The games we forget.
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CHAPTERS:
0:00 Intro
2:37 Getting Over It
3:57 Pioneering
5:50 Fame and Value
8:10 Suffering as an Art Choice
9:32 Getting Over It pt. 2
12:30 Outro
14:00 Patreon
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Hello. This video is kinda experimental, and also somewhat of a 100,000 subscriber special. If this isn't what you expected, I apologize, but I hope you enjoy regardless.
OH also from now on, on top of the song list I put in the descriptions, I'm also putting games shown in a separate list so people can find anything that interests them. Enjoy!
It's an amazing video dude, congrats on 100k. Love from spain :)
Pee is stored in the balls
You deserve the 100k man, you make informational and entertaining content that is intertwined perfectly to keep an audience. Keep up the good work!
I enjoyed it more than I ever thought, thanks for making this video, and congratulations on the 100K subscribers!!
It IS a bit more experimental, but leaves it feeling much different, sort of like a raw experience of you demonstrating the hard truth when it comes to forgotten media.
Also, it was a genuine shock when you said that popular vid of yours got multi-million views. I was also a viewer scooped up by the algorithm, but that was around the 200k+ mark, had to do a double take from how much it blew up!
The concept of playing an old, forgotten game and it just being a conversation between you and the ghost of the developer's passion really hits. They are the experiences that you can't share since others simply won't understand nor care. Playing something purely for your own sake is the most profound and genuine you can be yet isolating from everyone else
I love that feeling ! I played a game named Rooms, and at some point, when you go back to the start, you can choose to walking inside a very, very long corridor. Afetr a while, the dev starts talking to you through a serie of text written on the screen. I felt some kind of connection with this guy, and I liked it, and I hope more devs do that.
I read a lot of second hand, obscure books. There's an odd feeling that comes with reading a book with a happy birthday message from the 1930s in the front. The knowledge that there is virtually no one else who has even heard of the book before. It's like walking through a ghost town
Yes
i think its partially the reason i love being an introvert so much and sticking to myself and my own thoughts. it may sound a bit unhinged or crazy but stuff like gaming alone or talking to myself actually helps out far more than doing anything with other people. when im talking to myself, i can more often than not, keep track of everything i need to recall understand and plan out as well as keep a conversation going in my head or out aloud so im not feeling alone even tho ik i am but to someone that understands what im on about as well as giving me viewpoints and being the opposing side to even my own arguements at times to come to the conclusion of the best outcome or option or result. people say its delusional or unhealthy and psycotic but imo its healthy. its true that people cant deal without talking or a conversation or never being around someone as their emotions will eventually crack and spiral out of control. ive been there once. talking to ur self is a healthy trait to have. it keeps ur mind open, u have someone to talk to, who will go against ur own points, making u keep an open mind will help get things done and keep track of stuff ur thinking about or caring about. not only is it scientifically proven that it is a healthy trait to have but it also shows ur genuine side at times. u put up a front with people and often get conflicted on the most simple of things but with ur self, u can keep ur head in the right direction as long as u can maintain control of ur own mind.
ik for a fact when people have seen me talk out aloud or i see other people talk out aloud to them selves, its because they tend to open up more without knowing it and show parts of them self people tend to judge u about. the fact of the matter is, its most likely ur most helpful tool to use to get things done even if people are around u.
Perfect Dark, or any other non-infamous N64 game gives me that feeling.
the hardest part of getting over it for me wasn't even reaching 100% completion, scaling the mountain 50 times. it was convincing my friends that it was a worthwhile experience. they simply couldn't belive that it had any actual value
I know what you mean. I feel like a lot of times most people find it hard to understand why personal achievements are impactful. Setting a goal, and accomplishment of a goal. Even if it's something as "stupid" as beating a videogame. It is discipline, hard work, and results from effort and doing what you should, even when you don't want to. Like working out, and doing chores.
Discipline is something most people lack.
I considered it a bit of a comfort game
Yeah, my friend convinced me to try the game. I hated it, never had fun, didn't get a single ounce of joy out of it apart from knowing that I made my first full refund on Steam and now know how to do that. I also fundamentally disagree with Bennet on game design and approach. I find extremely little value in "artificially hard for the sake of feeling achievement", because it's fake difficulty for fake achievement. Yes, the achievement is good in the moment, maybe, but take it from a guy who has seen several "Achievement Hunters" regret spending "so much time on useless shit when I could have been playing _________". It comes back at you in a decade.
Same thing for ridiculous self-imposed challenges on games like "I'm going to go through Fallout: New Vegas without taking ANY damage!", there is a reason why 99% of players don't go for these even though "It's hard you'll get a sense of achievement". It has no value to them.
Sometimes you can look at something, clearly go "That isn't for me" and move on. It's why I don't care if people check out my streams or channel, I know people do the same thing I do to others. BFGOI was a great teacher of "Yeah, sometimes ignore the friend that insists the game is 'hard but worth it'. It ain't."
I think that hiking simulator rage games in general are masterpieces. Getting Over It, Jump King, and Pogostuck are some of the most memorable gaming experiences for me. There is something magical about finally completing some incredibly hard Jump King custom map that you spent grinding 30+ hours on. I just think that people are easily scared away from something that will take a lot of effort to beat, which is actually a topic brought up by Bennett Foddy in GOI as well.
