The Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try (Official Music Video)
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Official video for Smashing Pumpkins song “Try, Try, Try” from the album Machina - The Machines of God. Buy It Here: smarturl.it/a4uo31
The "Try, Try, Try" video was directed by Jonas Åkerlund
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This song always makes me cry. Because I listened to it while I was a junkie and couldn’t quit no matter how hard I tried. I was convinced I would die a addict. But with gods help and a lot of fighting sleepless nights I’ve been clean since 2013.
Congrats! You should be proud of yourself . It’s one of the hardest things to do. Since 5/30/16 for me.
God bless you guys
amen! im so proud of you! 💕
My wife and I share 06-17-2011. Proud members of the “no matter what” club. Congratulations!
Keep it up! You're doing great!
You know, it seems it doesn't matter how long or big of fan you are of the Smashing Pumpkins you always find a song you have never heard. Goes to the greatness of Billy.
it's on one of their albums, it was a single... a big fan would have never missed it as it's not rare.
Go listen to 99 floors!
@@MephProduction- Way to place yourself on a pedestal and ruin the sentiment. I liked the comment and believe that those of us that were in middle and high school during the Pumpkins rise and stardom are discovering and rediscovering the music - even when in our 40's.
I can’t believe MTV banned this. This is such a strong video with a powerful message. Sad one at that.
Every bit of inteligence is banned from the media, they want You to see and think only what is good for their agenda
MTV still exists?
Thats the reality of drug addiction for many people, if it gets through to a few people then the video has done its job.
I dont think this was the version that was ban... There is too versions of this video, one is only on dvd.
While it was intended as that I can say as someone who is in recovery for opiate addiction- growing up in the 90s, a lot of bands and movies tried to have a message meant to deter you from this- but it always had me romanticizing it. Terrified but intrigued.
When I first saw this video, I was clean for about 25 years. I always thank Christ for snatching me out of my haze of drugs and destruction of my life. Clean now for over 30 years. Never looked back. Sobriety is wonderful and life is so sweet when yr loved.
Wanda's Place Christ 🙌🔥
I'm happy you are in control of you will, but don't fall into wishes and believes such as "gods"... your life is your own and alone to control. Smile, be a positive vector at all times in others lives, and you'll be rewarded with the accomplishment of living a good life. Nothing can be better than that!! And drugs only ruin your chance to make your next day even better than today.
@Careful Icarus the lonely, the traumatized and the lost are the ones most vulnerable to be lulled into blind faith. Religion is the world's worst abusive boyfriend
It wasn't Christ, it was you my friend. Be proud of yourself. I am. Very happy you made it.
Your doing amazing!
My daughter passed away because of her drug and alcohol addiction. She was shooting heroin when her heart stopped. She left behind a beautiful baby boy, who doesn't have many memories of his mom left. She wanted to go clean. She wanted her life back. Every single day, I miss my baby girl. To whoever is reading this, there is help. There is a way out. Please don't give up.
sorry for your loss
i’m sorry baby , It will get better. I’m going through addiction as well and taking ur advice. I won’t give up. Rest in peace to your daughter
I'm so sorry about that and I hope you're doing well.
Also love your Infected Mushroom profile picture.
❤❤️🩹❤
That is so sad.
One of the most underrated albums of all time.
agree!
It still wasn’t that great but better than anything SP 2.0
zzzzzzzzzzzzz underrated, eh? just like every other video on youtbe...every comment on every video...generic and boring
@@deadsherry you just doing a search for the word “underrated” and telling everyone how bored you are by it?
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Dedicated to my mom wherever she is now I hope & pray she got clean
este cometario me puso triste miucha fuerza bro y a tu madre
mucha fuerza la heroina y las drogas fuertes es un tema complicado
Same here
I was the one who got clean but I caused so much sorrow to my mother that she almost broke
#sad
I was drunk one time walking around in phx az and I came across these addicts I sat with them, I was thinking of ending my life, they told me I shouldn't and they told me to never do drugs just after they did a shot in their arm, I hope they're okay and well wherever they are... Those words coming from them helped me.
