ASMR: can we please just talk?

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  • čas přidán 18. 08. 2022
  • please come out of the bathroom so we can talk.
    i have no idea what's going on but there is nothing i can do if you won't talk to me.
    whatever it is we can tackle it together.
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Komentáře • 140

  • @shessky
    @shessky Před rokem +651

    THE DOOR SLAMMING AT THE START SCARED ME SO BAD.. I TURNED UP MY VOLUME CAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS TALKING AND I DIDNT HEAR IT OMG.

    • @twolfe560w4
      @twolfe560w4 Před rokem +47

      My soul literally jumped out of my body 😭😭

    • @aeryn5429
      @aeryn5429 Před rokem +39

      THANK YOU FOR WARNING ME BAHAH

    • @shessky
      @shessky Před rokem +11

      @@aeryn5429 HAHAA NO PROBLEM GOOD LUCK TRY NOT TO JUMP

    • @shessky
      @shessky Před rokem +12

      @@twolfe560w4 SAME OMG 😰 SCARED THE LIFE OUT OF ME

    • @aeryn5429
      @aeryn5429 Před rokem +10

      @@shessky I KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT STILL JUMPED HAHA

  • @cherrie_02
    @cherrie_02 Před rokem +311

    He's so perfect, I hope the universe is treating him right. He deserves the world

  • @thehatakeyama
    @thehatakeyama Před rokem +411

    i grew up with very strict father; so i used to cry alone.. until now whenever i feel stress i always find myself crying after everyone went to sleep & only in the bathroom. so this one really hit me hard!!… at least now i have Knight to provide some comfort when i really need it =)… 本当にありがとうございました, Knight!!

    • @raegansayer8250
      @raegansayer8250 Před rokem +11

      I understand babe, ❤️

    • @saadhna7260
      @saadhna7260 Před rokem +3

      Oh dear 💗 sending lots of love from my heart to yours. 🥺❤️

  • @negin4524
    @negin4524 Před rokem +581

    There’s no way I wouldn’t talk to you . It’s never scary , you taught me what healthy love is supposed to be like ❤️

  • @dinpycat
    @dinpycat Před rokem +136

    me: *still crying over some shit happened today*
    knight: can we pls just talk?
    me: *crying even harder*

    • @dinpycat
      @dinpycat Před rokem +8

      FUCK this shit is so fucking difficult

    • @frogy6853
      @frogy6853 Před rokem +10

      @@dinpycat hey, you've got this, whatever it is I truly hope that it will get better and easier for you
      Stay strong and take care

    • @NebulaRain94
      @NebulaRain94 Před rokem +1

      ryou bb you got this youre still a bad bitch (even when youre crying) never forget that! ❤️

  • @neckkisses2301
    @neckkisses2301 Před rokem +68

    This was too good, I was listening to this while taking a shower and @ 2:49 I just lost it and started sobbing. His ‘hi’ and ‘hey’ took me out🥺🥺.

  • @TimeTravelerAlly
    @TimeTravelerAlly Před rokem +123

    I don’t know if Knight reads these comments, but i still finally feel brave enough to say something and i hope it touches someone here today/tonight/this evening/etc. and it’s ok to comment back or not. Your choice.
    I have been “quietly” subscribed to this channel for about three, almost months now. I put quiet in air quotes because i haven’t hit the subscribe button, but when i know there’s a new video, i check the channel.
    Knight is such an inspiration and i just wanna say thank you. Thank you for showing not only me, but other people around the world what true love is.
    As someone who had/has a narcissistic mother, an emotionally, mentally, and quite a few times sexually assaulted me (with said mother taking HIS side..) stepdad, and currently living with a very moody, autistic father- i’ve been through a lot.
    Through my sibling’s help, this channel, and my therapist, etc. I have grown a ton in the last year and this audio in particular just home.
    I have never been told “I won’t abandon you” by people (ex boyfriends included” who meant it. I feel i have never experienced unconditional love in a sense. Being told to cry was a comfort because i struggle to cry in front of others because my emotional needs were never met.
    I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make it sound like “oh woe is me”. I just wanted to thank Knight, again, for making me feel *seen* through his audios and showing me how i can love myself. It’s a long process… But i can do it. So can you guys :)