True. My first completion took about 20 hours, but the second one was done the same day the first was for about 20 minutes, and even 2 or 3 years since then, after completing this game for about 60 times I am still fascinated by it's idea and memories of pain and suffering that it took in the past. So harsh yet so sweet feeling doesn't let me forget this game, and I think it won't in the near future. In some way it is relaxing space, wheres nothing going on now, but in the past it was a lot.
Oh my god. 6:12. Thats my game! My friend and co-creator of the game showed this to me the other day and i had a huge double-take seeing a clip from Dead Mans Fault in it. Even if it was only 2 seconds, this is still so surreal! I hope you enjoyed it!
OH WOW, that’s amazing!!! I haven’t played it but I have heard about it and thought it seemed awesome!
@@mr.moviemafia the fact anyone can say theyve heard about it makes me happy
@@kisorta game looks sick, big props to you and your friend. What engine did you use btw?
Wow that actually crazy congratulations on making it into a video you deserve it
this thread made me cry and i can't explain why
thank you to all of you
When he said "do you like this video?" I got chills down my spine. This is one of the first famous youtubers I've found that genuinely seem to mainly care about the audience rather than themselves.
Thank you for everything, and it's really hard to say - but the only other video I've seen of yours was "Games you can never play again.", because that's what youtube recommended to me and I mindlessly watched it, enjoyed it, and moved on with my life. But now you've made me become self aware of my actions as a viewer. I liked, subbed, and commented on this video just to show you the love of yet another new fan. Keep up the good work - If you feel like it.
I liked the video. I'm pretty sure this question was put to question whether this is the sole criteria to value this video, whether or how much it's likeable. Like whether you play a game again and again because it's enjoyable. Or whether you trek through beautiful, uncaring wilderness because it's fun.
holy heck i love these videos. they're NOT about games and NOT about youtube. They're about me, you, everyone. Thanks.
You might also enjoy 2kliksphilip
The part about the ghost of an abandoned game… I never felt like my experience had a sentence until now. There’s a feeling of loneliness when playing an old game, one forgotten, it’s not nostalgia, it’s because you ARE alone.
Having recently downloaded a few emulators i definitely feel that. Something interesting about booting up an old game you know NOONE else is likely to be playing at the same time as you. Theres games with followings that people definitely play like NBA Street V2, or Star Wars Battlefront II, Old Pokemon games, GTA SA, etc. But booting up Mercenaries, gb color Mario Tennis, Syphon Filter, knowing youre probably the only person in that moment playing it, feels weirdly isolating, and at the same time satisfying. Feels like every time i boot up something like that, im reviving that world for a brief moment in time, and who knows when the next time its gonna be opened back up by someone else is gonna be?
Beginner’s Guide is a top forgotten game in this regard, made by the creator of The Stanley Parable and being simply a conversation between you and the creator about how good art doesn’t necessarily equal a “tragic and damaged” artist all the time. It’s so beautiful and deserves everyone’s time
That game made me cry when I watched Jacksepticeye's playthrough several years ago. It's nice to see other people remember it!
It's like the ambiguity of doing something for yourself but deeply hoping it blows up into something bigger
this
a way of life
"It'll be a silent conversation between you, and the ghost of the creators passion." - That line gave me chills
I'm a game developer, and I have quite a few game developer friends. It's wild how often their games often move me or inspire me in ways you just can't get anywhere else. But they're all rough around the edges in ways I don't expect to really take off the way something like a Pizza Tower would. It's hard to even recommend these types of games to other people, but they still mean a lot to me.
I second recommending The Beginner's Guide. It sounds like it really would resonate with you.
Make a quirky undertale game about depression
same, i guess it's because you know firsthand the amount of effort it takes
games dont always have to fully work to be good or look stunning or gain traction to be a good game. hell, theres games in the past ive kept coming back to from like 2009 or 2008 that barely anyone knows or even remembers. its in the comment ive put around this comment section somewhere. thing is tho, if people can sense u have a good heart, ur trying ur best or u have passion for ur game or doing what u love. u tend to get one of the best groups of people who aknowledge u and ur work even if it is admittedly not that great. but its fine to have that opinion and have an open mind on what u can try to do later on to fix any problems u may cross along the way.
put it this way. i dont really like chess. not really appealing to me and not really a good board game to play. but i still like it so much at the same time because its something ive been looking for in games for a while now. people who use skill and intelligence to compete in a game against each other. rarely can people play cheap to win. ive always bottled up the fact that in games over the years moreso the modern games have a toxic lazy player base where people will cheat and cheap out every chance they get when they are losing just to win then act like they are good at something they clearly arnt. it annoys me because the point of trying to work to get where u can truely achieve is just lost in gaming. people dont grind anymore, people will throw money out to skip like half the game or get better stuff far more easily and people will always chicken out and opt out when they cant compete in any way they can.
but with chess its a different story, its not something u can cheese or exactly jump ahead to skip the fun of the game or the importance of the game and how to actually play it. with chess, it takes intelligence skill and the ability to outsmart ur opponents to win and thats what i love the most. i dont have to like the game its self, the game isnt exactly fun per say but the passion people have in that simple board game to work for their win and work to take out each crucial piece on the board is what makes it wholesome and just so good to play. same in your position. even if people dislike the game and dont really play it often. the fact it exsists out there for people to try out, the fact u can have some mechanics in the game that could easily draw people in to play or try out the game even if its not something they will actively play is what makes it so lively and good for those who play it.
