Crystal Meth Addict-Chelsey
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- čas přidán 21. 09. 2020
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Chelsey, a crystal meth addict living on Skid Row.
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This is directed for Mark.
Your artistic form of expression throughout the interviews is rare and beautiful. However, the counseling that you offer is such a gift. Helping people to communicate and process through traumas and chapters in their life is such a gift.💕✝️✌🏼
Thank you Michelle.
You stated that very well, Ma'am. I couldn't of said it better myself
Look at plenty of your videos. Firs time i leave a comment: for some reson, i feel espesialy sorry for this woman. Your mannor of talking to/ speaking to this people is one of a kind. Best i ever seen.
@@anna-mariedupreez542 , welcome to the community, Anna. Hope to see you around more often, its a great channel and Mark's doing a great deed. Peace!✌🤘😁
Perfectly said...
I lost my mom on June...I cry every morning in the shower...she passed away with complications because of her cancer. I took care of her and watched her slip away slowly. She was 67...I'm 43 and I feel like a lost 10 year old who hasn't figured out what to do. I miss her so much.
Yup...crying in the shower.
🙏🏾🙏🏾
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 😢😢😢sorry for your loss Mark
I’m so sorry for your loss 🌹
I understand...my mother passed at age 67...cancer.
You don't ever get over it you just learn to live with it grieving is a process that can last forever
So true! My dad died a very long ago and I still grieve at times.
MR Now ^god is always at work.
Preach
MR Now lol god isn’t real
My husband passed away last October and I know its something I'll never get over. Just have to deal with it somehow.
@The heart hugger through the grace of God and my family and friends. Especially my daughter . If it wasn't for them , I really truly don't know where I would be.
This was the most painful interview I've seen so far. I genuinely feel so bad for her, grief and the truma of her grandfather is tearing her apart. I pray she gets help to start healing.
Yes💔😢
I agree😔I pray she can find peace 💜
I agree. I wish I could offer comfort. I feel really deeply sad for her. God bless her heart.
So true this is really heartbreaking to watch... 😢 🙏.
I kept crying through out this interview , being a mom myself I know what it feels when kids don't ve someone who is available for their every need ,I was telling my maid about this girl ,her reply was she also miss her diseased mom so much although she herself is in her early sixtees .
She gets high to forget the pain, but you can tell that she’s seriously depressed. She needs someone to help her get over the loss of her mother, she’s still very young, she can’t waste her life like that.
@Pennywise Discount Negroids That's one of the worst comments I've ever read. She DOES have pain - your comment shows what a shitty family she's got! You have no hint of caring, warmth or empathy. You don't understand this disease, humble yourself, because nobody does this without a REALLY good reason. You don't know everything, nasty poc.
@@mariebernier3076 AMEN ❤️
@Pennywise Discount Negroids Having a family doesn't mean you're going to be able to deal with pain. You lack basic empathy and understanding.
Not only the loss of her mother, but the trauma of being molested by her grandfather from the age of 8....that's enough to make anyone resort to drugs for some sort of escape. She needs serious counseling for both horrible events in her life.
I hope she has someone who she can lean on. Chelsey I believe in you.
She looks like she's still capable of turning things around hopefully she does
@Pennywise Discount Negroids how bad of an addict you are depends on how bad you feel about your addiction in my opinion
She will 💜⭐️🦋💜⭐️
Mike England yes ! Amen! Thank you 💜🙏🦋🙏⭐️🙏
We need safe recovery homes in every neighborhood; we need safe people surrounding us.
Lots of people talk about love,
But love is irrelevant unless we are safe.
Same!! Same!!
I have been saying this same thing for 10years. We need sober living communities in Eastern and Southeastern Ky So So Desperately.
When they do these videos it makes some of them face their reality for a moment. She’s heartbroken. I hope she can get herself back
I am sorry for the loss of both of your Mothers. God bless you Mark and Chelsey.
Amen 💜⭐️
I wish I could mother you. You beautiful soul. I'm so sorry for everything you've had to endure. May God bless you and keep you!
