Soldier talks about his struggle with depression and PTSD

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  • Soldier talks about his struggle with depression and PTSD. How his struggle lead him to some destructive behavior and finally to seek the help he needed to cope with his emotions. Video by Gilbert Telles | Fort Bliss Public Affairs Office | Date: 08.15.2013
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  • @justinnguyen2605
    @justinnguyen2605 Před 8 lety +2227

    it's a shame that we have one of the best militaries on earth, but time and time again, we fail to help our vets

    • @FattyGetsFitty
      @FattyGetsFitty Před 8 lety +80

      +Justin Nguyen This shit is a prime reason for anger. I'm not even an american, I'm a transplant but the way they treat vets here is honestly the reason I believe this civilization will collapse in 50-100 years. Deplorable. How can you say on the one hand that you will support the troops then turn around and abandon those who need it the most. Fuck. That. I'm gonna volunteer to help veterans around the globe to deal with PTSD. This shit is serious. I feel like crying tbh.

    • @justinnguyen2605
      @justinnguyen2605 Před 8 lety +12

      delhigod Same here. That's why when I join (unless Trump wins), I'm using private doctors. I only want my GI Bill, I hear that the hospitals are horrible

    • @unknownspecie6196
      @unknownspecie6196 Před 8 lety +9

      +Justin Nguyen the people in the us care about them. however, the people in power dnt care about some pawns.

    • @justinnguyen2605
      @justinnguyen2605 Před 8 lety

      Unknown Specie most people who aren't Westboro and those that do the Eric Shepard bullshit

    • @marcinpl1989
      @marcinpl1989 Před 8 lety +5

      Its sad, that they don't know there are others dealing with the same thing. Most guys are mind trapped

  • @lamadesurvivor5216
    @lamadesurvivor5216 Před 7 lety +1335

    You can see it in his face, and hear it in his voice that he's physically there? But mentally still in Afghanistan

    • @memyself1176
      @memyself1176 Před 5 lety +23

      You a crip

    • @rodeocowboy2313
      @rodeocowboy2313 Před 5 lety

      Kim Jong-un 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @pankow93
      @pankow93 Před 4 lety +10

      Junior’s BassFishinTV not the place for jokes

    • @fuadmahmood4813
      @fuadmahmood4813 Před 4 lety +11

      He maybe has murdered innocent people

    • @isthatskk7042
      @isthatskk7042 Před 4 lety +3

      Coach_dell Chambers Americans had no reason to be in Afghanistan, this is karma

  • @lyndseysiever2394
    @lyndseysiever2394 Před 6 lety +1760

    My brother was 23, he came home after second tour and loosing our brother in a car accident a few months later he lost it, accidentally over dosed. Left me, now I am without both brothers and my mom who recently alao very unexpectedlt passed. Not even 30, alone, motherless, brotherless, and broken.

    • @BIackDynamite
      @BIackDynamite Před 5 lety +16

      Cnl ink addicts Farrow that’s tuff u got meh doe 👍🏾👍🏾

    • @lilithamethystius5289
      @lilithamethystius5289 Před 5 lety +67

      Sorry 😭, i am here if you need someone to talk to. Stay strong.

    • @TheLocalDank
      @TheLocalDank Před 5 lety +38

      Cnl ink addicts Farrow I was very saddened to read this it nearly brought tears to my eyes.. I’m rooting for you man stay optimistic and live life in honor of them and know they are looking down on you no matter how difficult it feels.
      Better days are ahead my brother 🙏🏼

    • @Goosebumps871
      @Goosebumps871 Před 5 lety +27

      I’m so sorry may God heal you and bless your family. May God grant you ease

    • @TombRaider666
      @TombRaider666 Před 5 lety +16

      I am here if you want someone to talk to/a friend. You’re not alone

  • @PatrioticNurse948
    @PatrioticNurse948 Před 5 lety +827

    It's not weak to ask for help. It's a sign of strength

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +1

      Boo fucking hoo

    • @welovephatbootyho3670
      @welovephatbootyho3670 Před 4 lety +28

      Morty Shpritzlestienberg you fuckin dirt bag you have O RESPECT for men who fought and continue too fight so YOU can live free...your disgusting and I don’t feel sorry for you at all smh

    • @henryd5408
      @henryd5408 Před 4 lety +18

      Jett Jordan Your a psychopath

    • @margoferguson1969
      @margoferguson1969 Před 4 lety +23

      Jett Jordan why don’t you go to fucking Afghanistan and serve your country you little pussy

    • @neotomoe
      @neotomoe Před 3 lety +10

      Mr Carr most of all of that made 0 sense so it means absolutely nothing to absolutely nobody

  • @novaivy1913
    @novaivy1913 Před 9 lety +1443

    My boyfriend is in the corps and he struggles with PTSD.. Wakes up in the middle of the night dripping in sweat due to having such terrible dreams. My heart breaks for all military who have to deal with this... God bless you.

    • @dawoodwaris
      @dawoodwaris Před 9 lety +28

      nova ivy You should use his uniform to wipe your toilet seat, its not worthy than that.

    • @muscle949
      @muscle949 Před 9 lety +8

      dawoodwaris exactly

    • @dann551
      @dann551 Před 9 lety +93

      dawoodwaris You are a piece of trash!! Why would you say something so evil to someone who volunteered to serve their country!!