@@unboxing_legend7708 im not gonna lie whats the tldr of this
I thought this was just gonna be a standard video essay, and it was 1000x better than I was expecting. Thank you, Judge. That was fantastic
“The ghost of the creator’s passion” is a line I don’t think I’ll ever forget
did you?
This was beautiful. A nice introspective on forgotten things, or sometimes unseen things. This video, about forgotten things, should never be forgotten. You did a fucking amazing job. Keep that shit up.
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He prob ain’t gonna see this a year later but he’s still the goat, love your shit man
As someone who’s been struggling to write a story I’ve been thinking about and building for years, the beginning of this video really hit me.
Every time I start typing words out, I’m not really having fun. The process itself started feeling like work. Even worse, I’m seeing all the imperfections of my story all exposed. Writing the story for others to see makes it, and essentially me, vulnerable.
I had to ask myself why I was so dead set on writing this story. I was having so much more fun thinking and building it in my head. And somewhere, I realized that I had the (misguided) thought that for something to have value, it must be perceived/used by others. And in the process of writing it out, it was no longer my story, but a story meant for others to consume.
So hearing that you “made that choice,” has kind of…grounded me in a way. That there is things you can create that won’t necessarily be “good” for everyone, but are good for you. And if you’re not trying to make something bigger out of it, that’s enough.
It's so relatable, I just started writing stories online for fun and I enjoyed them, but after few chapters, the ideas in my head, the world that I built using my imagination, I couldn't write that down, because I was trying to write it through other's perspective and eventually lost interest, I still try to get back and write but every time, it just doesn't feel as fun as it used to
This is something I've struggled with as well. At some point you make a choice for whether it's for your enjoyment, or to make it more accessible for others to enjoy. Whether conscious or not. Having that realization is powerful.
Hopefully it becomes something you enjoy doing again, whether for yourself or for other people. And if it becomes a finished piece, whether edited or just a first draft, even better. I wish you the best of luck on writing your story.
The reason why i wanna write my Story is cause otherwise i'll only have weird clips that are disconnected. :P
Something I told myself when I wrote my first novel length story was that I was only doing so for myself. I had an idea, a story, characters, that I needed to get out. It doesn't matter if anyone else reads it, what matters is that I wrote it.
I'm still going to work on that written story someday, to make this rough and personal thing into a novel clean enough to show to others. But that goal is secondary, and I've already succeeded at what I really wanted. Write for yourself, edit for others.
I've felt that way as well. Over the years, I've had several stories that I had fun building in my head. I'd make up character interactions, scenes, settings, etc. But as soon as I try to write any of it down, I can't. It feels like as soon as I do, it's out there for the world to see and judge.
I don't aspire to become a best-selling author or even to get published. I want to be able to write for myself, and not others.
These comments and this video really hit home for me. Maybe I'll finally be able to just sit down and write, not for others, but for myself. I wish you and everyone else good luck with their writing!
I lost my mother recently and i think you are describing some feelings that are very close to grief. Playing an old or niche game that maybe the community has moved on from and having nobody to talk to about it hits close to home.
I really do love the awareness in that line about how video game videos on youtube can be a gateway to talk about more indept and fascinating stuff.
I mainly watch video game stuff on CZcams, yet as much as I've learned about games and others opinions from them, I've also learned about peoples life stories on how they made a game and how inspirational it is, themes about stuff I can barely grasp but love to hear about due to how it Grabs me and makes me think about stuff and the world in ways I couldn't expect from clicking on a video about why a game is good.
What I saying is, is that I'm happy someone finally found the words for when I get deeply invested in an irl development story about a game I like I wouldn't usually watch,
or when I've watched a deep and thought provoking video all about hotline miami, or yakuza, far cry, or Tony hawk for the ds (ok not that one but)
Also your videos remind me of eyepatchwolf and that is a high compliment.
Now watch as this becomes an unseen and forgotten comment.
Heh, Ironic.
it's an honor to be compared to Super Eyepatch Wolf, I'm glad you enjoyed
I actually found getting over it quite relaxing, it's probably because my regular life is suffering, so two painful things even each other out and make it peaceful somehow.
The game is hard, but Bennet takes the approach of gently encouraging the player rather than the usual rage game approach. I think it helps with staying calm and helps with the themes a lot.
i also really enjoy getting over it, i think the movement is amazing and its a good challenge
People who have suffered find comfort in the smaller things like this. When a more harsh reality isn't comparable to the experience provided, it allows a bit of comfort. I'm not sure if this is exactly accurate, more so an opinion on the topic.
Take care Kristaps.
Honestly..I played for the quotes and creators encouragement
What troubles you in life? You don't have to say if you don't feel comfortable, all I want is for you to find satisfaction and inner peace. Tell me what's on your mind, man.
4:23 DID I HEAR A ROCK AND STONE ?!
Rock and stone to the bone!
IF YOU DON'T ROCK AND STONE, YOU AIN'T COMIN' HOME!
For Karl!!!
