Why I left YouTube
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- čas přidán 8. 09. 2024
- TW: Talk of mental health struggles
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Hello everyone! My name is Cassi and this is my channel!
I upload stories that I have created using Minecraft!
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Hey guys. I already see this comment section being a super safe space.
Rember we are not just your fans we are also your family so if you need someone to talk to we are here and we hear you so let it all out it helps and even if you need to scream at the top of your lugnes its a grate to relif stress thats just me tho
0:58 Mental health issues? I KNOW JUST THE CURE FOR THAT! [Hugs] I know how that feels. Been dealing with depression for a while.
I understand, you are an amazing person, and your not alone, i love you as a person, and i appreciate you, and im always here if you need me.
Cassi I just want you to know that I’ve watched you a while ago but I stopped, I want you to know even as a late watcher I still will be with you and support you through all of this and I want you to be yourself. You don’t have to fake it to make it, you stay brave and stay with us, peace ❤️✌️
We are here for you cassi
Welcome back! I’m super glad to see you safe and feeling ready to return to what you love doing. I can’t wait to see what you decide to do next! Will be here every step of the way! 😎
Hi gallant
love you both (gallent and Cassie) not in a weird way stay safe please
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Hi Gallant
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Hey cassi, not sure if you'll see this or not but I'm glad to see you back! cant wait to see what you have planned for the future!
Of course I will. Thank you for being apart of my team in the OLDD days
Stay safe cassi
Hope you get better
I am sorry but you can get through everything that life throws at you
Except actual objects. I am blind (; Thank you lots of love.
I gust what you to know that your not alone Cassi
I totally understand everything your feeling, I’ve been through all of those feelings before. I know you will get through it. It took me many years but I did it so you can too. Don’t worry about taking all that time off. We will always be here for you and we all love you. I believe you can get through this. Much love!! ❤️❤️❤️🐄
I clicked on the notification as soon as I saw it but when I did I saw that I was a tad too early as the video wasn’t even available to watch yet so here I am watching it now. You are a huge inspiration to me Cassi and I’m sorry you’re feeling the way you are and I’m happy you got help and took time for yourself! I remember the time I got a cow plushy and named it after you because of how big of a fan I was and how big of a fan I am now, I would always check your channel every so often just to binge watch your videos. I’m so happy you’re back and I just wanna say that I can’t wait for the future content you’ll bring, I love you and your community so much! Thanks for being such a huge inspiration Cassi, and I’m so happy right now, welcome back!💞
I was trying to turn off monetization but I don't think I can completely lol so I ended up like banning it? Idk lol The cow plushy story brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for your kind words
We love you Cassicow and will be with you all the way! We are your herd and you are heard by us! ❤️❤️❤️ Love you! #CassicowIsBack #SoExcited
That is so sweet and yes I agree we do miss her and happy that she's back👑🍄❤️💚🌹💙
I've missed you so much! You were my favorite youtuber, and I hope you get through it! We love and support you Cass!
As a loyal subscriber who also struggles with these things, I say that I've been there, girl. You are still amazing and strong, even when you feel so weak and alone :)
We love you so much Cassi, and we're glad to have you back 💕
Cassi I’ve been watching your videos for a long time and now that your back I can finally be happy your videos were one of the only things to bring joy to my world and now your back! I can’t wait to see what you have planned! P.S don’t ever forget who you are!🙂
hey cassi dont blame your self we all go through the stuff youve gone through is something all people feel, dont apologies for anything, every time i watch your vids it didnt suit you (not being yourself), the key to life that ive come to find is that you cant change for anyone just because it gives views, or to make them love you, just be who you want to be and do what you want to do, youve done the impossible before now you need to get a new goal and then complete it, even tho you dont know me and i dont know you, i see that you can make a difference in life, what im trying to say is,
be your self.
one of your fans
tyler artelle
Beautifully said. Thank you Tyler!
It’s ok cassi we still love you and we will be here for you for whatever you need and it’s okay for you to be yourself because that makes us happy
we love you Cassi we will support you forever and hope you have a nice day :)
Hey Cassi!. I hope you are okay and getting treatment. Whatever you are facing just know that you are not alone and that we will be here every step of the way :) I look forward to seeing you again.
