 months and I thought I was over her. Then I saw her again today. She was so small and dark and mysterious and shy but forceful all at the same time. She always looks so sad and dark. I just wanna ask her why she’s so sad so that I can heal her pain. But she’s not timid. On the contrary, she’s intense all the time because she thinks no one sees her but I do. I see her. And Being around her is like being near a black hole, you can’t look away, and you know if you don’t look away, you just know you’ll get sucked in, and won’t ever get out. Yet you continue to stare because the chance to see something so beautiful, even if just for a minute, is worth the eternity of pain. And I bet she tastes like licorice. Black licorice. The kind that’s so bitter that it’s almost sweet. And it seems so off putting and malicious. But it’s not. That’s just what it wants you to think. A defense mechanism. I just wanna hold her hand and tell her how pretty she is. Because she is... truly beautiful. I just wanna know her pain so I can destroy it. Before it destroys her. Update: I found out that she has a bf. And thus I remain a lonely lesbian
@@SubPewdiepie-dl4xp I've had the same thing happen to me before. I don't know if this will be a ton of help, but I can relate way too much. Don't worry about it though, the path you take will get clearer as time goes on. My friend and I were (and still are) really close friends bordering on emotional support. One day, she had an incredibly overworking day and just broke down under the pressure. Me being there, I instantly hugged her back to give some consolation. Then, I realized that there was just this butterfly feeling in my chest, and her tears on my arms, and suddenly she was the most beautiful person in the world. It was such a genuine moment of pure love, my heart stopped working. I realized I loved her. Not like a romantic interest, but in that kind of ideal human love we all have for each other, you know? And we just sat there, me soaking up every beautiful second like a sponge, and trying to be the best person I could for her at that time. There was just this connection, this almost transcending genuine communication between me and her. I love her still, and if she wasn't so straight I think I probably would be dating her by now. Just this pure form of human communication at its rawest state, an overflow of beautiful emotions. When she was done, we looked each other in the eyes and I don't know for how long. It felt like forever. The way the tears shrouded her misty blue eyes, and I swear I could see constellations in the darkened night swirl of her pupil. I looked at her, and we just had this silent nod of understanding. I still regret I hadn't kissed her then. Ugh, now I have this huge beautiful rant about my friend (crush..?), I hope it was at least helpful to hear from another person's story. Keep calm, and don't worry too much. It sounds like you've taken a new path through this swamp of life. Cheers from lesbianland❤️🌾 -Soapy
@@SubPewdiepie-dl4xp Oh and I wasn't referring to you as a lesbian or anything, no offense. Don't feel pressured, just another random CZcamsr with a sappy love story. ❤️❤️ You'll do great no matter what
Love doesn’t always have to be painful. Just remember that. Yes, sometimes it hurts to be in love with someone who may not love you back. It hurts a lot. But just love them. Love them and cherish them, even if they don’t see you romantically. Being in love with a friend is hard, but losing a friend because you can’t stand to love them in any way but romantically is harder.
Rate Works I can’t say for sure. I’m hoping to confess to a friend I’m in love with soon, but there’s a good chance I won’t. My policy is usually to love silently, though.
@@strawberrysherbet4847 same. I might ruin my friendship with her. If she knows how i feel for her its possible that it might get awkward between us. 😔
since people here are sharing their stuff then here's mine i guess, not that anyone cares Hey eve, i miss you a lot, we've been together for almost three years until you decided to break up with me. I was so sure that i wanted you as my wife but yea you didn't see it the same way as me i guess. You said you lost your feelings for me when i started working and started having a new environment around me. You couldn't understand why was i stressing out at work and having these childish rants about my co workers. So slowly you lost your feelings for me. Thank you for trying to love me back despite you being stressed out in school. I know you're a good person although you don't agree with me. You tried to juggle between loving me back and studying in school but it just didnt work out the way you wanted eh? I'm sure it must have been hard for you. Youre such an angel I can't believe we just ended like that. I don't even think I can find someone as beautiful or as nice as you. I wish to be with you again but more importantly I want to be able to see your pretty smile again even if its with another man. Hope we'll continue being friends once you have your time of being alone. I love you :)
I'm glad you shared this, yo. It reminds me that I really want to get to know the people around me. I feel as though, after just ready one paragraph by you, I understand you so much better than most everyone I interact with on the daily. I'm sorry this happened in your life, because that sucks to go through. I hope you are able to find love again someday.
hiya :D if anyone's actually reading this, i just wanted to say that everything's going to be okay. at one point in our lives, when we're at our lowest, we tend to think that there's no escape to this constant feeling of sorrow and let these emotions get the best of us. thinking that we'll have to deal with this for the rest of our lives. that's where you're wrong, things are going to get better, and enjoying life to the fullest even with these ups and downs is one of the best ways. i love you stay strong
Even though I know none of you here, I really feel like we are all connected. Everyone feels the same here. It’s nice. I just feel like writing even if no one sees this. So instead of making some dumbass “normal” goal for the new year that I knew I wouldn’t keep I have really challenged myself by just expressing myself. It might sound stupid; however, it seems to be doing great things for me so far. My whole life I’ve pushed everyone away; Everyone I love, my friends, family, etc. not because I don’t love them... I guess I was just scared to love them. What if they leave. When will they leave? So far I’ve decided to hit up all my friends and try and actually go out and do normal shit instead of being a little sad boy. Most of them seemed to like the little change of me wanted to do something for once. I’ve been having actual fun lately. I’ve also finally just expressed my feelings to this girl 😌. She’s the only person I’ve ever actually felt happy when I’m with her. It’s a weird ass warm feeling of fucking happiness that I’m so glad I have now. It’s scary tho, I can’t help but think how upset I’ll be if it’s gone. when it’s gone... I don’t know I’m a dumbass 19 year old with too many problems I guess.. if for some reason you read this big ass ramble. Thanks. It probably doesn’t make any sense, I just wrote exactly what came to mind. 💜
It doesn't sound stupid at all, I can totally see how expressing yourself would beneficial. And being afraid of people leaving is normal, but it is that fear that can also inhibit you from feeling true happiness.. and love. If people leave, not by you pushing them away, but by their decision to leave then they're not supposed to stay. That makes the people that stay mean so much more. I hope you won't limit yourself because of fear of losing someone or something, just be you and everything will eventually turn out alright :)
Love is selfish right?! People love because it makes them happy. They want the boy/girl for them and no one else. They get jealous when their crush talk to other boys/girls. They want their crush to talk to them, to think about them, to love them the the same way they love their crush. They do all kinds of things just to receive love from their crush, that unique love they always dream about. Some people don't like themselves or have problems their life so they try to forget all that with love. Like me i have some issues with myself but when i'm with you, love takes over everything. I love that and i want that all the time. Yes i'm selfish but that means i'm in love right? Some people love to get status, some love for views, some love for money, some love for materials. Some even love from pure, genuine, beautiful love but that's not enough for me. Yes i'm selfish, i can say i'm the most selfish man on earth. Why? Because i want everything and you are everything to me. I want everything about you for myself. That's why i'm in love with you.
I see all of the people, going through the world, falling in love, hearts melting, crushing on friends, holding hands, quickly kissing, hugging, crushing from a distance, blushing, and feeling love’s pain. I want love’s pain. I want love. I want to crush on someone. I want butterflies. I want to look at someone and melt. I want my cheeks to turn pink when I hear someone’s name. I want to crush from a distance. I want to fall in love. I want to be reminded of someone sweet when I see simple things. I want to try to impress someone, possibly just embarrassing myself. I want someone special on my mind all day. I want what seems like everyone else has. I want rainy days to feel bright with someone by my side. I want an awkward silence that makes me feel good somehow. I want to look at someone, accidentally gain contact, and turn away in embarrassment. I want to crush on someone. I want to fall in love. Even if they don’t love me back.
@@stellar2926 thank you so much this warms my heart just seeing that someone had seen my message. 💜 I hope you’re right and I hope it’s soon because i want to crush on someone so bad I wanna fall in love so bad that even if they won’t have feelings for me back I just want to feel it
@@iinxdiaa8203 Glad I could help, I felt the same as you before, I spent a lot of time waiting. Then, I met her. Anyways, I'm rambling, so yea, glad I could help! Though, there is the possibility you're asexual or aromatic.
@@stellar2926 I dont think I’m asexual or a romantic since I’ve had two crushes before, but they faded away so long ago... but I am distracted by the confusion of my complicated sexuality that can’t fit a label
Hey, I know it's frustrating, that longing. But please....please be patient; patient with yourself. Sometimes there are parts of us that don't want to love like that. Maybe they are scared or angry. And I think that's ok. Of course, there is also the fact that you haven't met the right person in the right context. When it happens, you'll know. :)
dear person who i used to love, hey, i hope you're doing fine over there. It seems like you moved on quicker while i fed myself lies that i did too. But why do i still remember you in small details? your smile, your posture, your hobbies, how you get excited when you talk about history? the time where we spent together was fun, it was nice knowing that someone can actually like me back for who i am. I know i'm a complicated person, but we're both complicated as well
i can do it! i believe i have finally met the one. my soulmate. he’s different, not like the rest of them. we act the same, though, my goal? open up, be myself and not be plastic like i was to my other crushes. and, it’s working! he was quiet, but ever since im beginning to be myself, he too is opening up. and i couldn’t be more happier. i can’t wait to see how things go. im so excited, i just.. love him so much it’s unbelievable. god, i am so in love.
@@flamingaish alright, update, long story ... so i didn’t end up with this boy, but i ended up with a childhood friend who i’ve loved for a long time. the boy i was talking about in this comment was really just me denying my love for this childhood friend i went through some stuff and i realized i was in love with this friend when he stuck with me through thick and thin so! i confessed to him twice, and on the second time, we got together! 2020 was an odd year
I think i'm in love with you, but then i ask the question, what is love anyway? i'd trade the world to be with you and id make any sacrifice to see you smile and be happy. that seems like love... but when i look at my past i realize i never felt love before. no one ever loved me. how would you? just because i think i love you so much my heart could explode, doesn't mean i suddenly understand the world and everything in it. i love you. god, i love you. i don't love myself because i don't think i'm capable of being loved. i don't even think i'm capable of loving. but when i look at you and my vision brightens, and my sadness dims, and the stars come out of hiding all at once, i can't think of anything else other than "i'm in love with you." and i realize i am. it still won't ever change the fact that you wont ever love me. not because you won't, but because you couldn't. and i don't blame you.
Damn it, out of all the cheesy comments on here, this is the only one that doesn't make me want to vomit. I have all these freaking conversations in my head on what I should have said or what I should say or what I'm never going to be able to say, but I guess it doesn't matter after realizing my stories can all be summed up in what you said. I know I'm probably being just as cringey and cheesy as everyone else on here. so uh sorry have a good day.
@@bryndavies3330 i get it bc I didn't even want to post that comment after reading it over bc it sounded complicated and confusing even in legitimate sentences. Its nice to know someone else feels the same :)
True story (and I'm a girl btw) My best friend and I were friends for 6 years. One day, she started talking to this guy. She never really said anything about him, just what he would say to her. Like the strange compliments, etc. One day, we went shopping because we had to find her a homecoming dress. The whole time, she was talking to him, and hardly said a word to me. I was afraid to say anything, because I didn't want to hurt her feelings. But out of the 5 or so hours we were in town, she probably talked to me for 15 minutes. The next day, I finally gathered the courage to tell her that I feel like I'm getting replaced and she got mad, told him, and he was mad at me too- it turns out he was one of the guys I play video games with. Me and her got into a big argument over it, and we haven't talked since. This was a month ago. Anyways, I find out they're dating. I find that out on my birthday. She had never told me she liked him, which should have been a red flag at the start, but I was too busy thinking about how she could throw away a 6 year friendship for a guy she would LITERALLY dump a month later. The guy wasn't mad at me anymore after I explained why I reacted the way I did, and he actually felt really bad and understood why I said what I said. He ended up hanging out with me a lot more- but he would always talk about her. "_____" this and "_____" that. One day, I was just TIRED of him talking about her, because I was trying not to miss her too much. Her birthday is in June. The time I said this was mid-March. He was talking about saving for a gift for her, and I finally just snapped. I told him that most of her relationships don't last over a couple of months, which is true, and he shouldn't get his hopes up because he doesn't even know that they're gonna even be together then. He was mad, but that's understandable. The day I'm writing this is Wednesday, March 31st. She broke up with him a couple days ago, and left him heart broken. He called me to tell me, and tried to tell me I could have my friend back. I didn't want her back anymore. She never liked him- she just didn't wanna hurt his feelings at first when he asked her out. And I swear, as long as I'm still talking to him, I'm not letting ANYONE do that again. He's actually a nice guy, and I don't see why the girl broke up with him. And I won't be her friend anymore. She traded a 6 year friendship for a relationship that was fake from the get-go. And that's why I'm here. That's why I've stopped by here almost everyday since my birthday.
My friends always ask me if i like someone, and my answer is always no. i’m just so confused on how one comes to like someone else. What do you do? Do you becomes friends with them first? or do you just like them instantly? I have a hard time creating relationships with people ( finding friends and things ) I just don’t understand the concept of it. I have friends right now, but I look back and I just can’t seem to figure out how we became friends. I really wish I knew because they are quite amazing friends. It’s just that, i dont understand how. why? when? what? huh? I don’t know. I hope someday a day comes where i meet someone special. Just what does it feel like when you like someone to the point where you would do about anything to see them smile? I think it would be a lovely feeling.
I'm playing this right now, and in the quietest parts of the music I can hear your breathing on the other end of the phone. You told me you didn't snore, but every time you fall asleep on a call (which is pretty damn often), a snore or two or three or five escapes your lips. It never fails to make me smile just a bit. I don't know if it's the honeymoon phase and I'm just obsessed with you because that's the way relationships work. Maybe I'll lose these feelings for you completely. Maybe I'll come to hate your snoring. Maybe I'll come to hate you. I don't know if this is love. Real love. I mean, we're young. Really, really young. And I don't know where our paths will take us. But until then, I'll just keep daydreaming of your hands and your stupid smile. Of your curling hair and your terrible sense of humor (honestly, it's awful). You'll keep me smiling even if you don't know it. And, I guess, by my definition, that's enough to count as love.
