Face to Face with MACHINE GUN KELLY

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  • čas přidán 30. 09. 2020
  • Machine Gun Kelly joined Kerrang!’s Digital Editor, Luke Morton, to talk love, loss, life, and the true meaning of punk rock, and to answer a load of your questions.
    Check out his new album, Tickets To My Downfall, now.
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Komentáře • 329

  • @bea7910
    @bea7910 Před 3 lety +311

    when he starts shaking the computer and yelling "the joke's on you, there was no f****in downfall!" I love that he won't let other people take away his happiness!

  • @mirandaxx954
    @mirandaxx954 Před 3 lety +281

    Because he’s still figuring things out, makes him so relatable. That’s the thing. There’s so many people lost. It’s comforting to know someone else has the same existential bullshit you deal with.

    • @timkruse9912
      @timkruse9912 Před 3 lety +5

      yeah agree, gotta give him time to heal and process, shit like that takes a lot of years too and he's just opening up about it, which is crazy

    • @sendropehhtz8831
      @sendropehhtz8831 Před 3 lety

      I'm a machine.

    • @yungwelfare_payme7148
      @yungwelfare_payme7148 Před 3 lety

      Especially knowing he is so fucking down to earth

    • @meghanmariemoses9500
      @meghanmariemoses9500 Před 3 lety

      He reminds me of my Love for Life love mgks 🎶 music and the beats Hell yeah

    • @tinac6087
      @tinac6087 Před 3 lety

      THIS!!!! So well said!

  • @avacadoluna
    @avacadoluna Před 3 lety +93

    PLS when he calls yungblud his “ british twin “ 🥺

  • @sarahdaniel9912
    @sarahdaniel9912 Před 3 lety +218

    When he started crying :((( he's honestly so strong for being able to talk about all his dad's death like that

  • @bea7910
    @bea7910 Před 3 lety +219

    so sad when he talks about being alone and not feeling like someone's child

    • @strawberriesy
      @strawberriesy Před 3 lety +5

      How I feel. I find him so relatable. It's like you can't help but to admire him for opening up about what he goes through. Very brave, courageous and humble of him to make himself vulnerable like that to the world.

    • @claires_epiphany
      @claires_epiphany Před 3 lety +4

      He is simply s very blessed and wonderful human being unafraid to live and do what he clearly was born to do. His legacy is eternal. #believe #EST4LIFE ❌ ❌

    • @psychedelic_salad694
      @psychedelic_salad694 Před 3 lety

      i think we all feel like this deep down inside.

    • @fadedgrim7578
      @fadedgrim7578 Před 3 lety

      Exactly how I feel

    • @wendydickason9206
      @wendydickason9206 Před 3 lety

      I know how he feels

  • @avacadoluna
    @avacadoluna Před 3 lety +100

    this album is such a turning point in kells’ career and i’m glad he choose to take this route with his sound. his progression into pop punk seems so natural and authentic, and you can tell how passionate he is about the music he’s been putting out. TTMDF is easily one of the best albums of 2020

  • @deborahjean8026
    @deborahjean8026 Před 3 lety +336

    My heart just breaks for that little lost boy inside of him. This legit just makes me cry

    • @amphibianoverlord3411
      @amphibianoverlord3411 Před 3 lety +11

      Debbie, I think he will survive

    • @coolstorybro4378
      @coolstorybro4378 Před 3 lety +21

      Quarantine has really helped MGK he was really on the path to his downfall when he was touring all the time

    • @michelletaylor369
      @michelletaylor369 Před 3 lety +8

      You know what compassion & see ppl have compassion for another human being is the only reason I wanted to comment if you listened to his Howard Stern interview a week ago if you are in tune with what’s happening today... 2020 his comments on 11:11, being with nature & GOD you’d know that he’s on his journey deep & that’s a blessing!!! @MachineGunKelly I’m on the 11:11 with your bro..... 👚👩‍🎤👅💯

    • @psychedelic_salad694
      @psychedelic_salad694 Před 3 lety +1

      i thought all of us were like this, we just never talk about it

    • @psychedelic_salad694
      @psychedelic_salad694 Před 3 lety +2

      he needs some mushrooms

  • @skylaralexandershaw
    @skylaralexandershaw Před 3 lety +97

    Kells talking about his dad and the cliff is both beautiful/relatable and terrifying I really hope he’s doing okay and has someone to talk to cause we can’t lose this guy

    • @strawberriesy
      @strawberriesy Před 3 lety +2

      Yes, I hope he stays at the top and keeps progressing in his career. Very admirable guy.

