Some timestamps for questions covered in this video (enjoy 😀): 1:11 - "First question, what are your easy go-to meals that you make when you're by yourself?" 1:56 - "What movie can you watch over and over again?" 2:29 - "How old were you when you started playing video games and what is your first memory of it?" 3:31 - "Over the years of doing CZcams and Twitch, what inspires you to do more?" 4:23 - "Can you please do an update to your hat collection?" 4:43 - "Would you ever consider bringing back the bowl cut and if no then may we see Luca please?" 5:58 - "Why are you so hard on yourself?" 7:33 - "Top three FromSoftware games?" 7:51 - "What did you do career-wise before you started Twitch and CZcams?" 9:08 - "Was there a pinnacle moment which pushed you into your current creator path?" 9:46 - "What is your advice to new streamers?" 11:09 - "What took the most work when building your channel and brand?" 12:15 - "What was you favorite part about building your channel/brand?" 12:49 "What're you most proud of?" 13:32 - Top three most wanted countries to visit. 14:00 - Favorite hobbies. 15:21 - Discussing the dark side of being a streamer and handling negativity. 17:15 - No plans to return to incomplete series on the CZcams channel. 18:02 - Not planning to play Final Fantasy Rebirth. 18:29 - Consideration of platinum-ing games. 19:49 - Ideal hangouts for at home and away 20:08 - Go-to makeup routine. 21:16 - Discussion about plants and showing them. 21:43 - Orchids 23:00 - Conclusion and appreciation for viewer support.
I would love to see hiking vids or any vlogs that you're inspired to make!! Happy with anything you do really :) Also LOVED to hear about your recent horse hobby! I literally was just telling my partner the other day that I wanted to take riding lessons so that just felt like the most lovely coincidence. I know it can be so hard to put yourself out there so thank you for making this vid!! Always a joy to see you whether on Twitch or CZcams 💛
It would be great to see videos/vlogs surrounding your hobbies, hiking, anything! Tonnes of us would be happy to see whatever you post :) Your channel has been a huge comfort for me - I have health issues too, so completely understand your experience of video games and watching playthroughs to help through those tough days! Your channel has been a go-to for quite a while now! It's always great to see anything you post, and I wish you only the best, it's clear you deserve it ♥
Positive self-talk, being kinder, more patient, and just general awareness of how you're feeling is always a work in progress! We forget to remember again! Each time is progress. But dont worry, it is in fact a fulltime, lifelong job! ❤ you got this! We all got this!
I love popping in to the streams on twitch for the community. It’s chill, friendly, and non judgemental. It’s also great seeing you upload here, and see the community here, which I think a lot of us started on here then followed you on to twitch. Keep up the great work!
I greatly appreciate you talking about mental health. I have a few similar struggles and hearing someone talk so openly and honestly about it is a breath of fresh air. I feel less alone which is truly a gift. Thank you, Marz.
Thanks for answering my question Marz. You've been my greatest inspiration, and this made my day. Love you so much and I hope you recover from your depression soon ❤
I started watching your scary videos about a year ago now wow!! Your experience with ptsd and triggers has made this channel feel like such a safe place to watch horror games and I absolutely love your content!!
5:58 - Your answer for this hit hard for me since I suffered with this exact thing for years, specifically believing that "I don't deserve good things", because it's common to hear others (including myself) suffering with the belief that "I'm not good enough", but not believing we deserve good things is totally different and imo much worse. For me at least it led to very self destructive behavior where I would actively or passively make decisions that would make my life worse, and it affected my relationships, jobs, college, everything. So I can totally relate to that. You're totally right though, it is a process. It didn't come easy for me to finally let go of a lot of those issues and none of it ever truly leaves you because at the end of the day, we're all human, but I can confidently say I'm a much better person than I was 10 years ago. No one truly knows what a person is really going through so I hope you find that anchor in your life that keeps you steady going forward. It'll probably sound cheesy, but I'm definitely going to pray for you and hope you get to a healthy place in life, because you do deserve good things.
P.s. I also laughed when you said "I cut my finger at this pizza restaurant" to immediately say that the place had hazards all over the place & blame the restaurant, to, once again, say "I Cut my finger" 😂 Oh, girl, you funny!
I have a puppets named Luca as well! He’s 10 years old and has been through A LOT with me. I totally understand the growing fear… just enjoy each and every moment you can with him 😊
used to watch your videos and it is so nice to see you active again. wishing you the best mentally and emotionally and cannot wait to binge your content. MUCH LOVE MARZ
Marz, you for a long time have been one of my favorite streamers, youtubers--all around online presence. I don't spend as much time as I used to online for mental health's sake. I also do a lot of hiking and stay out in nature for that. But you've always shown how human you are, and that kind of vulnerability you display creates a comforting atmosphere in your body of work. The struggles you go through, not holding back or hiding the tears, has made it so our own internal struggles are more accessible. I'm so happy that you're on the journey for self-love. When people first told me that I need to love myself, I thought it as a trick question. How do you do that? Is it a switch you have to learn how to turn on? Now I realize while being on the journey myself, that it is a journey. It doesn't happen overnight, or weeks, or even months. It's an ongoing thing. And just like in how all of our stomachs handle food differently, the journey takes understanding ourselves, expectations, and boundaries, because all of us love and want to be loved differently. I think that is one of the biggest challenges to having desirable relationships with others. Something I didn't realize until recently either. Why the connection with our self becomes the most important to having connections with others. Really appreciate your work and presence, Marz. Thank you.
