I smoked Meth everyday then this happened…😔

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  • čas přidán 13. 02. 2023

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  • @shenanigans-love
    @shenanigans-love Před rokem +8850

    I did meth for 11 years. But I also just celebrated 17 years clean. God is so good!! I'm proud of all of you for your recovery!

    • @BASEBALLHISTOR
      @BASEBALLHISTOR Před rokem +255

      I have almost 9 years off pills ,meth, and alcohol,..god is great ,god is good .

    • @shenanigans-love
      @shenanigans-love Před rokem +118

      @@BASEBALLHISTOR that is so awesome!! God is so so good!

    • @hermeuscomplete1779
      @hermeuscomplete1779 Před rokem +83

      Congratulations I am Proud of you as Well, Ive not quite made a year yet, but Im on my way with you as well 💚
      Stay Blessed Beautiful Friend 😊 😍 God Definitely is Amazing I couldn't make it without his Grace and Love

    • @hermeuscomplete1779
      @hermeuscomplete1779 Před rokem +29

      ​@Bruce owings aka countrydad Congratulations to you as well, yes God is Great
      I am Very Proud of You
      Stay Blessed Beautiful Friend 😊 😍 😍 😍

    • @shenanigans-love
      @shenanigans-love Před rokem +19

      @@hermeuscomplete1779 YES!! Amen!! I'm so thankful to the Father for saving you 💕 I love hearing about what God has done for others.. those are my favorite stories/testimonies.

  • @PoiBoiBill
    @PoiBoiBill Před rokem +2369

    It was 5 years, after I quit, before I was able to stop missing it daily. And then one day I found a small bag of crystal, in a parking lot, and without even thinking about it I just through it in the trash. I cried that night knowing the struggle was finally over.

    • @nevercashingout
      @nevercashingout Před rokem +85

      wow amazing story. i’m happy for you

    • @naelyneurkopfen9741
      @naelyneurkopfen9741 Před rokem +76

      I hope you realize just how beautiful that is. I'm proud of you.❤️

    • @kerenkares4473
      @kerenkares4473 Před rokem

      I was addicted to alcohol The only time I didn't drink alcohol was when I was pregnant with my daughters other than that I drank it everyday I couldn't go a week without it after I accepted Christ as my Savior I walked past a liquor store for a whole year and never went inside I didn't even know it was a liquor store...before I got delivered I would have hit that liquor store and several others in the neighborhood😔...that's the day I realized CHRIST had taken the taste of alcohol out of my mouth and it NO LONGER controlled my life's decision's I've been free 24 years ✌🏽😎🙏🏽💞

    • @pootube2024
      @pootube2024 Před rokem +36

      Excellent brother!You made it through the otherside!❤

    • @DKApo-md2we
      @DKApo-md2we Před rokem +19

      Rock on mate 🙏

  • @Kelseysophia
    @Kelseysophia Před rokem +367

    That’s why when I tried it years ago a few times, me and my husband looked to each other and said NO more, and stopped forever because we knew how addictive and destructive it would’ve been. Our lives were already in shambles, and we were battling a preexisting drug addition to painkillers, but glad we jumped off this one before it got severe! I praise God every day I’ve been sober for 7 years(:

    • @jomansson5742
      @jomansson5742 Před rokem +3

      I watched these users finally get some, then they spent the night in the bedroom, each person scrolling through Facebook. That was it.

    • @energydriver46
      @energydriver46 Před 8 měsíci

      @@jomansson5742Does it make a person more inclined to binge scroll/post on social media? I have someone I know on Facebook, and they are ALWAYS talking about conspiracy theories and crazy ass stuff lol. It literally seems like he’s on FB ALLL DAY EVERY DAM DAYY with the same crazy ass conspiracy theory shit talking about how the worlds gonna end and Jesus is coming lol. This person is always preaching about peace and love but he talks the biggest amount of shit in his FB posts talking about how he’s gonnna shoot people smh 🙄 it’s honestly worrisome, just recently he started posting about suicide:/ have thought about reaching out to him but he just seems wayy too far gone 😔
      Was just curious because I’ve suspected for awhile now this person is a meth addict.

    • @patrickledbetter1
      @patrickledbetter1 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Good job, girl.

    • @kingkongkong2204
      @kingkongkong2204 Před 5 měsíci

      Depends how cheap and good quality is it you get sm.all bag just enough to want more big bag need more

    • @hannah-em2jc
      @hannah-em2jc Před 4 měsíci

      @@jomansson5742on meth?

  • @rosabensing9000
    @rosabensing9000 Před rokem +852

    I felt like I invited a demon in! I didn't care about anything but getting high. Thank my Father God, I haven't done that evil drug in 25 years!

    • @nicolebenson4517
      @nicolebenson4517 Před 10 měsíci +11

      Praise God Rosa! ❤🙏🏻

    • @brettwilson7680
      @brettwilson7680 Před 10 měsíci +35

      It's definitely opening gateways to the demonic. At times i felt like i was a puppet for thr demonic while on that drug. I had extremely low to zero impulse control while on that drug and no inhibitions. I haven't touched that stuff for 12 years, thank the lord. It's not only a terrible drug physically but spiritually it's even worse for people.

    • @rosabensing9000
      @rosabensing9000 Před 10 měsíci +8

      @jesuschristisyhwh sorry. It's just really bad stuff

    • @ruffandrelax290
      @ruffandrelax290 Před 9 měsíci +5

      You did and God willing you won !! Continued strength friend !

    • @Jatastic
      @Jatastic Před 9 měsíci

      pharisee calling out sin@jesuschristisyhwh

  • @greggdorst3025
    @greggdorst3025 Před rokem +651

    I did meth for 25 years. I shot it for 20 years. I'm now 45 and this September marks 4 years of being clean.

    • @MiiDusa
      @MiiDusa Před rokem +16

      So so very proud of you! What an amazing accomplishment indeed! If no one has told you lately, I love you & you are appreciated! Keep fighting & stay strong. ❤️❤️

    • @assiabenslimane2589
      @assiabenslimane2589 Před rokem +6

      Congratulations..that is over due

    • @annemariekrux3575
      @annemariekrux3575 Před rokem +4

      Wauw! That is really something! Congrats amd bless you❤

    • @jeonlyxoxo
      @jeonlyxoxo Před rokem

      Well done. Are on other meds?

    • @itsjustsarah1608
      @itsjustsarah1608 Před rokem +4

      Praise God

  • @jacobhernandez4851
    @jacobhernandez4851 Před rokem +349

    I had a 29. Year day and night run with bathtub crank , crystal, and glass. I would love to have a full set of teeth back. But I don't have a extra $28k just sitting around lol. But one night I just got to my camp to chill for the night . I remember packing a bowl at the same time i told God I was tired.. and in mid of getting ready to take a hot something came over me. I looked at the pipe and I threw it. I got in my sleeping bag and woke up feeling 100% new. That was on 8/17/18. Now I am 4 years, 8 months and 7 days clean.. got a job my driver's license back,and my family. God is good.

    • @yousaywhatification
      @yousaywhatification Před 5 měsíci +15

      That's incredible buddy, I'm glad God pulled you out of that life. Meth is a serious drug, but nothing for God to help you out of.
      Thanks for sharing, God bless you sir. I pray you're clean the rest of your life 🙏. I know God has a good plan for you. Take care.

    • @quantumtechcrypto7080
      @quantumtechcrypto7080 Před 4 měsíci +3

      You are good. One life.

    • @caddisguy5042
      @caddisguy5042 Před 4 měsíci +8

      Praise God. 💝

    • @jesusisking4010
      @jesusisking4010 Před 4 měsíci +4

      Amen BROTHER

    • @Allgoodvideosforyou
      @Allgoodvideosforyou Před 4 měsíci +2

      Congratulations! It's hard

  • @mets2562
    @mets2562 Před rokem +62

    People say "everything in moderation". But sometimes once is all you need to become completely overwhelmed with addiction. This is a lesson in not letting your guard down.
    Some demons lock the door behind them after they walk in, and stand in front of the door 🚪 handing you links 🔗 that you'll voluntarily add to the chain that's keeping you bound.

