Anthony Bourdain - Talks life, death and his battle with Heroin

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  • Anthony Bourdain full interview on his life, career, and early battle with heroin addiction.

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  • @AdamFelibrico
    @AdamFelibrico Před 5 lety +332

    Ever since Bourdain killed himself I've been taking a very serious and honest look at my mental health. If I thought the guy who had it figured all out killed himself at the end of my idea of the ideal life, what does that say about my dreams? My perspective of life and happiness have significantly changed after his suicide. It was probably the most important lesson he left us with.

    • @robmangeri777
      @robmangeri777 Před 5 lety +10

      Adam Felibrico he was found hanging on a doorknob which is a hit man calling card. Might not be suicide after all my friend.

    • @seamusbrown3171
      @seamusbrown3171 Před 5 lety +3

      @@robmangeri777 Criticizing the Clintons is bad for your health, especially in show business, especially today when thinking outside the box is a crime punishable by digital ex-communication. Surviving in the face of being un-personed is an act of patriotism for anyone who understands why freedom of speech in a once free economy was a game changer. Hate speech and free speech are mutually exclusive concept and if the censors win, liberty will die. The US and some parts of eastern europe are the last bastions for liberty and once the liberty in the US is conquered, chances are, we will never achieve human liberty again without massive conflict..

    • @robmangeri777
      @robmangeri777 Před 5 lety

      Seamus Brown I agree man. I’m praying for wisdom all the time on this one.

    • @arvindoh3687
      @arvindoh3687 Před 5 lety +9

      Had a depressed ex girlfriend. She cheated on me but I easily forgave her because it will make her depression lot worse. We broke up but at least we are happy. Please let's not hate one another, let's forgive no matter how we want revenge.

    • @alfredrobertson7852
      @alfredrobertson7852 Před 4 lety +13

      I'm a decades long restaurant vet and former chef; Tony's suicide made me finally seek out therapy. I never harbored any fantasy of becoming famous or gaining any press. I loved and still love cooking and took pleasure in the daily chaos and grind. Like most restaurant lifers I saw a lot of myself in Bourdain. Cooks can sniff out a phony as easily as we can tell if fish is off. Tony's suicide made not just me, but a ton of us realize depression doesn't care or discriminate. As much as I love his books and television career; for me, Bourdain's lasting legacy will be taking care of my mental health and checking in on my friends and co-workers who might be going through some shit.

  • @thisandthat5774
    @thisandthat5774 Před 2 lety +21

    To take your own life and leave behind a family and young children when you seem to "have it all" just goes to show how powerful and destructive a disease depression really is. RIP 🙏

  • @rppiii6737
    @rppiii6737 Před 3 lety +40

    The false expectation of perpetual happiness is killing our spirit. Happiness just happens, sometimes for a moment, when you're life is built on good decisions. It may be eating a good meal, or seeing your daughter's fascination with the giraffes at the zoo. This diet of fake happiness on social media is ruining our hope of balanced expectations, life is hard, and you must be able to take the good times with the difficult ones.

    • @juneack5848
      @juneack5848 Před 3 lety +2

      Some people just want peace

    • @asgardali22
      @asgardali22 Před 2 měsíci

      "Happiness just happens. Sometimes for a moment." I very much appreciate this sentiment. Bc no one can be happy 24/7. But it's the moments like you said that matter, even if they dont last forever. Thank you.

  • @nancydrew1882
    @nancydrew1882 Před 3 lety +18

    Man, I loved this guy! He was so different than the rest! What impressed me most was that he turned his life around from a deep darkness. He also had success in his 40s which goes to show that there’s hope and that people can be late bloomers. I’m sorry his demons took over in the end. Rip Anthony.🥺

  • @sensisoulja
    @sensisoulja Před 6 lety +38

    Anthony is the reason I attended culinary school and had dreams of being a chef. It was not so much the cooking aspect but more so the learning of different cultures and nationalties. Tony RIP you were a true and honest man who told it like it was and was open about his struggles which has helped and will continue to help many people strugguling with addition which is a very common issue in the cooking world.

