First Ever Dopey Video Episode with Ryan Leone and Howie!
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- čas přidán 6. 02. 2022
- This week on Video Dopey! Hold on to your hats Dopey Nation! Ryan Leone comes back from the edge of oblivion, and thank God he has lived to tell the tail. Starting with a gram of coke, Ryan winds up in full blown addiction battling his demons, and winding up completely addicted to fentanyl. It is a topsy turvy emotional roller coaster, with twists and turns you never could have seen coming. PLUS Howie's first proper episode on the Dopey Show, we read an email and talk dumb shit on a totally debauched LSD shooting, Ketamine infused, relapsing brand new episode of Dopey!
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I was one of Ryan's patreon members from the beginning and it was clear to see that sober Ryan was very talented and he told us that if he ever started going missing that he was back to using. He thought that we wouldn't support him if he wasn't sober but that's not true for most of the patreon members. While it did suck seeing him mess up everything he had worked hard for most of us are former addicts and knew how it worked.. he was highly entertaining and I wish he would have published his book before he passed along with getting sober.. his sons are never going to know him which is heartbreaking
#Palabra
He was a legend one of a kind as a addict I no the destruction we do to our family but his parents should be atleast relevded he is in peace now and he did accomplish way more then the average addict and all those people that pushed him further down through social media should have a good look at them selves palabra rip Ryan
lol you never saw sober Ryan. He hasn’t been sober since Grade 8
@@1954telecaster that's not true
@@bendaves77 I loved Ryan but he was a stone cold junkie, and he was the first to admit it. Aside from his time in solitary confinement, he was always high on something. Maybe not always opiates, but never sober. His story about 3 years sobriety after prison is total bullshit.
Just heard that Ryan passed away today,Ryan's CZcams channel is such a gem 💎 ...he is such an amazing story teller he left such a huge impression on me the first time I watched one of his videos..looked forward to them every week.wish he could have lived along one 😰he will be missed....
I just heard that Ryan passed away.. I never knew Ryan personally but I started following him immediately after being on lockdown 23 and 1. He started his own channel and It felt like I knew him from his videos. I could relate to his stories and addiction I just wish he made it through his battle for his wife and kids. Rest easy brother! 🧡💙
PALABRA
Same here , he will definitely be missed
RIP brother
Who cares dude was a spoiled brat never did 1 unselfish act in his life. He got what he wanted the ultimate high and left his wife broke with 2 kids. And Dopey here is the second most annoying dude on the planet
I found Ryan at 212 or 102 subs on CZcams. We talked a few times via social media nothing huge or anything. But I was instantly hooked when I found him. We are very similar. But I felt the same way as if he was a long time friend bc of all the insides jokes we all know from him, relatability, the way I was rooting for him, and just everything. I found out a few days ago sadly late and it has hit me hard. I’m shocked how hard it hit me, being that he was a social media friend. But was so open and relatable to me. That I felt a connection and friendship w him that so many have. Man I just am so shocked/sad, but I’m gonna continue to spread his shit and do anything I can to make all the projects happens that I know can effect and help so many.
He died doing what he loved. His wife and kids will be fine. She had another boyfriend within 2 weeks.
R.I.P RYAN LEONE
Remember guys, it works if you work it. For anyone who’s in active addiction or in recovery and trying to stay clean, myself included, I’m proud of you.
Str8up. Gotta work at it everyday. Never stops. I know i can go and use at any given time. I choose not to. Everyday. Stay safe bro. Cheers.
Very sad to hear of Ryan’s passing.Praying for his loved ones ❤️
Man that line where he said he doesn’t think his dads heart can take if he died. That just crushed me again. We miss ya Ryan. N we are praying/thinking of your boys, Frank, Dianne, Karina and all.
Yeah so sad man omg!!!
It shattered my heart to know he passed like 5 or 6 months after this video. When he said his Dad wouldn't be able handle it if he died, I just burst into tears. What a profound loss to this world. What a beautiful, talented, brilliant soul. May he rest in the sweetest peace and continue living through his art and his son's eyes. ❤
Had been following Ryan before his CZcams days. He was a special dude. Couldn’t believe the news when I heard. Felt like I knew him. Will miss his presence here a lot. RIP Ryan #Palabra
May he Rest In Peace. Much respect to his family
RIP RYAN, it's sad to watch this and hear him talk about dying from his addiction if he didn't get off the fentanyl. It was almost like he predicted his own death. I was and always will be a fan for his story's, book, and art. I hope he has finally found peace and I pray his kids and wife can find a way to memorialize him and find a way to understand that he was truly powerless as he said in the interview and somehow find meaning in his death.
