Akaashiâs insecure || BokuAkaKuroKen (CW)
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Akaashiâs current concern on his character sheet is that he wants to gain more muscle, Iâll just leave this here
WHGT đđđđđđ
Omg itâs true I looked it up đ
@shinsou_something.witty I'm a broke bitch so I will not be paying for therapy đ
@@virgo5344 YOU WILL. IDFC HOW MUCH MONEY YOU HAVE đ
@@hello-rg9dr đ€Łđ€Łđ€Ł hereâs some virtual money đ”
1:05 "oh my god they were roomates"
SORRY I HAD TO ANSKSMXKS
âA CZcams video canât make you cry of happinessâ
The CZcams video;
This was one of the most heartbreaking yet beautiful videos Iâve seen. And if anyone feels this way about themselves, you donât have to feel guilty for wanting to lose weight, but starving yourself wonât help. You just have to take it one step at a time, but donât think people wonât love you for who you are! If youâre comfortable in your own body that should be enough. And as someone whoâs never been completely happy in my own body Iâm learning to be proud of it, and I know how difficult it is. Never feel obligated to change for other people, itâs YOUR body, not anyone elseâs. Wishing you all the best. â€ïž
youâre an amazing person! thank you for spreading this message beautiful human
i really needed this, thank you âĄ
This is a beutiful measageđ
The way its cannon akashi struggles with body image to some extent. His concern on his character card it gaining more muscle mass and yes that could very well be with a healthy mind set. So maybe it's just my very insecure mind feeding how I interpret it but I dont see it that way. This video was beautiful, I cried alot as someone who has really struggled with an ed and body dysmorphia its horrifying. Its horrifying to look at yourself in the mirror and see a monster. Its horrifying for something you enjoyed so much become a bad thing, a thing you dred everyday. I know this is a fanfic and hes a fictional person but I really hope he gets his healthy relationship with food back. It's the hardest habit to brake, to not see every carb as a loss, every slice of bread as a failure never gets less scary.
(Yo so sorry for the vent, didnt mean for it to be so venty)
I mean it also doesnât help that he thinks less of himself compared to Kageyama and Atsumu. That may come from a place of skill but theyâre also very athletic so and have a lot of muscle to some degree. đ§
@@infinitexvoid7605 oh definitely. Comparison is a big most ED's (in some peoples case) and being surrounded by ''perfect'' people can fuel ones self hatred
@@--Bo-- Yeah :(
this made me cry
@@kyoosa ah, Sorry! don't cry :(
I really appreciate that no one tried to make Akaashi feel better by saying he wasnât chubby or wasnât heavy but instead tried to show him why it was okay for him to be chubby, and that they still find him to be beautiful. This is such a good messege that tends to be distorted in films and stories that have this topic.
THIS IS SO CUTE! as someone who is insecure about their body weight it made me really happy to see that keiji was being loved bye all his boyfriends!
As a person who also has insecurities about my body I just want to say that it's alright to have insecurities, just don't take it too far...
Also I thought it was very cute how he ate the cookie I'm crying đđ
As someone whoâs naturally skinny, it always hurts me so much when I read about people who have/had eating disorders. Iâve never struggled with one myself and Iâm so grateful for that, but when people tell me they feel ugly in their own skin because of their weight, it tears my insides up little by little. No one deserves to feel that way, everyone is worth the world, no matter how much they weigh. Acne, birthmarks, scars, freckles, and weight are all things that make people their own self. No matter how big or small and tall or short you are, you will always been beautiful or handsome. Thatâs a fact.
I personally have a whole lot of scars. Probably couldnât even count them all even if I sat there for days counting. I have freckles all over my face, some are big, some are small. Iâve got moles in the most unconventional spots, but who cares? My skin is oily and my nose is covered with acne. Even someone like me has some belly fat. Itâs normal to have fat on you, your body needs the fat to survive.
Things you see as insecurities, other people see as your own personal beauty.
Ok you made me cry. As someone who has been bullied by skinny people this really hit different. You really are someone who can make changes in peoples lives
Same. I may never have experienced an ed but I know how hard it is to force yourself to eat or not. You're either made fun of being skinnier than the normal weight or being a little more than that. I can't tell you how many time I cried watching this video.