    • @meghanmariemoses9500
      @meghanmariemoses9500 Před 3 lety +1

      This year

    • @annasaddiction5129
      @annasaddiction5129 Před 2 lety

      Well it seems to me that he tries to keep trying and sometimes that is the only thing that keeps people from actually dying.
      But every-time I hear about this pill popping habit I am like "This is why you're Fans are worried as sh*t" and obviously he hates it. Lol...very seeming just another human being (you have to admit we don't always make the most sense).
      But always remember 2 things A) Who sits in the glasshouse shouldn't be throwing stones and B) Put your own finger on your own nose first.

  • @kendallbrogden9587
    @kendallbrogden9587 Před 3 lety +50

    i can’t believe this doesn’t have more views. this was so emotional

  • @timkruse9912
    @timkruse9912 Před 3 lety +69

    this new project has been some what like a blessing in disguise for kellz, he's starting to open up more and seems a lot more happier compared to last year during the hotel diablo era. wish nothing but the best for him. #estbaby

  • @Filipos123456
    @Filipos123456 Před 3 lety +43

    How did he manage to make a 40 min interview a whole ass emotional roller coaster

  • @gayathriganesh3907
    @gayathriganesh3907 Před 3 lety +84

    I feel so honored to have been a part of this interview ❤️

  • @killakaminski
    @killakaminski Před 3 lety +151

    I see so much of myself in him. So broken, but trying so hard to get better.

    • @strawberriesy
      @strawberriesy Před 3 lety +2

      Ugh same

    • @romanest8981
      @romanest8981 Před 3 lety

      Stay up man!!

    • @MScrista24
      @MScrista24 Před 3 lety

      Nick Kaminski yes same

    • @justmissjamey
      @justmissjamey Před 3 lety +1

      Hes fake as crap...whatever going to make him money/popular..he will be it...henis a poser

    • @romanest8981
      @romanest8981 Před 3 lety +2

      @@justmissjamey poser?!?! Lmfao MGK prob more Ganster and more Punk then everyone you know combined fool

  • @kayswizz7
    @kayswizz7 Před 3 lety +62

    i kinda like when he rambles, allows us to see whats going on in his mind other than what we know from the music. it's also how i stupidly answer any simple question lol. btw, those last few minutes of the video was absolutely everything.

  • @sofiaelsayed4501
    @sofiaelsayed4501 Před 3 lety +9

    thanks for the opportunity to be in this !!

  • @debrakateschafer8755
    @debrakateschafer8755 Před 3 lety +43

    im the debra that kells mentioned and i would like to start a petition for him to watch hsm bc i think he would totallyyy relate to stick to the status quo (especially rn as he effortlessly tears down modern day genres)

    • @debrakateschafer8755
      @debrakateschafer8755 Před 3 lety +3

      also thanks for having me kerrang this was an honor!

    • @kayswizz7
      @kayswizz7 Před 3 lety +1

      i feel like he would like that part. but as for watching the entire movie, he might think its too upbeat and cringe. thats what i think about it when i watch it back now lol. its different watching it as a wide eyed kid, but i cant watch it the same after some things i've been through. thats just how i see it being for him. you never know tho, so start that petition. 😂

  • @elsalvadorxx5891
    @elsalvadorxx5891 Před 3 lety +31

    MGK look so 17 here, his voice is always an asmr

  • @gorrrr
    @gorrrr Před 3 lety +25

    this dudes such a mood😂 'the jokes on u there is no fkn downfall'

  • @MatrixAlphaCWX
    @MatrixAlphaCWX Před 3 lety +67

    This is the constant thing I keep telling people.
    He WAS on warped tour all the time.
    He WAS on Myspace "Biggest Pop Punk/Emo/Screamo" Platform in Social Media History.
    He WAS always covering these songs back in the day!
    This is not unexpected! This album is amazing cuz it goes back to his roots on Myspace. Early 2000's era!
    It is the most talked about album right now.
    Has more views on each track then other people's songs that's been out all year or for years.
    It sold out in every store in the physical copy form on day 1!.
    Anyone 25 and under might not remember him as these things.
    But we remember the punk rock/emo kid before the rap scene went huge.
    Cuz that's who we all were too.!