So sad to hear ryan has passed. I’ve been watching this dude forever now. Such a talented guy and just genuinely a good dude. Addiction is no joke guys. Rip Ryan you will be greatly missed. 😞
Always got the impression Ryan was indestructible.HIs stories were insane.. Listened to all of them ,twice. Sad. R.I.P.
No one’s indestructible
Really glad to see Ryan again, made me remember why I started watching him/really enjoyed his Patreon...seriously considering going back--more important that he is still with us. Really enjoyed how you did interview. Subscribed here, thank you!
Sending Love RIP Ryan
Ryan please go back to rehab. You have a beautiful family that deserve more than that. Your self worth is more than that. Love Australia ❤️❤️🙏🙏🌈🌈 There are some great rehabs in Australia. My brother has been addicted to drugs for most of his life. It’s so hard on the family but even harder on the addict. Its definitely the devils game. Please be safe and sober your a great guy. I pray your feeling better and have clarity.
RIP Ryan rest easy brother
Crazy watching this now huh? He ODed in the hospital. That’s crazy.
@@yankees29 that 💯?
@@ryanfast9615 Ya it's true.
Stay on that Methadone bro because it will save you
Oh my gosh, this is so sad, and ironic. I just found out Ryan has passed, as I'm watching this.
I just found this channel, and it came up on my feed! This is terrible!
But man, you can only burn the torch for so long...eventually it's going to burn out.
R.I.P. my dude...you will be missed by many, and treasured by more. 😔💔🙏🦋
rip man ryan the greatest man hope we get to see everything
Ah finally a video podcast. Been waiting for this a long time.
Dopey is my Favourite thing on earth!
This guy is the best interviewer there is.
I’m 15 months sober and have fallen asleep to this podcast every night for about 12 of them.
Thank you!!!
DAVE! You are super talented and a gifted interviewer like Stern. I have been following you for 2 years now. I've always meant to write you an email because I have over 20 years of dopey stories.
This is the first time I have ever seen you on video or pictures and after 2 years of a random voice in my head, I finally have a face to go with it. It's definitively a face for radio, like Howard.
Thanks for all your encouragement, advice and entertainment. You have helped me, and countless others, to find the strength to soldier on in whatever way they can in a happy, joyous, and free manner, so thank you. By the way, I AM DR REMULAK
Rest in peace Ryan ♥️
BOMB-ASS HEINA, FOOL. RIP Ryan!
Dopey CZcams Nation! Loving the video podcast mashup.
RIP Ryan…. Wish Your family all the best!
I'm still on the methadone. 120mg a day for a year and a half now. It definitely isn't the greatest BUT it's better than active addiction by a fuckin long shot!! Night and day homies. Stay positive and do what works for you to beat YOUR ADDICTION AND LIVE YOUR LIFE!! Positive vibes!! RIP RYAN 🙏
The MAT program methadone save my life! next month I will be sober no relapses 10 yrs clean on MAT.
@@heathermercado8365 so it's possible to have large chunks of time on methadone without having greater consequences? Cus I need a strong med to keep me well n not in void
Yeah 145 for me. It sucks I’d rather not be on it but it’s better than the other option. I saw Johnny utah and thought you were a Johnny utah I knew. Not you though.
I was on for decades. I was able to detox from 120 to 3 mg and steped off. I took it slow, 2 years, a miligram at a time. It can be done, take it slow, and detox aftyer you have been stable for a good while before starting the detox.
Wow he was all messed up. RIP Leone.
Great episode man u got another fan
Sad indeed. I feel for his sons who will never get to know him and his parents and loved ones who will have to learn to live without him. 💔
Dave out here killin em ...
Hey just found this one Dave. Awesome !! I’ve been badgering Ryan a bit about Ibogaine coz as if anyone would benefit from a treatment it’d be him.
R.I.P Ryan 💔
Rip ryan your in better place my boy
Omg Howie said "heron" I love it!
He's been listening to a lot of Tracy Morgan lately
Ryan's my favorite story teller and is one hell of a guy he's an inspiration 2 me he opened my eyes to all of us adhd dude and eev e all been threw a n insane life I spent 5 years behind mental institutions jails boot camp jail style etc yall come fk wit me
RIP Ryan
“Ryan Leone is going to die I do not think so he will rise to the occasion.” Very tough to hear. RIP.
Bro and when Ryan said his dads heart couldn’t handle his passing.
@@youngche8226 where is that video?
@@mathewdaniels2640 it’s in this video. When they discuss his sick mom and his dads dog passing too. He says I don’t think my dads heart could handle me passing right now.
Super funny Leone throws in the vanity fair lie.
It sounds like this fellow really loved drugs despite all the trauma and pain and I can relate, drugs are absolutely fascinating and it's not easy to admit.
How long was this filmed b4 he passed?