    • @ProMrLecoq01
      @ProMrLecoq01 Před 5 lety

      sensisoulja why is substance abuse such a big problem in the cooking world? And I’m sorry to say but I don’t think his downfall was just because of his issues with substances

    • @sensisoulja
      @sensisoulja Před 5 lety +2

      ProMrLecoq01 because th hours worked the stress of the job and just the cooking scene in general. When I attended culinary one of my chefs talked about how there would always be a guy waiting with any and everything for the chefs when they got off.

  • @jacklawrie7894
    @jacklawrie7894 Před 4 lety +31

    My heart just breaks for his daughter and his pain. RIP Tony

  • @James-ck4bg
    @James-ck4bg Před 4 lety +8

    I wish he was still here. His casual mindset is so likable. Many people gaining fame become narcissistic in one way or another, but he remained so humble and true to himself. He's my idol.

  • @infinitypoker6383
    @infinitypoker6383 Před 4 lety +41

    It makes me sick I miss him so much ...template of how a man should be

    • @infinitypoker6383
      @infinitypoker6383 Před 3 lety +1

      @@josecastillo-un3ot on rainy days I like to get pho from aa hole in the wall place and binge watch no reservations and parts unknown

  • @sexonopiates
    @sexonopiates Před 3 lety +7

    i can never speak for him but he just looks exhausted & almost let down in a sense as even though he has what anyone in normal life thinks they’d want, i see him feeling “this is all it’s ever going to be” it truly haunts me & makes me think if he out of everyone couldn’t find happiness what the hell am i even trying for

    • @vibinwpsilocybin1424
      @vibinwpsilocybin1424 Před 3 lety +3

      eat shrooms, your perceptions of happiness is skewed . U can have everything & still have nothing : wealth is in the mind not the body

    • @sexonopiates
      @sexonopiates Před 3 lety +1

      @@vibinwpsilocybin1424 it’s not about money, i’m happy now & im no where near “wealthy” it’s about experiences & relationships, which he seemed to have formed plenty being all over the world & it still wasn’t enough. That’s what worries me

    • @vibinwpsilocybin1424
      @vibinwpsilocybin1424 Před 3 lety +5

      @@sexonopiates that’s your perception though. you think he formed all these connections traveling around the world but he never connected with himself.. He who is everywhere is nowhere.. Dr. Gabor Maté discusses this far better than I do. usually , childhood trauma is a big culprit in many peoples depression . What helped me was reading Carl Jung & Dr. Gabor Maté. One can learn everything from his shadow .

    • @sexonopiates
      @sexonopiates Před 3 lety +1

      @@vibinwpsilocybin1424 you’re very right, i suppose this is why i feel like that already. My perception of happiness is through connection & relationships so I tend to assume others are as well. who knows what he was looking for or wanted. I appreciate your words. I’ll look into it.

  • @TitoTimTravels
    @TitoTimTravels Před 3 lety +9

    He talked openly about his demons, but seemed to be getting on top of them. One never knows... No celebrity death hit me as hard as Tony's.

  • @honeydate
    @honeydate Před 21 dnem +1

    I suffer from Anxiety and Depression. My life is one of poverty and is extremely mundane. Curses find me and cut me off at the knees. The more I try to be invisible, the more the demon people single me out and cause suffering. If I had an off switch I would be long gone - if only I could sleep and never wake up!

  • @DummyYEEEAAHHHHH
    @DummyYEEEAAHHHHH Před 3 lety +4

    God bless you Tony... We miss you... Thank you for the laughs,recipes,and sharing your struggles with addiction... I have recently put together almost 80 days...no booze, no narcotics....just cannibis...RIP Anthony Bourdain.

    • @dorianalexander2730
      @dorianalexander2730 Před 2 lety +1

      Well done sir. I’m trying to push onto that path and am absolutely terrified. Stuff like this keeps inspiring me to keep trying. One day I’ll get it

  • @dwinz1
    @dwinz1 Před 2 lety +3

    I love how he said the people are not necessarily their government. Meaning how people are not inherently nefarious. Gave me hope

  • @ProMrLecoq01
    @ProMrLecoq01 Před 5 lety +13

    RIP Anthony, you seemed like such a smart and genuine and caring person with a great talent and taste for food, the world misses you and people like you

  • @rubenvargas3547
    @rubenvargas3547 Před 5 lety +6

    I miss you Tony, miss your show, your outlook on life and your attitude towards life, so sorry you were hurting that much to end your life. Thank you for everything

  • @romanduque2204
    @romanduque2204 Před 4 lety +5

    We are easily diverted by who we frequent, when you are a Loner we always go back to our comforts. I see myself in this lost soul of a man. I feel sorry for his daughter. R.I.P.