    • @dawoodwaris
      @dawoodwaris Před 9 lety +87

      I talk evil? Her brother is having nightmares just because of the evil deeds he or his colleagues done on invasion. More than a million innocent Iraqi civilians mostly woman and children were brutally murdered by the US invasion and above 3 million became refugees. I don't think this is the way you serve your country rite.

    • @FeWolf
      @FeWolf Před 9 lety +11

      nova ivy try Save A Warrior program, it is excellent. As far as the remarks for the worthless one who have done nothing for this country, but spill hate, ignore them.

  • @69ChevyGarage
    @69ChevyGarage Před 6 lety +726

    I feel for this soldier. He is not cured even in this video. He is showing all symptoms of PTSD.

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety

      Giuseppe Benvenuto PTSD is not a bad thing

    • @denizcan170
      @denizcan170 Před 5 lety +32

      Horny Pervert how come ?

    • @garyjd1166
      @garyjd1166 Před 5 lety +56

      So I guess things like cancer or a mental illness is not bad either. I have yet to hear a veteran talk about the "benefits" of PTSD. You can't cure PTSD any more than you can cure losing a limb.

    • @krestainwatsonjr.
      @krestainwatsonjr. Před 5 lety +7

      I never had ptsd myself but it's a scary feeling to have

    • @eliteeffekt
      @eliteeffekt Před 5 lety +55

      I have PTSD and no I'm not a soldier I didn't fight any war. I just had a severe traumatic experience happened to me this year that cause me to attempt suicide that day it happened. PTSD is horrible. Something you don't want remember you relive it everyday. Trust me you don't want it.

  • @thatmanzenac
    @thatmanzenac Před 3 lety +240

    This man needs to cry. Needs to let it all out, you can tell he doesn’t shed tears.

    • @AyzenE
      @AyzenE Před 3 lety +15

      the strongest always try to put on a brave face, you never know what people are going through behind closed doors.

    • @chiyo-chanholocaust8143
      @chiyo-chanholocaust8143 Před 3 lety +8

      Man, worst part I feel like if he cried a bunch still wouldn't help. Like that's one of the worst suffocating part of this mental crisis just not getting any solution to it no matter what

    • @walterwalterson3982
      @walterwalterson3982 Před 3 lety +3

      It would be so easy right? Thats a problem with depression you think if you cry itll help but you are so down you dont even have the energy

    • @ocho27hd
      @ocho27hd Před 2 lety +8

      He doesn’t shed tears because as a Hispanic or Mexican man, it’s been instilled in our “culture” that men don’t cry about our feelings and we stay “tough”. I’m the same way with my ptsd and my wife also tell me to let it out. It’s not easy. But give us a lot of tequila and you’ll definitely see some tears.

    • @Life_42
      @Life_42 Před 2 lety +1

      Good advice for many but not all. Telling someone to shed tears is not always a good idea

  • @masterbong_420
    @masterbong_420 Před 8 lety +129

    PTSD sucks ass, it makes you sad no matter where you go. It's not necessarily like depression because depression a lot of times you can't pinpoint why you have it. With PTSD however it lets you know every single day like every 5 seconds you have a thought about it/ a flashback of it and it won't go away no matter how hard you try your brain makes you think of it.

    • @masterbong_420
      @masterbong_420 Před 8 lety +1

      +Kristy Niederkorn couldn't agree more, thanks for your service bro.

    • @stevenhierro4729
      @stevenhierro4729 Před 3 lety +1

      Can the military separate someone for ptsd and depression?

  • @sscot720
    @sscot720 Před 6 lety +231

    I can see his unhappiness and anxiety.. I have it as well, hang in there, it's very hard, pray

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety

      Remnant Soldier I dont have anxiety.

    • @wtsy1117
      @wtsy1117 Před 5 lety +1

      what do u expect? how can u expect to sleep peacefully at night and have a stable mind when you know you have taken souls of thousands of innocent lives...stupid people. your countries don't even rate youse thats why there are homeless veterans lol
      REPLY

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      Ohhhh it's so hard! Boo fucking hoo. Nobody cares shut up and quit whining.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      Remnant Soldier oh boo fucking hoo. Waaaa I wanna kill myself it’s just sooo hard waaa stfu wimp

    • @midgetman4206
      @midgetman4206 Před 5 lety

      @@wtsy1117 I mean It's not as if what America does is assist its allies, It's not as if we were to do nothing innocent people will die, It's nothing right lol

  • @carolinec21
    @carolinec21 Před 7 lety +403

    This reminds me of my uncle, waking up in the middle of the night hearing him screaming his friends name. He served in Vietnam, and my aunt told me the only thing he had ever said about war was he watched his best friend die in his arms. His voice is all raspy from something the Americans dropped in the jungle and his unit was sent in before it settled. So it messed up his vocal cords. His names Roy Botsford.

    • @AMadar-kj5hb
      @AMadar-kj5hb Před 7 lety +40

      Agent Orange. That's the chemical they dropped into the forests. It was meant to destroy the plants that obstruct pathways, or crops used by Vietnamese, but it turned out it makes soldiers sick as well.