Godspeed love and hope.💕💕💕💚
This lady is still grieving the loss of her Mum. She is not lost - just needs guiding back to her children. Mark, please help her find a way.
Yes👏🏼
She is definitely self medicating the grief. She is only 29 there is still so much hope.
Losing your mother is something you never get over.. speaking from experience 🥺
That’s why you have to be ginger with people. People are going through things you know nothing about. God bless and keep Chelsea.
I agree but if they aren’t upfront especially after you reach out what do you do then?
Makeup Minion animals > humans
She'd break her Mama's heart if she saw her so sad and losing her kids.
She wouldn't want her like this. We are just watching and we dont.
I know just like she looked and your son and got brave to say something. She needs to be brave again that's what her Mama would want.
Ginger?
"Mothers should never die" (as the poet says)
well the good ones shouldn't.
I hope she gets clean and back in her kids life. She needs a lot of counseling to deal with her depression. Her life was stolen at a young age it’s sad.
She seems like one of the most kind and genuine people ever. Stay strong, Chelsey! Sending love.
I’m sorry about your mother’s Chelsey and Mark 🙏🏾
Came on here to comment same thing, thank you @Shannon. My condolences to Chelsey and Mark.
So deeply sorry your Mam, breaks my heart. My mom died in a multiple cancer in 3 months /she never ever smoked or drank, she was an angel, a true mother/ in 17 Aug 2012. She was 67. I am still not over it. In 2013 I took all of her morphine tablets /I stored them when she passed away, I was unsure if i could manage it/ but I am writing this alive so I stayed here. I am 54 but call me an ejjjit, I will never ever be over it. So I deeply understand your pain.
@Marianne thank you
Heart wrenching :(
I wish nothing but the best for her in her life 💖
I'm so sorry for the loss of your Mom Mark.
Thank you. Staying busy doing these videos helps me work through it, believe it or not.
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly, So sorry to hear,sir. Im sure she was proud of you and loved you very much. I need to call my mother and go visit her. Stay safe and keep busy,my man✌
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly So sorry to hear this Mark. Sending love and strength from the UK 💜.
@@markswoman2134 Mark's woman? Lol.
@@thematriarchy2075 Not this Mark's woman ha, another lucky Mark 😉.
From such a young age I was scared of my mother dying so I’ve mentally tried to prepare myself for that day since I was a child. I understand her sadness because inside that’s the fear I feel but thankfully my mum is still around for me. I know that feeling of them being a piece of your heart!
I am sending love xx remember you are that same light for your children that your mother was for you!!
My dad passed last year, cancer got him. It is tough, in the moment it feels insurmountable. But it gets better. Pragmatism is a key part in many of life's avenues. You win and lose. But whatever happens, it's important to remember that your life is on a clock too. It is a comforting thought, that people who pass before you; you will eventually join. The years pass quicker than we anticipate, too fast for wasting time worrying and being scared. Life doesn't pause and those who live now and eventually pass on; want you to move on with your life and succeed - until it's your time. And so the circle continues.
That’s very true xx
I’ve tried mentally preparing for the day my mom eventually dies too. It’s terrifying. Sometimes I hope I die before her because I don’t know how I’ll be able to go on without her. But that’s selfish because no parent wants to bury their child... I just hate it all.
@@vickirosstudor490 It is such a relief to hear I am not the only one who has been going through this. Thank you. God bless all of you.
I don’t know if this will help anyone but I wanted to share. My grandmother was the person who loved me the most. She broke her hip and when I arrived at the hospital, it was like she was waiting for me. I had my family with me, my children were young so we had to leave. I received phone call 10 minutes later and she had passed away. I cried a lot. When we left the burial, my son said look mom, the clouds formed a cross. I just sensed at that moment God telling me to live my life to show respect for my grandmother’s Godly ways. And I have to show the love she has shown me growing up. I’m not perfect but I love others and try not to judge others. It’s a shame there’s no companies/ industry in these poor states. With all the taxes we send to DC, they need to get off their ass and do something! I hope this young girl can get better. Her children need her so much. ❤️
Sometimes I drive through Skid Row and it literally looks like zombie apocalypse scene. I pray for strength for everyone down there. Especially women!