I saw this video as a bit of a release. Hearing all the comments, I felt like I should write my own. I'm not perfect, or pretty, or the happiest. But every second of my life I've thought of him, and wondered if he would ever accept someone like me. Constantly in my mind, never leaving it. Missing him, enjoying the company. Now let me tell you something: He's different. His smile; if you could only see it..so beautiful and comforting, so adorable. And his laugh, I can never get it out of my head. And his little bit of a raspy voice with a soothing sound when he speaks just makes me feel good. And his eyes, green like mine, something I would never dare to look constantly at but always wish to get lost in them. His glasses make him even cuter. He's colorblind and wears the tinted ones. And it's just so different than regular ones; I don't even know how to explain it, it just makes him different in such a beautiful way. And his black semi curly hair, so so so cute. And his style; I mean, we have to wear uniforms, but I've never seen anyone wear anything better. Every time I look at his hands it's like I just want to hold them and not let go, but I know I could never do that without courage, especially if we had now just became friends. Just after I had tried so hard for months to be friends I would never wish to ruin that. And I have to admit, I do get a little bit jealous of it when he's around girls, but he spends so much time with me and our whole class has teased us since the day we met. And something, just something...maybe its the sparkle in his eyes, or his beautiful smile that makes me feel special. He never smiles like that to anyone else. It just makes me fall deeper in love, day by day. He's gotten so much closer to me, and I do feel greatly accomplished on my efforts to be friends. But today was special. So special. The way he spoke wasn't the same as before; the "I don't care about you" attitude vanished. It's almost like he cared. And I really think he did. And I know pre algebra class isn't the most typical place to accidentally make eye contact with someone, but I just happened to glance over, and it made me so anxious, my face feeling hot; a sensation I had never felt before. And then he looked over at me and I looked away. But that sudden second, I felt like something changed. That very moment, after months of liking him...I felt as if I was so deep in love I could never escape. I get so worried it would be like my last relationship, but..it's so different. It's real. It's really real, and it makes me so self conscious..and I can't have any control over it. But, it's real, he's real, and that's all that matters. Looking back at today I think I finally realized... *I was madly in love with him.*
I’m so in love even though there isn’t a specific person. I feel all these strong emotions of being in love with someone and it’s amazing and lonely at the same time. It’s so funny to think I can feel this way without actually having a crush on anyone..,it’s weird to. I don’t know where the love is going or what’s causing it. But man I’m so fucking in love
Just scrolling through these comments I feel compelled to tell my own short story about a guy I think I liked, and possibly still do. His name is Thomas. I know very few things about his life. We met online, through connections with one of my other online friends who I played Dragon Ball Xenoverse 2 with. At the time I was still in high school, and I wasn't very emotionally expressive. Video games had always just been a good way to waste time, and it helped that I was naturally good at any game I picked up. I made friends easily, though they were friends only out of necessity, as without other players the games I like simply aren't as fun. All that to say that before Thomas, I had only ever seen friends as a means to an end. One day we were left alone in a party and Thomas, being the naturally inquisitive person he is, just started asking me random questions. What I liked to do, what I thought of the others... that sort of thing. I've always been defensive when it comes to personal information, but nothing he asked was personal at all, so I thought it would be harmless to open up a bit. In about an hour or two of conversing I learned enough about him to determine that he was in his early twenties and likely unemployed. Not exactly a dream, but still a casual dude I could game with. We and our friend group played together for a good while, with some of us playing Xenoverse and most of us playing Overwatch, and in all that time I felt like Thomas was the only one I found crucial to the experience. The rest of us were just variables. None of us could hold a proper group dynamic without him. If Thomas got offline the rest of the night would be less fun without him, so I started becoming attached. I started trying to find reasons to get him to stay with us for longer, and eventually that turned into me trying to keep him until everyone else got offline so we could just be alone and chat between us. I really liked hearing his voice, and I liked trying to get him to laugh. That wasn't that hard. Fast forward up to a tabletop game put together by the self-proclaimed leader of our friend group. I say tabletop but it's really just a tabletop system adapted for a text-based game instead. The leader himself was and is still learning to be a game designer; I respect him for that. So since this was (mostly) our first time creating characters for a tabletop game of this sort, most of us ended up being, more or less, self-inserts. I didn't and still don't know how to play a character that doesn't have my core personality traits, and I assume that's the case with most of them. Fast forward once more to a point in our game where we had all been affected by an illusion that "causes the afflicted to see (or otherwise sense) their worst fear." After that particular encounter was over, Thomas, or rather his character, Miomaide, walked up to my character and basically just confessed love right on the spot. Dense little me realized then for the first time that maybe Thomas was just as attached to me as I had become to him. Fast forward once more to late August, last year. I was 18 at this point, and I had graduated high school with terrible grades and no scholarships. I had decided nearly a year prior that there was no way I'd be able to handle going to college, and that was before I had truly realized the looming pressure of adult life. By late August, however, I was starting to get an idea of what was in store for me. At this point my mind was a mess, and I was lacking any good mental anchor in my life. I opened up a bit to Thomas, and he was receptive. He helped me through most of my emotional episodes, and that alone would have been more than enough. But near the end of the month he invited me to an Xbox live party to play a game of his own creation. We would both play anime songs to each other and the listener would have to guess what anime the song was from. If you answered wrong, you would tell the other person something you disliked. If you got it right, you would tell the other person something you liked. Answers could be literally anything as long as both parties could agree they made sense. That night was... great. We traded back and forth, exchanging random answers that didn't really mean that much, until eventually I just broke down and confessed. Or rather, due to my emotional immaturity what I said was, verbatim, this: "Dammit, Thomas, I can't do this. I really like you, and I really like hanging out with you, but it's torture because every time we do this I feel like I'm falling in love and every time I try to say or even think it I just tense up and cry... And I really don't want to run from you because I do care about what you think and I'm paranoid I'll just lose everything if I run, but what if you leave instead while I'm still here trying to figure out what this emotion is?" Well that breakdown, much to my relief, was well-received. He returned my sentiment, and honestly, if not for my own faults we would probably have started dating right then. But I couldn't in good conscience agree to that arrangement because, well, he's always known me by the name "Lilith". Obviously that isn't my name because who would name their daughter that? But it was more than a name; it was an identity. I am not the person I pretend to be with them. I'm an actor. I act according to the situation; I lie to make myself seem more appealing. I made that painfully clear to him then. I am, in all honesty, a manipulative and selfish person. I say what I say to get what I want, and he doesn't deserve that. Lilith is a mask that I wear, and before we go anywhere I want him to know what I'm like in person. So fast forward one last time to this day. I'll be meeting him in person in about two and a half months, on April 1st. A weird date, but that just happens to be the start date of an anime convention, and I figured if we were going to meet it might as well be in a setting we both would definitely enjoy. So there you go. My recounting of the first time I fell in love. The tone of this... essay... seems a little dry and informative rather than emotional, but that's just the sort of writer I am. Hope whoever actually read all this doesn't regret that decision, but if you do... Sorry 'bout that. I get wordy when I'm tired.
Good luck! Let us know how it goes! I hope it turns out okay, I used to be the same as well on the friendship and family aspect, but I realized I was just pretending to put up walls and I really did care about them.
So I just wanted to tell my own story because it seems like lots of you are doing this on here. So for sometime now I've had a crush on my best friend. He has dirty blonde hair, that gets a golden shimmer during summer. His eyes are blue, they look like an explosion of little blue particles. His smile is pearl white and the most beautiful thing in the world. All of this what I just described above, I just imagined it just now. Yes, he does have blonde hair and blue eyes. But that's about it. He isn't particularly muscular or anything, that would make him stand out of a crowd in the eyes of a stranger. But too me he is so "perfectly imperfect". I think I'm starting to understand that line, you love someone so dearly, with all of their flaws and weird little habits, that to you those flaws don't look or seem like flaws anymore. But anyways, I have liked him for a long time now, it's been about 8 months or so, I think. And 2 weeks before Valentines day, my best friend, who sits next to him during one of our english classes, told me that he told her that he liked me. You should've seen me there, sitting on the ground in one of the hallways during lunch. My cheeks red like ripe tomatoes, tears of joy threatening to roll down my cheeks at any moments. My two dearest best friends hugged me while I was in such an euphoria, "fairytales do exist", I thought. I told myself I would tell him how I feel on valentines day, in person. The day came by slowly, and finally on the 14th during lunch break, I messaged him that he should come outside of the classroom once he was finished with eating. He came outside in the hallway, I could feel my legs grow to cotton candy every step I took walking up to him. He looked at me "Yes ?" "I think I should've told you this a while ago..." He looked at me while playing with his water bottle, waiting for me to spit out the rest. "I-I" My hands had a mind of themselves and seemed to want to touch hid cheeks, midway I stopped myself. "I have feelings for you" I blurted out, my face more red than a tomato. "Is it all you had to say ?" He asked I was taken aback by his question. "Y-Yes" And I just walked back to my two best friends that were sitting at the other end of the hallway. During our last class that day, the roses were delivered. And I got one, from him, a red one, the little card that went together with it was written: ...
“Feelings.” “Feelings” are weird. I’ve never really understood how they work, yet they’ve always been swirling around me for such a long time. More rather, they’ve always been swirling *inside* me. I rarely let out these feelings of mine, and constantly try to put on a happy personality. I mean, if I act joyful on the outside, that should influence everyone around me to also be more joyful, right…? That fact is, I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m helping. I don’t know if I’m too clingy, or too overly curious about you. I’m sorry, I just.. don’t know. Look, I really care for you yet at the same time, I don’t want to care. If I care too much, I’m just gonna end up hurting you just like I’ve done to everyone else I’ve loved in the past. You’re the first person whose been able to do this to me. You’re the first ever person to make me fall in love this fast, not just because of your overwhelmingly stunning looks but because of your wonderful personality. You’ve gone through so much and have been able to deal with everything, as such a young age as well. I guess I just like that trait it people, damaged yet resilient. I’ve only called one other person perfect before, but now that I’ve met you I have to take it back. Nobody’s perfect, but you’ll be the single person in my life who comes closest to that.. I’ve only known you for such a short amount of time compared to everyone else’s experience with one-sided love but that doesn’t matter to me. I know we’re both young, naive, immature in some areas, but I think in the future we could really.. make something. A relationship, one where we both are there for each other during times where life gets rough. All of this really does sound basic coming from someone like me, directed at someone like you but it’s true. I really hope we can build something in the future, but I know we’ll never be able to. Even though I’m willing to wait years and would go to the ends of the earth for you, it’s clear that you just.. don’t like me back. We already have a great friendship and so I don’t want to ruin that by introducing my complicated tornado of feelings that even I don’t understand. I’ve become so numb recently where I can’t tell if my heart is melting from your words to me or it’s rather slowly beating away all of its power like I’m beating myself up for loving you so quickly. It’s hard to write this because I don’t know when I’m ever going to actually send this to you or what I should say right now. I have so many things to think about and ponder on. I imagine that you’d read this, and also would be put in the same situation as me. A lot of ideas to think about, possibilities to ponder on. It’s been a one weird long night to get to here but.. Layla.. I truly love you, and when you see this I hope you understand my *feelings.* From, your self-claimed shining star
Oh boy, a lot of us know what that's like bro XD you want a little bit of advice? Honesty is the best policy. I was told that by my first love, my Layla. We got together, it was the best feeling ever and one i will never forget. Take some time to think, but be honest with what you feel, if she doesn't feel the same way in the end then the worst that can happen is that she trusts you more and you become closer as friends, but from what i read i don't see that to be very likely, she probably thinks the same way. Don't leave her waiting, honesty is the best policy. Good luck with Layla, whatever relationship you end up having.
Dear my crush ik you dont feel the same about me but that's ok because over the past few weeks us having classes together,talking,being stupid in the hallways has made me realise that being friends with you is ok.I've had feelings for you for over a year now and idk what to do with those feelings,I want you to love me the same way I love you but accepting the reality that u dont feel the same is the first step to getting over you and that's ok.I think of you when I wake up,when i go to sleep and I wish you would do the same,everytime u text me my heart races and I get butterflies even if u dont like me back these feelings I feel for you are ok🦋 Love Cayla x
hey everyone im just a high school kid and i want to share a story in these comments. so two of my friends that told me that someone in their friend group thought i was really cute. we had been taking for about a week, just becuase she had added me on snapchat. i thought she was really cute and through talking more i found out we were really alike. we both played instruments and she was the lead singer of a band. (they're actually really good) one thing led to another and i ended up asking her out to a movie. we ended up going to this really cool downtown place by where i live and saw a movie. my arm went numb from having it around her most of the movie. it was great. i took her to get frozen yogurt and afterwards we just walked around for a bit. we ended up going off by an abandoned stage and we just talked in the dark for what seemed like forever. after a good laugh it went silent and we just looked at each other. believe it or not that wasn't our first kiss together. it happened at one of her gigs a week later. fast foreward a little bit and more dates have come and gone. i met her parents, she met mine. (they both really like me and my parents really like her.) i really fell for this girl. her laugh, her smile, her freckles, her sense of humor, the way she talks. everything about her in my eyes was just perfect. at this time some of my friends were a little upset at me that iwasnt cutting out enough time for them, but i put that aside. she's in chorus, so one day i went to say hi before her afterschool rehursal. when the time came for her to go into practice i gave her a hug and kiss goodbye and she said i love you. i was kind of surprised because of how soon into the relationship it was. i asked her, "what did you say??" and she said it slipped out. i went home and that's all i thought about for a while. i didn't know if she actually meant it or if she did and when i didn't say it back she got startled and tried to play it off. a week or so later we ended walking back to my house from school just to hang out. we spent the rest of the day together, ate dinner, all the good stuff. after dinner we went back up to my room and were just enjoying eachothers presence and talking. i put some music on and we sat on the bed. we talked for a bit and it went silent, except for my music. slow dancing in the dark was on. and out of my mouth came: "hey, I've been thinking about this a lot, and, i think im actually in love with you." now im just a high schooler. i don't know what love is, but she was different than all of the girls i had been with in the past. i truly have ever felt anything like this ever before. "she said me too. i just can't help it." and we ended up just making out until the end of the song. it was like a movie scene. that was a week ago. but yet again. i might just be a dumb teenager who doesn't know what love is. but i truly felt something i've never felt before.
there’s a guy i’ve liked since elementary school. we’ll call him “J.” he was one of my best friends for about three years. i told him how i felt in the summer that led to 7th grade. he felt the same about me. i basically swooned over him, he was my first relationship. a boy i was really good friends with had a crush on me, and he was really jealous, so he lied to me about something “J” had said about me. i immediately believed him and my heart was crushed. it was not the best choice i’ve ever made, but i was 11 so i didn’t really know better. i’m 15 now, and he’s dating one of my really good friends. i cry about it all the time, because i know i blew it, and he’ll never see me that way again. it’s over. he looks at her in the most caring way. like she’s everything to him. and it makes me feel terrible being around the two of them. and i have little crushes here and there, but they never feel like him. like “J.” they’re more like small cover ups, to try and distract me from him. feelings suck bollocks.
a part of me is glad you’ve moved on and are happier with someone else but i can’t happen to think sometimes if we were soulmates and try to hope we run into each other again and become one together again. But for now, I’ll wait. If it takes years or months, it doesn’t matter. Inside i feel as if *you’re my soulmate.* you were my first kiss, the first boy my parents met, my first everything. and im glad you were. but i wish you could be my last as well. we planned our wedding, our kids name, at such a young age but i just knew if i was gonna marry someone, it’d be you and you only. i hope we communicate again, just us too against the world.
I met him online throught VrChat and we quickly became friends. He's funny, mature and is interesting (we don't live in the same country so learning about his nation throught him is really entertaining). After a few months (i think it was 2 or 3 months, not really sure), i realized i had a crush on him. I kept it silent and talked about it to only one person and acted as if nothing was happening. Apparently, im an obvious person and every time i got drunk, i would always show my emotions a bit. For the arrival of 2019, he called me at 1 am to wish me a happy New Year. Now, i might sound stupid or childish but, i really wasn't expecting him to call me since we were talking via texts. The most wonderful part is that, even tho i was drunk (and i have the tendencie of forgetting things when i drink), i still remember when he called me "Darling" before hanging up. Fast foward the 9th of february. I get back from a party with friends, drunk of course. I thought it was a good moment to confess to him that i liked him. I black out and wake up in the morning with a snap of him saying "You really are more opened to others when you're drunk". It took me a few hours to understand the mistake of the previous night and decide to make it all seem as a joke and deny my feelings. The night of the 10th february, i think about my confession again and again. "Stop playing with his mind! What if he gets annoyed by your stupidity. He shouldn't be on his guard whenever you drink because you say dumb stuff. He deserves a normal and honest confession. One that comes from you heart and mind not one from the bottom of an alcohol bottle." And i send him a snap where i was vulnerable but honest. He answered with gratitude for my act of courage. We haven't talked about that confession ever again and i never drunk texted him ever again. We're still friends but we don't talk as much as before my confession. He knows something is up in my heart hidden and waiting to come out but i will not let out that i might be in love. At least, i will not let it out to him. He lives in another country, far away so holding on to feelings like that are pointless. He will eventually find a girl next door from his country that will make him as happy as i am whenever he texts me. He'll eventually forget about me and i'll be forced to move on. Even if in the end things are sad for me, im still grateful and cheered up! Im grateful to have met someone like you, someone who could move my heart for the first time in a long time. Edit from 28/05/19: It's been a month since we last spoke. I'll move on now.
@Melon Melon Last year, around june I think, we messaged each other again. We asked each other how things were going and we became emotional. He told me he didn't want to talk to me because he thought i was mad that he didn't say "I like you too" and i answered honestly. I told him that i didn't want to message him as well because he might have a girlfriend i wasn't aware of and i absolutely didn't want to interfere in an already existing relationship. He said that, at the time i confessed, he was in a relation ship but that the girl cheated on him a few weeks after my confession. He told he would think about me from time to times and i admitted that i would as well, asking myself if he was eating well, sleeping well, not spending too much time on video games and if studying was going well. So, at the end, we both confess of still liking each other but it was ambiguous (idk how to write that word in english). We did have feelings for each other, something more than just friendship but less than love. We never acted about tose feelings. We kept messaging each other for a few days, like the good'ol pals that we once were but at some point, the energy faded away. Last time we spoke was for his birthday (at the end of november) and 1 week after it. Since then, no words have been spoken, no messages. In conclusion: it was nice while it lasted. I am really gratefull for his time and friendship. It felt nice and when i think about it, it feels nice but now i know a 100% that it is better like this. Thank you for being interested and reading through my whole story!
it just feels right whenever he's around he is intriguing and his stare is reassuring he is the oldest yet he brought the childish part of me back no, he's not perfect. he's far away from that but who cares if he has got that spark ? life is radiating from him, i guess he could fill mine i wish to know you better i would so much like to know you better
Lucie Mathieu omg SAMEEEEE. I have a crush on my best friend and he’s older than me but we’re so childish like it’s not even normal. You’d think going into college everyone is going to be mature but that’s not the case. Tbh I like him but I don’t think it’ll work out because we’re so different from both a cultural aspect and a religious one too.