    • @glazedgamer7661
      @glazedgamer7661 Před 7 lety +8

      Yep it also caused horrifying birth defects, the result of which you can see at the american embassy in Ho chi minh. Horrifying mutant babies in jars, it's terrible

    • @AMadar-kj5hb
      @AMadar-kj5hb Před 7 lety +3

      GlazedGamer Ummm. I know that Agent Orange causes many health problems (respiratory cancers for example). But I don't recall deformed babies being one of the side affects.
      If it is true, just give me a quick scientific evaluation of how they become deformed.

    • @glazedgamer7661
      @glazedgamer7661 Před 7 lety

      and my mistake it was in Tu Du hospital, i was young when i went over there

    • @AMadar-kj5hb
      @AMadar-kj5hb Před 7 lety

      Interesting.

  • @rolandomeza98
    @rolandomeza98 Před 7 lety +306

    Respect to you blanco. Thank you.

  • @rebeccas6839
    @rebeccas6839 Před 8 lety +225

    Thank you SGT Blanco.

  • @USMCleathernecks
    @USMCleathernecks Před 7 lety +306

    hey carnal, everything you said... man i feel you. i would drink till i fell asleep. but bro we have to live on for the men we lost there. hey bro from one warrior to another, talk to someone about it. It's helped me

    • @apjfan4343
      @apjfan4343 Před 7 lety +6

      what do you guys fight for? don't you all come together and debunk the source of war,don't question the authority?

    • @mariogodoy1957
      @mariogodoy1957 Před 6 lety +8

      USMC0311 that's was up carnal from soldier to marine we all struggle I appreciate your service brotger

    • @thomasjester6975
      @thomasjester6975 Před 6 lety +7

      ApjFan we fight for you people for our country. And we fight for those who can't fight

    • @posty5633
      @posty5633 Před 6 lety

      IM DYING

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety

      USMC0311 the navy defeated bin laden.

  • @goodoljackburton9211
    @goodoljackburton9211 Před 5 lety +85

    A former Marine with PTSD just killed 12 people last night in California. The symptoms were obvious. I can agree that our system has failed to protect our vets. It’ll be swept under the rug and the blame will be on guns. Keep going strong Sgt. Blanco. Peace.

    • @kennye3011
      @kennye3011 Před 5 lety +6

      No such thing as a "former" Marine. Once a Marine always a Marine. The title is forever. As a Marine myself my thoughts and prayers go out to all of those innocent soulsm such a horrific senseless act.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +1

      @@kennye3011 thank you for your service, government mercenary.

    • @armybeef68
      @armybeef68 Před 2 lety

      @@kennye3011
      Sierra Tango Foxtrot Uniform
      Yea, there is FORMER Marines, that means a Marine who is no longer in, see also; VETERAN

    • @Punisher1830
      @Punisher1830 Před rokem

      Did that former Marine take medications that the media omits??

    • @eggytoast
      @eggytoast Před 11 měsíci

      PTSD is a social construct

  • @InsanityDubstep15USMC
    @InsanityDubstep15USMC Před 7 lety +209

    I love you brother. #StayStrongBlanco

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +1

      Ha! Gay.

    • @midgetman4206
      @midgetman4206 Před 5 lety +2

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 no homo

    • @ivx_ig
      @ivx_ig Před 5 lety +5

      Jett Jordan stfu 12 year old shit , go stay of the internet and do something with your useless life, o nvm your probably a failure to your family

    • @ncrtrooper4062
      @ncrtrooper4062 Před 3 lety +1

      Jett Jordan not the right time nor place to say typa shit.

  • @clintthepoet
    @clintthepoet Před 8 lety +115

    Wow! I can't believe I have not seen this until now. Blanco if you see this comment, this is Herzik! Good for you bro for doing this. Proud of you man. I know it's tough to talk about, especially in a video everyone will see. You're story is going to help a lot of people man. I hope you are doing well.

    • @CamelSmokes23
      @CamelSmokes23 Před 3 lety +7

      I just want you to know, you, your brothers, and everyone's families are in our prayers.

    • @michelwagenaar
      @michelwagenaar Před rokem

      It helped me

  • @robertyoung3520
    @robertyoung3520 Před 3 lety +60

    Watching this video made me realize that I have PTSD. I feel ashamed to admit that I was embarrassed to talk about it. I know that I need help and will get the help that I need. Thank you Sgt. Blanco for sharing your story brother.

    • @bigdogtyrone8856
      @bigdogtyrone8856 Před rokem

      Hope you'll doing well brother

    • @LaRai69
      @LaRai69 Před rokem

      Doing a quick check up here! Hope you are doing well and keeping every vet in my thoughts !

  • @teacherforever9209
    @teacherforever9209 Před 6 lety +99

    He's very strong.

  • @PatrioticNurse948
    @PatrioticNurse948 Před 5 lety +60

    You can see him starting to have an episode as he shakes with tremors. I really noticed it when he mentioned his wife was going to leave him, really fucked up. A friend of mine has PTSD and I've seen him get like this. Glad he sought help, it's the only way. Once you find other people as broken as you in a therapeutic/rehabilitating environment you realize you're not so alone. I felt similar and alone to how he felt with my heroin addiction but once I went to rehab I've made some of the best and closest friends that I've told more things to that I've never said to anyone. I have met some of the best people there. I see it similar to my addiction, you have to seek help and be with other people recovering from the same shit. There's a quote that says something like "unless you've also been in the ring fighting the bull, I don't want to hear what you have to say". Meaning if you haven't gone through what I have you don't have a clue. People associate asking for help as a sign of weakness, I now believe it is a sign of strength, to not be controlled by your ego and to be able to admit "I don't got this, I need help". Or even just being able to surrender to a purly unbeatable force. Anyway those are my thoughts

  • @kewsiyehboah6058
    @kewsiyehboah6058 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Not Sure Where Soldier Blanco is Now..
    Hope is Mind - Body And Soul is in A Better Place..
    All da Best Folks..