I can't help but wonder how many times you started that intro 😊 loved the Luka special bday meal stream, those are the best! Thanks for sharing. Stay awesome!
Life is a learning curve. Eventually you will find your way. Through all the life fases and choices. You will learn over the years. And evolve as a person.
Definitely down to see some hiking or nature vlogs. Even something like "Marz does Gardening". Might give me some motivation to get out a bit more !! Btw I love that you still use the same end outro on your CZcams videos. There's something nostalgic about it (and the music) as I've watched you play most of those games.
I've been a subscriber for a long time but definitely not a community member. Just a friendly neighbor that walks by every once in a while lol. Thanks for opening a small window into your world and letting us see in. You're an amazing person. Keep being you.
i lost my pup when she was 14 maybe 2 years ago and i never felt so bad in my life, never cried as much, even tho i lost family member before, my dog was literally by my side every single day of my life. Cherish the moment you still have with your friend :)
Horseback riding and horses are amazing. When I was down, I volunteered at stalls that do hippotherapy. Mucking stalls, walking horses, and eventually riding them was more helpful that I thought it would be. That's on top of the help it provided others in need. You will love it! I am one of 5 kids and grew up in Orlando, so we didn't grow up with horses either.
No pill will help with depression. It's just about working on yourself. I speak from personal experience. I have suffered from them since I was 23 years old. there is no need to run away from the problem. It needs to be solved. Stay with people who love you more often. express your feelings to a loved one, for example (mom or dad). Tell someone. It is necessary to throw off negative energy. Take a walk in the fresh air. Try to get positive emotions. Spiritual development also helped me. Know that God is with you, and he will not leave you. You will definitely get rid of depression. I got rid of it, so you can too. The main thing is not to give up.
It's been ages since I saw some honest and openminded person. You seem to be focused, you can talk about personal things openly, own them and not ignoring them. That is really big inspiration + you are playing games. Similar situation. I am sorry for joining late to the party of subscribers and bell rings, but youtube suggested your channel and I am so glad with their algorithm today. I have to check also your other videos. Subscribed and vlogs, hiking videos? Yes please
As someone that suffers from a lot of what you talked about, you are loved by everyone, or even just yourself. Ive had a long healing journey, myself and you just have to keep going. The bad days will be bad, but the good ones definitely outweigh. Strangers or not, if you ever need an outlet or to vent, we are here! I am here, take puppers and just GO. That's what I do with my dog(Milo). Keep going, you're strong.
Marz YOUare worthy of Anything and more. Please don't be this hard on yourself. You are A WORTHY WONDERFULL Human being ...unlike me So Please be more Easy on yourself
Hey Marz! Thanks for the Q&A. My favorite fantasy fiction author right now is Brandon Sanderson and I highly recommend his works if you're into the genre. My first foray into the Sanderson cosmere was the first Mistborn trilogy and that's what I'd recommend folks do, too. Warbreaker is also top-notch. My absolute favorite though would be The Stormlight Archives, but I feel that it may be a bit too much for a first read. You should give them a try! Edit: The best part about reading Sanderson is that he churns out books like a machine lmao. He is very consistent with getting his books published so you won't have to wait for old age for a sequel (looking at you, GRRM lol).
I definitely believe that the feeling of not being enough in any aspect of life is something many of us experience, but I think the people around us, how they treat us and love us, are a reflection of how much we matter. And you, Marz, have this beautiful community you've been building over the years; we are a reflection of how valuable and important you are. And we're all grateful to you; in my case, your videos have helped me a lot to overcome a very strong depression, and seeing someone I admire so much feel bad or inadequate really breaks my heart. I wish you could see how valuable you are to all of us. ❤
I love the Metro universe, great recommendation. 2035 was a hell of a page turner for me. I'd highly recommend the audio books by Rupert Degas. He does a great job.
Hey Marz, I don't know if Im the only one but I would love it if you had a VOD channel without editing, I don't know if that's more work or not but if it's not too much trouble I'd love that
Book recommendations: 1.The Lightbringer series 2. The dark tower series (kind of a weird story, think dark souls) 3. Wheel of time series, (super long and detailed, 14 books) 4. Star wars Thrawn Trilogy (picks up after return of the Jedi with all the original characters)
It seems everyone is struggling against psycological issues nowadays, myself included. Your streamings that you do for helping yourself are doing the same to ourselfs too. That's a really good thing, so Thank you so much. 😊
This was a really refreshing video! Great to hear/learn about you more! Also Luka is so adorable and such a good boy as always!!! Great advice for new streamers/content creators 👏🏼☺️
It's so funny that you mentioned the Jurassic Park movies - I love them so much myself and watch them every now and again! Pure nostalgia for me! My favorite scene is the kitchen with the raptor tapping the floor with it's claw I'd also love to see some hiking/nature videos from you, as I love being outside as well! It helps bringing more balance to a job that has you sitting inside a lot. Thanks for that Q&A! 🤍
Yesss, or the t-rex breaking through the gate. Soooo much nostalgia! Thank you for the love! Hopefully with warm weather soon, I can get some hiking/vlogging videos!
