Olivia O'Brien - Empty (Official Video)

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  • čas přidán 16. 02. 2017
  • Directed by Chandler Lass
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    Lyrics:
    I can’t handle these pressures; all I can say is this stress hurts
    Things are supposed to get better
    I just need to put myself first
    I’m always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
    This energy’s killin my vibes now
    Sometimes I just wanna drown out
    All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
    I wish it would stop and I’ve tried but life just sucks then we all die
    That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
    Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
    I wonder if I’m good enough or maybe I’ve had too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I’m drowning up my sorrows
    There’s rules I’ll never follow, pretend there’s no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
    I wish this shit wasn’t so tempting but it’s hard to resist when there’s plenty
    Of things I could do to fuck me up
    I wanna let go but I’m feelin so stuck
    So all I can do is fill up my cup, and sit here alone hopin no one disrupts
    That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
    Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
    I wonder if I’m good enough or maybe I’ve had too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I’m drowning up my sorrows
    There’s rules I’ll never follow, pretend there’s no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    My body’s shakin
    My head is achin
    It feels like my heart is breakin
    My body’s shakin
    My head is achin
    I can’t fix this mess I’m makin
    But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
    And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
    Music video by Olivia O'Brien performing Empty. (C) 2017 Island Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc.
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  • @merrellvevo2480
    @merrellvevo2480 Před 7 lety +3386

    "I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" most relatable thing ever😪

    • @abidingline4
      @abidingline4 Před 7 lety +2

      MerrellLover150 The Merrell twins!

    • @mollykehoe1873
      @mollykehoe1873 Před 7 lety +6

      Meow stabbing yourslef and shit ' I'm pretty sure there's plenty of ways I'm sorry but that really hit me I've slowly coming out of self harm and it does hurt but the pain is just a bad habit you don't stab you do but you don't just do it for the craic or anything

    • @sapna4650
      @sapna4650 Před 7 lety +1

      MerrellLover150 I feel like not living but I am too scared to die so it is relatable

    • @Daintyangelx
      @Daintyangelx Před 7 lety

      MerrellLover150 yess omg

    • @sherinhakim.3358
      @sherinhakim.3358 Před 7 lety +7

      IKR , I JUST WANT TO DISAPEAR

  • @yaizaindy8789
    @yaizaindy8789 Před 7 lety +3732

    I've never seen depression put so well into words

    • @nilusohat
      @nilusohat Před 7 lety +86

      It's not only about depression though. It's about so many other things relating to people's emotions.

    • @nilusohat
      @nilusohat Před 7 lety +51

      Janie Graff I know. I'm just saying it's not ONLY about depression. Not everybody who relates to this song HAS depression.

    • @swynyddcymru8445
      @swynyddcymru8445 Před 7 lety +7

      if your feeling like you wouldn't mind dying but your to scared then it's safe to say your depressed

    • @TodunOlusola
      @TodunOlusola Před 7 lety +4

      natalie kane not always, I wouldn't mind dying, and I am quite happy atm lol.

    • @yaizaindy8789
      @yaizaindy8789 Před 7 lety +16

      Tod Olusola Theres a difference between being in peace with dying and really wanting to die and wishing there was no tomorrow because you feel fucked up

  • @ishotmygrandma
    @ishotmygrandma Před 4 lety +1972

    “I don’t wanna life but I’m too scared to die..”
    *sounds about right*

    • @jclyntoledo
      @jclyntoledo Před 4 lety +33

      Live*

    • @Sss-rg4hl
      @Sss-rg4hl Před 3 lety +9

      It is right

    • @deathnightmare6536
      @deathnightmare6536 Před 3 lety +18

      Same here I wish that I could just end the pain but...I'm scared of loosing my life and my friends

    • @ladonnahale1837
      @ladonnahale1837 Před 3 lety +4

      That is me

    • @imeanidsimp5128
      @imeanidsimp5128 Před 3 lety +5

      I wanna die but I don’t want to live after attempting and there’s a chance I would so I’m scared of that

  • @leticiaalff9063
    @leticiaalff9063 Před 4 lety +2808

    It hurts me seeing that so many people relate to the lyrics. I mean, in this world we live in, this doesn't surprise me, but still breaks my heart. I just want you all to know that tomorrow will come and can bring so much hapiness for you all. And you are SPECIAL and YOU MATTER. Just remember this. If you need to talk to someone, know that I'm available to listen and to tell you how incredible and strong you are. Much love!

    • @brianna3139
      @brianna3139 Před 4 lety +65

      Letícia A. The fact that you said that makes me happy, and gives me hope for this world that we’re living in. Plz keep spreading messages like this if you can!

    • @leticiaalff9063
      @leticiaalff9063 Před 4 lety +36

      I’m weird I’m so glad I could bring a little happiness to your life ❤️ thank you for your message! 🥰

    • @brianna3139
      @brianna3139 Před 4 lety +15

      Letícia A. Of course anytime :)

    • @1kailani111
      @1kailani111 Před 4 lety +27

      I have a bf. By the way he is texting (dry texts, puts more effort into group chats instead of ours, doesn't react to love responses anymore ect) Idk if he loves me anymore. He says he's stressed and not in the mood, but is that a reason to treat me like this? I want to let go, cause it hurts staying. But, I've never felt this way towards anyone else before. His goofiness is the best, and I cant bare to see him with another girl. I still have hope, but my heart hurts so much.