  • @j2times2006
    @j2times2006 Před 7 lety +109

    Poor guy. Man I hope he's doing ok now.

    • @codychristianson1878
      @codychristianson1878 Před 7 lety +4

      dario the fuck that mean?

    • @timmyturner5479
      @timmyturner5479 Před 6 lety +12

      What about the kids in Iraq? They got it x10 worse than this Blanco guy.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      Booo hoooo poor babies.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +6

      @@timmyturner5479 Americans are brainwashed to kiss the asses of American soldiers. Talking to them about that stuff is like talking to a child, they just don't get it.

    • @aonymouscadet1146
      @aonymouscadet1146 Před 5 lety +11

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 if you're so worried about kids I'm Afghanistan go over there also it's funny this dude serves to keep your freedom and speech and then you use against him

  • @pelejonie877
    @pelejonie877 Před 5 lety +45

    My boyfriend has it and it Breaks my heart for him. He though having help and medication. I know and seeing that he's trying his best to have a normal life after the war he's in. And I'm just here to support him and love him. God bless all the army and Marines who fight for their country.

    • @113charlie7
      @113charlie7 Před 3 lety

      @T C you are one ungrateful son of a bitch i hear ya war is fucked up but dam

  • @morganplisken7271
    @morganplisken7271 Před 2 lety +7

    The sleep disorders wear you down over years. The short term memory loss makes you feel worthless.Unable to focus an simple tasks. Panic attacks if you get in tight crowds of many people. It’s hell.

  • @ryanmax-grappler8654
    @ryanmax-grappler8654 Před 5 lety +158

    if highly trained soldiers act like this after a few years in a war zone, imagine how the residents must feel since they have felt it their whole life

    • @simonacland9028
      @simonacland9028 Před 3 lety +4

      Part of the culture anyway man they'll be fine when they move away

    • @bradentoncane8830
      @bradentoncane8830 Před 2 lety

      Doesn’t matter how they feel. They should Get out of the shit hole they’re in.

    • @Serplex000
      @Serplex000 Před 2 lety +3

      @@bradentoncane8830 It’s Stockholm syndrome, you become so used to a bad situation you begin to tolerate it.

    • @wineverything7529
      @wineverything7529 Před 2 lety +7

      @@Serplex000
      Faith makes one strong Our Faith is stronger than USA military

    • @MarksTournaments
      @MarksTournaments Před 2 lety +1

      @@simonacland9028 and the vets will be fine when they’re dead

  • @maddratt
    @maddratt Před 7 lety +204

    Blanco.... you're a HERO! People you don't even know care about you. :-)

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +5

      No....they really don’t......boo fucking hoo waaaah!

    • @midgetman4206
      @midgetman4206 Před 5 lety +6

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 well apparently this guy and so do I, he contains knowledge that must not be forgotten

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +2

      Ivan Vergara you sure as hell don’t. That’s obvious.

    • @midgetman4206
      @midgetman4206 Před 5 lety +5

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 why wouldn't I, It's like the old vets from WWII, their stories their memories must not be forgotten

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +2

      Ivan Vergara no he’s just a little bitch throwing a pity party for himself and feeling sorry for himself. Life is hard for everyone. Man up.

  • @discountgamervids
    @discountgamervids Před 4 lety +17

    I really hope he has found some peace of mind. I feel this pain in my soul

  • @MSMAUTIKA
    @MSMAUTIKA Před 3 lety

    Thank you for being brave and sharing your story, asking for help, and for your service!!

  • @ShamenUrban
    @ShamenUrban Před 3 lety

    Thankful for him to be talking about he's experience.

  • @em34ev3r
    @em34ev3r Před 7 lety +12

    I'm praying for you SGT. Blanco, stay strong. We're Army family, always got your back

  • @angiebaby9504
    @angiebaby9504 Před 5 lety +1

    Thank you for letting us know. We love you

  • @M1tyguy
    @M1tyguy Před 7 lety +1

    Thank you for your services. We salute you.

  • @lambchopzeller8588
    @lambchopzeller8588 Před 2 lety +3

    Bless your heart soldier.

  • @GeofryMasters
    @GeofryMasters Před 6 lety +33

    This ONE single video just helped me through almost a lifetime of shit. So powerful. Thank you for sharing this brother! God bless!

  • @Roshandiscussion
    @Roshandiscussion Před 3 lety

    Thank you for opening up. Brings your heart on ease and also awareness on other people.

  • @yvonnegomez1976
    @yvonnegomez1976 Před 8 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing your struggle. I wish there was more we could do as families and as support for our veterans.

  • @youngtuna2385
    @youngtuna2385 Před 6 lety +6

    I love you SGT Blanco. You're a strong man, mentally and physically. Real pain is rarely physical.