Oh this happened to him I’m so sad . He knew his own fate.
This is gold thank you for this Ryan hope you get out of this
He died of an overdose last night.
Rip Ryan Leone
Maybe him and Bill Walton will cross paths up there in the big grate ether, and Mr. Walton will smack some sense into him!!
Settle down easy brother
You say this is your second interview with Leone but I can only find this one? Can someone please reply to my comment with the link to the previous interview if possible?
If you find it tag me please
Bwahaha!! You did fkn what ? 60 hits…….I need to hear more of this
Just crazy, he knew the fent was gonna take him out, he kept talking about it, and thats what happened. RIP Ryan, palabra.
It's not what did it
@@michaelrussakoff6993what did it?
@@michaelrussakoff6993 it started to come out from different sources that it actually was fent that did it.
@@michaelrussakoff6993 it’s well known that it was an OD
I hit someone with 3 sprays called 911 the EMT's hit him IV with the narcan and finally he came back.
Got hit with 4 mg nasally and 5 intravenously when I hit a bag of carfentynl 3 years ago. I was one of the few survivors in the city from that lil batch. Even after all that Narcan I was only awake for 1 to 2 minutes rolling like an alligator on the bed in the ambulance before I went back out, they said I was breathing on my own when I went out and didn't hit me after that again. Woke up in the hospital 2 1/2 hours later with my mom sitting there.
She said. I never really noticed. Your a pretty nice looking guy when I woke up. 😞. 😭. The cops took my other bags that night (the law in Michigan is you don't get charged with possession if your overdosed and they recover a personal amount). It was about 3:30 am when we left the hospital. By 8:00 am I WAS BACK AT THE SAME SPOT BUYING THE SAME BAGS... I swear this on my two beautiful children. It was my 5 year old son who heard me hit the bathroom floor that night and told my mom daddy's hurt in the bathroom. I'm the biggest scumbag on earth for not quitting then.
@@DetroitFettyghost How have you been doing lately man? Keep your head up!
@@DetroitFettyghosthow are you doing today?
@@dreambeam4735 hey I'm actually doing great! How are you!
He said are you allowed to say that? that he's Nigerian? Lmfao
R.I.P. Ryan
RIP RYAN ♥️📿🧎🏻♀️
It creates a euphoria so of course you can be more creative
I just got diagnosed with ADHD at 47. I've suffered with these symptoms my whole life, and it's no joke that ADHD really fucks with your whole life.
From the first med, it completely changed my life.
I have chased relief my whole life by self-medicating, trying to drive the symptoms away, not even knowing the reason for it, is because of ADHD!!
Thank God, I never got involved deeply with opioids and things, but with alcohol and weed.
I had to stop weed, because it made me anxious as hell, and stopped drinking when I started back at college, to get my degree.
But struggled daily with anxiety, severe procrastination, never felt I could be, or accomplish anything. Which brings the depression...it's a never-ending cycle of bullshit!
If you suffer from ADHD, and seek relief from self-medicating, please try to take meds, taken as prescribed, for ADHD.
It's worth trying it, because it could save your life!! It's really life-changing...
And therapy. If you don't want to go to a therapist, there are great videos on CZcams, and even insight, into why you do the things you do, is helpful towards changing for the better, for yourself.
😎🤙
Let me ask you. Im 42 and starting to think I have ADD/ADHD. Question is, have you had a problem where you start things but tend to never finish them? My GF is the one who really pointed it out for the first time. But I will start working on something, and while I'm at it I'll drift over to another thing, then another, and before I know it I'll be trying to work on 3, 4, or 5 things at the same time and never finish any of them ☹️
This is crazy to watch now, I was/am a fan of Ryans from the beginning of his channel and Patreon but lost track until the other day something said to check his page and damn this shit is awful
I knew a young guy who swallowed a vile of liquid acid so the cops wouldn't find it, and he developed acute schizophrenia and ended up disabled from it 😢
Is there "drug stories for truck3rs 2" ? Ryan you pretty much rock .Jussi
He passed away.
Palabra little fella
RIP Ryan 🙏
Btw My favorite you tubers for a while now #Dopeynation for life. Fucking toodles for Chris always always ,
😢 rip
This is tough to listen to knowing he had less than 6 months left.
Another podcaster who loves the sound of his own voice.. let your guest talk
Well, he's definitely got heavy competition on this one, then!
Methadone would have saved his life..