I am a new sub and I have to say you are a genuine soul, definitely the type of person our society needs more of (personal opinion), It is very refreshing to see that their are still people that want the same things out of life that I do, especially with society being so hateful and selfish nowadays. Everyone's life moves at a different pace, as long as you are moving forward, no matter how large or small of a step it may be, you are getting closer to where you want to be. Trust the process, keep putting the next foot forward. I genuinely hope for the chance to meet you at some point in life because I relate to you on many levels and have dealt with many of the same issues. Love the content so far, keep it up!
Just wanted to jump in with more support!! I'm fairly new to your content, and was trying to find something to watch while starting a treadmill routine every day. I have to say your playthroughs have kept me walking! Now I look forward to it each day, so thank you! By the way, from what I've seen so far, your community of fans are mostly super positive and cool people!
Marz , you seem like a very down to earth person, like myself and let me tell you I have trouble finding people like me. Keep doing what you are doing because in my eyes you are a real winner, Paul
Thanks for the update Marz. I struggle with anxiety too and will always recommend the podcast The One You Feed to people who suffer from mental health issues. It’s heart breaking hearing about how you feel about yourself sometimes, but is otherwise nice see another QnA! I can confirm Japan is the best place on earth, mainly because the Japanese people are so lovely and kind, especially to foreigners. And Jurassic Park is my favourite film of all time so agree on that one too! Oh and I also get anxiety about the age of my dogs, which is weird because I didn’t use to when I was growing up with my childhood dogs, but it plays on my mind all the time nowadays. Anyway, genuinely wishing you all the best. Because you DO deserve it 😊
I don't have much time to watch your playthroughs (sadly), but it's always great to see you. Your voice is really nice as always, by the way. I really wish you get better, Marz
We love you Marz. Take care of yourself and don't worry about the community. We want you to be healthy and happy. We will still be here when you are good to go ❤
I'm glad my question made it up! I guess having few close friends/ partner is really essential for overall mental health no matter how many good distractions of modern times we have.
Hey Marz I just started playing Fallout 4. Love your videos and they have been very helpful in letting me see areas that I missed while playing. I also love and enjoy your reactions to the surprises the game throws at you. Thank you! 🙏 ❤
Ah you answered my makeup routine question. I struggle with acne scarring too and have been doing Microneedling and chemical peels to help my skin - game changer 💖 ty for sharing your secrets! 😊
She did it!! ❤❤❤ Great QnA Marzz, really glad that you got to do it, actually, really glad that you got to do all of the YT and Twitch vids and lives, and that you have showed yourself to us, you feel like a friend now. I really wish all the best to you and pray for you, you're an wordeful person, you're great Marzz!!!! (personally i'd love vlogs by you, routine stuff or travels, it'd be great!!)
It's good that you are determined to explore within yourself what you want for yourself, but most importantly, that you are determined to discover what you need to make yourself happy.
We're just happy to see you're doing good 😄👍 Don't force yourself to play any games you don't wanna play. Only play what you want to play/enjoy. Take it easy. We're always here, hanging around. The community you built and helped. 😊🙂 Your videos have definitely helped me personally. I've heard you say it in one of your videos, that it was your main goal to create the community/channel. I'm happy to report that you've been successful in creating such a community. Thanks for everything you've done and still doing for us. 😇✌
Crazy to think how when i was going through some really tough shit you helped me stay active by watching you play Bloodborne and then got to play it which kept my mind off the negative stuff and now i see your going through some stuff too marzy, wish i knew how to help you like you helped me just stay strong partner ❤️
Thank you so much for this Q&A, Marz! Also me and Luka share the same birthday! Anyway I'd love to see more vlogs if you can do some! May you have a blessed and amazing week, Marz!! 😊❤
Ohhh my cat shares her birthday with luca! How cute is that! 💐😊✨ Aww horseback riding is so wonderful! Its peaceful but so much fun, especially if you can go on nature rides! I would love a makeup/ clothes vlog style chit chat video. Or maybe cooking/baking video :)
Totally get your stance on keeping games/movies fresh once finishing them, savoring that experience rather than replaying not going back. What about game expansions? Case in point - Phantom Liberty for Cyberpunk is phenomenal, would you go back after a good few years now?