  • @mishycrawford
    @mishycrawford Před 5 lety +13

    I feel as if he put a lot of pressure on himself
    Just like how the interviewer said " every man wants to be you "
    That's such a hard hit to yourself especially since Tony had major depression and addiction
    It's a hard hit and I feel it just became too much to the point that he didn't enjoy himself anymore

  • @frank4245
    @frank4245 Před 4 lety +6

    What a perfect show ! In honor of a great man, I just did a portrait painting of him....😍😍😍

  • @jeffdawson2786
    @jeffdawson2786 Před 3 lety +3

    What’s for dinner? What makes you happy? Goodbye, dear one. Thanks for bringing people together. ❤️

  • @udaythambimuthu3176
    @udaythambimuthu3176 Před 4 lety +7

    Unfortunately sobriety doesn't solve everything either. It the first step on a very long, hard road.
    Its hard to accept that you deserve to be happy and healthy, and that happiness is not reliant on external factors.
    I was drinking pretty much every day and using drugs for the better part of a decade. Finally went to the hospital and they put me through the first 48 hours of DTs, and I had to accomplish the rest on my own with a benzo taper. 2 months off the pills, and I still get crippling bouts of depression, anxiety and random spurts of anger, too. I have to stay constantly busy, or I start to ruminate upon my failings and past fuckups.
    I think Tony had a similar problem, too. When the sun goes down and you're alone with your thoughts, anything can happen....
    I miss Tony, but I don't blame him for a second. I know what it feels like to be at the bottom of that hole. I just hope he's at peace.

  • @Om3194
    @Om3194 Před 4 lety +21

    I always find it so bizarre and awkward when the interviewer only asks questions and then responds immediately with another question without acknowledging what the interviewee says. So weird. He says something very important and striking and she just goes to the next question. If you do that, you’re not an interviewer, you’re just reading questions

    • @24pagedown
      @24pagedown Před 3 lety +3

      It’s most definitely cut down for TV.

    • @FerMed
      @FerMed Před rokem

      Maybe it was also because of the lack of time. Most news programs that do that is because they are pressured to do it

  • @secondtimearound8222
    @secondtimearound8222 Před 4 lety +7

    What a good human being. I love how he answered the reporter's question on having Obama try food that's off the beaten path. I knew where the reporter is going with that loaded question. Anthony didn't answer the way the reporter was hoping to hear. What a great answer and respect to someone else's question. He is missed greatly.

    • @waltzingpeter
      @waltzingpeter Před 3 lety

      He rather eats with hezbollah than trump. He was a hypocrite. I have always liked him but damn what a downer.

    • @waltzingpeter
      @waltzingpeter Před 3 lety

      @@maxwellmcdonald7093 maybe in your opinion. They’re deathcultists

  • @treasalynam8940
    @treasalynam8940 Před 11 měsíci

    I'm telling you its just absolutely unbelievable the depths mental illness can take you. People who dont have it do not have even an Idea of the hell and suffering and fear and terror that comes with it.....I have been suffering with Borderline Personality Disorder since I was 15 and it has taken my life apart, the things that go on in my head are horrifying, multi multi multi layered and deep and black and your brain can just play tricks on you and the power of it is just so completely paralysing. It can become something the human body just doesnt have the resources to fight. I'm 34 in a month and I have missed out on soooooooooooooooooooooo much and I feel i dont have much left in me either. Am almost ready to leave the planet. His suffering has ended now so may he rest in peace xxxxx

  • @haydencourtney7419
    @haydencourtney7419 Před 3 lety +3

    How can there ever be anything cooler than Tony and Barack sharing a meal in Hanoi

  • @infernosdante4557
    @infernosdante4557 Před 4 lety +2

    Wish you would of looked in the mirror and saw that man again tony. R.I.P. you will be forever missed.