  • @thelastgeneration5862
    @thelastgeneration5862 Před rokem +279

    Congratulations to all who are in recovery. And to those are still suffering, you are loved...there is a way out. Please never give up.

    • @zak4tt4ck
      @zak4tt4ck Před rokem +2

      Congratulations to those who never took meth 👏

    • @rudy_2299
      @rudy_2299 Před rokem

      @@zak4tt4ck exactly, smart people smoke cannabis

    • @jaykay2104
      @jaykay2104 Před rokem

      U can still tell

  • @carlosescarffullette9429
    @carlosescarffullette9429 Před rokem +492

    That drug is evil. One hit is all it took for me too. For the next 3 years all I kept looking for was that same feeling from that first hit I took. A 3 year roller coaster ride and many regrets. 16 years sober now. God bless you all who recovered and pray for those who need help.

    • @raymondanthony7952
      @raymondanthony7952 Před rokem +7

      I did 6 years. I'm a month sober and talk too my therapist about it. I robbed a lady in the parking lot, got caught, went too jail, have a felony charge (October) I got stabbed in 2020, I got shot at, all in those 6 years. . Meth ain't no joke, it's not easy to come off of either

    • @carlosescarffullette9429
      @carlosescarffullette9429 Před rokem +5

      God bless you brother. Take one day at a time. I had to recognize that I was and still am an addict. The mental and physical craving was intense. One day at a time. It gets better and you feel compassion for those people you notice and know are on meth. At lease I did. Congrats on your sobriety. I wish you the best.

    • @lisaberi5977
      @lisaberi5977 Před rokem +1

      @@carlosescarffullette9429 praying for your total healing from this drug and the craving 🙏🙏

    • @Mia-Elemental
      @Mia-Elemental Před rokem +6

      When I was 17 my first bf (19) and addicted to meth and other drugs introduced me to meth and I took one hit and it was the best high I ever felt. I remember after that no way could I continue doing it because I knew I would want to keep doing it. I went back to my regular boring weed and broke up with my bf.

    • @Trenislife
      @Trenislife Před 9 dny

      I had a hit and found it totally overrated. Anxious and jittery isn't appealing to me at all.

  • @arielm5962
    @arielm5962 Před rokem +80

    My boyfriend was clean for almost 3 years before he relapsed and passed away. I miss him so much every day. It’s heartbreaking. We wanted to spend our whole lives together.. If anyone out there reads this that is struggling with this horrible evil drug, please be safe and I love you

    • @mialoveall5812
      @mialoveall5812 Před 7 měsíci +4

      So sorry you went through this. So sorry he was lost because of this. I pray GOD blesses you and his family and keeps you all in HIS perfect peace.
      ❤🙏🏻❤

    • @firstnamelastname9485
      @firstnamelastname9485 Před 4 měsíci +4

      I'm very sorry for your loss. If I may ask what specifically was his cause of death? Usually it's a slower progression thar eventually kills but can't say I can recall someone dying suddenly. Not to say it can't happen because I'm sure it can and does. Again I'm so very sorry for your loss.

    • @shoshafogel4780
      @shoshafogel4780 Před měsícem +1

      He's watching over you and is waiting to embrace you again somewhere over the rainbow. 🌈 ❤

    • @bentopp
      @bentopp Před měsícem +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t understand the realness of your pain. I’m sure the last thing he wants is for you to suffer. Please try to live a full life and do it in your man’s name❤️

    • @4MINKI44
      @4MINKI44 Před 20 dny +2

      not an addict, but i love you. i’m so fucking sorry. i can’t even begin to imagine how absolutely heart tearing that must’ve been. i can’t fathom it at all. may he rest in peace, and may you find happiness again one day, in some way. you are so utterly incredible for surviving that, too. again- i love you. X

  • @AmbitiouslyVicious
    @AmbitiouslyVicious Před rokem +111

    My older brother and dad were victims of this drug. Being a bystander at such a young age, seeing what it does to people- it swore me off of all drugs (aside from weed but even that I don’t like consuming too much of) being a bystander, I saw my loved ones literally disappear- looking into my dads eyes and not seeing him, just two vacant eyes staring through me…that shit is terrifying. It’s like soulless bro. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone- either side. Drugs are getting scarier and scarier these days, it’s better to just completely avoid them.

    • @deliajones9541
      @deliajones9541 Před rokem +4

      Its all so cut up and stepped on its not worth maybe dying from 1 hit, what would my kids think? I think about that part.

    • @charlottebankston4408
      @charlottebankston4408 Před rokem +10

      I remember seeing my ex one day. When I looked on his eyes, he was no longer there - like his soul was gone. He was dead within a year

    • @karanfield4229
      @karanfield4229 Před rokem +1

      I'm so sorry you went through that. Seeing yr family using would've been so hard. God bless you.🎉❤

    • @Nightmareman3
      @Nightmareman3 Před 6 měsíci +2

      Everyone knows what meth is about! EVERYONE! You and your dad are NOT f'king "victims".

    • @josephmartin5483
      @josephmartin5483 Před 5 měsíci

      ​@@Nightmareman3meth is a good drug when it's chemically pure. Drs prescribe meth to people and it's called Adderall. I personally have smoked meth about 10 times and I loved it. I used to use drugs to help me compose music and meth was an absolutely awesome experience. I might go find a dealer and smoke some meth again, it's such an enlightening experience to come fully alive.

  • @kevinbiggs3987
    @kevinbiggs3987 Před rokem +323

    I’m proud of you. I have 2 1/2 years sober. I was honored to give my sister her 2 year sober chip today. Keep up the fight. Stay in the moment. Trust your higher power

    • @KennyOnDaBeat
      @KennyOnDaBeat Před rokem +1

      🙏🏽

    • @brokenbutterfly3178
      @brokenbutterfly3178 Před rokem

      Do you miss it?

    • @bernicegreen6743
      @bernicegreen6743 Před rokem

      This is so sad. God Bless you.

    • @Deesteelersfan79
      @Deesteelersfan79 Před rokem +1

      @@brokenbutterfly3178 You don’t understand addiction do you? I’m sober now not from meth but another substance that is killing the youth. And I’ve been sober since 4/09/21 after 15 years. Keep your head up and keep walking that line, be proud of your accomplishments, during your recovery ❤

    • @abraham4930
      @abraham4930 Před rokem +8

      Trust in Jesus Christ, for by no other name can we obtain life!

  • @gilwg1233
    @gilwg1233 Před rokem +1693

    This is why it's dangerous to try a drug even once. Your brain remembers the feeling and wants to do it again. That's the trap.

    • @doracampos2088
      @doracampos2088 Před rokem +85

      Absolutely! I’m 41 and worked in the night club industry for like 10 yrs. I was surrounded by illegal money, drugs and bad influence. Thank God I always knew I would never even try any of these things because all of them take you straight to a nightmare. I saw good healthy beautiful people turned ugly, shady, greedy and addicted. My advice is always love yourself enough to never feel like you have to prove yourself to the wrong people. Trying something just to fit in is how people get hooked.

    • @ericchin9007
      @ericchin9007 Před rokem

      How many times have you done meth?

    • @charbar311226
      @charbar311226 Před rokem +5

      Exactly!

    • @bryanspindle4455
      @bryanspindle4455 Před rokem +28

      I am so thankful l never had any interest in or curiosity about drugs. I have suffered from depression my whole life but l never sought to try and mask my feelings with substance abuse.

    • @Tavat
      @Tavat Před rokem +26

      @@bryanspindle4455 That’s pretty sad. Drugs are awesome. Mushrooms are like a silver bullet against depression. If you can get past the stigma and get some shrooms and do them in a safe comfortable spot, you’ll do more for mind than an SSRI ever could.

