You're so sweet. Thank you! I watched your newest vid yesterday and I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I think what you said is right...if you aren't willing to keep weight restoring, then its better if you just maintain for the time being. No one can/should force you. love you girl!
Hi I just wanted to say well done in your recovery so far. I'm not doing too well at the moment and you're inspiring me to try harder. I get the whole bad body image thing. I've gained a good bit of weight in the last 4 or 5 months and I don't know why so its really distressing. You look fantastic by the way - like Jessie J but prettier :) and apart from the before and after photo you're making all the right decisions no matter how hard they are so you should be really proud.
Ugh, I do the same before/after size comparison but with my old clothes. During early weight-restoration, I decided to try on a pair of skinny jeans (definitely the worst item of choice, too!) I wore when I was ___lbs lighter. I could not stop crying. Even before mentioning it, the fact that you are making gradual progress is very apparent in your body language and general cheerfulness alone, and it's so uplifting to see that come through more and more over time. You are brilliant. x
Whenever I watch a new video of yours, I feel like I'm reading the next chapters of a book. Can't wait to see what happens next! Thank you for sharing, and I hope you get to the 100 day mark. :P P.S. You're so cute! I love your dress, and your hair. :D
Also, you should know that whenever I'm having a bad body image day or something, I always see if you have a new video up, and if you don't sometimes I'll watch an old one. You always try to be so positive, and sometimes it can get me out of my "brooding" place. Thank you :)
You look so beautiful and it breaks my heart to think of if you were back where you were when you made that video when you did have that Easter dress you were talking about, I remember that. You are so full of life, inspiring and just are really a one of a kind person! You should be so proud of the road you have traveled down to get here!
I have 20 million comments to say. Firstly, THANK YOU SO MUCH for making this video. I am at the same point recovery wise and have been really struggling with body image, as well as feeling gross because I don't have any clothing that really fits any more. You've inspired me to do a little shopping :) Also, I've been looking for a cleanse that's not triggering, so PLEASE make that video! It's a great idea!
It's hard tht u feel u want to go off the meds but i think follow tht nagging feeling tht u need to carry on, jst coz u r doing so well and it wnt be too long till u can defanitly go off them. U have patients of a saint, so carry on doing it :) U have helped me and others move on a lot xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
oh also- about the prozac- especially if you're still struggling with body image and a few things- even if it's just mentally- maybe taper and see if you need it or not? Also- you said- "you're doing so well right now"- don't try and fix something that's not broken. Don't get down on yourself for taking meds- it's just as if you had a chronic pain and you had to take meds to control that. You're doing amazing. stay strong!
Sorry to ask again but do you think you could do a video on self harm and your experience? Congrads on 86 days! You're beautiful and and inspiration. I look up to you thank you so much for posting:)
I recommend getting off meds ESP Prozac. It made me feel so much better. Things weren't so foggy. It will be a little bit of a shock with anxiety but you can do it. Just taper down. 100 days will come really fast. :). Congrats girl.
I understand how hard it feels to be on medication whilst at the same time thinking 'i'm okay now, I don't need these' but I really think you should stick with it. I've often thought this and gone cold turkey off medication and the sudden change has prompted relapses. You need to come off medication when you are READY, not just because you don't want to be on them. You've come so far and being on meds is nothing to be ashamed of, I promise you :) love you xxx
i completely understand! Finding a meal plan that will help your body detox without losing weight is tricky to find but definitely possible. Stay tuned love :)
Yes please detox sounds great right now just breaking bimge purge restrict cycle and my tummy is not very happy with the whole having to digest thingy lol please make that video
okay! I'll prob make it tomorrow since today will be incredibly busy :) I have a few different detox meal plan options so I'll have to write them out for you lovelies :)
haha I've gotten the Jessie J look-alike comment so many times! I think she's gorgeous though so thank you! It's not easy adjusting to a healthy body. It's more than just physical adjustment. It's letting go of your former identity and quite emotional. You're not alone.
Thanks. Today is d 1st day that I feel more positive about my body. Went off my meds 4 a wk cause I thought they were making me gain weight. I felt so down last wkend I went back on them & all of a sudden I feel much better - lesson learnt! I know what you mean about letting go of ur former identity. Its scary being a woman&thats a bit pathetic given I'm 33. I look a lot younger tho! Sorry bout d JJ comment. Im Irish but am told I look Eastern European all the time & it can get pretty old!
I'd be super interested in what you did with your detox! I eat so much crap and processed food, and I'd love to detoxify my poor abused body without losing weight and starving myself haha :)
In my opinion I'd say stay on them. You may not need them any more, but if you actually do you could be jeopardizing your recovery. I don't think people need to stay on meds forever, but they really do help when a person is trying to change their thinking. When I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder I went on them and I was fine after I went off of them depression wise. But I think I was fine because I stayed on them for 3 years and gave my brain the chance to re-wire.