  • @djm55
    @djm55 Před rokem +3

    Bless you, Sgt. Blanco. It takes a lot of courage to open up and talk about PTSD so you can help your fellow vets. You are a beautiful human being and I hope you will find peace and balance in your life after suffering such trauma.

  • @daisyrocky1070
    @daisyrocky1070 Před rokem

    Wow! this guy is so brave to share his story! I hope he is thriving!

  • @AnthonyMorales71
    @AnthonyMorales71 Před 5 lety

    It takes such courage to do what this Soldier did.. to talk about it is a breakthrough. Salute him and sooo many silent others.

  • @jk-76
    @jk-76 Před 5 lety +6

    Brother, you aren't alone out there. None of us walked away without some demons dragging behind us. I am glad you got help. Pass the word...

  • @sarahpruitt6854
    @sarahpruitt6854 Před 2 lety +4

    I am currently in school studying Clinical Mental Health. Watching videos like these mamke me more motivated to do good in school, train hard, and eventually be part of someone's healing and recovery from issues like this one. My heart goes out to you, Sir!

  • @lbrambo5623
    @lbrambo5623 Před 3 lety +2

    Thankyou Sgt.Blanco ,this grunt needed to hear that bro

  • @Ranchcreekrecovery
    @Ranchcreekrecovery Před 8 lety +1

    Our hearts go out to this man. Very courageous of him to share his story; takes a big man to admit vulnerability and brokenness like that. Mr. Blanco (apologies, not sure what your rank is), we certainly hope that you're on a brighter path, one that doesn't require you to medicate your issues away.

  • @martybob55
    @martybob55 Před 2 lety +3

    I hope this young man is still managing his depression and other issues related to life and his military service. I hope he now has a healthy relationship with his family and friends.

  • @shannonmarie294
    @shannonmarie294 Před rokem +3

    I know this is from 9 years ago but it is still heart-wrenching seeing our Veterans deal with these emotion’s!!…. You can tell this Soldier is fighting very hard not to just break down right on camera!!…. 😔 God bless all of our Combat Vet’s! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @largon2008
    @largon2008 Před 4 lety +2

    Thank you for everything you have done Mr. Blanco..

  • @samstricklandfilm
    @samstricklandfilm Před 8 lety

    Big respect. Thank you sharing Blanco from Sam in the UK. Keep your chin up. And wish and pray that you and your family are having a happy life brother.

  • @noodles41
    @noodles41 Před 6 lety +12

    I've never been in the army, but I still really related to this man's story. It's nearly impossible to find the words to describe what is going on in your head, but this guy pretty much nailed it on the head. Much respect, sir.

  • @tjmario64
    @tjmario64 Před 4 lety +16

    No weakness SGT, appreciate what you've shared, mad respect to you and hope to aspire to more aspirations of good and motivation!

  • @stevesmall5857
    @stevesmall5857 Před 5 lety +1

    Thank u for putting this out... I’m now in the same boat and have been afforded another chance at life...came on CZcams to see if there was something/someone who feels like me ... stay strong my Brother

  • @aleccassady5383
    @aleccassady5383 Před 2 lety

    We are with you Blanco. You are showing such amazing strength by spreading the truth.

  • @Palentir
    @Palentir Před 3 lety +3

    I have never been in the military, but I could feel his pain

  • @rjsimpkins2911
    @rjsimpkins2911 Před 5 lety +3

    Blanco, what you did and saw in combat zone has affected you in a 'normal ' way. You are a good guy and a good soldier. War, from a front row seat, damages most people emotionally, physically and/or spiritually. You were on it enough to get the insight to now do what was needed. It's not any different from getting help for a broken leg bro. Your family needs you at the best you can be, both now and in the future. I believe, salute and love you!

  • @tjfecteau8001
    @tjfecteau8001 Před 2 lety

    Stay strong man.. it's hard every day... praying it gets better.

  • @gabbya853
    @gabbya853 Před 3 lety

    I really hope you get the help that you need. You’re very brave for talking about your struggle with PTSD and Depression. God Bless you!

  • @dr.owlsock7643
    @dr.owlsock7643 Před 5 lety +5

    We need to thank all the veterans for their service and send out our positivity and help to those who suffer with ptsd!

  • @ReneLemorGalloway
    @ReneLemorGalloway Před 6 lety +8

    I feel you brother ... it fu**ked me up too. ...coming home is hard, `cause no one understands you. ....God bless you.

  • @MegaShark30
    @MegaShark30 Před 6 lety +1

    Thank you for serving

  • @santaclaus3077
    @santaclaus3077 Před rokem +1

    Hope he’s doing better. Thank you for your service.

  • @user-dw5cx9hd1f
    @user-dw5cx9hd1f Před rokem +7

    My best friends boyfriend was in the military and she says he's dealing with PTSD so much that he has depression. She said that he's not the same person before he joined the military. It's crazy to see what being in a war situation does to you mentally, physically, and emotionally.

  • @tom10720
    @tom10720 Před 7 lety +103

    I have no right to say this, I never served. But I will anyway. I wish you all the best. You may have helped twenty, 50, a 100 other soldiers. By being brave enough to talk about this on camera. What if you helped one and their entire family or prevented a suicide, with all my respect, Tom.

    • @MVPA-io5ee
      @MVPA-io5ee Před 5 lety +1

      I hope you don't...💔

    • @tizeye4760
      @tizeye4760 Před 4 lety

      Tom, you do have the right to say what you said.
      One of the most bizarre things to understand is why it makes veterans feel so uncomfortable and feel a bit of ire, when a civilian says "Thank you for your service!" On November 11th.