@@tetsurokuroo1117 Iâm just seeing this, but thank you so much. I like to say Iâm a good person, but I have my flaws, everyone does. It makes us human. And regarding the bullying, Iâm incredibly sorry. Hate to make myself the victim here, but trust me, I know what itâs like to be bullied because of your weight and itâs not fun. But again, Iâm sorry. You donât deserve to be treated like that. People can just be so scared and angry for no reason, so they take it out on other people. I hope you are doing well stranger, I love you
@@weebo3897 Agreed. Iâve been picked on because years because of my weight. Itâs always âyouâre so perfectâ or âgod youâre so skinny!â. People fail to see how gut wrenching comments like that are. They are so annoyed with themselves they take it out on others who are different. I mean, I canât help that Iâm naturally skinny. Trust me, Iâm 14 and weigh 93 pound. Thatâs 12 pounds less than the national US average for a 14 year old female. Iâve tried and tried to gain weight, but all I can gain is muscle from track, which deteriorates after the season is done. Itâs painful to not gain the weight and make myself look ânormalâ, but I know itâs for the best.
Akaashi honey you are perfect as you aređđâ€â€
"come on, you got this." "you can do it keiji." :)
If akaashi ever gained weight and have around belly I would never drop for another person or have him change his body to my liking, akaashi you're the most worthy person for your boyfriend's and everyone has Flaws, everyone is not a flawless person , because I love you for being you and not anyone elseâșđ„°â€â€â€
I really criedđbecause I use to have a normal body but since it's quarantine I keep on eating and eating I thought that I wouldn't get fat because I have a fast metabolism but I was wrong even if you have a fast metabolism you can still get fat and I didn't realize it until my sister said that my face looks like a round bun and my belly got a bit round and I started being insecure about it until I realize that, so what if I'm a little fat that doesn't mean I'm ugly it's just make me more cuter and be more mindful about my eating habits like I should it more vegetables and fruits and exercise even for just a bit â€ïž so to anyone who thinks their ugly because they are fat your not ugly your CUUUUTE and beautiful in your own way â€ïž
Not me wanting to throw hands at the beginning because of what the two people said to akasshi
*akaashi
Is it weird that I cried at this.
I literally cried because I have body dysmorphia and I know how it feels to want to stop eating and run and people just laughing at you
I haven't cried in months since being out of the hospital for mental health reasons and this video literally made me feel something again
I was and I am still in the same situation as Akaashi... I mean, I'm not flat, but i'm not skinny and i have horrible legs that i can't stand so much that i can't wear shorts outside without pantyhose... I exercise at home to feel better but just by eating a little bit, I feel like I'm regaining the weight I lost with the exercises. :(
I love the video â€ïž
Same I feel you đ
I used to feel like this too up until recently. I don't know if it'll help you but I found that when I focus on the present and just live in the moment I realised that no one actually cares and that the whole thigh thing was only noticed by me and no one else. It just made me realise that I don't need to be thinner to be happy with the life I have and the people around me
Oh yeah felt that. I occasionally get that feeling back but in the end I decided that what people tell me about myself and my body doesn't matter as much as what I think.
I think that I give no fucks (excuse me). I like being soft and squishy anyways
This hit so close to home and was very well interpreted. I wish I had ppl there for me like Akaashi does here :)
Anyone else had to leave at 16:50 because their an Akasshi kinnie and got triggered. No- just me đ I really hate telling ppl how I feel abt myself, but I'm back đâđŸđđŸ
Thatâs perfectly fine! I understand that this video may be harder to watch than others. Taking care of your mental health is important
@@bokutoslastbraincell2454 I finished it tho đđâš
I feel this so much, I saw a video of a girl with her parents helping her eat fear foods again and she was crying her eyes out. I get how that feels and it sucks, EDs are the worst and hard to overcome but it's worth it. Great video!