  • @Barkingdog1978
    @Barkingdog1978 Před 10 měsíci +21

    I started using meth when I was about eighteen and I got involved with people that were making it and within three months I had my life threatened and I saw a beaker of red phosphate blow up in a guy's face and I saw another guy get internal bleeding. I quit for 10 years and then one day I decided to use again until I ended up homeless. Then I went about five years without using and use again and ended up picking up about 15 felonies. It's been 5 months of clean and sober living now and I feel really good, I'm about to get a job at a nonprofit as a counselor for people that struggle with mental health issues

    • @josephmartin5483
      @josephmartin5483 Před 5 měsíci

      How did you get a job as a mental health counselor? Did you get a degree?
      Also, damn son you got 15 felonies, damn you have infinite potential to go off the rails. I'm glad you are better.

    • @Barkingdog1978
      @Barkingdog1978 Před 5 měsíci

      @@josephmartin5483 I don't have the job yet, it's easy to pick up 15 felonies, specially when you're using hard.

    • @Daveyboy_GolfR
      @Daveyboy_GolfR Před 14 dny

      With everything that you just explained, I find it hard to believe

  • @tracyjosey7164
    @tracyjosey7164 Před rokem +38

    I'm so happy for your sobriety. I'm 21 yrs clean from crack...HALLELUJAH Thank You Jesus Amen

  • @arias6720
    @arias6720 Před rokem +129

    Been sober for 3.5 yrs and super happy. Glad I have my teeth because a smile is everything.

    • @Krim138
      @Krim138 Před rokem +6

      Yup 3 years here too!

    • @Valentinathevamp
      @Valentinathevamp Před rokem +1

      Congrats. I always feel real pity for anyone with a yuck mouth.

    • @lamaretheridge9000
      @lamaretheridge9000 Před rokem +3

      5yrs clean never thought I would make it this far but it can be done.

    • @ishtlutz1261
      @ishtlutz1261 Před rokem

      You quit at the PERFECT TIME. Because meth doesn’t EXIST anymore. 3.5 years ago is exactly when it changed.
      No more up for more than 2 days. No dilated pupils. Not at all. No clammy skin, no sweating from doing nothing. Nobody even played cards or dice anymore.
      It felt like you were sober - to be honest.
      It started turning brown but sometimes orange in the pipe..
      It’s not the same at all. It was no fun.
      It tastes different.
      You can get eat food immediately after. NO one peeks out the blinds for hours anymore.
      The most you’ll get out of it
      Is a light burst of short-lived hyperactivity - which won’t last long, & of which the exact equivalent can be obtained…….
      With a double shot Mocha from Starbucks.
      Why do you think so many people are on opioids?
      It the meth didn’t turn to
      Bunk.. (most people wouldn’t even be MESSIN with fentanyl or heroin).

    • @TheMedicalLad
      @TheMedicalLad Před 10 měsíci

      ​@@lamaretheridge9000so u feel normal now ?

  • @samanthamc2817
    @samanthamc2817 Před rokem +89

    My addiction started with adhd meds. From there it escalated into methamphetamines. I will be celebrating 11 years clean in June. It’s an easy trap to fall into. God bless those who have found the help they needed

    • @lemonyellow3117
      @lemonyellow3117 Před rokem +2

      God bless those who need help

    • @M.ShahPeace
      @M.ShahPeace Před rokem +3

      I have adhd and was diagnosed at 36. I refused adhd meds after researching them. I struggle but I get through every day with my strong will and the support of my husband.
      Congratulations on 11 years 👏🏾

    • @BriannaGold
      @BriannaGold Před rokem +1

      Same

    • @tony666__
      @tony666__ Před 11 měsíci +1

      I have adhd and stopped getting meds since I was getting high off them They are not the worst drugs to take but I stopped using them

    • @ledflaplin2001
      @ledflaplin2001 Před 3 dny

      Did you ever have to
      Sell your used underwear on the street for money? How much per pair? Ever took a dump in an alley while you smoked cigs and were high on drugs?

  • @Rayne_333
    @Rayne_333 Před rokem +15

    I am so incredibly proud of every single one of you that have survived addiction. You guys are so damn strong! Freaking rockstars! 🎉🙌🏼

  • @besj8160
    @besj8160 Před rokem +8

    I lost my son 40 years old, alcoholic. A niece at 39 alcohol and drugs. Another niece a meth addict at 48. I detest alcohol and drugs. Young lives destroyed!😢

  • @kaleefskinner153
    @kaleefskinner153 Před rokem +488

    Facts. I'm still in recovery.. always will be. Stay strong. Stay connected.

  • @karap2825
    @karap2825 Před rokem +71

    I did meth, went to the feds, got set up. Lost everything I'm now proud to be almost 6 years clean.. Im so proud of you 🎉 God is good all the time

  • @missvida6251
    @missvida6251 Před rokem +13

    I snorted meth once thinking it was “fishscale” but me and some friends were scammed by a dealer. My nose burned like hell and I felt like the highest I've ever been in my life! It was a gross high. But I was high nonetheless. I will never take that stuff again.

  • @lizandranez9459
    @lizandranez9459 Před rokem +16

    My sobriety date is June 19 2019. Coming up on four year. From meth. It's the devil.

  • @edwardzimmer2171
    @edwardzimmer2171 Před rokem +64

    It’s a miracle you are alive. Glad you turned your life around. God is with you.

  • @markdaigle4030
    @markdaigle4030 Před rokem +159

    This is 100% the BRUTAL truth.

    • @mikielikesittube
      @mikielikesittube Před rokem +2

      Brutal , not really. It’s sound disingenuous to me.

    • @jaiyabyrd4177
      @jaiyabyrd4177 Před rokem

      ​@@mikielikesittube
      Why?

    • @jaiyabyrd4177
      @jaiyabyrd4177 Před rokem +1

      ​@@mikielikesittube
      Why?

    • @woodstock6792
      @woodstock6792 Před rokem

      That was the least brutal story I've heard of drug addiction and I shot dope for years and meth sucks if you wanna just stay awake theres better drugs

    • @bobbeezel2593
      @bobbeezel2593 Před rokem

      Yes it is

  • @Arise4th
    @Arise4th Před rokem +52

    What a bastard that guy that just passed it to her like nothing.

    • @tomdavis3038
      @tomdavis3038 Před 9 měsíci +12

      She chose to smoke it

    • @JohnBrown-vn2qw
      @JohnBrown-vn2qw Před 8 měsíci

      what idiot ingests stuff that they don't know what it is

    • @ZachariahHamilton
      @ZachariahHamilton Před 8 měsíci +3

      Satan can't sin for you. You choose to do it, Just like she was tempted and chose to sin. We all have been tempted and chose to sin. We now know that the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is life everlasting through Christ Jesus. He calls us to repentance and to believe in what He's done for us so that we may be saved. His Grace empowers us to do what is right. in Ephesians 2:8-9 KJV For by grace ye are saved through faith; and not that of yourselves: it is a gift of God: And not of works lest any man should boast.

    • @Nightmareman3
      @Nightmareman3 Před 6 měsíci +3

      SHE SMOKED IT!!! SHE DID THAT! NOT HIM! RESPONSIBILITY AND ACCOUNTABILITY... NOT EXCUSES!

    • @user-pv2zj9ry7f
      @user-pv2zj9ry7f Před 6 měsíci

      @@Nightmareman3the guy is responsible for giving it to her, saying yes to get more, not giving a fuck what it would do to her. They’re both in the wrong, but it really does make him a fucking scumbag for letting her do it.

  • @BossladyXD
    @BossladyXD Před 11 měsíci +19

    I wish my family would stop… sucks when u can’t force someone to quit. They have to WANT to quit.

    • @kimberlymayes4061
      @kimberlymayes4061 Před 5 měsíci +1

      It'd be nice if my sister wanted to quit!

    • @josephmartin5483
      @josephmartin5483 Před 5 měsíci

      Let me tell you something. It's okay that people use drugs. It's okay if people in your family are using drugs. Drugs affect everyone differently and some people handle drugs very well. Just accept people as they are. Addiction to drugs is so common and natural even animals in nature get addicted.