  • @cokefrancis8014
    @cokefrancis8014 Před 4 měsíci +1

    5:48 for those of you who are Last Dinosaur fans

  • @wavemakingoflife
    @wavemakingoflife Před 4 lety +2

    Lmao the news reporter is giving Bourdain the fuck me eyes

  • @gavinlopez8566
    @gavinlopez8566 Před 4 lety +1

    R.i.p he will forever be remembered we love you

  • @Livelaughlove8585
    @Livelaughlove8585 Před 6 lety +4

    sad tragic loss.rip

  • @nikjefri
    @nikjefri Před 4 měsíci

    5:35 this video segment was used in a song called Paranoia Paradise by Last Dinosaurs

  • @HongNguyen-up4co
    @HongNguyen-up4co Před 4 lety

    God Damn it!!!! I miss him so much.......................

  • @janiesantonacita2395
    @janiesantonacita2395 Před 5 lety

    This was an amazing interview.

  • @shawn1928
    @shawn1928 Před 2 lety

    Come on Fifth Estate...
    even back in 2018, you could have uploaded this video in greater than 360p resolution. sigh

  • @teiwaztim1482
    @teiwaztim1482 Před 3 lety +3

    I miss him well. very addictive man, if that makes sense. i think he killed himself because he had seen so much that there was almost nothing left. he led a life many would kill for, or die for. he was his own boss and in control. he made the decision and thats what it was. very fucking sad. in a way i respect his choice, even though he left behind a family and that is tragic.

  • @zer0953
    @zer0953 Před 4 lety +4

    i wonder who comes up with these questions, like
    "lets ask him something about his daughter, yes yes, interesting, NOW ASK HIM ABOUT THE DRUG USE 20 years ago, YES perfect, ASK HIM, ASK HIM NOW" its hilarious

  • @nick421
    @nick421 Před 4 lety +3

    Untreated alcoholism

  • @420happyhippy
    @420happyhippy Před 2 lety +1

    "I was thinking about hanging it up in a year, or two..." damn.... that DID NOT age well :(

  • @keep-it-shreddy
    @keep-it-shreddy Před 2 měsíci

    He said the words hang it all up. That hit me hard.
    No I wasn't there and I don't know how true this was but I've done a little digging and I heard that he was trying to open his marriage up and he was really jealous of another man. His wife was sleeping with and couldn't handle it anymore and I think that's what drove him over the edge.
    I do think he was sober when he hung himself or at least not on any drugs. I don't know why I've always respected this man then looked up to him but I just do.

  • @maxp4573
    @maxp4573 Před 11 měsíci

    Awnsering these questions to your therapist is one thing, after years and years of communicating. Talking about stuff like this on CNN is a whole new Level. This man, did not give a Fuck about anything but his daughter.

  • @scott3594
    @scott3594 Před 4 lety +3

    "Reformed party boy"?? What? Since when was heroin a party drug?

    • @donaldsmith3926
      @donaldsmith3926 Před 4 lety +1

      He did much more than that, and it's a lazy way to sensationalise a part of his life. That football player who wrote about his heroin life tried to explain it, "Hero of the Underground".

  • @valis14
    @valis14 Před rokem

    Wow, this interviewer has NO FLOW. At all. Totally stilted. She has all the charm of a kindergarten yard duty; she could use some of Bourdain's charisma because she just stops the conversation cold, like a shut door. Right interviewee, wrong interviewer.

  • @stickymeat88
    @stickymeat88 Před 4 lety +2

    The ONLY punk rocker of foods

  • @thetechlibrarian
    @thetechlibrarian Před 2 lety +1

    I still can't believe he killed himself

  • @govcalif
    @govcalif Před 4 lety +2

    RIP he had a pain that nobody could see. horror

  • @samanthamorgan8117
    @samanthamorgan8117 Před 4 lety +2

    I think Anthony Bourdain was the only human on earth who could say uhhhhhmmmm as many times as he did and no ones cared.
    And fuckkkk he was so hot. That personality though 🔥🔥

  • @Phloppy
    @Phloppy Před 2 lety

    i mean, jesus, good lawd those donut glazed optics got me on top of this

  • @stickymeat88
    @stickymeat88 Před 4 lety

    Mouthy Buddha sent me here. Creator rest your soul Mr. Bourdain

  • @crazyeyedme4685
    @crazyeyedme4685 Před 3 lety +2

    Obama is very proficient with chopsticks.