    • @killakaminski
      @killakaminski Před 3 lety

      MatrixAlphaCWX one of his oldest tats is the death bat.

    • @ShotsMerkzAll
      @ShotsMerkzAll Před 3 lety +1

      No he wasn't. His first album was hip hop. Prove it.

    • @romanest8981
      @romanest8981 Před 3 lety +2

      I love this comment, it's so true, I know these people that keep saying he "SWITCHED" on us just never knew Kels they way we did anyway. I more feel bad for them for missing out on someone so freaking amazing!

    • @protroll697
      @protroll697 Před 3 lety

      Shots listen to the Howard stern interview , he said he was in a punk band a long time ago and he played guitar before rap scene. Search Howard stern interview machine gun Kelly on CZcams

  • @CharlieAndChi
    @CharlieAndChi Před 3 lety +14

    New found respect for MGK after watching this; he’s so open with his whole life and emotions, it’s rare to see.

  • @areeja.665
    @areeja.665 Před 3 lety +12

    So proud of how Kells is really strong, for him to talk about his father passing away and everything shows how strong he really is I really hope he’ll be happy for the rest of his life

  • @WHARFRATFM
    @WHARFRATFM Před 3 lety +31

    wow. what a fascinating person, it's really fuckin rad to see this side of him.

  • @mirandaxx954
    @mirandaxx954 Před 3 lety +41

    Also, my friend died of cancer and her favorite color was orange. I was crying at her graveside just sitting there talking to her, and an orange butterfly landed on the tip of my toe. And I just knew.

  • @stuntsbysteph8748
    @stuntsbysteph8748 Před 3 lety +27

    Just looking at him makes me happy he's so cute

  • @millertime7989
    @millertime7989 Před 3 lety +23

    I'm literally gonna play the last 3 mins of this as a motivational speech when I need to have my ass kicked into gear. His music is amazing, yes, but his spirit is just as amazing. I'm 100% here for all of it. Xxo

  • @sksk810
    @sksk810 Před 3 lety +16

    What a ride. I really like watching mgk interviews bc he answers with what he is thinking and not just an answer that is good enough to say.
    💗

  • @strawberriesy
    @strawberriesy Před 3 lety +22

    The universe will always lead you where you're meant to be. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Just keep doing you and the universe will lead accordingly.

  • @kalen3719
    @kalen3719 Před 3 lety +61

    Megan’s teaching him a lot about the being open.

  • @shiawasezoi
    @shiawasezoi Před 3 lety +13

    I can feel his pure and sincere energy. That's so beautiful. We can live honestly all the time.

  • @bea7910
    @bea7910 Před 3 lety +7

    so cute that all his fans got to talk to him! made me smile so much, thanks for organizing this!

  •  Před 3 lety +18

    Haven't watched this and I'm already pumped, take my like Kerrang!

  • @tailanalopes1253
    @tailanalopes1253 Před 3 lety +10

    Thank you so much for letting me be part of this! It was incredible to be this "close" to him 😭❤️ COME TO BRAZIL COLSON!!!

  • @mirandaxx954
    @mirandaxx954 Před 3 lety +16

    I’ve lost a lot of people and I can relate to just going somewhere and just screaming. Fucking losing it. Or sometimes just talking. Asking where they are, why this happened, if god was real why would he do this. Or just sitting with yourself in silence, waiting for some sign.. I can relate so hard.

  • @voyager1568
    @voyager1568 Před 3 lety +4

    I feel this guy on a completely different level. The loss of my father to cancer was so fast and scary and there was so much pressure on 20 year old me. I’m 28 now and I’m finally out of the “rock bottom” period.

  • @skylaralexandershaw
    @skylaralexandershaw Před 3 lety +43

    Fave thing about gunna is him getting simple questions asked and answering for 10 mins per question I relate 🤣🤣

    • @citacham1833
      @citacham1833 Před 3 lety +13

      And he holds your attention for those 10 minutes. He is fluent and articulate...and so likeable. ..