    • @elektra7711
      @elektra7711 Před 4 lety +11

      Hehe I wish I was special 😅but thank you🥺❣️

  • @BryanPlaysAlot
    @BryanPlaysAlot Před 6 lety +6233

    "I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" damn so true

  • @Chante._xx
    @Chante._xx Před 5 lety +9054

    “I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die”... anxiety and depression combined.
    *Omg my likesss in a year, if anyone feels like this u can always talk to me as I went through it*

    • @_chun-ja_5788
      @_chun-ja_5788 Před 5 lety +16

      @Nikkithebest Channel and?

    • @Chante._xx
      @Chante._xx Před 5 lety +35

      GACHA's got FEELINGS 😂😂

    • @myafield4039
      @myafield4039 Před 5 lety +10

      Yup

    • @mryalegrande6310
      @mryalegrande6310 Před 5 lety +15

      Nikkithebest Channel she did that because you didn’t finish your sentence. You ended it with and.

    • @elisemarteen
      @elisemarteen Před 5 lety +1

      @Nikkithebest Channel r/iamabadass

  • @onyxsnowflake5696
    @onyxsnowflake5696 Před 4 lety +654

    Depression, stress, self harm, betrayal of friends, mom constantly judging and pushing me to get better, this song explains my feelings

  • @AbigailCraig-rn6xp
    @AbigailCraig-rn6xp Před 4 lety +856

    I think the music video is perfect for the song:
    It looks like she has a “perfect life” but in reality she’s breaking.

    • @ladonnahale1837
      @ladonnahale1837 Před 3 lety +7

      Just like me ☺

    • @kenziehyland5273
      @kenziehyland5273 Před 3 lety +23

      I think the video could be more relatable like the words are. not everyone has nice fancy things (not that that determines happiness). more relatable content in my opinion would be crying in the shower, crying in the car, crying in the bathroom wetting your face with cold water to bring down the redness and puffiness and fixing your makeup then walking back out to a room full of people and acting fine. or at least going back and forth between her exterior life and her inner feelings. I think that would convey the message better. the message of pretending everything is fine when youre dying inside. screaming and breaking shit then sobbing because you've fucked up yet again. specifically at the point where she says my "body's shaking" being after the out of control breakdown and just slumping over crying and shaking.

    • @theghostology
      @theghostology Před 2 lety +11

      @@kenziehyland5273 I think the video is supposed to represent what people think her life is like, but the lyrics represent what she actually feels

    • @ginger_bread_singer5143
      @ginger_bread_singer5143 Před 2 lety

      i agree so much

    • @YEET-xz5ot
      @YEET-xz5ot Před rokem

      that is ny life

  • @c0rruzption
    @c0rruzption Před 5 lety +3861

    Nobody can put this depression better in words than her
    And
    How did depression fit so well in a song?

  • @Barbaraxthais
    @Barbaraxthais Před 7 lety +1343

    this song is just a fucking summary of my life

    • @analovatic701
      @analovatic701 Před 7 lety +2

      Barbara sending love hope you feel better... I know how you feel 💕💕😘

    • @Barbaraxthais
      @Barbaraxthais Před 7 lety +3

      Ana Djukic thank youuu i am totally fine now but it describes my past perfectly tho haha ! u re too cute😘

    • @hayleyslade2727
      @hayleyslade2727 Před 7 lety

      Ditto girl

    • @ravienalol199
      @ravienalol199 Před 7 lety +2

      Barbara damn youuuu can sing soooo perfect! Amazing x

    • @ariamyohannes5241
      @ariamyohannes5241 Před 7 lety +3

      powder bunny i bet you your beautiful and amazing block out all that junk and crap people are giving you trust me you will feel great after you do

  • @gravityfalls6348
    @gravityfalls6348 Před 4 lety +513

    *Listen this song
    *Door : Knock Knock
    Me: *open
    Depression: Hello do you miss me

  • @ViperTheHyper
    @ViperTheHyper Před 3 lety +128

    To me depression is like a snowy day.
    Some days its light and acceptable.
    Some days it's a storm and the snow piles up.
    You can't open the front door, it's too cold to get out of bed.
    Some days the snow clears and you're normal.
    Others don't see the snow, they'd wonder "you were fine the other day."
    You can get better at shoveling the snow, but you'll tire yourself out.
    Even the days the snow melts, you'll have to walk through the muck.

  • @kit-katdoodles8442
    @kit-katdoodles8442 Před 5 lety +2320

    "Life just sucks then we all die"
    My new quote

  • @clarefitzpatrick3726
    @clarefitzpatrick3726 Před 7 lety +4196

    How did she get depression so perfectly into a song?

  • @SikhSoldier94
    @SikhSoldier94 Před 4 lety +400

    Nobody loves you...
    Nobody wants to be your friend...
    Nobody thinks that you're cute...
    Don't worry, my name is Nobody... ❤️

    • @imnotanagitokinnieiswear3845
      @imnotanagitokinnieiswear3845 Před 3 lety +15

      This comment makes me so happy❤️

    • @majabogdandy812
      @majabogdandy812 Před 3 lety +5

      Did you mean @crybaby the nobody name because you feel like nobody? But this comment deserves more likes.

    • @carolinavalencia2621
      @carolinavalencia2621 Před 3 lety +8

      Me to my friends:
      Nobody love me...
      Nobody went to be friends with me...
      Nobody thinks that am cute...
      No... dont worry my name is nobody....