I hope you feel better eventually. If your having a mental crisis and needed a break, go ahead and do so. Take your time. At the end of the day, you have people who care about you, your family and us
Hey Cassi
I am a 15 year old person, I have always thought I’m alone with no one around me to help me out. I have been told I’m not alone and been told I’m crazy for thinking that but it is true. No one has made me feel any less alone. But when I watch your videos it always made me feel better. They always brought brightness to my day hearing your voice and when you did playbarn goofing off with your friends. Hearing someone else feel the same way I do makes me feel a little less alone. Thank you for everything you do Cassi and being honest with us. We all love you and are glad you are back ❤️
I really am sorry that your going through that stuff alone. I really hope you make it through this and be supported through this. And hopefully you can be just yourself and not cassi cow.
I know this video was 5 months ago but I’ve watched this video over and over again and every time I have I’ve started crying . I’m really sorry of what you have gone through cassi
i relate in a few ways like the self icolation and negative self talk and not knowing what i want out of life but this helped me a bit to see it from a diff point of view and i hope everything will line up for you in the future
As long you can be happy on what you do we won’t be upset even if you leave the platform for some other job we always will love you no matter what.
Hi Cassi. I'm happy for an explanation to why you did not upload. I'm not happy to hear your trupple, and that broad me in tears too. I hope you get better and just remember: YOU ARE NOT ALONE! We will always suport you! If you wanna stop making videos, fine, do what you want, you will always be an amazing human. Just remamber: All your subs will always be your friends! And the last thing you will be, is alone!
ngl ive been rewatching alot of your videos the past few months because i find comfort in things i watched when my mom was still around this video has made me cry every time ive watched it and i really want to thank you Cassi for all your amazing content (:
Cassi you made my childhood, I can't believe this I am so sorry get better soon I know this has been tough for you I want you to know that take breaks make sure you are healthy and go sleep better. If anything seems tough you should talk to someone who can cheer you up.
Seeing ad thought most of us have grown up and aren't kids anymore, I can't wait for the more "mature" videos and series'. Really glad that you're back and im so sorry you felt like that
It's been awhile since I've been on your channel, and I came back to check on your channel to find this. Hearing the sadness in your voice made me tear up a bit, I'm glad you're back and safe and I'm excited to see what you have planned for your channel. ❤️
I may be 5 months late to this video, but when I looked at my notifications I started screeching because of how excited I was! I’m so happy that your back Cassi, and I’m beyond proud of you!! I’ve always seen you as an idol, and an inspiration in my life. I started watching you at the age of 5, I’m 11 now and can’t wait to follow along this new, improved journey. I’d always go back and look at your old videos, wondering where you went, but now that you’re back, and able to express it and explain it really reaches my heart. I hope that all goes well from now on, and can8t wait to see it from my own perspective. Love you Cassi! ❤️❤️❤️ Bye.
Ngl… I honestly understand what u r feeling. Feeling alone when u know u have friends, family, or just people who r in the room with u. Suffering with the thought that u will die alone either not with a lover or friends in general. Telling urself that u will never be good enough for the world. I and maybe a few others understand that feeling. It’s hard to move away from those feelings and to get out of them when u got sucked right in. I, and many others, can only say do what u love, be who u want to show the world u r, and to love urself because u did something great. And that is coming out, saying ur feelings and what is happening. I hope u take care of yourself, and I hope u do well on ur journey with working through things and fighting through the hard times. We all missed u and we love and support u. Please take your time with your work. We, as your fans, love you.
I am glad you final starting discovering yourself, I was trapped in a place like that for 2 years... So I am glad you are starting to get out of it. Thank you for beeing honest and doing what you love, just continuing doing what you love!
I do really understand, I'm so sorry that your going through that. You could take as long of a break as you want anytime you want, I will always be here for you. Every day I wait to see if you post again, and it is finally time again. I've ton through a lot if problems in this time too, you have nothing to apologise for. Your the greatest, and you always try your hardest to do as much as you can for your fans. I really do understand a lot of these feeling and I am just so happy that your back. We will always support you no matter what😁
Always here for you cassi glad your back and always happy to help again and take all the time you need on your videos
This really hit hard. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that Cassi. Don’t worry we’re all here for you. Don’t worry your not alone in this world there are other people who feel your pain and who can help you through this time.
I know exactly how you feel so I know it’s hard, but just know we’re all here for you.
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I am glad you are doing youtube again I loved your old videos and remember we are always here for you if you need us
I remember finding your channel through the origins team. And I remember one day you left the group, and then there was a lot of silence from this channel so I was wondering if you were okay. But hearing your story was heartbreaking. So many people go through this, and the only way to get through is just trying your best to connect with people, friends, relationship, family whatever it is. I wish you the best of luck.