  • @pamelaaustin2698
    @pamelaaustin2698 Před 3 lety +9

    Love 💕 that he is so candid and real in this video. You just don’t see this in other artist.

  • @itsmytoast666
    @itsmytoast666 Před 3 lety +5

    I thought that was Jake Paul in the thumbnail and, seeing it was a Kerrang! video, almost threw my controller straight through my tele.

  • @theepicone1605
    @theepicone1605 Před 3 lety +8

    excited!

  • @stacey8774
    @stacey8774 Před 3 lety +99

    He must have been exhausted after this. That was a therapy session.

    • @awakeningpeepz
      @awakeningpeepz Před 3 lety

      he's just honest and being real.

    • @stacey8774
      @stacey8774 Před 3 lety +2

      @@awakeningpeepzI definitely agree with you. Sharing with us like he was in this video is how talk therapy works. He has always been open with his life and feelings from the beginning of his career. I like that about him.

    • @Koko-lr5bc
      @Koko-lr5bc Před 3 lety

      He's been doing therapy now.

    • @fadedgrim7578
      @fadedgrim7578 Před 3 lety

      Depression really fuckin haunts you. Even when you talk to someone you feel like shit after cus its all onto your mind again

  • @elsalvadorxx5891
    @elsalvadorxx5891 Před 3 lety +13

    But damn Colson's too good looking, I can't.. 😍😤

  • @ethanpayero
    @ethanpayero Před 2 lety +2

    20:02 I hope people will understand that colson baker is a human being just like all of us and he deserves respect ❤

  • @christinajackson3461
    @christinajackson3461 Před 3 lety +3

    You do it!
    Wise words. There are plenty of bands I don't like but when someone says "Ugh, they suck." I ask them "How was your last album release?"

  • @citacham1833
    @citacham1833 Před 3 lety +30

    "The slew of events"
    This guy has such a great way of communicating and engaging.
    Multi -talented for sure
    --- rapper
    ---punk rocker
    ---runway model
    ---film actor

    • @brandonlatus6563
      @brandonlatus6563 Před 3 lety +1

      Cita Cham he has no talent he's a culture vulture wannabe rockstar

    • @strawberriesy
      @strawberriesy Před 3 lety +5

      @@brandonlatus6563 Well aren't you a hater. Just know you'll never be at the top like him. 🤣

    • @romanest8981
      @romanest8981 Před 3 lety +4

      @@strawberriesy Bhaha Perfect reply to a ridiculous comment!

  • @libbynoniche
    @libbynoniche Před 3 lety +1

    I LOVE the new album and I LOVE MGK! This album gives my emo kid the resurfacing that I needed as an adult. Like THANK YOU for getting it and being so raw and real. Much love xx

  • @MyCheriAnolani
    @MyCheriAnolani Před 3 lety +2

    39:18 I felt the conviction in his words, and I feel it's an amazing starting point toward his journey he so wants to be on with his humble open heart❣️

  • @anaischarpentier611
    @anaischarpentier611 Před 3 lety +1

    Saw him in 2017(Paris) for the 27 tour, he's the best concert I've ever been to. He knows how to put on a show and he always cared about his fans.
    There were people throwing hands in the crowd and he stopped what he was doing and told them to stop or he would personally kick them out.
    He's the coolest person ever

  • @lachiekimber7112
    @lachiekimber7112 Před 3 lety +4

    What about “a little more love” that’s such a impactful song

  • @ugh5281
    @ugh5281 Před 3 lety +5

    mgk is such an awesome person. he’s so genuine and he legit says whatever is going through his mind. he doesn’t mind if he comes off as rude or emotional, whatever it is: he just lets himself be whatever he’s in the mood for. that makes him very relatable and more “real” than certain artists in the industry who put on a mask to make themselves look cool.
    he went through so much and he’s still trying to heal and find himself, it’s a rough journey but i believe that with good people around him, he can do it

  • @jjberry619
    @jjberry619 Před 3 lety +1

    Thanks again for letting me be there

  • @Moo_lolwr
    @Moo_lolwr Před 3 lety +5

    Thank you Kells for saving my day and my life ones again 💙

  • @Vixsen19XX
    @Vixsen19XX Před 3 lety +7

    Epic ending of all time! XX💗💯💗

  • @Laurenashleyyy
    @Laurenashleyyy Před 3 lety +1

    I started listening to his music from hotel Diablo and fell in love with all of him and his lifestyle and outlook on the world.