    • @Izzy-th8fk
      @Izzy-th8fk Před 3 lety +5

      Can we be friends :(

    • @SikhSoldier94
      @SikhSoldier94 Před 3 lety +3

      Cynicalssoul UvU Sure..💓

  • @shaenorris3878
    @shaenorris3878 Před 4 lety +397

    Singers: singing about there exes, friends, and there love lives
    Me: can not relate
    Empty by Olivia O’Brien plays
    finally something I can connect with

  • @Ami-wt8fk
    @Ami-wt8fk Před 7 lety +2241

    The definition of anxiety and depression in one song. Definitely one of the most relatable songs out there.

  • @fitzyjunior2428
    @fitzyjunior2428 Před 7 lety +3125

    This song describes depression perfectly - especially 'I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die' - works the other way to 'I don't wanna die but I'm too scared to live'

    • @hannahhughes3898
      @hannahhughes3898 Před 7 lety +16

      true :(

    • @AnijaPlaysMSP
      @AnijaPlaysMSP Před 7 lety +16

      true, And i actually have depression

    • @_sevil_y_4182
      @_sevil_y_4182 Před 7 lety

      Anija Plays MSP me too

    • @poppunktrash5275
      @poppunktrash5275 Před 7 lety +31

      Fitzy Junior it fits even better with the "but I'm to scared to die" when you have depression and anxiety

    • @clirisium
      @clirisium Před 7 lety +11

      That's what I thought when I first heared this

  • @eradicate3839
    @eradicate3839 Před 2 lety +6

    thank u 4 being there 4 me when i was 15 and had no friends olivia ily

  • @haraecca8251
    @haraecca8251 Před 3 lety +77

    This is probably the song I relate to the most. You go through depression, your whole life changes. It feels like everyone's doing great, and you're just there, empty.

    • @amirelesautres1810
      @amirelesautres1810 Před 3 lety +8

      I get it, just stay strong and don't do anything you will regret please! Im here if you need someone.

  • @nicolesmt3562
    @nicolesmt3562 Před 7 lety +628

    [Verse 1]
    I can't handle these pressures
    All I can say is this stress hurts
    Things are supposed to get better
    I just need to put myself first
    I'm always trying my hardest
    Not to pick myself apart
    This energy is killing my vibes now
    Sometimes I just want to drown out
    All of the thoughts in my mind
    Too much going on at the same time
    I wish it would stop and I've tried but
    Life just sucks then we all die
    [Pre-Chorus]
    That's just reality I don't lie to me
    Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't want to be
    I wonder if I'm good enough
    But maybe I've had just too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I'm drowning up my sorrows
    There's rules I'll never follow
    Pretend there's no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    [Chorus]
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    [Verse 2]
    Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
    I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
    But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to fuck me up
    I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
    So all I can do is fill up my cup
    And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
    [Pre-Chorus]
    That's just reality I don't lie to me
    Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't want to be
    I wonder if I'm good enough
    But maybe I've had just too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I'm drowning up my sorrows
    There's rules I'll never follow
    Pretend there's no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    [Chorus]
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    [Bridge]
    My body's shaking
    My head is aching
    It feels like my heart is breaking
    My body's shaking
    My head is aching
    I can't fix this mess I'm making
    [Chorus]
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die

    • @zyonnaelaine9871
      @zyonnaelaine9871 Před 7 lety +17

      Nicole Bochnar it's in the description btw 💜💜

    • @hajarah.6968
      @hajarah.6968 Před 7 lety +2

      Nicole Bochnar May you be blessed.

    • @dimitra8562
      @dimitra8562 Před 7 lety

      Nicole Bochnar thank you!!

    • @musiclove3613
      @musiclove3613 Před 7 lety

      I made a full lyric video for this song on my channel.

    • @marigoldbloom2197
      @marigoldbloom2197 Před 7 lety +3

      the lyrics are already in the description lol but thanks

  • @elsahani6996
    @elsahani6996 Před 7 lety +1672

    "i dont wanna live but im too scared to die" the most damn relatable lyrics

  • @l.5525
    @l.5525 Před 3 lety +83

    she’s so freaking underrated. deserved more recognition

  • @clxudy7420
    @clxudy7420 Před 3 lety +32

    "I don't want to live but I'm too scared to die"
    *The definition of my existence*

  • @valxrot
    @valxrot Před 4 lety +2450

    “All I’m saying is stress hurts”
    “I wonder if I’m good enough”
    “I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die”
    “I just don’t feel alive”
    “I’m empty inside”
    “Wish I could erase my memory”
    “I wanna let go but I’m feeling so stuck”
    “I’m drowning up my sorrows”
    “I wish there was no tomorrow”
    “It feels like my heart is breaking”
    “I can’t fix this mess I’m making”
    These lines hit me hard

    • @devil_cat7969
      @devil_cat7969 Před 4 lety +19

      They hit me hard too because I always thought life was special to the other people is it not what I thought

    • @lucibrian9031
      @lucibrian9031 Před 4 lety +13

      Yeah... but it's true... I'm empty inside... and I really don't wanna live... But too scared to die... but there no reason to live anymore... my life fucked up... IT'S ALL THEIR FAULT!!! FUCK!!!