💜🙏⭐️
Maybe you could film it ..
Maybe ppl seeing this might help make changes
Flanigan a-go-go unfortunately I wont be able too. I respect the privacy of those who are staying there.
Amen
Mark is like a lighthouse that draws in the ships that are lost in the fog or stormy seas.
They get paid to tell their stories.
@@1Elicitg And?
@@1Elicitg that has very little to do with it..you can tell by how much passion and much needed "release" they get from telling their stories. I bet they would tell their stories for free. The release they get from it, im sure would be payment enough, Marks just kind enough to give them a little cash to go on. You don't HAVE to look at everything in a negative way, my friend. Its gonna be ok, you stay safe AND well!✌
@@1Elicitg I hope so. They need all the help they can get.
@@wesleyalan9179 it’s not negative to say they get paid, of course it’s a good forum for them to express themselves.
Her pain is deep, bless her and get her help , get better and get your kids
Amen ! She can do it . She is crying which means she still has feelings . She is savable! I’m praying hard for her .
Her grandfather caused this poor woman to be so distraught. 4 years for all the pain he caused bullshit This interview is enlight me but made me feel for her. I'm sorry you lost you're mom I lost my dad and it hits me everyday. I broke down because I almost forgot his face. Keep you're head up and I wish you the best of luck. From Brooklyn
My abuser/Trafficker for nothing nor even a slap on the wrist. It is horrible.
@@elizabethlemke6058 omg Im sorry hun if u need anyone to talk to I'm here I'm a great listener, that's hurtful hun. I wish I can give u a hug. May your abuser burn in hell 😒😒
@Makeup Minion her grandfather molested her. He started everything looks like he drained the life out of her.
@Makeup Minion she chooses drugs to bury her trauma. Ever been raped as a child? Those wounds are deep, their cut into your soul. Ever sit in front of a therapist who truly has never dealt with that kind of trauma except for listening to others or learning how to treat it from others who have never been abused? No? I never choose anything over my children to be honest my kids saved life. But I had my own addictions at 19-20 with alchohol and prescribed meds. All because my abuser/trafficker found my phone number, and reached out to me. I was lucky he wasn't a family member. This woman has to live knowing hers is family. She needs someone who has faced the same trauma and to see they can walk out of the other side. I finally at the age of 43 am now becoming vocal on the horrors I faced.. not everyone is strong enough to face their demons head on. But hopefully hopefully her being open and honest in this video will help her release the pain caused.
@Makeup Minion u prob didn't have deep trauma affect u take ya insensitive ass somewhere if u not sympathetic or you're judgemental stop watching the videos if this make u feel away. U can't tell someone how to feel or react.
This is one of the saddest ones I've seen..i got emotional watching her 😥 my heart hurts for her..you can tell she is a sweet person just in so much pain from the loss of her mom and the abuse she suffered as a child. Praying for you Chelsey ❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾
Yes, and it is so sad that the evil ones in this world take kindness for weakness. I know all about that. They can sense that u are a kind and good soul and prey upon u. The truth is - that it takes more strength to stay good in this cruel world. Please Lord protect and heal her. ♥️💕💕
@@placeofmirages9518 Amen 🙏🏾❤
Shedding tears watching this . Wishing you the best lady.
Omg me too..so sad!
My sincere condolences to both so sorry for your loss.
Sorry for both of your losses. Mark I had no idea and I watch these religiously. I lost my 24 year old daughter this year...it really really breaks you in every way. God bless y'all
I'm so sorry. My greatest fear is losing one of my children. I don't even want to imagine the pain. Again, I am very sorry.💜
I’m so sorry. Grief is indescribably difficult to live through. I lost my sister to suicide 20 years ago and it’s only recently that I have heard a fitting description of what real loss feels like: bleeding that never stops.
There are certain losses I never want to endure. I come from a devout Catholic family that believes God only takes us after he determines that we have suffered enough.