    • @josephmartin5483
      @josephmartin5483 Před 5 měsíci +2

      Meth is a useful drug and Drs can prescribe meth. There's nothing wrong with meth. The legal system is part of the problem. If drugs were legal people would not go to jail over nothing. It's too bad that drugs are still illegal but that will change. Like I said meth is legal when Drs prescribe Adderall. Adderall is the same thing as smoking meth but it's legal for privileged people who can afford to go to the Drs.

    • @kimberlymayes4061
      @kimberlymayes4061 Před 5 měsíci +2

      @@josephmartin5483 you've got to be kidding me!!!?? It's not ok at all!! Drugs kill, ruin lives, ruin families. How you can say what you said, blows my mind!

    • @josephmartin5483
      @josephmartin5483 Před 5 měsíci

      @@kimberlymayes4061 Drs prescribe meth all the time, it's called Adderall. It's an arbitrary line where on one side we have illegal meth and on the other side we have legal meth. If we just decriminalize meth then we could keep people out of jail and also provide a high quality and clean product.

  • @ryancarver9901
    @ryancarver9901 Před rokem +266

    Try it for 32yrs!!! April 15th I will be celebrating my 1 yr of sobriety. I contribute it 100% to a 1 on 1 real talk with God one night . I never looked back never had even one withdrawal.

    • @ChristSkinndedbabyEli
      @ChristSkinndedbabyEli Před rokem +15

      HALLELUJAH JESUS!!!

    • @madinechaney3043
      @madinechaney3043 Před rokem +13

      Congratulations on breaking free. 🙏🙏🙏 Keep leaning on God.. 👍

    • @BrickBuilder50
      @BrickBuilder50 Před rokem

      If you’re talking to God one to one you’re probably still on the meth by the sounds of it, and it’s making you delusional

    • @Olds_Gold
      @Olds_Gold Před rokem +2

      Lucky you on the withdrawal thing. I cant get through it without using

    • @cincin4515
      @cincin4515 Před rokem +3

      So your god only helps a select few? Nice god.

  • @gregpitts2903
    @gregpitts2903 Před rokem +28

    I was an meth addict for 22 yrs clean for 13 years and I'm here to let you know that life sober is so much better when your not chasing the high your family doesn't worry anymore and that alone is a good reason to be clean so if you quit it's hard but you can do it

  • @andyrangel4771
    @andyrangel4771 Před rokem +71

    Amen,I totally understand Went thru this for 9 years been sober for 7 mths now Thanks to God!

  • @candycane4852
    @candycane4852 Před rokem +16

    I tried it and I’m like I feel better being me , my husband is a addict and it’s been 8 years of hell with him , roller coaster ride , he seems fine one day and another day he’s hypersensitive and starting arguments and throwing stuff at me , there’s no reasoning or talking to him , he invalidates me all the time , I’m working hard to make money so I can take my pets and leave , I have a place in vegas but the HOA doesn’t allow a big dog , so my goal is to buy my own ranch house so I can have all my animals with me , I will never desert them ever.. I just need to get away from him , he’s clueless , I’m so stupid I should have listened to my mom

    • @thehomefront1905
      @thehomefront1905 Před 2 měsíci

      Hold on a minute, you married him, knowing full well he had issues with drugs, please don't deny it. It was all exciting to you at first, infact you got off on the idea that he was a bit rough, but now you're slagging the poor guy off. Maybe it's your mental health issues that play a big part in your marriage? Like you said, you are stupid and should have listened to your mum. You soon go running back to her when the shit hits the fan. You never turn down money she gives you.
      Are you sure you have the right temperament to look after animals? Animals need a lot of consistent care, the atmosphere in your home will stress the animals out.

    • @kayhollings1777
      @kayhollings1777 Před měsícem +2

      I hope you're on track with your goal!

    • @zareakirby7991
      @zareakirby7991 Před 14 dny +1

      How are you today I’m praying for you?

    • @thehomefront1905
      @thehomefront1905 Před 14 dny

      @@zareakirby7991 I'm good thanks

  • @reapertone7980
    @reapertone7980 Před rokem +5

    Heal on! I have never done anything outside of Cigarettes, weed and alcohol, but I am inspired by your comments here. compels me to break away from my own addictions.

    • @user-ve4qt1qg6g
      @user-ve4qt1qg6g Před 5 měsíci

      What you doing is drugs
      Stop all of it
      It could take you into some bad stuff

    • @LidLovesLyrics
      @LidLovesLyrics Před 4 měsíci +1

      Amen agreed in Jesus Christ name sake..

  • @CoolAdam247
    @CoolAdam247 Před rokem +886

    I've always been aware of addiction and when I was young I was hooked on coke and every time I would have it around my gf at the time she would always ask to try some and I would always shut her down and say no.
    At the time she thought I was being greedy or a junkie and would get upset but I always kept in mind that I did not want her hooked like I was and that women are way more vulnerable than men when it comes to being exploited when addicted to drugs.
    I'm still not clean and she is now happily married with children and my heart warms up knowing I did the right thing and seeing the results of me saying no to her is honestly beautiful. ♥️

    • @rawmaterialpubgnewstate7509
      @rawmaterialpubgnewstate7509 Před rokem +105

      You got this man you should be aiming for the same goals living a healthy life w/ a happy beautiful family! Stay blessed 🙌🏽😁

    • @PROJECT.LUKE.ONE.75
      @PROJECT.LUKE.ONE.75 Před rokem +74

      Perseverance by the grace of God. Through Christ you have the strength to overcome all sin and addictions, Amen!

    • @505yoyo
      @505yoyo Před rokem

      Meth is evil I have been clean from this for 17 1/2 years it's a choice you make everyday to stay clean. ❤ God is good 🙏

    • @user-vs2ok1me8s
      @user-vs2ok1me8s Před rokem +51

      You can be clean forever man, let Jesus help you ❤

    • @nancyhon406
      @nancyhon406 Před rokem

      Pls get HELP. U OWE IT TO YRSELF. You are Waiting To STOP... JUST NEED A NUDGE IN THE right DIRECTION. 😊

  • @michelespier5879
    @michelespier5879 Před rokem +38

    Thank you for sharing your courageous testimony.
    Prayers, hugs and love.🙏🏽🤗🥰

  • @SpanishAngels2020
    @SpanishAngels2020 Před 8 měsíci +6

    My brother died in 2019 from the consequences of a 30 year meth addiction. It destroyed him through the years and until his death, it destroyed our family, his son and most importantly, my mother. I would see him “tweaking “ for days, hearing things and no way to help. I remember hearing a drug counselor say once that most people never kick addiction, they either become too old or too sick or die from it. It was horrible to watch his once beautiful life spiral. I miss him, who he used to be. 💙😰 I loved him in good times. I hated what happened and what it did to our family. All the dysfunction and enabling that goes along with addiction in a family. The ripple affect literally takes your breath away.

  • @Concert643
    @Concert643 Před rokem +102

    Don’t hang out with people that do drugs…nothing good comes from it…

    • @joelcarthew2377
      @joelcarthew2377 Před 5 měsíci +1

      That's the most vague irresponsable pig headed stupid statement everyone's on drugs buddy oh and when you get cancer or hurt yourself don't let them shoot you up with painkiller or antibiotics or treatment meds you junkie just put up with the pain and so many other health problems that drugs help and cure it's the people with the power the prescribed you the wrong stuff at wrong dosages and pharmaceutical companies the tell you what to do. I bet your on some type of drug for your health. You believe anything your told you don't do research you obviously haven't much experience in the matter go back to picking your nose?

    • @Jojo-ru1rz
      @Jojo-ru1rz Před 5 měsíci +3

      Period

    • @chrigerosen3752
      @chrigerosen3752 Před 5 měsíci +5

      Exactly. But so many people don’t want to hear it. They don’t want to hear it, until this happens, then it’s everyone else’s fault for doing it.

    • @nicos1054
      @nicos1054 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Noted, i wont hang out with anyone who drinks coffe or alcohol anymore👍

    • @Concert643
      @Concert643 Před 4 měsíci +4

      @@nicos1054 that’s good to hear lol…

  • @robdalton4528
    @robdalton4528 Před rokem +384

    Glad you got out of it early. I was a methhead for over eighteen years. The 26th of this month will be eleven years clean for me. That shit is pure evil.