    • @alliandfriends3885
      @alliandfriends3885 Před 4 lety +3

      Luci Brian-sameeeee

    • @They.Luv_gabriella
      @They.Luv_gabriella Před 4 lety +4

      Same😊💔

    • @suzshisush7810
      @suzshisush7810 Před 4 lety +4

      Same here hehe..

  • @annajuliapereiraoliveira2382
    @annajuliapereiraoliveira2382 Před 7 lety +1715

    This is so lyrical... finally a song that doesn't talk about love

    • @eypapa
      @eypapa Před 7 lety +9

      Have you heard of "Fuck off with your emotional Twenty One Pilots bullshit"? Jesus fucking christ, not everything has to do with Twenty One Pilots, this song is good, don't infect the chat with your cancerous comments.

    • @eypapa
      @eypapa Před 7 lety +2

      How are you half kidding about a Twenty One Pilots comment for music when your profile picture is the twenty one pilots fucking logo.
      Also, I'm not a butthurt fan, I said the song is good, I'm not a fucking crazy fan like you

    • @elliot8429
      @elliot8429 Před 7 lety +2

      Anna Júlia Pereira Oliveira what about rap it's not good at all but it's not about love it's about money and drugs

    • @ym-xx6kj
      @ym-xx6kj Před 7 lety +3

      songs that talk about love are KIND OF being a plague to the music industry that needs to NOT COMPLETELY get rid of

    • @elliot8429
      @elliot8429 Před 7 lety

      Dead PikaChu well he might not listen to any of these people

  • @dylandivers5023
    @dylandivers5023 Před 3 lety +18

    this song just really portrays how people seem fine and happy when their doing stuff they love and when they’re by their self they’re not okay

  • @valerialucas2219
    @valerialucas2219 Před 4 lety +69

    this song hits so much, cause is like all the problems are because me...

    • @poppylivsey9794
      @poppylivsey9794 Před 3 lety +2

      Your amazing and worth soo much don’t ever forget that ❤️❤️

    • @hedras924
      @hedras924 Před 3 lety +2

      @@poppylivsey9794 I was feeling the same way, you made my day, THANK YOU!! Here’s a cookie to thank you: 🍪

    • @poppylivsey9794
      @poppylivsey9794 Před 3 lety +1

      @@hedras924 🥰🥰🥰

  • @clarissa.soeiro6194
    @clarissa.soeiro6194 Před 7 lety +605

    "I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die." Omg that was strong, I'm in tears.😭😭
    Such a beautiful song.😍

  • @L.thompsonn
    @L.thompsonn Před 7 lety +2087

    Who's here before it gets millions of views

  • @NoOne-bc6sq
    @NoOne-bc6sq Před 3 lety +27

    Everyone saying that this song was made for them- You need to know you’re great no matter what things will get better for you. People love you even if it doesn’t feel like it, you can’t give up you’re worth so much! If you need it get help please I know many people kill them selfs and that so sad think about it you could have the best life when you’re older. So many people will do what they can to make you feel great about yourself like I went out of my to write how no one should feel that way and I hope you get better! Have a great life I hope this made your day! ❤️❤️
    edit: just came back to this song and realized i posted this comment 3 times lmao
    other edit: 4 times….

  • @user-yc4nz4ki2t
    @user-yc4nz4ki2t Před 11 měsíci +8

    This song has gotten me through some of my darkest times. Most recently, it literally saved my life. Thank you for saying what I couldn't

  • @megalynn
    @megalynn Před 6 lety +2553

    "And sit here alone and hope no one disrupts"
    Yup that's me

    • @huizar51
      @huizar51 Před 6 lety +2

      that's so ombre pixel

    • @huizar51
      @huizar51 Před 6 lety +6

      That's so Raven

    • @vokun864
      @vokun864 Před 6 lety +3

      Ombre Pixel i literally read this comment right when she said that line

    • @shannonstfu5350
      @shannonstfu5350 Před 5 lety +1

      Oh did I interrupt?

    • @isabellaginther8550
      @isabellaginther8550 Před 5 lety +4

      The whole thing is my life(except for the drinking,smoking and swallowing) yup i need helpo

  • @candiedblxxd
    @candiedblxxd Před 4 lety +5934

    Who else can relate so much they feel like this song was *made for them*

    • @user-yv5dy4ui4r
      @user-yv5dy4ui4r Před 4 lety +51

      Savage Werewolf if she didn't make this yet I would of came up with this

    • @gatchamimi2847
      @gatchamimi2847 Před 4 lety +19

      Me

    • @wuwuk0
      @wuwuk0 Před 4 lety +48

      i feel like im literally the song..?

    • @candiedblxxd
      @candiedblxxd Před 4 lety +17

      @@SilkAn-vq8qj did you just like yourown comment,and also,what do ya even mean

    • @bloomerangplays6669
      @bloomerangplays6669 Před 4 lety +23

      Yes this is how I always feel inside

  • @cassiopeia_blaque_nox196
    @cassiopeia_blaque_nox196 Před 2 lety +3

    I'm so grateful this song exist

  • @22audrey91
    @22audrey91 Před 3 lety +38

    2020 anyone?
    This song is relatible this is how much ppl that relate's

  • @wrenimations6188
    @wrenimations6188 Před 6 lety +3528

    Everyone agrees she basically describes all of us in one way or another?