This is so adorable and sad at the same time because of Akashi being insecure but also they all cheer him up at the end and Kenma calls Kuroo Spider-Man plus they also express themselves
Is it just me or having fluffy stomach makes you really cute and it's so comfortable when it's time to cuddle?
heyyyy, this isnât meant to be rude AT ALL!! just wanted to clarify!! but as someone whoâs suffered with multiple eating disorders over the years (iâm 16 not 11 fyi ;â)! when akaashi was explaining how he felt and his eating habits, having them only talk about how cute he is eating, and how eating makes him
happy KILLED me!! nothing wrong with the video at all and itâs not real so technically itâs adorable and makes sense. realistically and in a real life situation please donât do
this!! talk about how amazing they are, how their beautiful no matter what, donât bring up them eating please! some people are ok with it but more often than not it triggers people
Yeah I totally get that. Some people never know what to say in that instant, and that was the case in this video. Iâm not sure if Iâm gonna do a part 2 to this, but I might because insecurities like this is a lot harder to get rid of in one talk. :)
@@bokutoslastbraincell2454 if you do please add more in depths if you decide to go down the eating disorder route!! if your not great with that sorta thing iâm happy to answer questions and or give sights where they have great information about them, i think it would be amazing to see kenma, bokuto and kuroo actually try help and realise that it is a serious thing and canât be solved as easily as they thought. obviously this is only my recommendations and advice. please do whatever you like with your channel
@@jiminsnumONEbae ah no I wonât be goin with an eating disorder because I wouldnât say Akaashi developed an eating disorder. The video occurred with a week timespan so it hasnât been long
@@bokutoslastbraincell2454 i know!! thatâs why i said if you decide to go down that route :> completely your choice iâm sure if you do part 2 no matter what it will be amazing
@shinsou_something.witty omg same!! it kills me as well because i feel like whoever reads my comments automatically assumes iâm like 11 and especially because of my name and pfp, ect. đđ
I mean if a Akashi wanted to have a fit body looking at heâs current situation he needs time to rest and figure out the best way to be yourself without causing any harm to it as well and to start eating properly and also to do abs exercises I mean if u want something to happen give it some timeđ đ»
Bokuto im so sorry
everyone has veins
Theyâre varicose veins! :)
As someone that has been dealing with food for the past years this hits hard :')
I have never cried at a Haikyu texting story but this- *I donât think I have tears to cry out anymore- I made a whole ocean in my bedroom*
What did you do to meh!? ToT This story/video u made is so accurate đ„șđ This holds the truth somewhere ToT U didnât even skipped over some event and makes it short, nooo TvT you made is so accurate TvT I will come back and watch this because of the softness
And Akaashi is just so cute and innocent that needs to be protected â€ïžâđ„đđ€§
And Iâm so surprised that the four of them are loversđ I mean, thatâs fine, the more the merrier đđ
I love this video! akaashi reminds me of myself but now that I've seen this I think I can except my insecurities and be a bit happier in life
Just to let you know I cried watching this đ
When someone puts some of your insecuritys in a video that's really good:
Iâm in freaking love with this video Bo, please đđ the messages and all it was so heartbreaking yet beautiful and just ugh!
It is đ also just wanted to say I watch your channel so itâs cool to see your comment on a diff video đđ»
Please donât watch this if you know it will trigger you. I will take the video down again if I see more comments like this.
To clarify, Bokuto has slight varicose veins on his legs from constantly training and working out! :)
Discord Link: discord.gg/P3Wa7Yd6aQ
I know this sounds really dumb but what does varicose mean?
@@ellierice1179 theyâre prominent veins in the body due to bad circulation or genetics. You can try searching images of them up online :)
@@bokutoslastbraincell2454 thank you đđ
I haven't slept for daysđ€đ
THIS IS SO CUTE IM ACTUALLY CRYING WTFđ„ł
Why did this have to be so F'ing adorable?
i felt like crying throughout the whole video but your outro was the one that made me burst into tears đđđđ
Itâs so awesome how they didnât try to comfort him by saying that he wasnât what he was. They didnât try to tell him he was perfect, instead they reassured him that despite his âflawsâ (that arenât really flaws in the first place but society and its beauty standardsđ) they still love him.