  • @erindwar456
    @erindwar456 Před 3 lety +3

    please post a video of pete and colson watching high school musical

  • @bonnie19XX
    @bonnie19XX Před rokem

    Awesome interview! I love Kells so much!

  • @emilyp6772
    @emilyp6772 Před 3 lety +10

    I can’t wait to see all the behind the scenes footage. 😍

  • @echolilwing8027
    @echolilwing8027 Před 3 lety +6

    I wish I could have been here for this! I know I can't replace your parents, but I will be there for you if you need a mom! Peace ✌️ & Love. You are a special person and wether you realize it or not , we need you, Casie needs you, this world needs you Colson 💯❤💜💙

  • @juliab1291
    @juliab1291 Před 3 lety +6

    he's awakening, so dope to witness

  • @vm3534
    @vm3534 Před 3 lety +3

    I can honestly say that this is my favorite album of all time... which is truly crazy to think about

  • @sawardfamily
    @sawardfamily Před 3 lety +3

    Oh Kelz I just want to hold you tight and tel you your fans have got you man, we love you and you will NEVER be alone 🖤

  • @deborahjean8026
    @deborahjean8026 Před 3 lety +9

    That last rant was everything. Yes!!!!!!

  • @mindhalf135
    @mindhalf135 Před 3 lety +10

    HE IS A GOOD ACTOR TOO BRO

  • @Xan1ver
    @Xan1ver Před 3 lety

    What a wonderful interview - thank you to everyone involved who made it happen, and so much love and respect to MGK for being so open and honest. May the universe continue to let good things flow his way.

  • @rkmbp
    @rkmbp Před 3 lety +7

    I literally can’t stop listening to tickets to my downfall i feel for this man so much i want him to make it. to kill it !!! not in what society thinks but him actually winning gaining himself even if it’s still difficult i just want for this man to win i think ppl who get him get what i mean

  • @ciscabocanegra4820
    @ciscabocanegra4820 Před 3 lety +1

    i’m so grateful he’s opening himself up to blessings after everything he’s gone through 🙏

  • @danielledouglas1102
    @danielledouglas1102 Před 3 lety +1

    💙 💙 💙 💙 💙 💙 Loved Your Interview JO-JO. XOXO

  • @killz954
    @killz954 Před 3 lety +1

    Legit the coolest human alive. Complete insanity how he doesn’t seen what we all see. He’s transcended himself & his style a million times. I used to watch Kellyvision & feel beyond envious of the relationship he had with his friends. He’s laughed so many times on cam. Forever Legendary, much love Kellz, hope you find peace & happiness brother!

  • @maryflower2388
    @maryflower2388 Před 3 lety +7

    Felt like I was watching colson in a therapy session

  • @huffa5591
    @huffa5591 Před 3 lety +1

    Love that he shouted out the chiefs and Mahomes

  • @jenniferwallace1632
    @jenniferwallace1632 Před 3 lety

    Mgk amazing I'll definitely got your back me and my brother Steveo always jamed out to your songs. Keep up awesome music!! Don't let no one put you down or upset you makes you stronger.

  • @beebee3333
    @beebee3333 Před 3 lety +5

    We love you Kells.

  • @patrickpellegrino
    @patrickpellegrino Před 3 lety +2

    Travis is big brother for sure taking MGK under his wing. MGK grew up in line for blink 182's first album and in 2020 he is in a band with TB, full circle. Good shit

  • @marsandfruit6135
    @marsandfruit6135 Před 3 lety +2

    love his honesty and realness. i get Angel numbers and universal signs all the time so it’s get to hear his spiritual beliefs. thank you for you for this album MGK ✨

  • @melsill2216
    @melsill2216 Před 3 lety +8

    he was so annoyed by most of this interview. I love the spotlight and recognition he is getting now, but day one's know non of this is new kells. he also hates corny interviews...but, I'm sure he loved talking to the fans this way lol