For those about to rock and stone
We salute you o7
I started watching videos off your channel a few days ago because I like video games, but the more I watch your videos the more I notice and appreciate how you interject your philosophy and your thoughts. I love it for 3 reasons -
1. It’s so nice having someone to relate to. I have a lot of thoughts and a lot of ideas about the world, a weak way for me to understand it and to understand myself. Didn’t really make my life any better and I’d say it made it worse, but what was super shitty is feeling alone. I can’t connect these thoughts with my friends or my family or teachers or my therapist or anyone like that. People may understand, but they don’t feel the same way. So a lot of the time it feels like the bane of my existence is just a huge secret. The people who do say what I think are the famous artists or writers or philosophers which forces some kind of ‘intellect’ superiority on these thoughts and makes them a lot less down to earth than I would’ve liked. So having someone like you who has these thoughts but presents them through something down to earth like video games, it makes me feel heard and more normal. It’s nice to have someone to relate to and so I thank you a million times for doing this
2. I love how video games are being used to portray these concepts. This video probably isn’t the best example because no game intends to be forgotten, but it’s stupid to think that all art is intensional. There’s an artist called Naum Gabo that works with negative space which means the subject of his sculptures isn’t what he had physically made but rather the gaps of empty space between them. The whole idea of the subject of art being in something other than what the artist has tangibly made allows art to be portrayed in so many more things - e.g., the reaction of the viewer (in this case, the player). If these forgotten games themselves were the subject of the art then maybe they wouldn’t be much, but the context of playing these games knowing that you are probably one of the only people who remember it and are enjoying it completely reinvents the game and therefore the subject is in your reaction and the circumstances that have made you react to the game this way. It makes me so happy that video games, again this not being the best example since being forgotten was not intentional, are being treated like any other art medium now - whether it be intentional or through ‘negative space’
3. I love how connected we as a viewer feel to you as a creator. I truly don’t think I’ve ever watched a CZcams video and felt it was more a conversation than a video. This is only from the viewers perspective, of course, since us viewers are watching with all of us but you as a creator are only putting forward what would appeal to the viewers (like you said yourself) so I’m not gonna say there is an inherent connection between us subscribers and you, but I will say that you create a really comforting environment. Almost like being exposed but safe. Like a conversation haha
I'm happy to see you connect so much with my stuff, and it's kinda nice to see someone understand exactly what I'm trying to go for. I hope to keep it up for you in the future.
@@TheCursedJudge I have no doubt you will :) but don’t worry too much about your fan base. If it’s something as deep as your thoughts or your philosophy you don’t wanna tone it down or try to make it more relatable. Just do what you do and the right people will support
I loved both videos 😊
This video is a such a great way to explain a really confusing part of any creative process. Sometimes i feel like whenever I make either videos or music, I have to look at it through the audience’s lense. There are times I feel like I’ve lost myself in trying to bridge the gap to the viewer, and I’m always asking if my authenticity alone is enough to make something enjoyable. Amazing video and although I know almost all artists go through this, it still really eased my mind hearing you explain it concisely with such great depth. I really enjoyed the video!
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thing is that people need to realise is theres always going to be people who are with u or against u. like something u made and dont like something u made. it happens. if u can come to the acceptance of that, push forward and continue doing what u love within good reason, it doesnt matter in the end. ur doing what u love and the feedback u get helps u improve. good and bad. i for instance dont like rap music, at least modern rap. but i can still listen to it from time to time. sometimes the beat is good or the rythm, maybe i like whos singing or rapping in it it could be any numerous reasons. even if i were to say to u as feedback to say try to use less auto tune for example, or dont make the pitch of the songs so high, its feedback that can help u improve. the next time u use a song that uses higher pitch music, u use that feedback and tune it down a bit. u never know, it could gain more of an audience that way. the person that said it wasnt that great may come back and now support u for that new music video u put out. u just got to realise that some people when it comes to music, even if they arnt fond of the song, they may return and listen to other music videos u have up or any that u post later on and actually enjoy what u post. its not that they dont like u specifically or are tryna put u down for no reason, people just have their own personal viewpoints. even if they dont return. it doesnt matter because u have people that do enjoy what u put out there still.
Hey judge, I know you've heard this a million times, but I really really love your channel. If no one else will, I'll remember you :)
Shut up kid czcams.com/users/shorts-Z-VnVeTySY?feature=share
No you wont.
@@Zejoant I'll probably forget him once I die idk
you have a way of connecting with your audience that almost no one has. I appreciate your work and the way you present it, it’s unique, it’s refreshing.
This is such a banger video, I love video essays but I never comment on any of them. This is my first exception, you're doing something truly special with this channel, thanks so much!
Thank you.
I found your channel from the “Games we can never play again” video, which I had to send to my friend after seeing how profound the message behind it was. After watching this video I’m humbled to be able to find such an amazing channel with a creator so passionate and dedicated to their craft. I think I speak for everyone who stuck around to the end of the video, this mountain that you design over the hopefully long years of this channel would be an honour to climb with you.
4:18 ROCK AND STONE TO THE BONE
Dang this is a very surreal video, but not in a pretentious way. It's just genuine thoughts on art and artists. I dig it.
you're the first one in a while to make me feel seen and heard and made me reflect on many different topics that maybe i wouldn't have thought about ever. tearing up over a video that isn't even supposed to be emotional feels okay or even nice when it's your content. you really have a way with words, and your voice and the background footage really tie the experience that is your channel all together. please keep it up ^^
I’ve slowly worked my way through your discography of videos through the past couple days and have enjoyed every one of them. Thought you would like to know that I truly did
“like this video”
I’m commenting on this video 9 months after its release, so I know that not many people will see this, similar to one of the forgotten games you discussed here, but I just wanted to say this one of the most beautiful and heartfelt videos I’ve ever seen. The nostalgia you hold for your old videos is something I can relate to. I used to make crappy stop-motion animations and call of duty montages, these videos were awful, but I loved the experience of making them. Sure, I’m more proud of the videos I make now on this channel, I think they are more competent works with more depth and detail, but do I enjoy making them as much as those old videos? I don’t think I do.