I love the community you created, it's so warm and welcoming. It's the one place I feel comfortable interacting with people after having had trust issues and anxiety issues with talking to others. I'm glad you created it and I love your content, it is so relaxing and fun. I commend your hard work and your achievements. You're an awesome person! Keep it up! 👍 P.S Happy Birthday to Luka.🙂He is so adorable!! Cool hat collection, by the way.
Enjoyed this QnA and that you answered my question. Horse riding sounds awesome, they're amazing animals. Hopefully you'll get that house down the road! Good to hear from you on CZcams as always :)
Hello These things helped me overcome depression and anxiety and it may help you 1- Get a good night’s sleep (8-9 hours). 2- Go to the gym, go hiking, and get sunlight in the morning I hope you get better and have good days and years to come
Good to hear you’ve been doing alright! As far as future videos go, maybe consider pivoting to doing hobby videos? So if you wanna start drawing again then you can make a Bob Ross-esque tutorial video, etc. A Marz Book Club with video reviews. Book rec: Cormac Mccarthy’s The Road is a solid book. It’s like 300 pages but it is a quick read, believe it or not!
I knew about Anxiety but I never knew you have PTSD. Whatever it's about, I hope someday you find your inner peace and be able to dissolve the root cause of it. Have a blessed days ahead Marz 👌
you look great and it it always good to have downtime and focuse on your petsonal issues away from youtube. I wish you the best and will always look forward to new content that you realease. Take Care and look after yourself!
Just commenting to say, hope you are doing well and +1 on putting chilli in foods that don't usually have it. I'm from Melbourne and would suggest devoting at least a month if you plan to visit Aus and NZ, there's lots to see and it's all spread out. Santorini is beautiful, but it's name has made it very busy in the summers. If you like the feeling of being a local then I'd recommend visiting some of the lesser known islands too. On the extreme end of that is Ithaca, which I just visited for a mates wedding.
I grew up with horses and eventually, y became an official Equestrian rider; I did some dressage, but I loved jumping and eventually breaking in and training horses on the 'art' of jumping hurdles. horses. Horses always brought me a deep sense of comfort. My Name is Felipe, and it means "horse lover or lover of horses." *Their 'weak spot' is their nose, and as it is with most animals, when you see them bring their ears all the way back; it means that they are really peeved.
Negative comments as you mentioned, it's like yeah that's why I gave up trying back when I started in 2007; having to be thick-skinned is pointless when everyone just keeps trying their best to be mean.
Horses are the best. And I totally understand loving the smell of a barn. Book recommendation: Seabiscuit by Laura Hillenbrand. It's an amazing true story about a racehorse during the great depression and his uplifting effect on so many people. It has a lot of interesting historical details but is really well written so its not boring. Edit: My mom keeps the trashcan in the pantry too. 😊
Some timestamps for questions covered in this video (enjoy 😀):
1:11 - "First question, what are your easy go-to meals that you make when you're by yourself?"
1:56 - "What movie can you watch over and over again?"
2:29 - "How old were you when you started playing video games and what is your first memory of it?"
3:31 - "Over the years of doing CZcams and Twitch, what inspires you to do more?"
4:23 - "Can you please do an update to your hat collection?"
4:43 - "Would you ever consider bringing back the bowl cut and if no then may we see Luca please?"
5:58 - "Why are you so hard on yourself?"
7:33 - "Top three FromSoftware games?"
7:51 - "What did you do career-wise before you started Twitch and CZcams?"
9:08 - "Was there a pinnacle moment which pushed you into your current creator path?"
9:46 - "What is your advice to new streamers?"
11:09 - "What took the most work when building your channel and brand?"
12:15 - "What was you favorite part about building your channel/brand?"
12:49 "What're you most proud of?"
13:32 - Top three most wanted countries to visit.
14:00 - Favorite hobbies.
15:21 - Discussing the dark side of being a streamer and handling negativity.
17:15 - No plans to return to incomplete series on the CZcams channel.
18:02 - Not planning to play Final Fantasy Rebirth.
18:29 - Consideration of platinum-ing games.
19:49 - Ideal hangouts for at home and away
20:08 - Go-to makeup routine.
21:16 - Discussion about plants and showing them.
21:43 - Orchids
23:00 - Conclusion and appreciation for viewer support.
I would love to see hiking vids or any vlogs that you're inspired to make!! Happy with anything you do really :) Also LOVED to hear about your recent horse hobby! I literally was just telling my partner the other day that I wanted to take riding lessons so that just felt like the most lovely coincidence. I know it can be so hard to put yourself out there so thank you for making this vid!! Always a joy to see you whether on Twitch or CZcams 💛
Thank you for the positivity and support 💜🥹
@@Marzz Always here to cheer you on!!🥰
@Marzz hi how are you doing
@@renwraithsyou're awesome ❤
You haven’t streamed Bramble The Mountain King? I checked and couldn’t find it. If not, you def should look into it.