    • @waytrumedia7854
      @waytrumedia7854 Před rokem +8

      Damn, I bet that truly is a remarkable feeling. tragically one I will never know in this life. I too hate that shit it has completely destroyed my family

    • @perfectfit7131
      @perfectfit7131 Před rokem +4

      ​@@waytrumedia7854 I believe in you, you will know the feeling of recovery. YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU CAN AND WILL DO THIS. YOU WILL DO THIS. KEEP ME UPDATED ON THIS POST I WANT TO CELEBRATE YOUR RECOVERY DATE WITH YOU. 🎉🎉💜💜

    • @k.k8000
      @k.k8000 Před rokem

      @@waytrumedia7854 Come back to read our comments.
      God our father in heaven. Addictions are sent by the devil. It has no place in us. I cancel the assignments of the enemy on this person life. I bind up and cast this addiction back to hell. God move on this person behalf, Not tomorrow, not next month, not next year but right now. I ask that you cleanse this person from head to toe. Make him new, free from any and all addictions. You have all power & you give us the authority to make them move. @waytru it’s nothing but demons keeping you bound. It’s a stronghold but in the mighty name of Jesus he gave you authority. You have authority over satan and his minions. Cast them out force them to leave!!! They can’t live there in you anymore. Cry out to God for help Amen. I pray in Jesus name that you are delivered, you are strong, you are free.

    • @waytrumedia7854
      @waytrumedia7854 Před rokem

      @@k.k8000 first off the whole concept of "The Devil' didn't even show up in history until 500 years after the death of Christ, I do believe that demons or negative spirits do reside amongst us somewhere I do feel and hear spirits around me but I don't believe any of them to be bad and I did cry out to "God" once actually at a very messed up time in my life with an untainted soul and that's when I realized, as I was being burned with a hot coat hanger that there is no "God" and if there is then he has got some fucking explaining to do

    • @misskriss848
      @misskriss848 Před rokem +1

      God is so good!!!

  • @BraedenHill
    @BraedenHill Před rokem +121

    Keep it up girl! I was addicted for 15 years... I'm so glad u didn't have to go that long! God bless u beautiful lady!

  • @aengusk3313
    @aengusk3313 Před rokem +19

    the scariest thing about meth addiction to me is the fact that even years after people get off it, they still speak very slowly & sometimes slurred due to the brain damage caused by a lack of sleep due to meth

    • @chrisrambo8142
      @chrisrambo8142 Před rokem +7

      I can speak on this, because I've been through this but if you finna addict for a long time, brain can still recover from meth. Any damage that meth does to your body is usually reversible once you stop. Takes 18 months for your brain to go back to normal. I haven't met one person though that's done meth that talks slowly 😂.

    • @TheMedicalLad
      @TheMedicalLad Před 10 měsíci +3

      ​@@chrisrambo8142What about porn ?

    • @TheMedicalLad
      @TheMedicalLad Před 10 měsíci +1

      Brain damage frkm meth is not permanent . It just takes a good amount of time to recover .

    • @NN-sp9tu
      @NN-sp9tu Před 3 měsíci

      @@TheMedicalLad
      Oh it can be. Methamphetamine is neurotoxic and indirectly causes death of brain cells. Sure you won’t notice much after one use, but after many years it can cause problems

  • @billger690
    @billger690 Před rokem +7

    I had a meth addiction on and off for around 10 years. In the most of that 10 years I still held a job but then the crash came. I lost a really good job, I lost a good car because I couldn't afford the finance anymore I had a crappy relationship with my family I ended up doing crime to survive.then I then went to prison and I was that cooked mentally at the time of my incarnation I ended up in the most secure forensic mental institution in my state of Australia. I stayed there 2 months before I got cleared and went back to prison. My older brother thought he may not ever have a normal conversation with me ever again. Just recently I have given my heart back to the Lord and getting my life back together. Here I am 3 years later from when I first done time in prison and forensic psychiatric hostpital not taking any medications for metal health and now have a meaningful life with purpose and Power God in my life. He has rescued me completely and restored my relationship with Him.
    Praise,Honer and Glory to Jesus Christ messiah and God our father.

  • @liahknowsbest5092
    @liahknowsbest5092 Před rokem +50

    👏🏽🙌🏽You are mentally strong. Thank God you're here to tell others your testimony 💯🙏🏽

    • @1LordTez
      @1LordTez Před rokem +2

      The mentally strong are the ones who listened when everyone around them said "just say no to drugs." No matter how hard life gets the mentally strong don't turn to drugs. Peer pressure doesn't exist to the mentally strong. We lead. We don't follow.

    • @dioneberts1715
      @dioneberts1715 Před rokem +3

      ​@@1LordTez facts

  • @jennh2096
    @jennh2096 Před rokem +20

    And for those that don't know, you will forever be chasing that first high, because thats the best it will ever be and you will never feel that again.

    • @JUICE16111
      @JUICE16111 Před 7 měsíci +2

      The only high that last is from the grace of god

    • @Eli-9
      @Eli-9 Před 6 měsíci +2

      Uhhh, not true.

  • @juliaenderle7928
    @juliaenderle7928 Před rokem +4

    I was the same way, but after 8 months, I began to pray. God cleaned me out. Thank you, God, thank you, Jesus 😊.

  • @dan00420
    @dan00420 Před rokem +2292

    For everyone trying to solve the meth puzzle...it's Satan.

    • @davidnoonan7893
      @davidnoonan7893 Před rokem

      Yes sir, straight from the pits of hell. Same with cocaine and any other drug. I even feel that way about marijuana, and the fact that most states legalized it, and some states are legalizing mushrooms and psychedelics, it just proves Satan is the ruler of this world, he knows his time is short, and he’s opening up every avenue to bring down Gods people.

    • @sandydouglas2914
      @sandydouglas2914 Před rokem +52

      Amen !!!

    • @Lizzy_333
      @Lizzy_333 Před rokem +34

      Amen! 👌🏼

    • @thomasnickel1278
      @thomasnickel1278 Před rokem +32

      Correct

    • @dan00420
      @dan00420 Před rokem

      He not in the attic, but you look.
      He's not under the house like you heard.
      There's nothing under your skin.
      Nobody's following you down the street.
      You've done sorcery and this is how Lucifer introduces himself. Repent and obey the Lord Jesus.

  • @ipt3000
    @ipt3000 Před 11 měsíci +11

    Please if anyone here can pray for my fiancé Israel who lives in Havana Cuba - he is struggling with addiction - not to meth but other incredibly harmful things - and I think it is masking a mental disorder of borderline bc he has all symptoms - he needs intercessory prayer - he is a believer but trapped and under spiritual attack - I really believe if he treats the borderline disorder, I believe he will be freed from this incredible desire for these substances that are just making everything worse. All prayers are welcome - thank you.

  • @thctycoon1944
    @thctycoon1944 Před rokem +20

    I was offered meth once in high school. The guys thought he might try selling it to me because I was heavily involved at the drug scene at my school, though I only used weed and psychedelics. I knew at that moment that my life could be flipped upside down for the worst so I immediately declined his offer. Upon reclining his offer, he almost laughed as if he was surprised my stupid teenager brain had the foresight to realize it was a bad decision, but alas here I am today never having tried meth, unless maybe something was cut with it.

  • @KAMMD
    @KAMMD Před rokem +26

    I grateful to have had access to a medical detox and a 5 month rehab program !

  • @Kush333
    @Kush333 Před rokem +711

    that man who gave you your first dose of Meth, was actually the devil in disguise. Let that sink in.

    • @joaho3302
      @joaho3302 Před rokem +67

      In the end you chose to do it.

    • @joaho3302
      @joaho3302 Před rokem +53

      Let that sink in

    • @Galaxi-AT
      @Galaxi-AT Před rokem +43

      @@joaho3302 she didn’t know what she was smoking. Which is also dumb af but still she didn’t willingly choose to smoke meth

    • @Kush333
      @Kush333 Před rokem +23

      @@Galaxi-AT you can make choices in life, some make good choices, some make bad, and the results can be deadly.