  • @melissarieger3951
    @melissarieger3951 Před 5 lety +792

    This song alot of people don't understand but for the depressed, addicts, low self esteemed we understand

    • @tamibaby4838
      @tamibaby4838 Před 5 lety +11

      Melissa Rieger I’m none of the three but i still do relate

    • @melikekvlcm3056
      @melikekvlcm3056 Před 5 lety +3

      Melissa Rieger same....

    • @mariaarita1614
      @mariaarita1614 Před 5 lety +2

      Yup

    • @carolinaalvarado2999
      @carolinaalvarado2999 Před 5 lety +8

      Melissa Rieger same I understand I am sucidal but yet I survived thanks to my family I had started cutting I stopped.Now I feel like I’m fat.. I’m eating less but not too little that my family will notice. We can all get through this. Y’all are beautiful and should not be afraid to express yourself.

    • @howardthealien6879
      @howardthealien6879 Před 5 lety +11

      I have dépression and it really annoys me when ppl say they are depressed and say it For attention it really fucking gets on my nerves bc they dont know what its like to wake up only to go back to bed bc my energy is replaced With emptyness and sadness

  • @ani.mp3
    @ani.mp3 Před 9 měsíci +6

    i feel so sorry for my 9 year old self who could relate to this song. i don’t think i ever wanted to die, just wanted to be a different person i guess.
    she was really scared of the future. i’m still young but i feel shitty for giving my 9 year old self a future that will horrify her. my music taste has changed a lot since then so i usually don’t listen to this type of music as much as i used to but looking back at this song does make me remember the person i was

  • @amoongus689
    @amoongus689 Před 2 lety +20

    Its hurts everytime I listen to this but I still come back because I know I need this song.

  • @ItsLunaRegina
    @ItsLunaRegina Před 6 lety +7419

    Okay but why does this song explain my life though?

  • @edithrodriguez2942
    @edithrodriguez2942 Před 5 lety +2260

    “I wish there was no tomorrow ” and “ I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die” is so relatable for me like if u agree
    Omg thx for the likes

    • @thedonutavocado7087
      @thedonutavocado7087 Před 5 lety +9

      O my gosh same. I wanna kill myself for what I go through; my friends leaving me out on nearly everything, the pain I go through each year at the hospital, I can’t do what I love (singing and drawing) even though I practice every year, two of my family members have died (my dog and grandpa), I’ve never met one of my grandmas, and more. But the line “I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die” is way to relatable for me

    • @shawdywitdadreads
      @shawdywitdadreads Před 5 lety +1

      Edith Rodriguez I agree

    • @rachelporter5262
      @rachelporter5262 Před 5 lety +6

      Aw im sorry to hear this, get help if you need it guys, a unheathy mindset is more unheathy than macdonalds 💖

    • @jadeavery
      @jadeavery Před 5 lety +2

      I've felt this way before

    • @simplygoldiexd9242
      @simplygoldiexd9242 Před 5 lety +2

      I really wanna die people make fun of me at school because I'm shy and I get abused at home times and I get called spoiled I was supposed to die when I was a baby but the doctors saved Me. I wish I just died then😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @laurajeanbotha5321
    @laurajeanbotha5321 Před 9 měsíci +4

    I looked for a song that explained how I'm currently feeling. No other song came anywhere close to how I feel. This one ticked all the boxes to perfection. I am just so tired of life & the stress & rejection I go through every day. Thanks for a great song

  • @kxmiiru
    @kxmiiru Před rokem +5

    MOST RELATABLE SONG EVER

  • @Zuzu025
    @Zuzu025 Před 7 lety +764

    It's sad that I can relate to this song so much. I feel so tired always even though I'm just 19 but I don't even feel like socializing anymore I just remain in my room everyday. I want to go outside but I also love staying in you get me?

    • @aeivaouoi1635
      @aeivaouoi1635 Před 7 lety +8

      I get chu

    • @dongarzpullido1901
      @dongarzpullido1901 Před 7 lety +1

      Juhi Koch ur not alone

    • @MySweetieCupcakes
      @MySweetieCupcakes Před 7 lety +31

      damn i'm only 15 and i already feel like that.. like i just want to be "alone". It's so stressful to deal with friends and family.

    • @Zuzu025
      @Zuzu025 Před 7 lety +2

      MySweetieCupcakes I know how you feeling. Life gets so depressing sometimes😞

    • @-whoaa9616
      @-whoaa9616 Před 7 lety +2

      MySweetieCupcakes Heh. It's even bad enough that I get you and I'm younger than you.

  • @lisa6827
    @lisa6827 Před 4 lety +565

    "Life just sucks, than we all die"
    So true...

  • @Alex-bq9ip
    @Alex-bq9ip Před 4 lety +31

    "pretend there's no tomorrow, but I wish there was no tomorrow"me almost every day.....
    Who can relate

  • @jessicapurol2332
    @jessicapurol2332 Před 4 měsíci +3

    This song can't ever get old. I have listened to this song for about 4-5 years now

  • @lonelierthanu
    @lonelierthanu Před 5 lety +570

    I believe in you.
    Now, I just need to believe in myself...

  • @MadilynBailey
    @MadilynBailey Před 7 lety +2365

    wow the coloring on this video is amazing!!!

  • @futur3-m1lff96
    @futur3-m1lff96 Před 3 lety +49

    " I don't wanna live, but im to scared to die"
    Who else relates?