It would be great to see videos/vlogs surrounding your hobbies, hiking, anything! Tonnes of us would be happy to see whatever you post :)
Your channel has been a huge comfort for me - I have health issues too, so completely understand your experience of video games and watching playthroughs to help through those tough days! Your channel has been a go-to for quite a while now! It's always great to see anything you post, and I wish you only the best, it's clear you deserve it ♥
Positive self-talk, being kinder, more patient, and just general awareness of how you're feeling is always a work in progress! We forget to remember again! Each time is progress. But dont worry, it is in fact a fulltime, lifelong job! ❤ you got this! We all got this!
I was just watching one of your videos before coming here! What a small (digital) world! love the good vibes :) (+ video games)
It was really nice to hear how you're doing nowadays and to see your plants up close!❤Btw, how are the ferns doing, still alive and kicking?
Sadly, they are dead lol. I kept one alive but it ended up catching those mealy bugs from the pothos.. 😭
I'm between two of them right now
as a horse trainer, i'm so glad to hear you're getting into horses!! they will truly change your life for the better if you stick with it
So far it's been very calming. I'm excited to spend more time outside with them too!
I love popping in to the streams on twitch for the community. It’s chill, friendly, and non judgemental. It’s also great seeing you upload here, and see the community here, which I think a lot of us started on here then followed you on to twitch. Keep up the great work!
I greatly appreciate you talking about mental health. I have a few similar struggles and hearing someone talk so openly and honestly about it is a breath of fresh air. I feel less alone which is truly a gift. Thank you, Marz.
Thanks for answering my question Marz. You've been my greatest inspiration, and this made my day. Love you so much and I hope you recover from your depression soon ❤
Love your honesty and humbleness. Thanks Marz ❤
I started watching your scary videos about a year ago now wow!! Your experience with ptsd and triggers has made this channel feel like such a safe place to watch horror games and I absolutely love your content!!
Your videos make me feel so joyful. 😊 So fun to watch! Thank you marz. So proud of you!
Freddi the god damn Fish! That just gave me nostalgic whiplash! 😂 Happy to see you back, lovely 😊
5:58 - Your answer for this hit hard for me since I suffered with this exact thing for years, specifically believing that "I don't deserve good things", because it's common to hear others (including myself) suffering with the belief that "I'm not good enough", but not believing we deserve good things is totally different and imo much worse. For me at least it led to very self destructive behavior where I would actively or passively make decisions that would make my life worse, and it affected my relationships, jobs, college, everything. So I can totally relate to that.
You're totally right though, it is a process. It didn't come easy for me to finally let go of a lot of those issues and none of it ever truly leaves you because at the end of the day, we're all human, but I can confidently say I'm a much better person than I was 10 years ago. No one truly knows what a person is really going through so I hope you find that anchor in your life that keeps you steady going forward. It'll probably sound cheesy, but I'm definitely going to pray for you and hope you get to a healthy place in life, because you do deserve good things.
18:03 That... shattered me. More than it should. But i can live with it lol. Hope you'll change your mind because that game was an experience.
Lol Luka born a day before 4/20 & becoming increasingly more chill with each passing year made me smile 😊
What a beautiful boy he is, too!
P.s. I also laughed when you said "I cut my finger at this pizza restaurant" to immediately say that the place had hazards all over the place & blame the restaurant, to, once again, say "I Cut my finger" 😂 Oh, girl, you funny!
3:40: You do help/inspire people!
The hat collection was sick!!!
Luka really looks a good boy!
I have a puppets named Luca as well! He’s 10 years old and has been through A LOT with me. I totally understand the growing fear… just enjoy each and every moment you can with him 😊
Take care of your health, health it's one of the most valuable thing we have in life.
used to watch your videos and it is so nice to see you active again. wishing you the best mentally and emotionally and cannot wait to binge your content. MUCH LOVE MARZ
Marz, you for a long time have been one of my favorite streamers, youtubers--all around online presence. I don't spend as much time as I used to online for mental health's sake. I also do a lot of hiking and stay out in nature for that. But you've always shown how human you are, and that kind of vulnerability you display creates a comforting atmosphere in your body of work. The struggles you go through, not holding back or hiding the tears, has made it so our own internal struggles are more accessible.
I'm so happy that you're on the journey for self-love. When people first told me that I need to love myself, I thought it as a trick question. How do you do that? Is it a switch you have to learn how to turn on? Now I realize while being on the journey myself, that it is a journey. It doesn't happen overnight, or weeks, or even months. It's an ongoing thing. And just like in how all of our stomachs handle food differently, the journey takes understanding ourselves, expectations, and boundaries, because all of us love and want to be loved differently.
I think that is one of the biggest challenges to having desirable relationships with others. Something I didn't realize until recently either. Why the connection with our self becomes the most important to having connections with others.
Really appreciate your work and presence, Marz. Thank you.
Seeing Marz post gets me happy
me too
...same person, twice?
@@lanowynthat aint me lol
@@vincentmamotos9937 oh hahah okay. Names made me do a double take lol
@@lanowyn I didn't even notice until you mentioned it! I just replied to him based on his comment. Wow what a crazy coincidence.