    • @DBSUK
      @DBSUK Před rokem +5

      @@joaho3302 while i agree with this, if that person had not offered it, it would never have been taken.....

  • @sharee-louise2758
    @sharee-louise2758 Před rokem +7

    Really sad here in Australia it’s a huge problem. You can see it in their face that they are addicts. You don’t just hurt yourself you hurt your kids your mother your brother your father your sister and everybody around you gets pulled down financially and emotionally!!!! Truly drugs ruin people’s life’s and you will never be the same as you were. But at least you all can now see and feel the hurt and damage you have caused and can at least enjoy the rest of your life. Good luck 🤞 be strong ❤

  • @jaredclark8705
    @jaredclark8705 Před rokem +527

    Her dealer turned her out. He knew what he was doing

    • @grafenr.3405
      @grafenr.3405 Před rokem +46

      Exactly dealer was looking for another client

    • @dannypadilla4625
      @dannypadilla4625 Před rokem +1

      The dope man got her and her booty just dropped.

    • @altogetherseparate2189
      @altogetherseparate2189 Před rokem +32

      She didn't go into some of the things she had to do to maintain the habit for her loser boyfriend.

    • @dddd717
      @dddd717 Před rokem

      Females always get turned out. Especially on meth.

    • @eveliinatistelgren172
      @eveliinatistelgren172 Před rokem +12

      Turned her out like american prison punks?

  • @leaemmafreesantana2319
    @leaemmafreesantana2319 Před rokem +40

    My gosh, poor girl. I'm glad to see she's recovered.

  • @RebelJones-wg7vz
    @RebelJones-wg7vz Před 10 měsíci +2

    Praise God for deliverance!

  • @Sophiazimmelmusic
    @Sophiazimmelmusic Před 6 měsíci +1

    This reminds me of my mom, she’s had a problem with drugs since she was a teenager, she had me at 21 and kept doing drugs. I finally moved in with my dad when I was nine. But when I was 11 she gave birth to my sister, a year and a half later my brother, after that I helped CPS get my siblings away from her, then a few months ago she had another baby. I’m 15 now, and am so scared of drugs that whenever my friends smoke pot I leave the house. I get so triggered when kids at my school talk about it, like it’s awesome, they just don’t understand the pain that drugs cause.

  • @erikbaez5494
    @erikbaez5494 Před rokem +61

    I've been 14yrs clean i spend a decade hooked on that was a dark world God bless u that u made it out

  • @phinebrowngirl5467
    @phinebrowngirl5467 Před rokem +37

    This is why I never tried drugs, never wanted to smoke.. saw enough crackheads and what drugs did to people in my youth. Aids epidemic/poor health, families in turmoil, homelessness, kids being placed in foster care, people getting 20+yrs in prison for selling and killing for drugs. All of that scared the shit outta me.

    • @englishmenintown8622
      @englishmenintown8622 Před 4 měsíci +4

      Good
      It's absolute hell.

    • @shelbeepollino6025
      @shelbeepollino6025 Před 12 dny +3

      Same. My mom was hooked all through my childhood, had my brother and I in all kinds of crazy situations. Made me too scared to even smoke weed 🤣 It’s a life ruiner!

    • @ledflaplin2001
      @ledflaplin2001 Před 3 dny

      Yes, you’ll end up selling your used under wear on the street for $10 a pair. $13 if it’s a thong!!

  • @TheCreatorLoveAllik
    @TheCreatorLoveAllik Před 6 měsíci +8

    These drugs are NOT evil ppl. When used properly with care and concern through a professional physician, they are used for medicine; But only in small dosages for energy boosting, weight loss, pain relievers etc. But in the hands of an unprofessional pusher on the streets, these things can be deadly when they get into the wrong hands as ANYTHING can be. Glad she's well. Blessingszx.

    • @b3notafraid960
      @b3notafraid960 Před 5 měsíci

      It’s meth it’ll literally make you see shadow people, keep you up for days and destroy your life. It should be forbidden for human consumption.

    • @user-ff5nv8ft6n
      @user-ff5nv8ft6n Před 5 měsíci +1

      Whered you get your degree?

    • @wendylangfield4385
      @wendylangfield4385 Před 4 měsíci

      WRONG!!!

    • @wendylangfield4385
      @wendylangfield4385 Před 4 měsíci

      ​@user-ff5nv8ft6n cracker Jack's box lol

  • @itsmedtp
    @itsmedtp Před 10 měsíci +1

    I fucking love these authentic storytimes from people who have come thru the other side ❤🎉

  • @seancliften9344
    @seancliften9344 Před rokem +290

    I wish I never hit that puddle again but I cleaned up I’ve been clean for 13 years straight

  • @MichaelNowell724
    @MichaelNowell724 Před 9 měsíci +1

    My dad died of meth 3 years ago. I miss him every day.

  • @Gramcracker72
    @Gramcracker72 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for sharing,hopefully someone will hear your story and not struggle as you have. Stay strong. Blessing in your recovery.

  • @overall_bargain
    @overall_bargain Před rokem +67

    I actually used to be a meth needle Junkie in Vancouver Canada during my twenties I am now 41 years old I have a lot of Health complications but at least I am sober now at one point I thought I'd never get sober. I'm very happy to see that you're still alive you're doing great stay away from that shit

  • @chrissiebronx9662
    @chrissiebronx9662 Před rokem +57

    That's why you don't use someone else's stuff... he knew he would make her strung out

    • @_Y.Not_
      @_Y.Not_ Před rokem +3

      No, that's why you don't do drugs, problem solved. Her choice

    • @amandaburleson2035
      @amandaburleson2035 Před rokem

      @@_Y.Not_ you can do drugs and liek not get addicted you know, i tried meth, it made my heart rate go so high that my apple watch was giving me alerts asking if i was ok, or needed medical help. becasue i was sitting down and it was dangerously high, but i was actually feeling so calm cozy warm confident and horny. i fell alseep like 2 hours later like a baby. try it and only the losers get addicted. it was my first and last time...

  • @shaionnaharris179
    @shaionnaharris179 Před 6 měsíci +1

    I’m 2 years clean off meth and I’m so proud of how far I’ve came… I started smoking meth at 15 I fell into a terrible lifestyle and was manipulated and abused. but I’m 20 now and I feel like this is a new beginning for me and I can finally breath fresh air god is good🙏🏾❤️

    • @theartistcherrypi6454
      @theartistcherrypi6454 Před 5 měsíci

      Praise God for your victory in Jesus Christ! Stay strong sister, God’s got you! ❤

  • @Maddslovesvolleyball
    @Maddslovesvolleyball Před 7 hodinami

    My mom did meth for about 5-7 years. And left me for it. I remember all the days where my dad would try and plan to let us see her so she can have custody but she would never show up to the park where we would meet. She would be in bed, smoking, or doing whatever because she was so high. I remember I used to cry every night because I just didn’t understand why she didn’t want to see me. As I got older I realized what she was doing and why she did it. It broke my heart seeing how many times she went in and out of jail. She is clean now.. I don’t know how long it was for. But growing up without an active mother was really hard. People would make fun of me for it and I cried all. The. Time. I pray that nobody has to go through this. It is very hard. I ended up with depression and anxiety bc I feared that everyone who walked into my life would just leave me at any sudden moment. I’m very glad that she stopped doing drugs because she could have died from it. And I’m very glad she is sober and doing well. I talk to her now and she seems pretty okay. God is good. I hope you all have an amazing day.

  • @nicoleendsley1669
    @nicoleendsley1669 Před rokem +40

    I tried it a few times and I didn't like the come down. I felt like I was going to die. I tried going to sleep and couldn't for 3days. I thought fuck that I like my sleep to much. To anyone struggling with addiction I truly hope you find away out of it. Praying for all of you.