  • @kody4983
    @kody4983 Před 4 lety +8

    “Yeah I’m fucked up but I don’t wanna be”, gives me hope in a way

  • @charlottehall844
    @charlottehall844 Před 6 lety +233

    'Life just sucks then we all die' 'I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die' this is me. I don't know whether to be happy or sad that I've found a song I can relate to

  • @meeloonie
    @meeloonie Před 7 lety +1437

    first I didn't like the video because of the expensive things like the big mansion, her clothes, champagne etc. but when you think about it it actually makes sense: because we live in the first world, we are officially not allowed to have problems and feel bad. often people tell us that others have it so much worse which makes it worse for us. (btw we know there are people afraid of dying in war, yes but that doesn't change our situation. to think about how others have it worse is definitely necessary to help them but you can't always do that even though we should try) *everybody's problems are real*
    I think the message is that everyone has problems no matter where they come from and that there are too much things in this world that are so wrong which just makes life and being part of this 'humanity' unbearable sometimes

    • @kellyn6607
      @kellyn6607 Před 7 lety +28

      if i could give u 100 likes for wat u wrote, I would ...

    • @anisarkisyan7742
      @anisarkisyan7742 Před 7 lety +9

      🙌exactly

    • @Xverxez
      @Xverxez Před 7 lety +18

      Lana Misty This needs to be plastered on billboards along with the song

    • @LisaMichele
      @LisaMichele Před 7 lety +9

      perfectly said

    • @carinak1442
      @carinak1442 Před 6 lety +19

      Lana Misty I know a song from church where there's one line that says that everyone things different from the others so you shouldn't judge people's problems even if they're small to you. But everyone went through different thing and everyone sees things differently so you shouldn't judge someone's opinion because it's always from another point of view, which you can't always understand 100%, even if you try to. So even if the problem is small to you, someone else might suffer from it. I think it's important to always keep that in mind... (sorry for the bad English, I'm from germany but I hope you get the point...)

  • @SadGirl-go8rs
    @SadGirl-go8rs Před 4 měsíci +3

    The way this song is so relatable years later

  • @mirararr
    @mirararr Před 2 lety +22

    Coming back to this song after 2 years, finally understood the true meaning of it, now that it became very relateable it's going to my mix.

    • @LizzyGiggles
      @LizzyGiggles Před 2 lety

      I've just come back here after 2+ years because I used to play this on repeat because it's exactly how I felt at that time. I'm not suicidal anymore and so it's strange to come back to hear this. I want you to know that it does get better, I truly felt like there was no way I would get out of that period of my life alive but I'm so glad I did.

  • @jesuschrist1935
    @jesuschrist1935 Před 5 lety +1254

    I’m not even joking when I say this describes my life way too well, I don’t listen, hate myself and think everyone hates me too, absolutely want to die but I am scared

    • @Cara-ix2vj
      @Cara-ix2vj Před 5 lety +33

      【aesthetics】 I feel the Same way I have some friends but I feel like they hate me 😫🤷‍♀️

    • @echoecole9640
      @echoecole9640 Před 5 lety +5

      Same

    • @Cara-ix2vj
      @Cara-ix2vj Před 5 lety +2

      Roweena Dasselaar ❤️

    • @rcsanny
      @rcsanny Před 5 lety +3

      【aesthetics】 same

    • @isaacborer8409
      @isaacborer8409 Před 5 lety +4

      I feel the same
      I hope I gets better for u

  • @tabasomb6066
    @tabasomb6066 Před 5 lety +1278

    I know everybody is too busy being sad .
    But can we like appreciate the video quality for a second ?

    • @tabasomb6066
      @tabasomb6066 Před 5 lety +9

      ღBobaTeaღ Yes 👏🏼

    • @ghostgirl384
      @ghostgirl384 Před 5 lety +49

      Yes the camera action is smooth
      The colors are frickin pretty
      The dog is cute
      The partying actually looks fun
      And that mansion is still intact
      Ect.
      Jeez, these directors really brought out the song in the environment

    • @wendyv.staden3222
      @wendyv.staden3222 Před 4 lety +4

      Amazing right?

    • @otakusatanist
      @otakusatanist Před 4 lety +10

      imo it does not fit the song

    • @dontcallmenymphadora5572
      @dontcallmenymphadora5572 Před 4 lety +2

      Yes. It’s great

  • @elanabanana13
    @elanabanana13 Před 4 lety +57

    Olivia O’brien:
    *1: Beautiful*
    *2: TALENTED!!!*

  • @midzyforever1986
    @midzyforever1986 Před 4 lety +88

    Is it bad to relate to the line “I don’t wanna live but am scared to die”

    • @iwroteualuvlttr
      @iwroteualuvlttr Před 3 lety +2

      Arias life well everybody is relating to this song, including me. I think it is a VERY bad thing that we all need to control

    • @basketballfan3854
      @basketballfan3854 Před 3 lety +2

      Yeah sad that a lot of people relate nobody should relate I hide my emotions

    • @LlamaWarriorMan
      @LlamaWarriorMan Před 3 lety

      That's my shit.

    • @guadalupemarcial2951
      @guadalupemarcial2951 Před 3 lety

      I do sadle

    • @midzyforever1986
      @midzyforever1986 Před 3 lety +2

      @@basketballfan3854 i do to and it’s really hard for me to share them one time i was crying infront of my mom i couldn’t hold it and she was asking why and i couldn’t talk..