I came here just because of Oikawa but ended reading the most wholesome comment section I've ever seen im hoping whoever reads this that you're doing fine, and if u don't i hope everything gets better eventually. and remember that there's always gonna be someone that loves you
if the special individuals' everyone has commented about, see's and reads these messages and paragraphs, i would wonder how they would feel. other than that everyone please remember to eat and rest well, stay hydrated and get a warm bath or a soothing shower, live in the present and stand in the mirror and smile and love yourself for who you are, love every detail and aspect of yourself before you love someone else, because if you can't love yourself, how are you supposed to love others? stay smiling and stay who you are! don't change for anyone
If I can erase my memories maybe I will forget about my crush *and actually care about irl people instead of simping over people that doesn't even exist and woudn't even know I'm alive EVEN IF THEY EXIST-*
The smiles you make, The stars you shined, The happiness you've baked, Oh, pieces of you that i've liked, You're the angel of my life, The savior of my heart, I wonder if someday you can be my wife, Oh, pieces of you makes my day abright, Though i'm hopelessly weak, Though i'm a freak, And though I'm dead inside, You still stayed by my side, My heart's go craze, My soul goes ablaze, Every moment we had, Is like a beautiful parade, How i want us to be together Nothing than you is better If only i could wish a bunch Oh, pieces of you that i love too much
I think I’m in love with a girl. It’s Romeo and Juliet but what I understand now is...I can’t fall in love without loving myself first. No matter what, I need to understand myself and who I am, was, and want to be. I’m 16 I’m young and dumb. I have been a microphone fiend if you will for quite some time writing private songs about her. I truly do think I love her. Romeo and Juliet wasn’t about sacrificing everything for true love that you thought you felt at such a young age. It’s about understanding that we think we are in love but really this is when we are all most vulnerable and we feel that the person who most closely resembles the whole in our minds not our hearts, is our soulmate. Think about the population of the world. Think about the chances of finding your soul mate in the 1/5th of your life. It’s a cold truth but it’s a truth no less. I get that now. I guess true love is going to have to wait.
You are very brave and smart for not settling now, you are still young and have a whole life ahead of you With patience, everything is worth it, enjoy life and learn how to love yourself and your surroundings first, you deserve it
Ya, Im 15 and I know what you mean.. I thought I had found someone but turned out that what we had was an illusion and I was just being used. Later on about a week later in my English class we had to read Romeo and Juliet and I realized the same things you did. At first I thought of them as foolish for doing what they did but then I realized.. for the one I cared about I would have done the same. I realize now that Ive got a long life ahead of me so whats the rush anyways? There are so many chances.. Love will come when I least expect, and *then* is when I'll actually be ready. I'll love myself enough to love them the same :) I'm rooting for you, Im walking down a similar path~
Hi random person in the comments! You may not know me but I want to tell you to always be positive and never give up! I know times can be tough but remember that you are beautiful and important. If you feel sad, Do whatever you think can make you relax. Maybe you will draw, Listen to music, Play video games (or just anything game in particular) or play an intrument. Just don't give up and things will get better! ♡
Dear tina, your hands are rough like they’ve been working so hard to reach a goal but whenever i touch them they’re soft to the touch and make me melt. They’re usually cold from always being lonely, i wish i was there to warm them with mine. Your smile leaves butterflies in my stomach just like the first time i met you 5 years ago. It’s so bright and noticeable, and god is it contagious. Your eyes are big and bright and are like a warm welcome whenever mine meet them. Your voice god whenever it calls my name or calls me cute or whenever it laughs i just feel like him floating. Even if we aren’t together now romantically i’ll always still support you as your best friend and never stop loving you so i can watch you grow and become the most amazing person i know you can be. Hope to see you soon so we can go to the zoo and you can laugh about how cute i am whenever i get excited over seeing each animal and ramble about them. With all my love and affection, Abby
I used to listen to this and a lot of your other mixes through 2020 to help me sleep when my everything was at its worst. Time really just froze that year, but these mixes where like a hug to come back to every night. Revisiting them now in 2023 feels so surreal, i either dropped or lost every friend i had then, finished all my exams, found myself and what i want to do, and finally feel as alive as i can be. So thank you, i genuinely feel like i couldnt have made it without the peace (and good sleep) i found from these mixes
im inlove with someone i cannot have. the thought of loving him from afar gets me teary-eyed. "do i even have a chance?" the question that we all know the answer to. No, i dont have a chance. And that's the bitter truth. I will only be loving you from afar, because we are separated by a wall. A wall that is unbreakable. Do you even see me on the other side? Did you even notice that the wall stands there? Or did you just pay attention to her movements..
I've been avoiding cute-i'm-in-love kinda playlist ever since my last heartbreak because they remind me of what could have been - and then one day I realise I've been shutting off myself to love, and that's what makes me even more depressed. So then I decided to click on this playlist and I realise seeing people talking about love and fallin in love is so wholesome and healing even if it's not what I am experiencing. So here I am, learning to feel love and love again, and then dedicating this wholesome im-in-love playlist to myself, because I am falling in love with myself all over again.
we moved on too fast, too hectic and rushed so we could forget everything and return to our original selves. you seem fine, happiest you’ve been in a while, but i’m selfish so i am slightly hoping a part of you still wants me and is suffering from the lose of I. you’re still imprinted in my mind, every tender moment that was vulnerable and almost heartbreaking but we never admitted it. i’m still there, watching from high in the tree we sat under in the field, observing your small gestures and behaviors until it’s almost impossible to forget them. i’m stuck there, but i never want to return. those were the days where we accepted our fates but didn’t want them nonetheless. you moved on to the fate you didn’t want, living in the present and happily enjoying yourself while I am running away. i can’t move on, and i won’t.
I think love is being selfless, i loved my friend for a long time. And i was really happy for them when they went out with other people, sure it hurt like hell but they were happy, and that eased the pain a lot. If you really love someone, you can let them be free, they arent yours, and they have their own feelings and mind. They werent made for you, be greatful you got to be with them at all in any way.. ♡
A boy I knew was like that. He and a girl dated briefly and when it ended, he was devastated to the point of suicide. At the very last moment, he backed out. He was, after all, only 19. In the years since, the two drifted apart more and more definitely though they offered tentative support when the other was in despair. He did much more than she ever did; so much that, even when he was still moving on from her as bravely as he could, one cry for help to get her negligent boyfriend to pay more attention to her was all it needed for him to assume the role of a bad guy who's come to win his ex back. The girl and her new beau became closer because of the staged performance. She thanked him and went off on her merry way. He was happy for her. Because his love was unconditional. A long time has passed and she had broken off with the new beau. Because whenever she fought with that guy, she would think of this boy I knew. How gentle and kind he is. How much he cared. How hard he would try despite obstacles upon obstacles just to bring a smile to her face. She realised he had been on her mind subconsciously all these years. Out of shame, she wrote him a letter. He responded almost immediately. Instant forgiveness. Instant kindness. Like he had always shown her. "Did something happen?" Their conversation bloomed from there. He asked if she would like for them to meet again, to take her mind off her troubles, to let him accompany her through the rough patch. Suppressing the longing in her heart for them to reconcile, she told herself he was just that nice. And greedily she would accept his niceties. They went out. Had a relaxing day. She teased him mercilessly. He retaliated. The day was coming to an end. She didn't want to send him home just yet. "I have something to tell you." He looked curious. She looked nervous despite her attempt to sound light-hearted. "I don't expect for you to feel the same, but I want to let you know that you were the best I could ever ask for. And that I'm grateful for our memories." "Me, too. I always look back on us fondly and remembered it as a crazy romance that I'll carry with me for the rest of my life." "... And I'm sorry." "Please don't be. I was happy with you." "I'm sorry ... but as selfish as it is to say this only now, so suddenly, so out of the blue after drifting apart for all these years, I have to tell you this, so I have no regrets. I miss you." The inside of the car fell silent. Parked across the park, behind a market, next to the river, cars slowly driving by a few dozen feet away. He stared at her, expression unreadable. She added, "I understand if you are angry at me for having the gall to say this after how much I've hurt you. So if you wish to hit me ..." "Close your eyes." His voice was solid. She was stumped. He really was angry. But whatever comes, she deserves it. So she closed her eyes. What she felt wasn't a palm to her cheek or a fist to her nose. It was a palm on the back of her head, his breath on her lips. His kiss was softer than any other kisses she experienced. It embodied his love for her, tentative, earnest, kind, gentle, yielding, passionate and most of all, vulnerable. She returned the kiss just as wholeheartedly. They were truly happy again. Ever since that day, I've been nothing short of grateful that we are together. Perhaps when we met the time wasn't right. But after the separation, meeting new people, and meeting each other again, I've never been more sure to spend the rest of my days with this man who was once the boy I knew. Against all odds, we'll stick together this time.
Met you this semester with the same schedule. We talked every day, We smile, we Laugh, we Tell jokes, we shared our stories, I though to myself, "She's just being nice." , "She does that to everyone" , "No reason to have feelings for it. " , But here I am, Having this strong feeling towards her. Part of me doubted that this feeling is called 'Love' , Doubting that this won't work out , " Let's not try this. " " Don't hurt yourself anymore. " " Let's try not be hurt again. " Keeping this feeling to myself, Until it's near the end of semester. " should I say it ? " or " should I just keep this to myself ? ". To be Continued.
I know I'm in love, and he's my bestfriend. We've been dating for almost 2 years and a half, but we haven't met yet due to covid. We would've met last year around this time if it weren't for the pandemic, but I'm holding my breath to see him this summer. Finally.
if you asked me what it is i love so much about you i don’t even think i would be able to choke up a single word. i could say everything but it’s not that simple. my love for you is in everything yet nothing at all. it’s not the things you wear or even the way you speak. but rather the light that radiates out of your presence like the way the sun peaks through the little gaps of sharp pine trees in the dawn of day. rather the way u look as if nothing has ever made you happier when you laugh at something so insignificant. you aren’t complex, well maybe you are but you’d never let anyone know it. you’re not a picture perfect model for the cover of some superficial magazine, but my god you are the prettiest van gogh in the room. something that doesn’t scream “look at me” but the type of art you stare at the longest in order to ravish in all of its glory. a true monument of decadent detail people often overlook and walk away from just to gawk at the flashiest piece. but for those who stay, oh my for those who stay. we’ll remember the soft warm ambiance in which you wrap up anyone who crosses your exhibit. a honey-yellow light known for its natural beauty in preserving even the oldest of artifacts and healing agents. a true miracle you are. my god you truly live up to that name of yours. sadly i am nothing more than a cloud cluttering up your sky. but maybe if i’m lucky our forms will cross paths in hopes you’ll break through the thick walls of ice that fog my mind. but that’s far too much to ask of the center of the universe. i wouldn’t possibly risk the chance of blocking your heat. so i’ll stay on the horizon, patiently waiting for your arrival everyday without fail. for you are the sun herself, a marvelous work of art, and a soft gem all the while. how do you do it ber, how do you do it?
Love is in the air but I don't think I can breathe around you. Your smile is so bright but I don't know why I can still sleep so peacefully at night. I wish I could hold you at night when you sleep and keep you in my heart as it beats. You're beautiful/handsome/stunning/ you're you. Don't ever lose that. I love you all thx for reading. I got really bored and decided that I might as well post it here.
Hey buddy hear me out don't get caught up on one person like I did you will get no where except for hurting yourself just move on you will eventually find someone everyone does
Lofi, for me, is just the music that brings my fantasy to life without any images. It just is. The colors are simple. The lines are defined, but soft. Things move on gently like a stream, or a creek. Events happen. And then they are over. Memories are exactly what happened instead of a mindless self-reconstruction. Everything is soft. Everything just.... Is.
I've been listening to these since I woke up this morning to try and focus better on school but I keep getting distracted by reading all the comments. Also your videos help me deal with everything and makes me feel like i'm not alone anymore
do i like her? thinking about her makes me happy, but in a different way to when i think about my friends. she's very beautiful. everyone has beauty somewhere. i don't know her well. maybe i just want to get close to her? maybe i want to be friends? how do you know if you have a crush?
It's an indescribable feeling. Common metaphors for it are butterflies or knots, but I'd just describe it as a longing. Wanting to just be with this person no matter the circumstances, and wanting to return the happiness they give you back to them. If you're questioning it then it must be for a reason, because despite it being complicated, the feeling is absolute.
I think sometimes I feel desperate to fall in love. I want to be normal I guess, and have my classic love story filled with heartache and butterflies, but I don't know if I ever will. The relationships I build with others are like one of a family, and I am so grateful to have my friends, they mean the world to me, but I watch them fall in love and tell me about it and I don't know what to say. I don't know why I haven't ever fallen in love. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid, or if deep in my heart, I think it's best that I don't. Love seems to hurt. It seems to fill up your brain with someone, and make you so happy to see them. Love seems to be the type of thing where you want someone all to yourself, and every touch the two of you share is like a spark of electricity. I don't know if I will ever experience this, but reading about it makes me frightened... but hopeful? Like if I fall in love, maybe I could see a different part of myself, maybe be someone better. I don't know, but I always try to tell myself to be the best with what I have, and what I do have are friends who care for me, and I guess I do love them, but not in the way of a classic love story.
Well, you never have to be in a relationship, or fall in love. No matter what your parents/guardians or social circle try to push on you. Maybe it's not for you. Maybe it is for you. If a relationship is something you want, go for it, but if you don't, feel no pressure to conform. Be you, whoever that may be.
We've only been talking for a month, but the feeling I get, the warmth in my chest, the inevitable smiles and little screams, is a feeling that I've felt before and that I thought I'd never feel again. And yet you've made me feel it, you made me realize that I can love again, that I'm not hopeless. I think I'm in love with you
Last year my self confidence came crashing down around me when someone I held dear broke me emotionally through their cruel actions. Yet here I am 6 months on and I'm here to tell you it gets better. Not too long back I met someone unexpectedly, and for the first time in what feels like forever, I'm truly happy.
I don't know how to feel about this one guy. I love him, and I'd be so happy if he loved me back. But I don't want to date him. I just want to spend time with him. He makes me so happy. Maybe I just want his friendship, but I want something more. I don't know.
That's so weird cause that exactly how I feel about my crush too. I really like him and admire him in so many ways, but I don't really think I want to date him. I'm not sure why. I have to admit our friendship isn't really as close as I would like it to be. Maybe that's what's not encouraging the idea of dating for me. I don't know it feels like a mess. For now, I think all I want is to be closer to him. Sorry for rambling lmao
I think whenever I'm sad, I'll come here and just look at all the sweet things people have typed. Love yourself, you beautiful person
Love yourself too!
You come in like people are so nice here with their comments you write a nice comment your self
Keep ur head up I know u can be strong
Its really hard tbh i keep self loathing and its making me sad got any advice for me to stop it? Its fine if not
Aww I love you T3T ❤️
"hey..I like u."
"I know...me too."
"Why didn't u say anything?"
"im scared we'll lose what we have"
This is how I feel about my crush
me to my bff (then crush) two years ago:
Me: "hey dude I like u"
Him: "Yeah me too"
Both of us: silent for the rest of recess
And that's how we confessed but remained friends bc he didn't want to ruin what we had and I wasn't ready for a relationship yet. He's still to this day my best friend so that seems like a happy ending to me. I don't like him anymore lol
Kris126 awww
Same i wish she knows i have feeling on her......
David Umayam does she give you any signs of a relationship?
everyone in this comment section is talking abt their crushes and its so wholesome
I know right, I just love reading them 😊
my crush is the guy in the video
Wanna talk bout my crush
They aint real....
Imma cry
me: the most inspiring comment section doesn't exi-
kokichi 👁👅👁
hei kokichi 😌✌️
K o k i c h i
thank you kokichi, very cool
Vroom vroom
I'm a simple person.
I see Oikawa
*I click*
me tho
same here XD
SAME
aint that hinata tho??
I’m a simple person. I see Haikyuu, I cLiCk
My boyfriend told me that love is sometimes like a prison. If you focus your attention on that specific person you will feel so many emotions that you never felt before, and get captivated in an equilibrium. He says that to never focus my entire time on him because I need to love more than what I feel. Love for myself, things I do, and people around me.
I know you're not able to read this big bear, I love you. Thank you for making my heart strong, and strong every day.