I can't help but wonder how many times you started that intro 😊 loved the Luka special bday meal stream, those are the best! Thanks for sharing. Stay awesome!
Life is a learning curve. Eventually you will find your way. Through all the life fases and choices. You will learn over the years. And evolve as a person.
Definitely down to see some hiking or nature vlogs. Even something like "Marz does Gardening". Might give me some motivation to get out a bit more !! Btw I love that you still use the same end outro on your CZcams videos. There's something nostalgic about it (and the music) as I've watched you play most of those games.
I've been a subscriber for a long time but definitely not a community member. Just a friendly neighbor that walks by every once in a while lol. Thanks for opening a small window into your world and letting us see in. You're an amazing person. Keep being you.
Always fun watching you Marz Luka is so cute 🥰
i lost my pup when she was 14 maybe 2 years ago and i never felt so bad in my life, never cried as much, even tho i lost family member before, my dog was literally by my side every single day of my life. Cherish the moment you still have with your friend :)
Horseback riding and horses are amazing. When I was down, I volunteered at stalls that do hippotherapy. Mucking stalls, walking horses, and eventually riding them was more helpful that I thought it would be. That's on top of the help it provided others in need. You will love it! I am one of 5 kids and grew up in Orlando, so we didn't grow up with horses either.
Would you ever make something like a tattoo tour video? And happy birthday Luka!
No pill will help with depression. It's just about working on yourself. I speak from personal experience. I have suffered from them since I was 23 years old. there is no need to run away from the problem. It needs to be solved. Stay with people who love you more often. express your feelings to a loved one, for example (mom or dad). Tell someone. It is necessary to throw off negative energy. Take a walk in the fresh air. Try to get positive emotions. Spiritual development also helped me. Know that God is with you, and he will not leave you. You will definitely get rid of depression. I got rid of it, so you can too. The main thing is not to give up.
Hey there, don't be hard on yourself. If you're too tired after working to cook properly, you're not lazy, you're just tired. 🙂
It's been ages since I saw some honest and openminded person. You seem to be focused, you can talk about personal things openly, own them and not ignoring them. That is really big inspiration + you are playing games. Similar situation. I am sorry for joining late to the party of subscribers and bell rings, but youtube suggested your channel and I am so glad with their algorithm today. I have to check also your other videos. Subscribed and vlogs, hiking videos? Yes please
As someone that suffers from a lot of what you talked about, you are loved by everyone, or even just yourself. Ive had a long healing journey, myself and you just have to keep going. The bad days will be bad, but the good ones definitely outweigh. Strangers or not, if you ever need an outlet or to vent, we are here! I am here, take puppers and just GO. That's what I do with my dog(Milo). Keep going, you're strong.
You make us have a really good time every time you stream/post, so you deserve all the good things that can happen to you.
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be healthy, be happy and be yourself 🫰
Marz YOUare worthy of Anything and more. Please don't be this hard on yourself. You are A WORTHY WONDERFULL Human being ...unlike me So Please be more Easy on yourself
Hey Marz! Thanks for the Q&A. My favorite fantasy fiction author right now is Brandon Sanderson and I highly recommend his works if you're into the genre. My first foray into the Sanderson cosmere was the first Mistborn trilogy and that's what I'd recommend folks do, too. Warbreaker is also top-notch. My absolute favorite though would be The Stormlight Archives, but I feel that it may be a bit too much for a first read. You should give them a try!
Edit: The best part about reading Sanderson is that he churns out books like a machine lmao. He is very consistent with getting his books published so you won't have to wait for old age for a sequel (looking at you, GRRM lol).
I think movie reactions would be kinda fun and a good way to change the pace a bit from gameplays.
I definitely believe that the feeling of not being enough in any aspect of life is something many of us experience, but I think the people around us, how they treat us and love us, are a reflection of how much we matter. And you, Marz, have this beautiful community you've been building over the years; we are a reflection of how valuable and important you are. And we're all grateful to you; in my case, your videos have helped me a lot to overcome a very strong depression, and seeing someone I admire so much feel bad or inadequate really breaks my heart. I wish you could see how valuable you are to all of us. ❤
Book ideas: children of time, Dune Saga, books of haruki murakami, Berserk Manga (dark souls is inspired by it), the witcher, metro 2033
I love the Metro universe, great recommendation. 2035 was a hell of a page turner for me.
I'd highly recommend the audio books by Rupert Degas. He does a great job.
Hey Marz, I don't know if Im the only one but I would love it if you had a VOD channel without editing, I don't know if that's more work or not but if it's not too much trouble I'd love that
Hey Marz! Love hearing more Marz lore. You're my first streamer (both on CZcams and on Twitch).
She has a lore?