I legit started crying and saying ânooo kashi your beautiful đ*
When Kuroo started laughing at Akaashi I felt me heart break for Akaashi-
The amount I times I whisper-yelled âSHIT-â while watching that scene-
WOOOO OK SO THIS MIGHT MAKE ME CRY BECAUSE D A M N THIS IS SOME GOOD FUCKING CONTENT BUT HOLY SHIT AKAASHI NOOOOOO YOUR BEAUTIFUL HE DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT-
OM THE END HAD ME GIGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT BUT AWWWWW THATS SO CUTEEEEđđđđđ
This is like my 3rd or 4th time rewatching this video and its just amazing and it breaks my heart when my friends tell me how insecure they are of their own bodies and how they love mine. Its so damn sad because I too hate this body they want so much and watching this always made my day like I wasn't the only one (even though it broke my heart that there were so many people who felt the way I did) but it brought me this strange sense of comfort. I hope people just stay healthy no matter what they decide to do with their bodies because if you want to gain or lose weight you don't need to be ashamed.
These comments are some of the most beautiful things I've ever read. I am naturally skinny and I've been told many times I'm to skinny by family. It honestly hurts sometimes because I've taken into account how skinny I really am. You can feel my ribs if you press lightly on my side and knowing that and being called skinny honestly hurts.
Society has gotten people to think being very skinny is a good thing and that people who are skinny always feel good about it and when someone is called extremely skinny I dont think people recognize it can not be a compliment but also body shaming. Some people struggle with losing weight but what people dont usually know is some others struggle with gaining weight and are insecure about being to skinny. Being skinny or chubby isnt a bad thing and I think people should recognize it's not a bad thing both are good and beautiful.
I honestly love this video so much its genuinely amazing and I'm glad I found it and to everyone reading this you are beautiful/handsome, you are amazing and talented, and remember to eat and drink water! You are loved and I care about you. I hope you have an amazing life stranger! And if you are still reading my very long comments congrats you've made it to the end. Love you Bye! :]
I donât think Iâve cried before on a haikyuu text-
But god damn, this one hit different- Like that got me-
THIS GOT ME CRYING WHILE EATING SIX BREADS LMFAOđ
THIS VIDEO IS AO BEAUTIFUL AND IDEK HEARTBREAKING I LOVE THIS SM!!
I relate to Akaashi... I'm not completely skipping meals, but I'm planning when I can eat them. A lot of my family is all about weight makes you pretty or ugl, so the struggle is real
I am akaashi and i dont have any bokuroken đ
Hope you find them đđ»
@@koshisugawara2542 thats a little bit hard for me!! people usually choose hate me instead of love me but thank you very much that makes me happyđ„âïž
@@akakiyke AKAASHII
@@bokutokoutaro190 bokuto-san!
@@akakiyke âșïž
HOW DID I ACCIDENTALLY DISLIKE THIS INSTEAD OF LIKING IT AND NOT EVEN NOTICE UNTIL NOW-
Akaashi will always be beautiful weight or size doesnât matter youâre beautiful kaashi not even flab can change that
the warning was right their's a lot of struggle talking about big peps which is totally me i'm fat yes đą bit I'm working on it so it's no big deal I mean just half deal but I love Akashii so ima watch đ
Pls donât watch anything that may trigger you!! Mental health comes before anything !!!! Please take care of yourself
@@bokutoslastbraincell2454 no it's fine thanks for caring but I've been called worse than fat soo It won't matter and also don't worry I won't complain đ
This is so cute I cried I little of how his "friend" because he mad akashii not eat for a week loved the ending
itâs more sad when you can relate to it.
Just imagine how cute chubby akashi would be đâšđ„°đ„°âš
đ„°đđ damm that would be adorable
the song lover's oath just made me cry harder than I did from the start jdbdjdhd
I love this video so much, at least some people donât always think of Akaashi as a perfect person but they actually have insecurities.
Underrated â€ïž
The ending brought a smile to my face because I have been feeling very insecure and sad lately, I needed something to make me feel better and this did itđâ€ïžâđ©čđ
Kaashi your beautiful just the way you are, we all love you :)
ı just realized that ı do that myself to and now ı cant feel hunger so ım feeling like ı dont need to eat and alsı ı cant eat too
I'd like to have a little "talk" with that coworker âșïž
you canât have me sobbing like this.