    • @TimeTravelerAlly
      @TimeTravelerAlly Před rokem +6

      Oh my gosh, thank you for the heart! 🥹
      Keep up the wonderful work and take time for yourself when you need it :)

    • @sarahpetersen6619
      @sarahpetersen6619 Před rokem +11

      You're so damn strong for even saying all this. I hope you find the unconditional love you deserve within yourself ❤ and one day will have people in your life that love you and cherish you the way you deserve 🥰 (every emotion needs to be felt to heal, every emotion has a right to be there and is never stupid or a sign of weakness, truly feeling and allowing ourselves to feel is a sign of strength)

    • @TimeTravelerAlly
      @TimeTravelerAlly Před rokem +2

      @@sarahpetersen6619

    • @danny_arel
      @danny_arel Před rokem +4

      You're amazing. Thank you for sharing your story, it definitely touched my heart. I'm so proud for the progress you have done and the fact that you found this channel. And just for as a reminder, you're doing so good. There's so much room for you to meet and feel genuine love from people. I send you a hug. 🤍

    • @TimeTravelerAlly
      @TimeTravelerAlly Před rokem +3

      @@danny_arel Hug and kind words received

  • @vanessa-uu1ku
    @vanessa-uu1ku Před rokem +59

    This audio was my undoing... All the pressure I have kept locked up within me came bursting out of me😭😭.A good cry cleanses the soul... Thank you for the reassurance 😘

  • @bella-rb6xn
    @bella-rb6xn Před rokem +37

    god i never thought an audio would trigger me to cry this hard. you're amazing, knight. thank you for showing us how love's supposed to be. this sounds really stupid but i learn so much from you & i'm so grateful for that

  • @beautifulchaos-podcast
    @beautifulchaos-podcast Před rokem +67

    to the people who are not used to someone stickin around when they cry/depressed , this hits different.. *crying*

  • @YetTheSoulObeys
    @YetTheSoulObeys Před rokem +55

    The slam at the beginning scared me so bad 😂
    I kept turn up the volume cause *silence* and then HEART ATTACK 😂😂
    Thank God I didn’t have headphones in 😂

  • @homeisme
    @homeisme Před rokem +34

    *slams the door*
    Me who’s already tearing up: IM SO SORRY LETS TALK NOW

  • @marishikgrigoryan
    @marishikgrigoryan Před rokem +11

    I'm not even talking about the music in the end that BREAKS MY ENTIRE SHAKING BEING TO MOLECULE SIZED PAIN STRUCK PIECES & brings few seconds of self-reflection, realization & (in my case therefore) frustration from how reality is. Not that it's a bad thing, the music is a melodic ✨GOLD✨.

  • @NebulaRain94
    @NebulaRain94 Před rokem +58

    "im not gonna abandon you"
    in my heart of hearts, if someone said this to me, id be done for. like thats it youre living in my heart rent free, pack your bags, bring everything and the kitchen sink, im all yours holy fuck
    🎉🎉🎉 KNIGHTS UP TO 118K WOOOOOOO LETS GO BAY BEEEEEEE 🎉🎉🎉

  • @iwasnothere7092
    @iwasnothere7092 Před rokem +22

    The slam at the start scared me so much 😭

  • @ashedwards3632
    @ashedwards3632 Před rokem +18

    This audio just unlocked like 3 months worth of feeling all to once. It was a good cry tho

  • @EVERYTHING-wt3wv
    @EVERYTHING-wt3wv Před rokem +2

    I had the worst day and hearing this made me feel like someone would listen to me and this just made my day thank you so much

  • @worldwidefonnayss8080
    @worldwidefonnayss8080 Před rokem +9

    It's the fact that this made me cry...when I know damn well this is what a real relationship is supposed to be like. Kinda sucks that toxic is so "in" that even when we experience this online...it makes all these emotions burst out. I'm so happy I stumbled across this channel.