  • @mrsbosslady9566
    @mrsbosslady9566 Před 5 lety +945

    It’s so sad almost everyone relates but is stuck inside them selfs
    How do people love so long that’s what I always think about

    • @gretcheng3623
      @gretcheng3623 Před 5 lety +7

      So listen eclipsebi deal with depression and to you it seams like why are people on this world like this but to us depressed and anxious people we think why is this earth hurting us

    • @talia5024
      @talia5024 Před 5 lety +2

      It is sad how people have depression and I can relate it's really sad"yeah I'm empty inside yeah I don't want to live but I'm to scared to die"😔😿

    • @Idk-bg2ok
      @Idk-bg2ok Před 4 lety +1

      I have depression

  • @peanutathome2
    @peanutathome2 Před 5 lety +938

    Off topic,
    what breed of dog is thaaaat??
    On topic
    “I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die” most relatable words ever.

  • @SabSab6
    @SabSab6 Před 3 lety +22

    "i dont wanna live but im to scared to die " hits hard

  • @gabrielecinelli3789
    @gabrielecinelli3789 Před rokem +3

    'I just need to put myself first'
    This sentence inspired me four years ago, when I was looking for love and struggling with adolescence. I felt like partying and living the moment was the best thing to do till I realized that to be young doesn't mean necessarily you have to get high, or living like in teen movies. What I was truly searching was a purpose and more motivation in school. When I understood after teenage years there are bigger things to do, I begun to study a lot, and then I felt full , and not unsatisfied or unhappy anymore. From that time I studied a lot and now I'm very happy I graduated high school with a good score. So, to me, this song reminds me how important is to have a purpose of any kind ; when you are at school you should study to get high grades, when you are at work you should work with love and motivation... not all the problems can be cured by working hard but...I promise , find a purpose in things you do and you won't feel empty. First of all , DO! When you DO SOMETHING WHATEVER IT IS you feel right.

  • @marie_jeppesen_5670
    @marie_jeppesen_5670 Před 7 lety +800

    "I don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die"
    *Facts*

  • @jamisharifa5638
    @jamisharifa5638 Před 7 lety +1422

    when your not depressed but after hearing this you suddenly feel all the emotions...Damn!!!

  • @slurftonic7074
    @slurftonic7074 Před 2 měsíci +5

    I came here from Trish’s podcast, officially an Olivia O’Brian fan ❤

  • @BriannaKaelynn
    @BriannaKaelynn Před 3 lety +4

    I remember when I used to listened to this for a couple years, My blue tooth died once and My dad heard, he told me I don't have any reason to feel like this and that he's a good parent.

  • @_o..o_1871
    @_o..o_1871 Před 7 lety +2506

    Omg...she is so beautiful..😅

  • @thaismoraes6464
    @thaismoraes6464 Před 7 lety +252

    The Anthem of this generation

  • @goodbyelove.1780
    @goodbyelove.1780 Před 3 lety +9

    She basically summed up the last 15 years of my life in less than 4 minutes. So that's fun.

  • @murdhonno_koi
    @murdhonno_koi Před 3 lety +3

    -4 years later, If you're still watching this you're a legend.

  • @Bhawna03
    @Bhawna03 Před 5 lety +310

    "I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die." This exactly describes how I'm feeling. I don't want to commit suicide. I just don't want to exist anymore. I wish I never did.

    • @merrymerrymar
      @merrymerrymar Před 5 lety +3

      Feeling the exact same way.

    • @Warakuchise
      @Warakuchise Před 5 lety +2

      Bhawna03 you really get me

    • @zanya713
      @zanya713 Před 5 lety +4

      Same 😭

    • @crazycactus7780
      @crazycactus7780 Před 5 lety +9

      It's because people care about you but you don't care about yourself, you would feel bad that they are sad and it's all your fault and I totally get it so realatible

    • @kailyn_cookies6975
      @kailyn_cookies6975 Před 5 lety +1

      True

  • @cyber9615
    @cyber9615 Před 7 lety +157

    "I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die"
    theres never been a sentence to describe me better...

  • @xyokosora6716
    @xyokosora6716 Před 3 lety +5

    Music : Depressive.
    Video : Woohooo Partyyyyy !!

  • @kristinsmith2895
    @kristinsmith2895 Před 4 lety +3

    "I cant fix this mess I'm making" relatable.

  • @danieldrummer7154
    @danieldrummer7154 Před 6 lety +895

    The song and video signifies that she has all of these THINGS and MONEY but still feels empty. That stuff does not make you whole.

  • @mayy8541
    @mayy8541 Před 5 lety +641

    This song is like my life..

    • @venshu5623
      @venshu5623 Před 5 lety +4

      Same, :c exept for the smoking amd drinking part obv..

    • @catatandiaryandallaplicati4134
      @catatandiaryandallaplicati4134 Před 5 lety +2

      So you drink,smoke,and swallow

    • @vic4537
      @vic4537 Před 5 lety +3

      Same not fucked, not smoked, not drinking and swallow

    • @judiththedevil2480
      @judiththedevil2480 Před 5 lety +3

      same except the drinking part😭😭

    • @seke6599
      @seke6599 Před 5 lety +1

      Same after all, i started cutting myself to relate my pain, depression good day peepd

  • @equapointicular
    @equapointicular Před 4 lety +11

    This song definitely describes my life. I’m always really stressed and I feel like I just want to end it all sometimes but I know that in reality I’m scared of death and it would hurt so many people around me. I just wish I wasn’t so... different..