But I believe assisted suicide should be made available to those with major depression and everyone who wants access to it. No one should have to endure the psychological pain of living through the losses of all the people they love the most.
Anyway, I digress, but my mind has eroded away over the last few years. I am sorry for your losses and I hope you find peace.
So sorry to hear,Shannon💜
My daughter just turned 16, I couldn't imagine loosing her😪
Stay well, my friend ✌
God please bless this young lady and her children 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
You love the beach and animals you still have passions and you said the comedowns make it harder to deal with the sadness of your mum... you want to get your kids back and you are at school and want to go to college... if you can stop the drugs you can get all these things back and your happiness... do it for your mum and your kids if you can’t for yourself... I pray she finds the strength 💕
Meth takes away your brain's ability to make the happy neurotransmitters, so it's very difficult to produce enough without it, thus creating the addiction cycle...
caryn martin yes I understand that’s why I was hoping that she might get through it as she still has some passions left albeit she does seem depressed.... I hope she gets through it as she still wants happiness and a plan
This girl is so lonely for her family it hurts. One thing she needs to remember is kids are so forgiving of their parent's mistakes. So forgiving.
Her pain is so incredibly palpable 😭💔.....God, I wish her more peace of mind one day...
These videos are so beautiful man. Thank you for the uploads man. You’re giving these people a chance to speak about their problems and vent in a way the not only helps them, but informs us. Truly inspiring sir.
I hope she can think of how bad it hurts to not have her mum around and then how it must make her own children feel to not have their mum too
That's a bit much
#Facts...we would think it would be the motivation needed to be the best mother possible. But too many of US victims rather use that trauma as a clutch instead of being a survivor.
It should be a good motivator, and really, the only way she can move forward.
My thoughts exactly.. I would never ever leave my child, no matter what my trauma.
@@user-zi1kl4zf4g Not really, she has three kids, 3x the pain. It's really not hard to get a hold of a condom...
Just a random thought :Please do not skip commercials on swu. I usually skip commercials but never on this channel. Mark needs money to help these people.
Hardly get any adverts on this channel.
I do the same.
He makes money off the commericals?
He did not monetize because of the sensitive content support mark and the interviewees on GoFundMe
Mark vids are like sitting in during a therapist season bunch off sad stuff man that remind some of us that we didn’t or don’t have it bad as we thought
I have done this interview on myself and had several breakthroughs this channel is amazing
Chelsea, you said you lived to make your mom happy. I know she would be happy and PROUD to see you get well. Please get yourself help. This isn't working for you. Just start one day at a time. Make your mama and your kids proud. I know you can do it sweet girl❤️
Perfect!!! I agree!
I hope she finds the strength. I know how hard it is after life has knocked you down and kicked you in the teeth for years. Those years of abuse must have been horrific. My heart goes at to this young lady.
Chelsey, your making the steps towards recovery, keep going even though it’s hard. I believe in you! Warm hugs!
Sometimes people will feel loved ,if all you do is listen. You are doing a great service listening to their story. I'm sure it makes them feel 100 percent better ;)
Much love from WV Mark!!! So sorry for her loss and yours as well.
Childhood trauma, loss of mother, and her kids that is a lot. You can see her pain. Hoping she gets clean, and finds Peace. Thanks Mark for giving these individuals a voice.
I hope Chelsey finds the help she needs to heal. Anything is possible. She can turn her life around and get her kids back. Sending healing vibes. Deepest condolences for your loss Chelsey and Mark.
Very sad. I'm from WV and the poverty is unreal here.
she doesn't deserve to ruin her kids life by getting them back trust me I lived trough it
@@catebartley9865 I've visited there. Beautiful place, so poor mostly because coal was shut down. So unfair!
@@tinalindsey1598 yes it's sad we live this way and are used to it. My whole family is from Huntington area and it's run down except for Marshall is there
@@catebartley9865 thanks Obama...... Hope you guys thrive once again there. Beautiful place, good people.