  • @talyafaith239
    @talyafaith239 Před 3 lety +2

    20:39 🥺 I just want to hug him

  • @hannahhautsch
    @hannahhautsch Před 3 lety +4

    i'm the blonde in pink 🥰

  • @faithfullyfaded
    @faithfullyfaded Před 3 lety +2

    Edit: When your dad hugged you so tight? That was love you felt, Kells. Love. My heart aches for you.
    “Wait. Everyone - nod your head if you knew that was a joke that I said the pop punk album was like Jesus.”
    Hilarious, but also sad that Kells has gotten so much hate that he feels the need to clarify. Protect him at all costs, y’all. He’s a treasure. EST FOR LIFE. 🖤

  • @ClobbyZaza
    @ClobbyZaza Před 3 lety

    Whatever's happening is bringing back the nostalgia factor

  • @sierraperry5058
    @sierraperry5058 Před 3 lety +1

    With pearls on

  • @amxurb
    @amxurb Před 3 lety +2

    My face is in that video =DD

  • @maddie5523
    @maddie5523 Před 3 lety +4

    I love this man

  • @anupamsiwakoti4532
    @anupamsiwakoti4532 Před 3 lety +2

    Love from nepal

  • @pacivins1
    @pacivins1 Před 3 lety

    Please release more music immediately.

  • @sunnibeach4
    @sunnibeach4 Před 3 lety +1

    Yo, I relate to a lot of what he's saying. He is definitely unique and is a beautiful creature. I hope he always finds peace and enjoys the universe around him💯💗🤙

  • @avacadoluna
    @avacadoluna Před 3 lety +6

    kells talking about his album being sacred is literally how i feel about it too

  • @pete-bf3op
    @pete-bf3op Před 3 lety +2

    Machine Gun Kelly dresses cool and is uber talented and an incredible actor, etc BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Colson Baker is literally saving lives by being honest about loss, grief, depression and struggling to figure things out and keep pushing ahead even though you barely know what you're doing. Also FUCK FAKE SHIT and have FUN when you can because we're all gonna die.

  • @joanmerrill4779
    @joanmerrill4779 Před 3 lety +2

    I am happy he has a daughter she will care of him she is the gift the universe has given to him they belong together she has his heart and he has his heart,in the delivery room he said his daughter was breathing he was praying for the life of child then he cried when she took the first breath. That was divine intervention. He knows that .

  • @karamccallum5887
    @karamccallum5887 Před 3 lety +7

    What an amazing experience this was 🖤🖤💕

  • @romanest8981
    @romanest8981 Před 3 lety +2

    I am so proud of this man!! I've been EST since before 2010 and watching him grow and learn is such a blessing in my life. Kels is always %100 real and that is so rare these days!!

  • @skyviewdroneimagery5408
    @skyviewdroneimagery5408 Před 3 lety +2

    I love this dude so much

  • @bea7910
    @bea7910 Před 3 lety +2

    not the jnco jeans! lol

  • @bradleynewcomer911
    @bradleynewcomer911 Před 3 lety +2

    Mgk can I get a FaceTime? Not a Q&A more or less just trying to have a good convo with someone I’ve watch grow for over ten years now! How do I do this?!

  • @sean_mccadden
    @sean_mccadden Před 3 lety +8

    In the words of Finn McKenty “Punk isn’t a genre, its an attitude” Kells definitely has that attitude down 😂

  • @cherylsummers7093
    @cherylsummers7093 Před 3 lety +2

    I’m probably close, if not one of his oldest fans. 55 in a month and I love all of his music. He’s 💯% real. EST4Life!

  • @the_granola_gangster7338

    Anyone else having issues with the links in the description? They are all saying they don’t work.

  • @pacivins1
    @pacivins1 Před 3 lety

    Please make a hardcore album next.

  • @allislove4305
    @allislove4305 Před 3 lety +3

    All love for him

  • @conray1907
    @conray1907 Před 3 lety +2

    Yessir 🐐

  • @honeybane
    @honeybane Před 3 lety

    Do you have any influences from early British punk rock?

  • @mirandaxx954
    @mirandaxx954 Před 3 lety

    It’s me, crying to Lonely in the middle of fucking nowhere.. 🥺❤️

  • @summerosuch7072
    @summerosuch7072 Před 3 lety +2

    I love this man so much, he means the fucking world to me. Colson is a beautiful man 🖤