    • @ahmadhedjasi727
      @ahmadhedjasi727 Před rokem

      Let’s not forget the amount of innocent people that were caught by his bullets and bombs

  • @PaulAdamssongs
    @PaulAdamssongs Před 2 lety

    My heart goes out to this young man. He needs help dealing w these new difficulties.

  • @herc64fe
    @herc64fe Před 11 měsíci

    Thank you for having the courage to share. Your testimony, which I’ve watched about a hundred or more times, has pulled me back from the brink.

  • @armynation31B5V5P
    @armynation31B5V5P Před 5 lety +5

    I'm with you Brother. We have your 6.

  • @mistermartinez14
    @mistermartinez14 Před 3 lety +8

    The fact that his wife said, do it or I'll leave....
    Instead of saying, let's do this together and show support

  • @jhondelv8891
    @jhondelv8891 Před rokem

    I'm glad you got help. Thank you for your service.

  • @Tactical_DZ
    @Tactical_DZ Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing all you did brother. God bless.

  • @geoffreyvictorhernandez2283

    I feel bad for people who have PTSD I once experience it even though I wasn't in war I got scared of dying scared of all my friends,family, and me dying I just feel so sorry for Blanco Thank you

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      shutup caveman

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      go write on some walls or some shit

    • @sauviel6296
      @sauviel6296 Před 4 lety

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 go write in a prison cell or something

    • @MultiDrGh
      @MultiDrGh Před 3 lety

      I too had it. I haven’t been to war.
      I’m in the process of healing. I stopped having flashbacks, I’m sleeping better and having nice dreams too. I didn’t get medicated.
      I still have anxiety and weird automated reactions like yelling all of a sudden, can’t sit still, and negative thoughts about people and the world. but I started loving myself again.
      I hope I never go back there. It was hell.

  • @chrisquiett1776
    @chrisquiett1776 Před 7 lety +4

    I'm proud of him. My brother had to go through that as well, and he was ashamed of it for a while. He got violent though(he also went the drinking rout). Seeking help isn't a weakness, it's a strength to know you don't have to go through it alone. I hope more people see this interview, it's not bs, it's an honest man telling you how it is.

  • @heyday101
    @heyday101 Před 3 lety +1

    Poor soldiers.That is just breaking my heart.They have my respect for all they go through for us.

  • @hannahcjaldrich3053
    @hannahcjaldrich3053 Před 6 lety

    God bless you. I hope you are doing well. Thank you for your sacrifices and service

  • @osmingallegos5046
    @osmingallegos5046 Před 7 lety +36

    SGNT Blanco, God bless you. Your service is appreciated immensely; stay strong. I'm sure we can all agree, we love you.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety

      Osmin Gallegos nope

    • @kamil9428
      @kamil9428 Před 4 lety +3

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Hey why don't you quit being a bitch and replying to every comment who is happy for this good man. Just quit and say nothing if you can't think of anything good but negativity

    • @boxingheadstv2978
      @boxingheadstv2978 Před 4 lety +1

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Stfu and stop replying to every single comment you little bitch. Have some respect.

    • @yourneighborhoodwierdo8349
      @yourneighborhoodwierdo8349 Před 2 lety

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 get a life bro

  • @unclejeffrey2317
    @unclejeffrey2317 Před 2 lety +9

    Can’t imagine what he’s going through right now.

  • @karlanayeli406
    @karlanayeli406 Před 2 lety

    you went through hell and back. the military really does puts you through a lot. a lot of soldiers get depression, and really bad ptsd but it takes A LOT for someone to admit that they need help. im really glad you got help! you’re strong and thank you am for your service !

  • @missymason2377
    @missymason2377 Před 5 lety +1

    Thankyou for sharing your story. Very pleased you still alive.prays goes to you from new Zealand

  • @WJstudios04
    @WJstudios04 Před 7 lety +51

    God bless you

    • @dragonlover445
      @dragonlover445 Před 6 lety +3

      god wont bless killers :)

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety

      Balls to the wall

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety +1

      Dragon Lover hes not a killer the target deserved it.

    • @JT-nn8nj
      @JT-nn8nj Před 4 lety +2

      Dragon Lover you’re Christian? You ever read the Bible? God justified war all the time in the Bible. Sometimes war has to be fought to keep peace

  • @qKitts
    @qKitts Před 4 lety +9

    “Some guys.. like the good guys.. like most of the good friends .. They didn’t make it home so..”. Realest shit I heard in a while

  • @angelcruz684
    @angelcruz684 Před rokem

    Hope you are well, I struggle every day. Thanks for sharing brother.

  • @simonacland9028
    @simonacland9028 Před 3 lety +2

    Stay with us Blanco. We all need and love ya man!

  • @justinheath5277
    @justinheath5277 Před 7 lety +5

    love you blanco you know that bro

  • @HeadsUpTV
    @HeadsUpTV Před 6 lety +17

    You are a soldier, one who defends us. If you are not strong, then how can we be strong? A solider must be more important and respected than a president. It's because of a solider that we all can sleep peacefully. And Blanco, you should be proud of yourself for being one. There are difficulties for everyone. But don't let those obstacles take over you. You live for a purpose and if you believe that you are living in the right path, then you shouldn't be worried about anything. You are strong, I am strong, we all are strong.