Being openly vulnerable around the right people(your family, friends and fans) is a good thing, because those who truly love and care for you will support and help you. Our support to you will always be immeasurable. I don’t blame you at all for taking your time to open up about your emotions, because it takes time and bravery. You have my full respect for opening up, because it is so difficult for so many people to open up about their mental struggles. Know this: you are not alone, you are brave, and you are loved.
We all love your work and personality
Also you have our full support
I am So sorry about the things you went through (And Going through) but i along with everyone else who Love you know that you can pull through this. We Will always be here for you When you need it. Stay Happy Cassi, And talk to your loved ones. They can do so much for you, Even if you dont know it. Take all the time you need, We will Wait.
It’s ok cassi I’m glad that I know why you’ve been off for a year hopefully you are ok. I thought that you were tired and taking a break I hope you will be safe and I am glad you are making more videos I hope you find your people.
Cassi you are completely fine with taking your break when you need it. As someone who has been in a really dark place it will always be a struggle. So trust me when i say this, there will always be light even in the vast darkness. Also not sure if it'll help but a band i listen to called Citizen Soldier, their songs have helped me lot recently.
Welcome back to youtube, Cassi and look forward to your new content.
Awww :( I’m sorry about that you been traumatized and emotional, I’ve been watching your videos for years.. I hope that your agony stops to getting you in trouble for having trauma. I’ll never forget your channel.
You gave me courage when I went to school on my first day and that's the reason why I watched your videos because you're the one that gave me hope 😁
Hey Cassi!! Whether you see this or not I don't mind. I just wanna say, i'm sorry all that has happened :c Just know!! The community cares about you a lot, and I hope you feel better soon and I know you can get through this!! And although I'm just a random person on the internet, I really care about you and have missed your content! I'm glad to see you back!! Can't wait for what's in the future:D
I love you cassi!! Am So Happy you are back I just want you to know Stay strong And I appreciate you communicating with us am a bit late but am so so glad to see you back wish i knew earlier But i hope the best for you and this channel as well!!
Hope you get better and you're not alone you have us ☺️
Hurts to see you like this Cassie, I hope you feel better soon! Remember: There’s nothing wrong with you, and your a person, a human with feelings. Things will start to get better overtime, and I know it’s hard right now and I know that putting on a brave face for so, so long can be damaging, but we’re all here for you. You are not alone in this fight, and there’s so many people who care for you. My rule of thumb is to not regret anything in life, or it will always be on your mind. You got this Cassie, your awesome!
I missed you! I'm so sorry about what your going through. I'm glad you're trying to heal from your trauma. We love you! 💖
welcome back Cassi, and please take care of yourself, we all care about you. so no matter the upload schedule every video you make is gonna kick ass, even if you don't think it will.
I’m so sorry Cassie. I never would’ve known you were going through something because your always so cheerful. I don’t exactly know what to say or what advice to give because I’m going through the same stuff but I want you to know you will get through it. It’s a hard process and I’m just a kid but you can overcome it. There’s always a way so I just want to thank you so much for this clarification and your bravery for telling us your story. I’ve been watching you for years now. I loved watching you as a kid. I hope everything is well on your part now and I will keep you in my prayers everyday. I love you and you are loved. You will find the right people. Maybe not now but god will put you with the right people who deserve you. Good luck on your journey I know there is a way out for you. God bless you Cassie.
I used to watch you and you were great! I know how every bit of that feels. I still have it and some others, but I haven’t gotten any proper treatment. Take your time and I hope you get better soon Cassi.