Idk about you irl but I can guess that you have a good boyfriend. Love each other and be happy :)
^^ aww I hope you two are still together
aww big bear thats such a cute nickname , i wish you guys well
wow, i love you
He was right. Please, don't focus your love and attention on one person
“Beautiful”
Many people have a definition of what beautiful is. But for all I know, (as a ugly person) beautiful is what you project to others, beauty is your will to be kind, accepting of others and much more. But I’m also not saying your not beautiful outside, you may be. If you don’t think you’re beautiful, think about the times that beautiful mind of yours has helped others, think about how many times your mouth has said beautiful words to others. Many people are beautiful in their own ways making them unique and their own. I don’t know who you are but for all I know,
You are beautiful. You are grace. You are amazing. You are.. you. I really cannot project how beautiful you are in words, the things you’ve achieved and reached. It’s all beautiful. So don’t give up now, you’ve done so much and you don’t know it. Take a deep breathe and live life as
You.
I love you.
the meaning that you give is beautiful, thank you for your beautiful words ❤😊 I don't know who you are but I love you
Nicole Sarahí Bastidas awww, shucks, thank you so much. I’ll be here to talk if you need to.
I kNoW yOu ArE bUt WhAt Am I?
did you see my swag?! Thank you so so much, I love it here
You are beauty. You are grace. Don’t you dare disagree, I’ll kick you in the face.
(based on a true story)
imagine this
you've just found out your crush is going on a school trip with you for 10 to the mountains in Switzerland.
once you get to the place you are staying, you realize he thinks you like him
he then sees you sitting downstairs by the little fire, scrolling sadly through your phone
he sits on the chair opposite you
suddenly, you get a text from him
you look at him, confused
he asks if you wanna talk while you will all be watching a movie later on the sofas
your heart beats fast as you say yes
at the end of dinner you stare at him, excited
you get ready as fast as you can and go downstairs
by the end of the movie, he hasn't even bothered to show up, but you just can't be angry at him
a few days later, it snows, and it snows hard
you are having lunch and suddenly, even though there are still lots of seats free, he takes a seat next to you
you then have one of the best lunches in your life with him
after, you all go to play outside in the snow
you're playing together when your best friend joins you
you crush then tells your best friend that he likes her
and you know that she likes him back
you turn around as your tears turn to ice
then the trip you've been waiting for for a year has just been ruined :/
Me, who has a crush on a girl who's my best friend
wow ok the bff liking ur crush and them liking ur bff actually happened to me lol
Been there with the crush thing tho 😔
But honestly maybe he wouldn’t have been the one anyway, maybe you’ll meet someone so much better than he could ever be without trying, and maybe you’ll fall in love, and get your happy ending. I hope and wish you the best don’t let them get you down, if you need to talk just reply :)
Happened to me
Those 242 dislikes are still kageyama
He be a salty boi
N O T H I N G nah that stuki
probably iwa-chan tho
Nah dude it was probably ushijima because oikawa should’ve gone to shiratorizawa
salty boi
My best friend, my crush, has just asked me out to be his girl two days ago. Of course, I said yes, I couldn't be any happier. ❤️
Apparently he liked me for a longer time than I did like him which shocked me. He's so hard to read, but as the months and years gone by, I believed I could understand him better. I'm so glad he opened up to me, I'm glad he fell for me and that we were able to catch each other. Let me tell you, he became so much sweeter and happier and cuter over the past months, and I knew my feelings wouldn't go away any time soon. Definitely won't be going away at all at this point. Also, his hugs and affection towards me just makes my day, everyday. It's so much easier to get up for school and eat a nice breakfast. I can actually concentrate on my work surprisingly because now I know he's mine and I'm his. Everyday, I can't wait to see him, text him, call him and repeat. Now, I don't believe he's in the "i love you" stage, but I'm willing to wait for him because he's worth it. Slowly, we'll fall in love with each other, even though I believe I'm already falling in love with him. This boy has made me feel things I've never felt before, and I'm so fucking glad he walked into my life.
WOWOOWOWOWOWOW THAT'S SO COOL, YOU'RE LITERALLY ONE OF THOSE sToRIES I READ, I MEAN I GUESS YOUR STORY IS ONE I'M READING NOW. I think that being in a relationship with your best friend is one of the best relationships. You know.
Maybe one day this'll happen to me too. Maybe not.
It happend with me a couple days ago
You still together?
it's been a year! how about an update? are things going well?
“Hey. I’m sorry.”
Hey, Kate. I’m sorry. I know you want to just be friends. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I love you. I just can’t help it because you’re so perfect. I’m sorry that if I tell you, I might ruin this. You were my first female crush and I can’t thank you enough for being in my life. I love you. You made me realize I was Bisexual. Please, please do one thing for me. Take care of yourself. I know sometimes life’s hard with your anxiety and all of your other problems, but I’m here. I love you. I love you. *I love you.*
Wish you were here,
-Sylvie
I went through this exact situation. I was so scared I was going to ruin the perfect friendship we had, and with it being my first girl crush I was so confused. Just the way of how pretty, funny, and just a general mood boosting person made me fall for her so hard. I know she struggles with mental issues, and I do too, but we have tried out best to help each other. Then the day came when I confessed to her, I was terrified and my nerves were running wild. Once I told her how I felt I excused myself and walked away, not wanting to see the disgusting or disappointed look on her face. Around a month later I got a call from her, she had thought about it and she said she liked me back! I was so happy, we ended up getting together and now we're so happy. It's hard to tell them but trust me, you will never know what you could miss out on if you don't tell them. If they don't like you back that's ok, you will find someone that is meant for you one day. I know everyone says that, but it's true. Hope this helps, I also apologize for any grammar mistakes 😁
Holy crap I just came across the comment and turns out she likes me too o_o
@@gamerrights6733 Ay congrats!! What a coincidence tho 🤣
Lmao yeah ty
@@gamerrights6733 LETS GO
this makes me miss someone that doesn’t exist...
it gives me nostalgia of memories that i never lived through...
it helps me feel the calm that has escaped from me for so long...
this makes me know that there will be happiness for me eventually that will be with me for the rest of my life.
I think it all gave us that feeling
Yeah...
Music and thoughts from many people can do that.
this is how you felt when you fell in love for 2d character :"""D
me when jiraiya died-
"Pretty"
Life is pretty.
But in the same way,
Our world is corrupted.
We see the waves of heat
In front of our faces.
We feel death every day
Looming forward.
Closer.
We hear the deadly noises
It’s crooked and backwards
Getting louder,
Louder,
LOUDER.
We scream into nothingness
We are glitches in the system
Our life is made of machines
The tears rolling down our faces
Are those just memories?
We see, hear, and feel everything
Why?
“Is everything we love fake?”
You’ll always hear me say
Life is pretty bad.
Now read it from the bottom to the top.
•Asterisk•The Mad Hatter• that’s beautiful
Well damn, I feel like I just got Matrixed lmao
This is crazy amazing!
dang... that was beautiful.
Neat!
I'm imaging teens from 1982 having fun.. While an old camera films their happiness
Aw
@@kherrypie4586 it's like UP and the boy from A Dogs Purpose
@@Kenny-gq1hy omg UP is so so sad
Ok this is a great idea to imagine.i can imagine it clearly
thats fun to imagine it makes me smile..
A few days ago my mother asked me, "Have you ever fall in love?". It caught me by suprise, because falling in love have never crossed my mind before. But listening to this makes me feel so many emotions that I'm not ready for.
And it's beautiful.
So many people get angry at emotions that they aren't ready for. It's a happy thought that you find it beautiful :)
the comments make me better instead of my friends, honestly
reading this made me tear up, but im trying to hold it in for i am on a couch in the living room
Never have I ever seen such deep and inspiring youtube comments.......like dang I just have fictional crushes
Christina Valentine incredibly relatable
these comment sections are unique
Haha same
ME TOO THE FU-
I have fictional crushes that I dream of in an anime lmao
I see you.
I walk up to you, and sit right next to you.
You say "Hey".
I respond "Hi".
Your voice sounds like the ocean.
Far, far away,
I listen to the beautiful waves coming from your shell.
As we look at eachother,
I notice your eyes sparkling like stars in the nightsky.
All alone in the deep, dark sky as you try to shine as much as possible.
I noticed you.
Even when I'm cold, in this chilly weather.
You make me feel warm and you give me comfort.
Your laugh must've been the most beautiful thing I've ever heard in my life.
I want you to hold me at night.
Knowing you will always be by my side.
I want you to call my name.
Knowing one day, one of us will have ours last name.
You are my light when I am lost in the deepest and darkest place.
You are my world because you mean everything to me.
I know that,
One day, my existance will no longer be apart of this planet.
I will decompose into dust.
But somewhere, in this gigantic place known as the universe, I will still love you.
I can't promise to be perfect.
I can't tell you I will always be there for you.
I can't say that I'll always be understandable.
But love doesn't make any sense. It's all nonsensical.
All I can do is vow to you that I will continue to love you with everything I can. I will never, ever stop loving you because if I ever do, that wouldn't be love. It would be another weird feeling that is just not worth chasing for.
I don't want to be fighting or begging for a relationship.
I want to be a head over heels that will chase the person they fell in love with.
I want to give them everything they want no matter how much it will destroy me.
I wanna make that person happy.
And hopefully, you would want to do the same to me.
I wanna fall in love with you again, and again.
Good Job, that's good stuff!
bing kurger Thanks! :)
This is so cute! :3 Great job~
That has to be one of the sweetest things i have ever heard its so sweet i got diabieties
Just WOW
A someone
A someone who loves unconditionally
A someone who picks you up when you feel even a small bit down
A someone who joins your fun and always wants to see your smiles
A someone who makes time for you no matter what
A someone who will protect you from the harm your in
A someone who knows you like the back of your hand
A someone who you trust with your heart no more worrying nor painful on and off break up's
A someone who'd do the things you love unexpectedly
A someone....
...Like a soulmate...
Is it true?
I hope they are
A someone you love
beautiful
yea, but let me tell yo something
That someone is you
My mom?
person 1: it's hurting me...
person 2: what's hurting you?
person 1: love
person 2: but love doesn't hurt
person 1: but heart breaks do...
person 2: heart breaks also don't hurt because your heart doesn't actually break silly, love is just pathetic!
person 1: ok
person 2: ok?
person 1: i'm so stupid then
person 2: what the hell are you even on about?
person 1: fine, i like someone...
person 2: well then confess
person 1: i would
person 2: just do it. stop being afraid
person 1: i am afraid
person 2: and your reason is
person 1: they don't feel the way i feel towards them...
person 2: how do you know that?
person 1: because they think love is pathetic
person 2: how do you know they think that
person 1: i know because i'm talking to them right now
person 2: wait what--
I read it from top to bottom and it still kinda makes sense
my heart just went uwu
pause
@Lorelai Cui same
This community, makes me want to cry because it is so beautiful. i read these comments and it helps me briefly my depression and self hating nature. thank you
Wow, this arbitrary nonsense helps you? Who needs antidepressants?
@@its_kaniii ?
It is perfectly okay to feel depressed, feel better reading these comments, I do too.
@@its_kaniii ??? what's your point??
Hey, you should love yourself. I know that many people love you, and so does the Lord. We all care about you, and I hope that yo will soon be able to see what we all see in you: A beautiful and wonderful person!
I never believed in love at first sight until April 13th, 2019 smacked me upside the head.
But hey, it didn't hurt too bad. It actually felt pretty nice.
Happy anniversary I suppose
Yesposts thanks. now i realize i just had daddy issues lmao
@@Dyrehart. ID SAY NICE BUT I FEEL LIKE THATS A BIT INSENSITIVE LOL. I hope ur doin better now at least :)
Yesposts that’s perfectly fine lmao, 2019 was my personality glow up and i’m in a better spot now (thankfully with better things to worry about than boys who don’t give a fuck about me, now i’m onto girls-)
ツweeb thats awesome :)) i’m happy for you
This comment section alone makes me cry and calm down at the same time
and then there's the music to vibe to in the background so everything just comes together so nicely :)
I love how anonymity can be used for such good.
yeah but,,,
I CANT NOT SAY ANYTHING RIGHT-
WTH IS WITH YOUR USERNAME- EJFGNV JFGNJ N
@@stardustphantomhive3563 I JUST LOVE HIM A LOT GIRLIE WHATS WRONG W IT LMAO
@@stardustphantomhive3563 ALSO UR USER IS ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE OK AKAASHI SUPREMACY ALL THE WAY
@@_sunny__moon_ Thank you, nagitosdeepfriedcoochiejuice! ;)
Hi.
I am a girl
I am a lesbian girl.
I can't relate to your problems with men
I can't relate to your crushes
I can't see that guy as cute
That's because
I like girls.
But you know what?
I am a girl who likes girls
And that means I know what girls do when they're romantically interested in someone.
So.
I just wanted to say
Act the same
Dress the same
Talk the same
Comb your hair the same
For the true you is the beautiful you,
I know this because
I and my fellow lesbians love when girls act like themselves
I have guyfriends
And I just wanted to say
They do too.
So don't stress
Don't pray
It will all be okay.
I love you so much.
Who made this?
i don know
I'm a panromantic (?recently questioning if I might just be les?) demisexual girl and I want you to know that you're a beautiful and amazing girl. You deserve the world and more and I hope that you can see it.
Also kind of curious, how do you find a girl that's actually interested in dating and not just hook-ups? (I haven't found one and it makes me a little bit sad)
Im a lesbian as well :3
When I know what you mean: yup I can’t relate to problems with men
*the comment sections on lofi are just something else.*
it's some high quality stuff where people out their feelings direct, no fucking hiding or whatever. and we all communicate and relate on the issue, helping each other out and providing each other support. there's honestly nothing like it on youtube where such an unintentional community with no preparation or nothing come together, not because of an obligation, but a genuine respectful tradition for one another.
even long comments we sometimes wont bother reading on other videos, we take the time to appreciate every little goddamn detail. because we dont only come here to feel, but to take a break with genuine human beings by your side. we may never meet again, but lemme tell you something, if you ever need a hand, im willing to virtually tell you that care and love exists.
a simple thank you from a passing person
It makes me sad to know that probably I'll never meet anyone here
Gaming video comment: Fuck you , u suck, get a life
Lofi omments: be the best person you can and spread live
Conclusion: I found my safe haven
Ikr I found this channel today and I love this community here, it makes me feel better to get all my problems out. I would also like to thank you, you saying this means a lot to me ❤
Wow it's beautiful as you♥️
I think I'm in love with you.
I don't know.
I mean, you make my heart flutter.
As if I have wings. You also make me feel free around you, but also tense? I feel like I need to do my best to impress at first, then I loosen up. I look at you as if you are an angel. You are, infact, my angel.
So maybe I do love you?
I don't know.
Beautiful
That's so cute!
@@annabel7896 thank you!!
@@nauraa3069 thanks♡
I can relate
This is just so powerful
Amazing xD
I never have luck with love like at all.
The first person I fell in love with was my best friend at the time.
We were in the middle of 5th grade when I found out I liked her.
She was energetic, Happy, Beautiful, and a great friend.
Nothing like me...
... she was a little shorter than me and had short hair.
I remember the boys would laugh at her.
I really wanted to tell her how I saw her but all I could say is you look great
One time she couldn't find her braw she went without it.
I told her it didn't like she wasn't wearing one.
She told me to hug her and tell me if it felt weird just incase she hugged her boyfriend that day
She proceeded to hug me I turned red and panicked (Gay panic XD)
I was so flustered the hug alone made me panic but knowing she wasn't wearing a braw made me feel uncomfortable
Like I was a pervert but I didn't think like that at all.
I still remember all those embarrassing moments as well.
I started to become attached doing everything I could to get her to like me.
I would buy her their favorite Starbucks drink every morning.
I would listen to the littlest things she would say.
Hoping maybe she would like me back but I knew I had to stay a distance at the same time.
She started dating my friend I was always third-wheeling and would feel like I shouldn't be there
But I would go anyways because I always wanted to be with her.
They were an on and off couple.
I was very jealous honestly.
One time they had a break up so bad she threw the necklace they bought together on the floor and left
I picked it up knowing how much it meant to her and then ran after her.
She asked me what to do I said they should break up for good.
They ended up back together.
He knew what I had told her that day and was angry I tried to split them apart
I wonder what he would have thought if he knows I didn't only like her as a friend.
I ended up moving schools after 6th grade ended.
Never got to see her again.
I still remember her.
I even kept the pictures we took together.
She recently found my Instagram and tik tok.
I think she knows I am pansexual but she hasn't spoken to me since she added me
She still has that same short beautiful hair.
I still have feelings for her deep in me...
I hope those will go away already
but I found someone new that ended up liking
he is my best friend again (I have really bad luck)
Though he only sees me as a little sister
We call each other siblings because we have the same last name
I have many stories about him but I don't want to write more
I will say tho he has GF tho
I actually have talked to her a bit
shes basically heather to me XD
Ik I have a bad love cycle that's why I stick to dating sims and anime boys.
I love to Obey Me and Mystic Messenger a lot they are my top 2.