This made cry more than i should have. I dont really mind my skinny body but sometimes i feel insecure about it because im flat af, my bones are visible, and i have alot of hair on my legs which makes me cover my legs everytime.
I love this so much, so detailed and i could imagine every scene
bro the fact that "lover's oath" played as the background makes this hit hard
Yâall how do you know how to make me cryđ«đ.
this was so amazing -- i'm crying
Please it's 2:36am I can't cry-
As someone who insecurities slowly turned into bulimia (a eating disorder) this hit close to home, when Akaashi said, 'it hurts'it what i felt when i tried to go on a normal diet agin! Ahhhh this was one of the best videos ive seen in a while!!
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH STOP đâš
i cried while watching this video
this is a great video
this is the second time youâve made me cry,, we are going to have some problemsđđ„ș! (serious note: this was a beautiful video) :3
im not crying, its all your imagination. :)
why am I crying tho
Honestly sobbing this was so cute and sad as well
Iâm at the part where bokuto go hurt đđ
Update Iâm better not this was a sad but cute vidde Iâm glad it wasnât full angst â€ïž
I can relate more to Akaashi now-
I don't really think that this is a necessary thing to say back during the intro/edit at the start of the video I just love how Bokuto(idk how to spell đ) hair drupes when is sad his hair moves with his emotions and it's so cute to me
Was happy to be early, love the videos â„ïž
This was heartbreaking yet beautiful, I love this it warmed my heart
NO BC HOW SUPPORTIVE THEY ARE-
IM FUCKING CRYING-
THIS MADE ME CRY OMG đđđ
17:20 I've been hiding behind my hands for like 3 minutes now at the very edge of crying
2:02 - 2:13 felt like akaashiđđ€
who are the 4 people that disliked this? Itâs such a beautiful message and such a nice video. Itâs such an important topic that most people donât talk about often THIS IS JUST AMAZINGđđ
Underrated. I never thought to watch this but HALLUJIAH I DIDđ«
Hey, may I ask how you get such a good human-like text to speech voice for the video? I've been looking everywhere for good voices to use and this one is by far the most relaxing. I'm literally blown away by this voice as an editor myself so sorry for the fangirling
I just wanted to say you did a good job with this topic. Also I loveđ how you are spreading awareness about this topic because a lot of people need to know this. That s all I wanted to say (FYI: crying while writing this đ)
iâm gonna cry i love this so much
Im sorry I had too leave the vid but I Hope it was Good just like all your videos!!
Thatâs okay!! No worries
Okay so I'm trying to lighten up the mood when I was listening to this and I was just like "man... I really want some onigiri rn... Do I have that in my fridge?" soooo anygays if you're reading this have a great day and don't let anyone get in your way đđ€
this was beautiful and i cried so hardâ€ïž
No akaashi my love don't be insecure I can't cry or I'll ruin my cosplay
Thanks guys.
I'm finally happy about my body.
I was body shamed by my self but you guys made my day.
after 3 years i come back to watch this for the 137292o2i382 time cs this shxt was fxcking AHHHH i loved this text chat and forever will, even if its not 2021 anymore and i'm not 13 years old and my old xss shoukd be studying rn for my up coming exam đđ„°đđđđđđ
If only i could be confident and have someone comfort me- buttttt I seriously need to loose weight-
Only lose weight because you truly want to and of you do do it, please do it in a healthy manner. Do what makes you feel happiest
u just made me cry at 1 in the morning, good jobđ
i am totally not crying rn
i think i cried a river , amazing video
this was amazing
THANKS FOR MAKING ME CRY:,)
The thing is i feel Akaashi at the end when he tried to eat again but he couldend bcs he didn't had appetite , its always with me every day it take for me 5h so that I can get used to the food but somethimes it dosen't work and i don't eat antything the whole week :/
kenma really went: DiD He JuSt lIe To mE????
I saw this video a few months ago and I was looking for it for so long, I finally found it again, you have my like
(Sorry for the bad english, is not my first lenguage)
BO THIS IS SO GOOD HHHHHHHH