Anyway, thank you for making this video. It helps a lot
uh, wow. did not expect to see a thing i made appear in a video essay i put on as i settled into bed for the night.
this was an excellent video!! your thoughts and experiences with art, with asking why we create and who we create for, are things that i think are shared between us all.
it's tricky. frequently the things that are fun to make are not things that are fun to play or see. it can be incredibly demoralizing to spend days, weeks, months of your life working on something while constantly dealing with the nagging feeling that no one will care about it. especially with the way "content" works on the internet. the people you're interacting with don't see, can never truly see, the effort you put in. they don't know how much youve learned and grown. the improvements youve made to your craft exist only in the final product and are devoid of the context that makes them feel like an accomplishment to begin with.
it's important to remind yourself that those accomplishments, though unseen, are real. they matter!
im still a student. i dont know if ill ever make anything that's remembered as more than a mention in a list in the footnotes of a video. but, when i look back at what i was making as a teen, or even things i worked on just last year, i remember what i was thinking as i worked - what i wanted, what i feared, how i suffered - and i see how much further ive come since then and i feel proud. not of the quality or artistry of my work itself, but of the effort i put in, and the growth i experienced as a result. i hope that you and anyone reading this experience that as well.
anyway, late night rambling over. thanks for making this video, i look forward to seeing what else you create. good luck to you!
Y'know, I've never been much a gamer. But I always find myself returning to the gaming world even still.
I do abstract painting in my spare time, and these concepts from these videos always inspire me with a comfort or utter dread that I can translate into something for myself, a personal experience on canvas created by the fibers of my brush. Even if one day this video is forgotten, even if this genre dies, the ideas and style will live even if it's just through personal experiences such as the ones I partake in.
I've been watching your channel for a while and this is my first comment on one of your videos I believe, may be the last even. Having said that, I adore the content you make, thank you for posting it mate and keep doing you.
It's fitting you show Jacob Geller's video as an example, he became one of my absolute favorite youtubers at around the same stage of his channel as you are now for many of the same reasons you're becoming one of my favorite recent finds. It's true that maybe the videos that blow up don't always have anything specific that makes them more deserving of it than any other video but them blowing up is the culmination of all the hard work you've been putting in into all of your videos and the audience you've been building over time. And while some people might just watch that one video and remember you only for it, me and I'm sure many others have now watched a lot more of your videos now and are very excited to see where this channel grows!
As an extension of people making things and being forgotten it’s always odd to think how every single object in your home had someone create only to be discarded or broken or replaced without a second thought. Multitudes of peoples lives single impact upon you is one object you’ll rarely even think about let alone the work put into creating it.
Another odd thing would be how you could read dozens upon dozens of entire comment sections going through thousands of people comments and yet that tiny thought they had will similarly be the only impact they will ever have on your life and then they’ll never be thought of again by you. One irrelevant thought is the culmination of someone’s entire impact on another human being’s life.
This says a lot about art and why it's made. Very thought provoking
I didn't forget getting over it, because I'm still trying to reach the top for the first time.
more videos about getting over it need to be made, after playing the game for 35 hours and getting all the achievements, i think it is one of the best games on the world, hearing the dialogue feels like a talk with someone close, sometimes i think it really is.
If you haven't seen Patricia Taxxon's video essay on Getting Over It, I suggest it.
just want you to know that your videos have made me cry on multiple occasions, and thats about the highest compliment i cam give to any art. well done
You are the only CZcamsr that isn’t direct to the theme that I like
another insanely good video, it really makes you appreciate the work that youtubers put into their content to entertain an audience. thank you
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@@malcolm9873 fellow duster enjoyer???
@@ripbraincells8534 yes
I don't know how you do it but every time you manage to trigger some crazy emotion combination I have never felt before. So I like your vids because they trigger an emotional engaging experience within me. So THANKS😁
That ending bit is absolutely haunting in a very visceral way that I love, I found this account only two days ago but I think I've already watched around half your stuff and I absolutely love it all
i honestly wasnt expecting this to be heartfelt. i thought it was gonna be just another random video essay, but it honestly shocked me in the best way possible. thank you for making this, it was really great and i’ll honestly remember it for a long time :)
Most of the creators or videos on this platform I watch for reasons like wanting to get a good laugh or to just pass time or even occasionally for entertainment but this channel is different it’s definitely entertaining but in a different way. The way these videos are made just makes them so entertaining to watch and listen to and they are thought provoking in some ways i I love that I hope this channel finds more success because it deserves it for being one of the more unique channels I know and I really hope one day this guy owns a gold or even diamond play button
this is probably the most engaged i have ever felt while watching a youtube video. its hard to put into words but all the other content anywhere else almost feels like a monotone dopamine-inducing drone in comparison. truly something special to fit so much into 15 minutes.
You're videos are heart wrenching. I always feel gloom looming over me but also a sense of remorse for myself. This video has opened my eyes a creator and a person. I dont want to be forgotten. Even if one single person could remember once I'm long gone it would comfort me. I loved the video, keep it up.