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This song holds a special place in my heart. Less than 2 years before it was released my 22 year old cousin Julie died of a heroin overdose after a couple of years battling addiction. I was 17 and she was my hero before her struggles. The ups and downs portrayed in this video create such mixed emotions for me to this day when I still look back and wonder if there is anything more I could have done to try and save her.
totally understand. My brother did the same two month ago. We say the same thing and miss him. He was a great guy with a great personality. I feel like he got cheated and we got cheated but its a choice he made that hurt all the family. I ll always wonder what i could of i have done but really i dont know what i could of done. my father exhausted all options but he still loved him even though he stole a lot from him. They made a mends two weeks before after his rehab but it was too hard and passed at home in his room. It hurts my dad so much but i told him you did what a father is suppose to do and he passed knowing his dad loved him and would do anything. He made the choice. It is a sickness we dont understand but is overpowering.
fuzzluvver69
There is NOTHING you could have done!!
This was me. Thank God, I've been clean and sober more than 4 years now!
They don't get help till they are ready! There is NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO FOR AN ADDICT other than be there for them without enabling them.
Families shut off their care for us. We are alone
fuzzluvver69-- mad sorry bout ur cousin.. Drugs Suck!!!!!!
Ask Jimmy he should know..waking up to a dying Jonathan :(
Five years on from my comment. Nothing has changed. It still hurts. I still wonder. Yet life goes on.
i lost my best friend who introduced me to the smashing pumpkins. i lost him to opiods and alcohol. this video just makes me so nostalgic and makes me feel heard
I am very sorry for your loss. You are not alone!
God bless you dude
Thank you guys! 🙏
Damn, he could have had his own story to post here
Sorry dude
in high school i fell for a girl with home problems and she used drugs wish i was with her now 35 years later she has a piece of my heart
😞
Go find her, better late than never
Facebook her!
35 years later? Probably dead
Your words just gave me inspiration for a song
Gish, Siamese Dream, Mellon Collie, Adore, Machina I... these guys were sending out masterpiece after masterpiece. Then something fell apart. Too bad I was too young to really enjoy the Pumpkins in their golden years.
that fight ruined them :(
Dave I feel the same way
Billy is a bit of an asshole lol that's what happened but I still love the music
you know i recoment check out , Oceania a think billy really chill out on it so , yeah i recomend My love i winter and the celestials
Have you listened to Oceania and Monuments To An Elegy?
In my opinion, those albums hearken back to the days of old.
They will never be as popular as Siamese Dream or Melancholy And The Infinite Sadness.
In pretty convinced many fans ears are clogged with nostalgia, and they wouldn't like anything Smashing Pumpkins release.
I honestly think if Siamese Dreams was released in 2017 instead of 1993, people would be calling it trash.
The new singles wont get played on the radio because the radio stations only play the same ten or twenty songs again and again on repeat.
Also, remember, many fans hated Adore and despised Machina and Machina 2.
The last two minutes of this song break my heart every time. There's next to no other bands today that would make a video like this. Respect.
Because it's laying it on a little thick. I for one appreciate a bit more subtlety.
@@caseyw.6550 Its an aural brick to the face alright.
What artists you prefer to listen to?
@@GG57 it’s crazy cool how you kept this account for so long
So true !
I love this song and it reminds me of my fiance who is a country away but I'm an addict still. It gives me ambition to try to change in a weird way. It really just makes me cry my eyes out
I remember listening this song a year ago, i was really bad, passing with a lot of problems with myself, believing that nothing will change. But i was wrong, things changes, and i'm just a lot better, enjoying the life. Wow the memories.
clean 8 years :)
Well done may the almighty be with you.
Clean since 2004☝️
Now 10 years!!
I'm still on 5+ liters of Coca-Cola a day.. can't seem to quit that shit... 25+ years like this
👌👌
I'm 40 still alive and this video brings me to tears every time I grew up this way and instantly I'm transported to 13 year old baby me, cold,alone at Euston station in the 90s. soaked through, sleep deprived and strung out but the kid fucking survived 🙂. If you're reading this, Hold on ❤️
How about it, just turned 58, man the places I've been, most people would not get it, the drugs were just a mask to the shitty life way before...survived death sev times..."we are still alive"...
@@califcamper ❤️
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I cry everytime it gets to the end and her life flashes before her eyes, innocent and happy memories, gets me in the soul
whoa that hyper suburban dream sequence thing reminded me of Soundgardens-Blackhole Sun
YESSSSS!!
Omg
SAME
+josh h Soundgarden's Black Hole Sun comments led me here (y)
Cosmic Chaos vidrios De. Gatos. Qetepartes
same as fuck :p
This song and this album: perfect examples of something underrated.