Definitely don't go off Prozac cold turkey! Talk to your doctor and maybe you can get a lower dose. You're doing awesome and i'm extremely proud of you! keep it up :)
you should make a video on style. like what yu like to wear becase you always look good. and wouldn't it be ice to do an non-ed related video? :) just an idea.
Please stay on them. I went off of them and now i'm having serious problems. It might be because i'm in high stress situations all the time but don't do it without your doctors consent.
Maybe subconsciously, you took the pictures because you wanted to challenge your new self to see how you handle it. It sounds like you handled it really well, and despite the temptation to use ED to cope, you handled it like a champ. Congrats!!
Wow you are obsessed with your body image,Stop being judgemental about yourself,Why don't you try focusing on your good points like you look fantastic,your hair, your skin ,your far from fat so you must be doing something right,so try to stop criticizing yourself,would you say such things to a friend,I'd hope not,maybe you should stay on prozac,as you still have symptoms of negative thoughts towards yourself ,speak to your Doctor,I listen to your video,and i feel you need to build your self esteem.
I love your videos!
You help me so much!
Great to hear you're doing well
Well wishes from Australia!
:)
You're so sweet. Thank you! I watched your newest vid yesterday and I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I think what you said is right...if you aren't willing to keep weight restoring, then its better if you just maintain for the time being. No one can/should force you. love you girl!
Thank you! I know how hard it is to even TRY to get out of that brooding place so kudos to you for even trying.
You look absolutely incredible my dear. I am super proud of you. xo
I love your videos!:) xx
Thank you Amy. You are a doll and give sound advice :)
Hi I just wanted to say well done in your recovery so far. I'm not doing too well at the moment and you're inspiring me to try harder. I get the whole bad body image thing. I've gained a good bit of weight in the last 4 or 5 months and I don't know why so its really distressing. You look fantastic by the way - like Jessie J but prettier :) and apart from the before and after photo you're making all the right decisions no matter how hard they are so you should be really proud.
Ugh, I do the same before/after size comparison but with my old clothes. During early weight-restoration, I decided to try on a pair of skinny jeans (definitely the worst item of choice, too!) I wore when I was ___lbs lighter. I could not stop crying. Even before mentioning it, the fact that you are making gradual progress is very apparent in your body language and general cheerfulness alone, and it's so uplifting to see that come through more and more over time. You are brilliant. x
I loooooooove you. 86 days! OMG! You are brilliant!
Most of my recovery was going around in circles. Keep it up and you'll make progress little by little :)
you are so dang pretty!
Whenever I watch a new video of yours, I feel like I'm reading the next chapters of a book. Can't wait to see what happens next!
Thank you for sharing, and I hope you get to the 100 day mark. :P
P.S.
You're so cute! I love your dress, and your hair. :D
Also, you should know that whenever I'm having a bad body image day or something, I always see if you have a new video up, and if you don't sometimes I'll watch an old one. You always try to be so positive, and sometimes it can get me out of my "brooding" place. Thank you :)
I'm so proud of you!!! :)
I'm trying! It's not easy to let go of my former small size. Thank you for the encouragment!
You look so beautiful and it breaks my heart to think of if you were back where you were when you made that video when you did have that Easter dress you were talking about, I remember that. You are so full of life, inspiring and just are really a one of a kind person! You should be so proud of the road you have traveled down to get here!
You are a sweetheart Jalynn!
aww thank you! Ryan had a good time down there in Chile!
I have 20 million comments to say. Firstly, THANK YOU SO MUCH for making this video. I am at the same point recovery wise and have been really struggling with body image, as well as feeling gross because I don't have any clothing that really fits any more. You've inspired me to do a little shopping :) Also, I've been looking for a cleanse that's not triggering, so PLEASE make that video! It's a great idea!
aww you are too nice! Thank you!
haha I don't know about patience like a saint but you're right, I need to hold out a bit longer before completely going off meds. Thank you!
It's hard tht u feel u want to go off the meds but i think follow tht nagging feeling tht u need to carry on, jst coz u r doing so well and it wnt be too long till u can defanitly go off them. U have patients of a saint, so carry on doing it :) U have helped me and others move on a lot xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Great video, would love to know what you ate for your detox!
I love your dress. And your videos. You are so full of life, I can't keep up with you!
Chile loves you!!!
So jealous of your recovey and i cant seem to get anywhere,,, i go around in circles...=( Im so happy for you though!!!! u look so good!
oh also- about the prozac- especially if you're still struggling with body image and a few things- even if it's just mentally- maybe taper and see if you need it or not?
Also- you said- "you're doing so well right now"- don't try and fix something that's not broken. Don't get down on yourself for taking meds- it's just as if you had a chronic pain and you had to take meds to control that.
You're doing amazing. stay strong!
Thank you love!
would love to hear more details about your detox and what you did :)
I actually think you're right on. Thank you!
Sorry to ask again but do you think you could do a video on self harm and your experience? Congrads on 86 days! You're beautiful and and inspiration. I look up to you thank you so much for posting:)
thank you love :)
I recommend getting off meds ESP Prozac. It made me feel so much better. Things weren't so foggy. It will be a little bit of a shock with anxiety but you can do it. Just taper down. 100 days will come really fast. :). Congrats girl.
thank you sam :)
Yay for shopping for new clothes!! Having sick clothes around sucks.