I’m so sorry. Losing a parent is one of the most painful processes and with the abuse you endured, you were the perfect poster child for addiction unfortunately. I wish you peace, healing and a healthy future.
Only if you are close to them and you have a strong bond with them. When my mother died I did not shed even one tear. She was not a horrible mother, never did anything bad that I can recall, but I felt no closeness to the woman no connection whatsoever. I helped to support her financially; so I did not hate the woman, but I just simply did not miss her when she died. Maybe I need to explore why I feel no connection to either my mother or father. What do you think?
Ronnie Mead only if you feel it necessary. I guess some people just don’t feel the NEED for other people in their lives or a particular bond. To some people it can be a relief to not have to support someone financially, I dont know.
Your such a beauty Chelsey, inside and out. My thoughts: Work on the 4C’s, first Chelsey, then Children, and College and lastly a Career!
@janet Hamilton Love that. Good luck Chelsey, much love from the UK xxx
That is awesome 👏🏼☺️ I believe she can do whatever she puts her mind to. I pray the best for Chelsey 🙏🏼🦋💕
And the most important C ....Christ
Kristie Newman Amen sister 🙏🏼
Great advice!
Chelsea needed someone to just care enough to listen. So broken, and sad. But, I do believe she knows it's time. She still is trying to put one foot in front of the other, and has goals. You can do this girl! You've done it before, and I know it's hard for you to feel it, but after all you've been through, you're still a beautiful, strong woman. I've lost so many family members, and it leaves you feeling alone sometimes. What keeps me going is knowing how much they loved (love) me, and wouldn't want me to hurt so much that I couldn't move on. They are always in my heart! Much love and prayers coming your way❤
I feel for her. I'm also 29 and I often wonder how I'll be when I lose my mother. Will I be able to recover? It's something I can't even imagine but I do know that I'm going to be absolutely distraught. Some people are able to cope and over come it, but it'a devastating for others. I really hope she can get help and find a way back so she can start living again. Lord, give this woman the will to live and be there with her children. I'm so sorry you're hurting babe 😭 this is the first time I've cried with someone during the interview 💔
I lost my mom about 10 yrs ago....and we were close since my birth lol she even had me on her birthday!! I didn't think I could go on when it happened, I worked, did the usual like a zombie. I can tell you that time brings you to the point where you laugh at happy memories, and you appreciate that you will see her again one day. It always hurts, I think we learn to exist a little better as time passes. I will say, let her know as often as possible how much you love her!! Blessings to you!! 💯💕👑
So sorry for your loss mark. You have an entire comunity behind you ❤
Chelsey,
I hope you are able to read this. I lost my father, who was my Bestie in 2013 but I was 53. (my son lost his father to brain cancer 2 years ago at age 28 - my X husband, whom I remained friends with for the sake of our son). The loss was awful to go through, but when someone young loses their Mom or Dad, it is worse than what I went through at age 53.
My Dad, no matter what age I was...would show up with a plant, a balloon and a card on all the holidays and birthdays (my Dad was a HUGE gardener). The plant I miss the most is the Easter lily plant that he would show up with on Easter Day. In the beginning, Father's Day was so painful for me, his birthday second to that.
About 5 years ago, I decided that in memory of my father...I would buy another father a gift and give it to them and relate my story of why I was randomly giving them a gift. I'm telling you, I get such a kick out of finding someone new to be the person that I am shopping for. And it doesn't have to be anything expense. Maybe you can make a goal like this, IN HONOR OF YOUR MOTHER AND MOTHER'S DAY...to pay it forward and buy someone in need a little something. ☺ You will get there, Chelsey...with some good talk therapy and the time that heals wounds. ♥
Mark, I am so very sorry you lost your Mom. You have my deepest sympathy. Mark, this interview really broke my heart for Chelsey :( I totally understand the grief from losing her Mom. I felt her pain :( Losing a great mom. I can speak for myself. The grief never goes, I just learned how to live with it. I miss her always. This poor girl, having that perverted grand father hurting her so many years :( Heart breaking. Mark, please tell her she is not alone in missing her Mom. What happened to her from her grand father, was no fault of hers. I would love to see her get off the drugs, and get grief counseling and counseling for the child trauma, and go back to school or get into nursing where, she could take care of her children and support them. I really think she can do it. She is still young and its not to late. We will be here rooting her on Mark. Thank you for this great interview even though its sad.