  • @Th3r1an_Ell4
    @Th3r1an_Ell4 Před 21 dnem +2

    “Life just sucks and then we all die.”
    Real.

  • @axinaa9380
    @axinaa9380 Před 5 lety +560

    " I dont wanna live but im to scared to die" relatable for me, I really hate my life but im so scared to harm myself.

    • @meandmyfriendsareweirdandh3587
      @meandmyfriendsareweirdandh3587 Před 5 lety +19

      Same but I'm not afraid to harm my self just die

    • @larissabotelho6918
      @larissabotelho6918 Před 4 lety +14

      You guys have to listen to her song "love myself" and look for help too. Life is your chance to become a better person, to fight against the things that bring you down, to help others... Life is a present that was given to you and it is hard for everyone, don't throw it away or you can regret it. Don't hurt yourself, you have to be thankful to your body, he is so perfect and does all for you!! I'm really sad that you are feeling like this and I will pray for you!

    • @depresssedkylie9091
      @depresssedkylie9091 Před 4 lety +2

      KiKi.EDITS same

    • @whereverwhatever.haveanice7852
      @whereverwhatever.haveanice7852 Před 4 lety +4

      I'm to beautiful to die. Honestly..

    • @emilycranford588
      @emilycranford588 Před 4 lety

      why do you hate your life?

  • @julieidk569
    @julieidk569 Před 6 lety +407

    Never related to a song so much in my life.

  • @lyonshort607
    @lyonshort607 Před 2 lety +4

    "And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" hits hard man 😔

  • @maxmagbier8469
    @maxmagbier8469 Před 2 lety +5

    "Yeah i'm fucked up but I dont wanna be"
    "I'm empty inside and I dont wanna live but i'm too scared to die."
    -can relate

  • @JayJay-sy2zb
    @JayJay-sy2zb Před 6 lety +189

    All her songs relate to me one way or another

  • @HiThereItssophie
    @HiThereItssophie Před 7 lety +1052

    queen of depression !

  • @soffri5156
    @soffri5156 Před 3 lety +7

    "and i don't wanna live but i'm too scared to die"
    why do i relate to this on a spiritual level

  • @rhiannonhoneck1048
    @rhiannonhoneck1048 Před 3 lety +5

    When an add comes on in the middle of a metal break down

  • @joselinerojascuevas3485
    @joselinerojascuevas3485 Před 6 lety +480

    How has this song not hit the radio

  • @xcatalina_4426
    @xcatalina_4426 Před 7 lety +505

    omg. the second I heard thses lyrics I started crying tears of joy. This is exactly me. And I dont I'm happy and sad I finally found a song that is. me. The insecurities, depression, empty ness, you know you "dont wanna live but too scared to die", and bad memories... wow I don't know if I'm happy or even more sad..

  • @Ashballs_76
    @Ashballs_76 Před 3 lety +9

    "I wish there was no tomorrow"
    Felt that :^

  • @user-wz6cu5xw7f
    @user-wz6cu5xw7f Před rokem +2

    I'm so obsessed with this song sums up my whole life

  • @trinitycelice
    @trinitycelice Před 7 lety +187

    "yeah i'm fucked up but i don't wanna be".. wow same

  • @jamestangpua1377
    @jamestangpua1377 Před 7 lety +229

    my favourite line from this song was I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

  • @cherryblossom___-
    @cherryblossom___- Před 3 lety +9

    I used to listen to this as a kid and jam with it I was so happy with my life at that point, I had no idea about the meanings of the lyrics, now 3 years later I come back and I relate and understand every single word. It sucks knowing the last time I listened to this song I was happy. it really sucks.
    Enjoy your happy years well you can, it goes away faster than you think.

  • @carl13220
    @carl13220 Před rokem +1

    Beautiful song about sadness and hopelessness when nothing makes sense anymore.

  • @Sarah-wu7ki
    @Sarah-wu7ki Před 4 lety +312

    "I wonder if I'm good enough"
    This song is stuck in my head 24/7

  • @chivornashbrook4952
    @chivornashbrook4952 Před 7 lety +457

    I can't handle these pressures
    All I can say is this stress hurts
    Things are supposed to get better
    I just need to put myself first
    I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
    This energy is killing my vibes now
    Sometimes I just want to drown out
    All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
    I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die
    That's just reality I don't lie to me
    Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
    I Wonder if I'm good enough
    But maybe I've had just too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I'm drowning up my sorrows
    There's rules I'll never follow
    Pretend there's no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
    I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
    But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up
    I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
    So all I can do is fill up my cup
    And sit here alone and hope no one disrupts
    That's just reality I don't lie to me
    Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
    Wonder if I'm good enough
    Maybe I've had just too much
    To drink, to smoke, to swallow
    I'm drowning up my sorrows
    There's rules I'll never follow
    Pretend there's no tomorrow
    I wish there was no tomorrow
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    My body's shaking
    My head is aching
    It feels like my heart is breaking
    My body's shaking
    My head is aching
    I can't fix this mess I'm making
    But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
    Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
    And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die

  • @srijanimaurd10a71
    @srijanimaurd10a71 Před 4 lety +22

    "i dont wanna live but i'm too scared to die"
    me: SAME ......

  • @FARAventz
    @FARAventz Před 3 lety +11

    The reason why it's easier to talk to strangers online is because we're all here for the same reasons.