Yes.
yess
This album is perfect!
the better things in life are underrated. Enjoy!
Omg....
That just broke my heart...
I am a recovered addict. I was pregnant and still drinking and using and the father of my first child was (and still is) a junky as well!
This video hit home so hard! The insanity of being in active addiction! The pure insanity of it all!!
I had my first son taken from me as a direct result of my addiction.
Getting pregnant a second time saved my life! I didn't want to repeat it all again!
I thank God EVERYDAY that I am not who I used to be!
Once again;
This video hit home for me! It broke my heart!
I was living it, but I couldn't see it all from an outside view- until now, that it.
😭😭
Barbara Dalzell as the eldest of 4 children born to drug addict parents I commend you for your effort being able to turn your life around for the better. I've seen first hand the abuse and neglect that goes with hard core drug dependence and parent hood. Really happy for you that you bettered yourself
Felicidades sin duda eres una persona muy fuerte que Dios te bendiga a ti y a tus hijos..
have you been able to reconnect with your son?
Every time I sing along to this music video, my tears always come out. Reasons:
1. This song is so fucking sad and beautiful.
2. This music video is so fucking sad and beautiful.
3. Smashing Pumpkins is so fucking epic and beautiful.
Yeah and number four is one two three are never get as good as four.. 4.. it's got to be the best so make it up.. and make it.. count.. and make it happy you can do it
No
That’s true dude
@@enrikik1 No
yess!!!!!
This song reminds me of my teenage years, all the relationships I had and the poems I wrote for the girls that I loved.
This is my favourite song of all times, it represents in a whole what I want someone that will love each other no matter what happens, be it living on the streets or in a mansion love that is pure enough to with stand anything. This video brings a tear to my eye everytime I watch it, no matter how many times I watch it. Nothing beats this song or this video and I doubt anything ever will. Love you forever.
This is not love sadly but codependence
Motivation for everyone trying to get better no matter how dark it seems. "Try to hold on." (Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try)
Im not crying, I just have something in my eye 😢
lebay anying
+Oco Oco bahasa dijaga dasar agama TOA
naaaa i'm crying :'(
Full video
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Sad
Such a dark, meaningful song that speaks you never know how hard it is for someone battling addiction of any kind 😟
This and Age of Innocence are two of the greatest songs ever written.
Billy Corgan and the smashing Pumpkins are just beautiful.
Hi I recommend a song here on YT called 'Looking Into The Mirror' By Robert Nix
Hearing "I love you forever" at the end of this video just breaks my heart, especially after seeing the original short film.
Vi está canción con censura a los 11 años, a los 16 la vi sin censura y entendí el poder que puso Don Billy en este temazo. Y hoy con 31 la escucho y sigo pensando el mismo mensaje: "El amor es más grande de que toda adversidad y sacrificio"
Lo cierto es que esa clase de amor sería de aquellos que hoy en día llamarían "un amor tóxico".
This video never fails to make me cry. But it always teaches me a lesson
Very underrated pumpkins song
Man this song strikes a nerve in me! I feel a mixture of sad, and happy when I hear it, Machina is easily one of my favorite Smashing Pumpkins records, so good!
Am I the only one who cries with this song? Who else is in 2020?
2020!
Bem triste.
Me too!
Who not ?
@하하하 hey
This song is truly a requiem for a dream.
Pop Tart, what's our mission?
Do we know but never listen?
For too long they held me under
But I hear it's almost over
In Detroit on a Memphis train
Like you said, it's down in the heat and the summer rain
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit colder
Try to hold on to this love
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are, still trading places
Try to hold on
Pop Tart, can you envision
A free world of clear division?
For too long they held us under
But I know we're getting over
In Detroit with the Nashville tears
Like you said, it's down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in the gaze of solemnity
Down in the way you've held together
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit closer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit older
Try to hold on to this love aloud
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
And no one should deny
We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
Into the flow of encrypted movement
Slapback kills the ancient remnants
That try to hold on
Try to hold on to this heart alive
Try to hold on to this heart aloud
Try to hold on
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
Pop Tart, you never listen
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Stop start, what's our mission?
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Good job with the lyrics I'm done with my mission and too late for the submission down on the street with my shoulders weak try to hold time yeah I made that up
I remember seeing another version of this video on MTV, back in 2000, where the guy rushes to the hospital but the room is empty because the woman died. I remember it made me feel unsettled and I cried every time I watched it.