My condolences, also, Mark.
MY CONDOLENCES TO YOU MARK AND CHELSEY, I KNOW THE FEELING AND STILL GRIEVE TIL THIS DAY AND ITS BEEN 6 YEARS. CHELSEY YOU CAN DO IT AND I KNOW ITS BECAUSE YOU LOST YOUR MOTHER, BECAUSE YOU KNOW SHE WAS THERE. SHE TAUGHT YOU TO BE STRONG AND YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO MAKE HER HAPPY, THIS IS YOUR TIME. CHANGE BABY CHANGE. YOU CAN DO IT
Chelsey it is unfair that he only did 4 years he should still be in there rotting away. So sorry to both of you Chelsey and Mark on the loss of your mothers.
I think she should work with animals. Something so comforting about them. Wishing her nothing but the best x
I can totally see her becoming an awesome vet tech or a medical office administrator. Keep going! Some therapy and antidepressants will help you greatly. Help concentration, focus and emotional stability. I believe you can get clean!Proud of you!
I've watched many of these, but this one hits especially hard. I can feel her pain. It seems like she just needs someone to listen and encourage. I welled up when she said "I think it's time" to get into rehab. Mark, you are one of a kind. Thank you for what you do, and thank you for helping the people that need you so much!
She seems like a nice person. I think her odds to reintroduce herself into society can be more seamless than other videos I've seen. That trauma is a doozy though. Chelsey, you deserve love.
Mark sorry to hear you’ve lost your mom not sure how recent or long ago but have never heard you mention this before so prayers for comfort and strength your way ❤️
Tell her to come back to Denver. I'll help her.
Thats very nice of you😁
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@OliviaMarieABC, that's such a beautiful thing to say and do, you are definitely an earth angel 😇 🙏 ❤️❤️
What a kind offer. ❤️
I'm in Denver help me
Mark I am sorry for you loss
Bless you, Chelsey. I've been through a lot recently. Thank you for telling your story. I'm rooting for you. ❤️
chelsea i feel your pain. you seem so awesome down to earth level headed and cool. i was addicted to crystal meth and running around la as well at one point in time. i turned my pain into motivation. it felt like everyone was trying to bring me down. im rooting for you! my name is james and youve got me on your team.
I think she will make it even in her grief she just needs to get some proper help bless her
Watching this and I wish I lived near you Chelsey just so I could help you. You're a beautiful person inside, please never give up hope. X
My condolences to both of you! Losing a parent is extremely hard!
Seeing Mark do these interviews and letting these lost souls have a voice is beautiful. I see how much he actually cares. Most people really don't. Especially watching him with Amanda . His heart and soul is beautiful. He is rare . I love what your doing mark! The world needs to see what we are really going through! So many people turn a blind eye because they live better. This is the real world. We live in such a dark place. Thank you mark! I share your videos all the time in hopes someone feels like they aren't alone. I want to encourage people to get clean and to fight. Your videos help show the side of addiction and trauma no one wants to see. Thank you! I have been there. It's lonely. Thank you for doing this. It's not easy I'm sure and I know some people disagree with if. But these are humans . They need a voice. We need to know their stories. Homeless and addicts get such bad reps and they are just trying to handle the trauma
One of the most authentic interviews I have seen. So feel your pain and thankyou for being you. Please get the help you need. You are so worthy of it and so beautiful. Don't believe the lies your mind tells you. So sorry for your losses. Keep grieving . It is healing to your soul. Hugs and love from Australia. In my prayers
You can never move on from it, you move on with it. Her eyes lightning up when she spoke of her animals just broke my heart, I can just imagen the love she pours into them.The best thing you can do for them is treating their mom with love and compassion! I wish you well
Sad that she doesn't have that glow and drive for her children. Smh
Mz Fancy what’s shameful is what her grandfather and father did to her when she was a child. It is incredible she has the strength to show love at all given what they did to her. I don’t know where I would be if I where in her shoes, none of us do
@@lotheapprentice2697 Absolutely it is a disgusting act done by those men...but once she begin to be sexual at her own will (having sense enough to do so) she became a mother. And that's when NO ONE else matters but ur children. There is no excuse
@@lotheapprentice2697 I was molested by several older cousins at 6-8 and raped at 17. I became a mother at 28. I know how to protect my child as best as I can based off my past trauma and experiences. I have addressed my issues and no they aren't completely over...but I'm a mother now and my son's well being, protection, and sense of trust and love matters more than anything.