    • @amandaburleson2035
      @amandaburleson2035 Před rokem

      lol i smoked meth and all it did was make me hella horny, i felt really warm, cozy, confident and calm. it shot off an apple watch alert that my heart rate was too high as i was staying still , it wanted to make sure i was ok... and then i fell asleep like 2 hours later... never felt the need to try it again. but i take adderall every day...

    • @SkarKingg
      @SkarKingg Před rokem

      Same did it a couple times and that come down is horrible. I thank God I never got addicted to that shit

  • @Free-uw4jl
    @Free-uw4jl Před rokem +16

    Poor girl. Thank God she managed to overcome her addiction. Well done!

  • @jessicaarenal9833
    @jessicaarenal9833 Před rokem +1

    I’ve been clean for 7 years off of meth and my husband of 23 yrs got clean with me so good for u

  • @lisaguinn7074
    @lisaguinn7074 Před rokem +1

    Crazy the person you love is the one who gets you hoooked. ,,,
    HE wanna get you both down on the ground and not a pot to piss in
    …later when you’re away 0R
    sober you realizes thats not
    love
    what’s crazy is when they have you to pimp out so you and him can get high right
    .,,
    I’m so glad you WOKE UP!!!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @loyaltyloyalty2707
    @loyaltyloyalty2707 Před rokem +21

    SHE ISNT LYING, I BEEN DOWN THAT ROAD.... GLORY BE TO GOD FOR DELIVERANCE...

  • @leslierenee3900
    @leslierenee3900 Před rokem +56

    I would be bat shit crazy being up for weeks! I'm not worth two cents already if I get in bed too late. I'm grateful for my life. Thank you Jesus ❤️ May God bless this lady and others that are out here living her story.

    • @brando3098
      @brando3098 Před rokem +2

      Pray for me? My addiction has gotten out of control to where im sneaking it behind my family.

    • @leslierenee3900
      @leslierenee3900 Před rokem +1

      @@brando3098 If I had anything to say, it would be to minimize your surroundings and point of contacts to disable your resources that are feeding your habit.

    • @RapidShotzZ
      @RapidShotzZ Před rokem +2

      God is good, Always. Never did meth or cocaine in my life but after I got into an accident I started taking a butt load of opiates that should’ve killed me. I stopped cold turkey and got sick mentally and physically even after year of dry out. I ended up on 100ml of methadone but now I’m at 13ml I should be finished in a few months. I still have health problems and could legally take butt loads of pain pills but I love feeling my emotions. I couldn’t feel my emotions at 100mg but I could feel everything at 13 ml and can’t wait to be done. I’d rather feel pain than to feel high because pain allows me to know I’m aware and alive inside. Best of luck and wish you well in your sobriety.👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

    • @katrinab7657
      @katrinab7657 Před rokem +1

      ​@@brando3098 im praying for you this morning. That the love and power of God cover you. Whenever you feel an urge, call upon the name of Jesus. Say it out loud. Plead the blood of Jesus. When He died and was resurrected, he conquered every sin and sickness. Drugs and addiction are really You're in a spiritual battle for your life and your soul.
      "In the name of Jesus, Son of God, and by the power of the blood He shed on Calvary for the cleansing of sins and the healing of our bodies, I claim that you have no hold in this man. Loose your hold on him and free him from all demonic activity and spiritual attacks. Drugs are a weapon, but no weapon formed against him shall prosper. He is *more than a conqueror* through Jesus, our Savior that loves him.
      I love you and believe the best is coming ❤️

    • @katrinab7657
      @katrinab7657 Před rokem

      ​@@RapidShotzZ I'm praying for you too and I'll add that God is a healer. Miraculous healing happens, even today. Im grateful you're getting past the addiction. God's desire for you is to prosper and be in health, even as your soul prospers. I hope that you are a saved Believer, if not, I pray that you come to know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Redeemer. The Great God of the universe loves you so much that He cares about your pain and afflictions. I pray on your behalf that He heals and restores your body, strengthening bones and joints, healing from the cellular level, to the tissue, organ, system levels, so that it's better than before the accident. And healing emotionally and spiritually as well.
      Be greatly blessed

  • @JenaEmerald
    @JenaEmerald Před 10 měsíci +1

    I’m so glad to hear you were delivered! God bless you ❤️

  • @michelejonjock5910
    @michelejonjock5910 Před rokem

    Congratulations on your recovery. I'm also now clean from this also. Hallelujah.

  • @JonasCorrea
    @JonasCorrea Před rokem +19

    When people tell you never do drugs, REMEMBER!!!!! NEVER DO DRUGS!

  • @autsept7116
    @autsept7116 Před rokem +41

    It is so evil to expose someone to drugs like that.

    • @ILUVJTN1
      @ILUVJTN1 Před rokem +1

      I agree he knew she would want it again but also i find it hard to believe she wouldnt have asked during the procccess

    • @_Y.Not_
      @_Y.Not_ Před rokem +8

      All she had to do was say no, this was her choice. I've been exposed to drugs many times, I said no, its really not that hard, my choice.

    • @drake09ification
      @drake09ification Před rokem

      ​@@_Y.Not_ Oh well arent you so special lol and lonely....yea we all know your type

    • @god1stothers2ndmelast14
      @god1stothers2ndmelast14 Před rokem

      Those who peddle this DEATH AND HELLFIRE POISON TO OTHERS ARE SURE TO BURST HELL WIDE OPEN,IF THEY DO NOT REPENT!!!!!

    • @drake09ification
      @drake09ification Před rokem +1

      @God1st,Others2nd, MeLast You must have not read the Bible Jesus is very clear about Hell many times in the Bible and while he was on earth. Only the devil makes you believe there is no need to warn others about terrors of eternal Hell.

  • @jennifertrumbley2041
    @jennifertrumbley2041 Před rokem +1

    Bless you.

  • @andreromanfitness1092
    @andreromanfitness1092 Před měsícem +1

    I can understand maybe years ago when we didn't know exactly how bad that shit was for you. But in the current day and age with everything we know about meth and other hard drugs, why on earth would anyone ever pick that shit up in the first place? Blows my mind.

  • @ImQuiteGay
    @ImQuiteGay Před rokem +81

    I remember hearing Fergie’s story about her meth addiction, she said she was addicted until she became so paranoid she ran into a church. That’s how she got sober.

  • @eddiehill2112
    @eddiehill2112 Před rokem +60

    Her biggest mistake was the initial decision to callously smoke what she didn’t know

    • @Kolistwaky9161
      @Kolistwaky9161 Před rokem +3

      She wanted to be high.

    • @jesse_-
      @jesse_- Před rokem +8

      Exactly! She and anyone else that does this stuff lack brains or they didn’t go to school where they taught you drugs were bad. It’s like we learn over and over again how addicting and horrible these drugs are, but people still do them and get hooked. I am no saint, and I used to drink beer and I still smoke weed on occasion, but that’s pretty much it for me. I have seen and heard too many stories about people getting hooked on cocaine, meth, heroin after just one use. Knowing that, why would anyone even take the risk? Not too smart! I don’t feel bad for anyone that brings this upon themselves. Morons!

    • @hollyjlrs
      @hollyjlrs Před rokem +1

      @@jesse_- well aren't you just so much better than everyone else! NO drig addicts wake up one morning and go, I know exactly what this is going to do to me but I'm going to do it anyway and ruin my perfect life. 99.9% of them have either been abused as a child, or have mental health problems and taking drugs is an escape. Its self medication. Thank goodness you know better than EVERY clinical study on the subject. You're wasted in the youtube comment section 🙄

    • @Whoreallyknows
      @Whoreallyknows Před rokem +11

      The first mistake is choosing the wrong friends. I believe that’s where it starts for most people.

    • @drake09ification
      @drake09ification Před rokem

      ​@Jesse People like you are the real scum bags. Your a burned out pothead judging others for their faults. LOL Your miserable and everyone that reads your comment can tell.

  • @Seeklip196T
    @Seeklip196T Před 25 dny

    It's amazing this woman still has a beautiful face. No meth chin. No sores. The grace of God.