    • @lonoces
      @lonoces Před 4 lety +2

      Sometimes it just the brain doing wrong with the hormon balance shit and it makes you feel bad, thats why drugs (or alcohol when you don't seek medical help) can help .

  • @DonaldMaggart
    @DonaldMaggart Před 8 lety +2

    This Warrior IS Vibrating and I appreciate his Honesty...MilitantCrip

  • @evadacus4010
    @evadacus4010 Před rokem

    First of all Thank you for your service and sacrifices! Im sorry your soul needed to experience this!! Please make a full circle and help others that have suffered. You could truly understand them and that is the best way to help!! As you heal others you will heal yourself more and more!!

  • @1omega
    @1omega Před 6 lety +48

    Our military goes through more than any person will ever know. The things they see and do. Going to places you’ve never even heard of and you don’t even know who you’re fighting against anymore. I’m sure it fucks with you a lot. These guys sacrifice family time and peace of mind for what? A country that won’t even take care of them. Truly is sad. I hope this man can find at least a little bit of peace.

    • @CrayZJo3Davola
      @CrayZJo3Davola Před 8 měsíci

      How about the innocent lives in the country destroyed by your military?

  • @MrPearlsareforever
    @MrPearlsareforever Před 9 lety +17

    I appreciate this mans service and contribution to our nation. Thank you.

  • @mwsmith6209
    @mwsmith6209 Před rokem

    It is so brave of you to get in front of the camera and tell your truth. Now bc u are getting help you can further your healing by spending time with others who are also experiencing close to, if not the exact same difficulties, in their lives as well bc it takes one to know one. You never know the profound, positive impact you may have with other vets and to be able to reach them on a personal level like this may be just what gets them through another day!! I thank you for your service - God bless you and your family bc they (ur family) have suffered too 👏👏

  • @stebossm3195
    @stebossm3195 Před 4 lety

    Stay blessed bro..very courageous of you to share this. You are strong beyomd measure.

  • @superbananas7792
    @superbananas7792 Před 6 lety +39

    Human beings are not natural killers, if we were we wouldn't have shit like battle fatigue and PTSD, kids of 16+ wouldn't have to turned into killing machines, taught how to kill someone in vague and short instructions like "aim for the centre of the mass" instead of "kill that human being".
    Its the reason why specialised training had to be introduced to make soldiers actually kill, as orginally many didn't fire at the enermy to kill.
    Need to find out the actual statistics from the first world war, to the second and Vietnam, I know gradually more soldiers fired their weapons to kill because of new training techniques.
    War isn't natural, it occurs because of shit like a lack of resources (That's literally why the first human tribes started fighting each other because they needed resources to build and to feed themselves), because of power, greed and imperalistic bullshit.
    As Harry Patch said "War is nothing more then organised murder" and if politicians want to go to war, they should be the ones to fight not poor fuckers like this guy.
    Make it into a boxing match?

    • @Elsuper-dm8sy
      @Elsuper-dm8sy Před 5 lety

      What's your take on Selective Service?

    • @ashleysheppard6913
      @ashleysheppard6913 Před 3 lety

      @Ethan Bonefas Then why do soldiers have PTSD?🤔And your history is wrong. Many indian tribes looked at physical violence as the last resort. Most notably the Iroquois. Humans are not natural killers. It's why they say once you take a person's life, you're never the same afterwards.

    • @robertisham5279
      @robertisham5279 Před 3 lety

      Oh yeah I heard about that statement from Harry Patch

    • @RemixedVoice
      @RemixedVoice Před 3 lety +1

      Any politician who supports war in foreign countries should 100% be on the front lines themselves. Fuck them.

  • @senecashemayme4022
    @senecashemayme4022 Před 5 lety +4

    I was in and out of the hospital at fort campbell for about 10-12 months. I was drinking heavily, my marriage fell apart, and it seemed as if i were in a dark hole, stuck. I was the same way as blanco as i knew there was a problem with me but i didnt wanna look like a wuss at the big bad 1-506 asking for help cuz my mental health was deteriorating. I was very close to going off the edge when i finally seeked out help. 4 years later the symptoms pop up every now and then but cannabis has helped me tremendously. Keep ur head up blanco!!

  • @cotygallagher543
    @cotygallagher543 Před 3 lety

    Thank you, for standing strong. Not just in areas most wouldn't, but also helping yourself after the fact! Just so you can share your testimony! Lord bless this man and all the others that stand strong for all of us at home!

  • @susancain9193
    @susancain9193 Před 2 lety

    He's very brave Man to talk about his PTSD ,bless you xx

  • @mzliz1249
    @mzliz1249 Před 6 lety +13

    My only Son is a wounded Combat veteran, his body came back alive and I was so happy, but he was lost to me. I haven’t seen him in two years. I went to visit him, loved him, tried to help him, he was so abusive and said the most hurtful things. It feels like a lost my Son in that war. I love him so much, he refuses to get any help with counselors. And now he won’t speak to me. 💔

    • @budani1473
      @budani1473 Před 5 lety +1

      Smack his ass.. tell him not to disrespect his mother

    • @cardboardinvestigator8630
      @cardboardinvestigator8630 Před 5 lety +8

      Do you realize that smacking him will only make it worse he I bet he still cares for his mom he just wants to be left alone wanting to be alone is a symptom of PTSD

    • @kathleenpimentel9218
      @kathleenpimentel9218 Před 4 lety

      💔😪too.