Got attached to this song/album when they released it. I was in high school. Dealing with the loss of my father during those years. Lured by addictions and thinking in that high school love you dream of too. Still makes my soul tremble this song but gladly I have overcomed most of those dark days when I was a teenager.
Acabo de recuperar una memoria de mi adolescencia de cuánto me gustaba este video, y solo puedo pensar que en este momento es imposible que algún artista haga un vídeo que toque todos estos temas. Me alegro haber crecido en esa época.
This song is magic. It's like my lungs are crying.
I listen to this song for almost 20 years now, This song reminds me of my teenage years
I have a uncle that he is an addicted from 1991 (something like that) with several convictions, rehabs, etc, etc. When you see the photos of him in the childhood, it's hard not to think that a certain point he died, the person that he was no longer exists, and that childhood innocence and happiness had become a bag of tears, pain and anger. Also, he tought me one thing (and he doesn't knows that): when you let the beloved ones running to a cliff, the most certain is them to die! So, don't wait for things to happen: do something before it's too late.
Beauty exists even in the most darkest corners of the soul
that’s my interpretation, too
Cry my eyes out every time I watch and hear this song man
As a little girl when I first saw this video I felt so sad, I couldn't get it out of my mind. I like to think this helped me "trying to hold on" later when all shit happened and I had, for several times, the chance to choose self destruction.
the smashing pumpkins artsy sounds never cease to amaze me, i could listen to them all day long for years and never get tired of them. god how i miss these sounds.
The way he says pop tart gives me so much emotion...
September 19th, 2014.
This was our song. We would joke that I was going to be the one who was going to have to prostitute to have money. But in the end, she knows the only part of this video that would remind of us would be how the guy looks after her. No amount of pain would be enough to handle if she is ok. That was all about. Always. Still does.
There's a saying in spanish that can be roughly translated as " 'Woulds' do not exist" and thats true. Things are the way we want them to be. And well... this is no longer our song. It was but no more.
Wherever she is now, I just hope she finds a guy who will look after her as much or even more than I did. Just that.
Alejandro Lino... "El hubiera no existe"
Exacto
Animo carnal! I cant imagine the pain you must be feeling but I respect that you wish her the best.
I was at that point myself. With my husband😖 He hated that I had to do it but he also had to do what he needed to try to get us off the street. Difference was I wasn't pregnant at the time and there were no drugs involved. Just terrible circumstances.
This will always be my favorite Pumpkins song.
how to make you cry with a video and a great song
Tenia 17 años cuando escuché esta canción por primera ves, habia roto con mi primer único y gran amor, lo escuchaba acurrucado en mi habitación, nunca dejé de amarte, Carolina appleyard...20 años...
When I first heard this song on the discman, I dropped a silent tear. When I first watched this video, I cried like a baby. This song was so emotional I thought it belonged right up there with the rest of the Pumpkins hits. This, along with "With Every Light" off Machina were like the best songs I've ever heard. It still puzzles me how Machina was regarded a failure, when the songs on there are so damn good.
The genre was dying out
fans enjoys it. that what really matters.
Damn, it's really gut wrenching when she starts to dream of her old life all clean and healthy and happy
Machina is another one of their masterpieces. I don't understand why it was quietly forgotten.
Such a tragic story in the video. Works with this great song.
The uncut version is so much cooler! One of my fav Pumpkins songs by the way. The main melody is awesome.
Verse 1]
Pop Tart, what’s our mission?
Do we know but never listen?
For too long they held me under
But I hear it’s almost over
In Detroit on a Memphis train
Like you said, it’s down in the heat and the summer rain
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
[Chorus]
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart’s a little bit colder
Try to hold on to this love
[Post-Chorus 1]
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are, still trading places
Try to hold on
[Verse 2]
Pop Tart, can you envision
A free world of clear division?
For too long they held us under
But I know we’re getting over
In Detroit with the Nashville tears
Like you said, it’s down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in the gaze of solemnity
Down in the way you’ve held together
[Chorus]
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit closer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart’s a little bit older
Try to hold on to this love aloud
[Bridge]
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
And no one should deny
[Post-Chorus 2]
We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
Into the flow of encrypted movement
Slapback kills the ancient remnants
That try to hold on
[Outro]
Try to hold on to this heart alive
Try to hold on to this heart aloud
Try to hold on
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
Pop Tart, you never listen
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Stop start, what’s our mission?