Reminds me of when i'd repeatedly play sekiro, i know that game isn't dead, but i already beat it, i re-bought it on my pc PURELY for the purpose of doing everything again and thats what i did, evernight, gathering myself at my pc to play sekiro and listen to music, cuz it was the only thing that made me feel not alone when i completely was alone, i had no friends, no significant other, i had nothing but me, this game and the music
It was strange cuz i always felt like i had friends back then, something that was looking forward to seeing me every day, sometimes it was devil may cry, or dishonored, these games were all i got, and there i was trying to get REALLY good at them and pull off super sick stunts and clips, yet i wasn't recording at all, these feats of skill lost to time, and even memory, i barely remember half the shit i did, but i sat there talking to myself and doing those things for myself, as if someone was there, when nobody was
*slow clap* Please keep making more content like this. Critically thinking about the meta experience of gaming at its core as it relates to making/viewing content is sauce. Your reach may be limited, but the impact is far more profound. Great stuff!
I intend to keep at it
I don't remember when I subscribed, but I have watched all of your videos ( I will watch the unlisted ones when I'm done writing this).
I just wanted to say that your videos give me something, something that I'm longing for, something that is missing. They give me a calm voice that is filling my thoughts with thoughts that I want. Your video guide me through a process that I find interesting, a concept that has struck my mind without being resolved, finnaly being finished, or atleast built closer to an end.
Thank you. I appreciate your videos, videos that I find comforting in when my thoughts are racing. I'll follow your journey with great interest. Thank you.
The fact that after you realised your recent success you reflected on it and on the overall nature of CZcams really shows what kind of creator you are, and for that I'm subbed for life
"do you like this video?" yes. i work more in freelance art and to pass the time i dont listen to music, i like to listen to video essays, it was hard to find someone i can find consistent enjoyment in each video listening to it, but last week i found you, and ill keep seeing the video essays, cuse i rlly enjoy doing my job with the company of ur works
i love every video you’ve made so far, but this one just hit me different. i vividly remember playing all of these, some not even that long ago but with the rapid growth of other games stealing the spotlight, it’s easy to lose sight of what the industry once was. Great video as always!
I am not the type of person to leave comments on videos, but this is possibly one of the most meaningful videos I have watched. It speaks volumes to me how these pieces of content, whether it be games or videos or otherwise, can be so revolutionary for a person, or a group or whole generation of content going forward, and yet the ones who have spawned that wave for one or more people may lay in obscurity for the rest, and maybe even those who have encountered it before. It’s amazing to realize how much we’ll never know to exist in the first place, and how much will lay dormant in our heads for years to come. You are a brilliant mind, and I hope to see more from you in the future.
I've never forgotten getting over it. It might've been the first game I beat before other youtubers did. I have beat it 150+ times since November 2017, I have no idea why this game was such a part of my life, but I really love it.
I really enjoy your videos because you talk in a way I do. When people are doing through something, I say “this happened to me, I understand you”. Not to bring attention to me, not to detract from what’s happening, but it’s how I talk and comfort. I think it helps people to understand that stuff happens and I can relate and be there for them. Sometimes in your videos (as I’ve binged them) I have to look at the video title to remember what it’s about. I say to myself, “why is he talking about his early CZcams videos in a video about forgotten games?” And then you always suck me back in at the end and I’m slapped with a very real and literal understanding. I got shivers at the end of the video, you truly are talented and craft videos with so much love in such a different way, I’m always looking for the next.
I’m ashamed that I didn’t find your channel sooner, and am one of the thousands of people that found you through the “games you can never play again”. Your channel, despite being a drop in the ocean of undiscovered channels, is still amazingly entertaining and you explain the topics you explore with such thoroughness but clarity it’s stunning. Thank you for being selfless enough to make these for other people.
This video was so fantastic. I can tell it was extremely well thought out. Your artful introspectiveness is so unique and i hope you make more like this in the future
my favourite thing about your videos is how each video has a very simple premise, for example in this one games that aren't as popular as they once were, but get transformed through detailed analysis of what it all means as well as a reflection of how it affects you as a person. I look forward to watching each video in the future.
This may be the best video essay I've ever seen. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing yourself so candidly with us
Man I love long form content. With the world becoming more obsessed with shorter videos, long videos have become pretty much a guarantee for good content. For a scripted video to be this long, it means that the person creating it is passionate about the subject matter and is willing to sink many hours into one video. Many people seem to find long videos boring and not engaging so maybe I'm an outlier but I love to just sit down with a video for 15 minutes or hours and relax. This has almost nothing to do with the content of the video but I just felt like I needed to say.
The mention of the previous video, Games You can Never Play Again was really cool. Looked forward to this one!
This video's topic is well great, and easy to resonate with. I recorded plenty of old videos playing games as a kid myself, haha. This is a nice opinion on why it's perfectly fine to create something just for the joy of creating it!
Last edit, yea I'm checking out the unlisted playlist
Absolutely beautiful. I sometimes fall into the idea of making something “for them”, and when I don’t, it doesn’t succeed as much. But I think the truest freedom, from a content creator’s perspective, (as corny as this sounds) is the ability to make something, put it out, and be proud of that shit. Whether you make it for you or your audience doesn’t really matter, as long as you can confidently say you’re glad you made it. That’s what I’ve found, at least, and I hope you’re proud of this video, because you really should be.
Great essay! I love that threshold of videos from one creator where I realize “oh, I like this person’s content” and they go from being a nameless channel with a cool video, to a channel I watch.
It feels difficult writing comments on videos like these because it's so hard for me to truly give my thoughts on it or express my appreciation. So I'll just say this.
These are _exactly_ the kinds of videos I hope to make on my own someday.
Thank you.