  • @trashboity8773
    @trashboity8773 Před 3 měsíci

    Reporter always asking stupid questions unsympathetically

  • @hitface3685
    @hitface3685 Před rokem

    drugs will destroy your mental health

  • @ashfaquehoque
    @ashfaquehoque Před 5 lety

    R.I.P

  • @codeeater0
    @codeeater0 Před 2 měsíci

    Orange dress was a perfect choice 👌 🍕

  • @TheGhostofPride
    @TheGhostofPride Před 3 lety +3

    Why did this turn into a bash trump interview 😧. Never new he was that vindictive.

  • @TheProfessionalPR20
    @TheProfessionalPR20 Před 2 lety

    This darkness born with us. An enigma difficult to understand. A chain from the past. Maybe is just God will and maybe not.

  • @infinitypoker6383
    @infinitypoker6383 Před 8 měsíci

    I get so mad when I think of you Anthony why did you do this we loved you so much you dummy…you were too cool to live

  • @IgorGutman
    @IgorGutman Před rokem

    There's no way he killed himself. Popular TV show, jiu-jitsu aficionado.

  • @keeganmclean2017
    @keeganmclean2017 Před 11 měsíci

    You can see Bourdain’s suicide in his living eyes. “I have the best job in the world”, yet beneath that line is the glacier of meaninglessness.

  • @TheRealpennyInfo
    @TheRealpennyInfo Před 6 lety +1

    Rip

  • @adambrinn2293
    @adambrinn2293 Před 4 lety +11

    6:22 was weird af.

  • @stephenwallace8782
    @stephenwallace8782 Před 5 lety

    Wow.

  • @stevieray2533
    @stevieray2533 Před 2 lety

    Anthony bourdain very inspiring yet so sad..death is such an enigma...what could possess someone to just leave their little girl behind? I couldn’t imagine having a baby girl and committing suicide...I wonder if he thought about her at all while it happened...

  • @crangel8623
    @crangel8623 Před 5 lety +19

    I love how he tore Donald Trump apart 😂😂😂

    • @crangel8623
      @crangel8623 Před 4 lety +1

      @Dorie Dorsey and yet your still an idiot...🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

    • @rocknrollfuelthesoul
      @rocknrollfuelthesoul Před 4 lety +1

      I like how he tried to expose the Clintons.

    • @tgtgtgtgtgtgtg
      @tgtgtgtgtgtgtg Před 3 lety +1

      It was so graceful too imo

    • @13Xibalba
      @13Xibalba Před 9 měsíci +1

      yea no, sitting together with hezbollah and KGB people fine, but not with trump. Didnt come out of that very well.

  • @agtronic
    @agtronic Před 2 lety +1

    Wendy. 😍

  • @caseylupkin4878
    @caseylupkin4878 Před 4 lety

    RIP

  • @krulteppes3565
    @krulteppes3565 Před 5 lety +3

    Its not battling with heroin he was depressed because he cant take that other countries are like that and had seen the side of the poor and how poverty is consuming that country

  • @zoilalulu3798
    @zoilalulu3798 Před 6 lety +7

    Omg the reporter wants to laugh so bad. She has to remember to keep her professionalism intact. #tinynubbins

  • @simvalois6151
    @simvalois6151 Před 3 lety

    Worst interviewer ever. She didn't listen to one single answer as she had the list of useless-gossip-questions. He didn't finish to tell the story of his daughter's meals as she jumped as a robot "You did a lot of DRUUUGS, tell us all about it". What a squallid image of journalism

  • @wambuirk
    @wambuirk Před 3 lety +7

    He looks sad like a man without a real purpose.. It's all curated for TV.