Mz Fancy that’s wonderful! However she didn’t say she chose to and wanted to have a child at sixteen, just that the child wasn’t by her grandfather. But, I don’t know, what is your point? That she is a bad person and you are a better person? Who are your words helping, I don’t see the point of this conversation.
I think she can do it. She's very depressed and needs grief counseling. But she can do it. Working with animals is a great idea.
She definitely needs support. Learn that she isn’t that child anymore. New experiences healthy safe loving things that can help mold her as a new person understand people and life will always want her to relive that childhood over and over. It’s their sickness not hers.
The town she's from sounds like the town I use to live in there's no businesses there. I really hope she can get some help. You can tell she still has a lot of pain she needs someone to talk to bout everything so she can get all that out
I watch every video. This young lady really broke my heart. Sexual abuse is such a painful road for so many. She needs someone to help and care. She is capable of a beautiful future. Praying she can reach some goals. Hugs 🤗
Chelsey would probably benefit from intensive grief counseling.
Here for the first time so early, within an hour of your upload.
My friend introduced me to your channel and I love it. I feel for a lot of the stories I hear. Definitely gives me a different feel and escape from my own life and the light to be able to look into others. I see a lot of people here on the train and in the city here in NYC... to think people are battling things and you never know what is astonishing. This is why you must always be kind, and be grateful. I look forward to your videos. I’m in New York, but I would love to be featured one day hopefully and tell my story. May Allah bless you Mark, and everyone who comes across your path and those you feature on the channel. 🖤
Welcome to the channel, my friend ✌
Mark- you have the biggest ❤ And these videos are doing more than you'll EVER know. I am SO sorry for your loss. I cared for my Grandma until she passed- last summer. She raised me and spared me from a terrible life.
Oh no.... I thought this was finna be a happy video. Damn 2 minutes in and I'm tearing up. God bless her...I pray things get better
Her sadness is heart wrenching
Loss opens the door to addictions
I hope she gets the help she needs. So sorry for all of her loss. Mark, sorry for the loss of your mom. I hope you know how impactful and important these segments are. You’re a beacon of hope in so many ways.
Sending her love! Thank you for sharing. She is a sweet soul, what she went through is not easy, and that sentence her grandfather had is NOT fair. Her bond she had with her mom is relatable. She had the odds stacked against her for sure.
I don't think anybody or anything in this world could fix broken like this 😥. My heart ❤️ goes out to this lady ....
I'm 29 too and I quit this year. I know how hard it is to get over dope. Your ready and you will pull yourself up. I can tell by your spirit, dont stop fighting, you matter. Thank you for being my strength to carry on today.
Kratom
I just want to give her a hug 💕 what a gentle soul who’s going through so much pain she doesn’t deserve
This poor girl totally breaks my heart. I’m so so sorry about all the pain you are going through Chelsey. And Mark, I’m so sorry for your loss. You are an amazing person and have changed so many lives. Keep on keeping on.🤍
Mark, my condolences on the loss of your mom. I lost my mom four years ago. I still cry often. Also to Chelsea: I know exactly how you feel with the loss of your mom. My mom was also my very best friend in this world my whole life. She also died of cancer. To see my mama suffer was the worst thing I have ever been through. It is the only time in my life i ever considered numbing pain with a drug. I've never tried drugs at all and I knew if I did my mother would be so disappointed, even in my grief. I wish you the strength to rise up out of your situation and have a real life finally.