Thank you. This is one of the most genuine and beautiful videos that I've seen on this site.
I think what's most amazing is that some games that are remembered continue to draw an audience of people who the game could never have been made for. NES Tetris, Smash Bros Melee, probably most older fighting games. You touch on the idea of games that are barely played as well and how it's like they've been forgotten at conception. However, it's not just indie games but romhacks, fan games, flash games, home brews, and probably others get lost to obscurity. It seems like an inevitability to the creative process because you have to cut your teeth and make mistakes on something. Only those who persist can make something with enough impact to achieve popularity. It's sad to miss the journey but it's beautiful to see the persistence, skill, practice, and creativity that goes into an art piece.
one of my most favorite things, ever, is just watching people being passionate, about the things they like. and that was what drew me to your channel; just hearing you talk, i loved every minute of it and binged the rest of your channel. and i especially love this kind of videos, hearing the person behind the microphone. so yes, i absolutely loved this videos. every minute and second of it
I can't explain exactly why but the things you mentioned, the things you described and gave them life from your perspective - I'm really amazed how you managed such a hard thing! I truly cried at the end of this video! The whole storytelling is really unique and so human - but also not.. It's not only for the games right now in general but you managed to open a door to the scariest thoughts of a human being which are the eternity itself!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this work! It's a little silly but I really appreciated this video and it changed the way I see the world.
I never actually realized how few subscribers you have until you mentioned it in this video. Don't get me wrong, 100k is a lot, but it's quite a small amount in comparison to what you usually see these days. It reminds me that I'm lucky to have stumbled upon your channel, and I hope that others recieve the same fortune from the algorithm. You deserve more attention.
I just recently got recommended your videos and I cannot get enough of them. They way that you put them together and your storytelling keeps me captivated and excited to watch till the very end. Keep it up!!!
after i watched the "games you can never play again" video i litterally watched every single other one you've made,and im glad i did,good luck.
I love these kinds of videos. CZcamsrs like you and Jacob Geller giving a new perspective on video games and other topics as a whole will always be so fascinating to me.
Your videos are both relaxing yet thought provoking at once. I love it. Keep up the good work man 👍
It feels as if channels like these are able to take the ideas that linger in the back of your head but you don’t know how to explain and then put them into words with all the profundity it feels as if they have
It's also just a huge appreciation to the people who spent their time and worked hard on these games. As a game artist, its like the feeling of stumbling on someone who finally gets us
It's like 1:27 AM right now, and as a person trying to craft their way into content creation, I can understand what you're saying so deeply, I hope you can grow even more into the future, I truly appreciate your work and dedication, cheers!
PS: thanks for the gift!
So glad CZcams recommended me your channel, super deep thoughts and intriguing video essays, great catalog of videos too. I absolutely love your stuff man. You'll hit 200k in no time for sure!
8:59 love that you speak of systematically murdering every single monster and then show the death of the one monster *you do not have to kill.*
:)
The odd balance between thought provoking ideas and interesting games and their history strucks me constantly!
I feel sad for all the future generations that's won't be able to enjoy the great and awesome internet games, like endless war 1-6, feudalism 2, and many more, gone are the days of going to miniclips or kongregate and enjoying the smaller games 😢
Flash game archives are out there. Swfchan is one of them and I believe those games are up there.
Today's generation literally use online games as online dating.
I have only seen a few videos in your channel and I’m sold. I understand this feeling you experience, but your uniqueness in your eloquence of describing it is plenty enough to set yourself apart :)
I’m glad to have found your channel. I almost immediately subscribed after watching just a few of your videos. They scratch an itch for me and hit the right notes for me most of the time. Thank you for making these! I also have a very small channel with gameplay videos that almost no one cares about, but very few still might and that’s ok for me. It’s what I’ll leave behind in this world once I’m gone.
This was a very heartfelt video. Love the content
Getting over it ?? I never forgot that game for sure
I rarely comment on CZcams videos, but this video combined with the one that got me into this channel (Games you can never play again), I got so many nostalgic feelings and chills that I rarely get on this platform.
Regardless of the time spent on the content you make, the amount of emotions it makes me feel combined with the surprising depth you have in your videos warrants far more attention, if I could I would subscribe twice.
Can’t wait to see your future content!
Now I know I’m late and no one will see this, but I had to leave my thoughts. I’m very much the type of person to seek out video essays just like this, but I the think Judge really is one of the best. This video in particular got to me. There are games where I can feel the kind of care that was put into it, and the way the creator is trying to connect to the player through the game. And while the thoughts this video provoked are already leaving my mind, I wanted to say that I can feel the same kind of effort here too. As a person who holds onto thinks, all of these games and works that have so much passion put into them having been forgotten just feels so sad and lonely. But this video put those feelings into perspective. No it’s not ground shattering, but it’s a real thing. And for all of that, and your other videos, I can’t think of anything sufficient to say thank you. But if it means anything, yes, I did like this video, I enjoyed it very much. Thanks for making content, and I think I’ll check out that playlist now.
This is why videogame preservation is so important. Millions of hours, dollars, & hundreds of employees, to just a group of friends with a month or two to work on a game, either way it's a form of art & a show of dedication. No matter how awful, how treacherous, how unfair, how cheap, how expensive, or how forgiving it is, we should be able to remember it & experience it for years to come. They say a person truly dies 3 times:
-When you physically die, your soul leaves you body.
-When someone says your name for the very last time.