If you made it this far without leaving in the middle I am surprised good for you :)
Youll find someone someday :,)
I know everyone says this but I'm serious, there is the perfect person waiting for you, don't give up!
I imagined it all like in an anime it was a beautiful experience ♥️
sometimes there are people who have to be friends first before they fall in love, I am the same and it sounds like so are you. Once you meet a person that is just like us, and you become friends with, and slowly fall in love with you in the same way - that's when you know its right. And when it happens it'll be beautiful, I promise
YEEY! you also play Obey Me?
Definitely feel like one of these songs was in "A Silent Voice"
I think so if fits so perfectly
I know you're not going to understand when I say I'm in love with you.
I know to you that must mean kisses and marriage and a relationship that's classified as romantic and being together and jealousy over other people...
But it's something different to me.
Waking up and thinking about you and how I hope you're smiling and rushing to talk to you, and grinning so much it hurts when you laugh over a phone call.
My heartbeat quickening when you tell me to sleep early, and thinking that one day I'll be able to hug you tight and give you one of my hoodies and tell you all the stories of how i got there and visit new places with you.
It's dreaming about you and your smile. And my heart breaking when you're sad.
Adoring your art and your heart so much it hurts. And yet you're my friend.
I don't want to kiss you. Or marry you. Or be romantic.
But God, am I in love with you.
Head over heels.
Precious
this is my *favorite* mood.
no matter what anyone says.
i hope you get her. :)
someone else who knows this feeling - thought I was the only one
@@xx_g0thicc_xx or him
;v; thank you
Hey you, yes you.
*We never met*
*We don't know each other*
*We are not friend*
*But I love you*
*I dunno why,I know we never met but I just...love you sm*
*You make my stomach full of butterflies*
*I hope you have a good day*
*See you?*
*Bye(^^)*
Omg ur username!!!! Anyways, I love you too ♥️
This lowkey kind of... made my day??
I love you too! ❤💗💕
Aww- Thank you, lovely! I love you too ( ꈍᴗꈍ) 💙✨
✌💖💖 Spread that love, Todoroki. Spread that love. Have a wonderful day, you beautiful people.
"can we talk?"
"of course. what's up?"
"i think i'm in love with you."
"oh. really?"
"umm yeah. is that ok?"
"it's not not ok. and you don't have to ask me if it's ok, your feelings are your own."
"oh. ok. well, see you tomorrow, then."
"hey, before you go, what do you mean by think?"
"what do you mean?"
"well don't most people usually know when they're in love?"
"i guess they do. but i'm a thinker."
"that makes sense. i'm more of a kisser than a thinker."
"so, you'll be there tomorrow, right?"
"always am. see you there, thinker."
"yeah. see you, kisser."
if you can't tell i like listening to lo-fi and reading the title and making a fake piece of dialogue between nameless people that kind of captures how i feel in an abstract way, since i'm a writer but find that dialogue helps convey meaning way more than normal descriptions, so if you see me around with these types of comments, say hi!!
@@maridarling3680 I actually thought this was real! Your amazing at this, I wish I could write like this
@@maridarling3680 A picture with words; a thought scene conveyed over text. I like it :)
Woah beautiful ♥️
that's just so cute!!
If I have to be honest, I still don't understand the concepts of when to know that you have truly fallen for someone.
How would you know? If every joke they make seems so funny, even if it wasn't to others? If every smile they give just seem so amazing that you wish to see it again and again? If every conversation you have are always so interesting no matter how trivial or stupid it is?
I don't know. I just don't. I wish to understand and truly know some day. I hope the day would come when I would finally fall for someone
Because I want to experience everything love has to offer
All of its pleasures and pains, I wish to feel it. I want to know
How it feels to fall deeply in love with someone
If you can picture spending every single day where you will never tire of them, on your good and especially your bad, not only mentally aware but KNOWING it.... then they'd be the right one.
I really want to know as well. I've never had a crush (except for fictional characters). I can't imagine how it feels to be deep in love, everyone is full of love and I really want to experience it. :'(
it maybe alil bad at first but that doesnt makes who you are or how your life is, its a beginning to grow and learn things. Feelings will develope differently time to time. But i promise you that your time will come.
Wow beautiful we are all same ♥️✨
That is also something that I wonder about. Butterflies in your stomach, feeling happy to see them and everthing else. I want to experience it all someday
Hey! Did you know you can’t breathe when your smiling?
I’m just joking with you, I just wanted to see your pretty smile. ☺️
help me this hurt )': lmao
Oo Tea 😂
🤧💕💕💕
What's a smile?
oh my god this made me so happy lol
I'm too focused on my studies to even be in a relationship and I think I'm too young for the drama and responsibility. I don't think I'm much of a good person because I sometimes forget other's and their feelings.
But, if there's one thing I struggle to know...
And one thing I just can't seem to understand...
And one thing I'm trying to realize...
It's that...
I'm in love with my best friend...
This is a mood and a half
I have never related to something harder
OH MY GOD WTF S A ME OK SO IDK IF I AM IN LOVE AND UHM IM FUCKING HIGH OK
send help
I don't want to say same because that would sound cheap, but same
awe ❤️
Hey!
You might be reading these comments not really being able to agree with them as u might not had a crush of a bf/gf before.So im that comment you can sympathise with.
Nobody knows what's going to happen in the future.Anything could happen from winning the lottery to losing a family member.But thats the beauty of life.Its your unplanned journey with surprises every step of the way.
So don't worry if u cant sympathise with these comments bc u don't know what the future has in store for u. U might have a lover or choose to follow another path.but just know that even though lifes so messy and unplanned you are the only thing that can steer its way.
Hopefully this helped.
All the dislikes are just Kageyama and his alt accounts.
iwa chan lol
LMAOOO
*i have finally found you*
yes
Iwaizumi is helping Kageyama with that🤫
i first knew i loved you when i was 9 and you were 16...
it’s been 8 years, now i’m 17 and you’re...still 16.
the age gap is less noticeable so we can finally get together.
i’ll always love you zuko, the love of my life, my precious lil angry boi.
flameo, hotman x
when I read "and you're still 16" I thought, 'oh no, did they die at 16?' but then it took a turn lol
this was a WILD ride
@@wooyin LMFAONDKD FR
This is a good one lmao
i did not expect that, but i love zuko so much too
I thought she was pretty when I first saw her, but other than that I never really noticed her. We had a class the next year and started talking. I immediately had a crush on her. That was three years ago. The crush faded quickly, and we became best friends. About a month ago I realized I was in love with her, I don’t know for how long. She has a boyfriend and it makes me sad to be around them. But at the same time she’s my sunshine, the one that makes me happy. I’m so freaking confused and I love her so much, but she’s always talking about him. I just want her to see me. I’m right here.
Sometimes I look at him and I think about how he doesn’t know just how lucky he is. If I had her I’d be smiling all of the time.
She thinks she’s ugly. She’s self conscious about how flat her chest is. But she’s beautiful. She wants to be a cosmologist, and I like letting her do my hair or my makeup. That way she’s focused on me, hopefully she doesn’t think about him while braiding my hair or doing my eyeshadow.
I wish I could tell her how I feel. Tell her to break up with him. But I can’t bcuz as much as it hurts to see them together, it’d hurt more if we stopped talking. If she rejected me or it became awkward between us.
I wish I could stop feeling this. I wish she would love me back.
everything gonna be okay just wait
be patient but tell her
its hard, i know how it feels to keep your feelings away locked up from the one you love but doesn't have to be like that maybe you should tell her because you never know whats gonna happen she could any moment or leave any moment. I think you should tell her while you can but no pressure do it while you can.
Just wait and you will know in that moment to tell her
Everyone talking bout crushes and shit so eh
Here i go-
It was about 11(?) months ago.
I met him. At first i saw him as a really nice person that was actually pretty cutee. But then we started talking... and oh man- he made me laugh so much. And just the little things he did. I was so in love
And uh
One day with school we went to a themepark. And that day. I felt so close to him. And just like. A eternal flame started burning. And it still is to this day. But he isnt my crush anymore
Hes my bf :)
He told me he liked me in a really cute way (he can be so fricking cute ^o^)
And a few days after that we started dating. (20 october. 2 days b4 my birthdayyy :3) And we still are~
And i love him so muchhh
The way he can hug or kiss me and make me feel like everything is going to be okay
Like
:3 x
That's great to hear! I hope you are happy and well
Omg it’s so cute! I wish you two are happy together!
hope u two are happy together !!
we are still very happy :)
1 year and 2 months and still going strong :)
Aa this is so cute
The way you describe it is so relatable (the bit about like a flame or whatever)
some of you may be broken hearted, like me
but hey, that isn't the end alright?
remember she/he is just a chapter in your book, not the whole book, it doesn't have to end there.
i understand how you feel, so lets hug it off alright?
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*v i r t u a l h u g s e n d i n g . . .*
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*v i r t u a l h u g s e n t !*
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chin up, stranger!
I really needed this. 😊
Yea i know...but have you ever been heartbroken by the same person your with??? It hurts a lot, sometimes i just want to tell him we are over but i cant cuz i love him way to much to say that...i just wish he understood me better, i want him the old him but igz that he will come back....but also he is going through shiii and i need to be there for him, and hope he goes back to the way he was(the sweet, loving, caring, soft, ect.)
yea i feel that, i have been several times by the same person, it was a circle relationship. i also kinda wish it would come back. i understand how you feel but not completely. but lets keep our chins up.
@@kayc_g sending vertual hugs....
Virtual hugs sent....
Waiting for response...
thank you!
If your crush rejected you
They don't deserve you
The past is in the past
Just let it go
Someone likes you
They deserve you
One day they will meet you
And you will be happy
Someone special to you died?
don't be sad
They want you to be happy
you are bullied?
They are just jealous
You have a really bad condition\injury?
Don't worry
At the end you will be fine
A big exam\test?
Just practice
Don't worry
Live in the present
Don't be sad about the past
Don't worry about the future
Live in the present
itz aki thx
Made me cry a little, gees.
thanks
itz aki i got rejected once but its hard to let go even with all this time that has past my mind cant let go so bad that some nights i have dreams where im just with him and happy then i wake up
nope, its nothing, just a little dust in my eye :,)
I'm in love with a Canadian. I'm american
The distance is hard
I hope we'll see each other soon
Keep hoping till it come true, dont give up and believe, your dream will coming true
Update me on what happens
ikr. im in georgia and my best friends ive known my whole life are in california
So in year 4, I met this person at a play on a school trip. We instantly started talking, and was bursting out in laughter about the jokes we made on the play. We started to talk more after that, and after 1 year they were officially my best friend.
I didn't have many friends, but this was someone I felt close too, more than anyone else.
Year 5 was normal, but in year 6 our friendship started blossoming into what it is today. Darker humour, practically beating each other up and just being those "quirky" friends you see at school.
I started to notice something in year 6. I felt attracted to this person. I started to make remarks about it trying to be as secretive as possible, but if I ever said anything that *suggested* dating, she would turn away. This was my first MAJOR crush, and I didn't know what to think about it.
They had a boyfriend and let's say I hated him. I mean HATED. Soon though, he started to be a pr*ck towards them, so they broke it off.
In year 7, hope starts to get lost with us ever getting together. They have a crush on another girl, sad thing was said girl was straight as a ruler.
It hurt trying to tell her that all hope wasn't lost. "Who knows? A miracle could happen?" I hated seeing them upset but I hated thinking about them dating another.
Quarantine comes along and next thing ya know someone asks them out. I panic, I want to cry, and feel crappy. ALL hope felt gone. Lost in a void.
They would come to me for relationship advice (never been in a relationship before dunno why) and it hurt whenever they did. It was a constant reminder that we were never getting together. I HAD to get over it.
5-6 months later, and their gf is being a d*ck. Saying horrible stuff, and they were debating cutting it off.
We had seen they were a horrible person though, and they had been wanting to do it for ages but didn't know how too.
She broke up with them.
Saved them the trouble of having to do it first I guess.
After this though, they started being all flirty. Lying on me at break (never did that before) and going in to kiss me but stopping.
I was in a huge debate. Did they like me or was it just because they were sad about the break up? Are they catching feelings for ME?
One night I'm on a group talking to a bunch of people. And I get a message "WILL U DATE ME PLSS"
I look at the text and see it's them. I take relationships seriously, and I told them "are you serious?"
And begin a cycle of
"yes I'm serious"
"You sure?"
After a bit I realized. They were serious. I said yes quicker than flash.
I felt sick, dizzy, my stomach hurt, I felt beautiful and great about everything that was happening.
The next day was so strange. I'm dating my best friend of 5 years. A crush of 3 years.
Everyday is like a big bowl of ice cream topped with whatever toppings imaginable! Absolutely amazing.
I felt positive about myself, and it made me get up every morning just so I could see them at school.
November 6th 2020 year 8 on a Thursday.
That's when my dream came true.
2021:
Not really anyone has seen this, but.... They broke up with me. They told me they got their feelings mixed up and see me only as a friend. I personally don't know what to do. Thankfully I had loads of friends that were supportive.
Things will never be the same between us. Listening to songs like this make me feel sad and upset but it's nice to reflect on it.
I always had a feeling they didn't really love me. I don't think they took love seriously like I do.
They moved on in the same hour while I'm still trying to.
I'm going to be more careful when it comes to love. I don't want this happening again.
We broke up on 10th of December if I'm correct.
There's plenty more fish in the sea.
i know i'm late but... i hope everything in your life goes well for you. you deserve to be loved
@@cureabees9440 Thank you, we are still best friends now and I am still working on getting over it because I'm a saddo lmao. Everything's been going fine just a bit of depression and anxiety kicking me in the ass lmao. Hope your doing ok too :)
There's someone who never texts first but whenever I text him he always tried to keep the conversation going. He's terrible at comforting people but he stays and talks until I literally got tired of talking, and that's more than I can ask for from anyone. No one else in my life has done that for me, which is probably why I started to think I'm in love with him even though I don't really know anything about him. I felt like I can't be happy if we don't talk. It hurts to think about him because other than that, there's no other reason to believe he actually gives a shit about me. I feel so dumb but I can't stop thinking about him
The last time we talked he left me on read. I wonder if I did something wrong. I don't want to be the first to text him anymore, but now I can't even hear from him...
hey there, I think maybe you should contact him. What if he just happened to be really busy that day and couldn't reply? You would never know unless you asked. I definitely see hope, this is resolvable. You can do it!! Gambatte!
Am I the only person that has a crush but knows their crush has and will NEVER like you back?
No?
Well to the people that have recently found out their crush doesn't like them, stay strong. You're not the only one going through that mess
sadly for me, my crush will never exist
hello, just a person that has a massive crush on someone that doesn't know that they exist passing by
. . . me with saeran❤️
Me with kageyama, hinata, tanaka, chat noir, marinette, ladybug, yumeko and mary😽✋
@@yaarareshef3034 MARY AND YUMEKO SUPREMACY ✨
out of all the times i could realize that i’m in love, i realized at 1 AM
my earphones were plugged in and i’m in my pajamas, and i came to my senses that i truly am falling in love with you.
Being in love is such a beautiful feeling, even when it’s one sided loving feels better than the emptiness created by not knowing when you will fall in love 💓 so if you don’t who to love, love ME and I’ll love YOU
It’s been 4 months and I thought I was over her. Then I saw her again today. She was so small and dark and mysterious and shy but forceful all at the same time. She always looks so sad and dark. I just wanna ask her why she’s so sad so that I can heal her pain. But she’s not timid. On the contrary, she’s intense all the time because she thinks no one sees her but I do. I see her.
And Being around her is like being near a black hole, you can’t look away, and you know if you don’t look away, you just know you’ll get sucked in, and won’t ever get out.
Yet you continue to stare
because the chance to see something so beautiful, even if just for a minute, is worth the eternity of pain.
And I bet she tastes like licorice. Black licorice. The kind that’s so bitter that it’s almost sweet. And it seems so off putting and malicious. But it’s not. That’s just what it wants you to think. A defense mechanism.
I just wanna hold her hand and tell her how pretty she is.
Because she is... truly beautiful.
I just wanna know her pain so I can destroy it. Before it destroys her.