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
This entire album is one amazing track after another.
yes!
It is... can't believe it's underrated. I like it better than Mellon Collie
Its their best record!
this song always makes me start sobbing. when i’m going through a hard time the first thing i go to for comfort is this song
i'm addicted to this song ; i have to keep repeating the song over!!! his voice is my addiction :)
There's something special in this one... One of their very best TRY TRY TRY!!!!!
For some, this is the reality of life. I guess it's hard to get away from something that gives you comfort and peace whenever you feel alone and angry to the world.
This is stuff I see on the streets. I was addicted in the streets for a good 8-10 years im only 27.. and knowing this video was banned from TV at a time.. just wow. This music video could be a wake up call for a lot of young drug users.
Saw this video years ago - it always deeply stuck with me. I now never judge anyone sleeping rough on the streets because you never truly know what they’ve been through.
Este es el mejor video documental que he visto en mi vida, fuerte, intenso y real
I read a few of the top comments and I see that the majority of you are saying things like 'I feel no pity for them it's their choice' or 'They chose this life style'.
How about trying to help people in these situations instead of complaining how it's their fault. I've never been on drugs but from what I know they're pretty addictive. Most of you have probably never been on drugs either so why judge them without being in their situation? This video was meant to show how strong love is and to raise awareness of how many young adults are in this situation. So instead of calling them selfish how about helping actual people in that situation? (Donating, helping raise awareness, volunteering, etc)
Also these are scenes from a short film, search "Try official video uncut" and you should be able to find it.
Actually search "Try short film" much easier to find.
It's why the word 'dependency' works better than 'addiction'.
The word 'addictive' tends to be used frivolously as a description of everything from chocolate to ridiculous mobile phone video games, but that doesn't really cut to the core of a drug problem at this level; They DEPEND on it. After three to four days without a bite to eat your brain is screaming about food to such a degree that even most devout vegans would gut a bovine with their bare hands given the chance. The thought of getting through a day without a hit can be as or even more severe for people at this stage of drug abuse.
To a point, it doesn't even matter which drug, as much as which person. Some people can hold a full-time job to fund a rabid meth habit, some people have to steal to buy weed.
Selfish? It was certainly a selfish choice that got the ball rolling. But in truth, most if not all addicts who go this far never in their wildest dreams thought things would end up as bad as they inevitably do, and by this point they are quite literally incapable of helping themselves. If they could, they would have done it 5 or 10 blowjobs ago.
It's not necessarily up to us as individuals to support other individuals with a dependency, save of course for friends or family.
It is, however, our responsibility to argue against a system that exacerbates the problem instead helping to alleviate it.
TL;DR: As long as drug abuse is treated as a criminal problem instead of the health issue it really is, things will never get better.
lesson learned: smoke weed nigga!
The reason people have no pity for them is because their fuckin smackheads. They knew wut drug they were doin the first time they did it. It's not like they were forced at gun point to do it. We all have choices and they made the obvious wrong one
GOOOOF!!
Amor eterno a esta canción, a este video , a esta banda
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This music is a masterpiece! I love it... never get tired to listen it!
every time i watch this video, it just reminds me how very little separates my comfortable life and what may fuck it up.
I thought 1989, Perfect and Disarm where the best 3 favorite songs. However, I Can spend a whole day listening to this one. Literally
Try not to cry
Speak for yourself... I just got punched in the feels!
Linda
Machina Reissue #2020
it s my life before and again little bit without baby , just like that scuse i m french anyway it s good video e too and i try find the true video original with dead girl in the end without hollywood movie give us the happy ending , but the reality it s not same thing and forget talk about bad health and trouble familily, friends , love
its hard 😞
This video was a punch at society's gut. Direct and blunt, just as reality itself.
God... How I miss the 90's, when music actually meant something and the musicians had respect for themselves and for all that where listening.