  • @softplacetoland
    @softplacetoland Před rokem +6

    It's the way I keep coming back to this video. For some reason, these words seem to always be exactly what I need to hear. Love for you always, Knight. ❤️

  • @coolkat1567
    @coolkat1567 Před rokem +9

    how does he know the perfect upload EVERYTIME

  • @estefanie.g
    @estefanie.g Před rokem +8

    you're capable of making us cry. i know you know that haha. the "i won't abandon you" hits so hard. i wish i could have someone like you in real life. someone who can assure me that i will be able to heal. u deserve all the good things knight. you're more than just a voice. :>

  • @nataliexo109
    @nataliexo109 Před rokem +11

    I wish someone told me that “they’re not going to abandon me” during an conflict. I need that reassurance.
    Thank you for learning us what the bare minimum is! ❤️

  • @virtualamanda7911
    @virtualamanda7911 Před rokem +7

    congrats on 118k, knight!

  • @Raghav_Kripa10
    @Raghav_Kripa10 Před rokem +3

    Videos like these makes me realize how unequipped I am in terms of loving another person, how much I have to evolve in all aspects be at this script's level at even 50%... Thank you so much Knight

  • @dianehas7515
    @dianehas7515 Před rokem +6

    the door slam woke me up 🥹

  • @elanebowen7724
    @elanebowen7724 Před rokem +3

    This is the first time I have ever been this early to one of your audios

  • @BaileysAudios
    @BaileysAudios Před rokem +2

    Thank you for this. I love it.❤️

  • @francis4079
    @francis4079 Před rokem +3

    the title scared me a bit but. i loved this so much

  • @michellec7743
    @michellec7743 Před rokem +3

    this is just perfect

  • @titaniavictoria5336
    @titaniavictoria5336 Před rokem +3

    you're absolutely perfect, knight. i hope you know that❤

  • @nniele
    @nniele Před rokem +4

    this video gave me an immense sense of security. thank you 🙏

  • @Leen.G
    @Leen.G Před rokem +12

    the sound at 0:10 literally made me jump omg😭

  • @meeeeee9476
    @meeeeee9476 Před rokem +5

    yo that door slam scared the shit outta me

  • @saadhna7260
    @saadhna7260 Před rokem +16

    It would take so much of courage on my part to treat my partner like this if he tried to shut me out!! This is brave and extremely patient behaviour!! And unconditionally loving. This is what it looks like. I'm learning so much through this chanel!! And I'm loving what I'm learning.
    Thank you Knight ✨

  • @gzhulia
    @gzhulia Před rokem +7

    holy shit don't fcking do that to me. that door slam literally slapped my soul away from my body to Mars at 2000 miles per hour.

  • @mayagom0
    @mayagom0 Před rokem +12

    you are absolutely perfect.

  • @buddylol5677
    @buddylol5677 Před rokem +4

    your audios are so good dude 😎

  • @jameela6211
    @jameela6211 Před rokem +53

    Where on Amazon do I search for a man like this 😭🙏

    • @danny_arel
      @danny_arel Před rokem +5

      like, take my money 😭😭

  • @marishikgrigoryan
    @marishikgrigoryan Před rokem +7

    If ONLY there was a 1 person like you in my life (parent, friend, partner). If only everyone had that 1 PERSON, 1,ONE...Maybe we all would've got the tinyest rise in the quality of our lives, which we probably deserve (but cannot EVER admit or even think for a SECOND about it). Thanks for being our safe haven that satisfies what is absent from the lives of so many of us, unfortunately. I thank on on behalf of all of us hurt souls. 💜✨💟

  • @asiavernacobb8643
    @asiavernacobb8643 Před 9 měsíci +6

    I love how patient he is...❤❤❤❤ That's absolutely key very important... Patients and Love and Communication. Beautiful video.❤❤❤❤😊✌✌

  • @warnerswife9593
    @warnerswife9593 Před rokem +5

    i actually had a terrible day today. I couldn't name 3 good things that happened. i have been struggling a lot with my ed and other things happened today with my friends so hearing this was so just perfect. it really made me feel like there was someone i could talk to or be there for me. i don't know what else to say besides thank you so much knight, you've made my day so much better and every other day that I listen to your audios.