Update: I found out that she has a bf. And thus I remain a lonely lesbian
Just an idea: Just say, Hi! I don't think I've introduced myself to you, I'm ____. (Or maybe that's awkward. lol)
Lonely Lesbian is a good song title
Lonely lesbian is very sad name man
@@SubPewdiepie-dl4xp I've had the same thing happen to me before. I don't know if this will be a ton of help, but I can relate way too much. Don't worry about it though, the path you take will get clearer as time goes on. My friend and I were (and still are) really close friends bordering on emotional support. One day, she had an incredibly overworking day and just broke down under the pressure. Me being there, I instantly hugged her back to give some consolation. Then, I realized that there was just this butterfly feeling in my chest, and her tears on my arms, and suddenly she was the most beautiful person in the world. It was such a genuine moment of pure love, my heart stopped working. I realized I loved her. Not like a romantic interest, but in that kind of ideal human love we all have for each other, you know? And we just sat there, me soaking up every beautiful second like a sponge, and trying to be the best person I could for her at that time. There was just this connection, this almost transcending genuine communication between me and her. I love her still, and if she wasn't so straight I think I probably would be dating her by now. Just this pure form of human communication at its rawest state, an overflow of beautiful emotions. When she was done, we looked each other in the eyes and I don't know for how long. It felt like forever. The way the tears shrouded her misty blue eyes, and I swear I could see constellations in the darkened night swirl of her pupil. I looked at her, and we just had this silent nod of understanding. I still regret I hadn't kissed her then.
Ugh, now I have this huge beautiful rant about my friend (crush..?), I hope it was at least helpful to hear from another person's story. Keep calm, and don't worry too much. It sounds like you've taken a new path through this swamp of life. Cheers from lesbianland❤️🌾
-Soapy
@@SubPewdiepie-dl4xp Oh and I wasn't referring to you as a lesbian or anything, no offense. Don't feel pressured, just another random CZcamsr with a sappy love story. ❤️❤️ You'll do great no matter what
Love doesn’t always have to be painful. Just remember that. Yes, sometimes it hurts to be in love with someone who may not love you back. It hurts a lot. But just love them. Love them and cherish them, even if they don’t see you romantically. Being in love with a friend is hard, but losing a friend because you can’t stand to love them in any way but romantically is harder.
whoa
thank you.
Is it better to keep on loving them silently than confessing to that friend?
Rate Works I can’t say for sure. I’m hoping to confess to a friend I’m in love with soon, but there’s a good chance I won’t. My policy is usually to love silently, though.
@@strawberrysherbet4847 same. I might ruin my friendship with her. If she knows how i feel for her its possible that it might get awkward between us. 😔
since people here are sharing their stuff then here's mine i guess, not that anyone cares
Hey eve, i miss you a lot, we've been together for almost three years until you decided to break up with me. I was so sure that i wanted you as my wife but yea you didn't see it the same way as me i guess. You said you lost your feelings for me when i started working and started having a new environment around me. You couldn't understand why was i stressing out at work and having these childish rants about my co workers. So slowly you lost your feelings for me. Thank you for trying to love me back despite you being stressed out in school. I know you're a good person although you don't agree with me. You tried to juggle between loving me back and studying in school but it just didnt work out the way you wanted eh? I'm sure it must have been hard for you. Youre such an angel I can't believe we just ended like that. I don't even think I can find someone as beautiful or as nice as you. I wish to be with you again but more importantly I want to be able to see your pretty smile again even if its with another man. Hope we'll continue being friends once you have your time of being alone. I love you :)
I'm glad you shared this, yo. It reminds me that I really want to get to know the people around me. I feel as though, after just ready one paragraph by you, I understand you so much better than most everyone I interact with on the daily.
I'm sorry this happened in your life, because that sucks to go through. I hope you are able to find love again someday.
hiya :D
if anyone's actually reading this, i just wanted to say that everything's going to be okay. at one point in our lives, when we're at our lowest, we tend to think that there's no escape to this constant feeling of sorrow and let these emotions get the best of us. thinking that we'll have to deal with this for the rest of our lives. that's where you're wrong, things are going to get better, and enjoying life to the fullest even with these ups and downs is one of the best ways.
i love you
stay strong
Even though I know none of you here, I really feel like we are all connected. Everyone feels the same here. It’s nice.
I just feel like writing even if no one sees this. So instead of making some dumbass “normal” goal for the new year that I knew I wouldn’t keep I have really challenged myself by just expressing myself. It might sound stupid; however, it seems to be doing great things for me so far. My whole life I’ve pushed everyone away; Everyone I love, my friends, family, etc. not because I don’t love them... I guess I was just scared to love them. What if they leave. When will they leave? So far I’ve decided to hit up all my friends and try and actually go out and do normal shit instead of being a little sad boy. Most of them seemed to like the little change of me wanted to do something for once. I’ve been having actual fun lately. I’ve also finally just expressed my feelings to this girl 😌. She’s the only person I’ve ever actually felt happy when I’m with her. It’s a weird ass warm feeling of fucking happiness that I’m so glad I have now. It’s scary tho, I can’t help but think how upset I’ll be if it’s gone. when it’s gone... I don’t know I’m a dumbass 19 year old with too many problems I guess.. if for some reason you read this big ass ramble. Thanks. It probably doesn’t make any sense, I just wrote exactly what came to mind. 💜
It doesn't sound stupid at all, I can totally see how expressing yourself would beneficial. And being afraid of people leaving is normal, but it is that fear that can also inhibit you from feeling true happiness.. and love. If people leave, not by you pushing them away, but by their decision to leave then they're not supposed to stay. That makes the people that stay mean so much more. I hope you won't limit yourself because of fear of losing someone or something, just be you and everything will eventually turn out alright :)
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Love this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻
Love is selfish right?! People love because it makes them happy. They want the boy/girl for them and no one else. They get jealous when their crush talk to other boys/girls. They want their crush to talk to them, to think about them, to love them the the same way they love their crush. They do all kinds of things just to receive love from their crush, that unique love they always dream about. Some people don't like themselves or have problems their life so they try to forget all that with love. Like me i have some issues with myself but when i'm with you, love takes over everything. I love that and i want that all the time. Yes i'm selfish but that means i'm in love right? Some people love to get status, some love for views, some love for money, some love for materials. Some even love from pure, genuine, beautiful love but that's not enough for me. Yes i'm selfish, i can say i'm the most selfish man on earth. Why? Because i want everything and you are everything to me. I want everything about you for myself. That's why i'm in love with you.
Man, this is the reciprocity that transform the selfish in not selfish anymore. If what you say is feel by the other, it can't be selfish anymore.
Sometimes being a hypocrite is a good thing
@@fonograf_music I dunno honestly I just wrote out of the blue😂
Ohh so cute😘🙃
Yo holy shit that was so admirable in a indescribable, like i cant even find a word for it.
I see all of the people, going through the world, falling in love, hearts melting, crushing on friends, holding hands, quickly kissing, hugging, crushing from a distance, blushing, and feeling love’s pain.
I want love’s pain. I want love. I want to crush on someone. I want butterflies. I want to look at someone and melt. I want my cheeks to turn pink when I hear someone’s name. I want to crush from a distance. I want to fall in love. I want to be reminded of someone sweet when I see simple things. I want to try to impress someone, possibly just embarrassing myself. I want someone special on my mind all day. I want what seems like everyone else has. I want rainy days to feel bright with someone by my side. I want an awkward silence that makes me feel good somehow. I want to look at someone, accidentally gain contact, and turn away in embarrassment. I want to crush on someone. I want to fall in love. Even if they don’t love me back.
You'll find somebody. Trust me.
@@stellar2926 thank you so much this warms my heart just seeing that someone had seen my message. 💜 I hope you’re right and I hope it’s soon because i want to crush on someone so bad I wanna fall in love so bad that even if they won’t have feelings for me back I just want to feel it
@@iinxdiaa8203 Glad I could help, I felt the same as you before, I spent a lot of time waiting. Then, I met her. Anyways, I'm rambling, so yea, glad I could help! Though, there is the possibility you're asexual or aromatic.
@@stellar2926 I dont think I’m asexual or a romantic since I’ve had two crushes before, but they faded away so long ago... but I am distracted by the confusion of my complicated sexuality that can’t fit a label
Hey, I know it's frustrating, that longing. But please....please be patient; patient with yourself. Sometimes there are parts of us that don't want to love like that. Maybe they are scared or angry. And I think that's ok.
Of course, there is also the fact that you haven't met the right person in the right context. When it happens, you'll know. :)
dear person who i used to love,
hey, i hope you're doing fine over there. It seems like you moved on quicker while i fed myself lies that i did too. But why do i still remember you in small details? your smile, your posture, your hobbies, how you get excited when you talk about history? the time where we spent together was fun, it was nice knowing that someone can actually like me back for who i am. I know i'm a complicated person, but we're both complicated as well
i can do it!
i believe i have finally met the one. my soulmate. he’s different, not like the rest of them. we act the same, though, my goal? open up, be myself and not be plastic like i was to my other crushes.
and, it’s working! he was quiet, but ever since im beginning to be myself, he too is opening up. and i couldn’t be more happier.
i can’t wait to see how things go. im so excited, i just.. love him so much it’s unbelievable.
god, i am so in love.
How’s it going?
I hope you have a very good future together best of luck girl👍
Hey what happened???!
@@flamingaish alright, update, long story ...
so i didn’t end up with this boy, but i ended up with a childhood friend who i’ve loved for a long time.
the boy i was talking about in this comment was really just me denying my love for this childhood friend
i went through some stuff and i realized i was in love with this friend when he stuck with me through thick and thin
so! i confessed to him twice, and on the second time, we got together!
2020 was an odd year
@@zerospite56 Woahh that's so amazing. I'm so happy for you two. It seems like destiny🧡
I wish the best for you both. Be happy ✨💕
I think i'm in love with you, but then i ask the question, what is love anyway? i'd trade the world to be with you and id make any sacrifice to see you smile and be happy. that seems like love... but when i look at my past i realize i never felt love before. no one ever loved me. how would you? just because i think i love you so much my heart could explode, doesn't mean i suddenly understand the world and everything in it. i love you. god, i love you. i don't love myself because i don't think i'm capable of being loved. i don't even think i'm capable of loving. but when i look at you and my vision brightens, and my sadness dims, and the stars come out of hiding all at once, i can't think of anything else other than "i'm in love with you." and i realize i am.
it still won't ever change the fact that you wont ever love me. not because you won't, but because you couldn't. and i don't blame you.
Damn it, out of all the cheesy comments on here, this is the only one that doesn't make me want to vomit. I have all these freaking conversations in my head on what I should have said or what I should say or what I'm never going to be able to say, but I guess it doesn't matter after realizing my stories can all be summed up in what you said. I know I'm probably being just as cringey and cheesy as everyone else on here.
so uh
sorry
have a good day.
@@bryndavies3330 i get it bc I didn't even want to post that comment after reading it over bc it sounded complicated and confusing even in legitimate sentences. Its nice to know someone else feels the same :)
@@martinilemonade9343 you took the word straight out of my mouth
can't lie this is the first comment that made me wanna cry..
perfectly written.
True story (and I'm a girl btw)
My best friend and I were friends for 6 years. One day, she started talking to this guy. She never really said anything about him, just what he would say to her. Like the strange compliments, etc. One day, we went shopping because we had to find her a homecoming dress. The whole time, she was talking to him, and hardly said a word to me. I was afraid to say anything, because I didn't want to hurt her feelings. But out of the 5 or so hours we were in town, she probably talked to me for 15 minutes. The next day, I finally gathered the courage to tell her that I feel like I'm getting replaced and she got mad, told him, and he was mad at me too- it turns out he was one of the guys I play video games with. Me and her got into a big argument over it, and we haven't talked since. This was a month ago.
Anyways, I find out they're dating. I find that out on my birthday. She had never told me she liked him, which should have been a red flag at the start, but I was too busy thinking about how she could throw away a 6 year friendship for a guy she would LITERALLY dump a month later. The guy wasn't mad at me anymore after I explained why I reacted the way I did, and he actually felt really bad and understood why I said what I said. He ended up hanging out with me a lot more- but he would always talk about her. "_____" this and "_____" that. One day, I was just TIRED of him talking about her, because I was trying not to miss her too much. Her birthday is in June. The time I said this was mid-March. He was talking about saving for a gift for her, and I finally just snapped. I told him that most of her relationships don't last over a couple of months, which is true, and he shouldn't get his hopes up because he doesn't even know that they're gonna even be together then. He was mad, but that's understandable.
The day I'm writing this is Wednesday, March 31st. She broke up with him a couple days ago, and left him heart broken. He called me to tell me, and tried to tell me I could have my friend back. I didn't want her back anymore. She never liked him- she just didn't wanna hurt his feelings at first when he asked her out. And I swear, as long as I'm still talking to him, I'm not letting ANYONE do that again. He's actually a nice guy, and I don't see why the girl broke up with him.
And I won't be her friend anymore. She traded a 6 year friendship for a relationship that was fake from the get-go.
And that's why I'm here. That's why I've stopped by here almost everyday since my birthday.
My friends always ask me if i like someone, and my answer is always no. i’m just so confused on how one comes to like someone else. What do you do? Do you becomes friends with them first? or do you just like them instantly? I have a hard time creating relationships with people ( finding friends and things ) I just don’t understand the concept of it. I have friends right now, but I look back and I just can’t seem to figure out how we became friends. I really wish I knew because they are quite amazing friends. It’s just that, i dont understand how. why? when? what? huh?
I don’t know. I hope someday a day comes
where i meet someone special. Just what does it feel like when you like someone to the point where you would do about anything to see them smile? I think it would be a lovely feeling.
It’s something that just happens. You wont know how, or when, or what happened, but it’ll all seem to make sense in the future.
I'm playing this right now, and in the quietest parts of the music I can hear your breathing on the other end of the phone. You told me you didn't snore, but every time you fall asleep on a call (which is pretty damn often), a snore or two or three or five escapes your lips. It never fails to make me smile just a bit.
I don't know if it's the honeymoon phase and I'm just obsessed with you because that's the way relationships work. Maybe I'll lose these feelings for you completely. Maybe I'll come to hate your snoring. Maybe I'll come to hate you.
I don't know if this is love. Real love. I mean, we're young. Really, really young. And I don't know where our paths will take us.
But until then, I'll just keep daydreaming of your hands and your stupid smile. Of your curling hair and your terrible sense of humor (honestly, it's awful). You'll keep me smiling even if you don't know it.
And, I guess, by my definition, that's enough to count as love.
I saw this video as a bit of a release. Hearing all the comments, I felt like I should write my own.
I'm not perfect, or pretty, or the happiest. But every second of my life I've thought of him, and wondered if he would ever accept someone like me. Constantly in my mind, never leaving it. Missing him, enjoying the company. Now let me tell you something:
He's different. His smile; if you could only see it..so beautiful and comforting, so adorable. And his laugh, I can never get it out of my head. And his little bit of a raspy voice with a soothing sound when he speaks just makes me feel good. And his eyes, green like mine, something I would never dare to look constantly at but always wish to get lost in them. His glasses make him even cuter. He's colorblind and wears the tinted ones. And it's just so different than regular ones; I don't even know how to explain it, it just makes him different in such a beautiful way. And his black semi curly hair, so so so cute. And his style; I mean, we have to wear uniforms, but I've never seen anyone wear anything better. Every time I look at his hands it's like I just want to hold them and not let go, but I know I could never do that without courage, especially if we had now just became friends. Just after I had tried so hard for months to be friends I would never wish to ruin that. And I have to admit, I do get a little bit jealous of it when he's around girls, but he spends so much time with me and our whole class has teased us since the day we met. And something, just something...maybe its the sparkle in his eyes, or his beautiful smile that makes me feel special. He never smiles like that to anyone else. It just makes me fall deeper in love, day by day. He's gotten so much closer to me, and I do feel greatly accomplished on my efforts to be friends. But today was special. So special. The way he spoke wasn't the same as before; the "I don't care about you" attitude vanished. It's almost like he cared. And I really think he did. And I know pre algebra class isn't the most typical place to accidentally make eye contact with someone, but I just happened to glance over, and it made me so anxious, my face feeling hot; a sensation I had never felt before. And then he looked over at me and I looked away. But that sudden second, I felt like something changed. That very moment, after months of liking him...I felt as if I was so deep in love I could never escape. I get so worried it would be like my last relationship, but..it's so different. It's real. It's really real, and it makes me so self conscious..and I can't have any control over it. But, it's real, he's real, and that's all that matters. Looking back at today I think I finally realized...
*I was madly in love with him.*
So... what happened?
Wow ♥️ what happened?!
THIS ENTIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THING JUST CLEARED MY DEPRESSION. IT LIKE JUST WIPED IT AWAY.
eyo.....Hype!?
I’m so in love even though there isn’t a specific person. I feel all these strong emotions of being in love with someone and it’s amazing and lonely at the same time. It’s so funny to think I can feel this way without actually having a crush on anyone..,it’s weird to. I don’t know where the love is going or what’s causing it. But man I’m so fucking in love
Just scrolling through these comments I feel compelled to tell my own short story about a guy I think I liked, and possibly still do.