This video is so deep in so many levels. Tells a sad but real story
simple story but tragic and relatable
I was about to relapse today but I remembered this video it helped
i had a deep love for him, but his addictions wouldnt let him go. RIP Jermo! 💙
a part of the scene reminds me of black hole sun
Altho whenever I hear this song and especially watch the video it reminds me of that dark(and I mean DARK) period of my life when I was in a very similar situation as shown in this video and did partake in the same type of terrible activities as these 2, it also gives me good memories and good thoughts of me now. Overcoming that shit and seeing how far i’ve come, it’s pretty kool. And happy and grateful 2 b here to share this with others. Ain’t nobody said quitting was easy but it most def isn’t IMPOSSIBLE. Hope this helps someone.
oh they have a different ending here than in the short film. that caught me off guard
no shit
What's the movie?
the short film is just called "try"
ty
ok
The only way i can describe being addicted to dope is like having my skeleton running about 10ft in front of me while i trip and fall over myself just trying to barely keep up
Reminds me Christiane F. ,great movie and great soundtrack,only Bowie songs!
Das Beste Lied der Pumpkins...ich liebe es
La mejor canción de este grupo. Es realmente mágica.
No más por eso te voy a cuidar en tus sueños por la canción y por lo linda que estás 😍 atte Fredy Krueger
That was one hell of a day.
One of the best music videos forever ... there is also a longer version where she dies ...
Billy wow. You astonish me. You are officially my favorite artist.
Hi I Recommend a song and video called 'Looking Into The Mirror' by Robert Nix
@@redskies4530 From Billy Corgan to Robert nix?? That is a bad shout, that Robert nix is not in the same league. Also the song you recommended is absolutely awful and the delivery is poor.
As a recovering heroin addict, this is difficult to watch. People cast aspersions on addicts, but that lifestyle, it ain't easy. Especially with heroin, you have no idea the hold that horrible drug can have on a person.
exactly. all these people saying it all our faults and were horrible people. Im a recovering addict as well, I have had many relapses and currently am trying to get my life back together once again after a year long relapse. I started doing OxyContin in 2002 at the age of 13 and was shooting dope by the time I was a Junior in College and thats when my life started looking like this video... Stay strong bro
As a child of dual heroin addiction parents I have no sympathy for you
@@ewatkins493ify In that case, as awful as that must have been for you, bizarrely you still have absolutely no understanding of addiction.
@fuzzluvver69 Wow as bad as addiction is, reality is children suffer the most so you cannot blame them for not understanding. there is trauma or abuse which is far worse, mentally and physically that can leave scares that last for a life time. Parents are meant to guide and protect, not fuck up and leave them to fend for themselves
George williams you betray everything important to you. That is dope. Holy Spirit released me from that nightmare. So many friends list though. Keep strong. Stay clean. LIVE. ✝️🙂
Smashing pumpkins is like a genre within itself, thanks for enlightening me =)
everytime i listen 2 this song it sends shivers down my spine
powerfull song, powerfull video, powerfull band
A free world of clear division.
Genius
I live in Lagos Nigeria, and it's 2022. I can't relate as a black African in Africa but I pray those struggling wld find peace and Joy in the end.
Billy must've had the Jimmy and Jonathan Melvoin incident in his mind when planning this.
Why, were they pregnant?
Nope he was thinking about D’Arcy actually
this is a hard video to watch... kind of sad , but its reality. I remember seeing a lot of people like these two in Canada. :/
I remember coming back from rehab in 2001, turned on the TV and this was playing, i felt the shivers all over my body, begging on street corners, waking up in strange places and in strange parts of town. I’m still clean now, i believe heroin has its own time, i know it will come back but i learnt not to rush it.
Congratulations! Stay strong! You are bigger and better than that past! ❤️ Love from Brazil
One of the best underrated album by SP
All the feels
the video is very sad and the sog is really good !!!!i love this song¡¡¡¡
I LOVE Smashing Punkins forever and ever.
神曲ですね。素晴らしいアルバムからのシングルだったなぁ、最初はどうもなかったけど夜に聞かずにはいられなくなった。今もスマパンで1番好き
Pop tart
What's our mission
Do we know
But never listen
For too long
They held me under
But I hear
It's almost over
In Detroit
On a Memphis train
Like you said it's
Down in the heat and the summer rain of
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
Try to hold on
To this heart
A little bit longer
Try to hold on
To this love aloud
Try to hold on
For this heart's
A little bit colder
Try to hold on
To this love
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are still trading places
To try to hold on
Pop tart
Can you envision
A free world
Of clear division
For too long
They held us under
But I know
We're getting over
In Detroit
With the Nashville tears
Like you said it's
Down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in…