  • @kimberlyfayebunagan760
    @kimberlyfayebunagan760 Před rokem +3

    Today is my birthday thank you for posting❤️

  • @vanessa-uu1ku
    @vanessa-uu1ku Před rokem +4

    Man I love you...Thank you ♥️

  • @meherraarshi9108
    @meherraarshi9108 Před rokem +3

    Thank youu soo muchhh

  • @crazyforcoffee7291
    @crazyforcoffee7291 Před rokem +3

    being Knight's 'top commentor' is the absolute most important thing I've ever accomplished in life

  • @_heyitsree
    @_heyitsree Před rokem +7

    I feel so pathetic for craving this kind of love.

  • @juliaanne6510
    @juliaanne6510 Před rokem +15

    Oh I’m late!
    Hi guys
    How’s everyone doing today?
    Thanks for the video Knight!!
    That door slam scared me so bad. I actually jumped.
    Here’s your daily reminders
    You are loved
    You are beautiful
    You are perfect just the way you are
    You are important
    You deserve respect
    Make sure you eat and stay hydrated
    Take breaks for your health
    Ok bye guys!!
    See you next time!!
    Have a nice day!!!🥰❤️👋🏼

  • @maya-tu8wm
    @maya-tu8wm Před rokem +5

    crying myself to sleep gn

  • @saltyyywolfie9805
    @saltyyywolfie9805 Před rokem +4

    If I cry in front of someone, I hold my breath trying to stop

  • @lububbleyou6649
    @lububbleyou6649 Před rokem +2

    Your make me feel safe..💖

  • @philly_viv
    @philly_viv Před rokem +11

    she’s a runner she’s a track star 🏃‍♀️💨

  • @meagankuhn5375
    @meagankuhn5375 Před rokem +3

    IM HERE. IM HERE

  • @baileyreadss
    @baileyreadss Před rokem +4

    definitely had a good cry to this one

  • @dhianprameswari3524
    @dhianprameswari3524 Před rokem +1

    Thank you sir❤

  • @isabelletheangel
    @isabelletheangel Před rokem +4

    my mom might have given away her dress that i wore on the last night i was with the best people in my life before they left me forever. i know it sounds so stupid because i didn’t even like that dress and my mom made me wear it because she liked it on me and i was never going to wear it again but that night was the last time i was ever actually happy and i know i’m never going to feel that way ever again and that dress is part of that memory i’m never going to get back ever again. i can’t imagine losing it.

  • @chaosreigns9415
    @chaosreigns9415 Před rokem +3

    Thanks to everyone in the comments who warned me about the door slam at the start.

  • @ninahiraeth
    @ninahiraeth Před rokem +3

    i just love u man

  • @aliceharper3853
    @aliceharper3853 Před rokem +6

    I've been in such a toxic relationship so this is really making me cry... So this is how it's supposed to be like. How it's supposed to be whenever I get breakdowns especially since I get that a lot recently but I can't talk to him about it because he is always "busy"...
    I can't finish listening to this. Not now. It hurts so much

    • @lisab214
      @lisab214 Před rokem

      Hi Love, I hope it got better and if not I know it will get better! Just know that you can do everthing and it is ok to feel. I know you are strong and you got this. This community is always there for you! Lots of love ❤️

  • @sonle.hg34
    @sonle.hg34 Před rokem +18

    I just died my hair and i cant use my headphones but KNİGHT'S VOİCE İS EXTRA ATTRACTİVE WİTHOUT A HEADPHONE 😋😋😋😋

    • @habiba6054
      @habiba6054 Před rokem +2

      oooooh what's color

    • @sonle.hg34
      @sonle.hg34 Před rokem +3

      @@habiba6054 it's purple!💜

    • @habiba6054
      @habiba6054 Před rokem +2

      @@sonle.hg34 cuuuuute I'm sure it looks lovely on you

    • @sonle.hg34
      @sonle.hg34 Před rokem +2

      @@habiba6054 yayayayya😋😋 thank youuu sm!!

  • @_MARISSA__
    @_MARISSA__ Před rokem +3

    The slam in the beginning scared the shit outta me 🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @ulaapp
    @ulaapp Před rokem +2

    happy 118k gf in laws!!