His name is Thomas. I know very few things about his life. We met online, through connections with one of my other online friends who I played Dragon Ball Xenoverse 2 with. At the time I was still in high school, and I wasn't very emotionally expressive. Video games had always just been a good way to waste time, and it helped that I was naturally good at any game I picked up. I made friends easily, though they were friends only out of necessity, as without other players the games I like simply aren't as fun. All that to say that before Thomas, I had only ever seen friends as a means to an end. One day we were left alone in a party and Thomas, being the naturally inquisitive person he is, just started asking me random questions. What I liked to do, what I thought of the others... that sort of thing. I've always been defensive when it comes to personal information, but nothing he asked was personal at all, so I thought it would be harmless to open up a bit.
In about an hour or two of conversing I learned enough about him to determine that he was in his early twenties and likely unemployed. Not exactly a dream, but still a casual dude I could game with. We and our friend group played together for a good while, with some of us playing Xenoverse and most of us playing Overwatch, and in all that time I felt like Thomas was the only one I found crucial to the experience. The rest of us were just variables. None of us could hold a proper group dynamic without him. If Thomas got offline the rest of the night would be less fun without him, so I started becoming attached. I started trying to find reasons to get him to stay with us for longer, and eventually that turned into me trying to keep him until everyone else got offline so we could just be alone and chat between us. I really liked hearing his voice, and I liked trying to get him to laugh. That wasn't that hard.
Fast forward up to a tabletop game put together by the self-proclaimed leader of our friend group. I say tabletop but it's really just a tabletop system adapted for a text-based game instead. The leader himself was and is still learning to be a game designer; I respect him for that. So since this was (mostly) our first time creating characters for a tabletop game of this sort, most of us ended up being, more or less, self-inserts. I didn't and still don't know how to play a character that doesn't have my core personality traits, and I assume that's the case with most of them. Fast forward once more to a point in our game where we had all been affected by an illusion that "causes the afflicted to see (or otherwise sense) their worst fear." After that particular encounter was over, Thomas, or rather his character, Miomaide, walked up to my character and basically just confessed love right on the spot. Dense little me realized then for the first time that maybe Thomas was just as attached to me as I had become to him.
Fast forward once more to late August, last year. I was 18 at this point, and I had graduated high school with terrible grades and no scholarships. I had decided nearly a year prior that there was no way I'd be able to handle going to college, and that was before I had truly realized the looming pressure of adult life. By late August, however, I was starting to get an idea of what was in store for me. At this point my mind was a mess, and I was lacking any good mental anchor in my life. I opened up a bit to Thomas, and he was receptive. He helped me through most of my emotional episodes, and that alone would have been more than enough. But near the end of the month he invited me to an Xbox live party to play a game of his own creation. We would both play anime songs to each other and the listener would have to guess what anime the song was from. If you answered wrong, you would tell the other person something you disliked. If you got it right, you would tell the other person something you liked. Answers could be literally anything as long as both parties could agree they made sense.
That night was... great. We traded back and forth, exchanging random answers that didn't really mean that much, until eventually I just broke down and confessed. Or rather, due to my emotional immaturity what I said was, verbatim, this: "Dammit, Thomas, I can't do this. I really like you, and I really like hanging out with you, but it's torture because every time we do this I feel like I'm falling in love and every time I try to say or even think it I just tense up and cry... And I really don't want to run from you because I do care about what you think and I'm paranoid I'll just lose everything if I run, but what if you leave instead while I'm still here trying to figure out what this emotion is?" Well that breakdown, much to my relief, was well-received. He returned my sentiment, and honestly, if not for my own faults we would probably have started dating right then.
But I couldn't in good conscience agree to that arrangement because, well, he's always known me by the name "Lilith". Obviously that isn't my name because who would name their daughter that? But it was more than a name; it was an identity. I am not the person I pretend to be with them. I'm an actor. I act according to the situation; I lie to make myself seem more appealing. I made that painfully clear to him then. I am, in all honesty, a manipulative and selfish person. I say what I say to get what I want, and he doesn't deserve that. Lilith is a mask that I wear, and before we go anywhere I want him to know what I'm like in person. So fast forward one last time to this day. I'll be meeting him in person in about two and a half months, on April 1st. A weird date, but that just happens to be the start date of an anime convention, and I figured if we were going to meet it might as well be in a setting we both would definitely enjoy.
So there you go. My recounting of the first time I fell in love. The tone of this... essay... seems a little dry and informative rather than emotional, but that's just the sort of writer I am. Hope whoever actually read all this doesn't regret that decision, but if you do... Sorry 'bout that. I get wordy when I'm tired.
I'm glad u were able to let it out with him, good luck on the both of u!
Good luck! Let us know how it goes! I hope it turns out okay, I used to be the same as well on the friendship and family aspect, but I realized I was just pretending to put up walls and I really did care about them.
You said it was a short story
It's just perfect
“My own *short* story”
So I just wanted to tell my own story because it seems like lots of you are doing this on here.
So for sometime now I've had a crush on my best friend. He has dirty blonde hair, that gets a golden shimmer during summer. His eyes are blue, they look like an explosion of little blue particles. His smile is pearl white and the most beautiful thing in the world.
All of this what I just described above, I just imagined it just now. Yes, he does have blonde hair and blue eyes. But that's about it. He isn't particularly muscular or anything, that would make him stand out of a crowd in the eyes of a stranger. But too me he is so "perfectly imperfect". I think I'm starting to understand that line, you love someone so dearly, with all of their flaws and weird little habits, that to you those flaws don't look or seem like flaws anymore.
But anyways, I have liked him for a long time now, it's been about 8 months or so, I think. And 2 weeks before Valentines day, my best friend, who sits next to him during one of our english classes, told me that he told her that he liked me. You should've seen me there, sitting on the ground in one of the hallways during lunch. My cheeks red like ripe tomatoes, tears of joy threatening to roll down my cheeks at any moments. My two dearest best friends hugged me while I was in such an euphoria, "fairytales do exist", I thought.
I told myself I would tell him how I feel on valentines day, in person.
The day came by slowly, and finally on the 14th during lunch break, I messaged him that he should come outside of the classroom once he was finished with eating. He came outside in the hallway, I could feel my legs grow to cotton candy every step I took walking up to him.
He looked at me "Yes ?"
"I think I should've told you this a while ago..."
He looked at me while playing with his water bottle, waiting for me to spit out the rest.
"I-I" My hands had a mind of themselves and seemed to want to touch hid cheeks, midway I stopped myself.
"I have feelings for you" I blurted out, my face more red than a tomato.
"Is it all you had to say ?" He asked
I was taken aback by his question.
"Y-Yes" And I just walked back to my two best friends that were sitting at the other end of the hallway.
During our last class that day, the roses were delivered. And I got one, from him, a red one, the little card that went together with it was written: ...
Welp. What happened?
“Feelings.”
“Feelings” are weird. I’ve never really understood how they work, yet they’ve always been swirling around me for such a long time. More rather, they’ve always been swirling *inside* me. I rarely let out these feelings of mine, and constantly try to put on a happy personality. I mean, if I act joyful on the outside, that should influence everyone around me to also be more joyful, right…?
That fact is, I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m helping. I don’t know if I’m too clingy, or too overly curious about you. I’m sorry, I just.. don’t know. Look, I really care for you yet at the same time, I don’t want to care. If I care too much, I’m just gonna end up hurting you just like I’ve done to everyone else I’ve loved in the past. You’re the first person whose been able to do this to me. You’re the first ever person to make me fall in love this fast, not just because of your overwhelmingly stunning looks but because of your wonderful personality. You’ve gone through so much and have been able to deal with everything, as such a young age as well. I guess I just like that trait it people, damaged yet resilient. I’ve only called one other person perfect before, but now that I’ve met you I have to take it back. Nobody’s perfect, but you’ll be the single person in my life who comes closest to that..
I’ve only known you for such a short amount of time compared to everyone else’s experience with one-sided love but that doesn’t matter to me. I know we’re both young, naive, immature in some areas, but I think in the future we could really.. make something.
A relationship, one where we both are there for each other during times where life gets rough. All of this really does sound basic coming from someone like me, directed at someone like you but it’s true. I really hope we can build something in the future, but I know we’ll never be able to. Even though I’m willing to wait years and would go to the ends of the earth for you, it’s clear that you just.. don’t like me back. We already have a great friendship and so I don’t want to ruin that by introducing my complicated tornado of feelings that even I don’t understand. I’ve become so numb recently where I can’t tell if my heart is melting from your words to me or it’s rather slowly beating away all of its power like I’m beating myself up for loving you so quickly.
It’s hard to write this because I don’t know when I’m ever going to actually send this to you or what I should say right now. I have so many things to think about and ponder on. I imagine that you’d read this, and also would be put in the same situation as me. A lot of ideas to think about, possibilities to ponder on. It’s been a one weird long night to get to here but..
Layla.. I truly love you, and when you see this I hope you understand my *feelings.*
From, your self-claimed shining star
Oh boy, a lot of us know what that's like bro XD
you want a little bit of advice?
Honesty is the best policy.
I was told that by my first love, my Layla.
We got together, it was the best feeling ever and one i will never forget.
Take some time to think, but be honest with what you feel, if she doesn't feel the same way in the end then the worst that can happen is that she trusts you more and you become closer as friends, but from what i read i don't see that to be very likely, she probably thinks the same way.
Don't leave her waiting, honesty is the best policy.
Good luck with Layla, whatever relationship you end up having.
Dear my crush
ik you dont feel the same about me but that's ok because over the past few weeks us having classes together,talking,being stupid in the hallways has made me realise that being friends with you is ok.I've had feelings for you for over a year now and idk what to do with those feelings,I want you to love me the same way I love you but accepting the reality that u dont feel the same is the first step to getting over you and that's ok.I think of you when I wake up,when i go to sleep and I wish you would do the same,everytime u text me my heart races and I get butterflies even if u dont like me back these feelings I feel for you are ok🦋
Love Cayla x
hey everyone im just a high school kid and i want to share a story in these comments.
so two of my friends that told me that someone in their friend group thought i was really cute. we had been taking for about a week, just becuase she had added me on snapchat. i thought she was really cute and through talking more i found out we were really alike. we both played instruments and she was the lead singer of a band. (they're actually really good) one thing led to another and i ended up asking her out to a movie. we ended up going to this really cool downtown place by where i live and saw a movie. my arm went numb from having it around her most of the movie. it was great. i took her to get frozen yogurt and afterwards we just walked around for a bit. we ended up going off by an abandoned stage and we just talked in the dark for what seemed like forever. after a good laugh it went silent and we just looked at each other. believe it or not that wasn't our first kiss together. it happened at one of her gigs a week later. fast foreward a little bit and more dates have come and gone. i met her parents, she met mine. (they both really like me and my parents really like her.) i really fell for this girl. her laugh, her smile, her freckles, her sense of humor, the way she talks. everything about her in my eyes was just perfect. at this time some of my friends were a little upset at me that iwasnt cutting out enough time for them, but i put that aside. she's in chorus, so one day i went to say hi before her afterschool rehursal. when the time came for her to go into practice i gave her a hug and kiss goodbye and she said i love you. i was kind of surprised because of how soon into the relationship it was. i asked her, "what did you say??" and she said it slipped out. i went home and that's all i thought about for a while. i didn't know if she actually meant it or if she did and when i didn't say it back she got startled and tried to play it off. a week or so later we ended walking back to my house from school just to hang out. we spent the rest of the day together, ate dinner, all the good stuff. after dinner we went back up to my room and were just enjoying eachothers presence and talking. i put some music on and we sat on the bed. we talked for a bit and it went silent, except for my music. slow dancing in the dark was on. and out of my mouth came: "hey, I've been thinking about this a lot, and, i think im actually in love with you." now im just a high schooler. i don't know what love is, but she was different than all of the girls i had been with in the past. i truly have ever felt anything like this ever before. "she said me too. i just can't help it." and we ended up just making out until the end of the song. it was like a movie scene. that was a week ago. but yet again. i might just be a dumb teenager who doesn't know what love is. but i truly felt something i've never felt before.
you are living a Wattpad story-
bruh that sounds like heaven
there’s a guy i’ve liked since elementary school. we’ll call him “J.” he was one of my best friends for about three years. i told him how i felt in the summer that led to 7th grade. he felt the same about me. i basically swooned over him, he was my first relationship. a boy i was really good friends with had a crush on me, and he was really jealous, so he lied to me about something “J” had said about me. i immediately believed him and my heart was crushed. it was not the best choice i’ve ever made, but i was 11 so i didn’t really know better. i’m 15 now, and he’s dating one of my really good friends. i cry about it all the time, because i know i blew it, and he’ll never see me that way again. it’s over. he looks at her in the most caring way. like she’s everything to him. and it makes me feel terrible being around the two of them. and i have little crushes here and there, but they never feel like him. like “J.” they’re more like small cover ups, to try and distract me from him. feelings suck bollocks.
i'm sorry that you're going through this. you got this, man. we're all here for you
i feel ya man, it SUCKS
a part of me is glad you’ve moved on and are happier with someone else but i can’t happen to think sometimes if we were soulmates and try to hope we run into each other again and become one together again. But for now, I’ll wait. If it takes years or months, it doesn’t matter. Inside i feel as if *you’re my soulmate.* you were my first kiss, the first boy my parents met, my first everything. and im glad you were. but i wish you could be my last as well. we planned our wedding, our kids name, at such a young age but i just knew if i was gonna marry someone, it’d be you and you only. i hope we communicate again, just us too against the world.
I hope you two end up together again
this put tears into my eyes ... i hope you r doing well :)
I met him online throught VrChat and we quickly became friends. He's funny, mature and is interesting (we don't live in the same country so learning about his nation throught him is really entertaining). After a few months (i think it was 2 or 3 months, not really sure), i realized i had a crush on him. I kept it silent and talked about it to only one person and acted as if nothing was happening. Apparently, im an obvious person and every time i got drunk, i would always show my emotions a bit. For the arrival of 2019, he called me at 1 am to wish me a happy New Year. Now, i might sound stupid or childish but, i really wasn't expecting him to call me since we were talking via texts. The most wonderful part is that, even tho i was drunk (and i have the tendencie of forgetting things when i drink), i still remember when he called me "Darling" before hanging up.
Fast foward the 9th of february. I get back from a party with friends, drunk of course. I thought it was a good moment to confess to him that i liked him. I black out and wake up in the morning with a snap of him saying "You really are more opened to others when you're drunk". It took me a few hours to understand the mistake of the previous night and decide to make it all seem as a joke and deny my feelings. The night of the 10th february, i think about my confession again and again. "Stop playing with his mind! What if he gets annoyed by your stupidity. He shouldn't be on his guard whenever you drink because you say dumb stuff. He deserves a normal and honest confession. One that comes from you heart and mind not one from the bottom of an alcohol bottle." And i send him a snap where i was vulnerable but honest. He answered with gratitude for my act of courage. We haven't talked about that confession ever again and i never drunk texted him ever again.
We're still friends but we don't talk as much as before my confession. He knows something is up in my heart hidden and waiting to come out but i will not let out that i might be in love. At least, i will not let it out to him. He lives in another country, far away so holding on to feelings like that are pointless. He will eventually find a girl next door from his country that will make him as happy as i am whenever he texts me. He'll eventually forget about me and i'll be forced to move on.
Even if in the end things are sad for me, im still grateful and cheered up! Im grateful to have met someone like you, someone who could move my heart for the first time in a long time.
Edit from 28/05/19:
It's been a month since we last spoke. I'll move on now.
@Melon Melon Last year, around june I think, we messaged each other again. We asked each other how things were going and we became emotional. He told me he didn't want to talk to me because he thought i was mad that he didn't say "I like you too" and i answered honestly. I told him that i didn't want to message him as well because he might have a girlfriend i wasn't aware of and i absolutely didn't want to interfere in an already existing relationship. He said that, at the time i confessed, he was in a relation ship but that the girl cheated on him a few weeks after my confession. He told he would think about me from time to times and i admitted that i would as well, asking myself if he was eating well, sleeping well, not spending too much time on video games and if studying was going well.
So, at the end, we both confess of still liking each other but it was ambiguous (idk how to write that word in english). We did have feelings for each other, something more than just friendship but less than love. We never acted about tose feelings. We kept messaging each other for a few days, like the good'ol pals that we once were but at some point, the energy faded away.
Last time we spoke was for his birthday (at the end of november) and 1 week after it. Since then, no words have been spoken, no messages.
In conclusion: it was nice while it lasted. I am really gratefull for his time and friendship. It felt nice and when i think about it, it feels nice but now i know a 100% that it is better like this.
Thank you for being interested and reading through my whole story!
You attitude is very uplifting. "It was nice while it lasted"... you are very lucky to be able to think like that, i hope you know this
wishing the best for you..
@@jeremiprzewozny2130 thank you! Mom always said to see the better sides of things and i try to stick to it!