  • @AnxiousAdam
    @AnxiousAdam Před 8 dny

    Love him shitting on trump hahaha GOAT

  • @carobinsonrobinson3109
    @carobinsonrobinson3109 Před 4 lety +1

    This makes me feel even more in love with Anthony and President Obama❤️❤️❤️

  • @db7tv326
    @db7tv326 Před 2 měsíci +1

    He preaches all this openmindness bullshit and doesn’t want to give trump a chance 🖕

  • @stickymeat88
    @stickymeat88 Před 4 lety +1

    My president likes steak WELL DONE @?

  • @bellabell737
    @bellabell737 Před 3 lety +2

    Of course he had to diss DJT and abandon his daughter. #hero🙄

  • @ZackEdwards1234
    @ZackEdwards1234 Před 2 lety +1

    Willing to sit down with the Hezbollah honcho but wouldn't sit down with Trump? Did I really here that right? Really disappointing coming from a man I had a lot of respect for.

  • @rabbitterrain
    @rabbitterrain Před 2 lety

    Young woman abuse and heavy drugged lies and personal cc folks abuse... he faked so much, duh tho

  • @yohanakago582
    @yohanakago582 Před 4 lety

    Well dissing trump, I am sure he won't hang around for that disrespect

  • @PNortRyan
    @PNortRyan Před 3 měsíci

    Drone striker Obama

  • @simonky1970
    @simonky1970 Před 4 lety +1

    If, if he killed himself, it’s cuz he found that the man he discredited was right about what, he in his life would ever think it would be true, that he faced the devils and was conned, and that, no matter how he is unpolitical about anything, for god’s sake... he has ever been.. made him so depressed.. in anyways, even if he really killed himself, he was murdered by power. Who would it have been? Who? Who? Who? ..

  • @sammyb5102
    @sammyb5102 Před 4 lety

    Whatever happened to him? He still hangin around?

  • @GustavoHenrique-wd7fn

    Meu Deus abençoe a todos envolvidos no video e familias e todos aqui nos comentarios e familias em nome do Senhor Jesus Cristo🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏7777777..

  • @capoleader3793
    @capoleader3793 Před 3 lety +1

    No respect for anyone who leaves his child behind! That's a punk

    • @bigdeneen
      @bigdeneen Před 2 lety +3

      No ! You obviously don’t know anything about mental illness ! It happens to the best of us ! Idiot

  • @lindacassell5472
    @lindacassell5472 Před 4 lety +4

    This man had the world .. he still killed himself and was so selfish. His poor daughter that he said was his life obviously not so much if he didn’t care enough about her to live

    • @mmorales5696
      @mmorales5696 Před 4 lety +2

      If he had everything he wouldn't kill himself. How about not judging the people that youve never met,, let alone dead ones?

    • @joeharvey5556
      @joeharvey5556 Před 4 lety

      Most suicides of celebrities are murders... quoting police.. hecseems to sober here. Someone killed him..

  • @jameshickey1294
    @jameshickey1294 Před 3 lety

    Anthony was a special special guy
    TRULY. An i dont agree with the suicide verdict...... Theres so much more to this story - he knew to much about Hollywood an Hollywood is dangerous an fake!
    Anthony - such an amazing man!

  • @WeeedyMcMeth
    @WeeedyMcMeth Před 4 lety +2

    😂🤣the trump statement was the girliest shit I’ve heard a guy say.

  • @codyalcorn8891
    @codyalcorn8891 Před 2 lety +1

    Good to see the interviewer is very one sided. Very professional. Trump this Trump that. But didn't mention anything about Bengazi or however u spell that pos name. N why Obama spent so much time their 😂😂😂

  • @klivityloja3067
    @klivityloja3067 Před 6 lety +6

    says he'd rather meet with terrorist than Trump; yet he met with obama. his politics were atrocious but I do enjoy

    • @rilluma
      @rilluma Před 5 lety

      fuck that bourdain multiculturalist fucker

    • @---xy3tb
      @---xy3tb Před 5 lety +19

      "Multiculturalist fucker"? What is your agenda? And may I dare pose the notion that you must comment such drivel on youtube because your real life does not offer such a forum, or that your real life is so painfully constrained and pathetic so as to damn you to whispering empty uneducated trash over the internet.

  • @shivapejman8155
    @shivapejman8155 Před 5 dny

    He will sit down w cold blooded killers but not Trump😂