  • @Beautifuldawn3459
    @Beautifuldawn3459 Před rokem +3

    This was so sweet 🥰🥹

  • @mathepm5296
    @mathepm5296 Před rokem +3

    how. does. he. know. omg i love it

  • @m.e.4568
    @m.e.4568 Před rokem +3

    How did you know that i was crying

  • @claircarlavale5219
    @claircarlavale5219 Před rokem +3

    this man is definitely ATLAS CORRIGAN from It ends with us y'all

  • @SwinterRainbow
    @SwinterRainbow Před rokem +4

    That door slam and I would sit on the floor by the door too

  • @keithjasminecajang7450
    @keithjasminecajang7450 Před rokem +8

    Damn every video he uploaded screams "healthy relationship" 😭

  • @nataliecastano169
    @nataliecastano169 Před rokem +3

    Dios bajo y dijo:

  • @icecloudee_2727
    @icecloudee_2727 Před rokem +6

    JUMP IN THE CADILLAC 🕺💃✨

    • @elanebowen7724
      @elanebowen7724 Před rokem +6

      Girl let's put some miles on it

    • @VAKaylee
      @VAKaylee Před rokem +4

      @@elanebowen7724 Anything you want, Just to put a smile on it

    • @elanebowen7724
      @elanebowen7724 Před rokem +4

      @@VAKaylee you deserve it baby you deserve it all

    • @VAKaylee
      @VAKaylee Před rokem +4

      @@elanebowen7724 And I'm gonna give it to you!

    • @elanebowen7724
      @elanebowen7724 Před rokem +4

      @@VAKaylee gold jewelry shining so bright strawberry champagne on ice

  • @YetTheSoulObeys
    @YetTheSoulObeys Před rokem +14

    Me *pauses video to see if I can still lock pick bathroom doors* (if a situation like this arose… or I wanted to show off 🙈🤭)
    *Is pleasantly surprised that I can* (RIP bobby pin 🙈)
    *resumes video*
    K, immediately - 🥺 Come on, don’t make lock pick the door…. You know I can…
    *surpised Pikachu face*
    *giggle fit*

  • @habiba6054
    @habiba6054 Před rokem +3

    no we can't, I'm studying rn and i have a lot of homework to do LET ME FOCUS SIR

  • @libthegirlobsessedwtherole58

    oh man I've been feeling so unloved...I really am tired

  • @lillystanley8698
    @lillystanley8698 Před rokem +5

    Why can’t all the guys in the world be like this?

  • @mvuyiso_buyana
    @mvuyiso_buyana Před rokem +4

    The title is stressing me

  • @emmalee3215
    @emmalee3215 Před rokem +3

    Haw eny girl can resist coming to you when ever she face a problem ? cuz I can't , I may not be ready to talk , but certainly I will listen

  • @sarahlightwood4145
    @sarahlightwood4145 Před rokem +3

    I have an entrance exam tomorrow but....

  • @chloemehchloe
    @chloemehchloe Před rokem +9

    Hi 118,000 of k girlfriends in law :^

  • @saraittyu9899
    @saraittyu9899 Před 11 měsíci

    damn it k im trying and to sleep not cry

  • @julietteferrars3097
    @julietteferrars3097 Před 9 měsíci

  • @envysalt_-139
    @envysalt_-139 Před rokem +2

    ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

  • @Ashley-vm1kc
    @Ashley-vm1kc Před rokem +4

    what's the senario ?? His partner has the mental breakdown ???!!

    • @Tiamoya
      @Tiamoya Před rokem +1

      I think so 🧐🤔

  • @KIERASINGSSONGSANDPLAYSGUITAR

    Omg I love you baby and I don’t want to hurt you anymore because you are my best friend my solemat

  • @sourlemonations
    @sourlemonations Před rokem +2

    😎💃

  • @user-rc1ph3ft2s
    @user-rc1ph3ft2s Před rokem +2

    mhm, yes please

  • @lunanomad4666
    @lunanomad4666 Před rokem +1

    🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😖😭🥺💜💓💕

  • @Katie_..
    @Katie_.. Před rokem +3

    You sound a little stuffy are you sickkk???

  • @lily.ramon19
    @lily.ramon19 Před rokem +2

    this really helped me through not getting these concert tickets i stayed up all night to get 🥲