@@noelanoelanoelanoelanoela Thank you! Hope you are safe and sound yourself!
it just feels right whenever he's around
he is intriguing and his stare is reassuring
he is the oldest yet he brought the childish part of me back
no, he's not perfect. he's far away from that
but who cares if he has got that spark ?
life is radiating from him, i guess he could fill mine
i wish to know you better
i would so much like to know you better
Lucie Mathieu omg SAMEEEEE. I have a crush on my best friend and he’s older than me but we’re so childish like it’s not even normal. You’d think going into college everyone is going to be mature but that’s not the case. Tbh I like him but I don’t think it’ll work out because we’re so different from both a cultural aspect and a religious one too.
Everyone talking about their love stories and its so wholesome, wish i could tell a story of mine as well- but im aro 😅
That's okay! Friendships are valid too
Well I hope you find many wonderful and fulfilling friendships! You are valid and loved as you are. :3
its fine friendships are better tha relationships auctally cause relationships harder and more complicated
I came here just because of Oikawa but ended reading the most wholesome comment section I've ever seen
im hoping whoever reads this that you're doing fine, and if u don't i hope everything gets better eventually. and remember that there's always gonna be someone that loves you
Thank you so much, I really needed this.
same 💜
same 💛
awwwww 💖😘💕
the bootleg boy HI B
best crossover
And then you wake up :p
if the special individuals' everyone has commented about, see's and reads these messages and paragraphs, i would wonder how they would feel.
other than that everyone please remember to eat and rest well, stay hydrated and get a warm bath or a soothing shower, live in the present and stand in the mirror and smile and love yourself for who you are, love every detail and aspect of yourself before you love someone else, because if you can't love yourself, how are you supposed to love others?
stay smiling and stay who you are! don't change for anyone
If I can erase my memories
maybe I will forget about my crush
*and actually care about irl people instead of simping over people that doesn't even exist and woudn't even know I'm alive EVEN IF THEY EXIST-*
The smiles you make,
The stars you shined,
The happiness you've baked,
Oh, pieces of you that i've liked,
You're the angel of my life,
The savior of my heart,
I wonder if someday you can be my wife,
Oh, pieces of you makes my day abright,
Though i'm hopelessly weak,
Though i'm a freak,
And though I'm dead inside,
You still stayed by my side,
My heart's go craze,
My soul goes ablaze,
Every moment we had,
Is like a beautiful parade,
How i want us to be together
Nothing than you is better
If only i could wish a bunch
Oh, pieces of you that i love too much
That is so beautiful.
I think I’m in love with a girl. It’s Romeo and Juliet but what I understand now is...I can’t fall in love without loving myself first. No matter what, I need to understand myself and who I am, was, and want to be. I’m 16 I’m young and dumb. I have been a microphone fiend if you will for quite some time writing private songs about her. I truly do think I love her. Romeo and Juliet wasn’t about sacrificing everything for true love that you thought you felt at such a young age. It’s about understanding that we think we are in love but really this is when we are all most vulnerable and we feel that the person who most closely resembles the whole in our minds not our hearts, is our soulmate. Think about the population of the world. Think about the chances of finding your soul mate in the 1/5th of your life. It’s a cold truth but it’s a truth no less. I get that now. I guess true love is going to have to wait.
2Many Giggs damn dude this emotional but any who good luck
You are very brave and smart for not settling now, you are still young and have a whole life ahead of you
With patience, everything is worth it, enjoy life and learn how to love yourself and your surroundings first, you deserve it
Don't wait it makes it worse
Oof I sang this to the song ❤️
Ya, Im 15 and I know what you mean.. I thought I had found someone but turned out that what we had was an illusion and I was just being used. Later on about a week later in my English class we had to read Romeo and Juliet and I realized the same things you did. At first I thought of them as foolish for doing what they did but then I realized.. for the one I cared about I would have done the same. I realize now that Ive got a long life ahead of me so whats the rush anyways? There are so many chances.. Love will come when I least expect, and *then* is when I'll actually be ready. I'll love myself enough to love them the same :) I'm rooting for you, Im walking down a similar path~
Hi random person in the comments! You may not know me but I want to tell you to always be positive and never give up! I know times can be tough but remember that you are beautiful and important. If you feel sad, Do whatever you think can make you relax. Maybe you will draw, Listen to music, Play video games (or just anything game in particular) or play an intrument. Just don't give up and things will get better! ♡
너는 최고야 Thank you korean name.
i gave up with my crush :c
you made me smile, thank you
thank you
Ohh... Thank, that was UwU
Dear tina,
your hands are rough like they’ve been working so hard to reach a goal but whenever i touch them they’re soft to the touch and make me melt. They’re usually cold from always being lonely, i wish i was there to warm them with mine. Your smile leaves butterflies in my stomach just like the first time i met you 5 years ago. It’s so bright and noticeable, and god is it contagious. Your eyes are big and bright and are like a warm welcome whenever mine meet them. Your voice god whenever it calls my name or calls me cute or whenever it laughs i just feel like him floating. Even if we aren’t together now romantically i’ll always still support you as your best friend and never stop loving you so i can watch you grow and become the most amazing person i know you can be. Hope to see you soon so we can go to the zoo and you can laugh about how cute i am whenever i get excited over seeing each animal and ramble about them.
With all my love and affection,
Abby
I used to listen to this and a lot of your other mixes through 2020 to help me sleep when my everything was at its worst.
Time really just froze that year, but these mixes where like a hug to come back to every night. Revisiting them now in 2023 feels so surreal, i either dropped or lost every friend i had then, finished all my exams, found myself and what i want to do, and finally feel as alive as i can be.
So thank you, i genuinely feel like i couldnt have made it without the peace (and good sleep) i found from these mixes
lo-fi listeners are always the most deep and most chill people ever and i love it
im inlove with someone i cannot have.
the thought of loving him from afar gets me teary-eyed.
"do i even have a chance?" the question that we all know the answer to.
No, i dont have a chance.
And that's the bitter truth.
I will only be loving you from afar, because we are separated by a wall.
A wall that is unbreakable.
Do you even see me on the other side?
Did you even notice that the wall stands there?
Or did you just pay attention to her movements..
I've been avoiding cute-i'm-in-love kinda playlist ever since my last heartbreak because they remind me of what could have been - and then one day I realise I've been shutting off myself to love, and that's what makes me even more depressed. So then I decided to click on this playlist and I realise seeing people talking about love and fallin in love is so wholesome and healing even if it's not what I am experiencing. So here I am, learning to feel love and love again, and then dedicating this wholesome im-in-love playlist to myself, because I am falling in love with myself all over again.
we moved on too fast, too hectic and rushed so we could forget everything and return to our original selves. you seem fine, happiest you’ve been in a while, but i’m selfish so i am slightly hoping a part of you still wants me and is suffering from the lose of I.
you’re still imprinted in my mind, every tender moment that was vulnerable and almost heartbreaking but we never admitted it. i’m still there, watching from high in the tree we sat under in the field, observing your small gestures and behaviors until it’s almost impossible to forget them. i’m stuck there, but i never want to return. those were the days where we accepted our fates but didn’t want them nonetheless.
you moved on to the fate you didn’t want, living in the present and happily enjoying yourself while I am running away. i can’t move on, and i won’t.
I think love is being selfless, i loved my friend for a long time. And i was really happy for them when they went out with other people, sure it hurt like hell but they were happy, and that eased the pain a lot. If you really love someone, you can let them be free, they arent yours, and they have their own feelings and mind. They werent made for you, be greatful you got to be with them at all in any way.. ♡
A boy I knew was like that. He and a girl dated briefly and when it ended, he was devastated to the point of suicide. At the very last moment, he backed out. He was, after all, only 19.
In the years since, the two drifted apart more and more definitely though they offered tentative support when the other was in despair. He did much more than she ever did; so much that, even when he was still moving on from her as bravely as he could, one cry for help to get her negligent boyfriend to pay more attention to her was all it needed for him to assume the role of a bad guy who's come to win his ex back.
The girl and her new beau became closer because of the staged performance. She thanked him and went off on her merry way. He was happy for her. Because his love was unconditional.
A long time has passed and she had broken off with the new beau. Because whenever she fought with that guy, she would think of this boy I knew. How gentle and kind he is. How much he cared. How hard he would try despite obstacles upon obstacles just to bring a smile to her face.
She realised he had been on her mind subconsciously all these years. Out of shame, she wrote him a letter.
He responded almost immediately. Instant forgiveness. Instant kindness. Like he had always shown her.
"Did something happen?"
Their conversation bloomed from there. He asked if she would like for them to meet again, to take her mind off her troubles, to let him accompany her through the rough patch.
Suppressing the longing in her heart for them to reconcile, she told herself he was just that nice. And greedily she would accept his niceties.
They went out. Had a relaxing day. She teased him mercilessly. He retaliated. The day was coming to an end. She didn't want to send him home just yet.
"I have something to tell you."
He looked curious. She looked nervous despite her attempt to sound light-hearted.
"I don't expect for you to feel the same, but I want to let you know that you were the best I could ever ask for. And that I'm grateful for our memories."
"Me, too. I always look back on us fondly and remembered it as a crazy romance that I'll carry with me for the rest of my life."
"... And I'm sorry."
"Please don't be. I was happy with you."
"I'm sorry ... but as selfish as it is to say this only now, so suddenly, so out of the blue after drifting apart for all these years, I have to tell you this, so I have no regrets. I miss you."
The inside of the car fell silent. Parked across the park, behind a market, next to the river, cars slowly driving by a few dozen feet away. He stared at her, expression unreadable.
She added, "I understand if you are angry at me for having the gall to say this after how much I've hurt you. So if you wish to hit me ..."
"Close your eyes."
His voice was solid. She was stumped. He really was angry. But whatever comes, she deserves it.
So she closed her eyes.
What she felt wasn't a palm to her cheek or a fist to her nose. It was a palm on the back of her head, his breath on her lips.
His kiss was softer than any other kisses she experienced. It embodied his love for her, tentative, earnest, kind, gentle, yielding, passionate and most of all, vulnerable.
She returned the kiss just as wholeheartedly. They were truly happy again.
Ever since that day, I've been nothing short of grateful that we are together. Perhaps when we met the time wasn't right. But after the separation, meeting new people, and meeting each other again, I've never been more sure to spend the rest of my days with this man who was once the boy I knew. Against all odds, we'll stick together this time.
Met you this semester with the same schedule.
We talked every day,
We smile, we Laugh, we Tell jokes, we shared our stories,
I though to myself,
"She's just being nice." ,
"She does that to everyone" ,
"No reason to have feelings for it. " ,
But here I am, Having this strong feeling towards her.
Part of me doubted that this feeling is called 'Love' ,
Doubting that this won't work out ,
" Let's not try this. "
" Don't hurt yourself anymore. "
" Let's try not be hurt again. "
Keeping this feeling to myself, Until it's near the end of semester.
" should I say it ? " or " should I just keep this to myself ? ".
To be Continued.
what happened? if you dont mind me asking
I hope it worked out for you
I know I'm in love, and he's my bestfriend. We've been dating for almost 2 years and a half, but we haven't met yet due to covid. We would've met last year around this time if it weren't for the pandemic, but I'm holding my breath to see him this summer. Finally.
if you asked me what it is i love so much about you i don’t even think i would be able to choke up a single word. i could say everything but it’s not that simple. my love for you is in everything yet nothing at all. it’s not the things you wear or even the way you speak. but rather the light that radiates out of your presence like the way the sun peaks through the little gaps of sharp pine trees in the dawn of day. rather the way u look as if nothing has ever made you happier when you laugh at something so insignificant. you aren’t complex, well maybe you are but you’d never let anyone know it. you’re not a picture perfect model for the cover of some superficial magazine, but my god you are the prettiest van gogh in the room. something that doesn’t scream “look at me” but the type of art you stare at the longest in order to ravish in all of its glory. a true monument of decadent detail people often overlook and walk away from just to gawk at the flashiest piece. but for those who stay, oh my for those who stay. we’ll remember the soft warm ambiance in which you wrap up anyone who crosses your exhibit. a honey-yellow light known for its natural beauty in preserving even the oldest of artifacts and healing agents. a true miracle you are. my god you truly live up to that name of yours. sadly i am nothing more than a cloud cluttering up your sky. but maybe if i’m lucky our forms will cross paths in hopes you’ll break through the thick walls of ice that fog my mind. but that’s far too much to ask of the center of the universe. i wouldn’t possibly risk the chance of blocking your heat. so i’ll stay on the horizon, patiently waiting for your arrival everyday without fail. for you are the sun herself, a marvelous work of art, and a soft gem all the while. how do you do it ber, how do you do it?
Love is in the air but I don't think I can breathe around you.
Your smile is so bright but I don't know why I can still sleep so peacefully at night.
I wish I could hold you at night when you sleep and keep you in my heart as it beats.
You're beautiful/handsome/stunning/ you're you. Don't ever lose that.
I love you all thx for reading. I got really bored and decided that I might as well post it here.
*Yeah but you'll never love me back :)*
Ouch, I felt that on a whole 'nother level
@@ohwow5549 oof.
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Hey buddy hear me out don't get caught up on one person like I did you will get no where except for hurting yourself just move on you will eventually find someone everyone does
Lofi, for me, is just the music that brings my fantasy to life without any images. It just is. The colors are simple. The lines are defined, but soft. Things move on gently like a stream, or a creek. Events happen. And then they are over. Memories are exactly what happened instead of a mindless self-reconstruction. Everything is soft. Everything just....
Is.
I've been listening to these since I woke up this morning to try and focus better on school but I keep getting distracted by reading all the comments. Also your videos help me deal with everything and makes me feel like i'm not alone anymore
do i like her?
thinking about her makes me happy, but in a different way to when i think about my friends.
she's very beautiful. everyone has beauty somewhere.
i don't know her well. maybe i just want to get close to her? maybe i want to be friends?
how do you know if you have a crush?
It's an indescribable feeling. Common metaphors for it are butterflies or knots, but I'd just describe it as a longing. Wanting to just be with this person no matter the circumstances, and wanting to return the happiness they give you back to them. If you're questioning it then it must be for a reason, because despite it being complicated, the feeling is absolute.
I think sometimes I feel desperate to fall in love. I want to be normal I guess, and have my classic love story filled with heartache and butterflies, but I don't know if I ever will.
The relationships I build with others are like one of a family, and I am so grateful to have my friends, they mean the world to me, but I watch them fall in love and tell me about it and I don't know what to say. I don't know why I haven't ever fallen in love. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid, or if deep in my heart, I think it's best that I don't.
Love seems to hurt. It seems to fill up your brain with someone, and make you so happy to see them. Love seems to be the type of thing where you want someone all to yourself, and every touch the two of you share is like a spark of electricity. I don't know if I will ever experience this, but reading about it makes me frightened... but hopeful? Like if I fall in love, maybe I could see a different part of myself, maybe be someone better.
I don't know, but I always try to tell myself to be the best with what I have, and what I do have are friends who care for me, and I guess I do love them, but not in the way of a classic love story.
Well, you never have to be in a relationship, or fall in love. No matter what your parents/guardians or social circle try to push on you. Maybe it's not for you. Maybe it is for you. If a relationship is something you want, go for it, but if you don't, feel no pressure to conform. Be you, whoever that may be.
We've only been talking for a month, but the feeling I get, the warmth in my chest, the inevitable smiles and little screams, is a feeling that I've felt before and that I thought I'd never feel again. And yet you've made me feel it, you made me realize that I can love again, that I'm not hopeless.
I think I'm in love with you
Last year my self confidence came crashing down around me when someone I held dear broke me emotionally through their cruel actions. Yet here I am 6 months on and I'm here to tell you it gets better. Not too long back I met someone unexpectedly, and for the first time in what feels like forever, I'm truly happy.
I don't know how to feel about this one guy. I love him, and I'd be so happy if he loved me back. But I don't want to date him. I just want to spend time with him. He makes me so happy. Maybe I just want his friendship, but I want something more. I don't know.
Firefli Keep trying to approach him. Discover more about him. Find his hobbies. You'll eventually find you goals.
Ask him to go play bowling with you or something else like minigolf. He would surely admire a person that would go do something with him.
That's so weird cause that exactly how I feel about my crush too. I really like him and admire him in so many ways, but I don't really think I want to date him. I'm not sure why. I have to admit our friendship isn't really as close as I would like it to be. Maybe that's what's not encouraging the idea of dating for me. I don't know it feels like a mess. For now, I think all I want is to be closer to him.
Sorry for rambling lmao
@@aowl7720 just go to him nothing bad will happen
I feel the same when i am with my crush, i love when he is around but i feel like i dont want to date him