  • @maureengreen8240
    @maureengreen8240 Před rokem

    Bless you for finding the courage &vstrength to recover yourself and life. Bravo!

  • @bernardguynunns5658
    @bernardguynunns5658 Před rokem +57

    Speaking as someone who is not tempted at all with drugs I am so pleased this beautiful young woman has been set free. God bless you!

    • @BustedinDSM
      @BustedinDSM Před rokem

      I wasn't either until I was 40! Never in my life. Don't be so cocksure

    • @evildisaster8149
      @evildisaster8149 Před rokem +1

      But you are still an addict..
      Choose your addiction..

  • @lindarose8668
    @lindarose8668 Před rokem +260

    Correction: praise God that you’re sober now!

  • @frankfehr6417
    @frankfehr6417 Před rokem +84

    I'm about 13 to 14 years clean from drugs and I'm never going back thanks to the good Lord

  • @melc7858
    @melc7858 Před rokem +1

    healing in your recovery journey 🙏🏾🙌🏾

  • @israel_yunis
    @israel_yunis Před rokem +2

    She looks amazing, better than people who never touched drugs and eat healthy, good genes

  • @rivkaruthgolan
    @rivkaruthgolan Před rokem +34

    Wow! Be careful who you trust when you take something, people!

    • @woodstock6792
      @woodstock6792 Před rokem

      No one shoved a meth bowl in her mouth

    • @_Y.Not_
      @_Y.Not_ Před rokem +1

      or.....here's a thought....just don't take "something"

  • @Upscidown
    @Upscidown Před rokem +15

    Its amazing stuff 😂 honestly though I'm 15 years clean and still to this day my hairs stand up and I get a slight rush when somthing like a song from an artist comes on who I always listend to while high. I now know I could easily say no to it but for the longest time I don't think I could've said no if it was given to me on a plate I literally had to eliminate all temptation that ment not going out and cutting several people out my life, for good and I loved some of these people but it had to be done. Two of them have since died

    • @madinechaney3043
      @madinechaney3043 Před rokem

      Congratulations you stuck with your decision to stop. 🙏🙏🙏 praying for continued victory.👍

  • @patkearney9320
    @patkearney9320 Před 3 měsíci

    Your honesty is beautiful and meaningful if a bright beautiful intelligent woman can fall into this trap what hope is there for the less fortunate young woman. I thank you for your honesty and kindness in your comment. Love from Ireland 🇮🇪.

  • @terranceharrington3209
    @terranceharrington3209 Před 14 hodinami

    congrats you look very healthy . You are an inspiration- now !

  • @nicolejohnston8597
    @nicolejohnston8597 Před rokem +69

    Seeing things like this make me more sad, my mom has done meth my whole life (28 years). I’ve given her ultimatums, I’ve stopped talking to her, I told her how I felt, broke down several times in front of her, tried rehab a hundred times, even took her to court to try and have them force her to get clean or go to jail, nothing works. I’ve never had a “normal” mom. She’s so far gone now, I’m not sure she could be “normal”. I don’t think she will ever stop, nothing has given her that want to quit. Im so scared we will get a call one day she died from OD or fentanyl or someone killed her. I don’t even look up at her when she comes around. I can’t bring myself to look at her, it kills me inside to see her like she is. I love my mom and just want her to be healthy and happy. She’s never been above rock bottom, I want her to have what everyone else has. A home, car, job, my kids to see her, holidays together, there’s just so much I want for her.

    • @farrahbluestone2455
      @farrahbluestone2455 Před rokem +12

      My heart hurts for you Couldn't imagine what you have gone through. God can turn it around. he is a miracle worker. I have tears in my eyes writing this. I don't know you, but I am saying a prayer for you and your family. God bless you!!

    • @yobabybubba
      @yobabybubba Před rokem +6

      So sorry 🙏🏻

    • @marleneflores2743
      @marleneflores2743 Před rokem +11

      You're so precious. I gave my kids everything and never got the devotion you give your drugged up indifferent mom. Shame on her for throwing away your precious valuable love and care. Sick foolish. I know what you feel all 5 of my siblings have been doing meth for decades and were in our 60's and they haven't learned! I gave up on them and refuse to be abused used by them again. They stick together and I'm the "bitch" and hard to get along with. Yeah right, monsters users liars, etc. Stop torturing yourself and stop letting her affect you for another second. I raised my niece since 9 yrs old and saw the damage my sis methhead did to her. After l raised her she told her daughter, my niece l raised, that l stoled her. She never bothered to do the steps or parenting classes ordered from the court to retain custody of her kid back. Just dumped her on me with no consideration of what or how it would affect my life. I'd already raised my 2 kids and it was hard to start taking care of another child again. It broke up my marriage bc he didn't want to raise another kid. My sister too is so far gone you can't even communicate with her on an adult level. She's so far gone. Good luck to you and God bless❤❤❤

    • @jaym.1106
      @jaym.1106 Před rokem +4

      Don't give up, I am praying for you and your family may God protect and save her before it's too late. I stand in agreement with you. Amen!!

    • @fixitdude9748
      @fixitdude9748 Před rokem +1

      Be strong

  • @Pilot333
    @Pilot333 Před rokem +15

    Glad you survived it .
    Praying for your determination.

  • @sindeeesquibel5198
    @sindeeesquibel5198 Před 3 dny +1

    I have a similar story. I'm in recovery from meth, 25 months clean w/ my daughter. Hallelujah! Jesus freed me from this bondage w/ meth .

  • @primate4
    @primate4 Před rokem +30

    You have to be strong enough to
    1. Hang with the right people.
    2. Be strong enough to say no no matter how strong the pressure from others.
    3. Cut those people out of your life forever!

  • @ArchyP
    @ArchyP Před 11 měsíci +1

    A big congratulations to everyone who managed to fight off this monster. And some encouragement to all those still fighting. Addiction to anything is horrible but meth really seems to destroy someone and I'll never try it because I know once would never be enough for me

    • @ArchyP
      @ArchyP Před 10 měsíci

      @@RomilasMomialse Lol no thanks. I already battle with one addiction, don't need anymore lol

  • @shannongrant8591
    @shannongrant8591 Před rokem +60

    Damn!!! I love sleeping. That poor thing. Your body heals during sleep. I'm always trying to sleep😂

  • @james_b1279
    @james_b1279 Před rokem +18

    Know that you're not alone and stopping is possible, do not give up on yourself.

  • @allenramirez2778
    @allenramirez2778 Před rokem +1

    I'm glad you were able to stop when u did, you're gorgeous an vs it would've been a shame for that to take that away from you

  • @brandennfinch
    @brandennfinch Před 6 měsíci

    Struggling tonight
    God gave me your testimony
    5yrs sober from heroine
    But the addiction still lives
    It's tricky trying me on the regular ❤

  • @davedave4986
    @davedave4986 Před rokem +400

    Had terrible childhood, abused, abandoned, rejected. Never tried meth, never will. No tattoos either.
    Faith in God is the answer, not drugs.

    • @judiwiegel8181
      @judiwiegel8181 Před rokem +20

      The deeper the shit, the richer the blessings. I appreciate your strength.

    • @Froggy123ABC
      @Froggy123ABC Před rokem +37

      Similar. I had a mother who did it and my childhood was ruined. She was hella mean and cruel to me; however, because of the damage she caused, it kept me away from drugs and alcohol. Now I strive to be the mother I never had that I had always wanted for my children.

    • @judiwiegel8181
      @judiwiegel8181 Před rokem +7

      @@Froggy123ABC good for you! It wasn't until I became a mom that I figured out how messed up my Mom was. I appreciate your strength too !! I know your kids will too ( but prolly not while they are teenagers) 😉

    • @christopherfrey7232
      @christopherfrey7232 Před rokem +16

      Good thing you didn’t get any tattoos either man. That’s the hard core stuff there

    • @uncle_Samssubjects
      @uncle_Samssubjects Před rokem +2

      ​@@christopherfrey7232 it is just that, a hard core cope

  • @followthepinkline
    @followthepinkline Před rokem +11

    Praise God for her deliverance and freedom from addiction ❤