He was 180mg while using fet
Ummm I def wouldn’t go that far. From my experience with methadone users they were able to CONSTANTLY relapse while the clinic was steady increasing their dose because it wasn’t working. Ryan didn’t fully immerse himself in the world of recovery. He held on to a lot of things from the past. He also was in a world with a lot of really famous, big people who used. I’ve been clean 8 years is of May 18 this year. Idk if I was in his world if I could have stayed clean. That’s a world most of us will never know anything about. He was a true gem and light in this dark world. Unfortunately the demons won. I hate it
@@jessicagrover402 well said. I wouldn't have been so generous with my praise however. He never matured , was a narcissist and not once ever considered his amazing father Frank in any of his decisions. He also suffered from PTSD obvs. Don't hate me but perhaps it was for the best, no? FYI, I'm on 110mg , from Santa Barbara ( same Middle school as Ryan at Marymount..Glad he isn't suffering anymore.
What a Damn shame , He dared to dance w the Devil
👿 R.I.P 😢
Rip Palabra
After recording this in
6 months he will die 😢
Damn Ryan what a waste of talent......
God bless your father, your mother your 2 little boys and Karina
Man I thought you were going to say karina dmed you that Ryan died of a O.D. Doesn't take away from the man who did die by any means I just enjoy leones content since he started. R.I.P Davin
Wow this comment was only a few months off.
@@yankees29 yeah smh. His death bothered me for a person who has no clue who I am. He and his family have been on my mind a few times throughout this past weekend
Why did you say RIP Davin??? That’s my name and no one is named davin insane your phone typed that
Howie is an anomely. Never drank or smoked? Im just blown away. At least smoke weed once, just to alter your consciousness.
Ketamine comes as a liquid. Smfh
He’s 45?? Gotta be all that clean living, he looks like he’s in his early 30s
He was delusional, he never bought a house, they were renting
Damn ryan you left your father kids wife bro
These fent analogues are designed to be short lasting and the sickness lasts much longer. It's a money maker for drug organizations. It's not enjoyable and has no legs. It's disgusting.
100%
It's so bad
damn this shit poignant
Yep, how many times did he say he was gonna die from this. He knew it.
This is absolutely tragic, this guy romantised his drug use. He never stood a chance. He had some serious demons , running from something. I truly believe he was running from the truth of being gay..I wonder if he assumed that being at the hospital he would be saved? In order to gather more info for his story.
Why do you think he's gay?
He’s not gay imo. I think honestly alot like myself n many addicts he struggles with serious depression. Something we can’t always pinpoint. I grew up in the “popular crowd” , loving family, friends, etc. But have battled w depression n addiction. I do believe all (99.9%) of addicts esp opiates are battling depression. We just want to feel comfortable n block out any pain we can.
I also think if you really look at his work he does glorify drugs at all. He’s very self deprecating, tells horror stories n things most ppl would be traumatized from.
No matter what Ryan was a talented, funny, great dude and is missed dearly
And he’s no longer here.. sad
40:41
Possibly bi polar as well..
I absolutely love Ryan's stories... but it's an absolute tragedy knowing that he's gonna be a life long junkie and choose to bring two kids into this world. He will never be clean because he doesn't want to be clean
You were right apparently. He died 2 days ago.
You’re wrong. “A life long junkie”? No. Someone who battled the disease of addiction throughout his life? Yes. This battle contained periods of sobriety. He was an addict in recovery. Not a “life long junkie” .
To say he will never be clean because he doesn’t want to be clean? Wrong again. Part of addiction is “falling off the wagon”. What matters is that the one who falls gets back on. So he was clean. Multiple times. Because he wanted to be. Just because someone falls doesn’t mean they necessarily wanted to…and falling off doesn’t mean one has to stay down there permanently.
You say you love his stories, but you also talk about him like he’s less than you and it’s obvious that you really don’t know what you’re talking about. Do better. This was a living person, not just someone meant to entertain you while you judge him as though you have a right.
@@amberyvonne1073 your so right!!!
@@amberyvonne1073 thank you amber
@@youngche8226 🌬✨✨❤️
Yo ryan methadone benzos and weed. Thats the combo you won't die you can maintain. You're someone who will never be substance free and thats okay .
that's a horrible idea
@@paulmouriski3773 Thats what your Dad said about you
come on at least try and be funny you must be 200mg of methadone hope that works out for you
@@paulmouriski3773 czcams.com/video/mhw3COohhOc/video.html leone MASSacre
Yeah wow looks like that advice worked out great.
I’m in no way trying to drum up business. I’m way too fkn busy but I know a lot of Ibogaine providers. Put a bug in his ear Dave 🙏
Can I get the info on that plz
@@Bert.theflirt I’ve had friends who’ve done it and have heard amazing things that almost seem too good to be true.
@@Bert.theflirt it’s illegal in the US but I’m sure there are places that are reputable that do it here. But I know there’s known facilities in Mexico.
Ryan had more made up stories and was such a bullshiitter , I couldn't tolerate his made up stories
R.I.P big Ryan