I'm just lowering my dosage from 60mg to 20mg...I tried cold turkey and you're right- it was horrible. I'm doing much better now though!
Thanks love!
I understand how hard it feels to be on medication whilst at the same time thinking 'i'm okay now, I don't need these' but I really think you should stick with it. I've often thought this and gone cold turkey off medication and the sudden change has prompted relapses. You need to come off medication when you are READY, not just because you don't want to be on them. You've come so far and being on meds is nothing to be ashamed of, I promise you :) love you xxx
aww thanks!
Thank you. I think I look healthier too, but sometimes I still miss the tinier body.
Ya...this week has been quite hellish. Learning my lesson!
I've been having my own issues lately love. Hopefully I'll be around more though :)
Damn you body image! haha ok will make that vid! Hope you got something cute for yourself!
i completely understand! Finding a meal plan that will help your body detox without losing weight is tricky to find but definitely possible. Stay tuned love :)
Yes please detox sounds great right now just breaking bimge purge restrict cycle and my tummy is not very happy with the whole having to digest thingy lol please make that video
okay! I'll prob make it tomorrow since today will be incredibly busy :) I have a few different detox meal plan options so I'll have to write them out for you lovelies :)
haha I've gotten the Jessie J look-alike comment so many times! I think she's gorgeous though so thank you! It's not easy adjusting to a healthy body. It's more than just physical adjustment. It's letting go of your former identity and quite emotional. You're not alone.
yeah, i'm still trying to figure out what works for me. I've been on them for about three years now and just want to off them.
I wouldn't go off meds like this though. Generally when doctors take you off something they drop the milligrams slowly so your body can adjust.
Thanks. Today is d 1st day that I feel more positive about my body. Went off my meds 4 a wk cause I thought they were making me gain weight. I felt so down last wkend I went back on them & all of a sudden I feel much better - lesson learnt! I know what you mean about letting go of ur former identity. Its scary being a woman&thats a bit pathetic given I'm 33. I look a lot younger tho! Sorry bout d JJ comment. Im Irish but am told I look Eastern European all the time & it can get pretty old!
I will this weekend!
I'd be super interested in what you did with your detox! I eat so much crap and processed food, and I'd love to detoxify my poor abused body without losing weight and starving myself haha :)
ok...I'll write that video idea down now.
ok! I'll write that down!
I wish I could get off Prozac too....doing so well...doc says it's too soon. :(
Take your time and don't rush. I've been on my medicines for almost 5 years and I am just now talking to my doctor about getting off mine.
will do!
In my opinion I'd say stay on them. You may not need them any more, but if you actually do you could be jeopardizing your recovery. I don't think people need to stay on meds forever, but they really do help when a person is trying to change their thinking. When I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder I went on them and I was fine after I went off of them depression wise. But I think I was fine because I stayed on them for 3 years and gave my brain the chance to re-wire.
yeah You're right!
Definitely don't go off Prozac cold turkey! Talk to your doctor and maybe you can get a lower dose. You're doing awesome and i'm extremely proud of you! keep it up :)
Get off from medication! It's the RIGHT time because u have the inner voice which says it atm. Always listen to this healthy inner voice.
86 is awesome!!!!! YOU CAN DO 100!!!
I am! Slowly but surely!
where is the dress from?
you should make a video on style. like what yu like to wear becase you always look good. and wouldn't it be ice to do an non-ed related video? :) just an idea.
Please stay on them. I went off of them and now i'm having serious problems. It might be because i'm in high stress situations all the time but don't do it without your doctors consent.
I miss talking with you!
okee :)
Maybe subconsciously, you took the pictures because you wanted to challenge your new self to see how you handle it. It sounds like you handled it really well, and despite the temptation to use ED to cope, you handled it like a champ. Congrats!!
U know what? -You don't look like having gained 40 pounds! U look more like having gained tons of life! U're so lively! I love that :-)
Is one of the effects weight gain?????
For me, it was weight loss because I lost my appetite when I starting taking it.
Thats what my doctor said too :)
You're my inspiration. Why won't you talk to me....
yeah I learned that the hard way :/
Yeah, that was a stupid move on my part!
Detox video please.
Sorry to say that u take me for someone else. I never post vids. I'm just a watcher :-D
Detox video = good idea :) Please...
DEAL
Forever21
i would def wait till ryan gets back to mess with ur meds
:)
Wow you are obsessed with your body image,Stop being judgemental about yourself,Why don't you try focusing on your good points like you look fantastic,your hair, your skin ,your far from fat so you must be doing something right,so try to stop criticizing yourself,would you say such things to a friend,I'd hope not,maybe you should stay on prozac,as you still have symptoms of negative thoughts towards yourself ,speak to your Doctor,I listen to your video,and i feel you need to build your self esteem.