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I’m so proud of you for finally making your break through your shell we’re all so happy to see you come back and just remember that we all still love you and that we’re glad to see you back ❤️
Love you cassie. Ik exactly what your going thru and all I can really say is I hope you feel better and if you ever need to vent I'm here to talk🖤💪🏾🤘🏾
Cassie cow don't give up over coming your stress you are a amazing, kind, sweet, funny and what I'm trying to say is you are everything and I had been watching you ever since I saw your play barn series but what ever happens happens always know that all of your fans and the people you looked up to are here to support you no matter what we all love you and accept you for who you are and special very proud of you for coming out of your shell. Love you so much girl keep up the great work on your channel
This brought tears to my eyes this goes to show content creators are humans and this persona they place online isn't actually them and I think I haven't really grasped that accurately enough until this point because I've been watching you for a long as i can remember a long time ago, it's hard to process that you were in that mental state while off camera for so long, and that brought tears to my eyes i love that you're not afraid to express your feelings even while crying on camera that take the most kindest person or fearless person yet to have those bottled up thoughts, I'm so greatful and honest to God glad you're alright. Im so happy you were seeking help and getting back on track even if you feel loose here and there please don't be scared to express yourself it shows your genuine self and you need all the positive feedback you can get don't ever feel discouraged 💗❤️❤️💕💕 😊 you are incredibly strong again i am genuinely happy you got through that and hope you'll never feel that way again 💘❤️🩹💝💖💞🫂
You always had value in you. Be what you want and remember you are human it's ok to make mistakes. Lets this journey begging and be you. We will help you were we can my friend. = )
I'm so happy that you're back we've missed you so much, I'm sorry for what you've been going thu and I only hope it gets better and I can't wait till you upload again
I've watched you for a very long time now and I'll always support you, even if you change to be you, I'll support you for you
Hey Cass I was a childhood fan when I was little. Just know never force yourself to be someone else or do something you don’t want to. You’re strong. Being yourself is not a bad thing. Please be yourself show us the real you show everyone the real you. We are excited to meet her.
You are not alone cassi, you still have all your fans to support you
I’m sorry that this is happening to you but know that you aren’t alone and if you ever need to vent about something we’re here. Don’t be afraid to show your emotions, remember strong people aren’t the ones who don’t cry, their the ones who cry and get back up again. I can’t wait to see want you have in store but if you ever feel sad just know your not alone.
were all ways here for you we cant wait to see you back in action
ITS OK WE GOT YOU
you just need some time thats ok i was feeling the same way befor its bad yeah but you have to keep going and never give up just know theres ppl out there that needs you you have to keep going no matter what happens if no one eles is here for you i will be all the way
You are such a cool and strong person to say what you just said. That makes you the coolest person and CZcamsr. Keep smiling and stay strong. You are awesome.
It has been a long time, and I see where you have gone and grown, and even with the time I have had away from you I have held on to the friendship you have gave me back to me almost 7 years ago, seeing you opening up and hearing what you have been going through and seeing the similar things you have been going through. I am beyond proud of you and so happy to see you flourish and grow. You will always have a special place in our hearts. You're the Best Cassi!
I've been watching you since I was younger than I am now😅I'm really glad your back I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/night and stay safe 😁😁
Your story's brighten up my day but do what you love you can get through this. All of your fans will be here every step by step. Follow your dreams. No-one is perfect just be you. Never be someone your not. It's okay you can just be yourself just be YOU. I hope you will feel better. You can do this.
I hope you feel better, you don’t have to keep posting if you don’t want to, please rest and get better, I know it’s hard with these feelings, I went through it and I’m only 14, but just relax, everything will be fine...
i know i'm late but i'm so happy you're back! I've missed you so much when you stopped posting i thought i lost my favorite youtuber but turns out i didn't i was checking to see if you had posted anything and this is what i found if you ever need breaks you can take them.I just love you so much and i'm excited for what you have planned for!and no need to get stressed on posting its completely fine if you take a break.
i hope your doing well glad to hear your talking with us
Hey Cassie! Just remember that your beautiful, smart funny because you are you. We’re with you every step of the way, Glad your back and we forgive you😁🥰
Hey Cassi so sorry you had to deal with all that it must've been rough having to go through so much but just know that it's all behind you and your fans will always be here to support you no matter what so Cassi if you see this just know things will get better from here on out and looking forward to all the stories that come next on the channel
I often think about if I am going to have my friends in the future when I’m old or for going to die before me or if they’re just gonna forget about me at some point in my life I believe that I might not have anyone to communicate to or talk to at all hope that you have a better life at some point in the future hope life will treat you fair at some point before you grow old and eventually pass on
you dont have to bottle everything up trust me it doesn’t help I’ve been through it you don’t have to tell people but it helps and no matter what we’re always here for you no matter what so hope you get better and you are stronger than you thing you can push trough it
Cassi, I know you don't want to hide anymore, and I do hope that you are doing a lot better right now! I'm really really! Proud on how strong you are! And how you are becoming more open with us all. I don't know what you're going though but I know that I'll be here no matter what! And that I'll wait a listen to anything you say! We as you're fans! We love, and support you! I hope you are finding yourself and finding what is making you happy! - Love Leo
Ive missed your content so much and I wanted to check up on the channel and I’m so glad I did, I hope you are doing better!!! I give you all of my support! You are such an amazing CZcamsr and you were one of my biggest role models when I was younger! I hope you are doing better and that you can finally be alright with yourself and everything that happens later on
Welcome back you are amazing, just remember how special you really are.
welcome back its been so long i was a bit surprised to get a notification from you we will all be here along the path you take i hope
you feel better ill make sure to stay posted on your vids!!