She is a dignified lady who has been through so much. Therapy and perhaps an antidepressant may help her get some stability so she can move forward. She can definitely change her life. She is obviously intelligent and well spoken. I believe in her - she can change her life one baby step at a
time.
I have been following your work for a while and it truly is Art. The photographs are mesmerizing. I do have one critique though... the one thing that people in pain DON’T want to hear from an outsider is “ I’m sorry” I would work on a more delicate empathy and say things like “ you didn’t deserve that” or “ I can’t imagine your pain”
You’re a great man for giving these tortured souls a voice though. I guess I shouldn’t judge your tone and words because it takes a strong person to hear these horrific tales. Kind of like doctors who feel like “ I don’t have time to express sadness, I have to focus and do what I can the most logical way possible” I am just a softy so probably couldn’t handle it... Hats off to you, I know I couldn’t have the strength to do what you do. 💔👏🏼
Mark I am so sorry for your loss. I am I silent observer from Italy. I just think it's wonderful and generous what you're doing. The bonus for all of us is your laugh.
I feel so bad 4 her and I know EXACTLY what she is going through with the loss. I lost my 20 yr old son who was disabled on 12/20/2016
Praying 4 u girl!! She needs to speak with someone
My condolences love. I’m so sorry.
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Good advice for Chelsey. I’m praying for her too 💙🙏💙 I’m sorry that you lost your son.
@@sharong8511 ty, Sharon
@@MzClementine ty 4 your condolences
I'm sorry for your loss, Mark. And Chelsey, I love you! ❤️
Mark, I’m very sorry to hear about the passing of your mom! My sincere condolences.❤️🙏🏼
Much respect Mark and I’m so very sorry for the loss of your mom, also Chelsea I’m sorry about your loosing your mother as well.
My condolences to you Mark, from far far away but sent with love.
This was a great interview
I just cried...i watch a lot of these vids but this one made me weep. I'm praying for you sis
💜💜💜 I hope we’ll be able to see an update on Chelsey a year or two down the line and see her happy and thriving.
She just needs unconditional love ❤️
Yup yup within one minutes i know y . death and pain. Main causes of addiction suppressing emotions I did it for years
Mark, I love the slight smile you captured in Chelsey's still photo, she still has hope.
I pray she has found some peace since this time in her life.
True small town survivor. Stay strong keep doing the right thing for you. Go to the beach and let your pain go out with tide. Hug you fur babies...❤🙏
This young lady needs help, support and lots of Love please can you help her I think she would benefit from your help my heart goes out to this young lady god bless you 😢❤️🙏🏽
I can't imagine the loss of my Mom. We didn't speak for a year over her making stupid accusations saying I was on drugs when I met her to have lunch for my birthday. Also the man who molested me was there and I was very uncomfortable and wanted to leave as I was going to bury a butter knife into his orbital bone.
Instead I walked out and threw my triple triple and it blew up on the side of the coffee shop. We just started talking again but I did miss her that year. Was nice ti see her a year later to the day. Defnitely went a lot better.
Your mom like mine never admitted what dad did to me from 3-5. She died so did dad but I forgive for me. Be honest tell her the truth. It's up to her to listen and get rid of that evil man. If she doesn't u can tell her when she admits it u can have a relationship. Otherwise it's a no. I did this was the hardest thing I ever did
When I confronted her she actually said well I c u finally got a spine. Oh my that was just like the biggest wake up call. I was over 500 pounds as I stuff my feelings. From that moment one I had no desire to overeat. Lost 350 pounds in one year have happy children and I'm doing great. Don't suffer. Be honest and true to yourself. U will feel awesome. Let me know how u r doing. I care. Take care
Paula
Sometimes the silences are what best express the pain. Thank you for giving her time to cry, to reflect and to speak.
I dont know if you will ever see this Mark, but your compassion is admirable and i thank you for what you do.