    • @flavio7180
      @flavio7180 Před 3 lety +1

      bud ani That doesn’t seem like a good idea tbh but it might just work, who knows.

  • @r3ggi3000
    @r3ggi3000 Před 5 lety +9

    I can relate with him. I've done 2 tours.

    • @schlinge-fling
      @schlinge-fling Před 4 lety

      r3ggi3000 same man. The Marine Corps was the best experience of my life. I have no regrets. Oprah!

    • @rupertplum1709
      @rupertplum1709 Před 4 lety +9

      @@schlinge-fling What the fuck are you talking about? Oprah?

    • @yourneighborhoodwierdo8349
      @yourneighborhoodwierdo8349 Před 4 lety +2

      @@rupertplum1709 i think he means hoorah

  • @sharadramula2993
    @sharadramula2993 Před 5 lety +2

    Wish I could hug you now .
    Bro , been through this.
    We will overcome this....we will overcome man...we will. !

  • @anthonymelchor689
    @anthonymelchor689 Před 4 lety +2

    His face shows all the hatred/regrets/angry sadness the war has left him. I've never been to war, but when I lost my father I had similar symptoms, trauma. Only time will heal my man 🙏

  • @MikeGulf
    @MikeGulf Před 4 měsíci +3

    @SGT Blanco - You may not remember me but I served with you in 1/36 IN 1st AD before your deployment to Afghanistan. You remembered me from our time at Ft. Cambell when I first got to the unit. I didn't deploy with you guys on that deployment because I had reenlisted to go to Ft. Benning, and PCSd a month or so after you guys left.
    10 years later I am scrolling through youtube and I see your face. I hope you are well brother and I hope that you know there are many that are going through the same thing.
    I ended up being Medically retired after 11 years for PTSD and received 100% from the VA. After many, many years of therapy and counseling, I still have issues stemming from my tours in Baghdad. Everyday is a struggle, but know that there is hope and it does get better. Stay strong brother.
    SSG (R) Patrick McIlhenny

    • @IIcultivatorII
      @IIcultivatorII Před 21 dnem

      I was with blanco on his first deployment. Went headed to striker together. His happy mood made it better

  • @multigamer313
    @multigamer313 Před 8 lety +85

    Don't go to war. You'll die from the inside out

    • @toguro5117
      @toguro5117 Před 8 lety +17

      someone has to do it like someone has to clean out the sewer from time to time nobody wants to risk getting shot for about 8.25 an hour but someone has to or else you wouldnt be able to sit in peace in your home

    • @krestainwatsonjr.
      @krestainwatsonjr. Před 6 lety +14

      But if the Military tells you that you have to go, you have to follow orders. Once you join the military, you'll never be your old self. You'll be a different person. PTSD takes a Toll on you when you get back from deployment

    • @hornypervert3781
      @hornypervert3781 Před 6 lety +2

      Prince of king Im gonna rot by age anyway. Better to burn out than rust. Metal-1, out.

    • @elliottcalder4823
      @elliottcalder4823 Před 5 lety +1

      Watch path's of Glory; It shows how soldiers felt during WW1 and the experiences they endured. War can change a person, we lose our innocence, but it doesn't mean we arent human. We would feel the same way if we were in Blanco shoes.

    • @wtsy1117
      @wtsy1117 Před 5 lety +1

      what do u expect? how can u expect to sleep peacefully at night and have a stable mind when you know you have taken souls of thousands of innocent lives...stupid people. your countries don't even rate youse thats why there are homeless veterans lol
      REPLY

  • @1darkark
    @1darkark Před 10 lety +1

    It's very brave of this man to talk about his depression.n a step towards coming out of it.we r born to love an when grown an have ti face such things as war it changes r spirit.depression can b healed with love.much love n blessings to this man.I hope his journey n life takes him to a higher place n his depression leaves an his soul can find peace n love.thanks for the vid :-)

  • @TanTheTitan
    @TanTheTitan Před 3 lety +2

    9:44 I felt this... I’ve been there.

  • @Lenny-cs9vl
    @Lenny-cs9vl Před 7 lety +11

    One of the things i'm worried about when i go into combat.

    • @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356
      @johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 Před 5 lety +1

      Because you're a coward.

    • @arditademi573
      @arditademi573 Před 5 lety +17

      Jett Jordan have you served kid?? I was in the U.S Navy 5th fleet do you even know how feels to actually fight when you know the enemy can kill you within a single gun do do?? Oh wait your a sack of shit that never served and is to scared and all you do is just stay on the internet all day and say retarted shit

    • @lil_rabbit4045
      @lil_rabbit4045 Před 5 lety +8

      Jett Jordan you’re a pussy, you under everybody’s comments talkin that shit knowin you the biggest puss on here

    • @jordangarrison6191
      @jordangarrison6191 Před 4 lety +8

      @@johnjingleheimerschmitt9356 why don't you join the army huh?
      That's what I thought fucking pussy

    • @sauviel6296
      @sauviel6296 Před 4 lety +4

      @@lil_rabbit4045 hes a wuss obviously because he aint replying