-When the last memory of what you looked like is scrubbed off the Earth, leaving you truly forgotten.
In a sense, videogames go through this:
-Eventually, the game is no longer sold / manufactured, left to rot on older hardware.
-One day, unless that game was popular or re-released, someone will mention it one last time.
-At some point, any pictures, files, or gameplay of that game will be lost & forgotten.
It's unfortunate when this happens, & that's why every videogame deserves preservation. At any point, that game could be delisted, unavailable by official means for the rest of time, & without preservation, left to it's rotting cartridge shell. One final point, there are some retro consoles, like for example, the Commodore 64, which had thousands of games, without labels & just on floppy disks. Many of these completely lost to time. Hell, even real games from big franchises are completely lost to time, like Sonic At The Olympic Winter Games (2012) which was an iPhone app that lasted around a week, before disappearing from the store & to this day barely anything is known about it except a couple of screenshots. Sega Swirl 2 is a lost PC game that was only on a short-lived online site from 2005-2015, possibly delisted before that, & today barely anyone knows it ever even existed.
Good well-written point there, it reminds me of how for example the original System Shock game was in a limbo for a very long time because the copyrights were (supposedly) split between Electronic Arts and an insurance company due to contractual shenanigans Looking Glass had had to do to secure funding, and neither side cared about the franchise all that much but also at the same time the rights were suddenly (very) valuable to them if anyone wanted to buy them (plus allegedly Electronic Arts felt it was literally not worth their legal department's time to draft a sales contract if they couldn't get enough money out of it). So the issue is that these corporations amass copyrights simply because they're often publishers and/or funders in gaming projects and insist on it, but at the same time since it doesn't really cost them anything to *keep* them and they feel they can't just "give them away" they can just sit on them forever without using them if they feel like it.
One ingenious solution to this I've seen, although I guess it is not generally allowed since I've not seen it happen much, was what happened with Star Control 2 which is now more commonly known as Ur-Quan Masters after its open-source release which led it it being eventually ported to many platforms and being available easily to this day - the developers had a contract clause which stated that once the game stopped generating any royalties for them, due to the publisher not selling or not being able to sell copies anymore, the copyrights would revert back to them automatically. However even with this the one snag which forced them to rename Star Control II was that Star Control as a *trademark* was owned by Accolade which refused to sell it and used it to publish the relatively maligned Star Control III which had no input from the original developers.
I really enjoy your videos. Love from Brazil 🇧🇷❤
this is art, your vision is something else, this introspective take is really something that was lacking in my youtube feed, and i'm thankfull for getting this video recommended, love it!
Bro you are a special type of script writer the way you engage emotions by word play and tone is amazing
I could never forget the trauma that is Getting over it, I envy the people who are able to forget it.
Your videos always feel like a super eyepatch wolf video but shortened and more condensed
I must say, your format of video making and your analysis of topics is very good, love listening to your videos and just think. Thank you for another great video.
I love the philosophical discussion of video games and entertainment in general this channel fosters. Watched three of your vids so far, I'll definitely be sticking around for more
I'm so glad you mentioned Urban Chaos. I remember being so little that wasn't able to pass the tutorial at the time but is one of those things I just won't forget. Maybe things get lost in time, but someone is bound to find them and get their own experience from them.
I do understand the point of the video, but i have the say, even if you signed up for it, do remember to make videos for yourself as well.
This video is a beautiful piece of work, an emotional talk of remembrance and popularity, and for me, the viewer, its fantastic. Its nice, being in your head a little to hear these thoughts. But, as you said, if people want to be here to watch your content, they will be, talking about your unlisted playlist. But don't get lost in it, either, worrying to make something that sells or people will enjoy. I'm personally not too interested in your PUBG videos, though I will check the playlist out after this comment, but enjoy your genre you're building yourself to as well.
Make videos on CZcams for others people, *for you*. We'll stick around.
Obligatory Edit: Fixed my comment. After checking out the Unlisted stuff, I'm interested in them too.
Pulling back the veil for a second, I do absolutely love the videos I'm making now. 3 or 4 times in my channel's existence, I've had a video go viral only to realize that I actually don't want the rest of my time on this platform to be like that. However, when my FNAF video did well, which was a video essay I put a lot of work into, I felt genuinely happy about it. This is the type of content I wanna do, for sure.
The way you approach the philosophical and metaphorical sense in things, the way you do it has been very rare to find in individuals I tend to find in my life. Its very endearing to my heart you have found your own opera own beacon in this sea of digital grief and numbness. Even sharing a playlist for the ones who want to climb the mountain you just gave them the rope to start with... But in the end to answer your question I loved the video you poet don't stop your opera g
Your videos are top quality, I've been binging them since I found your channel. Thank you for covering the bizarre and intriguing subjects related to gaming, love them.
When I watch your videos, I disable Adblock. This is the highest honor I can give to a CZcamsr.
4:22 DID I JUST HEAR A ROCK AND STONE??
ROCK AND STONE TO THE BONE
ROCK AND STONE BROTHA
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This was truly beautiful. I love and agree with the sentiments you’ve expressed, and they were expressed so eloquently. I did find you from the “Games You Can Never Play Again” video, and I’m so glad I did. I’ll be watching intently from now on.
This is beautifully created, heartfelt and really enjoyed every second of it. Loved the pacing and the vibe it gives, how it hits something familiar and then something from life, how it's actually a philosophical view in real life concealed behind a video about a videogame, this is art.