I really get this all my friends talk about these kinds of feelings, we're here with all the way. please try do what makes you happy, I love you!!!
Cassi if you see this just to know when i was like 7-8 you were my favourite youtuber and and its still is and we support you have a nice day and dont stress yourself to much 🥺
Do keep this thought in mind You are better when you're you and not when you're not, being happy with yourself is something everyone has to be and if you ever feel sad or out of place you'll always have people to talk to. Stay happy stay safe and stay true to who you are.
We are happy your back I've been subbed for 1 or 2 years and I'm glad to be a sub of your have a wonderful day cassi and everyone. :]
It's alright take care of yourself and I love your videos
WELCOME BACK I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER AND HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR
Im glad u r back, I missed you:))
Im sorry for what happened, the same is going with me as well. I know u will go through this! Believe in you're self:D
Cassi you were there for a few years in my life and you were my favorite CZcamsr every since I found you, I missed your content and I’m glad you’re back, I am older now and as I was going through the horrid times of puberty, I was still watching your content, I was there when foxy, Matthew, and Dan were still in your content, I was also there when quinny and tiny joined and I loved every one of your videos, I looked forward to watching your content every day, thinking in my head, “I wonder if cassi uploaded a video”, at this point I think I watched them all! You are my hero and you always were my hero, I’m glad I found your channel, I’m sorry about what you’ve been through, but I believe in you! I really hope it gets better, I love you cassi!!! ❤️
The truest form of someone is their impurities no ones perfect and that fact of no one is perfect is what makes someone truly beautiful because thats what makes them unique identity is something we all struggle with at some point so you being able to try and look for what and who you are is amazing even though its the toughest journey you can make in life i wish you the best of luck on your journey cassi
No matter what your going through, we will be here along the way no matter what happens, take your time, we won't rush you we all love and appreciate you, so don't worry.
Hello cassie i am a big fan of you when i was small and i look up to you as a sweet, nice and a very talented person. I loved watching your videos so much. And i am going to watch your videos like when i was smaller. You were a big part of my childhood and we love and care about you so much. And i hope you have a great day cassie! And thank you for being in my childhood. Your videos always made me smile and i can wait to watch your videos again!
I haven’t been back to your channel in so long and I apologize for that. I’m really glad you are opening up and tearing down walls that need to be tore down. I hope the best for you.
May God bless you. ❤️
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS the queen is back After so long she has finally after so long returned to us I’m so excited to see what the future holds for also we understands the long break it’s all good you do what you need to do
Hi Cassi I know this was 6 months ago but I'm happy too see you better and back on social media I hope you're doing better right now
Hello Cassie. I can't belive what has happened to you. Even as a child I understand. If you would like to explain some things then go ahead. You and Play Barn will remain a spot in my heart. Your so kind. We love you Cassie!!💓🫶
I’m really happy that you’re ok. We all love you 😊
I know how you feel and sometimes I feel like that to
It’s ok we will be here for you I know what you kinda feel just do what makes you happy and you will never be alone we are here for you no matter what
Hello Cassi i am glad that you are back, and ok. We are always here for you no matter what. I hope that you see this comment and helps to show you that your subscribers are here for you every step of the way.
You are cassie cow the youtuber, your strong, nice, loving and caring. Also you have your subscribers as your friend group if you need it.
Fist of all don’t apologize because you needed space and maybe still need. So don’t worry about it
We don't need u to be someone else to me would be a role model no matter what just the fact u can make vids without being scared makes u a role model to me so me and im pretty sure the rest of the community will always have your back
I am a little late but all of us have feelings like that i am still recovering from my severe of anxiety and depression it started when i was 7 (i am 12 now) i always laugh whenever im being scolded or when i am feeling sad because my friends are just sucking up to me so i am glad that you have your friends and family and us.. sorry i know a lot of people won't be reading this that is why i wrote my feelings for the past 5 years.
Haven't checked in in a long time. Decided to randomly do so... Good luck with your self growth journey. I don't begrudge you, Hopefully you can get to a healthy place again.
You can get through it i beleave in you and remember your never alone and there's alot of people love you stay strong