@@kovy689 Sometimes when we hear more info about a streamer, we playfully call it "lore". ;)
yay! Havent been back to the channel since Lies Of P walkthrough
Love that you are doing well. :)
Book recommendations:
1.The Lightbringer series
2. The dark tower series (kind of a weird story, think dark souls)
3. Wheel of time series, (super long and detailed, 14 books)
4. Star wars Thrawn Trilogy (picks up after return of the Jedi with all the original characters)
It seems everyone is struggling against psycological issues nowadays, myself included. Your streamings that you do for helping yourself are doing the same to ourselfs too. That's a really good thing, so Thank you so much. 😊
Thanks for all you do Marz also your plants are a vibe 👌 Keep it up 🙂
This was a really refreshing video! Great to hear/learn about you more! Also Luka is so adorable and such a good boy as always!!! Great advice for new streamers/content creators 👏🏼☺️
It's so funny that you mentioned the Jurassic Park movies - I love them so much myself and watch them every now and again! Pure nostalgia for me! My favorite scene is the kitchen with the raptor tapping the floor with it's claw
I'd also love to see some hiking/nature videos from you, as I love being outside as well! It helps bringing more balance to a job that has you sitting inside a lot. Thanks for that Q&A! 🤍
Yesss, or the t-rex breaking through the gate. Soooo much nostalgia! Thank you for the love! Hopefully with warm weather soon, I can get some hiking/vlogging videos!
Happy birthday Luka!🎉
I am a new sub and I have to say you are a genuine soul, definitely the type of person our society needs more of (personal opinion), It is very refreshing to see that their are still people that want the same things out of life that I do, especially with society being so hateful and selfish nowadays. Everyone's life moves at a different pace, as long as you are moving forward, no matter how large or small of a step it may be, you are getting closer to where you want to be. Trust the process, keep putting the next foot forward. I genuinely hope for the chance to meet you at some point in life because I relate to you on many levels and have dealt with many of the same issues. Love the content so far, keep it up!
Just wanted to jump in with more support!! I'm fairly new to your content, and was trying to find something to watch while starting a treadmill routine every day. I have to say your playthroughs have kept me walking! Now I look forward to it each day, so thank you! By the way, from what I've seen so far, your community of fans are mostly super positive and cool people!
you such an inpirational! i hope you’ll reach millions subs soon.. you deserve it marz
Marz , you seem like a very down to earth person, like myself and let me tell you I have trouble finding people like me. Keep doing what you are doing because in my eyes you are a real winner, Paul
Thanks for the update Marz. I struggle with anxiety too and will always recommend the podcast The One You Feed to people who suffer from mental health issues. It’s heart breaking hearing about how you feel about yourself sometimes, but is otherwise nice see another QnA! I can confirm Japan is the best place on earth, mainly because the Japanese people are so lovely and kind, especially to foreigners. And Jurassic Park is my favourite film of all time so agree on that one too! Oh and I also get anxiety about the age of my dogs, which is weird because I didn’t use to when I was growing up with my childhood dogs, but it plays on my mind all the time nowadays.
Anyway, genuinely wishing you all the best. Because you DO deserve it 😊
Cook some low fat ground beef drain off the juice/grease and mix that with your mac and cheese. It's like cheese burger with a twist.
I don't have much time to watch your playthroughs (sadly), but it's always great to see you. Your voice is really nice as always, by the way.
I really wish you get better, Marz
I still think we need a full on VOD channel!
We love you Marz. Take care of yourself and don't worry about the community. We want you to be healthy and happy. We will still be here when you are good to go ❤
I also deal with CPTSD and it makes me feel less alone to know another person also deals with this. Sending all the love and good vibes 💛💛💛💛
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I'm glad my question made it up! I guess having few close friends/ partner is really essential for overall mental health no matter how many good distractions of modern times we have.
Hey Marz I just started playing Fallout 4. Love your videos and they have been very helpful in letting me see areas that I missed while playing. I also love and enjoy your reactions to the surprises the game throws at you. Thank you! 🙏 ❤
Ah you answered my makeup routine question. I struggle with acne scarring too and have been doing Microneedling and chemical peels to help my skin - game changer 💖 ty for sharing your secrets! 😊
She did it!! ❤❤❤
Great QnA Marzz, really glad that you got to do it, actually, really glad that you got to do all of the YT and Twitch vids and lives, and that you have showed yourself to us, you feel like a friend now.
I really wish all the best to you and pray for you, you're an wordeful person, you're great Marzz!!!!
(personally i'd love vlogs by you, routine stuff or travels, it'd be great!!)
It's good that you are determined to explore within yourself what you want for yourself, but most importantly, that you are determined to discover what you need to make yourself happy.
We're just happy to see you're doing good 😄👍 Don't force yourself to play any games you don't wanna play. Only play what you want to play/enjoy. Take it easy. We're always here, hanging around. The community you built and helped. 😊🙂 Your videos have definitely helped me personally. I've heard you say it in one of your videos, that it was your main goal to create the community/channel. I'm happy to report that you've been successful in creating such a community.
Thanks for everything you've done and still doing for us. 😇✌
Honestly, you have such a soothing voice, so about new content ideas: Maybe read a book that you love on stream?
Crazy to think how when i was going through some really tough shit you helped me stay active by watching you play Bloodborne and then got to play it which kept my mind off the negative stuff and now i see your going through some stuff too marzy, wish i knew how to help you like you helped me just stay strong partner ❤️
Thank you so much for this Q&A, Marz! Also me and Luka share the same birthday! Anyway I'd love to see more vlogs if you can do some! May you have a blessed and amazing week, Marz!! 😊❤
Thank you for the updates and q and a keep up your hard work 👍
Good to hear from you, Marz. Thanks for the update! I'll be sure to stop by the stream from time to time. Hope your day goes well.
Ohhh my cat shares her birthday with luca! How cute is that! 💐😊✨
Aww horseback riding is so wonderful! Its peaceful but so much fun, especially if you can go on nature rides!
I would love a makeup/ clothes vlog style chit chat video. Or maybe cooking/baking video :)
I hope you get well soon. Im looking for your next vid.
Totally get your stance on keeping games/movies fresh once finishing them, savoring that experience rather than replaying not going back. What about game expansions? Case in point - Phantom Liberty for Cyberpunk is phenomenal, would you go back after a good few years now?
Happy belated Luca! Big melting sweet boi. Although it must be terrifying for the mailman when he barks lol
I love the community you created, it's so warm and welcoming. It's the one place I feel comfortable interacting with people after having had trust issues and anxiety issues with talking to others. I'm glad you created it and I love your content, it is so relaxing and fun. I commend your hard work and your achievements. You're an awesome person! Keep it up! 👍
P.S Happy Birthday to Luka.🙂He is so adorable!! Cool hat collection, by the way.
YES! I knew today is gonna be a good day!
Why are you so hard on yourself ? The Response you gave I feel the same why .
Marz, you are the best, please just keep being you
Enjoyed this QnA and that you answered my question.
Horse riding sounds awesome, they're amazing animals.
Hopefully you'll get that house down the road!
Good to hear from you on CZcams as always :)
Hello
These things helped me overcome depression and anxiety and it may help you
1- Get a good night’s sleep (8-9 hours).
2- Go to the gym, go hiking, and get sunlight in the morning
I hope you get better and have good days and years to come
Nature is your origin and making friends is a necessary part of everyone's life it's said that heaven without people is nothing
Good to hear you’ve been doing alright! As far as future videos go, maybe consider pivoting to doing hobby videos? So if you wanna start drawing again then you can make a Bob Ross-esque tutorial video, etc. A Marz Book Club with video reviews. Book rec: Cormac Mccarthy’s The Road is a solid book. It’s like 300 pages but it is a quick read, believe it or not!
I knew about Anxiety but I never knew you have PTSD. Whatever it's about, I hope someday you find your inner peace and be able to dissolve the root cause of it. Have a blessed days ahead Marz 👌
Every video from you is special, regardless of how far the release dates are ♥
you look great and it it always good to have downtime and focuse on your petsonal issues away from youtube. I wish you the best and will always look forward to new content that you realease. Take Care and look after yourself!
Just commenting to say, hope you are doing well and +1 on putting chilli in foods that don't usually have it.
I'm from Melbourne and would suggest devoting at least a month if you plan to visit Aus and NZ, there's lots to see and it's all spread out. Santorini is beautiful, but it's name has made it very busy in the summers. If you like the feeling of being a local then I'd recommend visiting some of the lesser known islands too. On the extreme end of that is Ithaca, which I just visited for a mates wedding.
Always good to see a new video from you Marz!
Nice to see you again
Who's asking these questions lol? Hey Marz, why are you such a great CZcamsr. 😂
I found you via your Lies of P playthrough, because no one really seemed to be doing that, and I am SO glad I did. Excited to see more.
As for book recommendations: The Expanse series, if you like sci-fi
Thank you for the video and being so sincere. It was so enjoyable. Made me feel better. Have a nice day!
I grew up with horses and eventually, y became an official Equestrian rider; I did some dressage, but I loved jumping and eventually breaking in and training horses on the 'art' of jumping hurdles. horses. Horses always brought me a deep sense of comfort.
My Name is Felipe, and it means "horse lover or lover of horses."
*Their 'weak spot' is their nose, and as it is with most animals, when you see them bring their ears all the way back; it means that they are really peeved.
Negative comments as you mentioned, it's like yeah that's why I gave up trying back when I started in 2007; having to be thick-skinned is pointless when everyone just keeps trying their best to be mean.
I highly recommend Wool, Shift, and Dust!
Incredible book series and the Silo TV show is based off of it, it’s so good!
Horses are the best. And I totally understand loving the smell of a barn.
Book recommendation: Seabiscuit by Laura Hillenbrand. It's an amazing true story about a racehorse during the great depression and his uplifting effect on so many people. It has a lot of interesting historical details but is really well written so its not boring.
Edit: My mom keeps the trashcan in the pantry too. 😊
Chill Mac, easy way to have chill (wolf brand chilli) 1/4 pound velvet, your choice of noodles, mix and enjoy
If you do play Bloodborne again please upload it to youtube 😄